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  shewasperhapsasmuchatpeaceasany。

  Therewasagreatdealofneedleworktobedone,moreover,inwhichherhelpwaswanted;andthatMrs。Norristhoughtherquiteaswelloffastherest,wasevidentbythemannerinwhichsheclaimedit——“Come,Fanny,“

  shecried,“thesearefinetimesforyou,butyoumustnotbealwayswalkingfromoneroomtotheother,anddoingthelookings-onatyourease,inthisway;

  Iwantyouhere。IhavebeenslavingmyselftillI

  canhardlystand,tocontriveMr。Rushworth’scloakwithoutsendingforanymoresatin;andnowIthinkyoumaygivemeyourhelpinputtingittogether。

  Therearebutthreeseams;youmaydotheminatrice。

  ItwouldbeluckyformeifIhadnothingbuttheexecutiveparttodo。_You_arebestoff,Icantellyou:

  butifnobodydidmorethan_you_,weshouldnotgetonveryfast“

  Fannytooktheworkveryquietly,withoutattemptinganydefence;butherkinderauntBertramobservedonherbehalf——

  “Onecannotwonder,sister,thatFanny_should_bedelighted:

  itisallnewtoher,youknow;youandIusedtobeveryfondofaplayourselves,andsoamIstill;

  andassoonasIamalittlemoreatleisure,_I_meantolookinattheirrehearsalstoo。Whatistheplayabout,Fanny?youhavenevertoldme。“

  “Oh!sister,praydonotaskhernow;forFannyisnotoneofthosewhocantalkandworkatthesametime。

  ItisaboutLovers’Vows。“

  “Ibelieve,“saidFannytoherauntBertram,“therewillbethreeactsrehearsedto-morrowevening,andthatwillgiveyouanopportunityofseeingalltheactorsatonce。“

  “Youhadbetterstaytillthecurtainishung,“interposedMrs。Norris;“thecurtainwillbehunginadayortwo——

  thereisverylittlesenseinaplaywithoutacurtain——

  andIammuchmistakenifyoudonotfinditdrawupintoveryhandsomefestoons。“

  LadyBertramseemedquiteresignedtowaiting。Fannydidnotshareheraunt’scomposure:shethoughtofthemorrowagreatdeal,forifthethreeactswererehearsed,EdmundandMissCrawfordwouldthenbeactingtogetherforthefirsttime;thethirdactwouldbringascenebetweenthemwhichinterestedhermostparticularly,andwhichshewaslonginganddreadingtoseehowtheywouldperform。Thewholesubjectofitwaslove——

  amarriageoflovewastobedescribedbythegentleman,andverylittleshortofadeclarationoflovebemadebythelady。

  Shehadreadandreadthesceneagainwithmanypainful,manywonderingemotions,andlookedforwardtotheirrepresentationofitasacircumstancealmosttoointeresting。

  Shedidnot_believe_theyhadyetrehearsedit,eveninprivate。

  Themorrowcame,theplanfortheeveningcontinued,andFanny’sconsiderationofitdidnotbecomelessagitated。

  Sheworkedverydiligentlyunderheraunt’sdirections,butherdiligenceandhersilenceconcealedaveryabsent,anxiousmind;andaboutnoonshemadeherescapewithherworktotheEastroom,thatshemighthavenoconcerninanother,and,asshedeemedit,mostunnecessaryrehearsalofthefirstact,whichHenryCrawfordwasjustproposing,desirousatonceofhavinghertimetoherself,andofavoidingthesightofMr。Rushworth。

  Aglimpse,asshepassedthroughthehall,ofthetwoladieswalkingupfromtheParsonagemadenochangeinherwishofretreat,andsheworkedandmeditatedintheEastroom,undisturbed,foraquarterofanhour,whenagentletapatthedoorwasfollowedbytheentranceofMissCrawford。

  “AmIright?Yes;thisistheEastroom。MydearMissPrice,Ibegyourpardon,butIhavemademywaytoyouonpurposetoentreatyourhelp。“

  Fanny,quitesurprised,endeavouredtoshewherselfmistressoftheroombyhercivilities,andlookedatthebrightbarsofheremptygratewithconcern。

  “Thankyou;Iamquitewarm,verywarm。Allowmetostayherealittlewhile,anddohavethegoodnesstohearmemythirdact。Ihavebroughtmybook,andifyouwouldbutrehearseitwithme,Ishouldbe_so_obliged!

  Icamehereto-dayintendingtorehearseitwithEdmund——

  byourselves——againsttheevening,butheisnotintheway;

  andifhe_were_,IdonotthinkIcouldgothroughitwith_him_,tillIhavehardenedmyselfalittle;

  forreallythereisaspeechortwo。Youwillbesogood,won’tyou?“

  Fannywasmostcivilinherassurances,thoughshecouldnotgivetheminaverysteadyvoice。

  “HaveyoueverhappenedtolookatthepartImean?“

  continuedMissCrawford,openingherbook。“Hereitis。

  Ididnotthinkmuchofitatfirst——but,uponmyword。

  There,lookat_that_speech,and_that_,and_that_。

  HowamIevertolookhiminthefaceandsaysuchthings?

