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  PREFACE

  Myendeavorhasbeentotellasimplestory,preservingascloselyaspossiblethespiritandfeelingoftheoriginal。I

  havetried,asitwere,totaketheplaytopieces,andbuildanoveloutofthesamematerial。IhavenotfeltatlibertytoembellishM。Brieux’sideas,andIhaveusedhisdialoguewordforwordwhereverpossible。UnlessIhavemis—readtheauthor,hissolepurposeinwritingLESAVARIESwastoplaceanumberofmostimportantfactsbeforethemindsofthepublic,andtodrivethemhomebymeansofintenseemotion。IfIhavebeenabletoassisthim,thisbitofliterarycarpenteringwillbeworthwhile。IhavetothankM。Brieuxforhiskindpermissiontomaketheattempt,andforthecordialspiritwhichhehasmanifested。

  UptonSinclairPRESSCOMMENTSONTHEPLAY

  DAMAGEDGOODSwasfirstpresentedinAmericaataFridaymatineeonMarch14th,1913,intheFultonTheater,NewYork,beforemembersoftheSociologicalFund。ImmediatelyitwasacclaimedbypublicpressandpulpitasthegreatestcontributionevermadebytheStagetothecauseofhumanity。Mr。RichardBennett,theproducer,whohadthecouragetopresenttheplay,withtheaidofhisco—workers,inthefaceofmostsavagecriticismfromtheignorant,wasoverwhelmedwithrequestsforarepetitionoftheperformance。

  BeforedecidingwhetherofnottopresentDAMAGEDGOODSbeforethegeneralpublic,itwasarrangedthatthehighestofficialsintheUnitedStatesshouldpassjudgmentuponthemannerinwhichtheplayteachesitsvitallesson。AspecialguestperformanceformembersoftheCabinet,membersofbothhousesofCongress,membersoftheUnitedStatesSupremeCourt,representativesoftheDiplomaticcorpsandothersprominentinnationallifewasgiveninWashington,D。C。

  AlthoughtheperformancewasgivenonaSundayafternoon(April6,1913),theNationalTheaterwascrowdedtotheverydoorswiththemostdistinguishedaudienceeverassembledinAmerica,includingexclusivelytheforemostmenandwomenoftheCapital。

  ThemostnotedclergymenofWashingtonwereamongthespectators。

  TheresultofthisremarkableperformancewasatremendousendorsementoftheplayandofthemannerinwhichMr。Bennettandhisco—workerswerepresentingit。

  ThisreceptionresultedinthecontinuanceoftheNewYorkperformancesuntilmid—summerandisresponsibleforthedecisiononthepartofMr。BennetttooffertheplayineverycityinAmericawherecitizensfeelthattheultimatewelfareofthecommunityisdependentuponahigherstandardofmoralityandclearerunderstandingofthelawsofhealth。

  TheWASHINGTONPOST,commentingontheWashingtonperformance,said:

  Theplaywaspresentedwithalltheimpressivenessofasermon;

  withallthevigoranddynamicforceofagreatdrama;withalltheearnestnessandpowerofavitaltruth。

  Inmanyrespectsthepresentationofthisdramatizationofagreatsocialevilassumedtheaspectsofareligiousservice。

  Dr。DonaldC。Macleod,pastoroftheFirstPresbyterianChurch,mountedtherostrumusuallyoccupiedbytheleaderoftheorchestra,andannouncedthatthenatureoftheperformance,thesacrednessoftheplay,andthecharacteroftheaudiencegavetotheplaythesignificanceofatremendoussermoninbehalfofmankind,andthatassuchitwaseminentlyfittingthatadivineblessingbeinvoked。Dr。EarleWilfley,pastoroftheVermontAvenueChristianChurch,askedallpersonsintheaudiencetobowtheirheadsinaprayerfortheproperreceptionofthemessagetobepresentedfromthestage。Dr。MacLeodthenreadtheBernardShawprefacetotheplay,andaskedthattherebenoapplauseduringtheperformance,asuggestionwhichwasrigidlyfollowed,thusaddinggreatlytotheeffectivenessandtheseriousnessofthedramaticportrayal。

  Theimpressionmadeupontheaudiencebytheremarkableplayisreflectedinsuchcommentsasthefollowingexpressionsvoicedaftertheperformance:

  RABBISIMON,OFTHEWASHINGTONHEBREWCONGREGATION——IfIcouldpreachfrommypulpitasermononetenthaspowerful,asconvincing,asfar—reaching,andashelpfulasthisperformanceofDAMAGEDGOODSmustbe,IwouldconsiderthatIhadachievedthetriumphofmylife。

  COMMISSIONERCUNOH。RUDOLPH——IwasdeeplyimpressedbywhatI

  saw,andIthinkthatthedramashouldberepeatedineverycity,amatineeonedayforfatherandsonandthenextdayformotheranddaughter。

  REV。EARLEWILFLEY——IamconfirmedintheopinionthatwemusttakeupourcudgelsinacrusadeagainstthemodernproblemsbroughttotheforebyDAMAGEDGOODS。Thereportthatthesediseasesareincreasingisenoughtomakeusgetbusyonacampaignagainstthem。

  SURGEONGENERALBLUE——Itwasamoststrikingandtellinglesson。

  Foryearswehavebeenfightingtheseconditioninthenavy。Itishightimethatciviliansawakenedtothedangerssurroundingthemandcrusadedagainsttheminapropermanner。

  MRS。ARCHIBALDHOPKINS——Theplaywasapowerfulpresentationofaveryimportantquestionandwashandledinamostadmirablemanner。Thedramaisafineenteringwedgeforthiscrusadeandisboundtodoconsiderablegoodinconveyinginformationofaveryseriousnature。

  MINISTERPEZET,OFPERU——Therecanbenodoubtbutthattheperformancewillhavegreatupliftingpower,andaccomplishthegoodforwhichitwascreated。Fortunately,wedonothavethepruderyinSouthAmericathatyouofthenorthpossess,andhaveopenmindstoconsidertheseseriousquestions。

  JUSTICEDANIELTHEWWRIGHT——IfeelquitesurethatDAMAGEDGOODS

  willhaveconsiderableeffectineducatingthepeopleofthenatureofthedangerthatsurroundsthem。

  SENATORKERN,OFINDIANA——Therecanbenodenialofthefactthatitistimetolookattheseriousproblemspresentedintheplaywithanopenmind。

  BrieuxhasbeenhailedbyBernardShawas\"incomparablythegreatestwriterFrancehasproducedsinceMoliere,\"andperhapsnowritereverwieldedhispenmoreearnestlyintheserviceoftherace。ToquotefromanarticlebyEdwinE。SlossonintheINDEPENDENT:

  Brieuxisnotonewhobelievesthatsocialevilsaretobecuredbylawsandyetmorelaws。Hebelievesthatmostofthetroubleiscausedbyignoranceandurgeseducation,publicenlightenmentandfrankerrecognitionofexistingconditions。Allthismaybeneeded,butstillwemaywelldoubtitseffectivenessasaremedy。ThedrunkenHelotargumentisnotastrongone,andthosewholeadaviciouslifeknowmoreaboutitsrisksthananyteacherorpreachercouldtellthem。Brieuxalsourgestherequirementofhealthcertificatesformarriage,suchasmanyclergymennowinsistuponandwhichdoubtlesswillbemadecompulsorybeforelonginmanyofourStates。

