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  ButMrs。Taylorspokeotherwise,andatthatthegirlsaid:“I

  shallstayaslongasIamneeded。Iwillnursehim。Iwanttonursehim。IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcan!“sheexclaimed,withforce。

  “Andthatwon’tbeanything,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor,harshly。

  “Ayearofnursingdon’tequaladayofsweetheart。“

  Thegirltookawalk,——shewasofnomoreserviceintheroomatpresent,——butsheturnedwithoutgoingfar,andMrs。Taylorspiedhercometoleanoverthepasturefenceandwatchthetwohorses——thatonetheVirginianhad“gentled“forher,andhisownMonte。Duringthissuspensecameanewcallforthedoctor,neighborsprofitingbyhisvisittoBearCreek;andinhisgoingawaytothem,evenunderpromiseofquickreturn,Mrs。Taylorsuspectedafavorablesign。Hekepthiswordaspunctuallyashadbeenpossible,arrivingaftersomesixhourswithaconfidentface,andspendingnowuponthepatientacarenotneeded,savetoreassurethebystanders。Hespokehisopinionthatallwasevenbetterthanhecouldhavehopeditwouldbe,sosoon。Herewasnowthebeginningofthefifthday;thewound’slookwaswholesome,nofurtherdeliriumhadcome,andthefeverhadabatedadegreewhilehewasabsent。Hebelievedtheseriousdanger-linelaybehind,andshortoftheunforeseentheman’sdeepuntaintedstrengthwouldreassertitscontrol。Hehadmuchbloodtomake,andmustbecaredforduringweeks——three,four,five——therewasnosayinghowlongyet。Thesenextfewdaysitmustbeutterquietforhim;hemustnottalknorhearanythinglikelytodisturbhim;andthenthetimeforcheerfulnessandgradualcompanywouldcome——soonerthanlater,thedoctorhoped。

  Sohedeparted,andsentnextdaysomebottles,withfurthercautionsregardingthewoundanddirt,andtosayheshouldbecallingthedayafterto-morrow。

  Uponthatoccasionhefoundtwopatients。MollyWoodlayinbedatMrs。Taylor’s,filledwithapologyandindignation。Withlittletodo,anddeprivedofthestrongstimulantofanxietyandaction,herstrengthhadquitesuddenlylefther,sothatshehadspokenonlyinasortofwhisper。Butuponwakingfromalongsleep,afterMrs。Taylorhadtakenherfirmly,almostseverely,inhand,hernaturalvoicehadreturned,andnowthechieftreatmentthedoctorgaveherwasasortofscolding,whichitpleasedFirs。Taylortohear。Thedoctorevendroppedaphraseconcerningthearroganceofstrongnervesinslenderbodies,andofundertakingseveralpeople’sworkwhenseveralpeoplewereathandtodoitforthemselves,andthispleasedMrs。Taylorremarkably。Asforthewoundedman,hewasbehavinghimselfproperly。Perhapsinanotherweekhecouldbemovedtoamorecheerfulroom。Justnow,withcleanlinessandpureair,anybarnwoulddo。

  “Wearerealluckytohavesuchasensibledoctorinthecountry,“Mrs。Taylorobserved,afterthephysicianhadgone。

  “Nodoubt,“saidMolly。“Hesaidmyroomwasabarn。“

  “That’swhatyou’vemadeit,deary。Butsickmendon’tnoticemuch。“

  Nevertheless,onemaybelieve,withoutgoingwidelyastray,thatillness,sofarfromveiling,moreoftenquickenstheperceptions——atanyratethoseofthenaturallykeen。Onalaterday——andtheintervalwasbrief——whileMollywasonherseconddrivetotaketheairwithMrs。Taylor,thatladyinformedherthatthesickmanhadnoticed。“AndIcouldnottellhimthingsliabletodisturbhim,“saidshe,“andsoI——well,IexpectI

  justdidn’texactlytellhimthefacts。Isaidyes,youwerepackingupforalittlevisittoyourfolks。Theyhadnotseenyouforquiteawhile,Isaid。Andhelookedatthoseboxeskindofsilentlike。“

