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  ’Shecouldnotseehisface,’saidEmily,’andshewasinsuchahurrytoescapethatshescarcelynoticedhim。’

  SirArthurappearedsatisfied,andtheconversationended。

  Thisslightconversation,repeatedaccuratelytomebyEmily,hadtheeffectofconfirming,ifindeedanythingwasrequiredtodoso,allthatIhadbeforebelievedastoEdward’sactualpresence;andInaturallybecame,ifpossible,moreanxiousthanevertodespatchthelettertoMr。

  Jefferies。Anopportunityatlengthoccurred。

  AsEmilyandIwerewalkingonedaynearthegateofthedemesne,aladfromthevillagehappenedtobepassingdowntheavenuefromthehouse;thespotwassecluded,andasthispersonwasnotconnectedbyservicewiththosewhoseobservationIdreaded,Icommittedthelettertohiskeeping,withstrictinjunctionsthatheshouldputitwithoutdelayintothereceiverofthetownpost-office;atthesametimeIaddedasuitablegratuity,andthemanhavingmademanyprotestationsofpunctuality,wassoonoutofsight。

  HewashardlygonewhenIbegantodoubtmydiscretioninhavingtrustedthisperson;butIhadnobetterorsafermeansofdespatchingtheletter,andIwasnotwarrantedinsuspectinghimofsuchwantondishonestyasaninclinationtotamperwithit;butIcouldnotbequitesatisfiedofitssafetyuntilIhadreceivedananswer,whichcouldnotarriveforafewdays。BeforeIdid,however,aneventoccurredwhichalittlesurprisedme。

  Iwassittinginmybedroomearlyintheday,readingbymyself,whenIheardaknockatthedoor。

  ’Comein,’saidI;andmyuncleenteredtheroom。

  ’Willyouexcuseme?’saidhe。’I

  soughtyouintheparlour,andthenceI

  havecomehere。Idesiredtosayawordwithyou。Itrustthatyouhavehithertofoundmyconducttoyousuchasthatofaguardiantowardshiswardshouldbe。’

  Idarednotwithholdmyconsent。

  ’And,’hecontinued,’Itrustthatyouhavenotfoundmeharshorunjust,andthatyouhaveperceived,mydearniece,thatIhavesoughttomakethispoorplaceasagreeabletoyouasmaybe。’

  Iassentedagain;andheputhishandinhispocket,whencehedrewafoldedpaper,anddashingituponthetablewithstartlingemphasis,hesaid:

  ’Didyouwritethatletter?’

  Thesuddenandtearfulalterationofhisvoice,manner,andface,but,morethanall,theunexpectedproductionofmylettertoMr。Jefferies,whichIatoncerecognised,soconfoundedandterrifiedme,thatIfeltalmostchoking。

  Icouldnotutteraword。

  ’Didyouwritethatletter?’herepeatedwithslowandintenseemphasis。’Youdid,liarandhypocrite!Youdaredtowritethisfoulandinfamouslibel;butitshallbeyourlast。Menwilluniversallybelieveyoumad,ifIchoosetocallforaninquiry。Icanmakeyouappearso。Thesuspicionsexpressedinthisletterarethehallucinationsandalarmsofmopinglunacy。

  Ihavedefeatedyourfirstattempt,madam;

  andbytheholyGod,ifeveryoumakeanother,chains,straw,darkness,andthekeeper’swhipshallbeyourlastingportion!’

  Withtheseastoundingwordshelefttheroom,leavingmealmostfainting。

  Iwasnowalmostreducedtodespair;

  mylastcasthadfailed;Ihadnocourseleftbutthatofelopingsecretlyfromthecastle,andplacingmyselfundertheprotectionofthenearestmagistrate。Ifeltifthiswerenotdone,andspeedily,thatI

  shouldbeMURDERED。

  Noone,frommeredescription,canhaveanideaoftheunmitigatedhorrorofmysituation——ahelpless,weak,inexperiencedgirl,placedunderthepowerandwhollyatthemercyofevilmen,andfeelingthatshehaditnotinherpowertoescapeforamomentfromthemalignantinfluencesunderwhichshewasprobablyfatedtofall;

  andwithaconsciousnessthatifviolence,ifmurderweredesigned,herdyingshriekwouldbelostinvoidspace;nohumanbeingwouldbeneartoaidher,nohumaninterpositioncoulddeliverher。