  Brieuxpaintsinblackcolorsyetisnofanatic;infact,hewillbecriticisedbymanyasbeingtootolerantofhumanweakness。

  TheconditionsofsocietyandthemoralstandardsofFrancearesodifferentfromthoseofAmericathathispointofviewandhisproposalsforreformwillnotmeetwithgeneralacceptance,butitisencouragingtofindadramatistwhorealizestheimportanceofbeingearnestandwhouseshisartindefenseofvirtueinsteadofitsdestruction。

  Othercommentsfollow,showingthegreatinterestmanifestedintheplayandthebeliefinthehighestseriousnessofitspurpose:

  Thereisnouncleannessinfacts。Theuncleannessisintheglamour,inthesecretimagination。Itisinhints,half—truths,andsuggestionsthethreattolifelies。

  Thisplayputsthehorribletruthinsolivingaway,withsuchclean,artisticforce,thatthemindisimpressedasitcouldpossiblybeimpressedinnoothermanner。

  Bestofall,itisthephysicianwhodominatestheaction。Thereisnosentimentalizing。Thereisnoweakandmorbidhandlingofthetheme。Thedoctorappearsinhisidealfunction,asthemodernhigh—priestoftruth。Aroundhimwrithethevictimsofignoranceandthecriminalsofconventionalcruelty。Kind,stern,high—minded,clear—headed,yethuman—hearted,hetowersoverall,asthemaster。

  Thisisasitshouldbe。Themantosaythewordtosavetheworldofignorantwretches,cursedbythecloudsanddarknessamistakenmodestyhasthrownaroundalife—and—deathinstinct,isthephysician。

  Theonlyquestionisthis:Isthisplaydecent?MyansweristhatitisthedecentestplaythathasbeeninNewYorkforayear。Itissodecentthatitisreligious。

  ——HEARST’SMAGAZINE。

  Theplayis,aboveall,apowerfulpleaforthetearingawayoftheveilofmysterythathassouniversallyshroudedthissubjectofthepenaltyofsexualimmorality。Itisapleaforlightonthishiddendanger,thatfathersandmothers,youngmenandyoungwomen,mayknowtheterriblepricethatmustbepaid,notonlybythegenerationthatviolatesthelaw,butbythegenerationstocome。Itisaseriousquestionjusthowtheeducationofmenandwomen,especiallyyoungmenandyoungwomen,inthevitalmattersofsexrelationshipshouldbecarriedon。Onethingissure,however。Theworstpossiblewayistheonewhichhassooftenbeenfollowedinthepast——nottocarryitonatallbuttoignoreit。

  ——THEOUTLOOK。

  It(DAMAGEDGOODS)is,ofcourse,amasterpieceof\"thesisdrama,\"——anargument,dogmatic,insistent,inescapable,cumulative,betweenscienceandcommonsense,ononeside,andlove,ofvarioustypes,ontheother。ItiswhatMr。BernardShawhascalleda\"dramaofdiscussion\";ithasthesplendidmovementofthebestShawplays,unrelieved——andundiluted——byShavianparadox,wit,andirony。WeimaginethatmanyaudiencesattheFultonTheaterwereastonishedattheplay’sshowingofsheerstrengthasacteddrama。Possiblyitmightnotinterestthegeneralpublic;probablyitwouldbeinadvisabletopresentittothem。Butnothinkingperson,withthemostcasualinterestincurrentsocialevils,couldlistentotheversionofRichardBennett,WiltonLackaye,andtheirassociates,withoutbeinggrippedbythepowerofBrieux’smessage。

  ——THEDIAL。

  Itisawonderthattheworldhasbeensolongingettingholdofthisplay,whichisoneofFrance’smostvaluablecontributionstothedrama。Itshistoryisinteresting。Brieuxwroteitovertenyearsago。AntoineproduceditathistheaterandParisimmediatelycensoredit,butsoonthoughtbetterofitandremovedtheban。Duringthesummerof1910itwasplayedinBrusselsbeforecrowdedhouses,forthenthecitywasthrongedwithvisitorstotheexposition。FinallyNewYorkgotitlastspringandeugenicenthusiastsanddoctorseverywherehavewelcomedit。

  ——THEINDEPENDENT。

  AlettertoMr。BennettfromDr。Hills,PastorofPlymouthChurch,Brooklyn。

  23MonroeStreetBklyn。August1,1913。

  Mr。RichardBennett,NewYorkCity,N。Y。

  MyDearMr。Bennett:

  Duringthepasttwenty—oneyearssinceIenteredpubliclife,I

  haveexperiencedmanyexcitinghoursundertheinfluenceofreformer,oratorandactor,but,inthismoodofretrospection,I

  donotknowthatIhaveeverpassedthroughamorethrilling,terrible,andyethopefulexperiencethanlastevening,whileI

  listenedtoyourinterpretationofEugeneBrieux’\"DAMAGED

  GOODS。\"

  Ihavebeenfollowingyourworkwitheverdeepeninginterest。Itisnottoomuchtosaythatyouhavechangedthethinkingofthepeopleofourcountryastothesocialevil。Atlast,thankGod,thisconspiracyofsilenceisended。Noyoungmanwhosees\"DamagedGoods\"willeverbethesameagain。IfIwantedtobuildaroundaninnocentboybuttressesoffireandgranite,andlendhimtriplearmouragainsttemptationandtheassaultsofevil,Iwouldputhimforoneeveningunderyourinfluence。Thatwhichtheteacher,thepreacherandtheparenthavefailedtoaccomplishithasbeengiventoyoutoachieve。Youhavedoneaworkforwhichyourgenerationowesyouanimmeasurabledebtofgratitude。

  IshallbedelightedtohaveyouusemyStudyofSocialDiseasesandHeredityinconnectionwithyourgreatreform。

  Withallgoodwishes,Iam,mydearMr。Bennett,Faithfullyyours,NewellDwightHillisCHAPTERI

  Itwasfouro’clockinthemorningwhenGeorgeDupontclosedthedoorandcamedownthestepstothestreet。Thefirstfaintstreaksofdawnwereinthesky,andhenoticedthiswithannoyance,becauseheknewthathishairwasindisarrayandhiswhileaspectdisorderly;yethedarednottakeacab,becausehefearedtoattractattentionathome。Whenhereachedthesidewalk,heglancedabouthimtomakesurethatnoonehadseenhimleavethehouse,thenstarteddownthestreet,hiseyesuponthesidewalkbeforehim。

  Georgehadthefeelingofthemorningafter。Therearefewmeninthisworldofabundantsinwhowillnotknowwhatthephrasemeans。Thefumesofthenighthadevaporated;hewasquitesobernow,quitefreefromexcitement。Hesawwhathehaddone,anditseemedtohimsomethingblackanddisgusting。

  Neverhadawalkseemedlongerthanthefewblockswhichhehadtotraversetoreachhishome。Hemustgettherebeforethemaidwasup,beforethebaker’sboycalledwiththerolls;otherwise,whatexplanationcouldhegive?——hewhohadalwaysbeensuchamoralman,whohadbeenpointedoutbymothersasanexampletotheirsons。

  Georgethoughtofhisownmother,andwhatshewouldthinkifshecouldknowabouthisnight’sadventure。Hethoughtagainandagain,withapangofanguish,ofHenriette。Coulditbepossiblethatamanwhowasengaged,whosemarriagecontracthadactuallybeensigned,whowassoontopossesstheloveofabeautifulandnoblegirl——thatsuchamancouldhavebeenweakenoughandbaseenoughtolethimselfbetrappedintosuchalowaction?

