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  JustinhadoncecomebacktoEdgewood,anditwasthebitterestdropinhercupofbitternessthatshewasspendingthatwinterinBerwick(where,sotheneighbourstoldhim,shewasagreatfavouriteinsociety,andwasreceivingmuchattentionfromgentlemen),sothatshehadneverheardofhisvisituntilthespringhadcomeagain。Partedfriendsdidnotkeepupwithoneanother’saffairsbymeansofepistolarycommunication,inthosedays,inEdgewood;itwasnotthecustom。SpokenwordsweredifficultenoughtoJustinPeabody,andwrittenwordswerequiteimpossible,especiallyiftheyweretobeusedtodefinehishalf—

  consciousdesiresandhisfluctuationsofwill,ortorecounthisdisappointmentsanddiscouragementsandmistakes。

  CHAPTERIV

  ItwasSaturdayafternoon,thetwenty—fourthofDecember,andthewearysistersoftheDorcasbandrosefromtheirbruisedkneesandremovedtheirlittlestoresofcarpet—tacksfromtheirmouths。

  Thiswasafemininecustomoflongstanding,andasnovillagedressmakerhadeverdiedofpinsinthedigestiveorgans,sowerenosymptomsofcarpet—tackseverdiscoveredinanyDorcas,livingordead。Menwonderedatthehabitandreviledit,butstoodconfoundedinthepresenceofitsindubitableharmlessness。

  Theredingraincarpetwasindeedverywarm,beautiful,andcomfortingtotheeye,andthesistersweresuitablygratefultoProvidence,anddevoutlythankfultothemselves,thattheyhadbeenenabledtobuy,sew,andlaysomanyyardsofit。Butastheystoodlookingattheircompletedtask,itwascruellytruethattherewasmuchlefttodo。

  Theaisleshadbeenpainteddarkbrownoneachsideoftheredstripsleadingfromthedoorstothepulpit,buttherestofthechurchfloorwas\"athingofshredsandpatches。\"Eachmemberofthecarpetcommitteehadpaid(asamatterofpride,howeverillshecouldaffordit)threedollarsandsixty—sevencentsforsufficientcarpettolayinherownpew;butthesebrilliantspotsofconscientiouseffortonlymadethestretchesofbare,unpaintedfloormoreevident。Andthatwasnotall。Tracesofformerspasmodicandindividualeffortsdesecratedthepresentideals。

  Thedoctor’spewhadapinkandblueBrusselsonit;thelawyer’s,stripedstair—carpeting;theBrownsfromDeerwandersportedstrawmattingandwerenotabashed;whiletheGreens,theWhites,theBlacksandtheGreysdisplayedfloorcoveringsasdissimilarastheirnames。

  \"Inevernoticeditbefore!\"exclaimedMariaSharp,\"butitain’tChristian,thatfloor!it’sheathenishandungodly!\"

  \"Formercy’ssake,don’tswear,Maria,\"saidMrs。Millernervously。

  \"We’vedoneourbest,andlet’shopethatfolkswilllookupandnotdown。Itisn’tasiftheyweregoingtosetinthechandelier;

  they’llhavesomethingelsetothinkaboutwhenNancygetsherhemlockbranchesandwhitecarnationsinthepulpitvases。ThismorningmyAbnerpickedofftwopinksfromtheplantI’vebeennursinginmydining—roomforweeks,tryingtomakeitbloomforChristmas。Islappedhishandsgood,andit’sbeenhauntingmeeversincetothinkIhadtocorrecthimthedaybeforeChristmas——

  Come,Lobelia,wemustbehurrying!\"

  \"Onethingcomfortsme,\"exclaimedtheWidowBuzzell,asshetookherhammerandtackspreparatorytoleaving;\"andthatisthattheMethodistmeetin’—houseain’tgotanycarpetatall。\"

  \"Mrs。Buzzell,Mrs。Buzzell!\"interruptedtheminister’swife,withasmilethattookthestingfromherspeech。\"ItwillbelikepunishinglittleAbnerMiller;ifwethinkthosethoughtsonChristmasEve,weshallsurelybehauntedafterward。\"

  \"Andanyway,\"interjectedMariaSharp,whoalwayssavedthesituation,\"youjustwaitandseeiftheMethodistsdon’tsaythey’dratherhavenocarpetatallthanhaveonethatdon’tgoalloverthefloor。Iknow’em!\"andsheputonherhoodandblanket—

  shawlasshegaveonelastfondlookattheimprovements。

  \"I’mgoinghometogetmysupper,andcomebackafterwardtolaythecarpetinmypew;mybeansandbrownbreadwillbejustrightbynow,andperhapsitwillrestmealittle;besides,Imustfeed’Zekiel。\"

