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  Heraweofheruncle,andherdreadoftakingalibertywithhim,madeitinstantlyplaintoherwhatshehadtodo。Shemustabsolutelydeclinetheproposal。

  Ifhewanted,hewouldsendforher;andeventoofferanearlyreturnwasapresumptionwhichhardlyanythingwouldhaveseemedtojustify。ShethankedMissCrawford,butgaveadecidednegative。“Heruncle,sheunderstood,meanttofetchher;andashercousin’sillnesshadcontinuedsomanyweekswithoutherbeingthoughtatallnecessary,shemustsupposeherreturnwouldbeunwelcomeatpresent,andthatsheshouldbefeltanencumbrance。“

  Herrepresentationofhercousin’sstateatthistimewasexactlyaccordingtoherownbeliefofit,andsuchasshesupposedwouldconveytothesanguinemindofhercorrespondentthehopeofeverythingshewaswishingfor。

  Edmundwouldbeforgivenforbeingaclergyman,itseemed,undercertainconditionsofwealth;andthis,shesuspected,wasalltheconquestofprejudicewhichhewassoreadytocongratulatehimselfupon。Shehadonlylearnttothinknothingofconsequencebutmoney。

  AsFannycouldnotdoubtthatheranswerwasconveyingarealdisappointment,shewasratherinexpectation,fromherknowledgeofMissCrawford’stemper,ofbeingurgedagain;andthoughnosecondletterarrivedforthespaceofaweek,shehadstillthesamefeelingwhenitdidcome。

  Onreceivingit,shecouldinstantlydecideonitscontaininglittlewriting,andwaspersuadedofitshavingtheairofaletterofhasteandbusiness。

  Itsobjectwasunquestionable;andtwomomentswereenoughtostarttheprobabilityofitsbeingmerelytogivehernoticethattheyshouldbeinPortsmouththatveryday,andtothrowherintoalltheagitationofdoubtingwhatsheoughttodoinsuchacase。

  Iftwomoments,however,cansurroundwithdifficulties,athirdcandispersethem;andbeforeshehadopenedtheletter,thepossibilityofMr。andMissCrawford’shavingappliedtoheruncleandobtainedhispermissionwasgivingherease。Thiswastheletter——

  “Amostscandalous,ill-naturedrumourhasjustreachedme,andIwrite,dearFanny,towarnyouagainstgivingtheleastcredittoit,shoulditspreadintothecountry。

  Dependuponit,thereissomemistake,andthatadayortwowillclearitup;atanyrate,thatHenryisblameless,andinspiteofamoment’s_etourderie_,thinksofnobodybutyou。Saynotawordofit;hearnothing,surmisenothing,whispernothingtillIwriteagain。

  Iamsureitwillbeallhushedup,andnothingprovedbutRushworth’sfolly。Iftheyaregone,IwouldlaymylifetheyareonlygonetoMansfieldPark,andJuliawiththem。Butwhywouldnotyouletuscomeforyou?

  Iwishyoumaynotrepentit——Yours,etc。“

  Fannystoodaghast。Asnoscandalous,ill-naturedrumourhadreachedher,itwasimpossibleforhertounderstandmuchofthisstrangeletter。ShecouldonlyperceivethatitmustrelatetoWimpoleStreetandMr。Crawford,andonlyconjecturethatsomethingveryimprudenthadjustoccurredinthatquartertodrawthenoticeoftheworld,andtoexciteherjealousy,inMissCrawford’sapprehension,ifsheheardit。MissCrawfordneednotbealarmedforher。ShewasonlysorryforthepartiesconcernedandforMansfield,ifthereportshouldspreadsofar;

  butshehopeditmightnot。IftheRushworthsweregonethemselvestoMansfield,aswastobeinferredfromwhatMissCrawfordsaid,itwasnotlikelythatanythingunpleasantshouldhaveprecededthem,oratleastshouldmakeanyimpression。

  AstoMr。Crawford,shehopeditmightgivehimaknowledgeofhisowndisposition,convincehimthathewasnotcapableofbeingsteadilyattachedtoanyonewomanintheworld,andshamehimfrompersistinganylongerinaddressingherself。

  Itwasverystrange!Shehadbeguntothinkhereallylovedher,andtofancyhisaffectionforhersomethingmorethancommon;andhissisterstillsaidthathecaredfornobodyelse。Yettheremusthavebeensomemarkeddisplayofattentionstohercousin,theremusthavebeensomestrongindiscretion,sincehercorrespondentwasnotofasorttoregardaslightone。

  Veryuncomfortableshewas,andmustcontinue,tillsheheardfromMissCrawfordagain。Itwasimpossibletobanishtheletterfromherthoughts,andshecouldnotrelieveherselfbyspeakingofittoanyhumanbeing。

  MissCrawfordneednothaveurgedsecrecywithsomuchwarmth;

  shemighthavetrustedtohersenseofwhatwasduetohercousin。

  Thenextdaycameandbroughtnosecondletter。

  Fannywasdisappointed。Shecouldstillthinkoflittleelseallthemorning;but,whenherfathercamebackintheafternoonwiththedailynewspaperasusual,shewassofarfromexpectinganyelucidationthroughsuchachannelthatthesubjectwasforamomentoutofherhead。