  Hewentbackoverthewholeseriesofevents,shudderingatthem,tryingtorealizehowtheyhadhappened,tryingtoexcusehimselfforthem。Hehadnotintendedsuchaculmination;hehadnevermeanttodosuchathinginhislife。Hehadnotthoughtofanyharmwhenhehadacceptedtheinvitationtothesupperpartywithhisoldcompanionsfromthelawschool。Ofcourse,hehadknownthatseveralofthesechumsled\"fast\"lives——but,then,surelyafellowcouldgotoafriend’sroomsforalarkwithoutharm!

  Herememberedthegirlwhohadsatbyhissideatthetable。Shehadcomewithafriendwhowasamarriedwoman,andsohehadassumedthatshewasallright。Georgerememberedhowembarrassedhehadbeenwhenfirsthehadnoticedherglancesathim。Butthenthewinehadbeguntogotohishead——hewasoneofthoseunfortunatewretcheswhocannotdrinkwineatall。Hehadofferedtotakethegirlhomeinacab,andonthewayhehadlosthishead。

  Oh!Whatawretchedthingitwas。Hecouldhardlybelievethatitwashewhohadspokenthosefrenziedwords;andyethemusthavespokenthem,becauseherememberedthem。Herememberedthatithadtakenalongtimetopersuadeher。Hehadhadtopromiseheraringliketheonehermarriedfriendwore。Beforetheyenteredherhomeshehadmadehimtakeoffhisshoes,sothattheportermightnothearthem。ThishadstruckGeorgeparticularly,because,evenflushedwithexcitementashewas,hehadnotforgottenthewarningshisfatherhadgivenhimastothedangersofcontactwithstrangewomen。Hehadthoughttohimself,\"Thisgirlmustbesafe。Itisprobablythefirsttimeshehaseverdonesuchathing。\"

  ButnowGeorgecouldgetbutlittleconsolationoutofthatidea。

  Hewassufferingintensely——theemotiondescribedbythepoetinthebitterwordsabout\"Time’smovingfingerhavingwrit。\"Hismind,seekingsomeexplanation,somejustification,wentbacktotheeventsbeforethatnight。Withasuddenpangofyearning,hethoughtofLizette。Shewasadecentgirl,andhadkepthimdecent,andhewaslonelywithouther。Hehadbeensoafraidofbeingfoundoutthathehadgivenherupwhenhebecameengaged;

  butnowforawhilehefeltthathewouldhavetobreakhisresolution,andpayhisregularSundayvisittothelittleflatintheworking—classportionofParis。

  ItwaswhileGeorgewasfittinghimselfforthesamecareerashisfather——thatofnotary——thathehadmadetheacquaintanceoftheyoungworkinggirl。Itmaynotbeeasytobelieve,butLizettehadreallybeenadecentgirl。Shehadafamilytotakecareof,andwasinneed。Therewasagrandmotherinpoorhealth,afathernotmuchbetter,andthreelittlebrothers;soLizettedidnotverylongresistGeorgeDupont,andhefeltquitevirtuousingivinghersufficientmoneytotakecareoftheseunfortunatepeople。Amongpeopleofhisclassitwasconsideredpropertotakesuchthingsifonepaidforthem。

  Allthefamilyofthisworkinggirlweregratefultohim。Theyadoredhim,andtheycalledhimUncleRaoul(forofcoursehehadnotbeensofoolishastogivethemhistruename)。

  SinceGeorgewaspayingforLizette,hefelthehadthetighttocontrolherlife。Hegaveherfairwarningconcerninghisattitude。Ifshedeceivedhimhewouldleaveherimmediately。

  Hetoldthistoherrelativesalso,andsohehadthemallwatchingher。Shewasnevertrustedoutalone。EverySundayGeorgewenttospendthedaywithhislittle\"family,\"sothathiscomingbecamealmostamatteroftradition。Heinterestedherinchurchaffairs——massandvesperswereherregularoccasionsforexcursions。Georgerentedtwoseats,andthegrandmotherwentwithhertotheservices。Thesimplepeoplewereproudtoseetheirnameengraveduponthebrassplateofthepew。

  ThereasonforalltheseprecautionswasGeorge’sterrorofdisease。Hehadbeenwarnedbyhisfatherastothedangerswhichyoungmenencounterintheiramours。AndtheselessonshadsunkdeepintoGeorge’sheart;hehadmadeuphismindthatwhateverhisfriendsmightdo,he,forone,wouldprotecthimself。

  Thatdidnotmean,ofcourse,thatheintendedtoliveavirtuouslife;suchwasthecustomamongyoungmenofhisclass,nothaditprobablyeveroccurredtohisfatherthatitwaspossibleforayoungmantodosuchathing。TheFrenchhaveaphrase,\"l’hommemoyensensuel\"——theaveragesensualman。AndGeorgewassuchaman。Hehadnonobleidealisms,noparticularreverenceforwomen。Thebasisofhisattitudewasapurelyselfishone;

  hewantedtoenjoyhimself,andatthesametimetokeepoutoftrouble。

  Hedidnotfindanyhappinessintherenunciationwhichheimposeduponhimself;hehadnoreligiousideasaboutit。Onthecontrary,hesufferedkeenly,andwasbitterbecausehehadnoshareintheamusementsofhisfriends。Hestucktohisworkandforcedhimselftokeepregularhours,preparingforhislawexaminations。Butallthetimehewaslongingforadventures。

  And,ofcourse,thiscouldnotgoonforever,forthemotiveoffearaloneisnotsufficienttosubduethesexualurgeinafull—

  bloodedyoungman。

  TheaffairwithLizettemighthavecontinuedmuchlongerhaditnotbeenforthefactthathisfatherdied。Hediedquitesuddenly,whileGeorgewasawayonatrip。Thesoncamebacktoconsolehisbroken—heartedmother,andinthetwoweektheyspentinthecountrytogetherthemotherbroachedaplantohim。Thelastwishofthedyingmanhadbeenthathissonshouldbefixedinlife。Inthemidstofhisintensesufferinghehadbeenabletothinkaboutthematter,andhadnamedthegirlwhomhewishedGeorgetomarry。Naturally,Georgewaitedwithsomeinteresttolearnwhothismightbe。Hewassurprisedwhenhismothertoldhimthatitwashiscousin,HenrietteLoches。

  Hecouldnotkeephisemotionfromrevealingitselfinhisface。

  \"Itdoesn’tpleaseyou?\"askedhismother,withatonedisappointment。

  \"Whyno,mother,\"heanswered。\"It’snotthat。Itjustsurprisesme。\"

  \"Butwhy?\"askedthemother。\"Henrietteisalovelygirlandagoodgirl。\"

  \"Yes,Iknow,\"saidGeorge;\"butthensheismycousin,and——\"

  Heblushedalittlewithembarrassment。\"Ihadneverthoughtofherinthatway。\"

  MadameDupontlaidherhanduponherson’s。\"Yes,George,\"shesaidtenderly。\"Iknow。Youaresuchagoodboy。\"

