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  ThateveningSallywasmaking’pinners’forthemilkers,whowerenowincreasedbytwo,forhermotherandherselfnolongerjoinedinmilkingthecowsthemselves。Butuponthewholetherewaslittlechangeinthehouseholdeconomy,andnotmuchinitsappearance,beyondsuchminorparticularsasthatthecrackoverthewindow,whichhadbeenahundredyearscoming,wasatriflewider;thatthebeamswereashadeblacker;thattheinfluenceofmodernismhadsupplantedtheopenchimneycornerbyagrate;thatRebekah,whohadwornacapwhenshehadplentyofhair,hadleftitoffnowshehadscarceany,becauseitwasreportedthatcapswerenotfashionable;

  andthatSally’sfacehadnaturallyassumedamorewomanlyandexperiencedcast。

  Mrs。Hallwasactuallyliftingcoalswiththetongs,asshehadusedtodo。

  ’Fiveyearsagothisverynight,ifIamnotmistaken——’shesaid,layingonanember。

  ’Notthisverynight——though’twasonenightthisweek,’saidthecorrectSally。

  ’Well,’tisnearenough。FiveyearsagoMr。Dartoncametomarryyou,andmypoorboyPhilcamehometodie。’Shesighed。’Ah,Sally,’shepresentlysaid,’ifyouhadmanagedwellMr。Dartonwouldhavehadyou,Helenaornone。’

  ’Don’tbesentimentalaboutthat,mother,’beggedSally。’Ididn’tcaretomanagewellinsuchacase。ThoughIlikedhim,Iwasn’tsoanxious。Iwouldneverhavemarriedthemaninthemidstofsuchahitchasthatwas,’sheaddedwithdecision;’andIdon’tthinkI

  wouldifheweretoaskmenow。’

  ’Iamnotsureaboutthat,unlessyouhaveanotherinyoureye。’

  ’Iwouldn’t;andI’lltellyouwhy。Icouldhardlymarryhimforloveatthistimeo’day。Andaswe’vequiteenoughtoliveonifwegiveupthedairyto-morrow,Ishouldhavenoneedtomarryforanymeanerreason……IamquitehappyenoughasIam,andthere’sanendofit。’

  Nowitwasnotlongafterthisdialoguethattherecameamildrapatthedoor,andinamomentthereenteredRebekah,lookingasthoughaghosthadarrived。Thefactwasthatthataccomplishedskimmerandchurnernowaresidentinthehousehadoverheardthedesultoryobservationsbetweenmotheranddaughter,andonopeningthedoortoMr。Dartonthoughtthecoincidencemusthaveagrislymeaninginit。Mrs。Hallwelcomedthefarmerwithwarmsurprise,asdidSally,andforamomenttheyratherwantedwords。

  ’Canyoupushupthechimney-crookforme,MrDarton?thenotcheshitch,’saidthematron。Hedidit,andthehomelylittleactbridgedovertheawkwardconsciousnessthathehadbeenastrangerforfouryears。

  Mrs。Hallsoonsawwhathehadcomefor,andlefttheprincipalstogetherwhileshewenttopreparehimalatetea,smilingatSally’srecenthastyassertionsofindifference,whenshesawhowcivilSallywas。Whenteawasreadyshejoinedthem。ShefanciedthatDartondidnotlooksoconfidentaswhenhehadarrived;butSallywasquitelight-hearted,andthemealpassedpleasantly。

  Aboutsevenhetookhisleaveofthem。Mrs。Hallwentasfarasthedoortolighthimdowntheslope。Onthedoorstephesaidfrankly——

  ’Icametoaskyourdaughtertomarryme;chosethenightandeverything,withaneyetoafavourableanswer。Butshewon’t。’

  ’Thenshe’saveryungratefulgirl!’emphaticallysaidMrs。Hall。

  Dartonpausedtoshapehissentence,andasked,’I——Isupposethere’snobodyelsemorefavoured?’

  ’Ican’tsaythatthereis,orthatthereisn’t,’answeredMrs。

  Hall。’She’sprivateinsomethings。I’monyourside,however,Mr。Darton,andI’lltalktoher。’

  ’Thank’ee,thank’ee!’saidthefarmerinagayeraccent;andwiththisassurancethenotverysatisfactoryvisitcametoanend。

  Dartondescendedtherootsofthesycamore,thelightwaswithdrawn,andthedoorclosed。Atthebottomoftheslopehenearlyranagainstamanabouttoascend。

  ’Canajack-o’-lentbelievehisfewsensesonsuchadarknight,orcan’the?’exclaimedonewhoseutteranceDartonrecognizedinamoment,despiteitsunexpectedness。’Idarenotswearhecan,thoughIfainwould!’ThespeakerwasJohns。

  Dartonsaidhewasgladofthisopportunity,badasitwas,ofputtinganendtothesilenceofyears,andaskedthedairymanwhathewastravellingthatwayfor。

  Japhethshowedtheoldjovialconfidenceinamoment。’I’mgoingtoseeyour——relations——astheyalwaysseemtome,’hesaid——’Mrs。HallandSally。Well,Charles,thefactisIfindthenaturalbarbarousnessofmanismuchincreasedbyabachelorlife,and,asyourleavingswerealwaysgoodenoughforme,I’mtryingcivilizationhere。’Henoddedtowardsthehouse。

  ’NotwithSally——tomarryher?’saidDarton,feelingsomethinglikearilloficewaterbetweenhisshoulders。

  ’Yes,bythehelpofProvidenceandmypersonalcharms。AndIthinkIshallgether。Iamthisroadeveryweek——mypresentdairyisonlyfourmilesoff,youknow,andIseeherthroughthewindow。

  ’TisratheroddthatIwasgoingtospeakpracticalto-nighttoherforthefirsttime。You’vejustcalled?’

