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  Buttheywereunwillingtotakeonthehumdrumofmakingaliving,andwereinmostcasesincapableofinitiatingacongenialmethodofemployingtheirpowers,theirnew-found,splendid,gloriouspowers,bymeansofwhichtheyhadsavedanempireandaworld。

  Theyhadbecomecommonmenagain,theyinwhosesoulsbutafewweeksagohadflamedthegloryandsplendourofadivineheroism!

  Smallwonderthatsomeofthesemen,tinglingwiththeconsciousnessofpowersofwhichthesebusy,engagedpeopleofthestreetsandshopsknewnothing,turnedwithdisdainfromthepetty,paltry,manyofthemnon-manlytasksthatmenpursuedsolelythattheymightlive。Live!Fortheselastterrible,greatandgloriousfiftymonthstheyhadschooledthemselvestothenotionthatthemainbusinessoflifewasnottolive。Therehadbeenforthemathingtodoinfinitelymoreworthwhilethantolive。Indeed,hadtheybeendeterminedatallcoststolive,thentheyhadbecometothemselves,totheircomrades,andindeedtoalltheworld,themostdespicableofalllivingthings,deservingandwinningtheinfinitecontemptofalltruemen。

  Whilethe“gratuitymoney“lastedlifewentmerrilyenough,butwhenthelastchequehadbeencashed,andthegrimrealitythatrationshadceasedandQ。M。Storeswerenotlongeravailablethrustitselfvividlyintothefaceofthedemobilisedveteran,andwhenafterexperiencinginjobhuntingvaryingdegreesofhumiliationthesameveteranmadethestartlingandpainfuldiscoverythatforhiswaresofheroicself-immolation,ofdoggedendurancedoneupinkhaki,therewasnodemandinthebloodlessbutnonethelessstrenuousconflictofliving;andthatotherdiscovery,moredisconcerting,thathewasnotthemanhehadbeeninpre-wardaysandthoughthimselfstilltobe,butquiteanother,thenhewasreadyforoneoftwoalternatives,tosurrendertotheinevitabledictumthatafteralllifewasreallynotworthafight,moreparticularlyifitcouldbesustainedwithoutone,or,toflinghishatintotheBolshevistring,readyfortheoldthing,war——waragainsttheenemiesofcivilisationandhisownenemies,againstthosewhopossessedthingswhichheverymuchdesiredbutwhichforsomeinexplicablecausehewaspreventedfromobtaining。

  Theformerclass,toagreaterorlessdegree,JackMaitlandrepresented;thelatter,TonyPerrotte。Fromtheirwarexperiencetheywerenowknittogetherinbondsthatranintolifeissues。

  Togethertheyhadfacedwar’sultimatehorror,togethertheyhademergedwithimperishablememoriesofsheerheroicmanhoodmutuallyrevealedinhoursofdesperateneed。

  AtJack’srequestTonyhadbeengiventhepositionofaJuniorForemaninoneoftheplaningmilldepartments,withthepromiseofadvancement。

  “Youcanhaveanythingyouarefitfor,Tony,inanyofthemills。

  IfeelthatIoweyou,thatwebothoweyoumorethanwecanpaybyanypositionwecanoffer,“wasGrantMaitland’sword。

  “Mr。Maitland,neitheryounorJackowesmeanything。Jackhaspaid,andmorethanonce,allheowedme。But,“witharuefulsmile,“don’texpecttoomuchfrommeinthisjob。Ican’tseemyselfmakingitgo。“

  “Giveitabigtry。Doyourbest。Iasknomore,“saidMr。

  Maitland。

  “Mybest?That’sahardthing。GivemeabayonetandsetsomeHunsbeforeme,andI’lldomybest。Thisisdifferentsomehow。“

  “Different,yetthesame。Thesamequalitiesmakeforsuccess。

  Youhavethebrainsandwithyourgiftformachinery——Well,tryit。

  YouandJackherewillmakethisgobetweenyou,asyoumadetheothergo。“

  Thedoorclosedontheyoungman。

  “Willhemakegood,Jack?“saidthefather,anxiously。

  “Willanyofusmakegood?“

  “Youwill,Jack,Iknow。Youcanstick。“

  “Yes,Icanstick,Isuppose,but,afterall——well,we’llhaveagoatit,anyway。But,likeTony,Ifeellikesaying,’Don’texpecttoomuch。’“

  “Onlyyourbest,Jack,that’sall。Takethreemonths,sixmonths,ayear,andgetholdoftheofficeendofthebusiness。Youhavebrainsenough。IwantaGeneralManagerrightnow,Wickesishardlyuptoit。Heknowsthebooksandheknowstheworksbutheknowsnothingelse。Hedoesn’tknowmennormarkets。Heisanofficemanpureandsimple,andhe’sold,tooold。Thefactis,Jack,IhavetobemyownManagerinsideandoutside。Myforemenaregood,loyal,reliablefellows,buttheyonlyknowtheirorders。