  AsNancyWentworthspoke,shesatinacornerofherownmodestrearseat,lookingalittlepaleandtired。Herwavingdarkhairhadloosenedandfallenoverhercheeks,andhereyesgleamedfromunderitwistfully。NowadaysNancy’seyesneverhadthesparkleofgazingintothefuture,butalwaystheliquidsoftnessthatcomesfromlookingbackward。

  \"Thechurchwillberealcoldbythen,Nancy,\"objectedMrs。

  Burbank。——\"Good—night,Mrs。Baxter。\"

  \"Oh,no!Ishallbebackbyhalf—pastsix,andIshallnotworklong。DoyouknowwhatIbelieveI’lldo,Mrs。Burbank,justthroughtheholidays?ChristmasandNewYear’sbothcomingonSundaythisyear,there’llbeagreatmanyouttochurch,notcountingthestrangersthat’llcometothespecialserviceto—

  morrow。Insteadofputtingdownmyownpewcarpetthat’llneverbenoticedhereintheback,I’lllayitintheoldPeabodypew,fortheredaisle—stripleadsstraightuptoit;theministersalwaysgoupthatside,anditdoeslookforlorn。\"

  \"That’sso!Andallthemorebecausemypew,that’sexactlyoppositeintheleftwing,isnewcarpetedandcushioned,\"repliedthepresident。\"Ithinkit’srealgenerousofyou,Nancy,becausetheRiverborofolks,knowingthatyou’reamemberofthecarpetcommittee,willbesuretonotice,andthinkit’squeeryouhaven’tmadeanefforttocarpetyourownpew。\"

  \"Nevermind!\"smiledNancywearily。\"RiverborofolksnevergotobedonSaturdaynightswithoutwonderingwhatEdgewoodisthinkingaboutthem!\"

  Theminister’swifestoodatherwindowwatchingNancyasshepassedtheparsonage。

  \"Howwasted!Howwasted!\"shesighed。\"Goinghometoeatherlonelysupperandfeed’Zekiel……Icanbearitfortheothers,butnotforNancy……Nowshehaslightedherlamp,nowshehasputfreshpineonthefire,fornewsmokecomesfromthechimney。

  WhyshouldIsitdownandservemydearhusband,andNancyfeed’Zekiel?\"

  TherewassometruthinMrs。Baxter’sfeeling。Mrs。Buzzell,forinstance,hadthreesons;MariaSharpwasabsorbedinherlamefatherandherSunday—schoolwork;andLobeliaBrewsterwouldnothaveconsideredmatrimonyablessing,evenunderthemostfavourableconditions。ButNancywasframedandplannedforotherthings,and’Zekielwasaninsufficientchannelforhersoft,womanlysympathyandherbrightactivityofmindandbody。

  ’Zekielhadlosthistailinamowing—machine;’Zekielhadtheasthma,andtheimmersionofhisnoseinmilkmadehimsneeze,sohewaswonttosliphispawinandoutofthedishandlickitpatientlyforfiveminutestogether。Nancyoftenwatchedhimpityingly,givinghimkindandgentlewordstosustainhisfaintingspirit,butto—nightshepaidnoheedtohim,althoughhesneezedviolentlytoattractherattention。

  Shehadputhersupperonthelightedtablebythekitchenwindowandwaspouringouthercupoftea,whenaboyrappedatthedoor。

  \"Here’sapaperandaletter,MissWentworth,\"hesaid。\"It’sthesecondthisweek,andtheythinkovertothestorethatthatBerwickwidowermustbesettin’upandtakin’notice!\"

  Shehadindeedreceivedaletterthedaybefore,anunsignedcommunication,consistingonlyofthewords,\"SecondEpistleofJohn。Verse12。\"

  ShehadtakenherBibletolookoutthereferenceandfoundittobe:—

  \"Havingmanythingstowriteuntoyou,Iwouldnotwritewithpaperandink;butItrusttocomeuntoyou,andspeakfacetoface,thatourjoymaybefull。\"

  TheenvelopewaspostmarkedNewYork,andshesmiled,thinkingthatMrs。Emerson,acharmingladywhohadspentthesummerinEdgewood,andhadsungwithherinthevillagechoir,wascomingback,asshehadpromised,tohaveasleighrideandseeEdgewoodinitswinterdress。Nancyhadalmostforgottenthefirstletterintheexcitementsofherbusyday,andnowherewasanother,fromBostonthistime。Sheopenedtheenvelopeandfoundagainonlyasinglesentence,printed,notwritten。(Lestsheshouldguessthehand,shewondered?)