  Now,ofcourse,Georgedidnotfeelthathewasquitesuchagoodboy;buthismotherwasadeeplyreligiouswoman,whohadnoideaofthetruthaboutthemajorityofmen。Shewouldneverhavegotovertheshockifhehadtoldherabouthimself,andsohehadtopretendtobejustwhatshethoughthim。

  \"Tellme,\"shecontinued,afterapause,\"haveyouneverfelttheleastbitinlove?\"

  \"Whyno——Idon’tthinkso,\"Georgestammered,becomingconsciousofasuddenriseoftemperatureinhischeeks。

  \"Because,\"saidhismother,\"itisreallytimethatyouweresettledinlife。Yourfathersaidthatweshouldhaveseentoitbefore,andnowitismydutytoseetoit。Itisnotgoodforyoutolivealonesolong。\"

  \"But,mother,IhaveYOU,\"saidGeorgegenerously。

  \"SomedaytheLordmaytakemeaway,\"wasthereply。\"Iamgettingold。And,George,dear——\"Heresuddenlyhervoicebegantotremblewithfeeling——\"IwouldliketoseemybabygrandchildrenbeforeIgo。Youcannotimaginewhatitwouldmeantome。\"

  MadameDupontsawhowmuchthissubjectdistressedherson,soshewentontothemoreworldlyaspectsofthematter。

  Henriette’sfatherwaswell—to—do,andhewouldgiveheragooddowry。Shewasacharmingandaccomplishedgirl。Everybodywouldconsiderhimmostfortunateifthematchcouldbearranged。

  Also,therewasanelderlyaunttowhomMadameDuponthadspoken,andwhowasmuchtakenwiththeidea。Sheownedagreatdealofpropertyandwouldsurelyhelptheyoungcouple。

  Georgedidnotseejusthowhecouldobjecttothisproposition,evenifhehadwantedto。Whatreasoncouldhegiveforsuchacourse?Hecouldnotexplainthathealreadyhadafamily——withstepchildren,sotospeak,whoadoredhim。Andwhatcouldhesaytohismother’sobsession,towhichshecamebackagainandagain——herlongingtoseehergrandchildrenbeforeshedied?

  MadameDupontwaitedonlylongenoughforGeorgetostammeroutafewprotestations,andtheninthenextbreathtotakethemback;

  afterwhichsheproceededtogoaheadwiththematch。Thefamilylawyersconferredtogether,andthetermsofthesettlementwereworkedoutandagreedupon。IthappenedthatimmediatelyafterwardsGeorgelearnedofanopportunitytopurchasethepracticeofanotary,whowasreadytoretirefrombusinessintwomonths’time。Henriette’sfatherconsentedtoadvanceaportionofherdowryforthispurpose。

  ThusGeorgewassafelystarteduponthesamecareerashisfather,andthiswastohimasourceofsatisfactionwhichhedidnotattempttodeny,eithertohimselfoftoanyoneelse。

  Georgewasacautiousyoungman,whocameofafrugalandsavingstock。Hehadalwaysbeentaughtthatitwashisprimarydutytomakecertainofareasonableamountofcomfort。Fromhisearliestdays,hehadbeentaughttoregardmaterialsuccessasthegreatestgoalinlife,andhewouldneverhavedreamedofengaginghimselftoagirlwithoutmoney。Butwhenhehadthegoodfortunetomeetonewhopossesseddesirablepersonalqualitiesinadditiontomoney,hewasnotintheleastbarredfromappreciatingthosequalities。Theywere,sotospeak,thesaucewhichwentwiththemeat,anditseemedtohimthatinthiscasethesaucewasoftheverybest。

  George——abigfellowoftwenty—six,withlarge,roundeyesandagood—naturedcountenance——wasfullblooded,wellfed,withaheartylaughwhichspokeofunimpairedcontentment,asouluntroubledinitsdeeps。Heseemedtohimselftheluckiestfellowinthewholeroundworld;hecouldnotthinkwhathehaddonetodeservethegoodfortuneofpossessingsuchagirlasHenriette。Hewasordinarilyofasomewhatsentimentalturn——

  easilyinfluencedbywomenandsensitivetotheircharms。

  Moreover,hisrelationshipwithLizettehadsoftenedhim。Hehadlearnedtolovetheyoungworkinggirl,andnowHenriette,itseemed,wastoreapthebenefitofhisexperiencewithher。

  Infact,hefoundhimselfalwayswithmemoriesofLizetteinhisrelationshipswiththegirlwhowastobehiswife。Whentheengagementwasannounced,andheclaimedhisfirstkissfromhisbride—to—be,asheplacedaringuponherfinger,herememberedthefirsttimehehadkissedLizette,andadoubleblushsuffusedhisroundcountenance。WhenhewalkedarmandarmwithHenrietteinthegardenherememberedhowhehadwalkedjustsowiththeothergirl,andhewasinterestedtocomparethewordsofthetwo。HerememberedwhatagoodtimehadhadwhenhehadtakenLizetteandherlittlefamilyforapicnicupononeoftheexcursionsteamerswhichrundowntheRiverSeine。ImmediatelyhedecidedthathewouldliketotakeHenrietteonsuchapicnic,andhepersuadedanauntofHenriette’stogowithherasachaperon。Georgetookhisbride—to—betothesamelittleinnwherehehadlunchbefore。

  Thushewasalwayshauntedbymemories,someofwhichmadehimcheerfulandsomeofwhichmadehimmildlysad。Hesoongotusedtotheidea,anddidnotfinditawkward,exceptwhenhehadtosuppresstheimpulsetotellHenriettesomethingwhichLizettehadsaid,orsomefunnyincidentwhichhadhappenedinthehomeofthelittlefamily。Sometimeshefoundhimselfthinkingthatitwasashametohavetosuppresstheseimpulses。Theremustbesomethingwrong,hethought,withasocialsystemwhichmadeitnecessaryforhimtohideathingwhichwassoobviousandsosensible。Herehewas,amantwenty—sixyearsofage;hecouldnothaveaffordedtomarryearlier,notcouldhe,ashethought,havebeenexpectedtoleadacontinentlife。AndhehadreallylovedLizette;shewasreallyagoodgirl。Yet,ifHenriettehadgotanyideaofit,shewouldhavebeenhorrifiedandindignant——

  shemightevenhavebrokenofftheengagement。

  Andthen,too,therewasHenriette’sfather,apersonageofgreatdignityandimportance。M。LocheswasadeputyoftheFrenchParliament,fromadistrictintheprovinces。Hewasamanofuprightlife,andamanwhomadeagreatdealofthatuprightlife——keepingitonapedestalwhereeveryonemightobserveit。

  ItwasimpossibletoimagineM。Lochesinanundignifiedorcompromisingsituation——suchastheyoungermanfoundhimselffacinginthematterofLizette。

  ThemorehethoughtaboutitthemorenervousandanxiousGeorgebecame。Thenitwasdecideditwouldbenecessaryforhimtobreakwiththegirl,andbe\"good\"untilthetimeofhismarriage。Dearlittlesoft—eyedLizette——hedidnotdaretofaceherpersonally;hecouldneverbeartosaygood—by,hefelt。

