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  Foryourownsakereviseit,forthereadersofyourbookwon’tbelievethatyouaretellingatruestoryanyhow;theywillsaythatyouwrotethischapterandattributedittome,andyouwillfindyourselfheldresponsibleforitsshortcomings。IhaveinsertedafewnoteshereandtherewhichwillgiveyouanideaofwhatI

  sufferedasIwroteonandfoundhergrowingdailylessandlesstractable,withoccasionallyanindicationofthepointofdivergencebetweenheractualbehaviorandthatwhichIexpectedofher。\"

  Toafellow—workmaninliteraryfieldsthischapterisofpatheticinterest,thoughitmaynotsoappeartothereaderwhoknowslittleofthedifficultiesofauthorship。IcanhardlyreaditmyselfwithoutafeelingofmostintensepityforpoorHarley。Icanimaginethesleeplessnightswhichfollowedtheshatteringofhishopesastowhathisstorymightbebytherecalcitrantattitudeoftheyoungwomanhehadhonoredsohighlybyselectingherforhisheroine。Icanalmostfeelthebittersenseofdisappointment,whichmusthaveburnedtotheverydepthsofhissoul,whenhefinallyrealizedhowcompletelyoverturnedwereallhisplans,andIcannotforegocallingattentiontotheconstancytohiscreedofStuartHarley,insacrificinghisopportunityratherthanhisprinciples,asshownbyhisresolutedeterminationnottoforceMissAndrewstodohisbidding,eventhoughitrequiredmerelythedippingofhispenintotheinkandtheresolutiontodoso。

  Icannotblameher,however。GrantingtoHarleytherighttoacreed,MissAndrews,too,itmustbeadmitted,wasentitledtohaveviewsastohowsheoughttobehaveundergivencircumstances,andifshefoundhernotionsrunningcountertohis,itwasonlyproperthatsheshouldactaccordingtothedictatesofherownheart,ormind,orwhateverelseitmaybethatawomanreasonswith,ratherthanaccordingtohiswishes。

  Astoallquestionsofthiskind,however,asbetweenthetwo,thereadermustjudge,andonedocumentinevidenceisHarley’schapter,whichraninthiswise:

  AMEETING

  \"Stopbeating,heart,andinamomentcalmThequestionanswer——isthis,then,myfate?\"

  —PERKINS’S\"Odes。\"

  AsthecorrespondentsoftheNewYorkpapershadsurmised,invitationsfortheHowlettballwereissuedonthe12th。Itisnotsurprisingthatthecorrespondentsinthisinstanceshouldbeguiltyofthatrarecrimeamongsocietyreporters,accuracy,fortheirinformationwasderivedfromaperfectlyreliablesource,Mrs。

  Howlett’sbutler,inwhosehandstheaddressingoftheenvelopeshadbeenplaced——amanofimposingpresence,andofgreatvaluetotheprofessionalsnappers—upofunconsideredtriflesofsocialgossipinthepayoftheSundaynewspapers,withmanyofwhomhewasontermsofclosestintimacy。OfcourseMrs。Howlettwasnotawarethatherhouseholdcontainedapersonageofgreatjournalisticimportance,anymorethanherneighbor,Mrs。Floyd—Hopkins,wasawarethatitwashermaidwhohadfurnishedtheWeeklyJournalofSocietywiththevividaccountofthescandalousbehavior,atherlastdinner,ofMajorPompoly,whohadtobeforciblyejectedfromtheFloyd—HopkinsdomicilebythehusbandofMrs。JerniganSmith——asocialmorselwhichattractedmuchattentionseveralyearsago。Everyeffortwasmadetohushthatmatterup,andtheguestsallsworeeternalsecrecy;buttheWeeklyJournalofSocietyhadit,and,strangelyenough,haditright,initsnextissue;butthemaidwasneversuspected,eventhoughshedidappeartobepossessedofmoreamplemeansthanusualforsometimeafter。Mrs。Floyd—Hopkinspreferredtosuspectoneofherguests,and,onthewhole,wasnotsorrythatthematterhadgotabroad,foreverybodytalkedaboutit,andthroughtheepisodeherdinnerbecameoneofthehistoricbanquetsoftheseason。

  TheWillards,whowerebythistimecomfortablysettledat\"TheNeedles,\"theircottageonthecliff,itishardlynecessarytostate,wereamongthoseinvited,andwiththeircardswasincludedoneforMarguerite。AddedtothecardwasapersonalnotefromMrs。

  HowletttoMissAndrews,expressingtheespecialhopethatshewouldnotfailthem,allofwhichwasverygratifyingtotheyounggirl。

  \"SeewhatI’vegot,\"shecried,gleefully,runningintoMrs。

  Willard’s\"den\"attheheadofthebeautifuloakenstairs。

  (Note。——AtthispointinHarley’smanuscriptthereisevidenceofindecisionontheauthor’spart。Hisheroinehadbeguntobotherhimatrifle。Hehadwrittenahalf—dozenlinesdescriptiveofMissAndrews’semotionsatreceivingaspecialnoteofinvitation,subsequentlyerasingthem。Theword\"gleefully\"hadbeenscratchedout,andthenrestoredinplaceof\"scornfully,\"whichhadatfirstbeensubstitutedforit。ItwasplainthatHarleywasnotquitecertainastohowmuchawomanofMissAndrews’stypewouldcareforaspecialattentionofthisnature,evenifshecaredforitatall。

  Asamatteroffact,thewordchosenshouldhavebeen\"dubiously,\"

  andneither\"gleefully\"nor\"scornfully\";fortherealtruthwasthattherewasnoreasonwhyMrs。HowlettshouldsohonorMarguerite,andthegirlatoncebegantowonderifitwerenotanextraprecautionofHarley’stoassureherpresenceattheballforthebenefitofhimselfandhispublishers。TheauthorfinallywroteitasIhavegivenitabove,however,andMissAndrewsreceivedherspecialinvitation\"gleefully\"——accordingtoHarley。Heperceivesherdoubt,however,withoutcomprehendingit;forafterdescribingMrs。

  Willard’sreadingofthenote,hegoeson。)

  \"ThatisveryniceofMrs。Howlett,\"saidMrs。Willard,handingMargueritebackhernote。\"Itisaspecialhonor,mydear,bywhichyoushouldfeelhighlyflattered。Shedoesn’toftendothingslikethat。\"

  \"Ishouldthinknot,\"saidMarguerite。\"Iamaperfectstrangertoher,andthatsheshoulddoitatallstrikesmeasbeingmostextraordinary。Itdoesn’tseemsincere,andIcan’thelpthinkingthatsomeextraneouscircumstancehasbeenbroughttobearuponhertoforcehertodoit。\"

  (Note。——StuartHarleyhascommenteduponthisasfollows:\"AsIreadthisoverImustadmitthatMissAndrewswasright。WhyIhadMrs。

  HowlettdosuchathingIdon’tknow,unlessitwasthatmyownadmirationformyheroineledmetobelievethatsomemorethanusualattentionwasherdue。InmyownbehalfIwillsaythatIshouldinallprobabilityhaveeliminatedorcorrectedthisfalsenotewhenI

  cametotherevisionofmyproofs。\"Thechapterthenproceeds。)

  \"Whatshallwewear?\"musedMrs。Willard,asMargueritefoldedMrs。

  Howlett’snoteandreplaceditinitsenvelope。

  \"Imustpositivelydeclinetodiscussthatquestion。Itisofnopublicinterest,\"snappedMarguerite,herfaceflushingangrily。\"Myclothingismyownbusiness,andnoone’selse。\"Shepausedamoment,andthen,inanapologetictone,sheadded,\"I’dbeperfectlywillingtotalkwithyouaboutitgenerally,mydearDorothy,butnotnow。\"

  Mrs。Willardlookedatthegirlinsurprise。

  (Note。——StuartHarleyhaswrittenthisinthemargin:\"Hereyouhaveoneofthesituationswhichfinallycompelledmetorelinquishthisstory。Youknowyourselfhowharditistomake30,000wordsoutofaslightsituation,andatthesametimesticktoprobability。Ihadanidea,inmappingoutthischapter,thatIcouldmakethreeorfourinterestingpages——interestingtothegirls,mindyou——outofadiscussionofwhattheyshouldwearattheHowlettdance。Itwasaperfectlynaturalsubjectfordiscussionatthetimeandunderthecircumstances。Itwouldhavebeenagoodthinginthebook,too,foritmighthaveconveyedafewwholesomehintsinthelineofgoodtasteindresswhichwouldhavemademystoryofsomevalue。Womenarealwayswritingtothepapers,asking,’WhatshallIwearhere?’