  \"SecondEpistleofJohn。Verse5。\"

  \"AndnowIbeseechthee,lady,notasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee,butthatwhichwehadfromthebeginning,thatweloveoneanother。\"

  WasitMrs。Emerson?Coulditbe——anyoneelse?Wasit—?No,itmighthavebeen,yearsago;butnotnow;notnow!——Andyet;hewasalwayssodifferentfromotherpeople;andonce,inchurch,hehadhandedherthehymn—bookwithhisfingerpointingtoacertainverse。

  ShealwaysfanciedthathersecretfidelityofheartrosefromthefactthatJustinPeabodywas\"different。\"Fromthehouroftheirfirstacquaintance,shewasevercomparinghimwithhiscompanions,andalwaystohisadvantage。Solongasawomanfindsallmenverymuchalike(asLobeliaBrewsterdid,savethatsheallowedsometobeworse!),sheisinnodanger。Butthemomentinwhichsheperceivesanddiscriminatessubtledifferences,marvellingthattherecanbetwoopinionsaboutaman’ssuperiority,thatmomentthemiraclehashappened。

  \"AndnowIbeseechthee,lady,notasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee,butthatwhichwehadfromthebeginning,thatweloveoneanother。\"

  No,itcouldnotbefromJustin。Shedrankhertea,playedwithherbeansabstractedly,andnibbledhersliceofsteamingbrownbread。

  \"NotasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee。\"

  No,notanewone;twelve,fifteenyearsold,thatcommandment!

  \"Thatweloveoneanother。\"

  Whowasspeaking?Whohadwrittenthesewords?ThefirstlettersoundedjustlikeMrs。Emerson,whohadsaidshewasaverypoorcorrespondent,butthatsheshouldjust\"dropdown\"onNancyoneofthesedays;butthissecondletternevercamefromMrs。Emerson。——

  Well,therewouldbeanexplanationsometime;apleasantone;onetosmileover,andtell’Zekielandrepeattotheneighbours;butnotanunexpected,sacred,beautifulexplanation,suchaoneastheheartofawomancouldimagine,ifshewereyoungenoughandhappyenoughtohope。

  Shewashedhercupandplate;replacedtheuneatenbeansinthebrownpot,andputthemawaywiththeroundloaf,foldedthecloth(LobeliaBrewstersaidNancyalways\"setouthermealsasifshewasentertainin’companyfromPortland\"),closedthestovedampers,carriedthelightedlamptoasafecornershelf,andlifted’Zekieltohiscushiononthehigh—backedrocker,doingallwiththeniceprecisionoflonghabit。Thenshewrappedherselfwarmly,andlockingthelonelylittlehousebehindher,setouttofinishherworkinthechurch。

  CHAPTERV

  AtthisprecisemomentJustinPeabodywaseatinghisownbeansandbrownbread(articlesofdietofwhichhisDetroitlandladywaslamentablyignorant)atthenewtavern,notfarfromthemeeting—

  house。

  ItwouldnotbefairtohimtosaythatMrs。Burbank’sletterhadbroughthimbacktoEdgewood,butithadcertainlyacceleratedhissteps。

  ForthefirstsixyearsafterJustinPeabodylefthome,hehaddriftedaboutfromplacetoplace,savingeverypossibledollarofhisuncertainearningsintheconscioushopethathecouldgobacktoNewEnglandandaskNancyWentworthtomarryhim。TheWestwasprosperousandprogressive,buthowheyearned,inidlemoments,forthegrimmerandmoresterilesoilthathadgivenhimbirth!

  Thencamewhatseemedtohimabrilliantchanceforaluckyturnofhissavings,andheinvestedtheminanenterprisewhich,wonderfullyasitpromised,failedwithinsixmonthsandlefthimpenniless。Atthatmomenthedefinitelygaveupallhope,andforthenextfewyearsheputNancyasfaraspossibleoutofhismind,inthefullbeliefthathewasactinganhonourablepartinrefusingtodragherintohistangledandfruitlesswayoflife。

  Ifsheeverdidcareforhim,——andhecouldnotbesure,shewasalwayssoshy,——shemusthaveoutgrownthefeelinglongsince,andbelivinghappily,oratleastcontentedly,inherownway。Hewasgladinspiteofhimselfwhenheheardthatshehadnevermarried;

  butatleasthehadn’titonhisconsciencethatHEhadkepthersingle!

