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  “Ican’tremember,“hemurmuredagain。

  “Ofcourseyoucan’t,sodon’ttry,foryouseeyougotitinthehead,abitofshell;andaniceoperation,orratheroperations,theyhadoveryou。Ifitwasn’tforthatcleversurgeon——butthere,nevermind。“

  “ShallIrecover?“

  “Ofcourseyouwill。Wehavehadnodoubtaboutthatforthelastweek;youhavebeenherenearlythree,youknow;only,yousee,wethoughtyoumightbeblind,somethingtodowiththenervesoftheeyes。Butitappearsthatisn’tso。Nowbequiet,forIcan’tstoptalkingtoyouwithtwodyingjustoutside,andanotherwhomIhopetosave。“

  “Onething,Nurse——aboutthewar。HavetheGermansgotParis?“

  “That’sasillyquestion,Major,whichmakesmethinkyouain’tsorightasIbelieved。IfthosebruteshadParisdoyouthinkyouwouldbeatVersailles?Or,atanyrate,thatIshould?Don’tyoubotheraboutthewar。It’sallright,orasrightasitislikelytobeformanyalongday。“

  Thenshewent。

  AweeklaterGodfreywasallowedtogetoutofbedandwasevencarriedtositintheautumnsunshineamongothershatteredmen。Nowhelearnedalltherewastoknow;thattheGermanrushhadbeenstayed,thattheyhadbeenheadedofffromCalais,andthatthearmieswereentrenchingoppositetoeachotherandpreparingforthewinter,theAlliedcausehavingbeensaved,asitwere,byamiracle,atanyrateforthewhile。Hewasstillveryweak,withgreatpaininhishead,andcouldnotreadatall,whichgrievedhim。

  Sothetimewentby,tillatlasthewastoldthathewastobesenttoEngland,ashisbedwaswantedandhecouldrecoverthereaswellasinFrance。Twodayslaterhestartedinahospitaltrainandsufferedmuchuponthejourney,althoughitwasbrokenforanightatBoulogne。StillhecamesafelytoLondon,andwastakentoacentralhospitalwherenextdayseveraldoctorsheldaconsultationoverhim。

  WhenitwasovertheyaskedhimifhehadfriendsinLondonandwishedtostaythere。HerepliedthathehadnofriendsexceptanoldnurseatHampstead,ifshewerestillthere,andthathedidnotlikeLondon。Thentherewastalkamongthem,andthewordTorquaywasmentioned。Theheaddoctorseemedtoagree,butashewasleaving,changedhismind。

  “Toolongajourney,“hesaid,“itwouldknockhimup。Givemethatlist。Here,thisplacewilldo;quitecloseandgotupregardless,I

  amtold,forshe’sveryrich。That’swhathewants——comfortandfirst-

  classfood,“andwithanodtoGodfrey,whowaslisteninginanidlefashion,quiteindifferentastohisdestination,hewasgone。

  NextdaytheycarriedhimoffinanambulancethroughthecrowdedStrand,andpresentlyhefoundhimselfatLiverpoolStreet,wherehewasputintoaninvalidcarriage。Heaskedtheorderlywherehewasgoing,butthemandidnotseemtoknow,orhadforgottenthename。Sotroublingnomoreaboutithetookadoseofmedicineashehadbeenordered,andpresentlywenttosleep,asnodoubtitwasintendedthatheshoulddo。Whenhewokeupagainitwastofindhimselfbeingliftedfromanotherambulanceintoahousewhichwasverydark,perhapsbecauseofthelightingorders,fornownighthadfallen。Hewascarriedinachairupsomestairsintoaverynicebedroom,andthereputtobedbytwomen。Theywentaway,leavinghimalone。

  Somethingpuzzledhimabouttheplace;atfirsthecouldnotthinkwhatitwas。Thenheknew。Thesmellofitwasfamiliartohim。Hedidnotrecognisetheroom,butthesmellhedidseemtorecognise,thoughbeingweakandshakenhecouldnotconnectitwithanyparticularhouseorlocality。Nowtherewerevoicesinthepassage,andheknewthathemustbedreaming,fortheonlyonethathecouldreallyhearsoundedexactlyliketothatofoldMrs。Parsons。Hesmiledatthethoughtandshuthiseyes。ThevoicethatwasliketothatofMrs。

  Parsonsdiedaway,sayingasitwent:

  “No,Ihaven’tgotthenames,butIdaresaytheyaredownstairs。I’llgoandlook。“

  Thedooropenedandheheardsomeoneenter,awomanthistimebyhertread。Hedidnotsee,bothbecausehiseyeswerestillalmostclosedandforthereasonthattheelectriclightwasheavilyshaded。Sohejustlaythere,wonderingquitevaguelywherehewasandwhothewomanmightbe。Shecameneartothebedandlookeddownathim,forheheardherdressrustleasshebent。Thenhebecameawareofaverystrangesensation。Hefeltasthoughsomethingwereflowingfromthatwomantohim,somestrangeandconcentratedpowerofthoughtwhichwaschangingintoakindofagonyofjoy。Thewomanabovehimbegantobreathequickly,insighsasitwere,andheknewthatshewasstirred;heknewthatshewaswondering。

  “Icannotseehisface,Icannotseehisface!“shewhisperedinastrained,unnaturaltone。Thenwithsomeswiftmovementsheliftedtheshadethatwasoverthelamp。He,too,turnedhisheadandopenedhiseyes。

