第95章
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  ThatJuliaescapedbetterthanMariawasowing,insomemeasure,toafavourabledifferenceofdispositionandcircumstance,butinagreatertoherhavingbeenlessthedarlingofthatveryaunt,lessflatteredandlessspoilt。

  Herbeautyandacquirementshadheldbutasecondplace。

  ShehadbeenalwaysusedtothinkherselfalittleinferiortoMaria。Hertemperwasnaturallytheeasiestofthetwo;

  herfeelings,thoughquick,weremorecontrollable,andeducationhadnotgivenhersoveryhurtfuladegreeofself-consequence。

  ShehadsubmittedthebesttothedisappointmentinHenryCrawford。Afterthefirstbitternessoftheconvictionofbeingslightedwasover,shehadbeentolerablysooninafairwayofnotthinkingofhimagain;

  andwhentheacquaintancewasrenewedintown,andMr。Rushworth’shousebecameCrawford’sobject,shehadhadthemeritofwithdrawingherselffromit,andofchusingthattimetopayavisittoherotherfriends,inordertosecureherselffrombeingagaintoomuchattracted。

  Thishadbeenhermotiveingoingtohercousin’s。

  Mr。Yates’sconveniencehadhadnothingtodowithit。

  Shehadbeenallowinghisattentionssometime,butwithverylittleideaofeveracceptinghim;

  andhadnothersister’sconductburstforthasitdid,andherincreaseddreadofherfatherandofhome,onthatevent,imaginingitscertainconsequencetoherselfwouldbegreaterseverityandrestraint,madeherhastilyresolveonavoidingsuchimmediatehorrorsatallrisks,itisprobablethatMr。Yateswouldneverhavesucceeded。

  Shehadnotelopedwithanyworsefeelingsthanthoseofselfishalarm。Ithadappearedtohertheonlythingtobedone。Maria’sguilthadinducedJulia’sfolly。

  HenryCrawford,ruinedbyearlyindependenceandbaddomesticexample,indulgedinthefreaksofacold-bloodedvanityalittletoolong。Onceithad,byanopeningundesignedandunmerited,ledhimintothewayofhappiness。

  Couldhehavebeensatisfiedwiththeconquestofoneamiablewoman’saffections,couldhehavefoundsufficientexultationinovercomingthereluctance,inworkinghimselfintotheesteemandtendernessofFannyPrice,therewouldhavebeeneveryprobabilityofsuccessandfelicityforhim。

  Hisaffectionhadalreadydonesomething。Herinfluenceoverhimhadalreadygivenhimsomeinfluenceoverher。

  Wouldhehavedeservedmore,therecanbenodoubtthatmorewouldhavebeenobtained,especiallywhenthatmarriagehadtakenplace,whichwouldhavegivenhimtheassistanceofherconscienceinsubduingherfirstinclination,andbroughtthemveryoftentogether。

  Wouldhehavepersevered,anduprightly,Fannymusthavebeenhisreward,andarewardveryvoluntarilybestowed,withinareasonableperiodfromEdmund’smarryingMary。

  Hadhedoneasheintended,andasheknewheought,bygoingdowntoEveringhamafterhisreturnfromPortsmouth,hemighthavebeendecidinghisownhappydestiny。

  ButhewaspressedtostayforMrs。Fraser’sparty;

  hisstayingwasmadeofflatteringconsequence,andhewastomeetMrs。Rushworththere。Curiosityandvanitywerebothengaged,andthetemptationofimmediatepleasurewastoostrongforamindunusedtomakeanysacrificetoright:heresolvedtodeferhisNorfolkjourney,resolvedthatwritingshouldanswerthepurposeofit,orthatitspurposewasunimportant,andstaid。HesawMrs。Rushworth,wasreceivedbyherwithacoldnesswhichoughttohavebeenrepulsive,andhaveestablishedapparentindifferencebetweenthemforever;buthewasmortified,hecouldnotbeartobethrownoffbythewomanwhosesmileshadbeensowhollyathiscommand:hemustexerthimselftosubduesoproudadisplayofresentment;itwasangeronFanny’saccount;hemustgetthebetterofit,andmakeMrs。RushworthMariaBertramagaininhertreatmentofhimself。