  OntheseventeenthofDecember,Justin,hisbusinessdayover,waswalkingtowardthedrearyhouseinwhichheateandslept。Asheturnedthecorner,heheardonewomansaytoanother,astheywatchedamanstumblingsorrowfullydownthestreet:\"Goinghomewillbetheworstofallforhim——tofindnobodythere!\"Thatwaswhatgoinghomehadmeantforhimthesetenyears,butheafterwardfeltitstrangethatthisthoughtshouldhavestruckhimsoforciblyonthatparticularday。Enteringtheboarding—house,hefoundMrs。Burbank’sletterwithitsEdgewoodpostmarkonthehalltable,andtookituptohisroom。Hekindledalittlefireintheair—tightstove,watchingtheflamecreepfromshavingstokindlings,fromkindlingstosmallpine,andfromsmallpinetotheround,hardwoodsticks;thenwhentheresultseemedcertain,heclosedthestovedoorandsatdowntoreadtheletter。Whereuponallmannerofstrangethingshappenedinhisheadandheartandfleshandspiritashesattherealone,hishandsinhispockets,hisfeetbracedagainstthelegsofthestove。

  Itwasacoldwinternight,andthesnowandsleetbeatagainstthewindows。Helookedabouttheuglyroom:atthewashstandwithitssquareofoilclothinfrontanditsdetestablebowlandpitcher;attherigoursofhiswhiteironbedstead,withthevalleyinthemiddleofthelumpymattressandthedarnsintherumpledpillowcases;atthedullphotographsofthelandlady’shideoushusbandandchildrenenshrinedonthemantelshelf;lookedattheabominationofdesolationsurroundinghimuntilhissoulsickenedandcriedoutlikeachild’sforsomethingmorelikehome。Itwasasifaspringthawhadmeltedhisice—boundheart,andonthecrestofawaveitwasdriftingoutintothemilderwatersofsomeunknownsea。Hecouldhavelaidhisheadinthekindlapofawomanandcried:\"Comfortme!GivemecompanionshiporIdie!\"

  Thewindhowledinthechimneyandrattledtheloosewindow—sashes;

  thesnow,freezingasitfell,dashedagainsttheglasswithhard,cuttinglittleblows;atleast,thatisthewayinwhichthewindandsnowflatteredthemselvestheyweremakingexistencedisagreeabletoJustinPeabodywhenhereadtheletter;butneverwereelementsmoremistaken。

  ItwasaJuneSundayintheboarding—housebedroom;andforthatmatteritwasnottheboarding—housebedroomatall:itwastheoldOrthodoxchurchonToryHillinEdgewood。

  Thewindowswerewideopen,andthesmellofthepurplecloverandthehummingofthebeesweredriftingintothesweet,widespaceswithin。JustinwassittingintheendofthePeabodypew,andNancyWentworthwasbesidehim;Nancy,coolandrestfulinherwhitedress;dark—hairedNancyundertheshadowofhershirredmuslinhat。

  Rise,mysoul,andstretchthywings,Thybetterportiontrace。

  Themelodeongavethetune,andNancyandhestoodtosing,takingthebookbetweenthem。Hishandtouchedhers,andasthemusicofthehymnroseandfell,thefutureunrolleditselfbeforehiseyes;

  afutureinwhichNancywashisweddedwife;andthehappyyearsstretchedonandoninfrontofthemuntiltherewasarowoflittleheadsintheoldPeabodypew,andmotherandfathercouldlookproudlyalongthelineattheyoungthingstheywerebringingintothehouseoftheLord。

  TherecallingofthatvisionworkedlikemagicinJustin’sblood。

  Hissoulroseandstretcheditswingsand\"traceditsbetterportion\"vividly,ashesprangtohisfeetandwalkedupanddownthebedroomfloor。Hewouldgetafewdays’leaveandgobacktoEdgewoodforChristmas,tojoin,withalltheoldneighbours,intheserviceatthemeeting—house;andinpursuanceofthisresolve,heshookhisfistinthefaceofthelandlady’shusbandonthemantelpieceanddaredhimtoprevent。

