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  Buthedid,ohblessyou,yes,hundredsoftimes,andsodidMeg,bothdeclaringthatitwasthesweetestjellytheyevermade,forfamilypeacewaspreservedinthatlittlefamilyjar。

  Afterthis,MeghadMr。Scotttodinnerbyspecialinvitation,andservedhimupapleasantfeastwithoutacookedwifeforthefirstcourse,onwhichoccasionshewassogayandgracious,andmadeeverythinggooffsocharmingly,thatMr。ScotttoldJohnhewasaluckyfellow,andshookhisheadoverthehardshipsofbachelorhoodallthewayhome。

  Intheautumn,newtrialsandexperiencescametoMeg。SallieMoffatrenewedherfriendship,wasalwaysrunningoutforadishofgossipatthelittlehouse,orinviting`thatpoordear’tocomeinandspendthedayatthebighouse。Itwaspleasant,forindullweatherMegoftenfeltlonely。Allwerebusyathome,Johnabsenttillnight,andnothingtodobutsew,orread,orpotterabout。

  SoitnaturallyfelloutthatMeggotintothewayofgaddingandgossipingwithherfriend。SeeingSallie’sprettythingsmadeherlongforsuch,andpityherselfbecauseshehadnotgotthem。Salliewasverykind,andoftenofferedherthecovetedtrifles,butMegdeclinedthem,knowingthatJohnwouldn’tlikeit,andthenthisfoolishlittlewomanwentanddidwhatJohndislikedevenworse。

  Sheknewherhusband’sincome,andshelovedtofeelthathetrustedher,notonlywithhishappiness,butwhatsomemenseemtovaluemore——hismoney。Sheknewwhereitwas,wasfreetotakewhatsheliked,andallheaskedwasthatsheshouldkeepaccountofeverypenny,paybillsonceamonth,andrememberthatshewasapoorman’swife。Tillnowshehaddonewell,beenprudentandexact,keptherlittleaccountbooksneatly,andshowedthemtohimmonthlywithoutfear。ButthatautumntheserpentgotintoMeg’sparadise,andtemptedherlikemanyamodernEve,notwithapples,butwithdress。Megdidn’tliketobepitiedandmadetofeelpoor。Itirritatedher,butshewasashamedtoconfessit,andnowandthenshetriedtoconsoleherselfbybuyingsomethingpretty,sothatSallieneedn’tthinkshehadtoeconomize。Shealwaysfeltwickedafterit,fortheprettythingswereseldomnecessaries,butthentheycostsolittle,itwasn’tworthworryingabout,sothetriflesincreasedunconsciously,andintheshoppingexcursionsshewasnolongerapassivelooker-on。

  Butthetriflescostmorethanonewouldimagine,andwhenshecastupheraccountsattheendofthemonththesumtotalratherscaredher。Johnwasbusythatmonthandleftthebillstoher,thenextmonthhewasabsent,butthethirdhehadagrandquarterlysettlingup,andMegneverforgotit。Afewdaysbeforeshehaddoneadreadfulthing,anditweigheduponherconscience。Salliehadbeenbuyingsilks,andMeglongedforanewone,justahandsomelightoneforparties,herblacksilkwassocommon,andthinthingsforeveningwearwereonlyproperforgirls。AuntMarchusuallygavethesistersapresentoftwenty-fivedollarsapieceatNewYear’s。

  Thatwasonlyamonthtowait,andherewasalovelyvioletsilkgoingatabargain,andshehadthemoney,ifsheonlydaredtotakeit。

  Johnalwayssaidwhatwashiswashers,butwouldhethinkitrighttospendnotonlytheprospectivefive-and-twenty,butanotherfive-and-twentyoutofthehouseholdfund?Thatwasthequestion。

  Salliehadurgedhertodoit,hadofferedtolendthemoney,andwiththebestintentionsinlifehadtemptedMegbeyondherstrength。

  Inanevilmomenttheshopmanheldupthelovely,shimmeringfolds,andsaid,“Abargain,Iassure,you,ma’am。“Sheanswered,“I’lltakeit,“anditwascutoffandpaidfor,andSalliehadexulted,andshehadlaughedasifitwereathingofnoconsequence,anddrivenaway,feelingasifshehadstolensomething,andthepolicewereafterher。

