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  `PhoebesilvarumquepotensDiana!’Thehorsestoodstilltillhehadfinishedthehymn,whichJuderepeatedundertheswayofapolytheisticfancythathewouldneverhavethoughtofhumouringinbroaddaylight。

  Reachinghome,hemusedoverhiscurioussuperstition,innateoracquired,indoingthis,andthestrangeforgetfulnesswhichhadledtosuchalapsefromcommonsenseandcustominonewhowished,nexttobeingascholar,tobeaChristiandivine。Ithadallcomeofreadingheathenworksexclusively。Themorehethoughtofitthemoreconvincedhewasofhisinconsistency。Hebegantowonderwhetherhecouldbereadingquitetherightbooksforhisobjectinlife。CertainlythereseemedlittleharmonybetweenthispaganliteratureandthemediaevalcollegesatChristminster,thatecclesiasticalromanceinstone。

  UltimatelyhedecidedthatinhissheerloveofreadinghehadtakenupawrongemotionforaChristianyoungman。HehaddabbledinClarke’sHomer,buthadneveryetworkedmuchattheNewTestamentintheGreek,thoughhepossessedacopy,obtainedbypostfromasecond-handbookseller。

  HeabandonedthenowfamiliarIonicforanewdialect,andforalongtimeonwardlimitedhisreadingalmostentirelytotheGospelsandEpistlesinGriesbach’stext。Moreover,ongoingintoAlfredstononeday,hewasintroducedtopatristicliteraturebyfindingatthebookseller’ssomevolumesoftheFatherswhichhadbeenleftbehindbyaninsolventclergymanoftheneighbourhood。

  AsanotheroutcomeofthischangeofgroovehevisitedonSundaysallthechurcheswithinawalk,anddecipheredtheLatininscriptionsonfifteenth-centurybrassesandtombs。Ononeofthesepilgrimageshemetwithahunch-backedoldwomanofgreatintelligence,whoreadeverythingshecouldlayherhandson,andshetoldhimmoreyetoftheromanticcharmsofthecityoflightandlore。Thitherheresolvedasfirmlyasevertogo。

  Buthowliveinthatcity?Atpresenthehadnoincomeatall。

  Hehadnotradeorcallingofanydignityorstabilitywhateveronwhichhecouldsubsistwhilecarryingoutanintellectuallabourwhichmightspreadovermanyyears。

  Whatwasmostrequiredbycitizens?Food,clothing,andshelter。

  Anincomefromanyworkinpreparingthefirstwouldbetoomeagre;formakingthesecondhefeltadistaste;thepreparationofthethirdrequisiteheinclinedto。Theybuiltinacity;thereforehewouldlearntobuild。

  Hethoughtofhisunknownuncle,hiscousinSusanna’sfather,anecclesiasticalworkerinmetal,andsomehowmediaevalartinanymaterialwasatradeforwhichhehadratherafancy。Hecouldnotgofarwronginfollowinghisuncle’sfootsteps,andengaginghimselfawhilewiththecarcasesthatcontainedthescholarsouls。

  Asapreliminaryheobtainedsomesmallblocksoffreestone,metalnotbeingavailable,andsuspendinghisstudiesawhile,occupiedhissparehalf-hoursincopyingtheheadsandcapitalsinhisparishchurch。

  Therewasastone-masonofahumblekindinAlfredston,andassoonashehadfoundasubstituteforhimselfinhisaunt’slittlebusiness,heofferedhisservicestothismanforatriflingwage。HereJudehadtheopportunityoflearningatleasttherudimentsoffreestone-working。

  Sometimelaterhewenttoachurch-builderinthesameplace,andunderthearchitect’sdirectionbecamehandyatrestoringthedilapidatedmasonriesofseveralvillagechurchesroundabout。

  Notforgettingthathewasonlyfollowingupthishandicraftasaproptoleanonwhilehepreparedthosegreaterengineswhichheflatteredhimselfwouldbebetterfittedforhim,heyetwasinterestedinhispursuitonitsownaccount。Henowhadlodgingsduringtheweekinthelittletown,whencehereturnedtoMarygreenvillageeverySaturdayevening。Andthushereachedandpassedhisnineteenthyear。