  Iwantsomeonetostandbesideme。Theplanthasbeendoubledincapacityduringthewar。Wedidalotofwarwork——aeroplaneparts。Wegotthespruceintherawandworkeditup,goodwork,too,ifIdosayitmyself。Nobetterwasdone。“

  “Iknowsomethingaboutthat,Dad。IhadadaywithBadgleyinToronto。Iknowsomethingaboutit,andIknowwherethemoneywent,too,Dad。“

  “Themoney?Ofcourse,Icouldn’ttakethemoney——howcouldIwithmyboysatthewar,andothermen’sboys?“

  “Rathernot。MyGod,Dad,ifIthought——!Butwhat’stheusetalking?TheyknowinLondonallabouttheAmbulanceEquipmentandtheMachineGunBattery,andtheHospital。DoyouknowwhyCaramustookajobinthePermanentForceinEngland?Itwaseitherthatorblowingouthisbrains。Hecouldnotfacehisfather,awarmillionaire。MyGod,howcouldhe?“

  Theboywaswalkingabouthisroomwithfacewhiteandlipsquivering。

  “CaramuswasinchargeofthatMachineGunSectionthatheldthelineandletusgetback。Everymanwipedout,andCaramuscarriedbacksmashedtosmallpieces——andhisfathermakingamillionoutofmunitions!MyGod!MyGod!“

  Asilencefellintheroomforaminute。

  “PooroldCaramus!IsawhimintheCityamonthago,“saidthefather。“Ipitiedthepoorwretch。HewasaloneintheClub,notasoulwouldspeaktohim。Hehasgothishell。“

  “Hedeservesit——allofit,andallwholikehimhavegotfatonbloodmoney。Doyouknow,Dad,whenIseethosemengoingaboutintheopenandnoonekickingthemIgetfairlysick。Idon’twonderatsomeoftheboysseeingred。Youmarkmywords,wearegoingtohavebadtimesinthiscountrybeforelong。“

  “Iamafraidofit,boy。Thingslookugly。EveninourownworksIfeelabadspiritabout。TherearesomenewcomersfromtheoldcountrywhomIcan’tsayIadmiremuch。Theygrouchandtheywon’twork。Ourproductionislowerthaneverinourhistoryandourlaborcostismorethantwicewhatitwasin1914。“

  “Well,Dad,givethemalittletimetosettledown。IhavenomoreuseforaslackerthanIhaveforawarmillionaire。“

  “Wecan’tstandmuchofthatthing。Financiallyweareinfairlygoodshape。Webrokeevenwithouraeroplanework。Butwehaveabigstockofspruceonhand——high-pricedstuff,too——andaheavy,veryheavyoverhead。Weshallweatheritallright。Idon’tmindthewages,butwemusthaveproduction。Andthat’swhyIwantyouwithme。“

  “Youmustnotdependonmeformuchuseforsometimeatleast。

  IknowalittleabouthandlingmenbutaboutmachineryIknownothing。“

  “Neverfear,boy,you’vegotthemachineinstinctinyou。I

  rememberyourholidayworkinthemill,yousee。Butyourplaceisintheoffice。Wickeswillshowyoutheropes,andyouwillmakegood,Iknow。AndIjustwanttosaythatyoudon’tknowhowgladIamtohaveyoucomeinwithme,Jack。Ifyourbrotherhadcomebackhewouldhavetakenhold,hewascutoutforthejob,but——“

  “PooroldAndy!Hehadyourgeniusforthebusiness。Iwishhehadbeentheonetogetback!“

  “Wehadnotthechoosing,Jack,andifhehadcomeweshouldhavefeltthesameaboutyou。GodknowswhatHeisdoing,andwecanonlydoourbest。“

  “Well,Dad,“saidJack,risingandstandingnearhisfather’schair,“asIsaidbefore,I’llmakeagoatit,butdon’tcounttoomuchonme。“

  “Iamcountingalotonyou。YouareallIhavenow。“Thefather’svoiceendedinahuskywhisper。Theboyswallowedtherisinglumpinhisthroatbutcouldfindnomorewordstogoonwith。Butinhishearttherewastheresolvethathewouldmakeanhonesttrytodoforhisfather’ssakewhathewouldnotforhisown。

  Butbeforeamonthhadgonehewasheartilysickoftheoffice。Itwasindoors,andthepettyfussingwithtrivialdetailsirkedhim。

