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  andthegoodluckwhichattendedhisearlyexaminationofshipnewsthenextmorningseemedtherewardofhisingenuityinfindingoutsuchamethodofpleasingher,aswellasofhisdutifulattentiontotheAdmiral,inhavingformanyyearstakeninthepaperesteemedtohavetheearliestnavalintelligence。Heproved,however,tobetoolate。Allthosefinefirstfeelings,ofwhichhehadhopedtobetheexciter,werealreadygiven。

  Buthisintention,thekindnessofhisintention,wasthankfullyacknowledged:quitethankfullyandwarmly,forshewaselevatedbeyondthecommontimidityofhermindbytheflowofherloveforWilliam。

  ThisdearWilliamwouldsoonbeamongstthem。Therecouldbenodoubtofhisobtainingleaveofabsenceimmediately,forhewasstillonlyamidshipman;andashisparents,fromlivingonthespot,mustalreadyhaveseenhim,andbeseeinghimperhapsdaily,hisdirectholidaysmightwithjusticebeinstantlygiventothesister,whohadbeenhisbestcorrespondentthroughaperiodofsevenyears,andtheunclewhohaddonemostforhissupportandadvancement;andaccordinglythereplytoherreply,fixingaveryearlydayforhisarrival,cameassoonaspossible;andscarcelytendayshadpassedsinceFannyhadbeenintheagitationofherfirstdinner-visit,whenshefoundherselfinanagitationofahighernature,watchinginthehall,inthelobby,onthestairs,forthefirstsoundofthecarriagewhichwastobringherabrother。

  Itcamehappilywhileshewasthuswaiting;andtherebeingneitherceremonynorfearfulnesstodelaythemomentofmeeting,shewaswithhimasheenteredthehouse,andthefirstminutesofexquisitefeelinghadnointerruptionandnowitnesses,unlesstheservantschieflyintentuponopeningtheproperdoorscouldbecalledsuch。

  ThiswasexactlywhatSirThomasandEdmundhadbeenseparatelyconnivingat,aseachprovedtotheotherbythesympatheticalacritywithwhichtheybothadvisedMrs。Norris’scontinuingwhereshewas,insteadofrushingoutintothehallassoonasthenoisesofthearrivalreachedthem。

  WilliamandFannysoonshewedthemselves;andSirThomashadthepleasureofreceiving,inhisprotege,certainlyaverydifferentpersonfromtheonehehadequippedsevenyearsago,butayoungmanofanopen,pleasantcountenance,andfrank,unstudied,butfeelingandrespectfulmanners,andsuchasconfirmedhimhisfriend。

  ItwaslongbeforeFannycouldrecoverfromtheagitatinghappinessofsuchanhouraswasformedbythelastthirtyminutesofexpectation,andthefirstoffruition;

  itwassometimeevenbeforeherhappinesscouldbesaidtomakeherhappy,beforethedisappointmentinseparablefromthealterationofpersonhadvanished,andshecouldseeinhimthesameWilliamasbefore,andtalktohim,asherhearthadbeenyearningtodothroughmanyapastyear。Thattime,however,didgraduallycome,forwardedbyanaffectiononhissideaswarmasherown,andmuchlessencumberedbyrefinementorself-distrust。

  Shewasthefirstobjectofhislove,butitwasalovewhichhisstrongerspirits,andboldertemper,madeitasnaturalforhimtoexpressastofeel。Onthemorrowtheywerewalkingabouttogetherwithtrueenjoyment,andeverysucceedingmorrowreneweda_tete-a-tete_

  whichSirThomascouldnotbutobservewithcomplacency,evenbeforeEdmundhadpointeditouttohim。

  Exceptingthemomentsofpeculiardelight,whichanymarkedorunlooked-forinstanceofEdmund’sconsiderationofherinthelastfewmonthshadexcited,Fannyhadneverknownsomuchfelicityinherlife,asinthisunchecked,equal,fearlessintercoursewiththebrotherandfriendwhowasopeningallhishearttoher,tellingherallhishopesandfears,plans,andsolicitudesrespectingthatlongthoughtof,dearlyearned,andjustlyvaluedblessingofpromotion;

  whocouldgiveherdirectandminuteinformationofthefatherandmother,brothersandsisters,ofwhomsheveryseldomheard;whowasinterestedinallthecomfortsandallthelittlehardshipsofherhomeatMansfield;

  readytothinkofeverymemberofthathomeasshedirected,ordifferingonlybyalessscrupulousopinion,andmorenoisyabuseoftheirauntNorris,andwithwhomperhapsthedearestindulgenceofthewholealltheevilandgoodoftheirearliestyearscouldbegoneoveragain,andeveryformerunitedpainandpleasureretracedwiththefondestrecollection。Anadvantagethis,astrengtheneroflove,inwhicheventheconjugaltieisbeneaththefraternal。Childrenofthesamefamily,thesameblood,withthesamefirstassociationsandhabits,havesomemeansofenjoymentintheirpower,whichnosubsequentconnexionscansupply;anditmustbebyalongandunnaturalestrangement,byadivorcewhichnosubsequentconnexioncanjustify,ifsuchpreciousremainsoftheearliestattachmentsareeverentirelyoutlived。

  Toooften,alas!itisso。Fraternallove,sometimesalmosteverything,isatothersworsethannothing。

