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  Thespectatorgazedonandontillthewindowsandvaneslosttheirshine,goingoutalmostsuddenlylikeextinguishedcandles。Thevaguecitybecameveiledinmist。Turningtothewest,hesawthatthesunhaddisappeared。Theforegroundofthescenehadgrownfunereallydark,andnearobjectsputonthehuesandshapesofchimaeras。

  Heanxiouslydescendedtheladder,andstartedhomewardsatarun,tryingnottothinkofgiants,HernetheHunter,ApollyonlyinginwaitforChristian,orofthecaptainwiththebleedingholeinhisforeheadandthecorpsesroundhimthatremutiniedeverynightonboardthebewitchedship。Heknewthathehadgrownoutofbeliefinthesehorrors,yethewasgladwhenhesawthechurchtowerandthelightsinthecottagewindows,eventhoughthiswasnotthehomeofhisbirth,andhisgreat-auntdidnotcaremuchabouthim。

  Insideandroundaboutthatoldwoman’s`shop’window,withitstwenty-fourlittlepanessetinlead-work,theglassofsomeofthemoxidizedwithage,sothatyoucouldhardlyseethepoorpennyarticlesexhibitedwithin,andformingpartofastockwhichastrongmancouldhavecarried,Judehadhisouterbeingforsomelongtidelesstime。Buthisdreamswereasgiganticashissurroundingsweresmall。

  Throughthesolidbarrierofcoldcretaceousuplandtothenorthwardhewasalwaysbeholdingagorgeouscity-thefanciedplacehehadlikenedtothenewJerusalem,thoughtherewasperhapsmoreofthepainter’simaginationandlessofthediamondmerchant’sinhisdreamsthereofthaninthoseoftheApocalypticwriter。Andthecityacquiredatangibility,apermanence,aholdonhislife,mainlyfromtheonenucleusoffactthatthemanforwhoseknowledgeandpurposeshehadsomuchreverencewasactuallylivingthere;notonlyso,butlivingamongthemorethoughtfulandmentallyshiningonestherein。

  Insadwetseasons,thoughheknewitmustrainatChristminstertoo,hecouldhardlybelievethatitrainedsodrearilythere。Wheneverhecouldgetawayfromtheconfinesofthehamletforanhourortwo,whichwasnotoften,hewouldstealofftotheBrownHouseonthehillandstrainhiseyespersistently;sometimestoberewardedbythesightofadomeorspire,atothertimesbyalittlesmoke,whichinhisestimatehadsomeofthemysticismofincense。

  Thenthedaycamewhenitsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatifheascendedtothepointofviewafterdark,orpossiblywentamileortwofurther,hewouldseethenightlightsofthecity。Itwouldbenecessarytocomebackalone,buteventhatconsiderationdidnotdeterhim,forhecouldthrowalittlemanlinessintohismood,nodoubt。

  Theprojectwasdulyexecuted。Itwasnotlatewhenhearrivedattheplaceofoutlook,onlyjustafterdusk,butablacknorth-eastsky,accompaniedbyawindfromthesamequarter,madetheoccasiondarkenough。

  Hewasrewarded;butwhathesawwasnotthelampsinrows,ashehadhalfexpected。Noindividuallightwasvisible,onlyahaloorglow-fogover-archingtheplaceagainsttheblackheavensbehindit,makingthelightandthecityseemdistantbutamileorso。

  Hesethimselftowonderontheexactpointintheglowwheretheschoolmastermightbe-hewhonevercommunicatedwithanybodyatMarygreennow;whowasasifdeadtothemhere。IntheglowheseemedtoseePhillotsonpromenadingatease,likeoneoftheformsinNebuchadnezzar’sfurnace。

  Hehadheardthatbreezestravelledattherateoftenmilesanhour,andthefactnowcameintohismind。Hepartedhislipsashefacedthenorth-east,anddrewinthewindasifitwereasweetliquor。

  `You,’hesaid,addressingthebreezecaressingly`wereinChristminstercitybetweenoneandtwohoursago,floatingalongthestreets,pullingroundtheweather-cocks,touchingMr。Phillotson’sface,beingbreathedbyhim;andnowyouarehere,breathedbyme-you,theverysame。’

  Suddenlytherecamealongthiswindsomethingtowardshim-amessagefromtheplace-fromsomesoulresidingthere,itseemed。Surelyitwasthesoundofbells,thevoiceofthecity,faintandmusical,callingtohim,`Wearehappyhere!’