  and’WhatshallIwearthere?’TheideasoftwowomenlikeMrs。

  WillardandMargueriteAndrewswouldhavebeencertaintobeinteresting,elevating,andexceedinglyusefultosuchpeople,butthemomentIattemptedtoinvolvetheminthatdiscussionMissAndrewsdeclinedutterlytospeak,andIwascutoutofsomesixorsevenhundredquiteimportantwords。Ihadsupposedallwomenalikeinthatmatter,butIfindIwasmistaken;one,atleast,won’tdiscussclothes——butIdon’twonderthatMrs。Willardlookedupinsurprise。Iputthatinjusttopleasemyself,forofcoursethewholeincidentwouldhavehadtobecutoutwhenthemanuscriptwenttothetype—setter。\"Thechaptertakesanewleadhere,asfollows:)

  Mrs。WillardwaspunctiliouslypromptinsendingtheacceptancesofherselfandMr。WillardtoMrs。Howlett,andatthesametimeMarguerite’sacceptancewasdespatched,althoughshewasatfirstdisposedtosendherregrets。Shewasonlymoderatelyfondofthoseinconsequentpleasureswhichmakethelifesocial。Shewasagooddancer,butamoreexcellenttalker,andshepreferredtalkingtodancing;buttheinanityofwhatareknownasstairtalksatdancesoppressedher;nordidshelookforwardwithanydegreeofpleasuretowhatwemighttermconservatoryconfidences,whichintheseluxuriousdayshavebecomesolargeafactorinterpsichoreandiversions,forMargueritewasofapracticalnature。ShehadoncechilledtheheartofayoungpoetbycallingVenicemalarious(HarleylittlerealizedwhenhewrotethishowhewouldhavesufferedhadhecarriedouthisoriginalintentionandtransplantedMargueritetotheCityoftheSea!),andaconservatorytoherwasathingformid—day,andnotformidnight。Shewasthereforenotparticularlyanxioustospendanevening——whichbeganatanaggravatinglylatehourinsteadofatareasonabletime,thankstoasocialcustomwhichhasitsfoundationinnothingshortofabsoluteinsanity——inthepursuitofnothingofgreatervaluethandancing,stairtalks,andconservatoryconfidences;butMrs。Willardsoonpersuadedherthatsheoughttogo,andgoshedid。

  Itwasabeautifulnight,thatofthe22dofJuly。Newportwasatherbest。Themorninghadbeenoppressivelywarm,butalongaboutthreeintheafternoonaseriesofshortandsharpelectricalstormscame,andasquicklywent,coolingtheheatedcity,andfresheninguptheairuntilitwasasclearascrystal,andrefreshingasadraughtofcoldspring—water。

  AttheHowlettmansiononBellevueAvenueallwasinreadinessfortheevent。Thecaterer’swagonshadarrivedwiththeirdaintycontents,andhadgone,andnowtheHungarianbandwassendingforthoverthecoolnightairthosebeautifulandweirdwavesofmelodywhichentrancethemostunwillingear。Aboutthebroadandspaciousgroundsfestoonedlightshungfromtreetotree;hereandtherelittlerose—scentedbowersfortete—a—tetetalkswereset;fromwithin,streamingthroughthewindowsinregalbeauty,camethelightsofthevastballroom,thereception—rooms,andthebeautifullydesigneddining—hall——latelyaddedbyyoungMorrisBlack,thearchitect,toMrs。Howlett’salreadyperfecthouse。

  OntheballroomflooraresometenortwentycouplesgracefullywaltzingtothestrainsofSullivan,andinthemidstoftheseweseeMargueriteAndrewsthreadingherwayacrosstheroomwithsomedifficulty,attendedbyMr。andMrs。Willard。Theyhavejustarrived。AsMargueritewalksacrossthehallsheattractseveryone。

  Thereisthataboutherwhichcommandsattention。AttheinstantofherentranceCountBonettiisonthequiVive。

  \"PyChove!\"hecries,asheleansgracefullyagainstthedoorwayopeningintotheconservatory。\"Zare,mydearfriend,zatissmyideaofzetrulypeautifulwoman。Vatisshername?\"

  \"ThatisMissAndrewsofNewYork,Count,\"thepersonaddressedreplies。\"SheisupherewiththeWillards。\"

  \"Imusdmeedher,\"saystheCount,hiseyefollowingMargueriteasshewalksuptoMrs。Howlettandisgreetedeffusivelybythatlady。

  Margueriteispale,andappearsanxious。Eventotheauthorthewaysofthewomeninhisworksareinscrutable;souponthisoccasion。

  Sheispale,butIcannotsaywhy。Canitbethatshehasanintuitiveknowledgethatto—nightmaydecideherwholefuturelife?

  Whocantell?Woman’sintuitionsaregreat,andtherebethosewhosaytheyareunerringlytrue。Onebyone,withtheexceptionofCountBonetti,theyoungmenamongMrs。Howlett’sguestsarepresented——Bonettipreferstoawaitamorefavorableopportunity——andtoallMargueriteappearstobethebeautifulwomansheis。Hersisaninstantsuccess。AnewbeautyhasdawnedupontheNewporthorizon。

  Letusdescribeherasshestands。

  (Note。——Thereisablankspacelefthere。AtfirstIthoughtitwasbecauseHarleywishedtoreflectalittlebeforedrawingapictureofsosuperbawomanasheseemedtothinkher,andgoontotheconclusionofthechapter,themainincidentsbeinghotinhismind,andthepurelydescriptivemattersmoreeasilylefttocalmermoments。Heinformsme,however,thatsuchwasnotthecase。\"WhenIcametodescribeherasshestood,\"hesaid,\"shehaddisappeared,andIhadtosearchalloverthehousebeforeIfinallyfoundherintheconservatory。SoIchangedthechaptertoreadthus:\")

  Afterahalf—hourofdancingandholdingcourt——forMarguerite’striumphwastrulythatofaqueen,itwassocomplete——MissAndrewsturnedtoMr。Willardandtookhisarm。

  \"Letusgointotheconservatory,\"shesaid,inawhisper。\"IhaveheardsomuchaboutMrs。Howlett’sorchids,Ishouldliketoseethem。\"

  Willard,seeingthatshewastiredandslightlyboredbytheincessantchatterofthoseabouther,escortedheroutthroughthebroaddoorintotheconservatory。AsshepassedfromtheballroomthedarkeyesofCountBonettiflasheduponher,butsheheededthemnot,movingonintothefloralbowerinapparentlysereneunconsciousnessofthatperson’spresence。HereWillardgotherachair。

  \"Willyouhaveanice?\"heasked,assheseatedherselfbeneathoneoftheloftypalms。

  \"Yes,\"sheanswered,simply。\"Icanwaitherealoneifyouwillgetit。\"

  Willardpassedout,andsoonreturnedwiththeice;butashecamethroughthedoorwayBonettistoppedhimandwhisperedsomethinginhisear。

  \"Certainly,Count,rightaway,\"Willardanswered。\"Comealong。\"

  Bonettineedednosecondbidding,butfollowedWillardclosely,andsoonstoodexpectantbeforeMarguerite。

  \"MissAndrews,\"saidWillard,\"mayIhavethepleasureofpresentingCountBonetti?\"

  TheCount’sheadnearlycollidedwithhistoesinthebowthathemade。

  \"Mr。Willard,\"returnedMissAndrews,coldly,ignoringtheCount,\"feelingasIdothatCountBonettiismerelyabogusCountwithacquisitiveinstincts,broughthere,likemyself,forliterarypurposesofwhichIcannotapprove,Imustreplytoyourquestionthatyoumaynothavethatpleasure。\"

  Withwhichremark(concludesStuartHarley)MissMargueriteAndrewssweptproudlyfromtheroom,orderedhercarriage,andwenthome,therebyutterlyruiningthesecondstoryofherlifethatIhadundertakentowrite。ButIshallmakeonemoreeffort。

  CHAPTERV:ANEXPERIMENT

  \"AndthusI’llcurbhermadandheadstronghumor。

  Hethatknowsbetterhowtotameashrew,Nowlethimspeak;’tischaritytoshow。\"

  ——\"TamingoftheShrew。\"

  \"Whatwouldhavehappenedifshehadbehaveddifferently,Stuart?\"I

  asked,afterIhadreadthepageshehadsokindlyplacedatmydisposal。

  \"Oh,nothinginparticulartowhichshecouldreasonablyobject,\"

  returnedHarley。\"Theincidentsofatrulyrealisticnovelarerarelyobjectionable,excepttopeopleofacaptiousnature。I

  intendedtohaveBonettidanceattendanceuponMissAndrewsforthebalanceoftheseason,that’sall,hopingtherebytopresentagoodpictureoflifeatNewportinJulyandpartofAugust。AboutthemiddleofAugustIwasgoingtotransportthewholecasttoBarHarbor,forvariety’ssake。ThatwouldhavebeenanotheropportunitytogetagooddealoftheAmericansummeratmosphereintothebook。

