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  Leavinghersistertoherowndevices,Amyproceededtoenjoyherselftoherheart’scontent。Mr。Tudor’sunclehadmarriedanEnglishladywhowasthirdcousintoalivinglord,andAmyregardedthewholefamilywithgreatrespect,forinspiteofherAmericanbirthandbreeding,shepossessedthatreverencefortitleswhichhauntsthebestofus——thatunacknowledgedloyaltytotheearlyfaithinkingswhichsetthemostdemocraticnationunderthesuninfermentatthecomingofaroyalyellow-hairedladdie,someyearsago,andwhichstillhassomethingtodowiththelovetheyoungcountrybearstheold,likethatofabigsonforanimperiouslittlemother,whoheldhimwhileshecould,andlethimgowithafarewellscoldingwhenherebelled。ButeventhesatisfactionoftalkingwithadistantconnectionoftheBritishnobilitydidnotrenderAmyforgetfuloftime,andwhenthepropernumberofminuteshadpassed,shereluctantlytoreherselffromthisaristocraticsociety,andlookedaboutforJo,ferventlyhopingthatherincorrigiblesisterwouldnotbefoundinanypositionwhichshouldbringdisgraceuponthenameofMarch。

  Itmighthavebeenworse,butAmyconsidereditbad。ForJosatonthegrass,withanencampmentofboysabouther,andadirty-footeddogreposingontheskirtofherstateandfestivaldress,assherelatedoneofLaurie’sprankstoheradmiringaudience。

  OnesmallchildwaspokingturtleswithAmy’scherishedparasol,asecondwaseatinggingerbreadoverJo’sbestbonnet,andathirdplayingballwithhergloves。butallwereenjoyingthemselves,andwhenJocollectedherdamagedpropertytogo,herescortaccompaniedher,begginghertocomeagain,“ItwassuchfuntohearaboutLaurie’slarks。“

  “Capitalboys,aren’tthey?Ifeelquiteyoungandbriskagainafterthat。“saidJo,strollingalongwithherhandsbehindher,partlyfromhabit,partlytoconcealthebespatteredparasol。

  “WhydoyoualwaysavoidMr。Tudor?“askedAmy,wiselyrefrainingfromanycommentuponJo’sdilapidatedappearance。

  “Don’tlikehim,heputsonairs,snubshissisters,worrieshisfather,anddoesn’tspeakrespectfullyofhismother。Lauriesaysheisfast,andIdon’tconsiderhimadesirableacquaintance,soIlethimalone。“

  “Youmighttreathimcivilly,atleast。Yougavehimacoolnod,andjustnowyoubowedandsmiledinthepolitestwaytoTommyChamberlain,whosefatherkeepsagrocerystore。Ifyouhadjustreversedthenodandthebow,itwouldhavebeenright,“

  saidAmyreprovingly。

  “No,itwouldn’t,“returnedJo,“Ineitherlike,respect,noradmireTudor,thoughhisgrandfather’suncle’snephew’sniecewasathirdcousintoalord。Tommyispoorandbashfulandgoodandveryclever。Ithinkwellofhim,andliketoshowthatIdo,forheisagentlemaninspiteofthebrownpaperparcels。“

  “It’snousetryingtoarguewithyou,“beganAmy。

  “Nottheleast,mydear,“interruptedJo,“soletuslookamiable,anddropacardhere,astheKingsareevidentlyout,forwhichI’mdeeplygrateful。“

  Thefamilycardcasehavingdoneitsdutythegirlswalkedon,andJoutteredanotherthanksgivingonreachingthefifthhouse,andbeingtoldthattheyoungladieswereengaged。

  “nowletusgohome,andnevermindAuntMarchtoday。Wecanrundownthereanytime,andit’sreallyapitytotrailthroughthedustinourbestbibsandtuckers,whenwearetiredandcross。“

  “Speakforyourself,ifyouplease。AuntMarchlikestohaveuspayherthecomplimentofcominginstyle,andmakingaformalcall。

  It’salittlethingtodo,butitgivesherpleasure,andIdon’tbelieveitwillhurtyourthingshalfsomuchaslettingdirtydogsandclumpingboysspoilthem。Stoopdown,andletmetakethecrumbsoffofyourbonnet。“

