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  ’YouareinterestedinMr。Trewe,Iknow,ma’am,’shesaid;’andhehasjustsenttosaythatheisgoingtocallto-morrowafternoontolookupsomebooksofhisthathewants,ifI’llbein,andhemayselectthemfromyourroom?’

  ’Oyes!’

  ’YoucouldverywellmeetMrTrewethen,ifyou’dliketobeintheway!’

  Shepromisedwithsecretdelight,andwenttobedmusingofhim。

  Nextmorningherhusbandobserved:’I’vebeenthinkingofwhatyousaid,Ell:thatIhavegoneaboutagooddealandleftyouwithoutmuchtoamuseyou。Perhapsit’strue。To-day,asthere’snotmuchsea,I’lltakeyouwithmeonboardtheyacht。’

  ForthefirsttimeinherexperienceofsuchanofferEllawasnotglad。Butsheaccepteditforthemoment。Thetimeforsettingoutdrewnear,andshewenttogetready。Shestoodreflecting。Thelongingtoseethepoetshewasnowdistinctlyinlovewithoverpoweredallotherconsiderations。

  ’Idon’twanttogo,’shesaidtoherself。’Ican’tbeartobeaway!AndIwon’tgo。’

  Shetoldherhusbandthatshehadchangedhermindaboutwishingtosail。Hewasindifferent,andwenthisway。

  Fortherestofthedaythehousewasquiet,thechildrenhavinggoneoutuponthesands。Theblindswavedinthesunshinetothesoft,steadystrokeoftheseabeyondthewall;andthenotesoftheGreenSilesianband,atroopofforeigngentlemenhiredfortheseason,haddrawnalmostalltheresidentsandpromenadersawayfromthevicinityofCoburgHouse。Aknockwasaudibleatthedoor。

  Mrs。Marchmilldidnothearanyservantgotoanswerit,andshebecameimpatient。Thebookswereintheroomwhereshesat;butnobodycameup。Sherangthebell。

  ’Thereissomepersonwaitingatthedoor,’shesaid。

  ’Ono,ma’am!He’sgonelongago。Iansweredit。’

  Mrs。Hoopercameinherself。

  ’Sodisappointing!’shesaid。’Mr。Trewenotcomingafterall!’

  ’ButIheardhimknock,Ifancy!’

  ’No;thatwassomebodyinquiringforlodgingswhocametothewronghouse。IforgottotellyouthatMr。TrewesentanotejustbeforelunchtosayIneedn’tgetanyteaforhim,asheshouldnotrequirethebooks,andwouldn’tcometoselectthem。’

  Ellawasmiserable,andforalongtimecouldnotevenre-readhismournfulballadon’SeveredLives,’soachingwashererraticlittleheart,andsotearfulhereyes。Whenthechildrencameinwithwetstockings,andranuptohertotellheroftheiradventures,shecouldnotfeelthatshecaredaboutthemhalfasmuchasusual。

  ***

  ’Mrs。Hooper,haveyouaphotographof——thegentlemanwholivedhere?’Shewasgettingtobecuriouslyshyinmentioninghisname。

  ’Why,yes。It’sintheornamentalframeonthemantelpieceinyourownbedroom,ma’am。’

  ’No;theRoyalDukeandDuchessareinthat。’

  ’Yes,sotheyare;buthe’sbehindthem。Hebelongsrightlytothatframe,whichIboughtonpurpose;butashewentawayhesaid:

  “Covermeupfromthosestrangersthatarecoming,forGod’ssake。

  Idon’twantthemstaringatme,andIamsuretheywon’twantmestaringatthem。“SoIslippedintheDukeandDuchesstemporarilyinfrontofhim,astheyhadnoframe,andRoyaltiesaremoresuitableforlettingfurnishedthanaprivateyoungman。Ifyoutake’emoutyou’llseehimunder。Lord,ma’am,hewouldn’tmindifheknewit!Hedidn’tthinkthenexttenantwouldbesuchanattractiveladyasyou,orhewouldn’thavethoughtofhidinghimself;perhaps。’

  ’Ishehandsome?’sheaskedtimidly。

  ’_I_callhimso。Some,perhaps,wouldn’t。’

  ’ShouldI?’sheasked,witheagerness。

  ’Ithinkyouwould,thoughsomewouldsayhe’smorestrikingthanhandsome;alarge-eyedthoughtfulfellow,youknow,withaveryelectricflashinhiseyewhenhelooksroundquickly,suchasyou’dexpectapoettobewhodoesn’tgethislivingbyit。’

  ’Howoldishe?’