  Instead,hewenttothefather,whoasamancouldbeexpectedtounderstandthesituation。Georgewasembarrassedandnotalittlenervousaboutit;foralthoughhehadnevermisrepresentedhisattitudetothefamily,onecouldneverfeelentirelyfreefromthepossibilityofblackmailinsuchcases。However,Lizette’sfatherbehaveddecently,andwasdulygratefulforthemoderatesumofmoneywhichGeorgehandedhiminparting。HepromisedtobreakthenewsgentlytoLizette,andGeorgewentawaywithhismindmadeupthathewouldneverseeheragain。

  Thisresolutionhekept,andheconsideredhimselfveryvirtuousindoingit。Butthetruthwasthathehadgrownusedtointimacywithawoman,andwasrestlesswithoutit。Andthat,hetoldhimself,waswhyheyieldedtotheshamefultemptationthenightofthatfatalsupperparty。

  Hepaidforthemisadventureliberallyinremorse。Hefeltthathehadbeenawretch,thathehaddisgracedhimselfforever,thathehadprovedhimselfunworthyofthepuregirlhewastomarry。

  SokeenwashisfeelingthatitwasseveraldaysbeforehecouldbringhimselftoseeHenrietteagain;andwhenhewent,itwaswithamindfilledwithabrand—newsetofresolutions。Itwasthelasttimethathewouldeverfallintoerror。Hewouldbeanewmanfromthenon。HethankedGodthattherewasnochanceofhissinbeingknown,thathemighthaveanopportunitytoprovehisnewdetermination。

  SointensewerehisfeelingsthathecouldnothelpbetrayingapartofthemtoHenriette。Theysatinthegardenonesoftsummerevening,withHenriette’smotheroccupiedwithhercrochetingatadecorousdistance。George,inreverentandhumblemood,begantodropvaguehintsthathewasreallyunworthyofhisbride—to—be。Hesaidthathehadnotalwaysbeenasgoodasheshouldhavebeen;hesaidthatherpurityandsweetnesshadawakenedinhimnewideals;sothathefelthisoldlifehadbeenfullofblunders。Henriette,ofcourse,hadbutthevaguestofideasastowhattheblundersofatenderandgenerousyoungmanlikeGeorgemightbe。Sosheonlylovedhimthemoreforhishumility,andwasflatteredtohavesuchafineeffectuponhim,toawakeninhimsuchmoodsofexaltation。Whenhetoldherthatallmenwerebad,andthatnomanwasworthyofsuchabeautifullove,shewasquiteravished,andwipedawaytearsfromhereyes。

  Itwouldhavebeenashametospoilsuchaheavenlymoodbytellingtherealtruth。Instead,Georgecontentedhimselfwithtellingofthenewresolutionshehadformed。Afterall,theywerethethingswhichreallymattered;forHenriettewasgoingtolivewithhisfuture,notwithhispast。

  ItseemedtoGeorgeamostwonderfulthing,thisinnocenceofayounggirl,whichenabledhertomovethroughaworldofwickednesswithunpollutedmind。Itwasatouchingthing;andalso,asaprudentyoungmancouldnothelprealizing,amostconvenientthing。Herealizedtheimportanceofpreservingit,andthoughtthatifheeverhadadaughter,hewouldprotectherasrigidlyasHenriettehadbeenprotected。Hemadehastetoshyofffromthesubjectofhis\"badness\"andtoturntheconversationwithwhatseemedacleverjest。

  \"IfIamgoingtobesogood,\"hesaid,\"don’tforgetthatyouwillhavetobegoodalso!\"

  \"Iwilltry,\"saidHenriette,whowasstillserious。

  \"Youwillhavetotryhard,\"hepersisted。\"Youwillfindthatyouhaveaveryjealoushusband。\"

  \"WillI?\"saidHenriette,beamingwithhappiness——forwhenawomanisverymuchinloveshedoesn’tintheleastobjecttotheman’sbeingjealous。

  \"Yes,indeed,\"smiledGeorge。\"I’llalwaysbewatchingyou。\"

  \"Watchingme?\"echoedthegirlwithasurprisedlook。

  Andimmediatelyhefeltashamedofhimselfforhisjest。TherecouldbenoneedtowatchHenriette,anditwasbadtasteeventojokeaboutitatsuchatime。Thatwasoneoftheideaswhichhehadbroughtwithhimfromhisworldofevil。

  Thetruthwas,however,thatGeorgewouldalwaysbeasuspicioushusband;nothingcouldeverchangethatfact,fortherewassomethinginhisownconsciencewhichhecouldnotgetout,andwhichwouldmakeitimpossibleforhimtobeateaseasamarriedman。ItwasthememoryofsomethingwhichhadhappenedearlierinhislifebeforehemetLizette。Therehadbeenoneearlierexperience,withthewifeofhisdearestfriend。Shehadbeenmuchyoungerthanherhusband,andhadbetrayedaninterestinGeorge,whohadyieldedtothetemptation。Forseveralyearstheintriguecontinued,andGeorgeconsidereditagoodsolutionofayoungman’sproblem。Therehadbeennodangerofcontamination,forheknewthathisfriendwasamanofpureandrigidmorals,ajealousmanwhowatchedhiswife,anddidnotpermithertocontractthosenewrelationswhicharealwaysdangerous。AsforGeorge,hehelpedinthisworthywork,keepingthewomaninterrorofsomedisease。Hetoldherthatalmostallmenwereinfected,forhehopedbythismeanstokeepherfromdeceivinghim。

  Iamawarethatthismayseemadreadfulstory。AsIdonotwantanyonetothinktooillofGeorgeDupont,Iought,perhaps,topointoutthatpeoplefeeldifferentlyaboutthesemattersinFrance。Injudgingtheunfortunateyoungman,wemustjudgehimbythecustomsofhisowncountry,andnotbyours。InFrance,theyareaccustomedtowhatiscalledtheMARIAGEDECONVENANCE。

  Theyounggirlisnotpermittedtogoaboutandmakeherownfriendsanddecidewhichoneofthemsheprefersforherhusband;

  onthecontrary,sheisstrictlyguarded,hertrainingoftenisofareligiousnature,andhermarriageisamatterofbusiness,tobeconsideredanddecidedbyherparentsandthoseoftheyoungman。Now,whateverwemaythinkright,itishumanlycertainthatwheremarriagesaremadeinthatway,theneedofmenandwomenforsympathyandforpassionateinterestwilloftenleadtotheformingofirregularrelationshipsaftermarriage。

  ItisnotpossibletopresentstatisticsastothenumberofsuchirregularrelationshipsinParisiansociety;butinthebookswhichhereadandintheplayswhichhesaw,Georgefoundeverythingtoencouragehimtothinkthatitwasaromanticanddelightfulthingtokeepupasecretintriguewiththewifeofhisbestfriend。

  Itshouldalso,perhaps,bepointedoutthatweareheretellingthetruth,andthewhiletruth,aboutGeorgeDupont;andthatitisnotcustomarytotellthisaboutmen,eitherinreallifeorinnovels。Thereisagreatdealofconcealmentintheworldaboutmattersofsex;andinsuchmattersthetruth—tellingmanisapttosufferinreputationincomparisonwiththetruth—

  concealingone。

  NorhadGeorgereallybeenaltogethercallousaboutthething。

  Ithadhappenedthathisbestfriendhaddiedinhisarms;andthishadsoaffectedtheguiltypairthattheyhadfelttheirrelationshipwasnolongerpossible。Shehadwithdrawntonursehergriefalone,andGeorgehadbeensodeeplyaffectedthathehadavoidedaffairsandentanglementswithwomenuntilhismeetingwithLizette。