  Shewasdeepinothermusing。Theremembranceofherfirsteveninginthatroom,ofherfatherandhisnewspaper,cameacrossher。Nocandlewasnowwanted。

  Thesunwasyetanhourandhalfabovethehorizon。

  Shefeltthatshehad,indeed,beenthreemonthsthere;

  andthesun’sraysfallingstronglyintotheparlour,insteadofcheering,madeherstillmoremelancholy,forsunshineappearedtoheratotallydifferentthinginatownandinthecountry。Here,itspowerwasonlyaglare:astifling,sicklyglare,servingbuttobringforwardstainsanddirtthatmightotherwisehaveslept。

  Therewasneitherhealthnorgaietyinsunshineinatown。

  Shesatinablazeofoppressiveheat,inacloudofmovingdust,andhereyescouldonlywanderfromthewalls,markedbyherfather’shead,tothetablecutandnotchedbyherbrothers,wherestoodthetea-boardneverthoroughlycleaned,thecupsandsaucerswipedinstreaks,themilkamixtureofmotesfloatinginthinblue,andthebreadandbuttergrowingeveryminutemoregreasythanevenRebecca’shandshadfirstproducedit。

  Herfatherreadhisnewspaper,andhermotherlamentedovertheraggedcarpetasusual,whiletheteawasinpreparation,andwishedRebeccawouldmendit;

  andFannywasfirstrousedbyhiscallingouttoher,afterhumphingandconsideringoveraparticularparagraph:

  “What’sthenameofyourgreatcousinsintown,Fan?“

  Amoment’srecollectionenabledhertosay,“Rushworth,sir。“

  “Anddon’ttheyliveinWimpoleStreet?“

  “Yes,sir。“

  “Then,there’sthedeviltopayamongthem,that’sall!

  There“holdingoutthepapertoher;“muchgoodmaysuchfinerelationsdoyou。Idon’tknowwhatSirThomasmaythinkofsuchmatters;hemaybetoomuchofthecourtierandfinegentlemantolikehisdaughtertheless。But,byG——

  !ifshebelongedto_me_,I’dgivehertherope’sendaslongasIcouldstandoverher。Alittlefloggingformanandwomantoowouldbethebestwayofpreventingsuchthings。“

  Fannyreadtoherselfthat“itwaswithinfiniteconcernthenewspaperhadtoannouncetotheworldamatrimonial_fracas_inthefamilyofMr。R。ofWimpoleStreet;

  thebeautifulMrs。R。,whosenamehadnotlongbeenenrolledinthelistsofHymen,andwhohadpromisedtobecomesobrilliantaleaderinthefashionableworld,havingquittedherhusband’sroofincompanywiththewell-knownandcaptivatingMr。C。,theintimatefriendandassociateofMr。R。,anditwasnotknowneventotheeditorofthenewspaperwhithertheyweregone。“

  “Itisamistake,sir,“saidFannyinstantly;“itmustbeamistake,itcannotbetrue;itmustmeansomeotherpeople。“

  Shespokefromtheinstinctivewishofdelayingshame;

  shespokewitharesolutionwhichsprungfromdespair,forshespokewhatshedidnot,couldnotbelieveherself。

  Ithadbeentheshockofconvictionassheread。Thetruthrushedonher;andhowshecouldhavespokenatall,howshecouldevenhavebreathed,wasafterwardsmatterofwondertoherself。

  Mr。Pricecaredtoolittleaboutthereporttomakehermuchanswer。“Itmightbeallalie,“heacknowledged;

  “butsomanyfineladiesweregoingtothedevilnowadaysthatway,thattherewasnoansweringforanybody。“

  “Indeed,Ihopeitisnottrue,“saidMrs。Priceplaintively;

  “itwouldbesoveryshocking!IfIhavespokenoncetoRebeccaaboutthatcarpet,IamsureIhavespokeatleastadozentimes;havenotI,Betsey?Anditwouldnotbetenminutes’work。“

  ThehorrorofamindlikeFanny’s,asitreceivedtheconvictionofsuchguilt,andbegantotakeinsomepartofthemiserythatmustensue,canhardlybedescribed。

  Atfirst,itwasasortofstupefaction;buteverymomentwasquickeningherperceptionofthehorribleevil。

  Shecouldnotdoubt,shedarednotindulgeahope,oftheparagraphbeingfalse。MissCrawford’sletter,whichshehadreadsooftenastomakeeverylineherown,wasinfrightfulconformitywithit。Hereagerdefenceofherbrother,herhopeofitsbeing_hushed__up_,herevidentagitation,wereallofapiecewithsomethingverybad;andiftherewasawomanofcharacterinexistence,whocouldtreatasatriflethissinofthefirstmagnitude,whowouldtrytoglossitover,anddesiretohaveitunpunished,shecouldbelieveMissCrawfordtobethewoman!

  Nowshecouldseeherownmistakeasto_who_weregone,or_said_tobegone。ItwasnotMr。andMrs。Rushworth;

  itwasMrs。RushworthandMr。Crawford。

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