  Accuracywasasinequanonofsuccessfulofficework,andaccuracyiseitherathingofnaturalgiftoristheresultoflongandpainfuldiscipline,andneitherbynaturenorbydisciplinehadJackcomeintothepossessionofthisprimequalificationforasuccessfulofficeman。HisledgerwellnighbroughttearstooldWickes’eyesandaddedaheavyloadtohisday’swork。NotthatoldWickesgrudgedtheextraburden,muchlessmadeanycomplaint;

  ratherdidhecountitjoytobeabletocoverfromothereyesthanhisowntheerrorsthatwereinevitablytobefoundinJack’sdailywork。

  Haditseemedworthwhile,Jackwouldhavedisciplinedhimselftoaccuracy。Butwhatwastheendofitall?Alargerplantwithmoremachinestobuyandmorementoworkthemandtobeoverseenandtobepaid,afewmorefiguresinaBankBook——whatelse?

  Jack’stastesweresimple。Hedespisedtheostentationofwealthintheaccumulationofmerethings。Hehadonlypityfortheplungerandforthelooselivercontempt。Whyshouldhetiehimselftoadesk,awellappointeddeskitistrue,butstilladesk,inafour-walledroom,amuchfinerroomthanhisfatherhadeverknown,butaroomwhichbecametohimacage。Why?Ofcourse,therewashisfather——andJackwearilyturnedtohiscorrespondencebasket,sickofthesightofpaperandletterheadsandcostformsandproductionreports。Forhisfather’ssake,whohadonlyhim,hewouldcarryon。Andcarryonhedid,doggedly,wearily,boredtodeath,butstickingit。Thereportsfromtheworkswereoftenominous。Thingswerenotgoingwell。Therewasanundercurrentofunrestamongthemen。

  “Idon’twonderatit,“saidJacktooldWickesoneday,whenthebookkeepersetbeforehimtheweek’spaysheetandproductionsheet,sidebyside。“Afterall,whyshouldthepoordevilsworkforus?“

  “Forus,sir?“saidtheshockedWickes。“Forthemselves,surely。

  Whatwouldtheydoforalivingiftherewasnowork?“

  “That’sjustit,Wickes。Theygetaliving——isitworthwhile?“

  “But,sir,“gaspedtheoldman,“theymustlive,and——“

  “Whymustthey?“

  “Becausetheywantto!Waittillyousee’emsick,sir。Myword!

  TheydomakehastefortheDoctor。“

  “Ifancytheydo,Wickes。Butallthesame,Idon’twonderthattheygrouchabit。“

  “’Tisnotthegrumbling,sir,Ideplore,“saidWickes,“iftheywouldonlywork,orletthemachineswork。That’sthetrouble,sir。Why,sir,whenIcametoyourfather,sir,weneverlookedattheclock,wekeptourmindsonthework。“

  “Howlongago,Wickes?“

  “Thirty-oneyears,sir,comenextMichaelmas。AndgladIwastogetthejob,too。Yousee,sir,Ihadjustcometothecountry,andwiththemissusandacoupleofkids——“

  “Thirty-oneyears!GreatCaesar!Andyou’veworkedatthisdeskforthirty-oneyears!Andwhathaveyougotoutofit?“

  “Well,sir,notwhatyoumightcallaterriblelot。Ihadn’ttheeddicationformuch,asyoumightsay——but——well,there’smylittlehome,andwe’velivedhappythere,themissusandme,andthekids——

  atleast,tillthewarcame。“Theoldmanpausedabruptly。

  “You’reright,Wickes,byJove,“exclaimedJack,startingfromhisseatandgrippingtheoldman’shand。“Youhavemadealotoutofit——andyougaveasfineaboyaseversteppedinuniformtoyourcountry。WewereallproudofStephen,everymanofus。“

  “Iknowthat,sir,andheoftenwrotethewifeaboutyou,sir,whichwedon’tforget,sir。Ofcourse,it’shardonherandtheboys——justcominguptobesomethin’attheschool。“

  “Bytheway,Wickes,howaretheydoing?Twoofthem,aren’tthere?Let’ssee——there’sSteve,he’stheeldest——“

  “No,sir,he’stheyoungest,sir。Robertistheeldest——fourteen,andquitecleverathisbooks。Pityhe’sgottoquitjustnow。“

  “Quit?Notabitofit。Wemustseetothat。AndlittleSteve——

  howistheback?“

  “He’stwelve。Thebackhurtsalot,butheishappyenough,ifyougivehimapencil。They’reallwithusnow。“

  “Ah,well,well。Ithinkyouhavemadesomethingoutofitafterall,Wickes。AndwemustseeaboutRobert。“

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