  JudetheObscureChapter06I-viAtthismemorabledateofhislifehewas,oneSaturday,returningfromAlfredstontoMarygreenaboutthreeo’clockintheafternoon。Itwasfine,warm,andsoftsummerweather,andhewalkedwithhistoolsathisback,hislittlechiselsclinkingfaintlyagainstthelargeronesinhisbasket。

  Itbeingtheendoftheweekhehadleftworkearly,andhadcomeoutofthetownbyaround-aboutroutewhichhedidnotusuallyfrequent,havingpromisedtocallataflour-millnearCresscombetoexecuteacommissionforhisaunt。

  Hewasinanenthusiasticmood。HeseemedtoseehiswaytolivingcomfortablyinChristminsterinthecourseofayearortwo,andknockingatthedoorsofoneofthosestrongholdsoflearningofwhichhehaddreamedsomuch。Hemight,ofcourse,havegonetherenow,insomecapacityorother,buthepreferredtoenterthecitywithalittlemoreassuranceastomeansthanhecouldbesaidtofeelatpresent。Awarmself-contentsuffusedhimwhenheconsideredwhathehadalreadydone。Nowandthenashewentalongheturnedtofacethepeepsofcountryoneithersideofhim。Buthehardlysawthem;theactwasanautomaticrepetitionofwhathehadbeenaccustomedtodowhenlessoccupied;andtheonematterwhichreallyengagedhimwasthementalestimateofhisprogressthusfar。

  `Ihaveacquiredquiteanaveragestudent’spowertoreadthecommonancientclassics,Latininparticular。’Thiswastrue,Judepossessingafacilityinthatlanguagewhichenabledhimwithgreateasetohimselftobeguilehislonelywalksbyimaginaryconversationstherein。

  `Ihavereadtwobooksoftheiliad,besidesbeingprettyfamiliarwithpassagessuchasthespeechofPhoenixintheninthbook,thefightofHectorandAjaxinthefourteenth,theappearanceofAchillesunarmedandhisheavenlyarmourintheeighteenth,andthefuneralgamesinthetwenty-third。IhavealsodonesomeHesiod,alittlescrapofThucydides,andalotoftheGreekTestament……Iwishtherewasonlyonedialectallthesame。

  `Ihavedonesomemathematics,includingthefirstsixandtheeleventhandtwelfthbooksofEuclid;andalgebraasfarassimpleequations。

  `IknowsomethingoftheFathers,andsomethingofRomanandEnglishhistory。

  `Thesethingsareonlyabeginning。ButIshallnotmakemuchfartheradvancehere,fromthedifficultyofgettingbooks。HenceImustnextconcentrateallmyenergiesonsettlinginChristminster。OncethereIshallsoadvance,withtheassistanceIshallthereget,thatmypresentknowledgewillappeartomebutaschildishignorance。Imustsavemoney,andIwill;andoneofthosecollegesshallopenitsdoorstome-shallwelcomewhomnowitwouldspurn,ifIwaittwentyyearsforthewelcome。

  `I’llbeD。D。beforeIhavedone!’

  Andthenhecontinuedtodream,andthoughthemightbecomeevenabishopbyleadingapure,energetic,wise,Christianlife。Andwhatanexamplehewouldset!Ifhisincomewere5000poundsayear,hewouldgiveaway4500poundsinoneformandanother,andlivesumptuouslyforhim

  ontheremainder。Well,onsecondthoughts,abishopwasabsurd。Hewoulddrawthelineatanarchdeacon。Perhapsamancouldbeasgoodandaslearnedandasusefulinthecapacityofarchdeaconasinthatofbishop。Yethethoughtofthebishopagain。

  `MeanwhileIwillread,assoonasIamsettledinChristminster,thebooksIhavenotbeenabletogetholdofhere:Livy,Tacitus,Herodotus,AEschylus,Sophocles,Aristophanes-’

  `Ha,ha,ha!Hoity-toity!’Thesoundswereexpressedinlightvoicesontheothersideofthehedge,buthedidnotnoticethem。Histhoughtswenton:

  `-Euripides,Plato,Aristotle,Lucretius,Epictetus,Seneca,Antoninus。ThenImustmasterotherthings:theFathersthoroughly;Bedeandecclesiasticalhistorygenerally;asmatteringofHebrew-Ionlyknowthelettersasyet-’

  `Hoity-toity!’

