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  Annefaintlyreplied’Yes,’andallowedthemillertotakeherforwardonhisarmtothetrackway,soastobeclosetotheflankoftheapproachingcolumn。Itcameup,manypeopleoneachsidegraspingthehandsofthetroopersinbiddingthemfarewell;andassoonasJohnLovedaysawthemembersofhisfather’shousehold,hestretcheddownhishandacrosshisrightpistolforthesameperformance。Themillergavehis,thenMrs。Lovedaygavehers,andthenthehandofthetrumpet-majorwasextendedtowardsAnne。Butasthehorsedidnotabsolutelystop,itwasasomewhatawkwardperformanceforayoungwomantoundertake,and,moreonthataccountthanonanyother,Annedrewback,andthegallanttrooperpassedbywithoutreceivingheradieu。Anne’sheartreproachedherforamoment;andthenshethoughtthat,afterall,hewasnotgoingofftoimmediatebattle,andthatshewouldinallprobabilityseehimagainatnodistantdate,whenshehopedthatthemysteryofhisconductwouldbeexplained。Herthoughtswereinterruptedbyavoiceatherelbow:’Thankheaven,he’sgone!Nowthere’sachanceforme。’

  Sheturned,andFestusDerrimanwasstandingbyher。

  ’There’snochanceforyou,’shesaidindignantly。

  ’Whynot?’

  ’Becausethere’sanotherleft!’

  Thewordshadslippedoutquiteunintentionally,andsheblushedquickly。Shewouldhavegivenanythingtobeabletorecallthem;

  buthehadheard,andsaid,’Who?’

  Annewentforwardtothemillertoavoidreplying,andFestuscaughthernomore。

  ’HasanybodybeenhangingaboutOvercombeMillexceptLoveday’ssonthesoldier?’heaskedofacomrade。

  ’Hissonthesailor,’wasthereply。

  ’O——hissonthesailor,’saidFestusslowly。’Damnhissonthesailor!’

  AtthisparticularmomenttheobjectofFestusDerriman’sfulminationwasassuredlynotdangerousasarival。Bob,afterabstractedlywatchingthesoldiersfromthefrontofthehousetilltheywereoutofsight,hadgonewithindoorsandseatedhimselfinthemill-parlour,wherehisfatherfoundhim,hiselbowsrestingonthetableandhisforeheadonhishands,hiseyesbeingfixeduponadocumentthatlayopenbeforehim。

  ’Whatartperusing,Bob,withsuchalongface?’

  Bobsighed,andthenMrs。LovedayandAnneentered。’’Tisonlyastate-paperthatIfondlythoughtIshouldhaveausefor,’hesaidgloomily。And,lookingdownasbefore,heclearedhisvoice,asifmovedinwardlytogoon,andbegantoreadinfeelingtonesfromwhatprovedtobehisnullifiedmarriagelicence:——

  ’“TimothyTitusPhilemon,bypermissionBishopofBristol:Toourwell-belovedRobertLoveday,oftheparishofOvercombe,Bachelor;

  andMatildaJohnson,ofthesameparish,Spinster。Greeting。“’

  HereAnnesighed,butcontrivedtokeepdownhersightoamerenothing。

  ’Beautifullanguage,isn’tit!’saidBob。’Iwasnevergreetedlikethatafore!’

  ’Yes;Ihaveoftenthoughtitveryexcellentlanguagemyself,’saidMrs。Loveday。

  ’Cometothat,theoldgentlemanwillgreettheelikeitagainanydayforacoupleofguineas,’saidthemiller。

  ’That’snotthepoint,father!Younevercouldseetherealmeaningofthesethings……Well,thenhegoeson:“Whereasyeare,asitisalleged,determinedtoenterintotheholyestateofmatrimony——“ButwhyshouldIreadon?Itallmeansnothingnow——

  nothing,andthesplendidwordsareallwasteduponair。ItseemsasifIhadbeenhailedbysomevenerablehoaryprophet,andhadturnedaway,putthehelmhardup,andwouldn’thear。’

  Nobodyreplied,feelingprobablythatsympathycouldnotmeetthecase,andBobwentonreadingtherestofittohimself,occasionallyheavingabreathlikethewindinaship’sshrouds。

  ’Iwouldn’tsetmymindsomuchuponher,ifIwasthee,’saidhisfatheratlast。

  ’Whynot?’