  “Whatagoodgirlyouare,Amy!“saidJo,witharepentantglancefromherowndamagedcostumetothatofhersister,whichwasfreshandspotlessstill。“Iwishitwasaseasyformetodolittlethingstopleasepeopleasitisforyou。Ithinkofthem,butittakestoomuchtimetodothem,soIwaitforachancetoconferagreatfavor,andletthesmallonesslip,buttheytellbestintheend,Ifancy。“

  Amysmiledandwasmollifiedatonce,sayingwithamaternalair,“Womenshouldlearntobeagreeable,particularlypoorones,fortheyhavenootherwayofrepayingthekindnessestheyreceive。

  Ifyou’drememberthat,andpracticeit,you’dbebetterlikedthanIam,becausethereismoreofyou。“

  “I’macrotchetyoldthing,andalwaysshallbe,butI’mwillingtoownthatyouareright,onlyit’seasierformetoriskmylifeforapersonthantobepleasanttohimwhenIdon’tfeellikeit。It’sagreatmisfortunetohavesuchstronglikesanddislikes,isn’tit?“

  “It’sagreaternottobeabletohidethem。Idon’tmindsayingthatIdon’tapproveofTudoranymorethanyoudo,butI’mnotcalledupontotellhimso。Neitherareyou,andthereisnouseinmakingyourselfdisagreeablebecauseheis。“

  “ButIthinkgirlsoughttoshowwhentheydisapproveofyoungmen,andhowcantheydoitexceptbytheirmanners?

  Preachingdoesnotdoanygood,asIknowtomysorrow,sinceI’vehadTeddietomanage。ButtherearemanylittlewaysinwhichIcaninfluencehimwithoutaword,andIsayweoughttodoittoothersifwecan。“

  “Teddyisaremarkableboy,andcan’tbetakenasasampleofotherboys,“saidAmy,inatoneofsolemnconviction,whichwouldhaveconvulsedthe`remarkableboy’ifhehadheardit。

  “Ifwewerebelles,orwomenofwealthandposition,wemightdosomething,perhaps,butforustofrownatonesetofyounggentlemenbecausewedon’tapproveofthem,andsmileuponanothersetbecausewedo,wouldn’thaveaparticleofeffect,andweshouldonlybeconsideredoddandpuritanical。“

  “Sowearetocountenancethingsandpeoplewhichwedetest,merelybecausewearenotbellesandmillionaires,arewe?

  That’sanicesortofmorality。“

  “Ican’targueaboutit,Ionlyknowthatit’sthewayoftheworld,andpeoplewhosetthemselvesagainstitonlygetlaughedatfortheirpains。Idon’tlikereformers,andIhopeyounevertrytobeone。“

  “Idolikethem,andIshallbeoneifIcan,forinspiteofthelaughingtheworldwouldnevergetonwithoutthem。Wecan’tagreeaboutthat。foryoubelongtotheoldset,andItothenew。

  Youwillgetonthebest,butIshallhavetheliveliesttimeofit。

  Ishouldratherenjoythebrickbatsandhooting,Ithink。“

  “Well,composeyourselfnow,anddon’tworryAuntwithyournewideas。“

  “I’lltrynotto,butI’malwayspossessedtoburstoutwithsomeparticularlybluntspeechorrevolutionarysentimentbeforeher。It’smydoom,andIcan’thelpit。“

  TheyfoundAuntCarrolwiththeoldlady,bothabsorbedinsomeveryinterestingsubject,buttheydroppeditasthegirlscamein,withaconsciouslookwhichbetrayedthattheyhadbeentalkingabouttheirnieces。Jowasnotinagoodhumor,andtheperversefitreturned,butAmy,whohadvirtuouslydoneherduty,kepthertemperandpleasedeverybody,wasinamostangelicframeofmind。Thisamiablespiritwasfeltatonce,andbothaunts`mydeared’heraffectionately,lookingwhattheyafterwardsaidemphatically,“Thatchildimproveseveryday。“

  “Areyougoingtohelpaboutthefair,dear?“askedMrs。Carrol,asAmysatdownbesideherwiththeconfidingairelderlypeoplelikesowellintheyoung。