  `-butIcanworkhard。Ihavestayingpowerinabundance,thankGod!anditisthatwhichtells……Yes,ChristminstershallbemyAlmaMater;andI’llbeherbelovedson,inwhomsheshallbewellpleased。’

  InhisdeepconcentrationonthesetransactionsofthefutureJude’swalkhadslackened,andhewasnowstandingquitestill,lookingatthegroundasthoughthefuturewerethrownthereonbyamagiclantern。

  Onasuddensomethingsmackedhimsharplyintheear,andhebecameawarethatasoftcoldsubstancehadbeenflungathim,andhadfallenathisfeet。

  Aglancetoldhimwhatitwas-apieceofflesh,thecharacteristicpartofabarrow-pig,whichthecountrymenusedforgreasingtheirboots,asitwasuselessforanyotherpurpose。Pigswereratherplentifulhereabout,beingbredandfattenedinlargenumbersincertainpartsofNorthWessex。

  Ontheothersideofthehedgewasastream,whence,ashenowforthefirsttimerealized,hadcometheslightsoundsofvoicesandlaughterthathadmingledwithhisdreams。Hemountedthebankandlookedoverthefence。Onthefurthersideofthestreamstoodasmallhomestead,havingagardenandpig-stiesattached;infrontofit,besidethebrook,threeyoungwomenwerekneeling,withbucketsandplattersbesidethemcontainingheapsofpigs’chitterlings,whichtheywerewashingintherunningwater。

  Oneortwopairsofeyesslylyglancedup,andperceivingthathisattentionhadatlastbeenattracted,andthathewaswatchingthem,theybracedthemselvesforinspectionbyputtingtheirmouthsdemurelyintoshapeandrecommencingtheirrinsingoperationswithassiduity。

  `Thankyou!’saidJudeseverely。

  `Ididn’tthrowit,Itellyou!’assertedonegirltoherneighbour,asifunconsciousoftheyoungman’spresence。

  `NorI,’thesecondanswered。

  `Oh,Anny,howcanyou!’saidthethird。

  `IfIhadthrownanythingatall,itshouldn’thavebeenthat!’

  `Pooh!Idon’tcareforhim!’Andtheylaughedandcontinuedtheirwork,withoutlookingup,stillostentatiouslyaccusingeachother。

  Judegrewsarcasticashewipedhisface,andcaughttheirremarks。

  `youdidn’tdoit-ohno!’hesaidtotheup-streamoneofthethree。

  Shewhomheaddressedwasafinedark-eyedgirl,notexactlyhandsome,butcapableofpassingassuchatalittledistance,despitesomecoarsenessofskinandfibre。Shehadaroundandprominentbosom,fulllips,perfectteeth,andtherichcomplexionofaCochinhen’segg。Shewasacompleteandsubstantialfemaleanimal-nomore,noless;andJudewasalmostcertainthattoherwasattributabletheenterpriseofattractinghisattentionfromdreamsofthehumanerletterstowhatwassimmeringinthemindsaroundhim。

  `Thatyou’llneverbetold,’saidshedeedily。

  `Whoeverdiditwaswastefulofotherpeople’sproperty。’

  `Oh,that’snothing。’

  `Butyouwanttospeaktome,Isuppose?’

  `Ohyes;ifyouliketo。’

  `ShallIclamberacross,orwillyoucometotheplankabovehere?’

