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  Timepassed,andthehouseholdontheKnapbecameagainsereneunderthecomposinginfluencesofdailyroutine。Adesultory,verydesultorycorrespondence,draggedonbetweenSallyHallandDarton,who,notquiteknowinghowtotakeherpetulantwordsonthenightofherbrother’sdeath,hadcontinuedpassivethuslong。Helenaandherchildrenremainedatthedairy-house,almostofnecessity,andDartonthereforedeemeditadvisabletostayaway。

  Oneday,sevenmonthslateron,whenMr。Dartonwasasusualathisfarm,twentymilesfromHintock,anotereachedhimfromHelena。

  Shethankedhimforhiskindofferaboutherchildren,whichhermother-in-lawhaddulycommunicated,andstatedthatshewouldbegladtoacceptitasregardedtheeldest,theboy。Helenahad,intruth,goodneedtodoso,forherunclehadleftherpenniless,andallapplicationtosomerelativesinthenorthhadfailed。Therewas,besides,asshesaid,nogoodschoolnearHintocktowhichshecouldsendthechild。

  Onafinesummerdaytheboycame。Hewasaccompaniedhalf-waybySallyandhismother——tothe’WhiteHorse,’atChalkNewton——wherehewashandedovertoDarton’sbailiffinashiningspring-cart,whometthemthere。

  Hewasenteredasaday-scholaratapopularschoolatCasterbridge,threeorfourmilesfromDarton’s,havingfirstbeentaughtbyDartontorideaforest-pony,onwhichhecanteredtoandfromtheaforesaidfountofknowledge,andasDartonhopedbroughtawayapromisingheadfulofthesameateachdiurnalexpedition。ThethoughtfultaciturnityintowhichDartonhadlatterlyfallenwasquitedissipatedbythepresenceofthisboy。

  WhentheChristmasholidayscameitwasarrangedthatheshouldspendthemwithhismother。Thejourneywas,forsomereasonorother,performedintwostages,asathiscoming,exceptthatDartoninpersontooktheplaceofthebailiff,andthattheboyandhimselfrodeonhorseback。

  Reachingtherenowned’WhiteHorse,’DartoninquiredifMissandyoungMrs。HallweretheretomeetlittlePhilipastheyhadagreedtobe。HewasansweredbytheappearanceofHelenaaloneatthedoor。

  ’AtthelastmomentSallywouldnotcome,’shefaltered。

  Thatmeetingpracticallysettledthepointtowardswhichtheselong-

  severedpersonswereconverging。Butnothingwasbroachedaboutitforsometimeyet。SallyHallhad,infact,impartedthefirstdecisivemotiontoeventsbyrefusingtoaccompanyHelena。Shesoongavethemasecondmovebywritingthefollowingnote’[Private。]

  ’DEARCHARLES,——LivingheresolongandintimatelywithHelena,I

  havenaturallylearntherhistory,especiallythatofitwhichreferstoyou。Iamsureshewouldacceptyouasahusbandatthepropertime,andIthinkyououghttogivehertheopportunity。YouinquireinanoldnoteifIamsorrythatIshowedtemperwhichitWASN’TthatnightwhenIheardyoutalkingtoher。No,Charles,I

  amnotsorryatallforwhatIsaidthen——Yourssincerely,SALLY

  HALL。’

  Thussetintrain,thetransferofDarton’sheartbacktoitsoriginalquartersproceededbymerelapseoftime。InthefollowingJuly,DartonwenttohisfriendJaphethtoaskhimatlasttofulfilthebridalofficewhichhadbeeninabeyancesincethepreviousJanuarytwelvemonths。

  ’Withallmyheart,mano’constancy!’saidDairymanJohnswarmly。

  ’I’velostmostofmygenteelfaircomplexionhaymakingthishotweather,’tistrue,butI’lldoyourbusinessaswellasthemthatlookbetter。Therebescentsandgoodhair-oilintheworldyet,thankGod,andthey’lltakeofftheroughesto’myedge。I’llcomplimenther。“Betterlatethannever,SallyHall,“I’llsay。’

  ’ItisnotSally,’saidDartonhurriedly。’ItisyoungMrs。Hall。’

  Japheth’sface,assoonashereallycomprehended,becameapictureofreproachfuldismay。’NotSally?’hesaid。’WhynotSally?I

  can’tbelieveit!YoungMrs。Hall!Well,well——where’syourwisdom?’

  Dartonshortlyexplainedparticulars;butJohnswouldnotbereconciled。’Shewasawomanworthhavingifeverwomanwas,’hecried。’Andnowtolethergo!’

  ’ButIsupposeIcanmarrywhereIlike,’saidDarton。

  ’H’m,’repliedthedairyman,liftinghiseyebrowsexpressively。

  ’Thisdon’tbecomeyou,Charles——itreallydonot。IfIhaddonesuchathingyouwouldhaveswornIwasacurstno’thernfooltobedrawnoffthescentbysuchared-herringdoll-oll-oll。’

  FarmerDartonrespondedinsuchsharptermstothislaconicopinionthatthetwofriendsfinallypartedinawaytheyhadneverpartedbefore。JohnswastobenogroomsmantoDartonafterall。Hehadflatlydeclined。Dartonwentoffsorry,andevenunhappy,particularlyasJaphethwasabouttoleavethatsideofthecounty,sothatthewordswhichhaddividedthemwerenotlikelytobeexplainedawayorsofteneddown。

  AshorttimeaftertheinterviewDartonwasunitedtoHelenaatasimplematter-offactwedding;andsheandherlittlegirljoinedtheboywhohadalreadygrowntolookonDarton’shouseashome。

