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  Williamwasalmostashappyintheplanashissister。

  Itwouldbethegreatestpleasuretohimtohavehertheretothelastmomentbeforehesailed,andperhapsfindhertherestillwhenhecameinfromhisfirstcruise。

  Andbesides,hewantedhersoverymuchtoseetheThrushbeforeshewentoutofharbour——theThrushwascertainlythefinestsloopintheservice——andtherewereseveralimprovementsinthedockyard,too,whichhequitelongedtoshewher。

  Hedidnotscrupletoaddthatherbeingathomeforawhilewouldbeagreatadvantagetoeverybody。

  “Idonotknowhowitis,“saidhe;“butweseemtowantsomeofyournicewaysandorderlinessatmyfather’s。Thehouseisalwaysinconfusion。Youwillsetthingsgoinginabetterway,Iamsure。Youwilltellmymotherhowitalloughttobe,andyouwillbesousefultoSusan,andyouwillteachBetsey,andmaketheboysloveandmindyou。

  Howrightandcomfortableitwillallbe!“

  BythetimeMrs。Price’sanswerarrived,thereremainedbutaveryfewdaysmoretobespentatMansfield;

  andforpartofoneofthosedaystheyoungtravellerswereinagooddealofalarmonthesubjectoftheirjourney,forwhenthemodeofitcametobetalkedof,andMrs。Norrisfoundthatallheranxietytosaveherbrother-in-law’smoneywasvain,andthatinspiteofherwishesandhintsforalessexpensiveconveyanceofFanny,theyweretotravelpost;whenshesawSirThomasactuallygiveWilliamnotesforthepurpose,shewasstruckwiththeideaoftherebeingroomforathirdinthecarriage,andsuddenlyseizedwithastronginclinationtogowiththem,togoandseeherpoordearsisterPrice。

  Sheproclaimedherthoughts。Shemustsaythatshehadmorethanhalfamindtogowiththeyoungpeople;

  itwouldbesuchanindulgencetoher;shehadnotseenherpoordearsisterPriceformorethantwentyyears;

  anditwouldbeahelptotheyoungpeopleintheirjourneytohaveherolderheadtomanageforthem;andshecouldnothelpthinkingherpoordearsisterPricewouldfeelitveryunkindofhernottocomebysuchanopportunity。

  WilliamandFannywerehorror-struckattheidea。

  Allthecomfortoftheircomfortablejourneywouldbedestroyedatonce。Withwoefulcountenancestheylookedateachother。Theirsuspenselastedanhourortwo。Nooneinterferedtoencourageordissuade。

  Mrs。Norriswaslefttosettlethematterbyherself;

  anditended,totheinfinitejoyofhernephewandniece,intherecollectionthatshecouldnotpossiblybesparedfromMansfieldParkatpresent;thatshewasagreatdealtoonecessarytoSirThomasandLadyBertramforhertobeabletoanswerittoherselftoleavethemevenforaweek,andthereforemustcertainlysacrificeeveryotherpleasuretothatofbeingusefultothem。

  Ithad,infact,occurredtoher,thatthoughtakentoPortsmouthfornothing,itwouldbehardlypossibleforhertoavoidpayingherownexpensesbackagain。

  SoherpoordearsisterPricewaslefttoallthedisappointmentofhermissingsuchanopportunity,andanothertwentyyears’absence,perhaps,begun。

  Edmund’splanswereaffectedbythisPortsmouthjourney,thisabsenceofFanny’s。HetoohadasacrificetomaketoMansfieldParkaswellashisaunt。Hehadintended,aboutthistime,tobegoingtoLondon;buthecouldnotleavehisfatherandmotherjustwheneverybodyelseofmostimportancetotheircomfortwasleavingthem;

  andwithaneffort,feltbutnotboastedof,hedelayedforaweekortwolongerajourneywhichhewaslookingforwardtowiththehopeofitsfixinghishappinessforever。

  HetoldFannyofit。Sheknewsomuchalready,thatshemustknoweverything。ItmadethesubstanceofoneotherconfidentialdiscourseaboutMissCrawford;

  andFannywasthemoreaffectedfromfeelingittobethelasttimeinwhichMissCrawford’snamewouldeverbementionedbetweenthemwithanyremainsofliberty。

  Onceafterwardsshewasalludedtobyhim。LadyBertramhadbeentellinghernieceintheeveningtowritetohersoonandoften,andpromisingtobeagoodcorrespondentherself;

  andEdmund,ataconvenientmoment,thenaddedinawhisper,“And_I_shallwritetoyou,Fanny,whenIhaveanythingworthwritingabout,anythingtosaythatIthinkyouwillliketohear,andthatyouwillnothearsosoonfromanyotherquarter。“Hadshedoubtedhismeaningwhileshelistened,theglowinhisface,whenshelookedupathim,wouldhavebeendecisive。

  Forthislettershemusttrytoarmherself。ThataletterfromEdmundshouldbeasubjectofterror!

