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  it,Ibroughthimmorehomeingold,andtoldhimthere

  wasalittlemoreportionforhim;and,inshort,inaboutaweek

  moreIbroughthimmore,andaboutinlinen,which

  ImadehimbelieveIhadbeenobligedtotakewiththe#100

  whichIgavehimingold,asacompositionforadebtof#600,

  beinglittlemorethanfiveshillingsinthepound,andovervaluedtoo。

  ’Andnow,mydear,’saysItohim,’Iamverysorrytotellyou,

  thatthereisall,andthatIhavegivenyoumywholefortune。’

  Iadded,thatifthepersonwhohadmy#600hadnotabused

  me,Ihadbeenworth#1000tohim,butthatasitwas,Ihad

  beenfaithfultohim,andreservednothingtomyself,butifit

  hadbeenmoreheshouldhavehadit。

  Hewassoobligedbythemanner,andsopleasedwiththesum,

  forhehadbeeninaterriblefrightlestithadbeennothingat

  all,thatheaccepteditverythankfully。

  AndthusIgotover

  thefraudofpassingforafortunewithoutmoney,andcheating

  amanintomarryingmeonpretenceofafortune;which,by

  theway,Itaketobeoneofthemostdangerousstepsawoman

  cantake,andinwhichsherunsthemosthazardofbeing

  ill-usedafterwards。

  Myhusband,togivehimhisdue,wasamanofinfinitegood

  nature,buthewasnofool;andfindinghisincomenotsuited

  tothemanneroflivingwhichhehadintended,ifIhadbrought

  himwhatheexpected,andbeingunderadisappointmentin

  hisreturnofhisplantationsinVirginia,hediscoveredmany

  timeshisinclinationofgoingovertoVirginia,toliveupon

  hisown;andoftenwouldbemagnifyingthewayofliving

  there,howcheap,howplentiful,howpleasant,andthelike。

  Ibeganpresentlytounderstandthismeaning,andItook

  himupveryplainlyonemorning,andtoldhimthatIdidso;

