第9章
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  “No,madame,“repliedthebaron,reddening,“theywelcomedwithastormofenthusiasmthemostbeautifulladyofFrance,theadoredqueen,themotherofallpoorandsufferingones。“

  “Andyettherewasadissonantnotewhichmingledwithallthesejubileetones,“saidthequeen,thoughtfully。“Whileallwereshouting,therecameonevoicewhichsoundedtomyearlikethesongofthebirdofmisfortune。Believeme,Besenval,everythingisnotasitoughttobe。Thereissomethingintheairwhichfillsmewithanxietyandfear。Icannotdriveitaway;IfeelthattheswordofDamoclesishangingovermyhead,andthatmyhandsaretooweaktoremoveit。“

  “AwoetothetraitorswhohavedaredtoraisetheswordofDamoclesovertheheadofthequeen!“criedthebaron,furiously。

  “Woetothem,butwoetometoo!“repliedthequeen,withgentlesadness。“IhavethismorninghadastormyinterviewwithMadameAdelaide。Itappearsthatmyenemieshaveconcoctedanewwayofattackingme,andMadameAdelaidewastheheraldtoannouncethebeginningofthetournament。“

  “Didsheventuretobringanyaccusationsagainstyourmajesty?“

  askedBesenval。Thequeenreplyingintheaffirmativewithanod,hewenton。“Butwhatcantheysay?Whencedotheydrawthepoisonedarrowstowoundthenoblestandtruestofhearts?“

  “Theydrawthemfromtheirjealousy,fromtheirhatredagainstthehouseofAustria,fromtheragewithwhichtheylookuponthemannerinwhichthekinghasbestowedhislove。’Whatcantheysay?’Theymakeoutoflittlethingsmonstrouscrimes。Theyletapebblegrowintoagreatrock,withwhichtheystrivetosmitemedown。Oh,myfriend,Ihavesufferedagreatdealto-day,and,inordertotellyouthis,Ichoseyouasmycompanion。Idarenotcomplainbeforetheking,“MarieAntoinettewenton,whiletwotearsrolledslowlydownhercheeks,“forIwillnotbethemeansofopeningabreachinthefamily,andthekingwouldcausethemtofeelhiswrathwhohavedrawntearsfromtheeyesofhiswife。Butyouaremyfriend,Besenval,andIconfideinyourfriendshipandinyourhonor。Now,tellme,youwhoknowtheworld,andwhoaremyseniorinexperienceoflife,tellmewhetherIdowrongtoliveasIdo。Aretheking’sauntsrightinchargingituponmeasacrime,thatItakepartinthesimplejoysoflife,thatItakedelightinmyyouthandamhappy?IstheCountdeProvencerightinchargingme,aswithacrime,thatIamthechiefcounselloroftheking,andthatI

  venturetogivehimmyviewsregardingpoliticalmatters?AmI

  reallycondemnedtostandatanunapproachabledistancefromthepeopleandthecourt,likeabeautifulstatue?Isitdeniedtometohavefeeling,toloveandtohate,likeeverybodyelse?IstheQueenofFrancenothingbutthesacrificiallambwhichthedumbidoletiquettecarriesinitsleadenarms,andcrushesbyslowlypressingittoitself?Tellme,Besenval;speaktomelikeanhonorableanduprightman,andrememberthatGodisaboveusandhearsourwords!“

  “MayGodbemywitness,“saidBesenval,solemnly。“Nothingliesnearermyheartthanthatyourmajestyhearme。Formylife,myhappiness,andmymisery,allliewrappedupintheheartofyourmajesty。No,Ianswer——no;theauntsoftheking,theoldprincesses,lookwiththebasiliskeyeofenvyfromafalsepoint。