  Allthiswasnowinthefardistantpast,butithadmadeadeeperimpressionuponGeorgethanheperhapsrealized,anditwasnowworkinginhismindandmarringhishappiness。Herewasagirlwholovedhimwithanobleandunselfishandwhole—heartedlove——andyethewouldneverbeabletotrustherasshedeserved,butwouldalwayshavesuspicionslurkinginthebackofhismind。Hewouldbeunabletohavehisfriendsintimateinhishome,becauseofthememoryofwhathehadoncedonetoafriend。

  Itwasasubtlekindofpunishment。ButsoitisthatNatureoftenfindswaysofpunishingus,withoutourevenbeingawareofit。

  Thatwasallforthefuture,however。Atpresent,Georgewashappy。Heputhisblacksinbehindhim,feelingthathehadobtainedabsolutionbyhisconfessiontoHenriette。Daybyday,asherealizedhisgoodfortune,hisroundfacebeamedwithmoreandyetmorejoy。

  HewentforalittletriptoHenriette’shomeinthecountry。Itwasasimplevillage,andtheytookwalksinthecountry,andstoppedtorefreshthemselvesatafarmhouseoccupiedbyoneofM。Loches’tenants。Herewasarosyandbuxompeasantwoman,withanursingchildinherarms。Shewasdestinedacoupleofyearslatertobethefoster—motherofHenriette’slittlegirlandtoplayanimportantpartinherlife。Butthepairhadnoideaofthatatpresent。Theysimplysawaproudandhappymother,andHenrietteplayedwiththebaby,givingventtochildishdelight。ThensuddenlyshelookedupandsawthatGeorgewaswatchingher,andasshereadhisthoughtsabeautifulblushsuffusedhercheeks。

  AsforGeorge,heturnedawayandwentoutundertheblueskyinakindofecstasy。Lifeseemedverywonderfultohimjustthen;

  hehadfounditssupremehappiness,whichwaslove。HewasreallygettingquitemadaboutHenriette,hetoldhimself。Hecouldhardlybelievethatthedaywascomingwhenhewouldbeabletoclaspherinhisarms。

  ButintheblueskyofGeorge’shappinesstherewasonelittlecloudofstorm。Asoftenhappenswithstorm—clouds,itwassosmallthatatfirsthepaidnoattentiontoitatall。

  Henoteduponhisbodyonedayatinyulcer。Atfirsthetreateditwithsalvepurchasedfromanapothecary。Thenafteraweekortwo,whenthishadnoeffect,hebegantofeeluncomfortable。Herememberedsuddenlyhehadheardaboutthesymptomsofanunmentionable,dreadfuldisease,andavagueterrortookpossessionofhim。

  Fordayshetriedtoputittooneside。Theideawasnonsense,itwasabsurdinconnectionwithawomansorespectable!Butthethoughtwouldnotbeputaway,andfinallyhewenttoaschoolfriend,whowasamanoftheworld,andgothimtotalkonthesubject。Ofcourse,Georgehadtobecareful,sothathisfriendshouldnotsuspectthathehadanyspecialpurposeinmind。

  Thefriendwaswillingtotalk。Itwasaviledisease,hesaid;

  butonewasfoolishtobotheraboutit,becauseitwassorare。

  Therewereotherdiseaseswhichfellowsgot,whichnearlyeveryfellowhad,andtowhichnoneofthempaidanyattention。ButoneseldommetanyonewhohadtheredplaguethatGeorgedreaded。

  \"Andyet,\"headded,\"accordingtothebooks,itisn’tsouncommon。Isupposethetruthisthatpeoplehideit。Achapnaturallywouldn’ttell,whenheknewitwoulddamnhimforlife。\"

  Georgehadasicksensationinsideofhim。\"Isitasbadasthat?\"heasked。

  \"Ofcourse,\"saidtheother,\"Shouldyouwanttohaveanythingtodowithapersonwhohadit?Shouldyoubewillingtoroomwithhimortravelwithhim?Youwouldn’tevenwanttoshakehandswithhim!\"

  \"No,Isupposenot,\"saidGeorge,feebly。

  \"Iremember,\"continuedtheother,\"anoldfellowwhousedtoliveoutinthecountrynearme。Hewasnotsoveryold,either,buthelookedit。Hehadtobepushedaroundinawheel—chair。

  Peoplesaidhehadlocomotorataxia,butthatreallymeantsyphilis。Weboysusedtopokeallkindsoffunathimbecauseonewindydayhishatandhiswigwereblownofftogether,andwediscoveredthathewasasbaldasanegg。Weusedtomakejokesabouthisautomobile,aswecalledit。Ithadalittlehandleinfront,insteadofasteering—wheel,andamanbehindtopush,insteadofanengine。\"

  \"Howhorrible!\"remarkedGeorgewithgenuinefeeling。

  \"Irememberthepoordevilhadaparalysissoonafter,\"continuedthefriend,quitecarelessly。\"Hecouldnotsteeranymore,andalsohelosthisvoice。Whenyoumethimhewouldlookatyouasithethoughthewastalking,butallhecouldsaywas’Ga—ga—ga’。\"

  Georgewentawayfromthisconversationinacoldsweat。Hetoldhimselfoverandoveragainthathewasafool,butstillhecouldnotgetthehellishideaoutofhismind。Hefoundhimselfbroodingoveritalldayandlyingawakeatnight,hauntedbyimagesofhimselfinawheel—chair,andwithoutanyhaironhishead。Herealizedthatthesensiblethingwouldbeforhimtogotoadoctorandmakecertainabouthiscondition;buthecouldnotbringhimselftofacetheordeal——hewasashamedtoadmittoadoctorthathehadlaidhimselfopentosuchataint。

  Hebegantolosetheradiantexpressionfromhisroundandrosyface。Hehadlessappetite,andhismoodsofdepressionbecamesofrequentthathecouldnothidethenevenfromHenriette。Sheaskedhimonceortwiceiftherewerenotsomethingthematterwithhim,andhelaughed——aforcedandhurriedlaugh——andtoldherthathehadsatuptoolatethenightbefore,worryingoverthematterofhisexaminations。Oh,whatacruelthingitwasthatamanwhostoodintheverygatewayofsuchagardenofdelightshouldbetormentedandmademiserablebythisloathsomeidea!

  Thedisturbingsymptomstillcontinued,andsoatlastGeorgepurchasedamedicalbook,dealingwiththesubjectofthedisease。Then,indeed,heopenedupachamberofhorrors;hemadeuphismindanabidingplaceofghastlyimages。Inthebooktherewerepicturesofthingssoawfulthatheturnedwhite,andtrembledlikealeaf,andhadtoclosethevolumeandhideitinthebottomofhistrunk。Buthecouldnotbanishthepicturesfromhismind。Worstofall,hecouldnotforgetthedescriptionofthefirstsymptomofthedisease,whichseemedtocorrespondexactlywithhisown。Soatlasthemadeuphismindhemustascertaindefinitelythetruthabouthiscondition。

  Hebegantothinkoverplansforseeingadoctor。Hehadheardsomewhereastoryaboutayoungfellowwhohadfallenintothehandsofaquack,andbeenruinedforever。Sohedecidedthathewouldconsultonlythebestauthority。

  Hegotthenamesofthebest—knownworksonthesubjectfromabookstore,andfoundthattheauthorofoneofthesebookswaspracticinginParisasaspecialist。Twoorthreedayselapsedbeforehewasabletogetupthecouragetocallonthisdoctor。

  Andoh,theshameandhorrorofsittinginhiswaiting—roomwiththeotherpeople,noneofwhomdaredtolookeachotherintheeyes!Theymustallbeafflicted,Georgethought,andheglancedatthemfurtively,lookingforthevarioussymptomsofwhichhehadread。Orwerethere,perhaps,somelikehimself——merelyvictimsofafoolisherror,comingtohavethehagofdreadpulledfromofftheirbacks?