  IhadseenEdwardbutonceduringhisvisit,andasIdidnotmeetwithhimagain,Ibegantothinkthathemusthavetakenhisdeparture——aconvictionwhichwastoacertaindegreesatisfactory,asI

  regardedhisabsenceasindicatingtheremovalofimmediatedanger。

  Emilyalsoarrivedcircuitouslyatthesameconclusion,andnotwithoutgoodgrounds,forshemanagedindirectlytolearnthatEdward’sblackhorsehadactuallybeenforadayandpartofanightinthecastlestables,justatthetimeofherbrother’ssupposedvisit。Thehorsehadgone,and,assheargued,theridermusthavedepartedwithit。

  Thispointbeingsofarsettled,Ifeltalittlelessuncomfortable:whenbeingonedayaloneinmybedroom,Ihappenedtolookoutfromthewindow,and,tomyun-

  utterablehorror,Ibeheld,peeringthroughanoppositecasement,mycousinEdward’sface。HadIseentheevilonehimselfinbodilyshape,Icouldnothaveexperiencedamoresickeningrevulsion。

  Iwastoomuchappalledtomoveatoncefromthewindow,butIdidsosoonenoughtoavoidhiseye。Hewaslookingfixedlyintothenarrowquadrangleuponwhichthewindowopened。Ishrankbackunperceived,topasstherestofthedayinterroranddespair。Iwenttomyroomearlythatnight,butIwastoomiserabletosleep。

  Atabouttwelveo’clock,feelingverynervous,IdeterminedtocallmycousinEmily,whoslept,youwillremember,inthenextroom,whichcommunicatedwithminebyaseconddoor。BythisprivateentranceIfoundmywayintoherchamber,andwithoutdifficultypersuadedhertoreturntomyroomandsleepwithme。

  Weaccordinglylaydowntogether,sheundressed,andIwithmyclotheson,forI

  waseverymomentwalkingupanddowntheroom,andfelttoonervousandmiserabletothinkofrestorcomfort。

  Emilywassoonfastasleep,andIlayawake,ferventlylongingforthefirstpalegleamofmorning,reckoningeverystrokeoftheoldclockwithanimpatiencewhichmadeeveryhourappearlikesix。

  Itmusthavebeenaboutoneo’clockwhenIthoughtIheardaslightnoiseatthepartition-doorbetweenEmily’sroomandmine,asifcausedbysomebody’sturningthekeyinthelock。Iheldmybreath,andthesamesoundwasrepeatedattheseconddoorofmyroom——thatwhichopeneduponthelobby——thesoundwasheredistinctlycausedbytherevolutionoftheboltinthelock,anditwasfollowedbyaslightpressureuponthedooritself,asiftoascertainthesecurityofthelock。

  Theperson,whoeveritmightbe,wasprobablysatisfied,forIheardtheoldboardsofthelobbycreakandstrain,asifundertheweightofsomebodymovingcautiouslyoverthem。Mysenseofhearingbecameunnaturally,almostpainfullyacute。Isupposetheimaginationaddeddistinctnesstosoundsvagueinthemselves。

  IthoughtthatIcouldactuallyhearthebreathingofthepersonwhowasslowlyreturningdownthelobby。Attheheadofthestaircasethereappearedtooccurapause;andIcoulddistinctlyheartwoorthreesentenceshastilywhispered;thestepsthendescendedthestairswithapparentlylesscaution。Inowventuredtowalkquicklyandlightlytothelobby-door,andattemptedtoopenit;itwasindeedfastlockedupontheoutside,aswasalsotheother。

  Inowfeltthatthedreadfulhourwascome;butonedesperateexpedientremained——itwastoawakenEmily,andbyourunitedstrengthtoattempttoforcethepartition-door,whichwasslighterthantheother,andthroughthistopasstothelowerpartofthehouse,whenceitmightbepossibletoescapetothegrounds,andforthtothevillage。

  IreturnedtothebedsideandshookEmily,butinvain。NothingthatIcoulddoavailedtoproducefromhermorethanafewincoherentwords——itwasadeath-

  likesleep。Shehadcertainlydrankofsomenarcotic,ashadIprobablyalso,spiteofallthecautionwithwhichIhadexaminedeverythingpresentedtoustoeatordrink。

