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  WhenAnneenteredandtookherseatshewasalwaysloudlyhailedbyMillerLovedayashewhettedhisknife;butfromBobshecondescendedtoacceptnosuchfamiliargreeting,andtheyoftensatdowntogetherasifeachhadablindeyeinthedirectionoftheother。Bobsometimestoldseriousandcorrectstoriesaboutsea-

  captains,pilots,boatswains,mates,ableseamen,andothercuriousfaunaofthemarineworld;buttheseweredirectlyaddressedtohisfatherandMrs。Loveday,Annebeingincludedattheclinching-pointbyaglanceonly。Hesometimesopenedbottlesofsweetciderforher,andthenshethankedhim;buteventhisdidnotleadtoherencouraginghischat。

  OnedaywhenAnnewasparinganappleshewasleftattablewiththeyoungman。’Ihavemadesomethingforyou,’hesaid。

  Shelookedalloverthetable;nothingwastheresavetheordinaryremnants。

  ’OIdon’tmeanthatitishere;itisoutbythebridgeatthemill-head。’

  Hearose,andAnnefollowedwithcuriosityinhereyes,andwithherfirmlittlemouthpouteduptoapuzzledshape。Onreachingthemossymill-headshefoundthathehadfixedinthekeendampdraughtwhichalwaysprevailedoverthewheelanAEolianharpoflargesize。

  Atpresentthestringswerepartlycoveredwithacloth。Heliftedit,andthewiresbegantoemitaweirdharmonywhichmingledcuriouslywiththeplashingofthewheel。

  ’Imadeitonpurposeforyou,MissGarland,’hesaid。

  Shethankedhimverywarmly,forshehadneverseenanythinglikesuchaninstrumentbefore,anditinterestedher。’Itwasverythoughtfulofyoutomakeit,’sheadded。’Howcameyoutothinkofsuchathing?’

  ’OIdon’tknowexactly,’hereplied,asifhedidnotcaretobequestionedonthepoint。’Ihavenevermadeoneinmylifetillnow。’

  Everynightafterthis,duringthemournfulgalesofautumn,thestrangemixedmusicofwater,wind,andstringsmetherear,swellingandsinkingwithanalmostsupernaturalcadence。ThecharacteroftheinstrumentwasfarenoughremovedfromanythingshehadhithertoseenofBob’shobbies;sothatshemarvelledpleasantlyatthenewdepthsofpoetrythiscontrivancerevealedasexistentinthatyoungseaman’snature,andallowedheremotionstoflowoutyetalittlefurtherintheolddirection,notwithstandingherlatesevereresolvetobarthemback。

  Onebreezynight,whenthemillwaskeptgoingintothesmallhours,andthewindwasexactlyinthedirectionofthewater-current,themusicsomingledwithherdreamsastowakeher:itseemedtorhythmicallysetitselftothewords,’Rememberme!thinkofme!’

  Shewasmuchimpressed;thesoundswerealmosttootouching;andshespoketoBobthenextmorningonthesubject。

  ’Howstrangeitisthatyoushouldhavethoughtoffixingthatharpwherethewatergushes!’shegentlyobserved。’Itaffectsmealmostpainfullyatnight。Youarepoetical,CaptainBob。Butitistoo——

  toosad!’

  ’Iwilltakeitaway,’saidCaptainBobpromptly。’Itcertainlyistoosad;Ithoughtsomyself。Imyselfwaskeptawakebyitonenight。’

  ’Howcameyoutothinkofmakingsuchapeculiarthing?’

  ’Well,’saidBob,’itishardlyworthsayingwhy。Itisnotagoodplaceforsuchaqueernoisymachine;andI’lltakeitaway。’

  ’Onsecondthoughts,’saidAnne,’Ishouldlikeittoremainalittlelonger,becauseitsetsmethinking。’

  ’Ofme?’heaskedwithearnestfrankness。

  Anne’scolourrosefast。

  ’Well,yes,’shesaid,tryingtoinfusemuchplainmatter-of-factintohervoice。’OfcourseIamledtothinkofthepersonwhoinventedit。’

  Bobseemedunaccountablyembarrassed,andthesubjectwasnotpursued。Abouthalf-an-hourlaterhecametoheragain,withsomethingofanuneasylook。

