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  Maryalsowasalittledisappointed。ShehadratherlookedforwardtomeetingMr。Smith。Hewasherfriend’sfather,ofcourse,andthatofitselfmadehimaninterestingpersonality,buttherewassomethingmore——asortofmysteryabouthim,inspiredinhermindbythephotographwhichCrawfordhadshownher,whichmadehercurious。

  ThemaninthephotographresembledCrawford,ofcourse,butshehadthefeelingthatheresembledsomeoneelseevenmore——someoneshehadknownorwhosepictureshehadseen。Shewassorryshewasnottomeethim。

  Commencementwasawonderfultime。Marywasintroducedtodozensofyoungfellows,attendedspreadsandsingsandproms,dancedagreatdeal,wasaskedtodanceeversomuchmore,chattedandlaughedandenjoyedherselfasahealthy,happy,andprettygirlshouldenjoyacollegecommencement。AndonthefollowingTuesdaysheandMissPease,lookingdownfromthesteamer’sdeck,wavedtheirhandkerchiefstoMrs。WyethandZoethandCaptainShadrachandCrawfordwho,standingonthewharf,wavedtheirsinreturnasthebigshipmovedslowlyoutofthedockandturnedhernosetowardMinot’sLightandtheopensea。ForthefirsttimesinceHamiltonandCompanyputupasignbothpartnershadcometoBostontogether。

  “Annabel’skeepin’store,“explainedShadrach,“andIsaiah’shelpin’。It’llbetheblindleadin’theblind,Ical’late,butwedon’tcare,dowe,Zoeth?Wemadeupourmindwe’dseeyouoff,Mary-’Gusta,ifwehadtoswimtoProvincetownandsendupsky-

  rocketsfromRaceP’inttoletyouknowwewasthere。Don’tforgetwhatItoldyou:IfyoushouldgetasfurasLeghornbesureandhuntupthatship-chandlernameofPeroti。AskhimifheremembersShadGouldthatheknewin’65。Ifheain’tdeadIbetyouhe’llremember。“

  SoMary-’Gustasailedawayandfortenmarvelousweeksdaydreamscametrueandatticmake-believesturnedtorealities。WarhadnotyetcometosowitsseedofsteelandfireandreapitsharvestofbloodanddeathuponthefairvalleysandhillsofFrance,andthetravelersjourneyedleisurelyfromvillagetocathedraltownandfromtheSeinetotheLoire。TheyspentthreeweeksinSwitzerlandandtwoinItaly,returningforthefinalweektoLondonwhere,underMissPease’sexpertguidance,Maryvisitedtheshops,thebigonesonRegentandOxfordStreetsandthesmaller,equallyfascinating——andmoreexpensive——onesonBondStreetandPiccadilly,buyingpresentsandremembrancesforthefolksathome。And,atlast,camethedaywhen,leaningupontherail,shesawthemistyheadlandsofIrelandsinkbeneaththehorizonandrealizedthatherwonderfulholidaywasoverandthatshewashomewardbound。

  Thevoyagewasratherroughandstormy,aswesterlyvoyagesarelikelytobe,buttheshipwascomfortableandspeedyandtheymadegoodtime。MaryspentbutonedayinBostonand,onthemorningofthenext,startedforSouthHarniss。Shehadoneweekbeforeschoolopenedandthatweekwastobespentwithheruncles;nooneelse,shevowed,shouldhaveaminuteofit。

  Greatweretherejoicingsinthewhitehousebytheshorethatday,andmarvelouswasthedinnerIsaiahservedinhonoroftheoccasion。

  Marywasobligedtorelatethestoryofhertripfromstarttofinish,whilethreeraptlistenersnoddedandexclaimedinsympathyorbrokeintoaskquestions。Shehadwrittenfaithfully,but,asIsaiahsaid,“writin’ain’ttellin’。“SoMarytoldandherunclesandMr。Chaselistenedandquestioned。Itwastwelveo’clockthatnightbeforeanyonethoughtofgoingtobed,andnextmorningatthebreakfasttablethequestioningbeganalloveragain。

