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  “IratherwonderJuliaisnotinlovewithHenry,“

  washerobservationtoMary。

  “Idaresaysheis,“repliedMarycoldly。“Iimaginebothsistersare。“

  “Both!no,no,thatmustnotbe。Donotgivehimahintofit。ThinkofMr。Rushworth!“

  “YouhadbettertellMissBertramtothinkofMr。Rushworth。

  Itmaydo_her_somegood。IoftenthinkofMr。Rushworth’spropertyandindependence,andwishtheminotherhands;

  butIneverthinkofhim。Amanmightrepresentthecountywithsuchanestate;amanmightescapeaprofessionandrepresentthecounty。“

  “Idaresayhe_will_beinparliamentsoon。WhenSirThomascomes,Idaresayhewillbeinforsomeborough,buttherehasbeennobodytoputhiminthewayofdoinganythingyet。“

  “SirThomasistoachievemanymightythingswhenhecomeshome,“saidMary,afterapause。“DoyourememberHawkinsBrowne’s’AddresstoTobacco,’inimitationofPope?——

  Blestleaf!whosearomaticgalesdispenseToTemplarsmodesty,toParsonssense。

  Iwillparodythem——

  BlestKnight!whosedictatoriallooksdispenseToChildrenaffluence,toRushworthsense。

  Willnotthatdo,Mrs。Grant?EverythingseemstodependuponSirThomas’sreturn。“

  “Youwillfindhisconsequenceveryjustandreasonablewhenyouseehiminhisfamily,Iassureyou。Idonotthinkwedosowellwithouthim。Hehasafinedignifiedmanner,whichsuitstheheadofsuchahouse,andkeepseverybodyintheirplace。LadyBertramseemsmoreofaciphernowthanwhenheisathome;andnobodyelsecankeepMrs。Norrisinorder。But,Mary,donotfancythatMariaBertramcaresforHenry。Iamsure_Julia_doesnot,orshewouldnothaveflirtedasshedidlastnightwithMr。Yates;andthoughheandMariaareverygoodfriends,IthinkshelikesSothertontoowelltobeinconstant。“

  “IwouldnotgivemuchforMr。Rushworth’schanceifHenrysteptinbeforethearticlesweresigned。“

  “Ifyouhavesuchasuspicion,somethingmustbedone;

  andassoonastheplayisallover,wewilltalktohimseriouslyandmakehimknowhisownmind;andifhemeansnothing,wewillsendhimoff,thoughheisHenry,foratime。“

  Julia_did_suffer,however,thoughMrs。Grantdiscerneditnot,andthoughitescapedthenoticeofmanyofherownfamilylikewise。Shehadloved,shedidlovestill,andshehadallthesufferingwhichawarmtemperandahighspiritwerelikelytoendureunderthedisappointmentofadear,thoughirrationalhope,withastrongsenseofill-usage。Herheartwassoreandangry,andshewascapableonlyofangryconsolations。Thesisterwithwhomshewasusedtobeoneasytermswasnowbecomehergreatestenemy:theywerealienatedfromeachother;

  andJuliawasnotsuperiortothehopeofsomedistressingendtotheattentionswhichwerestillcarryingonthere,somepunishmenttoMariaforconductsoshamefultowardsherselfaswellastowardsMr。Rushworth。Withnomaterialfaultoftemper,ordifferenceofopinion,topreventtheirbeingverygoodfriendswhiletheirinterestswerethesame,thesisters,undersuchatrialasthis,hadnotaffectionorprincipleenoughtomakethemmercifulorjust,togivethemhonourorcompassion。Mariafelthertriumph,andpursuedherpurpose,carelessofJulia;

  andJuliacouldneverseeMariadistinguishedbyHenryCrawfordwithouttrustingthatitwouldcreatejealousy,andbringapublicdisturbanceatlast。

  FannysawandpitiedmuchofthisinJulia;buttherewasnooutwardfellowshipbetweenthem。Juliamadenocommunication,andFannytooknoliberties。Theyweretwosolitarysufferers,orconnectedonlybyFanny’sconsciousness。

  TheinattentionofthetwobrothersandtheaunttoJulia’sdiscomposure,andtheirblindnesstoitstruecause,mustbeimputedtothefullnessoftheirownminds。

  Theyweretotallypreoccupied。Tomwasengrossedbytheconcernsofhistheatre,andsawnothingthatdidnotimmediatelyrelatetoit。Edmund,betweenhistheatricalandhisrealpart,betweenMissCrawford’sclaimsandhisownconduct,betweenloveandconsistency,wasequallyunobservant;andMrs。Norriswastoobusyincontrivinganddirectingthegenerallittlemattersofthecompany,superintendingtheirvariousdresseswitheconomicalexpedient,forwhichnobodythankedher,andsaving,withdelightedintegrity,halfacrownhereandtheretotheabsentSirThomas,tohaveleisureforwatchingthebehaviour,orguardingthehappinessofhisdaughters。

  Everythingwasnowinaregulartrain:theatre,actors,actresses,anddresses,wereallgettingforward;

  butthoughnoothergreatimpedimentsarose,Fannyfound,beforemanydayswerepast,thatitwasnotalluninterruptedenjoymenttothepartythemselves,andthatshehadnottowitnessthecontinuanceofsuchunanimityanddelightashadbeenalmosttoomuchforheratfirst。