  IwishIcouldaffordthekindofsummerIcontemplatedgivingher。\"

  \"Youdidn’tintendthatsheshouldfallinlovewithBonetti?\"I

  asked。

  \"Nottoanyseriousextent,\"saidHarley,deprecatingly。\"Evenifshehadalittle,she’dhavecomeoutofitallrightassoonastheheroturnedup,andshehadachancetoseethedifferencebetweenamanlymanofherowncountryandalittletitledfortunehunterfromthelandofmacaroni。Bonettiwasn’ttobeabadfellowatall。HewasmerelyanItalian,whichhecouldn’thelp,beingbornso,andtherefore,asshesaid,ofanacquisitivenature。Thereisnovillanyinthat,however——thatis,noreprehensiblevillany。Hewasafterarichmarriagebecausehewasfondofalifeofease。She’dhavefoundhimamusing,atanyrate。\"

  \"Buthewasbogus!\"Isuggested。

  \"Notatall,\"saidHarley,impatiently。\"That’swhatvexesmemorethananythingelse。Shemadeaverybadmistakethere。AsaCount,Bonettiwasquiteasrealashisfinancialnecessities。\"

  \"Itwasabeastlyawkwardsituation,thatconservatoryscene,\"saidI。\"EspeciallyforWillard。TheCountmighthavechallengedhim。

  WhatbecameoftheCountwhenitwasover?\"

  \"Idon’tknow,\"saidHarley。\"Ilefthimtogetoutofhispredicamentasbesthecould。PossiblyhedidchallengeWillard。I

  haven’ttakenthetroubletofindout。If,asIthink,however,he’salivingperson,he’llextricatehimselffromhisdifficultyallright;ifhe’snot,andIhaveunwittinglyallowedmyselftoconjurehimupinmyfancy,there’snogreatharmdone。Ifhe’snothingmorethanamarionette,lethimfallonthefloor,andstaythereuntilI

  findsomeimaginativewriterwhowilltakehimoffmyhands——you,forinstance。YoucanhaveBonettiforaChristmaspresent,withmycompliments。I’mthroughwithhim;butasforMissAndrews,shehasbeensoconfoundedlyelusivethatshehasarousedmydeepestinterest,andIcouldn’tgiveherupifIwantedto。Ineverencounteredaheroinelikeherinallmylifebefore,andtheoneobjectofmyfuturecareerwillbetocatchherfinallyinthemeshesofaromance。Romancewillcomeintoherlifesometime。Sheisnotatallofanunsentimentalnature——onlyfractious——new—womanish,perhaps;butnonethelesslovable,andCupidwillhaveashotatherwhensheleastexpectsit;andwhenitdoescome,I’llbeonhandtoreporttheattemptedassassinationforthedelectationoftheHerring,Beemer,&Chadwickpublic。\"

  \"Ishouldthinkyouwouldtryalittlepersuasion,justforlarks,\"I

  suggested。

  \"YouforgetIamarealist,\"hereplied,ashewentout。

  NowIsincerelyadmiredStuartHarley,andIwishedtothebottomofmyhearttohelphimifIcould。Itseemedtomethat,howeveradmirableMissAndrewshadshownherselftobegenerallyasawoman,shehadbeenanaltogetherunsatisfactorypersonintheroleofaheroine。Irespectedherscruplesaboutmarryingmenshedidnotcarefor,and,asIhavealreadysaid,noonecoulddenyhertherighttoherownconvictions;butitseemedtomethatintheBonettiincidentshemightandtrulyoughttohaveacteddifferentlywhenthetimecameforthepresentation。ThereisnodoubtinmymindthatherlittlespeechtoWillard,inwhichshestatedthattheCountwasafraudandmightnotbepresented,wasadeliberatelyplannedrebuff,andthereforenotinanysenseexcusable。ShecouldhaveavoideditbytellingWillardbeforeleavinghomethatshedidnotcaretomeettheCount。TomakeasceneatMrs。Howlett’swasnotathingwhichasober—minded,self—containedwomanwouldhavedone;itwasbadformtobehavesorudelytooneofMrs。Howlett’sguests,andwassoinconsiderateofWillardandunreasonableinotherwaysthatI

  blamedherunreservedly。

  \"Shedeservestobepunished,\"Ithoughttomyself,asHarleywentdejectedlyoutoftheroom。\"Andthereisnokindofpunishmentforawomanlikethatsogallingtohersoulastofindherselfinthehandsofarelentlessdespotwhoforcesherthiswayandthat,accordingtohiswhim。I’dliketoplayPetruciotoherKatherineforfiveminutes。She’dsoonfindoutthatI’mnotarealistboundbyacreedtowhichImustadhere。WhateverIchoosetodoIcandowithoutviolatingmyconscientiousscruples,becauseIhaven’tanyconscientiousscruplesinliterature。And,byJove,I’lldoit!

  I’lltakeMissMargueriteAndrewsinhandmyselfthisveryafternoon,andI’llputherthroughacourseoftrainingthatwillmakeherruethedaysheevertrifledwithStuartHarley——andwhenhetakesherupagainshe’llbeasmeekasMoses。\"

  StronginmybeliefthatIcouldbringtheyoungwomantoterms,I

  wenttomydeskandtriedmyhandatastory,withMissAndrewsasitsheroine,andIwasnotparticularaboutbeingrealisticeither。

  NeitherdidIgooffintoanytrancesinsearchofheroesandvillains。IdidwhatHarleycouldnotdo。IbroughttheNewYorkbacktoportthatveryday,anddespatchedRobertOsborne,thedespisedloverofthefirsttale,toNewport。

  \"Sheshallhavehimwhethershelikeshimornot,\"saidI,grittingmyteethdeterminedly;\"andshewon’tknowwhethersheloveshimorCountBonettibest;andshe’llpromisetomarrybothofthem;andsheshallgotoVeniceinAugust,despiteheruncompromisingrefusaltodosoforHarley;andsheshallmeetBalderstonethere,and,nomatterwhatheropinionofhimorofhisliterarywork,sheshallbefascinatedbythestoryI’llhavehimwrite,andunderthespellofthatfascinationsheshallpromisetomarryhimalso;whereupontheWillardswillturnupandtakehertoHeidelberg,whereI’llhavehermeettheheroshecouldn’twaitforattheHowlettdance,thedespisedProfessor,andsheshallpromisetobehiswifelikewise;

  andfinallyI’llputheronboardasteameratSouthampton,boundforNewYork,withMrs。Corwinandthetwins;andtheseconddayout,whensheisfeelingherveryworst,allfourofherfianceswillturnupatthesametimebesideherchair。ThenIshallleavehertogetoutofhertroublethebestwayshecan。Iimagine,aftershehashadatasteofmyliteraryregimen,she’llquitefallinlovewiththeHarleymethod,andbehaveherselfasaheroineshould。\"

  IsatdownallaglowwiththeideaofbeingabletotameHarley’sheroineandplaceherinamoodmoresuitedforhispurposes。ThemoreIthoughtofhowhisfailureswereweighingonhismind,themoreviciouslyreadywasItoplaythetyrantwithMarguerite,and——

  well,Imightaswellconfessitatonce,withallmyrighteousindignationagainsther,Icouldnotdoit。FivetimesIstarted,andasmanytimesdidIdestroywhatIwrote。OnthesixthtrialI

  didhaultheNewYorkrelentlesslybackintoport,neverforaninstantconsideringtheinconvenienceofthepassengers,ortheprotestsoftheofficers,crew,orpostalauthorities。Thisdone,I

  seizedupontheunfortunateOsborne,spiritedhisluggagethroughtheCustom—house,andsenttheshiptoseaagain。Thatpartwaseasy。I

  havewrittenagreatdealforthecomicpapers,andacrobaticnonsenseofthatsortcomesalmostwithoutaneffortonmypart。