  “Yes,Aunt。Mrs。ChesteraskedmeifIwould,andIofferedtotendatable,asIhavenothingbutmytimetogive。“

  “I’mnot,“putinJodecidedly。“Ihatetobepatronized,andtheChestersthinkit’sagreatfavortoallowustohelpwiththeirhighlyconnectedfair。Iwonderyouconsented,Amy,theyonlywantyoutowork。“

  “Iamwillingtowork。It’sforthefreedmenaswellastheChesters,andIthinkitverykindofthemtoletmesharethelaborandthefun。Patronagedoesnottroublemewhenitiswellmeant。“

  “Quiterightandproper。Ilikeyourgratefulspirit,mydear。

  It’sapleasuretohelppeoplewhoappreciateourefforts。Somedonot,andthatistrying,“observedAuntMarch,lookingoverherspectaclesatJo,whosatapart,rockingherself,withasomewhatmoroseexpression。

  IfJohadonlyknownwhatagreathappinesswaswaveringinthebalanceforoneofthem,shewouldhaveturneddove-likeinaminute,butunfortunately,wedon’thavewindowsinourbreasts,andcannotseewhatgoesoninthemindsofourfriends。Betterforusthatwecannotasageneralthing,butnowandthenitwouldbesuchacomfort,suchasavingoftimeandtemper。Byhernextspeech,Jodeprivedherselfofseveralyearsofpleasure,andreceivedatimelylessonintheartofholdinghertongue。

  “Idon’tlikefavors,theyoppressandmakemefeellikeaslave。I’dratherdoeverythingformyself,andbeperfectlyindependent。“

  “Ahem!“coughedAuntCarrolsoftly,withalookatAuntMarch。

  “Itoldyouso,“saidAuntMarch,withadecidednodtoAuntCarrol。

  Mercifullyunconsciousofwhatshehaddone,Josatwithhernoseintheair,andarevolutionaryaspectwhichwasanythingbutinviting。

  “DoyouspeakFrench,dear?“askedMrs。Carrol,layingahandonAmy’s。

  “Prettywell,thankstoAuntMarch,wholetsEsthertalktomeasoftenasIlike,“repliedamy,withagratefullook,whichcausedtheoldladytosmileaffably。

  “Howareyouaboutlanguages?“askedMrs。CarrolofJO。

  “Don’tknowaword。I’mverystupidaboutstudyinganything,can’tbearFrench,it’ssuchaslippery,sillysortoflanguage,“

  wasthebrusquereply。

  Anotherlookpassedbetweentheladies,andAuntMarchsaidtoAmy,’Youarequitestrongandwellno,dear,Ibelieve?Eyesdon’ttroubleyouanymore,dothey?“

  “Notatall,thankyou,ma’am。I’mverywell,andmeantodogreatthingsnextwinter,sothatImaybereadyforRome,wheneverthatjoyfultimearrives。“

  “Goodgirl!Youdeservetogo,andI’msureyouwillsomeday,“saidAuntMarch,withanapproving;patonthehead,asAmypickedupherballforher。

  Crosspatch,drawthelatch,Sitbythefireandspin,squalledPolly,bendingdownfromhisperchonthebackofherchairtopeepintoJo’sface,withsuchacomicalairofimpertinentinquirythatitwasimpossibletohelplaughing。

  “Mostobservingbird,“saidtheoldlady。

  “Comeandtakeawalk,mydear?“criedPolly,hoppingtowardthechinacloset,withalooksuggestiveofalumpofsugar。

  “Thankyou,Iwill。ComeAmy。“AndJobroughtthevisittoanend,feelingmorestronglythaneverthatcallsdidhaveabadeffectuponherconstitution。Sheshookhandsinagentlemanlymanner,butAmykissedboththeaunts,andthegirlsdeparted,leavingbehindthemtheimpressionofshadowandsunshine,whichimpressioncausedAuntMarchtosay,astheyvanished……

  “You’dbetterdoit,Mary。I’llsupplythemoney。AndAuntCarroltoreplydecidedly,“Icertainlywill,ifherfatherandmotherconsent。“