  “There’snoneedtomovehim,“saidMolly。’“Itissimplertomovethem——theboxes。Icouldtakeoutsomeofmythings,youknow,justwhilehehastobekeptthere。Imean——yousee,ifthedoctorsaystheroomshouldbecheerful——“

  “Yes,deary。“

  “Iwillaskthedoctornexttime,“saidMolly。“ifhebelievesI

  am——competenttospreadaruguponafloor。“Molly’sreferencestothedoctorwereusuallyacidthesedays。Andthishetotallyfailedtoobserve,tellingherwhenhecame,why,tobesure!theverything!Andifshecouldplaycardsorreadaloud,oraffordanyotherlightdistractions,providedtheydidnotleadthepatienttotalkandtirehimself,thatshewouldbemostuseful。

  Accordinglyshetookoverthecribbageboard,andcamewithunexpectedhesitationfacetofaceagainwiththeswarthymanshehadsavedandtended。Hewasnotsoswarthynow,butneat,withchinclean,andhairandmustachetrimmedandsmooth,andhesatproppedamongpillowswatchingforher。

  “Youarebetter,“shesaid,speakingfirst,andwithuncertainvoice。

  “Yes。Theyhavegivenmeawdehsnottotalk,“saidtheSoutherner,smiling。

  “Oh,yes。Pleasedonottalk——notto-day。“

  “No。Onlythis“——helookedather,andsawherseemtoshrink——“thankyouforwhatyouhavedone,“hesaidsimply。

  Shetooktenderlythehandhestretchedtoher;anduponthesetermstheysettoworkatcribbage。Shewon,andwonagain,andthethirdtimelaiddownhercardsandreproachedhimwithplayinginordertolose。

  “No,“hesaid,andhiseyewanderedtotheboxes。“Butmythoughtsgetawayfromme。I’llbestrongenoughtoholdthemonthecyardsnexttime,Ireckon。“

  Manytonesinhisvoiceshehadheard,butneverthetoneofsadnessuntilto-day。

  Thentheyplayedalittlemore,andsheputawaytheboardforthisfirsttime。

  “Youaregoingnow?“heasked。

  “WhenIhavemadethisroomlookalittlelessforlorn。Theyhaven’twantedtomeddlewithmythings,Isuppose。“AndMollystoopedonceagainamongthechattelsdestinedforVermont。Outtheycame;againthebearskinwasspreadonthefloor,variouspossessionsandornamentswentbackintotheirancientniches,theshelvesgrewcomfortablewithbooks,and,last,someflowerswerestoodonthetable。

  “Morelikeoldtimes,“saidtheVirginian,butsadly。

  “It’stoobad,“saidMolly,“youhadtobebroughtintosuchalookingplace。“

  “Andyourfolkswaitingforyou,“saidhe。

  “Oh,I’llpaymyvisitlater,“saidMolly,puttingtherugatriflestraighter。

  “MayIaskonething?“pleadedtheVirginian,andatthegentlenessofhisvoiceherfacegrewrosy,andshefixedhereyesonhimwithasortofdread。

  “AnythingthatIcananswer,“saidshe。

  “Oh,yes。DidItellyu’toquitme,anddidyu’loadupmygunandstay?Wasthatarealbusiness?Ihavebeenmixedupmyhaid。“

  “Thatwasreal,“saidMolly。“Whatelsewastheretodo?“

  “Justnothing——forsuchasyou!“heexclaimed。“Myhaidhasbeenmightycrazy;andthatlittlegrandmotherofyoursyondeh,she——butIcan’tjustquitecatcha-holdofthesethings“——hepassedahandoverhisforehead——“somany——orelseonerightalong——well,it’sallfoolishness!“heconcluded,withsomethingalmostsavageinhistone。Andaftershehadgonefromthecabinhelayverystill,lookingattheminiatureonthewall。