  WithequaleaseIgotOsbornetoNewport——how,Idonotrecollect。

  ItisjustpossiblethatItookhimthroughfromNewYorkwithoutatrain,bythemeresay—soofmypen。Atanyrate,Igothimthere,andIfullyintendedtohavehimmeetMissAndrewsatadanceattheOceanHousethedayafterhisarrival。Ievenprogressedsofarastogetupthedance。Idescribedtheroom,thedecorations,andtheband。IhadOsbornedressedandwaiting,withBonettialsodressedandwaitingontheothersideoftheroom,ScyllaandCharybdisalloveragain,butbynopossibilitycouldIforceMissAndrewstoappear。Whyitwas,Idonotpretendtobeabletosay——shemayhaveknownthatBonettiwasthere,shemayhaverealizedthatIwastryingtoforceOsborneuponher;butwhateveritwasthatenabledhertodoso,sheresistedmesuccessfully——ormypendid;forthatsituationuponwhichIhadbasedtheopeningsceneofmystoryofcompulsionI

  foundbeyondmyabilitytodepict;andasHarleyhaddonebeforeme,sowasInowforcedtodo——tochangemyplan。

  \"I’llhaveherrunawaywith!\"Icried,growingviciousinmywrath;

  \"andbothBonettiandOsborneshallplaceherundereternalobligationsbyrushingouttostopthehorse,onefromeithersideofthestreet。She’llhavetomeetBonettithen,\"Iadded,withachuckle。

  AndItriedthatplan。Asdocileasalambsheenteredthephaeton,whichIconjuredupoutofmyink—pot,andlikeaveteranJehudidsheseizethereins。IcouldnothelpadmiringherasIwroteofit—

  —shewassolikeagoddess;butIdidnotrelent。Runawaywithshemustbe,andrunawaywithshewas。Butagaindidthisextraordinarywomanassertherselftomydiscomfiture;forthemomentshesawBonettirushingouttorescueherfromtheeast,shejerkedtheleftreinsoviolentlythatthehorseswervedtooneside,toppledoveronOsborne,whohadsprunggallantlytotherescuefromthewest;andBonetti,missinghisaimasthehorseturned,fellallinaheapintheroadwaytwoyardsbackofthephaeton。MissAndrewswasnothurt,butmystorywas,forshehadnotevenobservedtheunhappyOsborne;andasforBonetti,hecutsoridiculousafigurethat,Italianthoughhewas,evenheseemedawareofit,andheshrankdejectedlyoutofsight。Againhadthissupernaturallyelusiveheroineupsettheplansofonewhohadessayedtoembalmhervirtuesinaliterarymould。Icouldnotbringherintocontactwitheitherofmyheroes。

  Ithrewmypendownindisgust,slammedtothecoverofmyink—well,andfortwohourspacedmadlythroughthemaze—likewalksoftheCentralPark,angryanddepressed;andfromthatmomentuntilI

  undertookthenarrationofthispatheticstoryIgaveHarley’sheroineupasunavailablematerialformypurposes。Shewasworse,ifanything,inimaginativeworkthaninrealism,becausesheabsolutelydefiedtheimagination,whiletherealistshewouldbegladtohelpsolongashisrealismwaskeptinstrictaccordwithherideasofwhattherealreallywas。

  ItwassomedaysbeforeIsawHarleyagain,andIthoughthelookedtiredandanxious——soanxious,indeed,thatIwasafraidhemightpossiblybeinfinancialstraits,forIknewthatforthreeweekshehadnotturnedoutanyofhisusualpot—boilers,havingbeentoobusytryingtowritethestoryforMessrs。Herring,Beemer,&Chadwick。

  Ithappened,oddlyenough,thatIhadtwoorthreeuncashedchecksinmypocket;so,feelinglikeamillionaire,Ibroachedthesubjecttohim。

  \"What’sthematter,oldfellow?\"Isaid。\"Youseeminabluefunk。

  Hasthemintstopped?Ifithas,commandme。I’moverburdenedwithchecksthisweek。\"

  \"Notatall;thanksjustthesame,\"hesaid,wearily。\"MyTiffinroyaltiescameinWednesday,andI’mallrightforawhile,anyhow。\"

  \"What’sup,then,Stuart?\"Iasked。\"Youlookworried。I’vejustofferedtosharemyprosperitywithyou,youmightshareyourgriefwithme。Lendmeapeckoftroubleovernight,willyou?\"

  \"Oh,it’snothingmuch,\"hesaid。\"It’sthatrebelliousheroineofmine。She’sweighingonmymind,that’sall。She’sveryrealtome,thatwoman;and,byJove!I’vebeenasjealousasaloverfortwodaysoverafancythatcameintomyhead。You’lllaughwhenItellyou,butI’vebeenhalfafraidsomebodyelsewouldtakeherupand——

  well,treatherbadly。Thereissomethingthattellsmethatshehasbeenforcedintosomebrutalsituationbysomebody,somewhere,withinthepasttwoorthreedays。IbelieveI’dwanttokillamanwhodidthat。\"

  Ididn’tlaughathim。Iwasthemanwhowasinafairwaytogetkilledfor\"doingthat,\"andIthoughtlaughterwouldbealittlebitmisplaced;butIamnotacoward,andIdidn’tflinch。Iconfessed。

  ItriedtoeasehismindbytellinghimwhatIhadattemptedtodo。

  \"Itwasamistake,\"hesaid,shortly,whenIhadfinished。\"Andyoumustpromisemeonething,\"headded,veryseriously。

  \"I’llpromiseanything,\"Isaid,meekly。

  \"Don’tevertryanythingofthesortagain,\"hewenton,gravely。

  \"Ifyouhadsucceededinwritingthatstory,andsubjectedhertoallthathorror,Ishouldneverhavespokentoyouagain。Asitis,I

  realizethatwhatyoudidwasoutofthekindnessofyourheart,promptedbyadesiretobeofservicetome,andI’mjustasmuchobligedasIcanbe,onlyIdon’twantanyassistance。\"

  \"Untilyouaskmeto,Stuart,\"Ireplied,\"I’llneverwriteanotherlineabouther;butyou’dbetterkeepverymumaboutheryourself,orgethercopyrighted。ThewaysheupsetthathorseonOsborne,completelyobliteratinghim,andatthesametimegettingoutofthewayofthatlittlesimianCount,inspiteofallIcoulddotoplaceherunderobligationstobothofthem,waswhattheancientswouldhavecalledacaution。Shehasmadeaslaveofmeforever,andI

  venturetopredictthatifyoudon’thurryupandgetherintoabook,somebodyelsewill;andwhoeverdoeswillmakeanameforhimselfalongsideofwhichthatofSmithwillsinkintooblivion。\"

  \"Countonmeforthat,\"saidhe。\"’Faintheartneverwonfairlady,’

  andIdon’tintendtostopclimbingjustbecauseIfearafewmorefalls。\"

  CHAPTERVI:ANOTHERCHAPTERFROMHARLEY

  \"Waseverwomaninthishumourwoo’d?

  Waseverwomaninthishumourwon?

  I’llhaveher,——butIwillnotkeepherlong。\"

  —\"RichardIII。\"

  TherewasnodoubtaboutitthatHarley,truetohispurpose,wasmakingagoodfighttoconquerwithoutcompulsion,andappreciatedasmuchasIthenecessityofreducinghisheroinetoconcreteformasspeedilyaspossible,lestsomeothershouldprovemoresuccessful,andsodeprivehimofthelaurelsforwhichhehadworkedsohardandsufferedsomuch。Inhisfavorwashisdisposition。Hewasamanofgreatdetermination,andoncehesetaboutdoingsomethinghewasnotaneasymantoturnaside,andnowthat,forthefirsttimeinhislife,hefoundhimselfbaffledateverypoint,andbyaheroineofnoverygreatliteraryimportance,hebecamemoredeterminedthanever。

  \"I’llconqueryet,\"hesaidtome,aweekorsolater;butthewearinesswithwhichhespokemademefearthatvictorywasafaroff。

  \"I’venodoubtofit——ultimately,\"Ianswered,toencouragehim;\"butdon’tyouthinkyou’llstandabetterchanceifyouletherrestforawhile,andthenstealinuponherunawares,andcatchherlittleromanceasitflies?Sheisapparentlynervedupagainstyounow,andthemoreconscioussheisofyoureffortstoputheronpaper,themoreshewillrebel。Infact,herrebelliousnesswillbecomemoreandmoreamatterofwhimthanofprinciple,unlessyouletuponherforalittlewhile。Halfofheroppositionnowstrikesmeasobstinacy,andthemoreyoutrytobreakherspirit,eventhoughyoudoitgently,themorestubbornwillshebecome。Putthisbookasideforafewweeksanyhow。Whynottacklesomethingelse?You’ddobetterwork,too,afteralittlevariety。\"

  \"ThismustbefinishedbySeptember1st,that’swhynot,\"saidStuart。\"I’vepromisedHerring,Beemer,&Chadwicktosendthemthecompletedmanuscriptbythattime。Besides,noheroineofmineshalleversaythatsheswervedmefromdoingwhatIhavesetaboutdoing。

  ItisnoworneverwithMargueriteAndrews。\"