  thatIfoundhisestateturnedtonoaccountatthisdistance,

  comparedtowhatitwoulddoifheliveduponthespot,and

  thatIfoundhehadamindtogoandlivethere;andIadded,

  thatIwassensiblehehadbeendisappointedinawife,and

  thatfindinghisexpectationsnotansweredthatway,Icould

  donoless,tomakehimamends,thantellhimthatIwasvery

  willingtogoovertoVirginiawithhimandlivethere。

  Hesaidathousandkindthingstomeuponthesubjectofmy

  makingsuchaproposaltohim。

  Hetoldme,thathowever

  hewasdisappointedinhisexpectationsofafortune,hewas

  notdisappointedinawife,andthatIwasalltohimthata

  wifecouldbe,andhewasmorethansatisfiedonthewhole

  whentheparticularswereputtogether,butthatthisofferwas

  sokind,thatitwasmorethanhecouldexpress。

  Tobringthestoryshort,weagreedtogo。

  Hetoldmethathe

  hadaverygoodhousethere,thatitwaswellfurnished,that

  hismotherwasaliveandlivedinit,andonesister,whichwas

  alltherelationshehad;thatassoonashecamethere,his

  motherwouldremovetoanotherhouse,whichwasherown

  forlife,andhisafterherdecease;sothatIshouldhaveallthe

  housetomyself;andIfoundallthistobeexactlyashehad

  said。

  Tomakethispartofthestoryshort,weputonboardtheship

  whichwewentin,alargequantityofgoodfurnitureforour

  house,withstoresoflinenandothernecessaries,andagood

  cargoforsale,andawaywewent。

  Togiveanaccountofthemannerofourvoyage,whichwas

  longandfullofdangers,isoutofmyway;Ikeptnojournal,

  neitherdidmyhusband。

  AllthatIcansayis,thataftera

  terriblepassage,frightedtwicewithdreadfulstorms,andonce

  withwhatwasstillmoreterrible,Imeanapiratewhocame

  onboardandtookawayalmostallourprovisions;andwhich

  wouldhavebeenbeyondalltome,theyhadoncetakenmy

  husbandtogoalongwiththem,butbyentreatieswereprevailed

  withtoleavehim;——Isay,afteralltheseterriblethings,we

  arrivedinYorkRiverinVirginia,andcomingtoourplantation,

  wewerereceivedwithallthedemonstrationsoftenderness

  andaffection,bymyhusband’smother,thatwerepossibleto

  beexpressed。

  Welivedherealltogether,mymother-in-law,atmyentreaty,

  continuinginthehouse,forshewastookindamothertobe

  partedwith;myhusbandlikewisecontinuedthesameasat

  first,andIthoughtmyselfthehappiestcreaturealive,when

  anoddandsurprisingeventputanendtoallthatfelicityina

  moment,andrenderedmyconditionthemostuncomfortable,

  ifnotthemostmiserable,intheworld。

  Mymotherwasamightycheerful,good-humouredoldwoman——

  Imaycallheroldwoman,forhersonwasabovethirty;I

  sayshewasverypleasant,goodcompany,andusedtoentertain

  me,inparticular,withabundanceofstoriestodivertme,as

  wellof

  thecountrywewereinasofthepeople。

  Amongtherest,sheoftentoldmehowthegreatestpartof

  theinhabitantsofthecolonycamethitherinveryindifferent

  circumstancesfromEngland;that,generallyspeaking,they

  wereoftwosorts;either,first,suchaswerebroughtoverby

  mastersofshipstobesoldasservants。

  ’Suchaswecallthem,

  mydear,’saysshe,’buttheyaremoreproperlycalledslaves。’

  Or,secondly,suchasaretransportedfromNewgateandother

  prisons,afterhavingbeenfoundguiltyoffelonyandother

  crimespunishablewithdeath。

  ’Whentheycomehere,’saysshe,’wemakenodifference;the

  plantersbuythem,andtheyworktogetherinthefieldtill

  theirtimeisout。

  When’tisexpired,’saidshe,’theyhave

  encouragementgiventhemtoplantforthemselves;forthey

  haveacertainnumberofacresoflandallottedthembythe

  country,andtheygotoworktoclearandcuretheland,and

  thentoplantitwithtobaccoandcornfortheirownuse;and

  asthetradesmenandmerchantswilltrustthemwithtoolsand

  clothesandothernecessaries,uponthecreditoftheircrop

  beforeitisgrown,sotheyagainplanteveryyearalittlemore

  thantheyearbefore,andsobuywhatevertheywantwiththe

  cropthatisbeforethem。

  ’Hence,child,’saysshe,’manaNewgate-birdbecomesagreat

  man,andwehave,’continuedshe,’severaljusticesofthepeace,

  officersofthetrainedbands,andmagistratesofthetownsthey

  livein,thathavebeenburntinthehand。’

  Shewasgoingonwiththatpartofthestory,whenherown

  partinitinterruptedher,andwithagreatdealofgood-humoured

  confidenceshetoldmeshewasoneofthesecondsortof

  inhabitantsherself;thatshecameawayopenly,havingventured

  toofarinaparticularcase,sothatshewasbecomeacriminal。

  ’Andhere’sthemarkofit,child,’saysshe;and,pullingoffher

  glove,’lookyehere,’saysshe,turningupthepalmofher

  hand,andshowedmeaveryfinewhitearmandhand,but

  brandedintheinsideofthehand,asinsuchcasesitmustbe。

  Thisstorywasverymovingtome,butmymother,smiling,

  said,’Youneednotthingathingstrange,daughter,forasI

  toldyou,someofthebestmeninthiscountryareburntinthe

  hand,andtheyarenotashamedtoownit。

  There’sMajor——,’

  saysshe,’hewasaneminentpickpocket;there’sJusticeBa——r,

  wasashoplifter,andbothofthemwereburntinthehand;and

  Icouldnameyouseveralsuchastheyare。’