  Shebegantofeelthatshehadnotyetgonethroughallthechangesofopinionandsentimentwhichtheprogressoftimeandvariationofcircumstancesoccasioninthisworldofchanges。Thevicissitudesofthehumanmindhadnotyetbeenexhaustedbyher。

  PoorFanny!thoughgoingasshedidwillinglyandeagerly,thelasteveningatMansfieldParkmuststillbewretchedness。Herheartwascompletelysadatparting。

  Shehadtearsforeveryroominthehouse,muchmoreforeverybelovedinhabitant。Sheclungtoheraunt,becauseshewouldmissher;shekissedthehandofherunclewithstrugglingsobs,becauseshehaddispleasedhim;

  andasforEdmund,shecouldneitherspeak,norlook,northink,whenthelastmomentcamewith_him_;anditwasnottillitwasoverthatsheknewhewasgivinghertheaffectionatefarewellofabrother。

  Allthispassedovernight,forthejourneywastobeginveryearlyinthemorning;andwhenthesmall,diminishedpartymetatbreakfast,WilliamandFannyweretalkedofasalreadyadvancedonestage。

  Thenoveltyoftravelling,andthehappinessofbeingwithWilliam,soonproducedtheirnaturaleffectonFanny’sspirits,whenMansfieldParkwasfairlyleftbehind;

  andbythetimetheirfirststagewasended,andtheyweretoquitSirThomas’scarriage,shewasabletotakeleaveoftheoldcoachman,andsendbackpropermessages,withcheerfullooks。

  Ofpleasanttalkbetweenthebrotherandsistertherewasnoend。EverythingsuppliedanamusementtothehighgleeofWilliam’smind,andhewasfulloffrolicandjokeintheintervalsoftheirhigher-tonedsubjects,allofwhichended,iftheydidnotbegin,inpraiseoftheThrush,conjectureshowshewouldbeemployed,schemesforanactionwithsomesuperiorforce,whichsupposingthefirstlieutenantoutoftheway,andWilliamwasnotverymercifultothefirstlieutenant

  wastogivehimselfthenextstepassoonaspossible,orspeculationsuponprize-money,whichwastobegenerouslydistributedathome,withonlythereservationofenoughtomakethelittlecottagecomfortable,inwhichheandFannyweretopassalltheirmiddleandlaterlifetogether。

  Fanny’simmediateconcerns,asfarastheyinvolvedMr。Crawford,madenopartoftheirconversation。

  Williamknewwhathadpassed,andfromhisheartlamentedthathissister’sfeelingsshouldbesocoldtowardsamanwhomhemustconsiderasthefirstofhumancharacters;

  buthewasofanagetobeallforlove,andthereforeunabletoblame;andknowingherwishonthesubject,hewouldnotdistressherbytheslightestallusion。

  ShehadreasontosupposeherselfnotyetforgottenbyMr。Crawford。ShehadheardrepeatedlyfromhissisterwithinthethreeweekswhichhadpassedsincetheirleavingMansfield,andineachlettertherehadbeenafewlinesfromhimself,warmanddeterminedlikehisspeeches。ItwasacorrespondencewhichFannyfoundquiteasunpleasantasshehadfeared。

  MissCrawford’sstyleofwriting,livelyandaffectionate,wasitselfanevil,independentofwhatshewasthusforcedintoreadingfromthebrother’spen,forEdmundwouldneverresttillshehadreadthechiefofthelettertohim;andthenshehadtolistentohisadmirationofherlanguage,andthewarmthofherattachments。

  Therehad,infact,beensomuchofmessage,ofallusion,ofrecollection,somuchofMansfieldineveryletter,thatFannycouldnotbutsupposeitmeantforhimtohear;

  andtofindherselfforcedintoapurposeofthatkind,compelledintoacorrespondencewhichwasbringinghertheaddressesofthemanshedidnotlove,andobliginghertoadministertotheadversepassionofthemanshedid,wascruellymortifying。Here,too,herpresentremovalpromisedadvantage。WhennolongerunderthesameroofwithEdmund,shetrustedthatMissCrawfordwouldhavenomotiveforwritingstrongenoughtoovercomethetrouble,andthatatPortsmouththeircorrespondencewoulddwindleintonothing。

  Withsuchthoughtsasthese,amongtenhundredothers,Fannyproceededinherjourneysafelyandcheerfully,andasexpeditiouslyascouldrationallybehopedinthedirtymonthofFebruary。TheyenteredOxford,butshecouldtakeonlyahastyglimpseofEdmund’scollegeastheypassedalong,andmadenostopanywheretilltheyreachedNewbury,whereacomfortablemeal,unitingdinnerandsupper,wounduptheenjoymentsandfatiguesoftheday。

  Thenextmorningsawthemoffagainatanearlyhour;

  andwithnoevents,andnodelays,theyregularlyadvanced,andwereintheenvironsofPortsmouthwhiletherewasyetdaylightforFannytolookaroundher,andwonderatthenewbuildings。Theypassedthedrawbridge,andenteredthetown;andthelightwasonlybeginningtofailas,guidedbyWilliam’spowerfulvoice,theywererattledintoanarrowstreet,leadingfromtheHighStreet,anddrawnupbeforethedoorofasmallhousenowinhabitedbyMr。Price。

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