第6章
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  “Well,LadyBertram,“saidMrs。Norris,movingtogo,“Icanonlysaythatmysoledesireistobeofusetoyourfamily:andso,ifSirThomasshouldeverspeakagainaboutmytakingFanny,youwillbeabletosaythatmyhealthandspiritsputitquiteoutofthequestion;

  besidesthat,Ireallyshouldnothaveabedtogiveher,forImustkeepaspareroomforafriend。“

  LadyBertramrepeatedenoughofthisconversationtoherhusbandtoconvincehimhowmuchhehadmistakenhissister-in-law’sviews;andshewasfromthatmomentperfectlysafefromallexpectation,ortheslightestallusiontoitfromhim。Hecouldnotbutwonderatherrefusingtodoanythingforaniecewhomshehadbeensoforwardtoadopt;but,asshetookearlycaretomakehim,aswellasLadyBertram,understandthatwhatevershepossessedwasdesignedfortheirfamily,hesoongrewreconciledtoadistinctionwhich,atthesametimethatitwasadvantageousandcomplimentarytothem,wouldenablehimbettertoprovideforFannyhimself。

  Fannysoonlearnthowunnecessaryhadbeenherfearsofaremoval;

  andherspontaneous,untaughtfelicityonthediscovery,conveyedsomeconsolationtoEdmundforhisdisappointmentinwhathehadexpectedtobesoessentiallyserviceabletoher。Mrs。NorristookpossessionoftheWhiteHouse,theGrantsarrivedattheParsonage,andtheseeventsover,everythingatMansfieldwentonforsometimeasusual。

  TheGrantsshowingadispositiontobefriendlyandsociable,gavegreatsatisfactioninthemainamongtheirnewacquaintance。

  Theyhadtheirfaults,andMrs。Norrissoonfoundthemout。

  TheDoctorwasveryfondofeating,andwouldhaveagooddinnereveryday;andMrs。Grant,insteadofcontrivingtogratifyhimatlittleexpense,gavehercookashighwagesastheydidatMansfieldPark,andwasscarcelyeverseeninheroffices。Mrs。Norriscouldnotspeakwithanytemperofsuchgrievances,norofthequantityofbutterandeggsthatwereregularlyconsumedinthehouse。

  “Nobodylovedplentyandhospitalitymorethanherself;

  nobodymorehatedpitifuldoings;theParsonage,shebelieved,hadneverbeenwantingincomfortsofanysort,hadneverborneabadcharacterin_her__time_,butthiswasawayofgoingonthatshecouldnotunderstand。

  Afineladyinacountryparsonagewasquiteoutofplace。

  _Her_store-room,shethought,mighthavebeengoodenoughforMrs。Granttogointo。Inquirewhereshewould,shecouldnotfindoutthatMrs。Granthadeverhadmorethanfivethousandpounds。“

  LadyBertramlistenedwithoutmuchinteresttothissortofinvective。Shecouldnotenterintothewrongsofaneconomist,butshefeltalltheinjuriesofbeautyinMrs。Grant’sbeingsowellsettledinlifewithoutbeinghandsome,andexpressedherastonishmentonthatpointalmostasoften,thoughnotsodiffusely,asMrs。Norrisdiscussedtheother。

  Theseopinionshadbeenhardlycanvassedayearbeforeanothereventaroseofsuchimportanceinthefamily,asmightfairlyclaimsomeplaceinthethoughtsandconversationoftheladies。SirThomasfounditexpedienttogotoAntiguahimself,forthebetterarrangementofhisaffairs,andhetookhiseldestsonwithhim,inthehopeofdetachinghimfromsomebadconnexionsathome。TheyleftEnglandwiththeprobabilityofbeingnearlyatwelvemonthabsent。

  Thenecessityofthemeasureinapecuniarylight,andthehopeofitsutilitytohisson,reconciledSirThomastotheeffortofquittingtherestofhisfamily,andofleavinghisdaughterstothedirectionofothersattheirpresentmostinterestingtimeoflife。