  Inowattempted,withaslittlenoiseaspossible,toforcefirstonedoor,thentheother——butallinvain。Ibelievenostrengthcouldhaveeffectedmyobject,forbothdoorsopenedinwards。IthereforecollectedwhatevermovablesIcouldcarrythither,andpiledthemagainstthedoors,soastoassistmeinwhateverattemptsI

  shouldmaketoresisttheentranceofthosewithout。Ithenreturnedtothebedandendeavouredagain,butfruitlessly,toawakenmycousin。Itwasnotsleep,itwastorpor,lethargy,death。Ikneltdownandprayedwithanagonyofearnestness;

  andthenseatingmyselfuponthebed,I

  awaitedmyfatewithakindofterribletranquillity。

  IheardafaintclankingsoundfromthenarrowcourtwhichIhavealreadymentioned,asifcausedbythescrapingofsomeironinstrumentagainststonesorrubbish。IatfirstdeterminednottodisturbthecalmnesswhichInowfelt,byuselesslywatchingtheproceedingsofthosewhosoughtmylife;butasthesoundscontinued,thehorriblecuriositywhichI

  feltovercameeveryotheremotion,andI

  determined,atallhazards,togratifyit。

  Ithereforecrawleduponmykneestothewindow,soastoletthesmallestportionofmyheadappearabovethesill。

  Themoonwasshiningwithanuncertainradianceupontheantiquegreybuildings,andobliquelyuponthenarrowcourtbeneath,onesideofwhichwasthereforeclearlyilluminated,whiletheotherwaslostinobscurity,thesharpoutlinesoftheoldgables,withtheirnoddingclustersofivy,beingatfirstalonevisible。

  Whoeverorwhateveroccasionedthenoisewhichhadexcitedmycuriosity,wasconcealedundertheshadowofthedarksideofthequadrangle。Iplacedmyhandovermyeyestoshadethemfromthemoonlight,whichwassobrightastobealmostdazzling,and,peeringintothedarkness,Ifirstdimly,butafterwardsgradually,almostwithfulldistinctness,beheldtheformofamanengagedindiggingwhatappearedtobearudeholecloseunderthewall。Someimplements,probablyashovelandpickaxe,laybesidehim,andtotheseheeverynowandthenappliedhimselfasthenatureofthegroundrequired。Hepursuedhistaskrapidly,andwithaslittlenoiseaspossible。

  ’So,’thoughtI,as,shovelfulaftershovel-

  ful,thedislodgedrubbishmountedintoaheap,’theyarediggingthegraveinwhich,beforetwohourspass,Imustlie,acold,mangledcorpse。IamTHEIRS——Icannotescape。’

  Ifeltasifmyreasonwasleavingme。

  Istartedtomyfeet,andinmeredespairI

  appliedmyselfagaintoeachofthetwodoorsalternately。Istrainedeverynerveandsinew,butImightaswellhaveattempted,withmysinglestrength,toforcethebuildingitselffromitsfoundation。I

  threwmyselfmadlyupontheground,andclaspedmyhandsovermyeyesasiftoshutoutthehorribleimageswhichcrowdeduponme。

  Theparoxysmpassedaway。Iprayedoncemore,withthebitter,agonisedfervourofonewhofeelsthatthehourofdeathispresentandinevitable。WhenIarose,I

  wentoncemoretothewindowandlookedout,justintimetoseeashadowyfigureglidestealthilyalongthewall。Thetaskwasfinished。Thecatastropheofthetragedymustsoonbeaccomplished。

  Ideterminednowtodefendmylifetothelast;andthatImightbeabletodosowithsomeeffect,Isearchedtheroomforsomethingwhichmightserveasaweapon;buteitherthroughaccident,orfromananticipationofsuchapossibility,everythingwhichmighthavebeenmadeavailableforsuchapurposehadbeencarefullyremoved。Imustthendietamelyandwithoutanefforttodefendmyself。

  Athoughtsuddenlystruckme——mightitnotbepossibletoescapethroughthedoor,whichtheassassinmustopeninordertoentertheroom?Iresolvedtomaketheattempt。Ifeltassuredthatthedoorthroughwhichingresstotheroomwouldbeeffected,wasthatwhichopeneduponthelobby。Itwasthemoredirectway,besidesbeing,forobviousreasons,lessliabletointerruptionthantheother。

  Iresolved,then,toplacemyselfbehindaprojectionofthewall,whoseshadowwouldservefullytoconcealme,andwhenthedoorshouldbeopened,andbeforetheyshouldhavediscoveredtheidentityoftheoccupantofthebed,tocreepnoiselesslyfromtheroom,andthentotrusttoProvidenceforescape。

  Inordertofacilitatethisscheme,I

  removedallthelumberwhichIhadheapedagainstthedoor;andIhadnearlycompletedmyarrangements,whenIperceivedtheroomsuddenlydarkenedbythecloseapproachofsomeshadowyobjecttothewindow。Onturningmyeyesinthatdirection,Iobservedatthetopofthecasement,asifsuspendedfromabove,firstthefeet,thenthelegs,thenthebody,andatlengththewholefigureofamanpresenthimself。ItwasEdwardT——n。

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