  Whenshegothome,shetriedtoassuagethepangsofremorsebyspreadingforththelovelysilk,butitlookedlesssilverynow,didn’tbecomeher,afterall,andthewords`fiftydollars’seemedstampedlikeapatterndowneachbreadth。Sheputitaway,butithauntedher,notdelightfullyasanewdressshould,butdreadfullyliketheghostofafollythatwasnoteasilylaid。WhenJohngotouthisbooksthatnight,Meg’sheartsank,andforthefirsttimeinhermarriedlife,shewasafraidofherhusband。Thekind,browneyeslookedasiftheycouldbestern,andthoughhewasunusuallymerry,shefanciedhehadfoundherout,butdidn’tmeantoletherknowit。Thehousebillswereallpaid,thebooksallinorder。

  Johnhadpraisedher,andwasundoingtheoldpocketbookwhichtheycalledthe`bank’,whenMeg,knowingthatitwasquiteempty,stoppedhishand,sayingnervously……

  “Youhaven’tseenmyprivateexpensebookyet。“

  Johnneveraskedtoseeit,butshealwaysinsistedonhisdoingso,andusedtoenjoyhismasculineamazementatthequeerthingswomenwanted,andmadehimguesswhatpipingwas,demandfiercelythemeaningofahug-me-tight,orwonderhowalittlethingcomposedofthreerosebuds,abitofvelvet,andapairofstrings,couldpossiblybeabonnet,andcostsixdollars。Thatnighthelookedasifhewouldlikethefunofquizzingherfiguresandpretendingtobehorrifiedatherextravagance,asheoftendid,beingparticularlyproudofhisprudentwife。

  Thelittlebookwasbroughtslowlyoutandlaiddownbeforehim。

  Meggotbehindhischairunderpretenseofsmoothingthewrinklesoutofhistiredforehead,andstandingthere,shesaid,withherpanicincreasingwitheveryword……

  “John,dear,I’mashamedtoshowyoumybook,forI’vereallybeendreadfullyextravagantlately。IgoaboutsomuchImusthavethings,youknow,andSallieadvisedmygettingit,soIdid,andmyNewYear’smoneywillpartlypayforit,butIwassorryafterIhaddoneit,forIknewyou’dthinkitwronginme。“

  Johnlaughed,anddrewherroundbesidehim,sayinggoodhumoredly,“Don’tgoandhide。Iwon’tbeatyouifyouhavegotapairofkillingboots。I’mratherproudofmywife’sfeet,anddon’tmindifshedoespayeightorninedollarsforherboots,iftheyaregoodones。“

  Thathadbeenoneofherlast`trifles’,andJohn’seyehadfallenonitashespoke。“Oh,whatwillhesaywhenhecomestothatawfulfiftydollars!“thoughtMeg,withashiver。

  “It’sworsethanboots,it’sasilkdress,“shesaid,withthecalmnessofdesperation,forshewantedtheworstover。

  “Well,dear,whatisthe`dem’dtotal’,asMr。Mantalinisays?“

  Thatdidn’tsoundlikeJohn,andsheknewhewaslookingupatherwiththestraightforwardlookthatshehadalwaysbeenreadytomeetandanswerwithoneasfranktillnow。Sheturnedthepageandherheadatthesametime,pointingtothesumwhichwouldhavebeenbadenoughwithoutthefifty,butwhichwasappallingtoherwiththatadded。Foraminutetheroomwasverystill,thenJohnsaidslowly——butshecouldfeelitcosthimanefforttoexpressnodispleasure……

  “Well,Idon’tknowthatfiftyismuchforadress,withallthefurbelowsandnotionsyouhavetohavetofinishitoffthesedays。“

  “Itisn’tmadeortrimmed,“sighedMeg,faintly,forasuddenrecollectionofthecoststilltobeincurredquiteoverwhelmedher。

  “Twenty-fiveyardsofsilkseemsagooddealtocoveronesmallwoman,butI’venodoubtmywifewilllookasfineasNedMoffat’swhenshegetsiton,“saidJohndryly。