  Hewasinanothersortofmoodthenexttime,cribbagenotinterestinghimintheleast。“Yourfolkswillbewonderingaboutyou,“saidhe。

  “Idon’tthinktheywillmindwhichmonthIgotothem,“saidMolly。“Especiallywhentheyknowthereason。“

  “Don’tletmekeepyou,ma’am,“saidhe。Mollystaredathim;buthepursued,withthesameedgelurkinginhisslowwords:“ThoughI’llneverforget。HowcouldIforgetanyofallyouhavedone——andbeen?Iftherehadbeennoneofthis,why,Ihadenoughtoremember!Butpleasedon’tstay,ma’am。We’llsayIhadaclaimwhenyu’foundmeprettywelldead,butI’mgettin’well,yu’see——rightsmart,too!“

  “Ican’tunderstand,indeedIcan’t,“saidMolly,“whyyou’retalkingso!“

  Heseemedtohavecertainmoodswhenhewouldaddressheras“ma’am,“andthisshedidnotlike,butcouldnotprevent。

  “Oh,asickmanisfunny。Andyu’knowI’mgratefultoyou。“

  “Pleasesaynomoreaboutthat,orIshallgothisafternoon。I

  don’twanttogo。Iamnotready。IthinkIhadbetterreadsomethingnow。“

  “Why,yes。That’scert’nlyagoodnotion。Why,thisisthebestshowyou’llevergettogivemeeducation。Won’tyu’pleasetrythatEMMAbooknow,ma’am?Listeningtoyouwillbedifferent。“

  Thiswassaidwithsoftnessandhumility。

  Uncertain——ashisgravityoftenlefther——preciselywhathemeantbywhathesaid,MollyproceededwithEMMA,slacklyatfirst,butsoonwiththeenthusiasmthatMissAusteninvariablygaveher。

  Sheheldthevolumeandreadawayatit,commentingbriefly,andthen,finishingachapterofthesprightlyclassic,foundherpupilslumberingpeacefully。Therewasnouncertaintyaboutthat。

  “Youcouldn’tbedoingahealthierthingforhim,deary,“saidMrs。Taylor。“Ifitgetstomakehimwakeful,trysomethingharder。“Thiswasthelady’sscarcelysympatheticview。

  ButitturnedouttobenotobscurityinwhichMissAustensinned。

  WhenMollynextappearedattheVirginian’sthreshold,hesaidplaintively,“IreckonIamadunce。“Andhesuedforpardon。

  “WhenIwakedup,“hesaid,“Iwasashamedofmyselfforaplumbhalf-hour。“Norcouldshedoubtthisdaythathemeantwhathesaid。Hismoodwasagainsereneandgentle,andwithoutreferringtohissingularwordsthathaddistressedher,hemadeherfeelhiscontrition,eveninhissilence。

  “Iamrightgladyouhavecome,“hesaid。Andashesawhergoingtothebookshelf,hecontinued,withdiffidence:“AsregyardsthatEMMAbook,yu’see——yu’see,thedoin’sandsayin’soffolkslikethemareaboveme。ButIthink“hespokemostdiffidently,“ifyu’couldreadmesomethingthatwasABOUTsomething,I——I’dbeliabletokeepawake。“Andhesmiledwithacertainshyness。

  “SomethingABOUTsomething?“queriedMolly,ataloss。

  “Why,yes。Shakespeare。HENRYTHEFOURTH。TheBritishkingisfighting,andthereishissontheprince。Hecert’nlymusthavebeenajim-dandyboyifthatisalltrue。Onlyhewouldgoaroundtownwithamightytriflin’gang。Theysportedandtheyheldupcitizens。Andhisfatherhatedhistravellingwithtrashlikethem。Itwasrightnatural——theboyandtheoldman!Buttheboyshowedhimselfamantoo。Hekilledabigfighterontheothersidewhowasanotherjim-dandy——andhewassorryforhavingittodo。“TheVirginianwarmedtohisrecital。“Iunderstandmostallofthat。Therewasafatmankepteverybodylaughing。Hewasawfulnaturaltoo;exceptyu’don’tcommonlymeet’emsofat。Buttheprince——thatplayisbed-rock,ma’am!Haveyougotsomethinglikethat?“