  Forsomemonthsthefarmerexperiencedanunprecedentedhappinessandsatisfaction。Therehadbeenaflawinhislife,anditwasasneatlymendedaswashumanlypossible。Butafteraseasonthestreamofeventsfollowedlessclearly,andtherewereshadesinhisreveries。Helenawasafragilewoman,oflittlestayingpower,physicallyormorally,andsincethetimethathehadoriginallyknownher——eightortenyearsbefore——shehadbeenseverelytried。

  Shehadlovedherselfout,inshort,andwasnowoccasionallygiventomoping。Sometimesshespokeregretfullyofthegentilitiesofherearlylife,andinsteadofcomparingherpresentstatewithherconditionasthewifeoftheunluckyHall,shemusedratheronwhatithadbeenbeforeshetookthefirstfatalstepofclandestinelymarryinghim。Shedidnotcaretopleasesuchpeopleasthosewithwhomshewasthrownasathrivingfarmer’swife。Sheallowedtheprettytriflesofagriculturaldomesticitytoglidebyherassorrydetails,andhaditnotbeenforthechildrenDarton’shousewouldhaveseemedbutlittlebrighterthanithadbeenbefore。

  Thisledtooccasionalunpleasantness,untilDartonsometimesdeclaredtohimselfthatsuchendeavoursashistorectifyearlydeviationsoftheheartbyharkingbacktotheoldpointmostlyfailedofsuccess。’PerhapsJohnswasright,’hewouldsay。’I

  shouldhavegoneonwithSally。Bettergowiththetideandmakethebestofitscoursethanstemitattheriskofacapsize。’Buthekepttheseunmelodiousthoughtstohimself,andwasoutwardlyconsiderateandkind。

  Thissomewhatbarrentractofhislifehadextendedtolessthanayearandahalfwhenhisponderingswerecutshortbythelossofthewomantheyconcerned。Whenshewasinhergravehethoughtbetterofherthanwhenshehadbeenalive;thefarmwasaworseplacewithoutherthanwithher,afterall。Nowomanshortofdivinecouldhavegonethroughsuchanexperienceasherswithherfirsthusbandwithoutbecomingalittlesoured。Herstagnantsympathies,hersometimesunreasonablemanner,hadcoveredaheartfrankandwellmeaning,andoriginallyhopefulandwarm。Shelefthimatinyredinfantinwhitewrappings。Tomakelifeaseasyaspossibletothistouchingobjectbecameatoncehiscare。

  AsthischildlearnttowalkandtalkDartonlearnttoseefeasibilityinaschemewhichpleasedhim。Revolvingtheexperimentwhichhehadhithertomadeuponlife,hefanciedhehadgainedwisdomfromhismistakesandcautionfromhismiscarriages。

  Whattheschemewasneedsnopenetrationtodiscover。Oncemorehehadopportunitytorecastandrectifyhisill-wroughtsituationsbyreturningtoSallyHall,whostilllivedquietlyonunderhermother’sroofatHintock。Helenahadbeenawomantolendpathosandrefinementtoahome;Sallywasthewomantobrightenit。Shewouldnot,asHelenadid,despisetheruralsimplicitiesofafarmer’sfireside。Moreover,shehadapre-eminentqualificationforDarton’shousehold;nootherwomancouldmakesodesirableamothertoherbrother’stwochildrenandDarton’soneasSally——

  whileDarton,nowthatHelenahadgone,wasamorepromisinghusbandforSallythanhehadeverbeenwhenliabletoremindersfromanuncuredsentimentalwound。

  Dartonwasnotamantoactrapidly,andtheworkingoutofhisreparativedesignsmighthavebeendelayedforsometime。ButtherecameawintereveningpreciselyliketheonewhichhaddarkenedoverthatformerridetoHintock,andheaskedhimselfwhyheshouldpostponelonger,whentheverylandscapecalledforarepetitionofthatattempt。

  Hetoldhismantosaddlethemare,bootedandspurredhimselfwithayoungerhorseman’snicety,kissedthetwoyoungestchildren,androdeoff。Tomakethejourneyacompleteparalleltothefirst,hewouldfainhavehadhisoldacquaintanceJaphethJohnswithhim。

  ButJohns,alas!wasmissing。HisremovaltotheothersideofthecountyhadleftunrepairedthebreachwhichhadarisenbetweenhimandDarton;andthoughDartonhadforgivenhimahundredtimes,asJohnshadprobablyforgivenDarton,theeffortofreunioninpresentcircumstanceswasonenotlikelytobemade。

  Hescrewedhimselfuptoascheerfulapitchashecouldwithouthisformercrony,andbecamecontentwithhisownthoughtsasherode,insteadofthewordsofacompanion。Thesunwentdown;theboughsappearedscratchedinlikeanetchingagainstthesky;oldcrookedmenwithfaggotsattheirbackssaid’Good-night,sir,’andDartonreplied’Good-night’rightheartily。

  BythetimehereachedtheforkingroadsitwasgettingasdarkasithadbeenontheoccasionwhenJohnsclimbedthedirecting-post。

  Dartonmadenomistakethistime。’NorshallIbeabletomistake,thankHeaven,whenIarrive,’hemurmured。Itgavehimpeculiarsatisfactiontothinkthattheproposedmarriage,likehisfirst,wasofthenatureofsettinginorderthingslongawry,andnotamomentaryfreakoffancy。

  Nothinghinderedthesmoothnessofhisjourney,whichseemednothalfitsformerlength。Thoughdark,itwasonlybetweenfiveandsixo’clockwhenthebulkychimneysofMrs。Hall’sresidenceappearedinviewbehindthesycamore-tree。Onsecondthoughtsheretreatedandputupattheale-houseasinformertime;andwhenhehadplumedhimselfbeforetheinnmirror,calledforsomethingtodrink,andsmoothedouttheincipientwrinklesofcare,hewalkedontotheKnapwithaquickstep。

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