  SoIlefthimathisdesk,andforaweekwasbusywithmyownaffairs。LatethefollowingFridaynightIdroppedinatHarley’sroomstoseehowmatterswereprogressing。AsIenteredIsawhimathisdesk,hisbackturnedtowardsme,silhouettedinthelamp—light,scratchingawayfuriouslywithhispen。

  \"Ah!\"Ithought,asmyeyetookinthepicture,\"itgoesatlast。I

  guessIwon’tdisturbhistrainofthought。\"

  AndItriedtostealsoftlyout,forhehadnotobservedmyentrance。

  Asluckwouldhaveit,IsteppeduponthesillofthedoorasI

  passedout,anditcreaked。

  \"Hello!\"criedHarley,wheelingaboutinhischair,startledbythesound。

  \"Oh!It’syou,isit?\"headded,asherecognizedme。\"Whatareyouupto?Comebackhere。Iwanttoseeyou。\"

  Hismannerwascheerful,butIcouldseethatthecheerfulnesswasassumed。Thecolorhadcompletelylefthischeeks,andgreatringsunderhiseyesbetokenedwearinessofspirit。

  \"Ididn’twanttodisturbyou,\"saidI,returning。\"Youseemtohaveyourpenonacleartrack,withfullsteamup。\"

  \"Ihad,\"hesaid,quietly。\"IwasjustfinishingupthatHerring,Beemer,&Chadwickbusiness。\"

  \"Aha!\"Icried,graspinghishandandshakingit。\"Icongratulateyou。Successatlast,eh?\"

  \"Well,I’vegotsomethingdone——andthat’sit,\"hesaid,andhetossedtheletterblockuponwhichhehadbeenwritingacrossthetabletome。\"Readthat,andtellmewhatyouthinkofit。\"

  Ireaditovercarefully。ItwasalettertoMessrs。Herring,Beemer,&Chadwick,inwhichStuartaskedtoberelievedofthecommissionhehadundertaken:

  \"Ifindmyselfutterlyunabletocompletetheworkinthestipulatedtime,\"hewrote,\"forreasonsentirelybeyondmycontrol。NorcanI

  atthiswritingsaywithanydegreeofcertaintywhenIshallbeabletofinishthestory。Ihavemadeconstantandconscientiousefforttocarryoutmyagreementwithyou,butfruitlessly,andIbegthatyouwillrelievemeoftheobligationintowhichIenteredatthesigningofourcontract。OfcourseIcouldsendyousomethinglongenoughtocovertherequiredspace——wordscomeeasyenoughforthat——

  buttheresultwouldbeunsatisfactorytoyouandinjurioustomewereItodoso。Pleaseletmehearfromyou,releasingmefromtheobligation,atyourearliestconvenience,asIamabouttoleavetownforafortnight’srest。Regrettingmyinabilitytoserveyouatthistime,andhopingsoontobeabletoavailmyselfofyourverykindoffer,Ibegtoremain,\"Yoursfaithfully,\"STUARTHARLEY。\"

  \"Oh!\"saidI。\"You’vefinishedit,then,by——\"

  \"Bygivingitup,\"saidhe,sadly。

  \"It’sthestrangestthingthateverhappenedtome,butthatgirlisimpossible。Itakeupmypenintendingtosaythatshedidthis,andbeforeIknowitshedoesthat。Icannotcontrolmystoryatall,norcanIperceiveinwhatgivendirectionshewillgo。IfIcould,Icouldarrangemyscenariotosuit,butasitis,Icannotgoon。

  Itmaycomelater,butitwon’tcomenow,andI’mgoingtogiveherup,andgodowntoBarnegattofishfortendays。Ihatetogivethebookup,though,\"headded,tappingthetablewithhispen—holderreflectively。\"Chadwick’sanawfullygoodfellow,andhisfirmisoneofthebestinthecountry,liberalandallthat,andhereatmyfirstopportunitytogetontheirlist,I’mcompletelyfloored。It’sbeastlyhardluck,Ithink。\"

  \"Don’tbefloored,\"saidI。\"Takemyadviceandtacklesomethingelse。Writesomeotherbook。\"

  \"That’sthedevilofit!\"hereplied,angrilypoundingthetablewithhisfist。\"Ican’t。I’vetried,andIcan’t。Mymindisfullofthatwoman。IfIdon’tgetridofherI’mruined——I’llhavetogetapositionasasalesmansomewhere,orstarve,foruntilsheiscaughtbetweengoodstiffboardcoversIcan’twriteanotherline。\"

  \"Oh,youtaketooseriousaviewofit,Stuart,\"Iventured。\"You’remadandtirednow。Idon’tblameyou,ofcourse,butyoumustn’tberash。Don’tsendthatletteryet。Waituntilyou’vehadtheweekatBarnegat——you’llfeelbetterthen。Youcanwritethebookintendaysafteryourreturn;orifyoustillfindyoucan’tdoit,itwillbetimeenoughtowithdrawthen。\"

  \"Whathopeisthereafterthat?\"hecried,tossingabundleofmanuscriptintomylap。\"Justreadthat,andtellmewhat’stheuse。

  I’dmappedoutameetingbetweenMargueriteAndrewsandacertainMr。

  ArthurParker,afellowwithwealth,position,brains,goodlooks——inshort,everythingagirlcouldaskfor,andthat’swhatcameofit。\"

  Ispreadthepagesoutuponthetablebeforemeandread:

  CHAPTERIV:ADECLARATION

  \"IhavenotseenSolikelyanambassadoroflove。\"

  —\"MerchantofVenice。\"

  Parkermountedthestepslightlyandrangthebell。Marguerite’skindnessofthenightbefore,whichwasinmarkedcontrasttohercoolnessattheMacFarlanddance,hadledhimtobelievethathewasnotwhollywithoutinteresttoher,andherinvitationthatheshouldcalluponherhadgivenhimasincerepleasure;infact,hewonderedthatheshouldbesopleasedoversotrivialacircumstance。

  \"I’mafraidI’velostmyheartagain,\"hesaidtohimself。\"Thatis,againifIeverlostitbefore,\"headded。

  AndhismindrevertedtoalittleepisodeatBarHarborthesummerbefore,andhewasnotsorrytofeelthatthatwoundwascured——

  though,asamatteroffact,ithadneveramountedtomorethanascratch。

  Amomentlaterthedooropened,andParkerentered,inquiringforMissAndrewsashedidso。

  \"Idonotknow,butIwillseeifMissAndrewsisathome,\"saidthebutler,usheringhimintotheparlor。ThatimposingindividualknewquitewellthatMissAndrewswasathome,buthealsoknewthatitwasnothisplacetosaysountiltheyoungladyhadpersonallyassuredhimofthefactsinsofarastheyrelatedtothisparticularcaller。AllwentwellforParker,however。MissAndrewsconsentedtobeathometohim,andfiveminuteslatersheenteredthedrawingroomwhereParkerwasseated。

  \"Howdoyoudo?\"shesaid,frigidly,ignoringhisoutstretchedhand。

  (\"Thinkofthat,willyou?\"interposedHarley。\"He’dcometopropose,andwastoleaveengaged,andsheinsistsuponopeninguponhimfrigidly,ignoringhisoutstretchedhand。\"

  Icouldn’thelpsmiling。\"Whydidyouletherdoit?\"Iasked。

  \"IcouldnomorehavechangeditthanIcouldfly,\"returnedStuart。

  \"Sheoughtnevertohavebeenathomeifshewasgoingtobehavethatway。Icouldn’tforeseetheincident,andbeforeIknewitthat’sthewayithappened。ButIthoughtIcouldfixituplater,soI

  wenton。Readalong,andseewhatIgotletintonext。\"

  Iproceededtoreadasfollows:)

  \"Yousee,\"saidParker,withanadmiringglanceathereyes,inspiteofthefactthatthecoolnessofherreceptionratherabashedhim——

  \"yousee,Ihavenotdelayedverylongincoming。\"

  \"SoIperceive,\"returnedMarguerite,withaboredmanner。\"That’swhatIsaidtoMrs。WillardasIcamedown。Youdon’tallowyourfriendsmuchleeway,Mr。Parker。Itdoesn’tseemmorethanfiveminutessinceweweretogetheratthecardparty。\"

  (\"That’scordial,eh?\"saidHarley,asIread。\"Nicesortoftalkforaheroinetoahero。Makesiteasyforme,eh?\"

  \"Imustsayifyoumanagetogetaproposalinnowyou’reagenius,\"

  saidI。

  \"Oh——asforthat,IgotrecklesswhenIsawhowthingsweregoing,\"

  returnedHarley。\"Ilostmytemper,andtookitoutofpoorParker。

  Heproposes,asyouwillseewhenyoucometoit;butitisn’trealism——it’scompulsion。Isimplyforcedhimintoit——poordevil。

  Butgoonandreadforyourself。\"

  Ididso,asfollows:)

  ThiswashardlythetreatmentParkerhadexpectedatthehandsofonewhohadbeenundeniablygracioustohimatthecard—tablethenightbefore。Hehadreceivedthenoticethatshewastobehispartneratthetableswithmisgivings,onhisarrivalatMrs。Stoughton’s,becausehisrecollectionofherbehaviortowardshimattheMacFarlanddancehadledhimtobelievethathewaspersonallydistastefultoher;butastheeveningatcardsprogressedhefeltinstinctivelydrawntowardsher,andhervivacityofmanner,clevernessatrepartee,andextremeamiabilitytowardshimselfhadcompletelywonhisheart,whichvictorytheirlittletete—a—teteduringsupperhadconfirmed。Buthere,thismorning,wasreversiontoherfirstattitude。

  Whatcoulditmean?Whyshouldshetreathimso?