  Perhapssheforesawanopportunity;forsomehoworothertheeyesofthebrowngirlrestedinhisownwhenhehadsaidthewords,andtherewasamomentaryflashofintelligence,adumbannouncementofaffinityinpossebetweenherselfandhim,which,sofarasJudeFawleywasconcerned,hadnosortofpremeditationinit。Shesawthathehadsingledheroutfromthethree,asawomanissingledoutinsuchcases,fornoreasonedpurposeoffurtheracquaintance,butincommonplaceobediencetoconjunctiveordersfromheadquarters,unconsciouslyreceivedbyunfortunatemenwhenthelastintentionoftheirlivesistobeoccupiedwiththefeminine。

  Springingtoherfeet,shesaid:`Bringbackwhatislyingthere。’

  Judewasnowawarethatnomessageonanymatterconnectedwithherfather’sbusinesshadpromptedhersignaltohim。Hesetdownhisbasketoftools,pickedupthescrapofoffal,beatapathwayforhimselfwithhisstick,andgotoverthehedge。Theywalkedinparallellines,oneoneachbankofthestream,towardsthesmallplankbridge。Asthegirldrewnearertoit,shegavewithoutJudeperceivingit,anadroitlittlesucktotheinteriorofeachofhercheeksinsuccession,bywhichcuriousandoriginalmanoeuvreshebroughtasbymagicuponitssmoothandrotundsurfaceaperfectdimple,whichshewasabletoretainthereaslongasshecontinuedtosmile。Thisproductionofdimplesatwillwasanotunknownoperation,whichmanyattempted,butonlyafewsucceededinaccomplishing。

  Theymetinthemiddleoftheplank,andJude,tossingbackhermissile,seemedtoexpecthertoexplainwhyshehadaudaciouslystoppedhimbythisnovelartilleryinsteadofbyhailinghim。

  Butshe,slylylookinginanotherdirection,swayedherselfbackwardsandforwardsonherhandasitclutchedtherailofthebridge;till,movedbyamatorycuriosity,sheturnedhereyescriticallyuponhim。

  `Youdon’tthinkIwouldshythingsatyou?’

  `Ohno。’

  `Wearedoingthisformyfather,whonaturallydoesn’twantanythingthrownaway。Hemakesthatintodubbin。’Shenoddedtowardsthefragmentonthegrass。

  `Whatmadeeitheroftheothersthrowit,Iwonder?’Judeasked,politelyacceptingherassertion,thoughhehadverylargedoubtsastoitstruth。

  `Impudence。Don’ttellfolkitwasI,mind!’

  `HowcanI?Idon’tknowyourname。’

  `Ah,no。ShallItellittoyou?’

  `Do!’

  `ArabellaDonn。I’mlivinghere。’

  `ImusthaveknownitifIhadoftencomethisway。ButImostlygostraightalongthehigh-road。’

  `Myfatherisapig-breeder,andthesegirlsarehelpingmewashtheinnerdsforblack-puddingsandsuchlike。’

  Theytalkedalittlemoreandalittlemore,astheystoodregardingeachotherandleaningagainstthehand-railofthebridge。Theunvoicedcallofwomantoman,whichwasutteredverydistinctlybyArabella’spersonality,heldJudetothespotagainsthisintention-almostagainsthiswill,andinawaynewtohisexperience。ItisscarcelyanexaggerationtosaythattillthismomentJudehadneverlookedatawomantoconsiderherassuch,buthadvaguelyregardedthesexasbeingsoutsidehislifeandpurposes。Hegazedfromhereyestohermouth,thencetoherbosom,andtoherfullroundnakedarms,wet,mottledwiththechillofthewater,andfirmasmarble。

  `Whatanice-lookinggirlyouare!’hemurmured,thoughthewordshadnotbeennecessarytoexpresshissenseofhermagnetism。

  `Ah,youshouldseemeSundays!’shesaidpiquantly。

  `Idon’tsupposeIcould?’heanswered`That’sforyoutothinkon。There’snobodyaftermejustnow,thoughtheremedbeinaweekortwo。’Shehadspokenthiswithoutasmile,andthedimplesdisappeared。

  Judefelthimselfdriftingstrangely,butcouldnothelpit。`Willyouletme?’

  `Idon’tmind。’

  Bythistimeshehadmanagedtogetbackonedimplebyturningherfaceasideforamomentandrepeatingtheoddlittlesuckingoperationbeforementioned,Judebeingstillunconsciousofmorethanageneralimpressionofherappearance。`NextSunday?’hehazarded。`To-morrow,thatis?’

  `Yes。’

  `ShallIcall?’

  `Yes。’

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