  “Iknowyouareangry,John,butIcan’thelpit。Idon’tmeantowasteyourmoney,andIdidn’tthinkthoselittlethingswouldcountupso。Ican’tresistthemwhenIseeSalliebuyingallshewants,andpityingmebecauseIdon’t。Itrytobecontented,butitishard,andI’mtiredofbeingpoor。“

  Thelastwordswerespokensolowshethoughthedidnothearthem,buthedid,andtheywoundedhimdeeply,forhehaddeniedhimselfmanypleasuresforMeg’ssake。Shecouldhavebittenhertongueouttheminuteshehadsaidit,forJohnpushedthebooksawayandgotup,sayingwithalittlequiverinhisvoice,“Iwasafraidofthis。Idomybest,Meg。“Ifhehadscoldedher,orevenshakenher,itwouldnothavebrokenherheartlikethosefewwords。Sherantohimandheldhimclose,crying,withrepentanttears,“Oh,John,mydear,kind,hard-workingboy。Ididn’tmeanit!Itwassowicked,sountrueandungrateful,howcouldIsayit!

  Oh,howcouldIsayit!“

  Hewasverykind,forgaveherreadily,anddidnotutteronereproach,butMegknewthatshehaddoneandsaidathingwhichwouldnotbeforgottensoon,althoughhemightneveralludetoitagain。Shehadpromisedtolovehimforbetterorworse,andthenshe,hiswife,hadreproachedhimwithhispoverty,afterspendinghisearningsrecklessly。Itwasdreadful,andtheworstofitwasJohnwentonsoquietlyafterward,justasifnothinghadhappened,exceptthathestayedintownlater,andworkedatnightwhenshehadgonetocryherselftosleep。AweekorremorsenearlymadeMegsick,andthediscoverythatJohnhadcountermandedtheorderforhisnewgreatcoatreducedhertoastateofdespairwhichwaspathetictobehold。Hehadsimplysaid,inanswertohersurprisedinquiriesastothechange,“Ican’taffordit,mydear。“

  Megsaidnomore,butafewminutesafterhefoundherinthehallwithherfaceburiedintheoldgreatcoat,cryingasifherheartwouldbreak。

  Theyhadalongtalkthatnight,andMeglearnedtoloveherhusbandbetterforhispoverty,becauseitseemedtohavemadeamanofhim,givenhimthestrengthandcouragetofighthisownway,andtaughthimatenderpatiencewithwhichtobearandcomfortthenaturallongingsandfailuresofthoseheloved。

  Nextdaysheputherprideinherpocket,wenttoSallie,toldthetruth,andaskedhertobuythesilkasafavor。Thegood-

  naturedMrs。Moffatwillinglydidso,andhadthedelicacynottomakeherapresentofitimmediatelyafterward。ThenMegorderedhomethegreatcoat,andwhenJohnarrived,sheputiton,andaskedhimhowhelikedhernewsilkgown。Onecanimaginewhatanswerhemade,howhereceivedhispresent,andwhatablissfulstateofthingsensued。Johncamehomeearly,Meggaddednomore,andthatgreatcoatwasputoninthemorningbyaveryhappyhusband,andtakenoffatnightbyamostdevotedlittlewife。Sotheyearrolledround,andatmidsummertherecametoMeganewexperience,thedeepestandtenderestofawoman’slife。

  LauriecamesneakingintothekitchenoftheDovecoteoneSaturday,withanexcitedface,andwasreceivedwiththeclashofcymbals,forHannahclappedherhandswithasaucepaninoneandthecoverintheother。

  “How’sthelittlemamma?Whereiseverybody?Whydidn’tyoutellmebeforeIcamehome?“beganLaurieinaloudwhisper。

  “Happyasaqueen,thedear!Everysoulof`emisupstairsaworshipin’。Wedidn’twantnohurrycanesround。Nowyougointotheparlor,andI’llsend`emdowntoyou,“withwhichsomewhatinvolvedreplyHannahvanished,chucklingecstatically。