  Hehadbecomeentirelylosttohisbodilysituationduringthismentalleap,andonlygotbacktoitbyaroughrecalling。Afewyardsbelowthebrowofthehillonwhichhepausedateamofhorsesmadeitsappearance,havingreachedtheplacebydintofhalfanhour’sserpentineprogressfromthebottomoftheimmensedeclivity。Theyhadaloadofcoalsbehindthem-afuelthatcouldonlybegotintotheuplandbythisparticularroute。Theywereaccompaniedbyacarter,asecondman,andaboy,whonowkickedalargestonebehindoneofthewheels,andallowedthepantinganimalstohavealongrest,whilethoseinchargetookaflagonofftheloadandindulgedinadrinkround。

  Theywereelderlymen,andhadgenialvoices。Judeaddressedthem,inquiringiftheyhadcomefromChristminster。

  `Heavenforbid,withthisload!’saidthey。

  `TheplaceImeanisthatoneyonder。’HewasgettingsoromanticallyattachedtoChristminsterthat,likeayoungloveralludingtohismistress,hefeltbashfulatmentioningitsnameagain。Hepointedtothelightinthesky-hardlyperceptibletotheiroldereyes。

  `Yes。Theredoseemaspotabitbrighterinthenor’-eastthanelsewhere,thoughIshouldn’tha’noticeditmyself,andnodoubtitmedbeChristminster。’

  HerealittlebookoftaleswhichJudehadtuckedupunderhisarm,havingbroughtthemtoreadonhiswayhitherbeforeitgrewdark,slippedandfellintotheroad。Thecartereyedhimwhilehepickeditupandstraightenedtheleaves。

  `Ah,youngman,’heobserved,`you’dhavetogetyourheadscrewedont’otherwaybeforeyoucouldreadwhattheyreadthere。’

  `Why?’askedtheboy。

  `Oh,theyneverlookatanythingthatfolkslikewecanunderstand,’

  thecartercontinued,bywayofpassingthetime。`On’yforeigntonguesusedinthedaysoftheTowerofBabel,whennotwofamiliesspokealike。

  Theyreadthatsortofthingasfastasanight-hawkwillwhir。’Tisalllearningthere-nothingbutlearning,exceptreligion。Andthat’slearningtoo,forInevercouldunderstandit。Yes,’tisaserious-mindedplace。

  Notbutthere’swenchesinthestreetso’nights……Youknow,Isuppose,thattheyraisepa’sonstherelikeradishesinabed?Andthoughitdotake-howmanyyears,Bob?-fiveyearstoturnalirrupinghobble-de-hoychapintoasolemnpreachingmanwithnocorruptpassions,they’lldoit,ifitcanbedone,andpolishunoffliketheworkmentheybe,andturnunoutwi’alongface,andalongblackcoatandwaistcoat,andareligiouscollarandhat,sameastheyusedtowearintheScriptures,sothathisownmotherwouldn’tknowunsometimes……There,’tistheirbusiness,likeanybodyelse’s。’

  `Buthowshouldyouknow’

  `Nowdon’tyouinterrupt,myboy。Neverinterruptyoursenyers。

  Movetheforehossaside,Bobby;here’ssom’atcoming……YoumustmindthatIbea-talkingofthecollegelife。’Emlivesonaloftylevel;there’snogainsayingit,thoughImyselfmednotthinkmuchof’em。Aswebehereinourbodiesonthishighground,sobetheyintheirminds-noble-mindedmenenough,nodoubt-someon’em-abletoearnhundredsbythinkingoutloud。Andsomeon’embestrongyoungfellowsthatcanearna’mostasmuchinsilvercups。Asformusic,there’sbeautifulmusiceverywhereinChristminster。Youmedbereligious,oryoumednot,butyoucan’thelpstrikinginyourhomelynotewiththerest。Andthere’sastreetintheplace-themainstreet-thatha’n’tanotherlikeitintheworld。IshouldthinkIdidknowalittleaboutChristminster!’

  Bythistimethehorseshadrecoveredbreathandbenttotheircollarsagain。Jude,throwingalastadoringlookatthedistanthalo,turnedandwalkedbesidehisremarkablywell-informedfriend,whohadnoobjectiontotellinghimastheymovedonmoreyetofthecity-itstowersandhallsandchurches。Thewaggonturnedintoacross-road,whereuponJudethankedthecarterwarmlyforhisinformation,andsaidheonlywishedhecouldtalkhalfaswellaboutChristminsterashe。

  `Well,’tisoonlywhathascomeinmyway,’saidthecarterunboastfully。

  `I’veneverbeenthere,nomorethanyou;butI’vepickeduptheknowledgehereandthere,andyoubewelcometoit。A-gettingabouttheworldasIdo,andmixingwithallclassesofsociety,onecan’thelphearingofthings。Afriendo’mine,thatusedtoclanethebootsattheCrozierHotelinChristminsterwhenhewasinhisprime,why,Iknowedunaswellasmyownbrotherinhislateryears。’

  Judecontinuedhiswalkhomewardalone,ponderingsodeeplythatheforgottofeeltimid。Hesuddenlygrewolder。Ithadbeentheyearningofhishearttofindsomethingtoanchoron,toclingto-forsomeplacewhichhecouldcalladmirable。Shouldhefindthatplaceinthiscityifhecouldgetthere?Woulditbeaspotinwhich,withoutfearoffarmers,orhindrance,orridicule,hecouldwatchandwait,andsethimselftosomemightyundertakinglikethemenofoldofwhomhehadheard?Asthehalohadbeentohiseyeswhengazingatitaquarterofanhourearlier,sowasthespotmentallytohimashepursuedhisdarkway。