  ’Well,folkmightcalltheeafool,andsaythybrainswereturningtowater。’

  Bobwasapparentlymuchstruckbythisthought,and,insteadofcontinuingthediscoursefurther,hecarefullyfoldedupthelicence,wentout,andwalkedupanddownthegarden。Itwasstartlinglyaptwhathisfatherhadsaid;and,worsethanthat,whatpeoplewouldcallhimmightbetrue,andtheliquefactionofhisbrainsturnouttobenofable。Bydegreeshebecamemuchconcerned,andthemoreheexaminedhimselfbythisnewlightthemoreclearlydidheperceivethathewasinaverybadway。

  OnreflectionherememberedthatsinceMissJohnson’sdeparturehisappetitehaddecreasedamazingly。Hehadeateninmeatnomorethanfourteenorfifteenouncesaday,butone-thirdofaquarternpuddingonanaverage,invegetablesonlyasmallheapofpotatoesandhalfaYorkcabbage,andnogravywhatever;which,consideringtheusualappetiteofaseamanforfreshfoodattheendofalongvoyage,wasnosmallindexofthedepressionofhismind。Thenhehadwakedonceeverynight,andononeoccasiontwice。Whiledressingeachmorningsincethegloomydayhehadnotwhistledmorethansevenbarsofahornpipewithoutstoppingandfallingintothoughtofamostpainfulkind;andhehadtoldnonebutabsolutelytruestoriesofforeignpartstotheneighbouringvillagerswhentheysalutedandclusteredabouthim,asusual,foranythinghechosetopourforth——exceptthatstoryofthewhalewhoseeyewasaboutaslargeastheroundpondinDerriman’sewe-lease——whichwasliketemptingfatetosetasealforeveruponhistongueasatraveller。Allthisenervation,mentalandphysical,hadbeenproducedbyMatilda’sdeparture。

  Healsoconsideredwhathehadlostoftherationalamusementsofmanhoodduringtheseunfortunatedays。Hemighthavegonetotheneighbouringfashionableresorteveryafternoon,stoodbeforeGloucesterLodgetilltheKingandQueencameout,heldhishatinhishand,andenjoyedtheirMajesties’smilesathishomageallfornothing——watchedthepicket-mounting,heardthedifferentbandsstrikeup,observedthestaff;and,aboveall,haveseentheprettytowngirlsgotrip-trip-tripalongtheesplanade,deliberatelyfixingtheirinnocenteyesonthedistantsea,thegreycliffs,andthesky,andaccidentallyonthesoldiersandhimself。

  ’I’llrazeoutherimage,’hesaid。’Sheshallmakeafoolofmenomore。’Andhisresolveresultedinconductwhichhadelementsofrealgreatness。

  Hewentbacktohisfather,whomhefoundinthemill-loft。’’Tistrue,father,whatyousay,’heobserved:’mybrainswillturntobilge-waterifIthinkofhermuchlonger。Bytheoathofa——

  navigator,IwishIcouldsighlessandlaughmore!She’sgone——whycan’tIlethergo,andbehappy?Buthowbegin?’

  ’Takeitcareless,myson,’saidthemiller,’andlayyourselfouttoenjoysnacksandcordials。’

  ’Ah——that’sathought!’saidBob。

  ’Baccyisgoodfor’t。Soissperrits。ThoughIdon’tadvisetheetodrinkneat。’

  ’Baccy——I’dalmostforgotit!’saidCaptainLoveday。

  Hewenttohisroom,hastilyuntiedthepackageoftobaccothathehadbroughthome,andbegantomakeuseofitinhisownway,callingtoDavidforabottleoftheoldhouseholdmeadthathadlaininthecellartheseelevenyears。Hewasdiscoveredbyhisfatherthree-quartersofanhourlaterasahalf-invisibleobjectbehindacloudofsmoke。

  Themillerdrewabreathofrelief。’Why,Bob,’hesaid,’Ithoughtthehousewasa-fire!’

  ’I’msmokingratherfasttodrownmyreflections,father。’Tisnousetochaw。’

  TotempthisattenuatedappetitetheunhappymatemadeDavidcookanomeletandbakeaseed-cake,thelattersorichlycompoundedthatitopenedtotheknifelikeafreckledbuttercup。Withthesameobjecthestucknight-linesintothebanksofthemill-pond,anddrewupnextmorningafamilyoffateels,someofwhichwereskinnedandpreparedforhisbreakfast。Theywerehisfavouritefish,butsuchhadbeenhisconditionthat,untilthemomentofmakingthiseffort,hehadquiteforgottentheirexistenceathisfather’sback-door。

  InafewdaysBobLovedayhadconsiderablyimprovedintoneandvigour。OneotherobviousremedyforhisdejectionwastoindulgeinthesocietyofMissGarland,lovebeingsomuchmoreeffectuallygotridofbydisplacementthanbyattemptedannihilation。ButLoveday’sbeliefthathehadoffendedherbeyondforgiveness,andhisever-presentsenseofherasawomanwhobyeducationandantecedentswasfittedtoadornahigherspherethanhisown,effectuallykepthimfromgoingnearherforalongtime,notwithstandingthattheywereinmatesofonehouse。Thereservewas,however,insomedegreebrokenbytheappearanceonemorning,laterintheseason,ofthepointofasawthroughthepartitionwhichdividedAnne’sroomfromtheLovedayhalfofthehouse。

