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  Boththeloversbelievedthatanimmediatemarriagewould,fromeverypointofview,bebest。Itwasnotadvisablethatitshouldbelongdelayed,iftohappenatall,forthehealthofMissBarrettwassopoorthatanotherwinterinLondonmight,probablywould,meanirretrievableharm。

  SometimebeforethisshehadbecomeacquaintedwithMrs。Jameson,theeminentart-writer。Theregard,whichquicklydevelopedtoanaffectionateesteem,wasmutual。OneSeptembermorningMrs。Jamesoncalled,andafterhavingdweltonthegloomandperilofanotherwinterinLondon,dweltonthemagicofItaly,andconcludedbyinvitingMissBarretttoaccompanyherinherownimminentdepartureforabroad。Thepoetwastouchedandgrateful,but,pointingtoherinvalidsofa,andgentlyemphasisingherenfeebledhealthandotherdifficultcircumstances,excusedherselffromacceptanceofMrs。Jameson’sgenerousoffer。

  Inthe“MemoirsofMrs。Jameson“thatlady’sniece,Mrs。Macpherson,relateshowontheeveofherandheraunt’sdeparture,alittlenoteoffarewellarrivedfromMissBarrett,“deploringthewriter’sinabilitytocomeinpersonandbidherfriendgood-bye,asshewas`forcedtobesatisfiedwiththesofaandsilence。’“

  Itiseasytounderstand,therefore,withwhatamazementMrs。Jameson,shortlyafterherarrivalinParis,receivedaletterfromRobertBrowningtotheeffectthatheANDHISWIFEhadjustcomefromLondon,ontheirwaytoItaly。“Myaunt’ssurprisewassomethingalmostcomical,“

  writesMrs。Macpherson,“sostartlingandentirelyunexpectedwasthenews。“

  Anddulymarriedindeedthetwopoetshadbeen!

  FromthemomentthematterwasmootedtoMr。Barrett,heevincedhisrepugnancetotheidea。Tohimeventhemostfoolishassertionofhisownwasasacredpledge。Hecalledit“prideinhisword“:othersrecogniseditastheveryarroganceofobstinacy。Herefusedtocountenancethemarriageinanyway,refusedtohaveBrowning’snamementionedinhispresence,andevenwhenhisdaughtertoldhimthatshehaddefinitelymadeuphermind,heflatlydeclinedtoacknowledgeasevenpossiblewhatwasindeedveryimminent。

  Nordidheeverstepdownfromhisridiculouspinnacleofwoundedself-love。

  Favouritedaughterthoughshehadbeen,Mr。Barrettneverforgaveher,heldnocommunicationwithherevenwhenshebecameamother,anddidnotmentionherinhiswill。Itisneedlesstosayanythingmoreuponthissubject。WhatMr。andMrs。Browningwereinvariablyreticentuponcanwellbepassedoverwithmerementionofthefacts。

  Atthelastmomenttherehadbeengreathurryandconfusion。

  Butnevertheless,ontheforenoonofthe12thofSeptember1846,RobertBrowningandElizabethBarretthadunceremoniouslysteppedintoSt。Mary-le-boneChurchandtherebeenmarried。

  SosecrethadthematterbeenkeptthatevensucholdfriendsasRichardHengistHorneandMr。Kenyonwereinignoranceoftheeventforsometimeafterithadactuallyoccurred。

  Mrs。JamesonmadeallhastetothehotelwheretheBrowningswere,andultimatelypersuadedthemtoleavethehotelforthequieter`pension’

  intheRueVilled’Eveque,wheresheandMrs。Macphersonwerestaying。

  Thereafteritwasagreedthat,assoonasafortnighthadgoneby,theyshouldjourneytoItalytogether。

  Trulyenough,asMrs。Macphersonsays,thejourneymusthavebeen“enchanting,madeinsuchcompanionship。“BeforedepartingfromParis,Mrs。Jameson,inwritingtoafriend,alludedtoherunexpectedcompanions,andadded,“Bothexcellent:butGodhelpthem!forIknownothowthetwopoetheadsandpoetheartswillgetonthroughthisprosaicworld。“

  Thiskindlyfriendwasnottheonlypersonwhoexperiencedsimilardoubts。

  Oneacquaintance,nootherthanthePoet-Laureate,Wordsworth,added:

  “So,RobertBrowningandElizabethBarretthavegoneofftogether!

  Well,Ihopetheymayunderstandeachothernobodyelsecould!“

  Asamatteroffacttheydid,andtosuchgoodintentthattheyseemnevertohavehadonehourofdissatisfaction,neveronejarinthemusicoftheirlives。

  WhatahappywayfaringthroughFrancethatmusthavebeen!