  `Itisacityoflight,’hesaidtohimself。

  `Thetreeofknowledgegrowsthere,’headdedafewstepsfurtheron。

  `Itisaplacethatteachersofmenspringfromandgoto。’

  `Itiswhatyoumaycallacastle,mannedbyscholarshipandreligion。’

  Afterthisfigurehewassilentalongwhile,tillheadded:

  `Itwouldjustsuitme。’

  JudetheObscureChapter04I-ivWalkingsomewhatslowlybyreasonofhisconcentration,theboy-anancientmaninsomephasesofthought,muchyoungerthanhisyearsinothers-

  wasovertakenbyalight-footedpedestrian,whom,notwithstandingthegloom,hecouldperceivetobewearinganextraordinarilytallhat,aswallow-tailedcoat,andawatch-chainthatdancedmadlyandthrewaroundscintillationsofsky-lightasitsownerswungalonguponapairofthinlegsandnoiselessboots。Jude,beginningtofeellonely,endeavouredtokeepupwithhim。

  `Well,myman!I’minahurry,soyou’llhavetowalkprettyfastifyoukeepalongsideofme。DoyouknowwhoIam?’

  `Yes,Ithink。PhysicianVilbert?’

  `Ah-l’mknowneverywhere,Isee!Thatcomesofbeingapublicbenefactor。’

  Vilbertwasanitinerantquack-doctor,wellknowntotherusticpopulation,andabsolutelyunknowntoanybodyelse,ashe,indeed,tookcaretobe,toavoidinconvenientinvestigations。Cottagersformedhisonlypatients,andhisWessex-widereputewasamongthemalone。Hispositionwashumblerandhisfieldmoreobscurethanthoseofthequackswithcapitalandanorganizedsystemofadvertising。Hewas,infact,asurvival。Thedistanceshetraversedonfootwereenormous,andextendednearlythewholelengthandbreadthofWessex。Judehadonedayseenhimsellingapotofcolouredlardtoanoldwomanasacertaincureforabadleg,thewomanarrangingtopayaguinea,ininstalmentsofashillingafortnight,fortheprecioussalve,which,accordingtothephysician,couldonlybeobtainedfromaparticularanimalwhichgrazedonMountSinai,andwastobecapturedonlyatgreatrisktolifeandlimb。Jude,thoughhealreadyhadhisdoubtsaboutthisgentleman’smedicines,felthimtobeunquestionablyatravelledpersonage,andonewhomightbeatrustworthysourceofinformationonmattersnotstrictlyprofessional。

  `Is’poseyou’vebeentoChristminster,Physician?’

  `Ihave-manytimes,’repliedthelongthinman。`That’soneofmycentres。’

  `It’sawonderfulcityforscholarshipandreligion?’

  `You’dsayso,myboy,ifyou’dseenit。Why,theverysonsoftheoldwomenwhodothewashingofthecollegescantalkinLatin-notgoodLatin,thatIadmit,asacritic:dog-Latin-cat-Latin,asweusedtocallitinmyundergraduatedays。’

  `AndGreek?’

  `Well-that’smoreforthemenwhoareintrainingforbishops,thattheymaybeabletoreadtheNewTestamentintheoriginal。’

  `IwanttolearnLatinandGreekmyself。’

  `Aloftydesire。Youmustgetagrammarofeachtongue。’

  `ImeantogotoChristminstersomeday。’

  `Wheneveryoudo,yousaythatPhysicianVilbertistheonlyproprietorofthosecelebratedpillsthatinfalliblycurealldisordersofthealimentarysystem,aswellasasthmaandshortnessofbreath。Twoandthreepenceabox-speciallylicensedbythegovernmentstamp。’

  `CanyougetmethegrammarsifIpromisetosayithereabout?’

  `I’llsellyouminewithpleasure-thoseIusedasastudent。’

  `Oh,thankyou,sir!’saidJudegratefully,butingasps,fortheamazingspeedofthephysician’swalkkepthiminadog-trotwhichwasgivinghimastitchintheside。`Ithinkyou’dbetterdropbehind,myyoungman。NowI’lltellyouwhatI’lldo。I’llgetyouthegrammars,andgiveyouafirstlesson,ifyou’llremember,ateveryhouseinthevillage,torecommendPhysicianVilbert’sgoldenointment,life-drops,andfemalepills。’

  `Wherewillyoubewiththegrammars?’

  `Ishallbepassingherethisdayfortnightatpreciselythishouroffive-and-twentyminutespastseven。Mymovementsareastrulytimedasthoseoftheplanetsintheircourses。’

  `HereI’llbetomeetyou,’saidJude。

  `Withordersformymedicines?’

  `Yes,Physician。’

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