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  Shehad,moreover,tocontendwithonedisagreeableemotionentirelynewtoher——jealousy。HisfriendMr。Owenhadsisters;

  hemightfindthemattractive。But,atanyrate,hisstayingawayatatimewhen,accordingtoallprecedingplans,shewastoremovetoLondon,meantsomethingthatshecouldnotbear。HadHenryreturned,ashetalkedofdoing,attheendofthreeorfourdays,sheshouldnowhavebeenleavingMansfield。ItbecameabsolutelynecessaryforhertogettoFannyandtrytolearnsomethingmore。

  Shecouldnotliveanylongerinsuchsolitarywretchedness;

  andshemadeherwaytothePark,throughdifficultiesofwalkingwhichshehaddeemedunconquerableaweekbefore,forthechanceofhearingalittleinaddition,forthesakeofatleasthearinghisname。

  Thefirsthalf-hourwaslost,forFannyandLadyBertramweretogether,andunlessshehadFannytoherselfshecouldhopefornothing。ButatlastLadyBertramlefttheroom,andthenalmostimmediatelyMissCrawfordthusbegan,withavoiceaswellregulatedasshecould——“Andhowdo_you_likeyourcousinEdmund’sstayingawaysolong?

  Beingtheonlyyoungpersonathome,Iconsider_you_

  asthegreatestsufferer。Youmustmisshim。Doeshisstayinglongersurpriseyou?“

  “Idonotknow,“saidFannyhesitatingly。“Yes;Ihadnotparticularlyexpectedit。“

  “Perhapshewillalwaysstaylongerthanhetalksof。

  Itisthegeneralwayallyoungmendo。“

  “Hedidnot,theonlytimehewenttoseeMr。Owenbefore。“

  “Hefindsthehousemoreagreeable_now_。Heisavery——

  averypleasingyoungmanhimself,andIcannothelpbeingratherconcernedatnotseeinghimagainbeforeI

  gotoLondon,aswillnowundoubtedlybethecase。

  IamlookingforHenryeveryday,andassoonashecomestherewillbenothingtodetainmeatMansfield。

  Ishouldliketohaveseenhimoncemore,Iconfess。

  Butyoumustgivemycomplimentstohim。Yes;Ithinkitmustbecompliments。Isnotthereasomethingwanted,MissPrice,inourlanguage——asomethingbetweencomplimentsand——

  andlove——tosuitthesortoffriendlyacquaintancewehavehadtogether?Somanymonths’acquaintance!Butcomplimentsmaybesufficienthere。Washisletteralongone?

  Doeshegiveyoumuchaccountofwhatheisdoing?

  IsitChristmasgaietiesthatheisstayingfor?“

  “Ionlyheardapartoftheletter;itwastomyuncle;

  butIbelieveitwasveryshort;indeedIamsureitwasbutafewlines。AllthatIheardwasthathisfriendhadpressedhimtostaylonger,andthathehadagreedtodoso。A_few_dayslonger,or_some_dayslonger;

  Iamnotquitesurewhich。“

  “Oh!ifhewrotetohisfather;butIthoughtitmighthavebeentoLadyBertramoryou。Butifhewrotetohisfather,nowonderhewasconcise。WhocouldwritechattoSirThomas?Ifhehadwrittentoyou,therewouldhavebeenmoreparticulars。Youwouldhaveheardofballsandparties。Hewouldhavesentyouadescriptionofeverythingandeverybody。HowmanyMissOwensarethere?“

  “Threegrownup。“

  “Aretheymusical?“

  “Idonotatallknow。Ineverheard。“

  “Thatisthefirstquestion,youknow,“saidMissCrawford,tryingtoappeargayandunconcerned,“whicheverywomanwhoplaysherselfissuretoaskaboutanother。

  Butitisveryfoolishtoaskquestionsaboutanyyoungladies——aboutanythreesistersjustgrownup;

  foroneknows,withoutbeingtold,exactlywhattheyare:

  allveryaccomplishedandpleasing,andoneverypretty。

  Thereisabeautyineveryfamily;itisaregularthing。

  Twoplayonthepianoforte,andoneontheharp;

  andallsing,orwouldsingiftheyweretaught,orsingallthebetterfornotbeingtaught;orsomethinglikeit。“