  ButwithWilliamandFannyPriceitwasstillasentimentinallitsprimeandfreshness,woundedbynooppositionofinterest,cooledbynoseparateattachment,andfeelingtheinfluenceoftimeandabsenceonlyinitsincrease。

  Anaffectionsoamiablewasadvancingeachintheopinionofallwhohadheartstovalueanythinggood。HenryCrawfordwasasmuchstruckwithitasany。Hehonouredthewarm-hearted,bluntfondnessoftheyoungsailor,whichledhimtosay,withhishandsstretchedtowardsFanny’shead,“Doyouknow,Ibegintolikethatqueerfashionalready,thoughwhenIfirstheardofsuchthingsbeingdoneinEngland,Icouldnotbelieveit;andwhenMrs。Brown,andtheotherwomenattheCommissioner’satGibraltar,appearedinthesametrim,Ithoughttheyweremad;butFannycanreconcilemetoanything“;andsaw,withlivelyadmiration,theglowofFanny’scheek,thebrightnessofhereye,thedeepinterest,theabsorbedattention,whileherbrotherwasdescribinganyoftheimminenthazards,orterrificscenes,whichsuchaperiodatseamustsupply。

  ItwasapicturewhichHenryCrawfordhadmoraltasteenoughtovalue。Fanny’sattractionsincreased——increasedtwofold;

  forthesensibilitywhichbeautifiedhercomplexionandilluminedhercountenancewasanattractioninitself。

  Hewasnolongerindoubtofthecapabilitiesofherheart。

  Shehadfeeling,genuinefeeling。Itwouldbesomethingtobelovedbysuchagirl,toexcitethefirstardoursofheryoungunsophisticatedmind!Sheinterestedhimmorethanhehadforeseen。Afortnightwasnotenough。

  Hisstaybecameindefinite。

  Williamwasoftencalledonbyhisuncletobethetalker。

  HisrecitalswereamusinginthemselvestoSirThomas,butthechiefobjectinseekingthemwastounderstandthereciter,toknowtheyoungmanbyhishistories;

  andhelistenedtohisclear,simple,spiriteddetailswithfullsatisfaction,seeinginthemtheproofofgoodprinciples,professionalknowledge,energy,courage,andcheerfulness,everythingthatcoulddeserveorpromisewell。

  Youngashewas,Williamhadalreadyseenagreatdeal。

  HehadbeenintheMediterranean;intheWestIndies;

  intheMediterraneanagain;hadbeenoftentakenonshorebythefavourofhiscaptain,andinthecourseofsevenyearshadknowneveryvarietyofdangerwhichseaandwartogethercouldoffer。Withsuchmeansinhispowerhehadarighttobelistenedto;andthoughMrs。Norriscouldfidgetabouttheroom,anddisturbeverybodyinquestoftwoneedlefulsofthreadorasecond-handshirtbutton,inthemidstofhernephew’saccountofashipwreckoranengagement,everybodyelsewasattentive;andevenLadyBertramcouldnothearofsuchhorrorsunmoved,orwithoutsometimesliftinghereyesfromherworktosay,“Dearme!howdisagreeable!Iwonderanybodycanevergotosea。“

  ToHenryCrawfordtheygaveadifferentfeeling。Helongedtohavebeenatsea,andseenanddoneandsufferedasmuch。

  Hisheartwaswarmed,hisfancyfired,andhefeltthehighestrespectforaladwho,beforehewastwenty,hadgonethroughsuchbodilyhardshipsandgivensuchproofsofmind。Thegloryofheroism,ofusefulness,ofexertion,ofendurance,madehisownhabitsofselfishindulgenceappearinshamefulcontrast;andhewishedhehadbeenaWilliamPrice,distinguishinghimselfandworkinghiswaytofortuneandconsequencewithsomuchself-respectandhappyardour,insteadofwhathewas!

  Thewishwasrathereagerthanlasting。Hewasrousedfromthereverieofretrospectionandregretproducedbyit,bysomeinquiryfromEdmundastohisplansforthenextday’shunting;andhefounditwasaswelltobeamanoffortuneatoncewithhorsesandgroomsathiscommand。

  Inonerespectitwasbetter,asitgavehimthemeansofconferringakindnesswherehewishedtooblige。

  Withspirits,courage,andcuriosityuptoanything,Williamexpressedaninclinationtohunt;andCrawfordcouldmounthimwithouttheslightestinconveniencetohimself,andwithonlysomescruplestoobviateinSirThomas,whoknewbetterthanhisnephewthevalueofsuchaloan,andsomealarmstoreasonawayinFanny。ShefearedforWilliam;bynomeansconvincedbyallthathecouldrelateofhisownhorsemanshipinvariouscountries,ofthescramblingpartiesinwhichhehadbeenengaged,theroughhorsesandmuleshehadridden,orhismanynarrowescapesfromdreadfulfalls,thathewasatallequaltothemanagementofahigh-fedhunterinanEnglishfox-chase;

  nortillhereturnedsafeandwell,withoutaccidentordiscredit,couldshebereconciledtotherisk,orfeelanyofthatobligationtoMr。Crawfordforlendingthehorsewhichhehadfullyintendeditshouldproduce。

  Whenitwasproved,however,tohavedoneWilliamnoharm,shecouldallowittobeakindness,andevenrewardtheownerwithasmilewhentheanimalwasoneminutetenderedtohisuseagain;andthenext,withthegreatestcordiality,andinamannernottoberesisted,madeovertohisuseentirelysolongasheremainedinNorthamptonshire。

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