  Thetravellinghadtobeslow,andwithfrequentinterruptions,onaccountofMrs。Browning’shealth:yetshesteadilyimproved,andwasalmostfromthestartabletotakemoreexercise,andtobelongerintheopenairthanhadforlongbeenherwont。

  Theypassedsouthward,andaftersomenovelexperiencesin`diligences’,reachedAvignon,wheretheyrestedforacoupleofdays。

  Thencealittleexpedition,apoeticalpilgrimage,wasmadetoVaucluse,sacredtothememoryofPetrarchandLaura。There,asMrs。Macphersonhastoldus,attheverysourceofthe“chiare,frescheedolceacque,“

  Browningtookhiswifeupinhisarms,and,carryingheracrossthroughtheshallowcurlingwaters,seatedheronarockthatrosethrone-likeinthemiddleofthestream。Thus,indeed,didloveandpoetrytakeanewpossessionofthespotimmortalisedbyPetrarch’slovingfancy。

  ThreeweekspassedhappilybeforePisa,theBrownings’destination,wasreached。Buteventhenthefriendswereunwillingtopart,andMrs。Jamesonandhernieceremainedinthedesertedoldcityforascoreofdayslonger。SowonderfulwasthechangewroughtinMrs。Browningbyhappiness,andbyalltheenfranchisementhermarriagemeantforher,that,asherfriendwrotetoMissMitford,“sheisnotmerelyimprovedbuttransformed。“Inthenewsunshinewhichhadcomeintoherlife,sheblossomedlikeaflower-budlongdelayedbygloomandchill。Herheart,intruth,waslikealarkwhenwaftedskywardbythefirstspring-wind。

  Atlasttohertherehadcomesomethingofthatpeaceshehadlongedfor,andthough,inthejoyofhernewlife,hergenius“likeanArabbirdsleptfloatinginthewind,“itwaswiththatrestfulhushwhichprecedesthecreativestorm。Thereissomethingdeeplypatheticinherconsciousjoy。Solittleactualexperienceoflifehadbeenhersthatinmanyrespectsshewasasachild:andshehadallthechild’syearningforthoseunsulliedhoursthatnevercomewhenoncetheyaremissed。

  Butitwasnottillloveunfastenedtheinnerchambersofherheartandbrainthatsherealisedtothefull,whatshehadoftendoubted,howsupremeathingmerelifeis。Itwasinsomesuchmoodthatshewrotethelovelyforty-secondofthe“SonnetsfromthePortuguese“,closingthus

  “LetusstayRatheronearth,Beloved,wheretheunfitContrariousmoodsofmenrecoilawayAndisolatepurespirits,andpermitAplacetostandandloveinforaday,Withdarknessandthedeath-hourroundingit。“

  AsforBrowning’slovetowardshiswife,nothingmoretenderandchivalroushaseverbeentoldofidealloversinanidealromance。

  Itissobeautifulastorythatoneoftenprefersittothesweetestorloftiestpoemthatcamefromthelipsofeither。

  Thatloveknewnosoilureinthepassageoftheyears。

  Liketheflameoforientallegend,itwasperenniallyincandescentthoughfednototherwisethanbysunlightandmoonshine。

  Ifitalonesurvive,itmayresolvethepoeticfameofeitherintooneimperishable,luminousrayofwhitelight:astheutteredsongfusedinthedeathlesspassionofSapphogleamsstar-likedownthecenturiesfromthehighsteepofLeucadoe。

  Itwashere,inPisa,Ihavebeentoldonindubitableauthority,thatBrowningfirstsawinmanuscriptthose“SonnetsfromthePortuguese“

  whichnopoetofPortugalhadeverwritten,whichnomancouldhavewritten,whichnootherwomanthanhiswifecouldhavecomposed。

  Fromthetimewhenithadfirstdawneduponherthatlovewastobehers,andthatthelaurelofpoetrywasnottobehersolecoronal,shehadfoundexpressionforherexquisitetroubleintheseshortpoems,whichshethinlydisguisedfrom`innerpublicity’whensheissuedthemas“fromthePortuguese“。

  Itispleasanttothinkoftheshydelightwithwhichthedelicate,flower-like,almostetherealpoet-wife,inthosememorablePisanevenings

  withthewindblowingsoundinglyfromthehillsofCarrara,orquiescentinadeepautumnalcalmbrokenonlybytheslowwashofArnoalongthesea-mossedlong-desertedquaysshowedherlove-poemstoherhusband。Withwhatloveandpridehemusthavereadthoseoutpouringsofthemostsensitiveandbeautifulnaturehehadevermet,vialsoflovelythoughtandlovelieremotion,allstoredagainstthecomingofagoldenday。

  “HowdoIlovethee?Letmecounttheways。

  IlovetheetothedepthandbreadthandheightMysoulcanreach,whenfeelingoutofsightFortheendsofBeingandidealGrace。

  Ilovetheetothelevelofeveryday’sMostquietneed,bysunandcandlelight。

  Ilovetheefreely,asmenstriveforRight;

  Ilovetheepurely,astheyturnfromPraise。

  IlovetheewiththepassionputtouseInmyoldgriefs,andwithmychildhood’sfaith。

  IlovetheewithaloveIseemedtoloseWithmylostsaints,Ilovetheewiththebreath,Smiles,tears,ofallmylife!and,ifGodchoose,IshallbutlovetheebetterafterDeath!“

  Evensuchheart-musicasthiscannothavethrilledhimmorethanthesetwoexquisitelines,withtheirtruthalmosttoopoignanttopermitofserenejoy

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