  (\"Icouldn’tanswerthatquestiontosavemylife,\"saidStuart。

  \"Thatis,notthen,butIfoundoutlater。Iputitin,however,andletParkerdrawhisownconclusions。I’dhavehelpedhimoutifI

  could,butIcouldn’t。Goonandseeforyourself。\"

  Iresumed。)

  Parkercouldnotsolvetheproblem,butitpleasedhimtobelievethatsomethingoverwhichhehadnocontrolhadgonewrongthatmorning,andthatthishaddisturbedherequanimity,andthathewasmerelythevictimofcircumstances;andsomehoworotheritpleasedhimalsotothinkthathecouldbethevictimofhercircumstances,sohestoodhisground。

  \"Itisabeautifulday,\"hebegan,afterapause。

  \"Isit?\"sheasked,indifferently。

  (\"Frightfullysnubbish,\"saidI,appalledatthelengthstowhichMissAndrewswasgoing。

  \"Dreadfully,\"sighedHarley。\"Andsounlikeher,too。\")

  \"Yes,\"saidParker,\"soverybeautifulthatitseemedapitythatyouandIshouldstayindoors,withplentyofwalkstobetakenand——\"

  Margueriteinterruptedhimwithasarcasticlaugh。

  \"Withsomuchpityandsomanywalks,Mr。Parker,whydon’tyoutakeafewofthem!\"shesaid。

  (\"GoodLord!\"saidI。\"Thisistheworstactofrebellionyet。Sheseemsbesideherself。\"

  \"Readon!\"saidHarley,insepulchraltones。)

  ThiswasParker’sopportunity。\"Iamnotfondofwalking,MissAndrews,\"hesaid;andthenheadded,quickly,\"thatis,alone——I

  don’tlikeanythingalone。Livingalone,likewalkingalone,is——\"

  \"Let’sgowalking,\"saidMarguerite,shortly,assheroseupfromherchair。\"I’llbedownintwominutes。Ionlyneedtoputmyhaton。\"

  Parkeracquiesced,andMissAndrewswalkedmajesticallyoutoftheparlorandwentup—stairs。

  \"Confoundit!\"mutteredParker,asshelefthim。\"Aminutemore,andI’dhaveknownmyfate。\"

  (\"Yousee,\"saidHarley,\"I’dmadeupmymindthatthatproposalshouldtakeplaceinthatchapter,andIthoughtI’dworkedrightuptoit,inspiteofallMissAndrews’sdisagreeableremarkswhen,pop—

  —offshegoestoputonherhat。\"

  \"Oh——asforthat——that’sallright,\"saidI。\"Parkerhadsuggestedthewalk,andagirlreallydoesliketostaveoffaproposalaslongasshecanwhensheknowsitissuretocome。Furthermore,itgivesyouachancetodescribethehat,andsomakeupforafewofthewordsyoulostwhensherefusedtodiscussball—dresseswithMrs。

  Willard。\"

  \"Ineverthoughtofthat;butdon’tyouthinkIworkeduptotheproposalskilfully?\"askedHarley。

  \"Very,\"saidI。\"Butyou’redreadfullyhardonParker。Itwouldhavebeenbettertohavehadthebutlerfirehimout,headoverheels。Hecouldhavethrashedthebutlerfordoingthat,butwithyourheroinehishandsweretied。\"

  \"Goonandread,\"saidHarley。)

  \"ShemusthaveknownwhatIwasdrivingat,\"Parkerreflected,asheawaitedherreturn。\"Possiblyshelovesmeinspiteofthisfrigidbehavior。Thismaybehermethodofconcealingit;butifitis,I

  mustconfessit’sacaseof’Perhapsitwasrighttodissembleyourlove,But——whydidyoukickmedown—stairs?’

  Certainly,knowing,asshenowmust,whatmyfeelingsare,herbeingwillingtogoforawalkonthecliffs,oranywhere,isafavorablesign。

  (\"Parkermerelyechoedmyownhopeinthatremark,\"saidHarley。\"IfIcouldgetthemengaged,Iwassatisfiedtodoitinanywaythatmightbepleasingtoher。\")

  AmomentlaterMargueriteappeared,arrayedforthewalk。Parkerroseassheenteredandpickeduphisgloves。

  \"Youareaperfectpicturethismorning,\"saidhe。

  \"I’mready,\"shesaid,shortly,ignoringthecompliment。\"Wherearewescheduledtowalk?——orarewetohavesomethingtosayaboutitourselves?\"

  Parkerlookedatherwithawonderingsmile。Theaptnessoftheremarkdidnotstrikehim。However,hewasequaltotheoccasion。

  \"Youdon’tbelieveinfreewill,then?\"heasked。

  (\"Itwastheonlyintelligentremarkhecouldmake,underthecircumstances,yousee,\"explainedHarley。

  \"Hewasacleverfellow,\"saidI,andresumedreading。)

  \"Ibelieveinagreatmanythingswearesupposedtodowithout,\"

  saidMarguerite,sharply。

  Theyhadreachedthestreet,andinsilencewalkedalongBellevueAvenue。

  \"Thereareagreatmanythings,\"vouchsafedParker,astheyturnedoutoftheavenuetothecliffs,\"thatmenaresupposednottodowithout——\"

  \"Yes,\"saidMarguerite,sharply——\"vices。\"

  \"Ididnotrefertothem,\"laughedParker。\"Infact,MissAndrews,theheartofmanissupposedtobeincompleteuntilhehaslostit,andhassucceededingettinganotherforhisvery——\"

  \"AreyouanadmirerofMaxNordau?\"interposedMarguerite,quickly。

  (\"Whateverledyoutoputthatin?\"Iasked。

  \"Goon,andyou’llsee,\"saidHarley。\"Ididn’tputitin。It’swhatshesaid。I’mnotresponsible。\")

  \"Idon’tknowanythingaboutMaxNordau,\"saidParker,somewhatsurprisedatthissuddenturnoftheconversation。

  \"AreyoufamiliarwithSchopenhauer?\"sheasked。

  (\"Itwasawfullyroughonthepoorfellow,\"saidHarley,\"butI

  couldn’thelphim。I’dforcedhiminsofarthatIcouldn’tgethimout。HisanswerflooredmeascompletelyasanythingthatMissAndrewseverdid。\")

  \"Schopenhauer?\"saidParker,nonplussed。\"Ohyes,\"headded,anideadawningonhismind。\"Thatistosay,moderatelyfamiliar——though,asamatteroffact,I’mnotatallmusical。\"

  MissAndrewslaughedimmoderately,inwhichParker,thinkingthathehadpossiblysaidsomethingwitty,althoughhedidnotknowwhatitwas,joined。Inamomentthelaughtersubsided,andforafewminutesthetwowalkedoninsilence。FinallyParkerspoke,resignedly。

  \"MissAndrews,\"hesaid,\"perhapsyouhavenoticed——perhapsnot——thatyouhavestronglyinterestedme。\"

  \"Yes,\"shesaid,turninguponhimdesperately。\"Ihavenoticedit,andthatiswhyIhaveontwoseparateoccasionstriedtokeepyoufromsayingso。\"