  Wehadfrequentdiscoursesofthiskind,andabundanceof

  instancesshegavemeofthelike。

  Aftersometime,asshewas

  tellingsomestoriesofonethatwastransportedbutafew

  weeksago,Ibeganinanintimatekindofwaytoaskherto

  tellmesomethingofherownstory,whichshedidwiththe

  utmostplainnessandsincerity;howshehadfallenintoveryill

  companyinLondoninheryoungdays,occasionedbyher

  mothersendingherfrequentlytocarryvictualsandotherrelief

  toakinswomanofherswhowasaprisonerinNewgate,and

  wholayinamiserablestarvingcondition,wasafterwards

  condemnedtobehanged,buthavinggotrespitebypleading

  herbelly,diesafterwardsintheprison。

  Heremymother-in-lawranoutinalongaccountofthewicked

  practicesinthatdreadfulplace,andhowitruinedmoreyoung

  peoplethatallthetownbesides。

  ’Andchild,’saysmymother,

  ’perhapsyoumayknowlittleofit,or,itmaybe,haveheard

  nothingaboutit;butdependuponit,’saysshe,’weallknow

  herethattherearemorethievesandroguesmadebythatone

  prisonofNewgatethanbyalltheclubsandsocietiesofvillains

  inthenation;’tisthatcursedplace,’saysmymother,’thathalf

  peopledthiscolony。’

  Hereshewentonwithherownstorysolong,andinsoparticular

  amanner,thatIbegantobeveryuneasy;butcomingtoone

  particularthatrequiredtellinghername,IthoughtIshould

  havesunkdownintheplace。

  SheperceivedIwasoutof

  order,andaskedmeifIwasnotwell,andwhatailedme。

  I

  toldherIwassoaffectedwiththemelancholystoryshehad

  told,andtheterriblethingsshehadgonethrough,thatithad

  overcomeme,andIbeggedofhertotalknomoreofit。

  ’Why,

  mydear,’sayssheverykindly,’whatneedthesethingstrouble

  you?

  Thesepassageswerelongbeforeyourtime,andthey

  givemenotroubleatallnow;nay,Ilookbackonthemwith

  aparticularsatisfaction,astheyhavebeenameanstobring

  metothisplace。’

  Thenshewentontotellmehowshevery

  luckilyfellintoagoodfamily,where,behavingherselfwell,

  andhermistressdying,hermastermarriedher,bywhomshe

  hadmyhusbandandhissister,andthatbyherdiligenceand

  goodmanagementafterherhusband’sdeath,shehadimproved

  theplantationstosuchadegreeastheythenwere,sothatmost

  oftheestatewasofhergetting,notherhusband’s,forshehad

  beenawidowupwardsofsixteenyears。

  Iheardthispartoftheystorywithverylittleattention,because

  Iwantedmuchtoretireandgiveventtomypassions,which

  Ididsoonafter;andletanyonejudgewhatmustbetheanguish

  ofmymind,whenIcametoreflectthatthiswascertainlyno

  moreorlessthanmyownmother,andIhadnowhadtwo

  children,andwasbigwithanotherbymyownbrother,and

  laywithhimstilleverynight。

  Iwasnowthemostunhappyofallwomenintheworld。

  Oh!

  hadthestoryneverbeentoldme,allhadbeenwell;ithadbeen

  nocrimetohavelainwithmyhusband,sinceastohisbeing

  myrelationIhadknownnothingofit。

  Ihadnowsuchaloadonmymindthatitkeptmeperpetually

  waking;torevealit,whichwouldhavebeensomeeasetome,

  Icouldnotfindwouldbetoanypurpose,andyettoconceal

  itwouldbenexttoimpossible;nay,IdidnotdoubtbutIshould

  talkofitinmysleep,andtellmyhusbandofitwhetherIwould

  orno。

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