  ThoughshedinedandsuppedwithhermotherandtheLovedayfamily,MissGarlandhadstillcontinuedtooccupyheroldapartments,becauseshefounditmoreconvenienttheretopursueherhobbiesofwool-workandofcopyingherfather’soldpictures。Thedivisionwallhadnotasyetbeenbrokendown。

  AsthesawworkeditswaydownwardsunderherastonishedgazeAnnejumpedupfromherdrawing;andpresentlythetemporarycanvasingandpaperingwhichhadsealeduptheolddoorofcommunicationwascutcompletelythrough。Thedoorburstopen,andBobstoodrevealedontheotherside,withthesawinhishand。

  ’Ibegyourladyship’spardon,’hesaid,takingoffthehathehadbeenworkingin,ashishandsomefaceexpandedintoasmile。’I

  didn’tknowthisdooropenedintoyourprivateroom。’

  ’Indeed,CaptainLoveday!’

  ’Iampullingdownthedivisiononprinciple,aswearenowonefamily。ButIreallythoughtthedooropenedintoyourpassage。’

  ’Itdon’tmatter;Icangetanotherroom。’

  ’Notatall。Fatherwouldn’tletmeturnyouout。I’llcloseitupagain。’

  ButAnnewassointerestedinthenoveltyofanewdoorwaythatshewalkedthroughit,andfoundherselfinadarklowpassagewhichshehadneverseenbefore。

  ’Itleadstothemill,’saidBob。’Wouldyouliketogoinandseeitatwork?Butperhapsyouhavealready。’

  ’Onlyintothegroundfloor。’

  ’Comealloverit。Iampractisingasgrinder,youknow,tohelpmyfather。’

  Shefollowedhimalongthedarkpassage,inthesideofwhichheopenedalittletrap,whenshesawagreatslimycavern,wherethelongarmsofthemill-wheelflungthemselvesslowlyanddistractedlyround,andsplashingwater-dropscaughtthelittlelightthatstrayedintothegloomyplace,turningitintostarsandflashes。A

  coldmist-ladenpuffofaircameintotheirfaces,andtheroarfromwithinmadeitnecessaryforAnnetoshoutasshesaid,’Itisdismal!letusgoon。’

  Bobshutthetrap,theroarceased,andtheywentontotheinnerpartofthemill,wheretheairwaswarmandnutty,andpervadedbyafogofflour。Thentheyascendedthestairs,andsawthestoneslumberingroundandround,andtheyellowcornrunningdownthroughthehopper。Theyclimbedyetfurthertothetopstage,wherethewheatlayinbins,andwherelongrayslikefeelersstretchedinfromthesunthroughthelittlewindow,gotnearlylostamongcobwebsandtimber,andcompletedtheircoursebymarkingtheoppositewallwithaglowingpatchofgold。

  InhisearnestnessasanexhibitorBobopenedthebolter,whichwasspinningrapidlyround,theresultbeingthatadensecloudofflourrolledoutintheirfaces,remindingAnnethathercomplexionwasprobablymuchpalerbythistimethanwhenshehadenteredthemill。

  Shethankedhercompanionforhistrouble,andsaidshewouldnowgodown。Hefollowedherwiththesamedeferenceashitherto,andwithasuddenandincreasingsensethatofallcuresforhisformerunhappypassionthiswouldhavebeenthenicest,theeasiest,andthemosteffectual,ifhehadonlybeenfortunateenoughtokeepheruponeasyterms。ButMissGarlandshowednodispositiontogofurtherthanaccepthisservicesasaguide;shedescendedtotheopenair,shooktheflourfromherlikeabird,andwentonintothegardenamidtheSeptembersunshine,whoserayslaylevelacrossthebluehazewhichtheearthgaveforth。Thegnatsweredancingupanddowninairycompanies,thenasturtiumflowersshoneoutingroupsfromthedarkhedgeoverwhichtheyclimbed,andthemellowsmellofthedeclineofsummerwasexhaledbyeverything。Bobfollowedherasfarasthegate,lookedafterher,thoughtofherasthesamegirlwhohadhalfencouragedhimyearsago,whensheseemedsosuperiortohim;thoughnowtheywerealmostequalsheapparentlythoughthimbeneathher。Itwaswithanewsenseofpleasurethathismindflewtothefactthatshewasnowaninmateofhisfather’shouse。

  Hisobsequiousbearingwascontinuedduringthenextweek。Inthebusyhoursofthedaytheyseldommet,buttheyregularlyencounteredeachotheratmeals,andthesecheerfuloccasionsbegantohaveaninterestforhimquiteirrespectiveofdishesandcups。

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