  HecouldnotthinkLadyBertramquiteequaltosupplyhisplacewiththem,orrather,toperformwhatshouldhavebeenherown;but,inMrs。Norris’swatchfulattention,andinEdmund’sjudgment,hehadsufficientconfidencetomakehimgowithoutfearsfortheirconduct。

  LadyBertramdidnotatallliketohaveherhusbandleaveher;

  butshewasnotdisturbedbyanyalarmforhissafety,orsolicitudeforhiscomfort,beingoneofthosepersonswhothinknothingcanbedangerous,ordifficult,orfatiguingtoanybodybutthemselves。

  TheMissBertramsweremuchtobepitiedontheoccasion:

  notfortheirsorrow,butfortheirwantofit。

  Theirfatherwasnoobjectoflovetothem;hehadneverseemedthefriendoftheirpleasures,andhisabsencewasunhappilymostwelcome。Theywererelievedbyitfromallrestraint;andwithoutaimingatonegratificationthatwouldprobablyhavebeenforbiddenbySirThomas,theyfeltthemselvesimmediatelyattheirowndisposal,andtohaveeveryindulgencewithintheirreach。

  Fanny’srelief,andherconsciousnessofit,werequiteequaltohercousins’;butamoretendernaturesuggestedthatherfeelingswereungrateful,andshereallygrievedbecauseshecouldnotgrieve。“SirThomas,whohaddonesomuchforherandherbrothers,andwhowasgoneperhapsnevertoreturn!thatsheshouldseehimgowithoutatear!itwasashamefulinsensibility。“

  Hehadsaidtoher,moreover,ontheverylastmorning,thathehopedshemightseeWilliamagaininthecourseoftheensuingwinter,andhadchargedhertowriteandinvitehimtoMansfieldassoonasthesquadrontowhichhebelongedshouldbeknowntobeinEngland。

  “Thiswassothoughtfulandkind!“andwouldheonlyhavesmileduponher,andcalledher“mydearFanny,“

  whilehesaidit,everyformerfrownorcoldaddressmighthavebeenforgotten。Buthehadendedhisspeechinawaytosinkherinsadmortification,byadding,“IfWilliamdoescometoMansfield,Ihopeyoumaybeabletoconvincehimthatthemanyyearswhichhavepassedsinceyoupartedhavenotbeenspentonyoursideentirelywithoutimprovement;though,Ifear,hemustfindhissisteratsixteeninsomerespectstoomuchlikehissisteratten。“

  Shecriedbitterlyoverthisreflectionwhenherunclewasgone;andhercousins,onseeingherwithredeyes,setherdownasahypocrite。

  TomBertramhadoflatespentsolittleofhistimeathomethathecouldbeonlynominallymissed;andLadyBertramwassoonastonishedtofindhowverywelltheydidevenwithouthisfather,howwellEdmundcouldsupplyhisplaceincarving,talkingtothesteward,writingtotheattorney,settlingwiththeservants,andequallysavingherfromallpossiblefatigueorexertionineveryparticularbutthatofdirectingherletters。

  Theearliestintelligenceofthetravellers’safearrivalatAntigua,afterafavourablevoyage,wasreceived;

  thoughnotbeforeMrs。Norrishadbeenindulginginverydreadfulfears,andtryingtomakeEdmundparticipatethemwhenevershecouldgethimalone;andasshedependedonbeingthefirstpersonmadeacquaintedwithanyfatalcatastrophe,shehadalreadyarrangedthemannerofbreakingittoalltheothers,whenSirThomas’sassurancesoftheirbothbeingaliveandwellmadeitnecessarytolaybyheragitationandaffectionatepreparatoryspeechesforawhile。