  Couldyoudoit?Butthenheisyourcousin,whichmakesallthedifference。Youmustrehearseitwithme,thatI

  mayfancy_you_him,andgetonbydegrees。You_have_alookof_his_sometimes。“

  “HaveI?Iwilldomybestwiththegreatestreadiness;

  butImust_read_thepart,forIcansayverylittleofit。“

  “_None_ofit,Isuppose。Youaretohavethebook,ofcourse。Nowforit。Wemusthavetwochairsathandforyoutobringforwardtothefrontofthestage。

  There——verygoodschool-roomchairs,notmadeforatheatre,Idaresay;muchmorefittedforlittlegirlstositandkicktheirfeetagainstwhentheyarelearningalesson。

  Whatwouldyourgovernessandyourunclesaytoseethemusedforsuchapurpose?CouldSirThomaslookinuponusjustnow,hewouldblesshimself,forwearerehearsingalloverthehouse。Yatesisstormingawayinthedining-room。IheardhimasIcameupstairs,andthetheatreisengagedofcoursebythoseindefatigablerehearsers,AgathaandFrederick。If_they_arenotperfect,I_shall_besurprised。Bythebye,Ilookedinuponthemfiveminutesago,andithappenedtobeexactlyatoneofthetimeswhentheyweretrying_not_toembrace,andMr。Rushworthwaswithme。Ithoughthebegantolookalittlequeer,soIturneditoffaswellasIcould,bywhisperingtohim,’WeshallhaveanexcellentAgatha;

  thereissomethingso_maternal_inhermanner,socompletely_maternal_inhervoiceandcountenance。’

  Wasnotthatwelldoneofme?Hebrightenedupdirectly。

  Nowformysoliloquy。“

  Shebegan,andFannyjoinedinwithallthemodestfeelingwhichtheideaofrepresentingEdmundwassostronglycalculatedtoinspire;butwithlooksandvoicesotrulyfeminineastobenoverygoodpictureofaman。WithsuchanAnhalt,however,MissCrawfordhadcourageenough;

  andtheyhadgotthroughhalfthescene,whenatapatthedoorbroughtapause,andtheentranceofEdmund,thenextmoment,suspendeditall。

  Surprise,consciousness,andpleasureappearedineachofthethreeonthisunexpectedmeeting;andasEdmundwascomeontheverysamebusinessthathadbroughtMissCrawford,consciousnessandpleasurewerelikelytobemorethanmomentaryin_them_。Hetoohadhisbook,andwasseekingFanny,toaskhertorehearsewithhim,andhelphimtopreparefortheevening,withoutknowingMissCrawfordtobeinthehouse;andgreatwasthejoyandanimationofbeingthusthrowntogether,ofcomparingschemes,andsympathisinginpraiseofFanny’skindoffices。

  _She_couldnotequalthemintheirwarmth。_Her_spiritssankundertheglowoftheirs,andshefeltherselfbecomingtoonearlynothingtobothtohaveanycomfortinhavingbeensoughtbyeither。Theymustnowrehearsetogether。

  Edmundproposed,urged,entreatedit,tillthelady,notveryunwillingatfirst,couldrefusenolonger,andFannywaswantedonlytopromptandobservethem。

  Shewasinvested,indeed,withtheofficeofjudgeandcritic,andearnestlydesiredtoexerciseitandtellthemalltheirfaults;butfromdoingsoeveryfeelingwithinhershrank——shecouldnot,wouldnot,darednotattemptit:

  hadshebeenotherwisequalifiedforcriticism,herconsciencemusthaverestrainedherfromventuringatdisapprobation。

  Shebelievedherselftofeeltoomuchofitintheaggregateforhonestyorsafetyinparticulars。Topromptthemmustbeenoughforher;anditwassometimes_more_thanenough;

  forshecouldnotalwayspayattentiontothebook。

  Inwatchingthemsheforgotherself;and,agitatedbytheincreasingspiritofEdmund’smanner,hadonceclosedthepageandturnedawayexactlyashewantedhelp。

  Itwasimputedtoveryreasonableweariness,andshewasthankedandpitied;butshedeservedtheirpitymorethanshehopedtheywouldeversurmise。Atlastthescenewasover,andFannyforcedherselftoaddherpraisetothecomplimentseachwasgivingtheother;andwhenagainaloneandabletorecallthewhole,shewasinclinedtobelievetheirperformancewould,indeed,havesuchnatureandfeelinginitasmustensuretheircredit,andmakeitaverysufferingexhibitiontoherself。

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