  Andthensuddenly,whilehewasspeculating,therestoodthedoctor,signalingtohim。Histurnhadcome!

  CHAPTERII

  Thedoctorwasamanaboutfortyyearsofage,robust,witheveryappearanceofastrongcharacter。Inthebuttonholeofthefrockcoatheworewasaredrosette,thedecorationofsomeorder。

  ConfusedandnervousasGeorgewas,hegotavagueimpressionofthephysician’srichlyfurnishedoffice,withitsbronzes,marblesandtapestries。

  Thedoctorsignaledtotheyoungmantobeseatedinthechairbeforehisdesk。Georgecomplied,andthen,ashewipedawaytheperspirationfromhisforehead,stammeredoutafewwords,explaininghiserrand。Ofcourse,hesaid,itcouldnotbetrue,butitwasaman’sdutynottotakeanychancesinsuchamatter。

  \"Ihavenotbeenamanoflooselife,\"headded;\"Ihavenottakensomanychancesasothermen。\"

  Thedoctorcuthimshortwiththebriefremarkthatonechancewasallthatwasnecessary。Insteadofdiscussingsuchquestions,hewouldmakeanexamination。\"Wedonotsaypositivelyinthesecasesuntilwehavemadeabloodtest。Thatistheonewaytoavoidthepossibilityofmistake。\"

  AdropofbloodwassqueezedoutofGeorge’sfingerontoalittleglassplate。Thedoctorretiredtoanadjoiningroom,andthevictimsataloneintheoffice,derivingnoenjoymentfromtheworksofartwhichsurroundedhim,butfeelinglikeaprisonerwhositsinthedockwithhislifeatstakewhilethejurydeliberates。

  Thedoctorreturned,calmandimpassive,andseatedhimselfinhisoffice—chair。

  \"Well,doctor?\"askedGeorge。Hewastremblingwithterror。

  \"Well,\"wasthereply,\"thereisnodoubtwhatever。\"

  Georgewipedhisforehead。Hecouldnotcreditthewords。\"Nodoubtwhatever?Inwhatsense?\"

  \"Inthebadsense,\"saidtheother。

  Hebegantowriteaprescription,withoutseemingtonoticehowGeorgeturnedpagewithterror。\"Come,\"hesaid,afterasilence,\"youmusthaveknownthetruthprettywell。\"

  \"No,no,sir!\"exclaimedGeorge。

  \"Well,\"saidtheother,\"youhavesyphilis。\"

  Georgewasutterlystunned。\"MyGod!\"heexclaimed。

  Thedoctor,havingfinishedhisprescription,lookedupandobservedhiscondition。\"Don’ttroubleyourself,sir。Outofeverysevenmenyoumeetuponthestreet,insociety,oratthetheater,thereisatleastonewhohasbeeninyourcondition。

  Oneoutofseven——fifteenpercent!\"

  Georgewasstaringbeforehim。Hespokelow,asiftohimself。

  \"IknowwhatIamgoingtodo。\"

  \"AndIknowalso,\"saidthedoctor,withasmile。\"Thereisyourprescription。Youaregoingtotakeittothedrugstoreandhaveitputup。\"

  Georgetooktheprescription,mechanically,butwhispered,\"No,sir。\"

  \"Yes,sir,youaregoingtodoaseverybodyelsedoes。\"

  \"No,becausemysituationisnotthatofeverybodyelse。IknowwhatIamgoingtodo。\"

  Saidthedoctor:\"Fivetimesoutoften,inthechairwhereyouaresitting,peopletalklikethat,perfectlysincerely。Eachonebelieveshimselfmoreunhappythanalltheothers;butafterthinkingitover,andlisteningtome,theyunderstandthatthisdiseaseisacompanionwithwhomonecanlive。Justasineveryhousehold,onegetsalongatthecostofmutualconcessions,that’sall。Come,sir,Itellyouagain,thereisnothingaboutitthatisnotperfectlyordinary,perfectlynatural,perfectlycommon;itisanaccidentwhichcanhappentoanyone。Itisagreatmistakethatpeoplespeakifthisasthe’FrenchDisease,’

  forthereisnonewhichismoreuniversal。Underthepictureofthisdisease,addressingmyselftothosewhofollowtheoldestprofessionintheworld,Iwouldwritethefamousphrase:’Hereisyourmaster。Itis,itwas,oritmustbe。’\"

  Georgewasputtingtheprescriptionintotheoutsidepocketofhiscoat,stupidly,asifhedidnotknowwhathewasdoing。

  \"But,sir,\"heexclaimed,\"Ishouldhavebeenspared!\"

  \"Why?\"inquiredtheother。\"Becauseyouareamanofposition,becauseyouarerich?Lookaroundyou,sir。Seetheseworksofartinmyroom。Doyouimaginethatsuchthingshavebeenpresentedtomebychimney—sweeps?\"

  \"But,Doctor,\"criedGeorge,withamoan,\"Ihaveneverbeenalibertine。Therewasneveranyone,youunderstandme,neveranyonecouldhavebeenmorecarefulinhispleasures。IfIweretotellyouthatinallmylifeIhaveonlyhadtwomistresses,whatwouldyouanswertothat?\"

  \"Iwouldanswer,thatasingleonewouldhavebeensufficienttobringyoutome。\"

  \"No,sir!\"criedGeorge。\"Itcouldnothavebeeneitherofthosewomen。\"Hewentontotellthedoctorabouthisfirstmistress,andthenaboutLizette。FinallyhetoldaboutHenriette,howmuchheadoredher。Hecouldreallyusesuchaword——helovedhermosttenderly。Shewassogood——andhehadthoughthimselfsolucky!

  Ashewenton,hecouldhardlykeepfromgoingtopieces。\"Ihadeverything,\"heexclaimed,\"everythingamanneeded!Allwhoknewmeenviedme。AndthenIhadtoletthosefellowsdragmeofftothatmiserablesupper—party!AndnowhereIam!Myfutureisruined,mywholeexistencepoisoned!Whatistobecomeofme?Everybodywillavoidme——Ishallbeapariah,aleper!\"

  Hepaused,andtheninsuddenwildgriefexclaimed,\"Come,now!

  WoulditnotbebetterthatIshouldtakemyselfoutoftheway?