  PresentlyJoappeared,proudlybearingaflannelbundlelaidforthuponalargepillow。Jo’sfacewasverysober,buthereyestwinkled,andtherewasanoddsoundinhervoiceofrepressedemotionofsomesort。

  “Shutyoureyesandholdoutyourarms,“shesaidinvitingly。

  Lauriebackedprecipitatelyintoacorner,andputhishandsbehindhimwithanimploringgesture。“No,thankyou。I’drathernot。Ishalldropitorsmashit,assureasfate。“

  “Thenyoushan’tseeyournevvy,“saidJodecidedly,turningasiftogo。

  “Iwill,Iwill!Onlyyoumustberesponsiblefordamages。“

  Andobeyingorders,Laurieheroicallyshuthiseyeswhilesomethingwasputintohisarms。ApealoflaughterfromJo,Amy,Mrs。March,Hannah,andJohncausedhimtoopenthemthenextminute,tofindhimselfinvestedwithtwobabiesinsteadofone。

  Nowondertheylaughed,fortheexpressionofhisfacewasdrollenoughtoconvulseaQuaker,ashestoodandstaredwildlyfromtheunconsciousinnocentstothehilariousspectatorswithsuchdismaythatJosatdownonthefloorandscreamed。

  “Twins,byJupiter!“wasallhesaidforaminute,thenturningtothewomenwithanappealinglookthatwascomicallypiteous,headded,“Take`emquick,somebody!I’mgoingtolaugh,andIshalldrop`em。“

  Jorescuedhisbabies,andmarchedupanddown,withoneoneachare,asifalreadyinitiatedintothemysteriesofbabytending,whileLaurielaughedtillthetearsrandownhischeeks。

  “It’sthebestjokeoftheseason,isn’tit?Iwouldn’thavetoldyou,forIsetmyheartonsurprisingyou,andIflattermyselfI’vedoneit,“saidJo,whenshegotherbreath。

  “Ineverwasmorestaggeredinmylife。Isn’titfun?Aretheyboys?

  Whatareyougoingtonamethem?Let’shaveanotherlook。

  Holdmeup,Jo,foruponmylifeit’sonetoomanyforme,“returnedLaurie,regardingtheinfantswiththeairofabig,benevolentNewfoundlandlookingatapairofinfantilekittens。

  “Boyandgirl。Aren’ttheybeauties?“saidtheproudpapa,beaminguponthelittleredsquirmersasiftheywereunfledgedangels。

  “MostremarkablechildrenIeversaw。Whichiswhich?“andLauriebentlikeawell-sweeptoexaminetheprodigies。

  “Amyputablueribbonontheboyandapinkonthegirl,Frenchfashion,soyoucanalwaystell。Besides,onehasblueeyesandonebrown。Kissthem,UncleTeddy,“saidwickedJo。

  “I’mafraidtheymightn’tlikeit,“beganLaurie,withunusualtimidityinsuchmatters。

  “Ofcoursetheywill,theyareusedtoitnow。Doitthisminute,sir!“commandedJo,fearinghemightproposeaproxy。

  Lauriescreweduphisfaceandobeyedwithagingerlypeckateachlittlecheekthatproducedanotherlaugh,andmadethebabiessqueal。

  “There,Iknewtheydidn’tlikeit!That’stheboy,seehimkick,hehitsoutwithhisfistslikeagoodone。Nowthen,youngBrooke,pitchintoamanofyourownsize,willyou?“criedLaurie,delightedwithapokeinthefacefromatinyfist,flappingaimlesslyabout。

  “He’stobenamedJohnLaurence,andthegirlMargaret,aftermotherandgrandmother。WeshallcallherDaisey,soasnottohavetwoMegs,andIsupposethemanniewillbeJack,unlesswefindabettername,“saidAmy,withaunt-likeinterest。

  “NamehimDemijohn,andcallhimDemiforshort,“saidLaurie“DaisyandDemi,justthething!IknewTeddywoulddoit,“

  criedJoclappingherhands。

  Teddycertainlyhaddoneitthattime,forthebabieswere`Daisy’and`Demi’totheendofthechapter。

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  “Come,Jo,it’stime。“

  “Forwhat?“

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