  “Yes,Ithinkso,“shereplied。“IbelieveIseewhatyouwouldappreciate。“

  ShetookherBrowning,heridol,herimaginedaffinity。ForthepaledecadenceofNewEnglandhadsomewhatwateredhergoodoldRevolutionarybloodtoo,andshewasinclinedtothinkunderglassandtoliveunderdone——whentherewerenoIndianstoshoot!

  Shewouldhavejoyedtoventure“Paracelsus“onhim,andsomelengthyrhymeddiscourses;andshefondlyturnedleavesandleavesofherpetdoggerelanalytics。“PippaPasses“andothersshehadtoskip,fromdiscreetmotives——pageswhichhewouldhavedoubtlessstayedawakeat;butshechoseapoematlength。ThiswasbetterthanEmma,hepronounced。Andshort。Thehorsewasagoodhorse。Hethoughtamanwhosehorsemustnotplayoutonhimwouldwatchthegroundhewasgallopingoverforholes,andnotbelikelytoseewhatcolortherimsofhisanimal’seye-socketswere。Youcouldnotseethemifyousatasyououghttoforsuchahardride。Ofthenextpiecethatshereadhimhethoughtstillbetter。“Anditisshort,“saidhe。“Butthelastpartdrops。“

  Mollyinstantlyexactedparticulars。

  “Thesoldiershouldnothavetoldthegeneralhewaskilled,“

  statedthecow-puncher。

  “Whatshouldhehavetoldhim,I’dliketoknow?“saidMolly。

  “Why,justnothing。Ifthesoldiercouldrideoutofthebattleallshotup,andtellhisgeneralabouttheirtakin’thetown——thatwasbeinggritty,yu’see。Butthattruckatthefinish——willyu’pleasesayitagain?“

  SoMollyread:——

  “’You’rewounded!’Nay,’thesoldier’sprideTouchedtothequick,hesaid,’I’mkilled,sire!’And,hischiefbeside,Smilingtheboyfelldead。“

  “’Nay,I’mkilled,sire,’“drawledtheVirginian,amiably;forsymptomofconvalescencehisfreakishironywasrevivedinhim。

  “Nowamanwhowasmanenoughtoactlikehedid,yu’see,wouldfalldeadwithoutmentioningit。“

  NoneofMolly’ssweetgirlfriendshadeverthuschallengedMr。

  Browning。Theyhadbeenwonttoclusteroverhimwithajoyousawethatdeepenedproportionallywiththeirmisunderstanding。

  Mollypausedtoconsiderthisnoveltyofviewaboutthesoldier。

  “HewasaFrenchman,youknow,“shesaid,underinspiration。

  “AFrenchman,“murmuredthegravecowpuncher。“IneverknowedaFrenchman,butIreckontheymightperformthatclassoffoolishness。“

  “Butwhywasitfoolish?“shecried。

  “Hissoldier’spride——don’tyousee?“

  “No。“

  Mollynowburstintoaluxuryofdiscussion。Sheleanedtowardhercow-puncherwithbrighteyessearchinghis;withelbowonkneeandhandproppingchin,herlapbecameaslant,andfromitBrowningthepoetslidandtoppled,andlayunrescued。Fortheslowcow-puncherunfoldedhisnotionsofmasculinecourageandmodestythoughhedidnotdealinsuchhigh-soundingnames,andMollyforgoteverythingtolistentohim,asheforgothimselfandhisinveterateshynessandgrewtalkativetoher。“Iwouldneverhavesupposedthat!“shewouldexclaimassheheardhim;

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