  \"AndwhyshouldInottellyouthatIlove——\"beganParker。

  \"Becauseitishopeless,\"retortedMarguerite。\"Iamperfectlywellaware,Mr。Parker,whatwearedownfor,andIsupposeIcannotblameyouforyourpersistence。Perhapsyoudon’tknowanybetter;perhapsyoudoknowbetter,butarewillingtogiveyourselfoverunreservedlyintothehandsofanother;perhapsyouarebeingforcedandcannothelpyourself。Itisjustpossiblethatyouareaprofessionalhero,andfeelunderobligationstoyouremployertofollowouthiswishestotheletter。Howeveritmaybe,youhavetwiceessayedtocometothepoint,andIhavetwicetriedtoturnyouaside。Nowitistimetospeaktruthfully。Iadmireandlikeyouverymuch,butIhaveawillofmyown,amnobody’spuppet,andifStuartHarleyneverwritesanotherbookinhislife,heshallnotmarrymetoamanIdonotlove;and,frankly,Idonotloveyou。I

  donotknowifyouareawareofthefact,butitistrueneverthelessthatyouarethethirdfiancehehastriedtothrustuponmesinceJuly3d。Liketheothers,ifyouinsistuponblindlyfollowinghiswill,andproposemarriagetome,youshallgobytheboard。Ihavewarnedyou,andyoucannowdoasyouplease。Youweresaying——?\"

  \"ThatIloveyouwithallmysoul,\"saidParker,grimly。

  (\"Hedidn’treallyloveherthen,youknow,\"saidHarley。\"He’dbeencuredofthatinfiveminutes。ButIwasresolvedthatheshouldsayit,andhedid。That’showhecametosayitgrimly。Hediditjustasasoldierrushesuptothecannon’smouth。Headded,also:\")

  \"Willyoubemywife?\"

  \"Mostcertainlynot,\"saidMarguerite,turningonherheel,andleavingtheyoungmantofinishhiswalkalone。

  (\"Andthen,\"saidHarley,withachuckle,\"Parker’smanhoodwouldassertitselfinspiteofallIcoulddo。Hemadeananswer,whichI

  wrotedown。\"

  \"Isee,\"saidI,\"butyou’vescratcheditout。Whatwasthatline?\"

  \"’\"ThanktheLord!\"saidParkertohimself,asMissAndrewsdisappearedaroundthecorner,’\"saidStuartHarley。\"That’swhatI

  wrote,andIflattermyselfontherealismofit,forthat’sjustwhatanyself—respectingherowouldhavesaidunderthecircumstances。\"

  Asilencecameoverus。

  \"DoyouwonderI’vegivenitup,\"askedStuart,afterawhile。

  \"Yes,\"saidI,\"Ido。Suchoppositionwouldnervemeuptoabattleroyal。Iwouldn’tgiveitupuntilI’dreturnedfromBarnegat,ifI

  wereyou,\"Iadded,anxioustohavehimrenewhisefforts;foranideahadjustflashedacrossmymind,which,althoughitinvolvedabreachoffaithonmypart,Ineverthelessbelievedtobegoodandjustifiable,sinceitmightrelieveStuartHarleyofhisembarrassment。

  \"Verywell,\"Irejoicedtohearhimsay。\"Iwon’tgiveitupuntilthen,butIhaven’tmuchhopeafterthatlastchapter。\"

  SoHarleywenttoBarnegat,afterdestroyinghislettertoMessrs。

  Herring,Beemer,&Chadwick,whilstIputmybreachoffaithintooperation。)

  CHAPTERVII:ABREACHOFFAITH

  \"Havingsworntoohard—a—keepingoath,Studytobreakit,andnottobreakmytroth。\"

  —\"Love’sLabor’sLost。\"

  WhenIassuredHarleythatIshouldkeepmyhandsoffhisheroineuntilherequestedmetodootherwise,aftermyfruitlessattempttodisciplineherintoalessrefractorymood,Ifullyintendedtokeepmypromise。Shewashis,asfarasshepossessedanyvalueasliterarymaterial,andhehadascleararighttoherexclusiveuseasifshehadbeencopyrightedinhisname——atleastsofarashisfriendswereconcernedhehad。Othersmightmakeuseofherforliterarypurposeswithaclearconscienceiftheychosetodoso,butthehandofafriendmustbestayed。Furthermore,myownexperiencewiththeyoungwomanhadnotbeensuccessfulenoughtoleadmetobelievethatIcouldconquerwhereHarleyhadbeenvanquished。

  PhysicalforceIhadfoundtobeunavailing。ShewastoocunningtostumbleintoanyofthepitfallsthatwithallmyimaginationIcouldconjureuptoembarrassher;butsomethinghadtobedone,andInowresolveduponacourseofmoralsuasion,andwhollyforHarley’ssake。Themanwasactuallysufferingbecauseshehadsopersistentlydefiedhim,andhisdiscomfiturewasallthemoredeplorablebecauseitmeantlittleshortoftheruinofhislifeandambitions。Theproblemhadtobesolvedorhiscareerwasatanend。Harleynevercoulddotwothingsatonce。Thetaskhehadinhandalwaysabsorbedhiswholebeinguntilhewasabletowritethewordfinisonthelastpageofhismanuscript,anduntilthefinistothiselusivebookhewasnowstrugglingwithwaswritten,Iknewthathewouldwritenoother。Hispot—boilershecoulddo,ofcourse,andsoearnaliving,butpot—boilersdestroyratherthanmakereputations,andHarleywastooyoungamantorestuponpastachievements;neitherhadhedonesuchvastlysuperiorworkthathisfamecouldwithstandmuchdiminutionbythecontinuousproductionofephemera。ItwasthereforeinthehopeofsavinghimthatIbrokefaithwithhimandtemporarilystolehisheroine。Ididnotdreamofusingheratall,asyoumightthink,asaheroineofmyown,butratherasaninterestingpersonwithideasastothedutyofheroines——asortofPastGrandMistressoftheArtofHeroinism——whowasworthinterviewingforthedailypress。Iflattermyselfitwasagoodidea,worthyalmostofagenius,thoughIamperfectlywellawarethatIamnotagenius。Iammerelyamanofexceptionaltalent。I

  havetalentenoughforagenius,butnotastefortheunconventional,andbyjustsomuchdoIfallshortoftherealizationofthehopesofmyfriendsandfearsofmyenemies。TherearestoriesIhaveinmindthatareworthyofthemostexaltedFrenchmasters,forinstance,andwhenIhavethetimetobecareful,whichIrarelydo,IcanwritewiththepolishedgraceofaDeMaupassantoraJames,butIshallneverwritethem,becauseIvaluemysocialpositiontoohighlytoputmynametoanythingwhichitwouldneverdotopublishoutsideofParis。Idonotcaretoprovemygeniusatthecostoftherespectofmyneighbors——allofwhich,however,isforeigntomystory,andisputinheremerelybecauseIhaveobservedthatreadersareverymuchinterestedintheirfavoriteauthors,andliketoknowasmuchaboutthemastheycan。

  Myplan,totakeupthethreadofmynarrativeoncemore,was,briefly,towriteaninterviewbetweenmyself,asarepresentativeofanewspapersyndicate,andMissMargueriteAndrews,the\"Well—KnownHeroine。\"Ithasbeenquitecommonoflateyearstointerviewthemodelsofwell—knownartists,sothatitdidnotrequiretoogreatastretchoftheimaginationtomakemyschemeareasonableone。Itmustberemembered,too,thatIhadnointentionofusingthisinterviewformyownaggrandizement。Iplanneditsolelyintheinterestsofmyfriend,hopingthatImightsecurefromMissAndrewssomeunguardedadmissionthatmightoperateagainstherownprinciples,asHarleyandIknewthem,andthat,thatsecured,I

  mightinducehertofollowmeeklyhisscheduleuntilhecouldbringhisstorytoareasonableconclusion。Failinginthis,Iwasgoingtotryanddiscoverwhatstyleofmanitwassheadmiredmost,whatmightbeherideasoftheromanceinwhichshewouldmostliketofigure,andallthat,sothatIcouldgiveHarleyafewpointswhichwouldenablehimsotoconstructhisromancethathisheroinewouldwalkthroughitaseasilyandasdocilelyasonecouldwish。

  Finally,allotherthingsfailing,IwasgoingtothrowHarleyonhergenerosity,callattentiontothefactthatshewasruininghimbyherstubbornbehavior,andaskhertosubmittoalittletemporaryinconvenienceforhissake。

  AsIhavealreadysaid,somustIrepeat,therewasgeniusintheidea,butIwasforcedtorelinquishcertainfeaturesofit,aswillbeseenshortly。Itookupmypen,andwiththreeboldstrokesthereoftransportedmyselftoNewport,andgoingdirectlytotheWillardCottage,Irangthebell。MissAndrewswasstillelusive。

