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  HowherheartswelledwithjoyandgratitudeasshepassedthebarriersofPortsmouth,andhowSusan’sfaceworeitsbroadestsmiles,maybeeasilyconceived。

  Sittingforwards,however,andscreenedbyherbonnet,thosesmileswereunseen。

  Thejourneywaslikelytobeasilentone。Edmund’sdeepsighsoftenreachedFanny。Hadhebeenalonewithher,hisheartmusthaveopenedinspiteofeveryresolution;

  butSusan’spresencedrovehimquiteintohimself,andhisattemptstotalkonindifferentsubjectscouldneverbelongsupported。

  Fannywatchedhimwithnever-failingsolicitude,andsometimescatchinghiseye,revivedanaffectionatesmile,whichcomfortedher;butthefirstday’sjourneypassedwithoutherhearingawordfromhimonthesubjectsthatwereweighinghimdown。Thenextmorningproducedalittlemore。JustbeforetheirsettingoutfromOxford,whileSusanwasstationedatawindow,ineagerobservationofthedepartureofalargefamilyfromtheinn,theothertwowerestandingbythefire;andEdmund,particularlystruckbythealterationinFanny’slooks,andfromhisignoranceofthedailyevilsofherfather’shouse,attributinganundueshareofthechange,attributing_all_totherecentevent,tookherhand,andsaidinalow,butveryexpressivetone,“Nowonder——

  youmustfeelit——youmustsuffer。Howamanwhohadonceloved,coulddesertyou!But_yours_——yourregardwasnewcomparedwith——Fanny,thinkof_me_!“

  Thefirstdivisionoftheirjourneyoccupiedalongday,andbroughtthem,almostknockedup,toOxford;

  butthesecondwasoveratamuchearlierhour。

  TheywereintheenvironsofMansfieldlongbeforetheusualdinner-time,andastheyapproachedthebelovedplace,theheartsofbothsisterssankalittle。

  FannybegantodreadthemeetingwithherauntsandTom,undersodreadfulahumiliation;andSusantofeelwithsomeanxiety,thatallherbestmanners,allherlatelyacquiredknowledgeofwhatwaspractisedhere,wasonthepointofbeingcalledintoaction。Visionsofgoodandillbreeding,ofoldvulgarismsandnewgentilities,werebeforeher;andshewasmeditatingmuchuponsilverforks,napkins,andfinger-glasses。FannyhadbeeneverywhereawaketothedifferenceofthecountrysinceFebruary;butwhentheyenteredtheParkherperceptionsandherpleasureswereofthekeenestsort。

  Itwasthreemonths,fullthreemonths,sinceherquittingit,andthechangewasfromwintertosummer。

  Hereyefelleverywhereonlawnsandplantationsofthefreshestgreen;andthetrees,thoughnotfullyclothed,wereinthatdelightfulstatewhenfartherbeautyisknowntobeathand,andwhen,whilemuchisactuallygiventothesight,moreyetremainsfortheimagination。

  Herenjoyment,however,wasforherselfalone。Edmundcouldnotshareit。Shelookedathim,buthewasleaningback,sunkinadeepergloomthanever,andwitheyesclosed,asiftheviewofcheerfulnessoppressedhim,andthelovelyscenesofhomemustbeshutout。

  Itmadehermelancholyagain;andtheknowledgeofwhatmustbeenduringthere,investedeventhehouse,modern,airy,andwellsituatedasitwas,withamelancholyaspect。

  Byoneofthesufferingpartywithintheywereexpectedwithsuchimpatienceasshehadneverknownbefore。

  Fannyhadscarcelypassedthesolemn-lookingservants,whenLadyBertramcamefromthedrawing-roomtomeether;

  camewithnoindolentstep;andfallingonherneck,said,“DearFanny!nowIshallbecomfortable。

  Ithadbeenamiserableparty,eachofthethreebelievingthemselvesmostmiserable。Mrs。Norris,however,asmostattachedtoMaria,wasreallythegreatestsufferer。

  Mariawasherfirstfavourite,thedearestofall;

  thematchhadbeenherowncontriving,asshehadbeenwontwithsuchprideofhearttofeelandsay,andthisconclusionofitalmostoverpoweredher。

  Shewasanalteredcreature,quieted,stupefied,indifferenttoeverythingthatpassed。Thebeingleftwithhersisterandnephew,andallthehouseunderhercare,hadbeenanadvantageentirelythrownaway;shehadbeenunabletodirectordictate,orevenfancyherselfuseful。

  Whenreallytouchedbyaffliction,heractivepowershadbeenallbenumbed;andneitherLadyBertramnorTomhadreceivedfromherthesmallestsupportorattemptatsupport。Shehaddonenomoreforthemthantheyhaddoneforeachother。Theyhadbeenallsolitary,helpless,andforlornalike;andnowthearrivaloftheothersonlyestablishedhersuperiorityinwretchedness。

  Hercompanionswererelieved,buttherewasnogoodfor_her_。EdmundwasalmostaswelcometohisbrotherasFannytoheraunt;butMrs。Norris,insteadofhavingcomfortfromeither,wasbutthemoreirritatedbythesightofthepersonwhom,intheblindnessofheranger,shecouldhavechargedasthedaemonofthepiece。