  ’TherewasalittlematterIdidn’ttellyoujustnow,MissGarland,’hesaid。’Aboutthatharpthing,Imean。Ididmakeit,certainly,butitwasmybrotherJohnwhoaskedmetodoit,justbeforehewentaway。Johnisverymusical,asyouknow,andhesaiditwouldinterestyou;butashedidn’taskmetotell,Ididnot。

  PerhapsIoughttohave,andnothavetakenthecredittomyself。’

  ’O,itisnothing!’saidAnnequickly。’Itisaveryincompleteinstrumentafterall,anditwillbejustaswellforyoutotakeitawayasyoufirstproposed。’

  Hesaidthathewould,butheforgottodoitthatday;andthefollowingnighttherewasahighwind,andtheharpcriedandmoanedsomovinglythatAnne,whosewindowwasquitenear,couldhardlybearthesoundwithitsnewassociations。JohnLovedaywaspresenttohermindallnightasanill-usedman;andyetshecouldnotownthatshehadill-usedhim。

  Theharpwasremovednextday。Bob,feelingthathiscreditfororiginalitywasdamagedinhereyes,bywayofrecoveringitsethimselftopaintthesummer-housewhichAnnefrequented,andwhenhecameoutheassuredherthatitwasquitehisownidea。

  ’Itwanteddoing,certainly,’shesaid,inaneutraltone。

  ’Itisjustabouttroublesome。’

  ’Yes;youcan’tquitereachup。That’sbecauseyouarenotverytall;isitnot,CaptainLoveday?’

  ’Youneverusedtosaythingslikethat。’

  ’O,Idon’tmeanthatyouaremuchlessthantall!ShallIholdthepaintforyou,tosaveyoursteppingdown?’

  ’Thankyou,ifyouwould。’

  Shetookthepaint-pot,andstoodlookingatthebrushasitmovedupanddowninhishand。

  ’IhopeIshallnotsprinkleyourfingers,’heobservedashedipped。

  ’O,thatwouldnotmatter!Youdoitverywell。’

  ’Iamgladtohearthatyouthinkso。’

  ’Butperhapsnotquitesomuchartisdemandedtopaintasummer-houseastopaintapicture?’

  Thinkingthat,asapainter’sdaughter,andapersonofeducationsuperiortohisown,shespokewithaflavourofsarcasm,hefelthumbledandsaid——

  ’Youdidnotusetotalklikethattome。’

  ’Iwasperhapstooyoungthentotakeanypleasureingivingpain,’

  sheobserveddaringly。

  ’Doesitgiveyoupleasure?’

  Annenodded。

  ’Iliketogivepaintopeoplewhohavegivenpaintome,’shesaidsmartly,withoutremovinghereyesfromthegreenliquidinherhand。

  ’Iaskyourpardonforthat。’

  ’Ididn’tsayImeantyou——thoughIdidmeanyou。’

  Boblookedandlookedathersidefacetillhewasbewitchedintoputtingdownhisbrush。

  ’Itwasthatstupidforgettingof’eeforatime!’heexclaimed。

  ’Well,Ihadn’tseenyouforsoverylong——considerhowmanyyears!

  O,dearAnne!’hesaid,advancingtotakeherhand,’howwellweknewoneanotherwhenwewerechildren!Youwasaqueentomethen;

  andsoyouarenow,andalways。’

  PossiblyAnnewasthrilledpleasantlyenoughathavingbroughtthetruantvillageladtoherfeetagain;buthewasnottofindthesituationsoeasyasheimagined,andherhandwasnottobetakenyet。

  ’Verypretty!’shesaid,laughing。’AndonlysixweekssinceMissJohnsonleft。’

  ’Zounds,don’tsayanythingaboutthat!’imploredBob。’IswearthatInever——neverdeliberatelylovedher——foralongtimetogether,thatis;itwasasuddensortofthing,youknow。Buttowardsyou——Ihavemoreorlesshonouredandrespectfullylovedyou,offandon,allmylife。There,that’strue。’

  Anneretortedquickly——

  ’Iamwilling,offandon,tobelieveyou,CaptainRobert。ButI

  don’tseeanygoodinyourmakingthesesolemndeclarations。’

  ’Givemeleavetoexplain,dearMissGarland。Itistogetyoutobepleasedtorenewanoldpromise——madeyearsago——thatyou’llthinko’me。’

  ’NotawordofanypromisewillIrepeat。’