  Inthisspirithebegantheattack,andbyanimatedperseverancehadsoonre-establishedthesortoffamiliarintercourse,ofgallantry,offlirtation,whichboundedhisviews;butintriumphingoverthediscretionwhich,thoughbeginninginanger,mighthavesavedthemboth,hehadputhimselfinthepoweroffeelingsonhersidemorestrongthanhehadsupposed。Shelovedhim;

  therewasnowithdrawingattentionsavowedlydeartoher。

  Hewasentangledbyhisownvanity,withaslittleexcuseofloveaspossible,andwithoutthesmallestinconstancyofmindtowardshercousin。TokeepFannyandtheBertramsfromaknowledgeofwhatwaspassingbecamehisfirstobject。SecrecycouldnothavebeenmoredesirableforMrs。Rushworth’screditthanhefeltitforhisown。WhenhereturnedfromRichmond,hewouldhavebeengladtoseeMrs。Rushworthnomore。

  Allthatfollowedwastheresultofherimprudence;

  andhewentoffwithheratlast,becausehecouldnothelpit,regrettingFannyevenatthemoment,butregrettingherinfinitelymorewhenallthebustleoftheintriguewasover,andaveryfewmonthshadtaughthim,bytheforceofcontrast,toplaceayethighervalueonthesweetnessofhertemper,thepurityofhermind,andtheexcellenceofherprinciples。

  Thatpunishment,thepublicpunishmentofdisgrace,shouldinajustmeasureattend_his_shareoftheoffenceis,weknow,notoneofthebarrierswhichsocietygivestovirtue。Inthisworldthepenaltyislessequalthancouldbewished;butwithoutpresumingtolookforwardtoajusterappointmenthereafter,wemayfairlyconsideramanofsense,likeHenryCrawford,tobeprovidingforhimselfnosmallportionofvexationandregret:

  vexationthatmustrisesometimestoself-reproach,andregrettowretchedness,inhavingsorequitedhospitality,soinjuredfamilypeace,soforfeitedhisbest,mostestimable,andendearedacquaintance,andsolostthewomanwhomhehadrationallyaswellaspassionatelyloved。

  Afterwhathadpassedtowoundandalienatethetwofamilies,thecontinuanceoftheBertramsandGrantsinsuchcloseneighbourhoodwouldhavebeenmostdistressing;

  buttheabsenceofthelatter,forsomemonthspurposelylengthened,endedveryfortunatelyinthenecessity,oratleastthepracticability,ofapermanentremoval。

  Dr。Grant,throughaninterestonwhichhehadalmostceasedtoformhopes,succeededtoastallinWestminster,which,asaffordinganoccasionforleavingMansfield,anexcuseforresidenceinLondon,andanincreaseofincometoanswertheexpensesofthechange,washighlyacceptabletothosewhowentandthosewhostaid。

  Mrs。Grant,withatempertoloveandbeloved,musthavegonewithsomeregretfromthescenesandpeopleshehadbeenusedto;butthesamehappinessofdispositionmustinanyplace,andanysociety,secureheragreatdealtoenjoy,andshehadagainahometoofferMary;

  andMaryhadhadenoughofherownfriends,enoughofvanity,ambition,love,anddisappointmentinthecourseofthelasthalf-year,tobeinneedofthetruekindnessofhersister’sheart,andtherationaltranquillityofherways。