  “Mrs。Wyethwasdownatthedock,Ipresumelikely,tomeetyouwhenyourshipmadeport?“queriedZoeth。

  “Yes,shewasthere,“repliedMary。

  “Anybodyelse?HowaboutthatyoungSmithfeller?Wa’n’thethere,too?“askedCaptainShadrachwithelaborateinnocence。

  Marycoloredjustalittle。Sheknewitwasfoolish;therewasnoreasonintheworldwhysheshouldbeembarrassed,butshecouldnothelpit。

  “No,UncleShad,“sheanswered。“Hewasn’tthere。HehasnotreturnedfromtheWestyet,buthewillbeinBostonnextweekwhentheMedicalCollegeopens。“

  “Beenhavin’agoodtimeoutWestthere,hashe?“inquiredtheCaptain,stillwithstudiedunconcern。

  “Yes。Atleasthewritesmethathehas。“Shelookedfromonetotheotherofhertriooflistenersandthenadded:“Ihavesomeofhislettersherewithme。Ifyou’dliketohearthemI’llreadthemaloud。“

  “No,no,youneedn’tdothat,“protestedShadrachhastily。ButafteranotherlookathimMarysaid,“IthinkIwill,“anddepartedinsearchoftheletters。

  CaptainShad,lookingatrifleguilty,glancedathispartner。

  “Sheneedn’tread’emunlessshewantsto,needshe,Zoeth?“hesaid。“I——Ididn’tmeanforhertodothat。“

  Mr。Hamilton’sfaceexpresseddoubtanddisapproval。

  “Humph!“hesaidandthatwasall。

  Maryreturnedbearingthepacketofletters,someofwhichsheproceededtoread。CrawfordhadspentthesummereitherathishomeinCarsonCityorincampingwithhisfatherintheSierras,wherehehadshotandfishedandapparentlyenjoyedhimselfhugely。Theletterswerefrankandstraightforward,fulloffunandexuberance,thesortoflettersarobust,clean-mindedyoungfellowoughttowriteandsometimesdoes。Theywerenotsentimental;evenIsaiah,withwhatCaptainShadrachtermedhis“lovesickimagination,“wouldnothavecalledthemso。

  ThepartnersandMr。Chaselistenedwithinteresttothereadingofthelettersandexpressedtheirapproval。Shadrach’sapplausewasloudestofall,butheseemedtofinddifficultyinmeetinghisniece’seye。Justbeforebedtime,afterZoethandIsaiahhadgoneupstairsandhewaslockingupforthenight,Mary,whomhesupposedhadgonealso,reenteredthedining-roomandstoodbeforehim。

  “UncleShad,“shesaidseverely,“comehereaminuteandsitdown。

  Iwanttotalkwithyou。“

  Sheledhimtothebigrocker。Thenshetookthelittleonebesideit。

  “Now,lookmeintheface,“shecommanded。“No,“notoutofthewindow——here。Um……yes。Idon’twonderyouturnred。Ishouldthinkyoumightbeashamed。“

  “I——I——what’sthat?“stammeredShadrach,turningredderthanever。

  “Whatdoyoumean?Turnin’red!Who’sturnin’red?“

  “Youare,“saidtheyounglady,firmly,“andyouknowit。Now,lookmestraightintheeye。UncleShadGould,don’tyouthinkitwouldhavebeenmorehonorable,ifyouwishedtoknowwhetherCrawfordSmithandIcorresponded,tohaveaskedmeinsteadofhinting?