  ’Well,well,Iwon’turge’eetoday。Onlyletmebegofyoutogetoverthequitewrongnotionyouhaveofme;anditshallbemywholeendeavourtofetchyourgraciousfavour。’

  Anneturnedawayfromhimandenteredthehouse,whitherinthecourseofaquarterofanhourhefollowedher,knockingatherdoor,andaskingtobeletin。Shesaidshewasbusy;whereuponhewentaway,tocomebackagaininashorttimeandreceivethesameanswer。

  ’Ihavefinishedpaintingthesummer-houseforyou,’hesaidthroughthedoor。

  ’Icannotcometoseeit。Ishallbeengagedtillsupper-time。’

  Sheheardhimbreatheaheavysighandwithdraw,murmuringsomethingabouthisbadluckinbeingcutawayfromthestarnlikethis。Butitwasnotoveryet。Whensupper-timecameandtheysatdowntogether,shetookuponherselftoreprovehimforwhathehadsaidtoherinthegarden。

  Bobmadehisforeheadexpressdespair。

  ’Now,Ibegyouthisonething,’hesaid。’Justletmeknowyourwholemind。ThenIshallhaveachancetoconfessmyfaultsandmendthem,orclearmyconducttoyoursatisfaction。’

  Sheansweredwithquickness,butnotloudenoughtobeheardbytheoldpeopleattheotherendofthetable——’Then,CaptainLoveday,I

  willtellyouonething,onefault,thatperhapswouldhavebeenmorepropertomycharacterthantoyours。Youaretooeasilyimpressedbynewfaces,andthatgivesmeaBADOPINIONofyou——yes,aBADOPINION。’

  ’O,that’sit!’saidBobslowly,lookingatherwiththeintenserespectofapupilforamaster,herwordsbeingspokeninamannersopreciselybetweenjestandearnestthathewasinsomedoubthowtheyweretobereceived。’Impressedbynewfaces。Itiswrong,certainly,ofme。’

  Thepoppingofacork,andthepouringoutofstrongbeerbythemillerwithaviewtogivingitahead,wereapparentlydistractionssufficienttoexcuseherinnotattendingfurthertohim;andduringtheremainderofthesittinghergentlechidingseemedtobesinkingseriouslyintohismind。Perhapsherownheartachedtoseehowsilenthewas;butshehadalwaysmeanttopunishhim。Dayafterdayfortwoorthreeweeksshepreservedthesamedemeanour,withaself-controlwhichdidjusticetohercharacter。And,onhispart,consideringwhathehadtoputupwith——howsheeludedhim,snappedhimoff,refusedtocomeoutwhenhecalledher,refusedtoseehimwhenhewantedtoenterthelittleparlourwhichshehadnowappropriatedtoherprivateuse,hispatiencetestifiedstronglytohisgood-humour。

  Christmashadpassed。Drearywinterwithdarkeveningshadgivenplacetomoredrearywinterwithlightevenings。Rapidthawshadendedinrain,raininwind,windindust。Showerydayshadcome——

  theseasonofpinkdawnsandwhitesunsets;andpeoplehopedthattheMarchweatherwasover。

  Thechiefincidentthatconcernedthehouseholdatthemillwasthatthemiller,followingtheexampleofallhisneighbours,hadbecomeavolunteer,anddulyappearedtwiceaweekinared,long-tailedmilitarycoat,pipe-clayedbreeches,blackclothgaiters,aheel-balledhelmet-hat,withatuftofgreenwool,andepaulettesofthesamecolourandmaterial。Bobstillremainedneutral。Notbeingabletodecidewhethertoenrolhimselfasasea-fencible,alocalmilitia-man,oravolunteer,hesimplywentondancingattendanceuponAnne。Mrs。Lovedayhadbecomeawaketothefactthatthepairofyoungpeoplestoodinacuriousattitudetowardseachother;butastheywereneverseenwiththeirheadstogether,andscarcelyeversateveninthesameroom,shecouldnotbesurewhattheirmovementsmeant。

  Strangelyenoughorperhapsnaturallyenough,sinceenteringtheLovedayfamilyherself,shehadgraduallygrowntothinklessfavourablyofAnnedoingthesamething,andrevertedtoheroriginalideaofencouragingFestus;thismoreparticularlybecausehehadoflateshownsuchperseveranceinhauntingtheprecinctsofthemill,presumablywiththeintentionoflightingupontheyounggirl。Buttheweatherhadkepthermostlyindoors。

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