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  Mr。McLeanlaughedmirthfullyatthelover。“Well,“hesaid,“Mrs。McLeanwillbeglad。Shetoldmetogiveyu’hercongratulationsquiteawhileago。Iwastohave’emreadyjustassoonaseveryu’askedfor’emyourself。“Linhadbeenmadeahappymansometwelvemonthsprevioustothis。Andnow,bywayofanexchangeofnews,headded:“We’reexpectin’alittleMcLeandownonBoxElder。That’swhatyou’llbeexpectin’someofthesedays,Ihope。“

  “Yes,“murmuredtheVirginian,“Ihopesotoo。“

  “AndIdon’tguess,“saidLin,“thatyouandIwilldomuchshufflin’ofotherfolks’childrenanymore。“

  WhereuponheandtheVirginianshookhandssilently,andunderstoodeachotherverywell。

  OnthedaythattheVirginianpartedwithMolly,besidetheweightoffarewellwhichlayheavyonhisheart,histhoughtswerealsogravewithnews。Thecattlethieveshadgrownmoreaudacious。Horsesandcattlebothwerebeingmissed,andeachmanbeganalmosttodoubthisneighbor。

  “Stepswillhavetobetakensoonbysomebody,Ireckon,“saidthelover。

  “Byyou?“sheaskedquickly。

  “MostlikelyI’llgetmixedupwithit。“

  “Whatwillyouhavetodo?““Can’tsay。I’lltellyu’whenIcomeback。

  Sodidhepartfromher,leavinghermorekissesthanwordstoremember。

  AndwhatwasdoingatBennington,meanwhile,andatDunbarton?

  ThosethreeletterswhichbytheirmereoutsidehadsomovedMrs。

  Taylor,producedbytheircontentsmuchpainfuldisturbance。

  ItwillberememberedthatMollywrotetohermother,andtohergreat-aunt。Thatannouncementtohermotherwasundertakenfirst。

  Itscompositionoccupiedthreehoursandahalf,anditfilledelevenpages,notcountingapostscriptuponthetwelfth。Thelettertothegreat-aunttookonlytenminutes。Icannotpretendtoexplainwhythisonewassogreatlysuperiortotheother;butsuchistheremarkablefact。Itsbeginning,tobesure,didgivetheoldladyastart;shehaddismissedthecow-boyfromherprobabilities。

  “Tut,tut,tut!“sheexclaimedoutloudinherbedroom。“Shehasthrownherselfawayonthatfellow!“

  Butsomesentencesattheendmadeherpauseandsitstillforalongwhile。Theseverityuponherfacechangedtotenderness,gradually。“Ah,me,“shesighed。“Ifmarriagewereassimpleaslove!“Thenshewentslowlydownstairs,andoutintohergarden,whereshewalkedlongbetweentheboxborders。“Butifshehasfoundagreatlove,“saidtheoldladyatlength。Andshereturnedtoherbedroom,andopenedanolddesk,andreadsomeoldletters。

  TherecametoherthenextmorningacommunicationfromBennington。ThishadbeenpennedfranticallybypoorMrs。Wood。

  Assoonasshehadbeenabletogatherhersensesaftertheshockofherdaughter’selevenpagesandthepostscript,themotherhadpouredouteightpagesherselftotheeldestmemberofthefamily。Therehadbeen,indeed,muchexcuseforthepoorlady。Tobeginwith,Mollyhadconstructedherwholeopeningpagewiththeexpressandmercifulintentionofpreparinghermother。

  Consequently,itmadenosensewhatever。Itseffectwastheusualeffectofremarksdesignedtobreakathinggently。ItmerelymadeMrs。Wood’sheadswim,andfilledherwithasickeningdread。“Oh,mercy,Sarah,“shehadcried,“comehere。Whatdoesthismean?“Andthen,fortifiedbyherelderdaughter,shehadturnedoverthatfirstpageandfoundwhatitmeantonthetopofthesecond。“Asavagewithknivesandpistols!“shewailed。

  “Well,mother,Ialwaystoldyouso,“saidherdaughterSarah。

  “Whatisaforeman?“exclaimedthemother。“AndwhoisJudgeHenry?““Shehastakenasortofupperservant,“saidSarah。“Ifitisallowedtogoasfarasawedding,IdoubtifIcanbringmyselftobepresent。“ThisthreatsheproceededtomaketoMolly,withresultsthatshallbesetforthintheirproperplace。“Themanappearstohavewrittentomehimself,“saidMrs。Wood。“Heknowsnobetter,“saidSarah。“Bosh!“saidSarah’shusbandlater。“Itwasaverymanlythingtodo。“ThusdidconsternationrageinthehouseatBennington。Mollymighthavesparedherselfthemanyassurancesthatshegaveconcerningtheuniversalesteeminwhichhercow-puncherwasheld,andthefairprospectswhichwerehis。So,inthefirstthroesofherdespair,Mrs。Woodwrotethoseeightnotmaturelyconsideredpagestothegreat-aunt。