  Withalltheresourcesofimaginationathand,andwithnotanobstacleinmywaythatIcouldnotclearatabound,shestillheldmeatbay。Shewasnotathome——had,infact,departedtwodayspreviouslyfortheWhiteMountains。Fortunately,however,thebutlerknewheraddress,and,withoutbotheringabouttrains,luggage,oraughtelse,inonebriefparagraphIlandedmyselfattheProfileHouse,whereshewasspendingaweekwithMr。andMrs。RushtonofBrooklyn。Thischangeoflocationcausedmetomodifymyfirstidea,toitsadvantage。Isaw,whenIthoughtthematterover,that,onthewhole,theinterview,asaninterviewforanewspapersyndicate,waslikelytobenippedinthebud,sincethemomentIdeclaredmyselfareporterforasetofnewspapers,andstatedtheobjectofmycall,shewouldprobablydismissmewiththestatementthatshewasnotaprofessionalheroine,thatherviewswereofnointeresttothepublic,andthat,nothavingthepleasureofmyacquaintance,shemustbegtobeexcused。IwonderIdidn’tthinkofthisattheoutset。IsurelyknewHarley’sheroinewellenoughtohaveforeseenthispossibility。Irealizedit,however,themomentIdroppedmyselfintothegreathomelikeofficeoftheProfileHouse。MissAndrewswalkedthroughtheofficetothedining—roomasIregistered,andasIturnedtogazeuponherasshepassedmajesticallyon,itflashedacrossmymindthatitwouldbefarbettertoappearbeforeherasafellow—guest,andfindoutwhatIwantedandtellherwhyI

  hadcomeinthatguise,ratherthanintroducemyselfasoneofthoseyoungmenwhoearntheirdailybreadbypokingtheirnosesintootherpeople’sbusiness。

  Hadthiscoursebeenbaseduponanythingmoresolidthanapurebitofimagination,Ishouldhavefounditdifficulttoaccommodatemyselfsoeasilytocircumstances。IfithadbeenHarleyinsteadofmyself,itwouldhavebeenimpossible,forHarleywouldneverhavestoopedtoprovidehimselfwithatrunkcontainingfreshlinenandevening—dressclothesandpatent—leatherpumpsbyastrokeofhispen。ThisIdid,however,andthatevening,havingcreatedanotherguest,whoknewmeofoldandwhoalsowasacquaintedwithMissAndrews,justasIhadcreatedmyexcellentwardrobe,Iwaspresented。

  Theeveningpassedpleasantlyenough,andIfoundHarley’sheroinetobeallthathehadtoldmeandagreatdealmorebesides。Infact,sogreatlydidIenjoyhersocietythatIintentionallyprolongedtheeveningtoaboutthreetimesitsnormallength——whichwasaveryinartisticbitofexaggeration,Iadmit;butthenIdon’tpretendtobearealist,andwhenIsitdowntowriteIcanmakemyeveningsaslongorasshortasIchoose。Iwillsay,however,that,longasmyeveningwas,Imadeitgothroughitswholelengthwithouthavingrecoursetosuchcopy—makingsubterfugesasthedescriptionofdoorknobsandchairs;andexceptforitsunholylength,itwasnotatalllackinginrealism。MissAndrewsfascinatedmeandseemedtofindmerathergoodcompany,andIfoundmyselfsuggestingthatasthenextdaywasSundayshetakemeforawalk。FromwhatIknewofHarley’sexperiencewithher,Ijudgedshe’dbemorelikelytogoifIaskedhertotakemeinsteadofofferingtotakeher。Itwasasubtledistinction,butwithsomewomensubtledistinctionsarechasmswhichmenmustnottrytooverleaptoovaingloriously,lestdisasterovertakethem。Mybitofsubtletyworkedlikeacharm。

  MissAndrewsgraciouslyacceptedmysuggestion,andIretiredtomycouchfeelingcertainthatduringthatwalktoBaldMountain,oraroundtheLake,ordowntotheFarm,orwhereverelseshemightchoosetotakeme,IcoulddomuchtohelppoorStuartoutofthepredicamentintowhichhislucklesschoiceofMissAndrewsashisheroinehadplungedhim。AndIwasn’tfarwrong,astheeventtranspired,althoughthemannerinwhichitworkedoutwasnotexactlyaccordingtomyschedule。

  Idismissedthenightwithafewparagraphs;themorning,withitsdivineserviceintheparlor,wentquicklyandimpressively;foritISanimpressivesighttoseegatheredbeneaththosetoweringcliffsahundredormoreofpleasureandhealthseekersofdifferentcreedsworshippingheartilyandsimplytogether,asaccordantlyasthoughtheyknewnodifferencesandallmenwerepossessedofonecommonreligion——itwastooimpressive,indeed,formypen,whichhasbeenlargelygivenovertomattersoflessmoment,andIdidnotventuretotouchuponit,passinghastilyovertotheafternoon,whenMissAndrewsappeared,readyforthestroll。

  Igazedatheradmiringlyforamoment,andthenIbegan:

  \"Isthatthecostumeyouwore\"——Iwasgoingtosay,\"whenyourejectedParker?\"butIfortunatelycaughtmyerrorintimetopassitoff——\"atNewport?\"Ifinished,withahalfgaspatthenarrownessofmyescape;for,itmustberemembered,Iwassupposedasyettoknownothingofthatepisode。

  \"HowdoyouknowwhatIworeatNewport?\"sheasked,quickly——soquicklythatIalmostfearedshehadfoundmeout,afterall。

  \"Why——ah——Ireadaboutyousomewhere,\"Istammered。\"Somenewspapercorrespondentdrewapictureofthesceneonthepromenadeintheafternoon,and——ah——hehadyoudown。\"

  \"Oh!\"shereplied,archinghereyebrows;\"thatwasit,wasit?Anddoyouwasteyourvaluabletimereadingthevulgareffusionsofthesocietyreporter?\"

  Wasn’tIgladthatIhadnotcomeasamanwithanosetoprojectintotheaffairsofothers——asanewspaperreporter!

  \"No,indeed,\"Irejoined,\"notgenerally;butIhappenedtoseethisparticularitem,andreaditandrememberedit。Afterall,\"Iadded,aswecametothesylvanpaththatleadstotheLake——\"afterall,onemightaswellreadthatsortofstuffasmostofthenovelsofthepresentday。Thevulgarreportermaybeignorantoraboor,andallthatisreprehensibleinhismethods,buthewritesaboutrealfleshandbloodpeople;and,whatisworse,hegenerallyapproximatesthetruthconcerningtheminhiswriting,whichismorethancanbesaidoftheso—calledrealisticnovelwritersoftheday。Ihaven’treadanovelinthreeyearsinwhichithasseemedtomethattheheroine,forinstance,wasanythingmorethanamarionette,withnowillofherown,andreadytodoatanytimeanyfoolishthingtheauthorwantedhertodo。\"

  AgainthoseeyesofMissAndrewsrestedonmeinamannerwhichgavemeconsiderableapprehension。Thenshelaughed,andIwasateaseagain。

  \"Youareveryamusing,\"shesaid,quietly。\"Themostamusingofthemall。\"

  Theremarknettledme,andIquicklyretorted:

  \"ThenIhavenotlivedinvain。\"

  \"Youdoreallylive,then,eh?\"sheasked,halfchaffingly,gazingatmeoutofthecornersofhereyesinafashionwhichutterlydisarmedme。

  \"Excuseme,MissAndrews,\"Ianswered,\"butIamafraidIdon’tunderstandyou。\"

  \"Iamafraidyoudon’t,\"shesaid,thesmileleavingherlips。\"Thefactthatyouarehereontheerrandyouhavechargedyourselfwithprovesthat。\"

  \"Iamnotaware,\"Isaid,\"thatIhavecomeonanyparticularlyridiculouserrand。MayIaskyouwhatyoumeanbytheexpression’mostamusingofthemall’?AmIoneamongmany,and,ifso,onewhatamongmanywhat?\"

  \"Yourerrandisagoodone,\"shesaid,gravely,\"andnotatallridiculous;letmeassureyouthatIappreciatethatfact。YourquestionIwillanswerbyaskinganother:Areyouhereofyourownvolition,orhasStuartHarleycreatedyou,ashedidMessrs。

  Osborne,Parker,andtheProfessor?Areyoumynewhero,orwhat?\"

  Thequestionirritatedme。Thiswomanwasnotcontentwithinterferingseriouslywithmyfriend’shappiness:shewasactuallyattributingmetohim,castingdoubtsuponmyexistence,andplacingmeinthesamecategorywithherself——amerebookcreature。Toamanwhoregardshimselfasbeingtherealthing,fleshandblood,and,well,eighteen—caratfleshandbloodatthat,tobeaccusedoflivingonlyafigmentaryexistenceistoomuch。Iretortedangrily。

  \"Ifyouconsidermenothingmorethananidea,youdonotmanifestyourusualastuteness,\"Isaid。

  Herreplylaidmeflat。

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