  “IknownothingoftheMissOwens,“saidFannycalmly。

  “Youknownothingandyoucareless,aspeoplesay。

  Neverdidtoneexpressindifferenceplainer。Indeed,howcanonecareforthoseonehasneverseen?Well,whenyourcousincomesback,hewillfindMansfieldveryquiet;

  allthenoisyonesgone,yourbrotherandmineandmyselfIdonotliketheideaofleavingMrs。Grantnowthetimedrawsnear。Shedoesnotlikemygoing。“

  Fannyfeltobligedtospeak。“’Youcannotdoubtyourbeingmissedbymany,“saidshe。“Youwillbeverymuchmissed。“

  MissCrawfordturnedhereyeonher,asifwantingtohearorseemore,andthenlaughinglysaid,“Ohyes!missedaseverynoisyevilismissedwhenitistakenaway;

  thatis,thereisagreatdifferencefelt。ButIamnotfishing;don’tcomplimentme。IfI_am_missed,itwillappear。Imaybediscoveredbythosewhowanttoseeme。Ishallnotbeinanydoubtful,ordistant,orunapproachableregion。“

  NowFannycouldnotbringherselftospeak,andMissCrawfordwasdisappointed;forshehadhopedtohearsomepleasantassuranceofherpowerfromonewhoshethoughtmustknow,andherspiritswerecloudedagain。

  “TheMissOwens,“saidshe,soonafterwards;“supposeyouweretohaveoneoftheMissOwenssettledatThorntonLacey;

  howshouldyoulikeit?Strangerthingshavehappened。

  Idaresaytheyaretryingforit。Andtheyarequiteinthelight,foritwouldbeaveryprettyestablishmentforthem。Idonotatallwonderorblamethem。Itiseverybody’sdutytodoaswellforthemselvesastheycan。

  SirThomasBertram’ssonissomebody;andnowheisintheirownline。Theirfatherisaclergyman,andtheirbrotherisaclergyman,andtheyareallclergymentogether。

  Heistheirlawfulproperty;hefairlybelongstothem。

  Youdon’tspeak,Fanny;MissPrice,youdon’tspeak。

  Buthonestlynow,donotyouratherexpectitthanotherwise?“

  “No,“saidFannystoutly,“Idonotexpectitatall。“

  “Notatall!“criedMissCrawfordwithalacrity。

  “Iwonderatthat。ButIdaresayyouknowexactly——

  Ialwaysimagineyouare——perhapsyoudonotthinkhimlikelytomarryatall——ornotatpresent。“

  “No,Idonot,“saidFannysoftly,hopingshedidnoterreitherinthebeliefortheacknowledgmentofit。

  Hercompanionlookedatherkeenly;andgatheringgreaterspiritfromtheblushsoonproducedfromsuchalook,onlysaid,“Heisbestoffasheis,“andturnedthesubject。

  MissCrawford’suneasinesswasmuchlightenedbythisconversation,andshewalkedhomeagaininspiritswhichmighthavedefiedalmostanotherweekofthesamesmallpartyinthesamebadweather,hadtheybeenputtotheproof;butasthatveryeveningbroughtherbrotherdownfromLondonagaininquite,ormorethanquite,hisusualcheerfulness,shehadnothingfarthertotryherown。Hisstillrefusingtotellherwhathehadgoneforwasbutthepromotionofgaiety;adaybeforeitmighthaveirritated,butnowitwasapleasantjoke——

  suspectedonlyofconcealingsomethingplannedasapleasantsurprisetoherself。Andthenextday_did_bringasurprisetoher。HenryhadsaidheshouldjustgoandasktheBertramshowtheydid,andbebackintenminutes,buthewasgoneaboveanhour;andwhenhissister,whohadbeenwaitingforhimtowalkwithherinthegarden,methimatlastmostimpatientlyinthesweep,andcriedout,“MydearHenry,wherecanyouhavebeenallthistime?“

  hehadonlytosaythathehadbeensittingwithLadyBertramandFanny。

  “Sittingwiththemanhourandahalf!“exclaimedMary。

  Butthiswasonlythebeginningofhersurprise。

  “Yes,Mary,“saidhe,drawingherarmwithinhis,andwalkingalongthesweepasifnotknowingwherehewas:

  “Icouldnotgetawaysooner;Fannylookedsolovely!

  Iamquitedetermined,Mary。Mymindisentirelymadeup。

  Willitastonishyou?No:youmustbeawarethatIamquitedeterminedtomarryFannyPrice。“

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