  Theyhavelivedatthecourtoftheirfather;theyhaveseenViceputonthetrappingsofVirtue;theyhaveseenShamelessnessarrayitselfinthegarmentsofInnocence,andtheynolongerretaintheirfaithinVirtueorInnocence。Thepurityofthequeenappearstothemtobeastudiedcoquetry,herunconstrainedcheerfulnesstobeculpablefrivolity。No,theCountdeProvenceisnotrightinbringingthechargeagainstthekingthatitiswronginhimtolovehiswifewiththeintensityandselfsurrenderwithwhichacitizenlovesthewifewhomhehashimselfselected。Heisnotrightinallegingitasanaccusationagainstyou,thatyouarethecounselloroftheking,andthatyouseektocontrolpoliticalaction。Yourwholeoffenceliesinthefactthatyourpoliticalviewsaredifferentfromhis,andthat,throughtheinfluencewhichyouhavegainedovertheheartoftheking,hisauntsaredrivenintothebackground。YourmajestyisanAustrian,afriendoftheDukedeChoiseul。Thatisyourwholeoffence。NowyouwouldnotbelessblameworthyintheeyesoftheseenemieswereyoutoliveinexactconformitywiththeetiquettebooksoftheQueenofFrance,coveredwiththedustofahundredyears。Yourmajestywouldthereforedoyourselfandthewholecourtaninjurywereyoutoallowyouryouth,yourbeauty,andyourinnocence,tobesubjectedtotheseoldlaws。Itwerefollytocondemnyourselftoennuiandsolitude。DoesnottheQueenofFranceenjoyarightwhichthemeanestofhersubjectspossesses,ofcollectingherownchosenfriendsaroundherandtakingherpleasurewiththem。Welive,I

  know,inanageofrecklessacts;butmaytherenotbesomerecklessnessindealingwiththefolliesofetiquette?Theybringitasachargeagainstyourmajestythatyouadjurethegreatcourtcircles,andthestiffsetwithwhichtheroyalfamilyofFranceusedtomartyritself。Theysaythatbygivingupceremonyyouareunderminingtherespectwhichthepeopleoughttocherishtowardroyalty。Butwoulditnotbelaughabletothinkthattheobedienceofthepeopledependsuponthenumberofthehourswhicharoyalfamilymayspendinthesocietyoftediousandwearisomecourtiers?

  No,myqueen,donotlistentothehissofthehostileserpentswhichsurroundyou。Go,courageously,yourownway——thewayofinnocence,guilelessness,andlove。“

  “Ithankyou——oh,Ithankyou!“criedMarieAntoinette。“Youhaveliftedheavydoubtsfrommyheartandstrengthenedmycourage。I

  thankyou!“

  And,withbeamingeyesandasweetsmile,sheextendedbothherhandstothebaron。

  Hepressedthemtightlywithinhisown,and,sinkinguponhisknee,drewtheroyalhandswithaglowtohislips。

  “Oh,myqueen,mymistress!“hecried,passionately,“beholdatyourfeetyourmostfaithfulservant,yourmostdevotedslave。Receivefrommetheoathofmyeternaldevotionandlove。Youhavehonoredmewithyourconfidence,youhavecalledmeyourfriend。Butmysoulandmyheartglowforanothername。Speaktheword,MarieAntoinette,theword——“

  Thequeendrewback,andthepalenessofdeathspreadoverhercheeks。Shehadattheoutsetlistenedwithamazement,thenwithhorrorandindignation,totheinsolentwordsofthebaron,andgraduallyhergentlefeaturesassumedafierceanddisdainfulexpression。

  “Mylord,“shesaid,withthenobledignityofaqueen,“ItoldyoubeforethatGodisaboveus,andhearsourwords。Youhavespoken,wantonly,andGodhasheardyou。ToHimIleavethepunishmentofyourwantonness。Standup,mylord!thekingshallknownothingofaninsultwhichwouldhavebroughtyouintoignominywithhimforever。Butifyouever,byaglanceoragesture,recallthisbothwantonandridiculousscene,thekingshallhearallfromme!“

  Andwhilethequeenpointed,withaproudanddignifiedgesture,totheplacewhichwastheirgoal,shesaid,withcommandingtone:

  “Gobefore,mylord;Iwillfollowyoualone。“TheBarondeBesenval,theexperiencedcourtier,thepractisedmanoftheworld,wasundergoingwhatwasnewtohim;hefelthimselfperplexed,ashamed,andnolongermasterofhiswords。Hehadrisenfromhisknees,and,aftermakingastiffobeisancetothequeen,heturnedandwentwithaswiftstepandcrestfallenlookalongthepathwhichthequeenhadindicated。

