第41章
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  “Youhavebeenoh,sogood!“shewhisperssoftly。Asshespeaks,theearthseemstobesinkingundermyfeet。

  Thenshetearsherselfaway,glancesaroundthecourtyard,anddartstoacornerwhere,underafence,aclumpofherbageissprouting。

  “Gonow,“sheaddsinawhisper。“Yes,go。“

  Then,withaconfusedsmile,as,crouchingamongtheherbageasthoughithadbeenasmallcave,sherearrangesherhair,sheadds:

  “Ithasbefallenso。Ah,me!MayGodgrantuntomeHispardon!“

  Astonished,feelingthatImustbedreaming,Igazeatherwithgratitude,forIsenseanextraordinarylightnesstobepresentinmybreast,aradiantvoidthroughwhichjoyous,intangiblewordsandthoughtskeepflyingasswallowswheelacrossthefirmament。

  “Amidagreatsorrow,“sheadds,“evenasmalljoybecomesagreatfelicity。“

  YetasIglanceatthewoman’sbosom,whereonmoistbeadsarestandinglikedewdropsontheouterearth;asIglanceatthatbosom,whereonthesun’sraysarefindingaroseatereflection,asthoughthebloodwereoozingthroughtheskin,myrapturediesaway,andturnstosorrow,heartache,andtears。Forinmethereisapresentimentthatbeforethelivingjuicewithinthatbosomshallhavebornefruit,itwillhavebecomedriedup。

  Presently,inatonealmostofself-excuse,andonewhereinthewordssoundalittlesadly,shecontinues:

  “Timestherearewhensomethingcomespouringintomysoulwhichmakesmybreastsachewiththepainofit。Whatisthereformetodoatsuchmomentssaverevealmythoughtstothemoon,or,inthedaytime,toariver?OhGodinHeaven!AndafterwardsIfeelasashamedofmyself!……Donotlookatmelikethat。Whystareatmewiththoseeyes,eyessoliketheeyesofachild?“

  “YOURface,rather,islikeachild’s,“Iremark。

  “What?Isitsostupid?“

  “Somethinglikethat。“

  Asshefastensupherbodiceshecontinues:

  “Soonthetimewillbefiveo’clock,whenthebellwillringforMass。ToMassImustgotoday,forIhaveaprayertooffertotheMotherofGod……Shallyoubeleavingheresoon?“

  “Yes——assoon,thatistosay,asIhavereceivedbackmypassport。“

  “Andforwhatdestination?“

  “ForAlatyr。Andyou?“

  Shestraightensherattire,andrises。AsshedoessoIperceivethatherhipsarenarrowerthanhershoulders,andthatthroughoutsheiswell-proportionedandsymmetrical。

  “I?AsyetIdonotknow。True,IhadthoughtofproceedingtoNaltchik,butnow,perhaps,Ishallnotdoso,forallmyfutureisuncertain。“

  Uponthatsheextendstomeapairofstrong,capablearms,andproposeswithablush:

  “Shallwekissoncemorebeforewepart?“

  Sheclaspsmewiththeonearm,andwiththeothermakesthesignofthecross,adding:

  “Good-bye,dearfriend,andmayChristrequiteyouforallyourwords,forallyoursympathy!“

  “Thenshallwetraveltogether?“

  Atthewordsshefreesherself,andsaysfirmly,nay,sternly:

  “Notso。NeverwouldIconsenttosuchaplan。Ofcourse,hadyoubeenamuzhik——butno。Eventhenwhatwouldhavebeentheuseofit,seeingthatlifeistobemeasured,notbyasinglehour,butbyyears?“

  And,quietlysmilingmeafarewell,shemovesawaytowardsthehut,whilstI,remainingseated,losemyselfinthoughtsofher。

  Willsheeverovertakeherquestinlife?ShallIeverbeholdheragain?

  ThebellforearlyMassbegins,thoughforsometimepastthehamlethasbeenastir,andhumminginasedateandnon-festivefashion。

  Ienterthehuttofetchmywallet,andfindtheplaceempty。

  Evidentlythewholepartyhasleftbythegapinthebroken-downwall。

  Irepair,next,totheAtaman’soffice,whereIreceivebackmypassportbeforesettingouttolookformycompanionsinthesquare。

  Insimilarfashiontoyesterdaythose“folkfromRussia“arelollingalongsidethechurchyardwall,andalsohaveseatedamongthem,leaninghisbackagainstalog,thefat-jowledyouthfromPenza,withhisbruisedfacelookingevenlargeranduglierthanbefore,forthereasonthathiseyesaresunkenamidpurpleprotuberances。

  Presentlytherearrivesanewcomerintheshapeofanoldmanwithagreyheadadornedwithafadedvelvetskull-cap,apointedbeard,alean,witheredframe,prominentcheekbones,ared,porous-looking,cunninglyhookednose,andtheeyesofathief。

  Himaflaxen-hairedyouthfromOreljoinswithasimilaryouthinaccosting。

  “WhyareYOUtramping?“inquirestheformer。

  “AndwhyareYOU?“theoldmanretortsinnasaltonesas,lookingatnoone,heproceedstomendthehandleofabatteredmetalteapotwithapieceofwire。

  “Wearetravellinginsearchofwork,andthereforelivingaswehavebeencommandedtolive。“

  “ByWHOMcommanded?“

  “ByGod。Haveyouforgotten?“

  Carelessly,butsuccinctly,theoldmanretorts:

  “Takeheedlestuponyou,someday,GodvomitallthedustandlitterwhichyouareraisingbytrampingHisearth!“

  “How?“criesoneoftheyouths,along-earedstripling。

  “WerenotChristandHisApostlesalsotramps?“

  “Yes,CHRIST,“istheoldman’smeaningreplyasheraiseshissharpeyestothoseofhisopponent。“Butwhatareyoutalkingof,youfools?Withwhomareyoudaringtocompareyourselves?

  TakecarelestIreportyoutotheCossacks!“

  Ihavelistenedtomanysucharguments,andalwaysfoundthemdistasteful,evenasIhavedonediscussionsregardingthesoul。

  HenceIfeelinclinedtodepart。

  Atthismoment,however,Konevmakeshisappearance。Hismienisdejected,andhisbodyperspiring,whilehiseyeskeepblinkingrapidly。

  “HasanyoneseenTanka——thatwomanfromRiazan?“heinquires。

  “No?Thenthebitchmusthaveboltedduringthenight。Thefactisthat,overnight,someonegavemeadroportwotodrink,ameredram,butenoughtolaymeasfastasleepasabearinwinter-

  time。Andinthemeantime,shemusthaverunawaywiththatPenzafellow。“

  “No,HEishere,“Iremark。

  “Oh,heis,ishe?Well,aswhathasthecompanyregistereditself?Asasetofikon-painters,Ishouldthink!“

  Againhebeginstolookanxiouslyabouthim。

  “Wherecanshehavegotto?“hequeries。

  “ToMass,maybe。“

  “0Fcourse!Well,Iamgreatlysmittenwithher。Yes,mywordI

  am!“

  Nevertheless,whenMasscomestoanend,and,tothesoundofamerrypealofbells,thewell-dressedlocalCossacksfileoutofchurch,anddistributethemselvesingaudystreamsaboutthehamlet,noTatianamakesherappearance。

  “ThensheISgone,“saysKonevruefully。“ButI’llfindheryet!I’LLcomeupwithher!“

  ThatthiswillhappenIdonotfeelconfident。NordoIdesirethatitshould。

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