  Atleast,Ishouldnotsufferanymore。Youseethattherecouldnotbeanyonemoreunhappythanmyself——notanyone,Itellyou,sir,notanyone!\"Completelyovercome,hebegantoweepinhishandkerchief。

  Thedoctorgotup,andwenttohim。\"Youmustbeaman,\"hesaid,\"andnotcrylikeachild。\"

  \"Butsir,\"criedtheyoungman,withtearsrunningdownhischeeks,\"ifIhadledawildlife,ifIhadpassedmytimeindissipationwithchorusgirls,thenIcouldunderstandit。ThenIwouldsaythatIhaddeservedit。\"

  Thedoctorexclaimedwithemphasis,\"No,no!Youwouldnotsayit。However,itisofnomatter——goon。\"

  \"ItellyouthatIwouldsayit。Iamhonest,andIwouldsaythatIhaddeservedit。Butno,Ihaveworked,Ihavebeenaregulargrind。Andnow,whenIthinkoftheshamethatisinstoreforme,thedisgustingthings,thefrightfulcatastrophestowhichIamcondemned——\"

  \"Whatisallthisyouaretellingme?\"askedthedoctor,laughing。

  \"Oh,Iknow,Iknow!\"criedtheother,andrepeatedwhathisfriendhadtoldhimaboutthemaninawheel—chair。\"AndtheyusedtocallmehandsomeRaoul!Thatwasmyname——handsomeRaoul!\"

  \"Now,mydearsir,\"saidthedoctor,cheerfully,\"wipeyoureyesonelasttime,blowyournose,putyourhandkerchiefintoyourpocket,andhearmedry—eyed。\"

  Georgeobeyedmechanically。\"ButIgiveyoufairwarning,\"hesaid,\"youarewastingyourtime。\"

  \"Itellyou——\"begantheother。

  \"Iknowexactlywhatyouaregoingtotellme!\"criedGeorge。

  \"Well,inthatcase,thereisnothingmoreforyoutodohere——

  runalong。\"

  \"SinceIamhere,\"saidthepatientsubmissively,\"Iwillhearyou。\"

  \"Verywell,then。Itellyouthatifyouhavethewillandtheperseverance,noneofthethingsyoufearwillhappentoyou。\"

  \"Ofcourse,itisyourdutytotellmethat。\"

  \"IwilltellyouthatthereareonehundredthousandlikeyouinParis,alert,andseeminglywell。Come,takewhatyouwerejustsaying——wheel—chairs。Onedoesn’tseesomanyofthem。\"

  \"No,that’strue,\"saidGeorge。

  \"Andbesides,\"addedthedoctor,\"agoodmanypeoplewhorideinthemarenotthereforthecauseyouthink。Thereisnomorereasonwhyyoushouldbethevictimofacatastrophethananyoftheonehundredthousand。Thediseaseisserious,nothingmore。\"

  \"Youadmitthatitisaseriousdisease?\"arguedGeorge。

  \"Yes。\"

  \"Oneofthemostserious?\"

  \"Yes,butyouhavethegoodfortune——\"

  \"TheGOODfortune?\"

  \"Relatively,ifyouplease。Youhavethegoodfortunetobeinfectedwithoneofthediseasesoverwhichwehavethemostcertaincontrol。\"

  \"Yes,yes,\"exclaimedGeorge,\"buttheremediesareworsethanthedisease。\"

  \"Youdeceiveyourself,\"repliedtheother。

  \"YouaretryingtomakemebelievethatIcanbecured?\"

  \"Youcanbe。\"

  \"AndthatIamnotcondemned?\"

  \"Iswearittoyou。\"

  \"Youarenotdeceivingyourself,youarenotdeceivingme?Why,Iwastold——\"

  Thedoctorlaughed,contemptuously。\"Youweretold,youweretold!I’llwagerthatyouknowthelawsoftheChineseconcerningparty—walls。\"

  \"Yes,naturally,\"saidGeorge。\"ButIdon’tseewhattheyhavetodowithit。\"

  \"Insteadofteachingyousuchthings,\"wasthereply,\"itwouldhavebeenagreatdealbettertohavetaughtyouaboutthenatureandcauseofdiseasesofthissort。Thenyouwouldhaveknownhowtoavoidthecontagion。Suchknowledgeshouldbespreadabroad,foritisthemostimportantknowledgeintheworld。Itshouldbefoundineverynewspaper。\"

  ThisremarkgaveGeorgesomethingofashock,forhisfatherhadownedalittlepaperintheprovinces,andhehadasuddenvisionofthewaysubscriberswouldhavefallenoff,ifhehadprintedevensomuchasthenameofthisviledisease。

  \"Andyet,\"pursuedthedoctor,\"youpublishromancesaboutadultery!\"

  \"Yes,\"saidGeorge,\"that’swhatthereaderswant。\"

  \"Theydon’twantthetruthaboutvenerealdiseases,\"exclaimedtheother。\"Iftheyknewthefulltruth,theywouldnolongerthinkthatadulterywasromanticandinteresting。\"

  Hewentontogivehisadviceastothemeansofavoidingsuchdiseases。Therewasreallybutonerule。Itwas:Tolovebutonewoman,totakeherasavirgin,andtolovehersomuchthatshewouldneverdeceiveyou。\"Takethatfromme,\"addedthedoctor,\"andteachittoyourson,whenyouhaveone。\"

  George’sattentionwascaughtbythislastsentence。

  \"YoumeanthatIshallbeabletohavechildren?\"hecried。

  \"Certainly,\"wasthereply。

  \"Healthychildren?\"

  \"Irepeatittoyou;ifyoutakecareofyourselfproperlyforalongtime,conscientiously,youhavelittletofear。\"

  \"That’scertain?\"

  \"Ninety—ninetimesoutofahundred。\"

  Georgefeltasifhehadsuddenlyemergedfromadungeon。\"Why,then,\"heexclaimed,\"Ishallbeabletomarry!\"

  \"Youwillbeabletomarry,\"wasthereply。

  \"Youarenotdeceivingme?Youwouldnotgivemethathope,youwouldnotexposeme?HowsoonwillIbeabletomarry?\"

  \"Inthreeorfouryears,\"saidthedoctor。

  \"What!\"criedGeorgeinconsternation。\"Inthreeorfouryears?

  Notbefore?\"

  \"Notbefore。\"

  \"Howisthat?AmIgoingtobesickallthattime?Why,youtoldmejustnow——\"

  Saidthedoctor:\"Thediseasewillnolongerbedangeroustoyou,yourself——butyouwillbedangeroustoothers。\"

  \"But,\"theyoungmancried,indespair,\"Iamtobemarriedamonthfromnow。\"

  \"Thatisimpossible。\"

  \"ButIcannotdoanydifferently。Thecontractisready!Thebannshavebeenpublished!Ihavegivenmyword!\"

  \"Well,youareagreatone!\"thedoctorlaughed。\"Justnowyouwerelookingforyourrevolver!Nowyouwanttobemarriedwithinthemonth。\"

  \"But,Doctor,itisnecessary!\"

  \"ButIforbidit。\"

  \"AssoonasIknewthatthediseaseisnotwhatIimagined,andthatIcouldbecured,naturallyIdidn’twanttocommitsuicide。

  AndassoonasImakeupmymindnottocommitsuicide,Ihavetotakeupmyregularlife。Ihavetokeepmyengagements;Ihavetogetmarried。\"

  \"No,\"saidthedoctor。

  \"Yes,yes!\"persistedGeorge,withblindobstinacy。\"Why,Doctor,ifIdidn’tmarryitwouldbeadisaster。Youaretalkingaboutsomethingyoudon’tunderstand。I,formypart——itisnotthatIamanxioustobemarried。AsItoldyou,Ihadalmostasecondfamily。Lizette’slittlebrothersadoredme。

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