  Oh,God!thereoverhimleantIsobel,cladinanurse’srobes——yes,Isobel——unlessheweremad。

  Nextmomentheknewthathewasnotmad,forshesaidoneword,onlyone,butitwasenough。

  “Godfrey!“

  “Isobel!“hegasped。“Isityou?“

  Shemadenoanswer,atleastinwords。Onlyshebentdownandkissedhimonthelips。

  “Youmustn’tdothat,“hewhispered。“Remember——ourpromise?“

  “Iremember,“sheanswered。“AmIlikelytoforget?Itwasthatyouwouldneverseemenorcomeintothishousewhilemyfatherlived。

  Well,hediedamonthago。“Thenadoubtstruckher,andsheaddedswiftly:“Didn’tyouwanttocomehere?“

  “Want,Isobel!WhatelsehaveIwantedfortenyears?ButIdidn’tknow;mycomingherewasjustanaccident。“

  “Aretheresuchthingsasaccidents?“shequeried。“WasitanaccidentwhentwentyyearsagoIfoundyousleepingintheschoolroomattheAbbeyandkissedyouontheforehead,orwhenIfoundyousleepingafewminutesagotwentywholeyearslater——?“andshepaused。

  “Andkissedme——/not/upontheforehead,“saidGodfreyreflective,adding,“Ineverknewaboutthatfirstkiss。Thankyouforit。“

  “Notupontheforehead,“sherepeatedafterhim,colouringalittle。

  “YouseeIhavefaithandtakeagreatdealforgranted。IfIshouldbemistaken——“

  “Oh!don’ttroubleaboutthat,“hebrokein,“becauseyouknowitcouldn’tbe。Tenyears,ortenthousand,anditwouldmakenodifference。“

  “Iwonder,“shemused,“oh!howIwonder。Doyouthinkitpossiblethatweshallbelivingtenthousandyearshence?“

  “Quite,“heansweredwithcheerfulassurance,“muchmorepossiblethanthatIshouldbelivingto-day。What’stenthousandyears?It’squiteahundredthousandsinceIsawyou。“

  “Don’tlaughatme,“sheexclaimed。

  “Whynot,dear,whenthere’snothinginthewholeworldatwhichI

  wouldn’tlaughatjustnow?althoughIwouldratherlookatyou。AlsoIwasn’tlaughing,Iwasloving,andwhenoneislovingverymuch,thetruthcomesout。“

  “Thenyoureallythinkittrue——aboutthetenthousandyears,Imean?“

  “Ofcourse,dear,“heanswered,andthistimehisvoicewasseriousenough。“DidwenottelleachotheryonderintheAbbeythatourswastheloveeternal?“

  “Yes,butwordscannotmakeeternity。“

  “No,butthoughtsandthewillbehindthemcan,forwereapwhatwesow。“

  “Whydoyousaythat?“sheaskedquickly。

  “Ican’ttellyou,exceptbecauseIknowthatitisso。Wecometostrangeconclusionsoutyonder,whereonlydeathseemstobetrueandalltherestadream。Whatwecalltherealandtheunrealgetmixed。“

  Akindofwaveofhappinesspassedthroughher,soobviousthatitwasvisibletothewatchingGodfrey。

  “IfyoubelieveitIdaresaythatitisso,foryoualwayshadwhattheycallvision,hadyounot?“Thenwithoutwaitingforananswer,shewenton,“Whatnonsensewearetalking。Don’tyouunderstand,Godfrey,thatIamquiteold?“

  “Yes,“heanswered,“gettingon;sixmonthsyoungerthanIam,I

  think。“

  “Oh!it’sdifferentwithaman。AnotherdozenyearsandI’mfinished。“

  “Possibly,exceptforthateternitybeforeyou。“

  “Also,“shecontinued,“Iameven——“

  “Evenmorebeautifulthanyouweretenyearsago,atanyratetome,“

  hebrokein。

  “YoufoolishGodfrey,“shemurmured,andmovedalittleawayfromhim。

  Justthenthedooropened,andMrs。Parsons,lookingveryoddinanurse’sdresswiththecapawryuponhergreyhair,entered,carryingabitofpaper。

  “ThehuntIhad!“shebegan;“thatsilly,new-fangledkindofagirl-

  clerkhavingstuckthepaperawayundertheletterO——forofficers,youknow,Miss——insomefancyboxofhers,andthengoneofftotea。

  Herearethenames,butIcan’tseewithoutmyspecs。“

  Atthispointsomethingintheattitudeofthetwostruckher,somethingthatherinstinctstoldherwasuncommon,andshestoodirresolute。Isobelsteppedtoherasthoughtotakethelist,and,bendingdown,whisperedintoherear。

  “What?“saidMrs。Parsons。“SurelyIdidn’tunderstand;youknowI’mgettingdeafaswellasblind。Saythenameagain。“

  Isobelobeyed,stillinawhisper。

  “/Him/!“exclaimedtheoldwoman,“him!OurGodfrey,andyou’vebeenandletonwhoyouwere——youwhocallyourselfanursingCommandant?

  Why,Idaresayyou’llbethedeathofhim。Outyougo,Miss,anyway;

  I’lltakechargeofthiscaseforthepresent,“andasitseemedtoGodfrey,watchingfromthefarcorner,literallyshebundledIsobelfromtheroom。

  Thensheshutandlockedthedoor。Comingtothebedsideshekneltdownratherstiffly,lookedathimforawhiletomakesure,andkissedhim,notonce,butmanytimes。

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