  Everybodybegantohavetheirvexation。Edmundhadmany。

  Entirelyagainst_his_judgment,ascene-painterarrivedfromtown,andwasatwork,muchtotheincreaseoftheexpenses,and,whatwasworse,oftheeclatoftheirproceedings;andhisbrother,insteadofbeingreallyguidedbyhimastotheprivacyoftherepresentation,wasgivinganinvitationtoeveryfamilywhocameinhisway。

  Tomhimselfbegantofretoverthescene-painter’sslowprogress,andtofeelthemiseriesofwaiting。

  Hehadlearnedhispart——allhisparts,forhetookeverytriflingonethatcouldbeunitedwiththeButler,andbegantobeimpatienttobeacting;andeverydaythusunemployedwastendingtoincreasehissenseoftheinsignificanceofallhispartstogether,andmakehimmorereadytoregretthatsomeotherplayhadnotbeenchosen。

  Fanny,beingalwaysaverycourteouslistener,andoftentheonlylistenerathand,cameinforthecomplaintsandthedistressesofmostofthem。_She_knewthatMr。Yateswasingeneralthoughttorantdreadfully;

  thatMr。YateswasdisappointedinHenryCrawford;

  thatTomBertramspokesoquickhewouldbeunintelligible;

  thatMrs。Grantspoiledeverythingbylaughing;thatEdmundwasbehindhandwithhispart,andthatitwasmiserytohaveanythingtodowithMr。Rushworth,whowaswantingaprompterthrougheveryspeech。Sheknew,also,thatpoorMr。Rushworthcouldseldomgetanybodytorehearsewithhim:

  _his_complaintcamebeforeheraswellastherest;

  andsodecidedtohereyewashercousinMaria’savoidanceofhim,andsoneedlesslyoftentherehearsalofthefirstscenebetweenherandMr。Crawford,thatshehadsoonalltheterrorofothercomplaintsfrom_him_。

  Sofarfrombeingallsatisfiedandallenjoying,shefoundeverybodyrequiringsomethingtheyhadnot,andgivingoccasionofdiscontenttotheothers。

  Everybodyhadaparteithertoolongortooshort;

  nobodywouldattendastheyought;nobodywouldrememberonwhichsidetheyweretocomein;nobodybutthecomplainerwouldobserveanydirections。

  Fannybelievedherselftoderiveasmuchinnocentenjoymentfromtheplayasanyofthem;HenryCrawfordactedwell,anditwasapleasureto_her_tocreepintothetheatre,andattendtherehearsalofthefirstact,inspiteofthefeelingsitexcitedinsomespeechesforMaria。Maria,shealsothought,actedwell,toowell;andafterthefirstrehearsalortwo,Fannybegantobetheironlyaudience;

  andsometimesasprompter,sometimesasspectator,wasoftenveryuseful。Asfarasshecouldjudge,Mr。Crawfordwasconsiderablythebestactorofall:

  hehadmoreconfidencethanEdmund,morejudgmentthanTom,moretalentandtastethanMr。Yates。Shedidnotlikehimasaman,butshemustadmithimtobethebestactor,andonthispointtherewerenotmanywhodifferedfromher。

  Mr。Yates,indeed,exclaimedagainsthistamenessandinsipidity;andthedaycameatlast,whenMr。Rushworthturnedtoherwithablacklook,andsaid,“Doyouthinkthereisanythingsoveryfineinallthis?Forthelifeandsoulofme,Icannotadmirehim;and,betweenourselves,toseesuchanundersized,little,mean-lookingman,setupforafineactor,isveryridiculousinmyopinion。“

  Fromthismomenttherewasareturnofhisformerjealousy,whichMaria,fromincreasinghopesofCrawford,wasatlittlepainstoremove;andthechancesofMr。Rushworth’severattainingtotheknowledgeofhistwo-and-fortyspeechesbecamemuchless。Astohisevermakinganything_tolerable_ofthem,nobodyhadthesmallestideaofthatexcepthismother;_she_,indeed,regrettedthathispartwasnotmoreconsiderable,anddeferredcomingovertoMansfieldtilltheywereforwardenoughintheirrehearsaltocomprehendallhisscenes;buttheothersaspiredatnothingbeyondhisrememberingthecatchword,andthefirstlineofhisspeech,andbeingabletofollowtheprompterthroughtherest。Fanny,inherpityandkindheartedness,wasatgreatpainstoteachhimhowtolearn,givinghimallthehelpsanddirectionsinherpower,tryingtomakeanartificialmemoryforhim,andlearningeverywordofhispartherself,butwithouthisbeingmuchtheforwarder。

  Manyuncomfortable,anxious,apprehensivefeelingsshecertainlyhad;butwithallthese,andotherclaimsonhertimeandattention,shewasasfarfromfindingherselfwithoutemploymentorutilityamongstthem,aswithoutacompanioninuneasiness;quiteasfarfromhavingnodemandonherleisureasonhercompassion。

  Thegloomofherfirstanticipationswasprovedtohavebeenunfounded。Shewasoccasionallyusefultoall;

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