  ’Severalyearsolderthanyourself,ma’am;aboutthirty-oneortwo,Ithink。’

  Ellawas,asamatteroffact,afewmonthsoverthirtyherself;butshedidnotlooknearlysomuch。Thoughsoimmatureinnature,shewasenteringonthattractoflifeinwhichemotionalwomenbegintosuspectthatlastlovemaybestrongerthanfirstlove;andshewouldsoon,alas,enteronthestillmoremelancholytractwhenatleastthevaineronesofhersexshrinkfromreceivingamalevisitorotherwisethanwiththeirbackstothewindowortheblindshalfdown。ShereflectedonMrs。Hooper’sremark,andsaidnomoreaboutage。

  Justthenatelegramwasbroughtup。Itcamefromherhusband,whohadgonedowntheChannelasfarasBudmouthwithhisfriendsintheyacht,andwouldnotbeabletogetbacktillnextday。

  AfterherlightdinnerEllaidledabouttheshorewiththechildrentilldusk,thinkingoftheyetuncoveredphotographinherroom,withaserenesenseofsomethingecstatictocome。For,withthesubtleluxuriousnessoffancyinwhichthisyoungwomanwasanadept,onlearningthatherhusbandwastobeabsentthatnightshehadrefrainedfromincontinentlyrushingupstairsandopeningthepicture-frame,preferringtoreservetheinspectiontillshecouldbealone,andamoreromantictingebeimpartedtotheoccasionbysilence,candles,solemnseaandstarsoutside,thanwasaffordedbythegarishafternoonsunlight。

  Thechildrenhadbeensenttobed,andEllasoonfollowed,thoughitwasnotyetteno’clock。Togratifyherpassionatecuriosityshenowmadeherpreparations,firstgettingridofsuperfluousgarmentsandputtingonherdressing-gown,thenarrangingachairinfrontofthetableandreadingseveralpagesofTrewe’stenderestutterances。

  Thenshefetchedtheportrait-frametothelight,openedtheback,tookoutthelikeness,andsetitupbeforeher。

  Itwasastrikingcountenancetolookupon。Thepoetworealuxuriantblackmoustacheandimperial,andaslouchedhatwhichshadedtheforehead。Thelargedarkeyes,describedbythelandlady,showedanunlimitedcapacityformisery;theylookedoutfrombeneathwell-shapedbrowsasiftheywerereadingtheuniverseinthemicrocosmoftheconfronter’sface,andwerenotaltogetheroverjoyedatwhatthespectacleportended。

  Ellamurmuredinherlowest,richest,tenderesttone:’Andit’sYOU

  who’vesocruellyeclipsedmethesemanytimes!’

  Asshegazedlongattheportraitshefellintothought,tillhereyesfilledwithtears,andshetouchedthecardboardwithherlips。

  Thenshelaughedwithanervouslightness,andwipedhereyes。

  Shethoughthowwickedshewas,awomanhavingahusbandandthreechildren,tolethermindstraytoastrangerinthisunconscionablemanner。No,hewasnotastranger!Sheknewhisthoughtsandfeelingsaswellassheknewherown;theywere,infact,theself-

  samethoughtsandfeelingsashers,whichherhusbanddistinctlylacked;perhapsluckilyforhimself;consideringthathehadtoprovideforfamilyexpenses。

  ’He’snearermyrealself,he’smoreintimatewiththerealmethanWillis,afterall,eventhoughI’veneverseenhim,’shesaid。

  Shelaidhisbookandpictureonthetableatthebedside,andwhenshewasrecliningonthepillowshere-readthoseofRobertTrewe’sverseswhichshehadmarkedfromtimetotimeasmosttouchingandtrue。Puttingtheseaside,shesetupthephotographonitsedgeuponthecoverlet,andcontemplateditasshelay。Thenshescannedagainbythelightofthecandlethehalf-obliteratedpencillingsonthewall-paperbesideherhead。Theretheywere——phrases,couplets,bouts-rimes,beginningsandmiddlesoflines,ideasintherough,likeShelley’sscraps,andtheleastofthemsointense,sosweet,sopalpitating,thatitseemedasifhisverybreath,warmandloving,fannedhercheeksfromthosewalls,wallsthathadsurroundedhisheadtimesandtimesastheysurroundedherownnow。

  Hemustoftenhaveputuphishandso——withthepencilinit。Yes,thewritingwassideways,asitwouldbeifexecutedbyonewhoextendedhisarmthus。

  Theseinscribedshapesofthepoet’sworld,’Formsmorerealthanlivingman,Nurslingsofimmortality,’

  were,nodoubt,thethoughtsandspirit-strivingswhichhadcometohiminthedeadofnight,whenhecouldlethimselfgoandhavenofearofthefrostofcriticism。Nodoubttheyhadoftenbeenwrittenuphastilybythelightofthemoon,theraysofthelamp,intheblue-greydawn,infulldaylightperhapsnever。Andnowherhairwasdraggingwherehisarmhadlainwhenhesecuredthefugitivefancies;shewassleepingonapoet’slips,immersedintheveryessenceofhim,permeatedbyhisspiritasbyanether。

  Whileshewasdreamingtheminutesawaythus,afootstepcameuponthestairs,andinamomentsheheardherhusband’sheavysteponthelandingimmediatelywithout。

  ’Ell,whereareyou?’

  Whatpossessedhershecouldnothavedescribed,but,withaninstinctiveobjectiontoletherhusbandknowwhatshehadbeendoing,sheslippedthephotographunderthepillowjustasheflungopenthedoor,withtheairofamanwhohaddinednotbadly。

  ’O,Ibegpardon,’saidWilliamMarchmill。’Haveyouaheadache?I

  amafraidIhavedisturbedyou。’

  ’No,I’venotgotaheadache,’saidshe。’Howisityou’vecome?’

  ’Well,wefoundwecouldgetbackinverygoodtimeafterall,andI

  didn’twanttomakeanotherdayofit,becauseofgoingsomewhereelseto-morrow。’

  ’ShallIcomedownagain?’

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