  Chapter30CHAPTERTHIRTY

  Mrs。Chester’sfairwassoveryelegantandselectthatitwasconsideredagreathonorbytheyoungladiesoftheneighborhoodtobeinvitedtotakeatable,andeveryonewasmuchinterestinthematter。Amywasasked,butJowasnot,whichwasfortunateforallparties,asherelbowsweredecidedlyakimboatthisperiodofherlife,andittookagoodmanyhardknockstoteachherhowtogetoneasily。The`haughty,uninterestingcreature’wasletseverelyalone,butAmy’stalentandtasteweredulycomplimentedbytheofferofthearttable,andsheexertedherselftoprepareandsecureappropriateandvaluablecontributionstoit。

  Everythingwentonsmoothlytillthedaybeforethefairopened,thenthereoccurredoneofthelittleskirmisheswhichitisalmostimpossibletoavoid,whensomefive-and-twentywomen,oldandyoung,withalltheirprivatepiquesandprejudices,trytoworktogether。

  MayChesterwasratherjealousofAmybecausethelatterwasagreaterfavoritethanherself,andjustatthistimeseveraltriflingcircumstancesoccurredtoincreasethefeeling。

  Amy’sdaintypen-and-inkworkentirelyeclipsedMay’spaintedvases——thatwasonethorn。ThentheallconqueringTudorhaddancedfourtimeswithAmyatalatepartyandonlyoncewithMay——thatwasthornnumbertwo。Butthechiefgrievancethatrankledinhersoul,andgaveanexcuseforherunfriendlyconduct,wasarumorwhichsomeobliginggossiphadwhisperedtoher,thattheMarchgirlshadmadefunofherattheLambs’。

  AlltheblameofthisshouldhavefallenuponJo,forhernaughtyimitationhadbeentoolifeliketoescapedetection,andthefrolicsomeLambshadpermittedthejoketoescape。Nohintofthishadreachedtheculprits,however,andAmy’sdismaycanbeimagined,when,theveryeveningbeforethefair,asshewasputtingthelasttouchestoherprettytable,Mrs。Chester,who,ofcourse,resentedthesupposedridiculeofherdaughter,said,inablandtone,butwithacoldlook……

  “Ifind,dear,thatthereissomefeelingamongtheyoungladiesaboutmygivingthistabletoanyonebutmygirls。Asthisisthemostprominent,andsomesaythemostattractivetableofall,andtheyarethechiefgetters-upofthefair,itisthoughtbestforthemtotakethisplace。I’msorry,butI

  knowyouaretoosincerelyinterestedinthecausetomindalittlepersonaldisappointment,andyoushallhaveanothertableifyoulike。“

  Mrs。Chesterfanciedbeforehandthatitwouldbeeasytodeliverthislittlespeech,butwhenthetimecame,shefounditratherdifficulttoutteritnaturally,withAmy’sunsuspiciouseyeslookingstraightatherfullofsurpriseandtrouble。

  “Amyfeltthattherewassomethingbehindthis,butwouldnotguesswhat,andsaidquietly,feelinghurt,andshowingthatshedid,“PerhapsyouhadratherItooknotableatall?“

  “Now,mydear,don’thaveanyillfeeling,Ibeg。It’smerelyamatterofexpediency,yousee,mygirlswillnaturallytakethelead,andthistableisconsideredtheirproperplace。

  Ithinkitveryappropriatetoyou,andfeelverygratefulforyoureffortstomakeitsopretty,butwemustgiveupourprivatewishes,ofcourse,andIwillseethatyouhaveagoodplaceelsewhere。Wouldn’tyouliketheflowertable?Thelittlegirlsundertookit,buttheyarediscouraged。Youcouldmakeacharmingthingofit,andtheflowertableisalwaysattractiveyouknow。“

  “Especiallytogentlemen,“addedMay,withalookwhichenlightenedAmyastoonecauseofhersuddenfallfromfavor。Shecoloredangrily,buttooknoothernoticeofthatgirlishsarcasm,andansweredwithunexpectedamiability……

  “Itshallbeasyouplease,Mrs。Chester。I’llgiveupmyplacehereatonce,andattendtotheflowers,ifyoulike。“

  “Youcanputyourownthingsonyourowntable,ifyouprefer,“beganMay,feelingalittleconscience-stricken,asshelookedattheprettyracks,thepaintedshells,andquaintilluminationsAmyhadsocarefullymadeandsogracefullyarranged。

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