  Thewintercameandpassedwithouttheirbeingcalledfor;theaccountscontinuedperfectlygood;

  andMrs。Norris,inpromotinggaietiesforhernieces,assistingtheirtoilets,displayingtheiraccomplishments,andlookingaboutfortheirfuturehusbands,hadsomuchtodoas,inadditiontoallherownhouseholdcares,someinterferenceinthoseofhersister,andMrs。Grant’swastefuldoingstooverlook,leftherverylittleoccasiontobeoccupiedinfearsfortheabsent。

  TheMissBertramswerenowfullyestablishedamongthebellesoftheneighbourhood;andastheyjoinedtobeautyandbrilliantacquirementsamannernaturallyeasy,andcarefullyformedtogeneralcivilityandobligingness,theypossesseditsfavouraswellasitsadmiration。

  Theirvanitywasinsuchgoodorderthattheyseemedtobequitefreefromit,andgavethemselvesnoairs;

  whilethepraisesattendingsuchbehaviour,securedandbroughtroundbytheiraunt,servedtostrengthentheminbelievingtheyhadnofaults。

  LadyBertramdidnotgointopublicwithherdaughters。

  Shewastooindolenteventoacceptamother’sgratificationinwitnessingtheirsuccessandenjoymentattheexpenseofanypersonaltrouble,andthechargewasmadeovertohersister,whodesirednothingbetterthanapostofsuchhonourablerepresentation,andverythoroughlyrelishedthemeansitaffordedherofmixinginsocietywithouthavinghorsestohire。

  Fannyhadnoshareinthefestivitiesoftheseason;

  butsheenjoyedbeingavowedlyusefulasheraunt’scompanionwhentheycalledawaytherestofthefamily;and,asMissLeehadleftMansfield,shenaturallybecameeverythingtoLadyBertramduringthenightofaballoraparty。

  Shetalkedtoher,listenedtoher,readtoher;

  andthetranquillityofsuchevenings,herperfectsecurityinsucha_tete-a-tete_fromanysoundofunkindness,wasunspeakablywelcometoamindwhichhadseldomknownapauseinitsalarmsorembarrassments。Astohercousins’gaieties,shelovedtohearanaccountofthem,especiallyoftheballs,andwhomEdmundhaddancedwith;

  butthoughttoolowlyofherownsituationtoimaginesheshouldeverbeadmittedtothesame,andlistened,therefore,withoutanideaofanynearerconcerninthem。

  Uponthewhole,itwasacomfortablewintertoher;

  forthoughitbroughtnoWilliamtoEngland,thenever-failinghopeofhisarrivalwasworthmuch。

  Theensuingspringdeprivedherofhervaluedfriend,theoldgreypony;andforsometimeshewasindangeroffeelingthelossinherhealthaswellasinheraffections;

  forinspiteoftheacknowledgedimportanceofherridingonhorse-back,nomeasuresweretakenformountingheragain,“because,“asitwasobservedbyheraunts,“shemightrideoneofhercousin’shorsesatanytimewhentheydidnotwantthem,“andastheMissBertramsregularlywantedtheirhorseseveryfineday,andhadnoideaofcarryingtheirobligingmannerstothesacrificeofanyrealpleasure,thattime,ofcourse,nevercame。

  TheytooktheircheerfulridesinthefinemorningsofAprilandMay;andFannyeithersatathomethewholedaywithoneaunt,orwalkedbeyondherstrengthattheinstigationoftheother:LadyBertramholdingexercisetobeasunnecessaryforeverybodyasitwasunpleasanttoherself;andMrs。Norris,whowaswalkingallday,thinkingeverybodyoughttowalkasmuch。Edmundwasabsentatthistime,ortheevilwouldhavebeenearlierremedied。

  Whenhereturned,tounderstandhowFannywassituated,andperceiveditsilleffects,thereseemedwithhimbutonethingtobedone;andthat“Fannymusthaveahorse“

  wastheresolutedeclarationwithwhichheopposedwhatevercouldbeurgedbythesupinenessofhismother,ortheeconomyofhisaunt,tomakeitappearunimportant。

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