  “Tut,tut,tut!“saidthegreat-auntasshereadthem。Herfacewasmuchmoreseveretoday。“You’dsuppose,“shesaid,“thatthegirlhadbeenkidnapped!Why,shehaskepthimwaitingthreeyears!“Andthenshereadmore,butsoonputtheletterdownwithlaughter。ForMrs。Woodhadrepeatedinwritingthatearlyoutburstofhersaboutasavagewithknivesandpistols。“Law!“

  saidthegreat-aunt。“Law,whatafoolLizzieis!“

  SoshesatdownandwrotetoMrs。Woodawholesomereplyaboutputtingalittlemoretrustinherownfleshandblood,andremindingheramongotherthingsthatGeneralStarkhadhimselfbeenwonttocarryknivesandpistolsowingtothenecessitiesofhiscareer,butthathehadoccasionallytakenthemoff,asdidprobablythisyoungmaninWyoming。“Youhadbettersendmetheletterhehaswrittenyou,“sheconcluded。“IshallknowmuchbetterwhattothinkafterIhaveseenthat。“

  ItisnotprobablethatMrs。Woodgotmuchcomfortfromthiscommunication;andherdaughterSarahwasactuallyenragedbyit。

  “Shegrowsmoreperverseasshenearsherdotage,“saidSarah。

  ButtheVirginian’sletterwassenttoDunbarton,wheretheoldladysatherselfdowntoreaditwithmuchattention。

  HereiswhattheVirginianhadsaidtotheunknownmotherofhissweetheart。

  Bennington,Vermont。

  Madam:IfyourdaughterMissWoodhasevertoldyouabouthersavingaman’slifeherewhensomeIndianshadshothimthatisthemanwhowritestoyounow。Idon’tthinkshecanhavetoldyourightaboutthataffairforsheistheonlyoneinthiscountrywhothinksitwasalittlething。SoImusttellyouit,themainpoints。SuchanactionwouldhavebeenthoughthighlyofinaWesterngirl,butwithMissWood’sraisingnobodyhadarighttoexpectit。

  “Indeed!“snortedthegreat-aunt。“Well,hewouldberight,ifI

  hadnothadagooddealmoretodowithher’raising’thaneverLizziehad。“Andshewentonwiththeletter。

  Iwasstartingintodiewhenshefoundme。Ididnotknowanythingthen,andshepulledmebackfromwhereIwashalfinthenextworld。ShedidnotknowbutwhatIndianswouldgethertoobutIcouldnotmakeherleaveme。Iamaheavymanonehundredandseventy-threestrippedwheninfullhealth。Sheliftedmeherselffromthegroundmehelpingscarceanyfortherewasnotmuchhelpinmethatday。Shewashedmywoundandbroughtmetowithherownwhiskey。BeforeshecouldgetmehomeIwasoutofmyheadbutshekeptmeonmyhorsesomehowandtalkedwiselytomesoImindedheranddidnotgocleancrazytillshehadgotmesafetobed。ThedoctorsaysIwouldhavediedallthesameifshehadnotnursedmethewayshedid。ItmademelovehermorewhichIdidnotknowIcould。Butthereisnoend,forthiswritingitdownmakesmelovehermoreasIwriteit。

  AndnowMrs。WoodIamsorrythiswillbebadnewsforyoutohear。IknowyouwouldneverchoosesuchamanasIamforherforIhavegotnoeducationandmustwritehumbleagainstmybirth。IwishIcouldmakethenewseasierbuttruthisthebest。

  IamofoldstockinVirginiaEnglishandoneScotchIrishgrandmothermyfather’sfatherbroughtfromKentucky。Wehavealwaysstayedatthesameplacefarmersandhuntersnotbetteringourlotandveryplain。Wehavefoughtwhenwegotthechance,underOldHickoryandinMexicoandmyfatherandtwobrotherswerekilledintheValleysixty-four。AlwayswithusonesonhasbeenapttorunawayandIwastheonethistime。Ihadtoomucholderbrotheringtosuitme。ButnowIamdoingwellbeinginfullsightofprosperityandnottoooldandverystrongmyhealthhavingstoodthesundriesithasbeenputthrough。Sheshallteachschoolnomorewhensheismine。IwishIcouldmakethisnewseasierforyouMrs。Wood。IdonotlikepromisesIhaveheardsomany。Iwilltellanymanofyourfamilyanythinghelikestoaskone,andJudgeHenrywouldtellyouaboutmyreputation。IhaveseenplentyroughthingsbutcansayIhaveneverkilledforpleasureorprofitandamnotoneofthatkind,alwayspreferringpeace。Ihavehadtoliveinplaceswheretheyhadcourtsandlawyerssocalledbutanhonestmanwasallthelawyoucouldfindinfivehundredmiles。IhavenottoldheraboutthosethingsnotbecauseIamashamedofthembuttherearesomanythingstoodarkforagirllikehertohearabout。