  MarieAntoinettefollowedhimwithhereyessolongasheremainedinsight,thenlookedwithalong,sadglancearoundher。

  “AndsoIamaloneagain,“shewhispered,“andpoorerbyoneillusionmore。Ah,andisitthentruethatthereisnofriendshipforme;musteveryfriendbeanenvierorelsealover?Eventhisman,whomIhonoredwithmyconfidence,towardwhomIcherishedthefeelingofapupiltowardateacher,eventhismanhasdaredtoinsultme!Ah,mustmyheartencounteranewwondereveryday,andmustmyhappinessbepurchasedwithsomanypains?“

  Andwithadeepcryofpainthequeendrewherhandstoherface,andweptbitterly。Allaroundwasstill。Onlyhereandtherewereheardthesongsofthebirdsinthebushes,lightanddreamy;whilethetrees,swayedbythewind,gentlywhispered,asiftheywantedtoquietthegriefofthequeen,anddryupthosetearswhichfellupontheflowers。

  Allatonce,afterashortpause,thequeenletherhandsfallagain,andraisedherheadwithproudanddefiantenergy。

  “Awaywithtears!“shesaid。“Whatwouldmyfriendssayweretheytoseeme?Whatbuzzingandwhisperingwouldtherebe,weretheytoseethatthegentlequeen,thealwayshappyandcarelessMarieAntoinette,hadshedtears?Oh,myGod!“shecried,raisingherlargeeyestoheaven,“Ihavetodaypaidinterestenoughformyhappiness;preserveformeatleastthecapital,andIwillcheerfullypaytheworldthehighestrates,suchasonlyamiserlyusurercandesire。“

  Andwithaproudspirit,andaloftycarriage,thequeenstrodeforwardalongthepath。Thebushesbegantoletthelightthrough,andthequeenemergedfromtheEnglishgardenintothesmallplain,inwhosemidstMarieAntoinettehaderectedherArcadia,herdreamofparadise。Thequeenstoodstill,andwithacountenancewhichquicklykindledwithjoy,andwitheyeswhichbeamedwithpleasure,lookedatthelovelyviewwhichhadbeencalledintobeingbytheskillofherarchitect,HubertRobert。

  Andthequeenmightwellrejoiceinthiscreation,thispoeticidyl,whicharoseoutofthesplendorofpalaceslikeavioletinthesand,andamongthevariegatedtropicalflowerswhichadornthetableofaking。Closelyadjoiningeachotherwerelittlehouseslikethoseinwhichpeasantslive,thepeasantwomenbeingtheproudladiesoftheroyalcourt。Alittlebrookbabbledbehindthehouses,andturnedwithitsfoamingtorrentthewhitewheelofthemillwhichwasattheextremityofthevillage。Nearthemill,fartheron,stoodentirelyalonealittlepeasant’shouse,especiallytastefulandelegant。Itwassurroundedbyflowerbeds,vineyards,andlaurelpaths。Theroofwascoveredwithstraw;thelittlepaneswereheldbyleadstothesashes。ItwasthehomeofMarieAntoinette。Thequeenherselfmadethedrawings,andwroughtouttheplan。Itwasherchoicethatitshouldbesmall,simple,andmodest;

  thatitshouldhavenottheslightestappearanceofnewness,andthatrentsandfissuresshouldberepresentedonthewallbyartificialcontrivances,soastogivethehouseanoldlook,andanappearanceofhavingbeeninjured。Shehadlittlethoughthowspeedilytimecoulddemolishthesimplepastimesofaqueen。Closebystoodastillsmallerhouse,knownasthemilkroom。Itwasclosetothebrook。AndwhenMarieAntoinette,withherpeasantwomen,hadmilkedthecows,theyborethemilkthroughthevillageinwhitebuckets,withsilverhandles,tothemilkroom,whereitwaspouredoutintopretty,whitepansstandingontablesofwhitemarble。Ontheothersideoftheroadwasthehouseofthechiefmagistrateofthevillage,andclosebylivedtheschoolmaster。

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