  ’Yes,forashortwhile。Butshedidn’tsayawordaboutyou。’

  ’Agoodsign,agoodsign。Nowthatdecidesme。I’llswingthemalletandgetheranswerthisverynightasIplanned。’

  Afewmoreremarks,andDarton,wishinghisfriendjoyofSallyinaslightlyhollowtoneofjocularity,badehimgood-bye。Johnspromisedtowriteparticulars,andascended,andwaslostintheshadeofthehouseandtree。ArectangleoflightappearedwhenJohnswasadmitted,andallwasdarkagain。

  ’HappyJapheth!’saidDarton。’Thisthenistheexplanation!’

  Hedeterminedtoreturnhomethatnight。Inaquarterofanhourhepassedoutofthevillage,andthenextdaywentabouthisswede-

  liftingandstoringasifnothinghadoccurred。

  HewaitedandwaitedtohearfromJohnswhetherthewedding-daywasfixed:butnolettercame。Helearntnotasingleparticulartill,meetingJohnsonedayatahorse-auction,Dartonexclaimedgenially——

  rathermoregeniallythanhefelt——’Whenisthejoyfuldaytobe?’

  TohisgreatsurpriseareciprocityofgladnesswasnotconspicuousinJohns。’Notatall,’hesaid,inaverysubduedtone。’’Tisabadjob;shewon’thaveme。’

  Dartonheldhisbreathtillhesaidwithtreacheroussolicitude,’Tryagain——’tiscoyness。’

  ’Ono,’saidJohnsdecisively。’There’sbeennoneofthat。Wetalkeditoverdozensoftimesinthemostfairandsquareway。Shetellsmeplainly,Idon’tsuither。’Twouldbesimplyannoyinghertoaskheragain。Ah,Charles,youthrewaprizeawaywhenyouletherslipfiveyearsago。’

  ’Idid——Idid,’saidDarton。

  Hereturnedfromthatauctionwithanewsetoffeelingsinplay。

  HehadcertainlymadeasurprisingmistakeinthinkingJohnshissuccessfulrival。ItreallyseemedasifhemighthopeforSallyafterall。

  Thistime,beingratherpressedbybusiness,Dartonhadrecoursetopen-and-ink,andwroteherasmanlyandstraightforwardaproposalasanywomancouldwishtoreceive。Thereplycamepromptly:-

  ’DEARMR。DARTON,——Iamassensibleasanywomancanbeofthegoodnessthatleadsyoutomakemethisofferasecondtime。BetterwomenthanIwouldbeproudofthehonour,forwhenIreadyournicelongspeechesonmangold-wurzel,andsuchliketopics,attheCasterbridgeFarmers’Club,Idofeelitanhonour,Iassureyou。

  Butmyanswerisjustthesameasbefore。Iwillnottrytoexplainwhat,intruth,Icannotexplain——myreasons;IwillsimplysaythatImustdeclinetobemarriedtoyou。Withgoodwishesasinformertimes,Iam,yourfaithfulfriend,’SALLYHALL。’

  Dartondroppedtheletterhopelessly。Beyondthenegative,therewasjustapossibilityofsarcasminit——’nicelongspeechesonmangold-wurzel’hadasuspicioussound。However,sarcasmornone,therewastheanswer,andhehadtobecontent。

  Heproceededtoseekreliefinabusinesswhichatthistimeengrossedmuchofhisattention——thatofclearingupacuriousmistakejustcurrentinthecounty,thathehadbeennearlyruinedbytherecentfailureofalocalbank。AfarmernamedDartonhadlostheavily,andthesimilarityofnamehadprobablyledtotheerror。Beliefinitwassopersistentthatitdemandedseveraldaysofletter-writingtosetmattersstraight,andpersuadetheworldthathewasassolventaseverhehadbeeninhislife。Hehadhardlyconcludedthisworryingtaskwhen,tohisdelight,anotherletterarrivedinthehandwritingofSally。

  Dartontoreitopen;itwasveryshort。

  ’DEARMR。DARTON,——Wehavebeensoalarmedtheselastfewdaysbythereportthatyouwereruinedbythestoppageof——’sBank,that,nowitiscontradictedIhasten,bymymother’swish,tosayhowtrulygladwearetofindthereisnofoundationforthereport。

  Afteryourkindnesstomypoorbrother’schildren,Icandonolessthanwriteatsuchamoment。Wehadaletterfromeachofthemafewdaysago——Yourfaithfulfriend,’SALLYHALL。’

  ’Mercenarylittlewoman!’saidDartontohimselfwithasmile。

  ’Thenthatwasthesecretofherrefusalthistime——shethoughtI

  wasruined。’

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