  HadFannyacceptedMr。Crawfordthiscouldnothavehappened。

  Susantoowasagrievance。Shehadnotspiritstonoticeherinmorethanafewrepulsivelooks,butshefeltherasaspy,andanintruder,andanindigentniece,andeverythingmostodious。Byherotheraunt,Susanwasreceivedwithquietkindness。LadyBertramcouldnotgivehermuchtime,ormanywords,butshefelther,asFanny’ssister,tohaveaclaimatMansfield,andwasreadytokissandlikeher;andSusanwasmorethansatisfied,forshecameperfectlyawarethatnothingbutill-humourwastobeexpectedfromauntNorris;

  andwassoprovidedwithhappiness,sostronginthatbestofblessings,anescapefrommanycertainevils,thatshecouldhavestoodagainstagreatdealmoreindifferencethanshemetwithfromtheothers。

  Shewasnowleftagooddealtoherself,togetacquaintedwiththehouseandgroundsasshecould,andspentherdaysveryhappilyinsodoing,whilethosewhomightotherwisehaveattendedtoherwereshutup,orwhollyoccupiedeachwiththepersonquitedependentonthem,atthistime,foreverythinglikecomfort;Edmundtryingtoburyhisownfeelingsinexertionsforthereliefofhisbrother’s,andFannydevotedtoherauntBertram,returningtoeveryformerofficewithmorethanformerzeal,andthinkingshecouldneverdoenoughforonewhoseemedsomuchtowanther。

  TotalkoverthedreadfulbusinesswithFanny,talkandlament,wasallLadyBertram’sconsolation。Tobelistenedtoandbornewith,andhearthevoiceofkindnessandsympathyinreturn,waseverythingthatcouldbedoneforher。

  Tobeotherwisecomfortedwasoutofthequestion。

  Thecaseadmittedofnocomfort。LadyBertramdidnotthinkdeeply,but,guidedbySirThomas,shethoughtjustlyonallimportantpoints;andshesaw,therefore,inallitsenormity,whathadhappened,andneitherendeavouredherself,norrequiredFannytoadviseher,tothinklittleofguiltandinfamy。

  Heraffectionswerenotacute,norwashermindtenacious。

  Afteratime,Fannyfounditnotimpossibletodirectherthoughtstoothersubjects,andrevivesomeinterestintheusualoccupations;butwheneverLadyBertram_was_

  fixedontheevent,shecouldseeitonlyinonelight,ascomprehendingthelossofadaughter,andadisgracenevertobewipedoff。

  Fannylearntfromheralltheparticularswhichhadyettranspired。Herauntwasnoverymethodicalnarrator,butwiththehelpofsomeletterstoandfromSirThomas,andwhatshealreadyknewherself,andcouldreasonablycombine,shewassoonabletounderstandquiteasmuchasshewishedofthecircumstancesattendingthestory。

  Mrs。Rushworthhadgone,fortheEasterholidays,toTwickenham,withafamilywhomshehadjustgrownintimatewith:afamilyoflively,agreeablemanners,andprobablyofmoralsanddiscretiontosuit,forto_their_

  houseMr。Crawfordhadconstantaccessatalltimes。

  HishavingbeeninthesameneighbourhoodFannyalreadyknew。

  Mr。RushworthhadbeengoneatthistimetoBath,topassafewdayswithhismother,andbringherbacktotown,andMariawaswiththesefriendswithoutanyrestraint,withoutevenJulia;forJuliahadremovedfromWimpoleStreettwoorthreeweeksbefore,onavisittosomerelationsofSirThomas;aremovalwhichherfatherandmotherwerenowdisposedtoattributetosomeviewofconvenienceonMr。Yates’saccount。VerysoonaftertheRushworths’

  returntoWimpoleStreet,SirThomashadreceivedaletterfromanoldandmostparticularfriendinLondon,whohearingandwitnessingagooddealtoalarmhiminthatquarter,wrotetorecommendSirThomas’scomingtoLondonhimself,andusinghisinfluencewithhisdaughtertoputanendtotheintimacywhichwasalreadyexposinghertounpleasantremarks,andevidentlymakingMr。Rushworthuneasy。

  SirThomaswaspreparingtoactuponthisletter,withoutcommunicatingitscontentstoanycreatureatMansfield,whenitwasfollowedbyanother,sentexpressfromthesamefriend,tobreaktohimthealmostdesperatesituationinwhichaffairsthenstoodwiththeyoungpeople。

  Mrs。Rushworthhadleftherhusband’shouse:Mr。Rushworthhadbeeningreatangeranddistressto_him_Mr。Harding

  forhisadvice;Mr。Hardingfearedtherehadbeen_at_

  _least_veryflagrantindiscretion。ThemaidservantofMrs。Rushworth,senior,threatenedalarmingly。Hewasdoingallinhispowertoquieteverything,withthehopeofMrs。Rushworth’sreturn,butwassomuchcounteractedinWimpoleStreetbytheinfluenceofMr。Rushworth’smother,thattheworstconsequencesmightbeapprehended。

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