  Theylivedtogether;andwhenDr。Granthadbroughtonapoplexyanddeath,bythreegreatinstitutionarydinnersinoneweek,theystilllivedtogether;forMary,thoughperfectlyresolvedagainsteverattachingherselftoayoungerbrotheragain,waslonginfindingamongthedashingrepresentatives,oridleheir-apparents,whowereatthecommandofherbeauty,andher20,000,anyonewhocouldsatisfythebettertasteshehadacquiredatMansfield,whosecharacterandmannerscouldauthoriseahopeofthedomestichappinessshehadtherelearnedtoestimate,orputEdmundBertramsufficientlyoutofherhead。

  Edmundhadgreatlytheadvantageofherinthisrespect。

  Hehadnottowaitandwishwithvacantaffectionsforanobjectworthytosucceedherinthem。ScarcelyhadhedoneregrettingMaryCrawford,andobservingtoFannyhowimpossibleitwasthatheshouldevermeetwithsuchanotherwoman,beforeitbegantostrikehimwhetheraverydifferentkindofwomanmightnotdojustaswell,oragreatdealbetter:whetherFannyherselfwerenotgrowingasdear,asimportanttohiminallhersmilesandallherways,asMaryCrawfordhadeverbeen;

  andwhetheritmightnotbeapossible,anhopefulundertakingtopersuadeherthatherwarmandsisterlyregardforhimwouldbefoundationenoughforweddedlove。

  Ipurposelyabstainfromdatesonthisoccasion,thateveryonemaybeatlibertytofixtheirown,awarethatthecureofunconquerablepassions,andthetransferofunchangingattachments,mustvarymuchastotimeindifferentpeople。Ionlyentreateverybodytobelievethatexactlyatthetimewhenitwasquitenaturalthatitshouldbeso,andnotaweekearlier,EdmunddidceasetocareaboutMissCrawford,andbecameasanxioustomarryFannyasFannyherselfcoulddesire。

  Withsucharegardforher,indeed,ashishadlongbeen,aregardfoundedonthemostendearingclaimsofinnocenceandhelplessness,andcompletedbyeveryrecommendationofgrowingworth,whatcouldbemorenaturalthanthechange?Loving,guiding,protectingher,ashehadbeendoingeversinceherbeingtenyearsold,hermindinsogreatadegreeformedbyhiscare,andhercomfortdependingonhiskindness,anobjecttohimofsuchcloseandpeculiarinterest,dearerbyallhisownimportancewithherthananyoneelseatMansfield,whatwastherenowtoadd,butthatheshouldlearntoprefersoftlighteyestosparklingdarkones。

  Andbeingalwayswithher,andalwaystalkingconfidentially,andhisfeelingsexactlyinthatfavourablestatewhicharecentdisappointmentgives,thosesoftlighteyescouldnotbeverylonginobtainingthepre-eminence。

  Havingoncesetout,andfeltthathehaddonesoonthisroadtohappiness,therewasnothingonthesideofprudencetostophimormakehisprogressslow;

  nodoubtsofherdeserving,nofearsofoppositionoftaste,noneedofdrawingnewhopesofhappinessfromdissimilarityoftemper。Hermind,disposition,opinions,andhabitswantednohalf-concealment,noself-deceptiononthepresent,norelianceonfutureimprovement。Eveninthemidstofhislateinfatuation,hehadacknowledgedFanny’smentalsuperiority。Whatmustbehissenseofitnow,therefore?Shewasofcourseonlytoogoodforhim;

  butasnobodymindshavingwhatistoogoodforthem,hewasverysteadilyearnestinthepursuitoftheblessing,anditwasnotpossiblethatencouragementfromhershouldbelongwanting。Timid,anxious,doubtingasshewas,itwasstillimpossiblethatsuchtendernessashersshouldnot,attimes,holdoutthestrongesthopeofsuccess,thoughitremainedforalaterperiodtotellhimthewholedelightfulandastonishingtruth。Hishappinessinknowinghimselftohavebeensolongthebelovedofsuchaheart,musthavebeengreatenoughtowarrantanystrengthoflanguageinwhichhecouldclotheittoherortohimself;

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