  Don’tyouthinkitwould?“

  “Hintin’?Why——why,Mary-’Gusta,what-what——?“

  Hisfacewasastudyinexpression。Marybitherlip,butshemanagedtoappearsolemn。

  “Yes,hinting,“shesaid。“InsteadofaskingifCrawfordandIhadwritteneachotheryouhinted。Well,nowyouknowthatwedidwrite,andhaveheardhisletterstome,haveyouanyobjection?“

  “Objection?No,no,coursenot。Why——I——Ithink’twasafinething。I——Iliketogetletters;aheapbetterthanIdotowrite’em,“headdedtruthfully。

  “Thenwhy?“

  “Well——well——I——I——“

  “Andaren’tyouashamed?“repeatedMary。

  “Why——why,yes,bythejumpin’fire,Iam!There!IwasashamedwhenIdoneit。“

  “Thenwhydidyoudoit?“

  “Well——well,yousee,Mary-’Gusta,Ijustwantedtoknow。YourUncleZoethandmehavebeenactin’asyourpilotsforaconsider’blespell。Courseyou’regettin’bigenoughnowtocruiseonyourownhook——thatis,inreason,youunderstand——but——but——

  well,we’vegotsousedtotakin’anobservationeverynoontime,seein’howyou’relayin’yourcourse,youknow,thatit’shardtolosethehabit。NotthatZoethwasinonthis,“headdedhonestly。

  “Hedidn’tdoanyofthehintin’,asyoucallit。Iimaginehe’llpreachmyheadofffordoin’it,whenhegetsmealone。“

  “Youdeservetohaveitpreachedoff——orpartlyoff,atanyrate。

  Doyoubegmypardon?“

  “Sartinsure。I’dbegitonmybendedkneesif’twa’n’tfortherheumatiz。“

  “Andyouwon’thintanymore?“

  “Naryahint。“

  “That’sright。Ifyouwantmetotellyouanything,pleaseask。

  Youmusttrustme,UncleShad。Ishallalwaystell——whenthereisanythingtotell。“

  “Iknowyouwill,Mary-’Gusta。I’mashamedofmyhintin’。Godblessyou,dearie。Nowkissmegoodnight。“

  Hekissedherand,holdingherinhisarms,lookedfondlydownintohereyes。And,asshereturnedhislook,suddenlysheblushedcrimsonandhidherfaceinhisjacket。Thenshebrokeawayandwithagoodnightranfromtheroomandupthestairs。

  Shadrachlookedafterher,sighed,and,afterfinishinghislockingup,wentupstairshimself。Therewasalightinhispartner’sroomandheenteredtofindMr。Hamiltonsittingatthelittletablewithseveralsheetsofpapercoveredwithfiguresspreadoutbeforehim。

  TheCaptainwassobusywithhisownthoughtsthat,forthemoment,hedidnotnoticethepapers。

  “Zoeth,“hesaid,“ourMary-’Gusta’schangedintoagrown-upwoman。

  Eventhislastsummerhaschangedher。Shedon’tlookanyolder,andshe’sprettierthanever,butshethinksdifferent,andIhaveanotionthat,nomatterhowmuchwemaywantto,youandmeain’tgoin’tobeabletokeephertoourselvesaswe——Eh?“suddenlybecomingawareofhisfriend’soccupation。“Areyoustillfussin’

  overthosethings?Didn’tItellyounottoworryanymore,buttoturninandsleep?“

  Zoethshookhishead。Hisusuallyplacid,gentlefacehadlostsomeofitsplacidity。Helookedwornandworriedandtheshadowsthrownbythelampdeepenedthelinesinhisforehead。Helookedupoverhisspectacles。

  “Shadrach,“hesaid,“Ican’thelpit。ItrynottoworryandItrytoheavemyburdensontotheAlmighty,sameaswe’recommanded,butIcan’tseemtoheavethewholeof’emthere。Ifthingsdon’tpickupprettysoon,Idon’tknow——Idon’tknow——andIdon’tdarethink,“

  headdeddespairingly。

  Thesheetofpaperhewasholdingrattledashishandshook。

  CaptainShadscowled。

  “Ifwedidn’thaveourwintergoodstobuy,“hemuttered。“Ourcredit’sgood,that’sonecomfort。“

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