  IhadbettertellyouthewayIknowIloveMissWood。Iamnotaboynow,andwomenarenonewthingtome。AmanlikemewhohastravelledmeetsmanyofthemashegoesandpassesonbutI

  stoppedwhenIcametoMissWood。ThatisthreeyearsbutIhavenotgoneon。Whatrighthassuchashe?youwillsay。SodidI

  sayitaftershehadsavedmylife。Itwashardtogettothatpointandkeeptherewithheraroundmeallday。ButIsaidtomyselfyouhavebotheredherforthreeyearswithyourloveandifyouletyourlovebotherheryoudon’tloveherlikeyoushouldandyoumustquitforhersakewhohassavedyourlife。I

  didnotknowwhatIwasgoingtodowithmylifeafterthatbutI

  supposedIcouldgosomewhereandworkhardandsoMrs。WoodI

  toldherIwouldgiveherup。Butshesaidno。Itisgoingtobehardforhertogetusedtoamanlikeme-

  ButatthispointintheVirginian’sletter,theoldgreat-auntcouldreadnomore。Sherose,andwentovertothatdeskwherelaythosefadedlettersofherown。Shelaidherheaddownuponthepackage,andashertearsflowedquietlyuponit,“Odear,“

  shewhispered,“Odear!AndthisiswhatIlost!“

  TohergirluponBearCreekshewrotethenextday。AndthiswordfromDunbartonwaslikebalmamongtheharshstingsMollywasreceiving。Thevoicesoftheworldreachedheringatheringnumbers,andnotoneofthemsavethatgreat-aunt’swassweet。

  Herdayswerefullofhurts;andtherewasnoonebytokissthehurtsaway。Nordidsheevenhearfromherloveranymorenow。

  Sheonlyknewhehadgoneintolonelyregionsuponhiserrand。

  Thaterrandtookhimfar:-AcrosstheBasin,amongthesecretplacesofOwlCreek,pasttheWashakieNeedles,overtheDividetoGrosVentre,andsothroughafinalbarrierofpeaksintothebordersofEastIdaho。There,byreasonofhisbiddingme,Imethim,andcametoshareinapartofhiserrand。

  ItwaswithnoguidethatItravelledtohim。Hehadnamedalittlestationontherailroad,andfromthencehehadchartedmyroutebymeansoflandmarks。DidIbelieveinomens,theblackstormthatIsetoutinuponmyhorsewouldseemlikeoneto-day。

  ButIhadbeenlivingincitiesandsmoke;andIdaho,evenwithrain,wasdelightfultome。

  Whenthefirstlandmark,theloneclumpofcottonwoods,cameatlengthinsight,darkandblurredinthegentlerain,standingcutperhapsamilebeyondthedistantbuildings,mywholewearybodyhailedtheapproachofrepose。Savingthenoonhour,Ihadbeeninthesaddlesincesix,andnowsixwascomeroundagain。

  Theranch,myresting-placeforthisnight,wasaruin——cabin,stable,andcorral。Yetafterthetwelvehoursofpushingonandonthroughsilence,stilltohavesilence,stilltoeatandgotosleepinit,perfectlyfittedthemoodofbothmyfleshandspirit。Atnoon,whenforawhileIhadthrownoffmylongoilskincoat,merelythesightofthenewspaperhalfcrowdedintomypockethadbeenadispleasingreminderoftherailway,andcities,andaffairs。Butforitspossiblehelptobuildfires,itwouldhavecomenofartherwithme。Thegreatlevelsaroundmelaycooledandfreedofdustbythewetweather,andfullofsweetairs。Farinfrontthefoot-hillsrosethroughtherain,indefiniteandmystic。Iwantednospeechwithanyone,nortobenearhumanbeingsatall。Iwassteepedinareveryasoftheprimalearth;eventhoughtsthemselveshadalmostceasedmotion。

  Toliedownwithwildanimals,withelkanddeer,wouldhavemademywakingdreamcomplete;andsincesuchdreamcouldnotbe,thecattlearoundthedesertedbuildings,meredotsasyetacrossseparatingspace,weremypropercompanionsforthisevening。

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