  Hehadasalaryoffiftydollarsamonth,withsomeveryslightprospectofanincreaseafterJanuary。Hedidnotseehowtwopersonscouldeat,anddrink,andlodge,anddressonitinDetroit,butheproposedtogiveNancyWentworththerefusalofthatmagnificentfuture,thatbrilliantandtemptingoffer。Hehadexactlyonehundreddollarsinthebank,andsixtyorseventyofthemwouldbespentinthejourneys,countingtwohappy,blessedfaresbackfromEdgewoodtoDetroit;andifhepaidonlyhisownfareback,hewouldthrowthepriceoftheotherintothepondbehindtheWentworthhouse。HewoulddropanothertendollarsintotheplateonChristmasDaytowardtherepairsonthechurch;ifhestarved,hewoulddothat。Hewasafailure。Everythinghishandtouchedturnedtonaught。Helookedhimselffullintheface,recognizinghisweakness,andinthissupremestmomentofrecognitionhewasastrongermanthanhehadbeenanhourbefore。

  Hisdroopingshouldershadstraightened;therestlesslookhadgonefromhiseyes;hissombrefacehadsomethingofreposeinit,thereposeofasettledpurpose。Hewasafailure,butperhapsifhetooktherisks(andifNancywouldtakethem——butthatwasthetrouble,womenweresounselfish,theywerealwayswillingtotakerisks,andoneoughtnottoletthem!),perhapshemightdobetterintryingtomakealivingfortwothanhehadinworkingforhimselfalone。Hewouldgohome,tellNancythathewasanunluckygood—for—naught,andaskherifshewouldtryherhandatmakinghimover。

  CHAPTERVI

  ThesewerethereasonsthathadbroughtJustinPeabodytoEdgewoodontheSaturdayafternoonbeforeChristmas,andhadtakenhimtothenewtavernonToryHill,neartheMeeting—House。

  Nobodyrecognizedhimatthestationornoticedhimatthetavern,andafterhissupperheputonhisovercoatandstartedoutforawalk,aimlesslyhopingthathemightmeetafriend,orfailingthat,intendingtocallonsomeofhisoldneighbours,withtheviewofhearingthevillagenewsandsecuringsomeinformationwhichmighthelphimtodecidewhenhehadbetterlayhimselfandhismisfortunesatNancyWentworth’sfeet。Theywereprettyfeet!

  Herememberedthatfactwellenoughunderthemagicalinfluenceoffamiliarsightsandsoundsandodours。Hewasrestless,miserable,anxious,homesick——notforDetroit,butforsomeheretoforeunimaginedgood;yet,likeBunyan’sshepherdboyintheValleyofHumiliation,hecarried\"theherbcalledHearts—easeinhisbosom,\"

  forhewasatlastlovingconsciously。

  Howwhitetheoldchurchlooked,andhowgreentheblinds!Itmusthavebeenpaintedverylately:thatmeantthattheparishwasfairlyprosperous。Therewerenewshuttersinthebelfrytower,too;herememberedtheformeropenspaceandtherustybell,andhelikedthechange。Didthechimneyusetobeinthatcorner?No;

  buthisfatherhadalwayssaiditwouldhavedrawnbetterifithadbeenputthereinthebeginning。Newshingleswithinayear:thatwasevidenttoapractisedeye。Hewonderedifanythinghadbeendonetotheinsideofthebuilding,buthemustwaituntilthemorrowtosee,for,ofcourse,thedoorswouldbelocked。No;theoneattherightsidewasajar。Heopeneditsoftlyandsteppedintothetinysquareentrythatherecalledsowell——theonethroughwhichtheSunday—schoolchildrenranouttothestepsfromtheircatechism,apparentlyenjoyingthesunshineafteraspelloforthodoxy;thelittleentrywherethevillagegirlscongregatedwhilewaitingforthelastbelltoring——theymadeasoftblurofpinkandblueandbuff,alittleflutterofcurlsandbraidsandfansandsunshades,inhismind’seye,asheclosedtheouterdoorbehindhimandgentlyopenedtheinnerone。Thechurchwasfloodedwithmoonlightandsnowlight,andtherewasonelampburningatthebackofthepulpit;acandle,too,onthepulpitsteps。Therewasthetip—tap—tipofatack—hammergoingoninadistantcorner。WassomebodyhangingChristmasgarlands?Thenewredcarpetattractedhisnotice,andashegrewaccustomedtothedimlight,itcarriedhiseyealongtheaislehehadtrodsomanyyearsofSundays,totheoldfamiliarpew。Thesoundofthehammerceasedandawomanrosefromherknees。Astrangerwasdoingforthefamilyhonourwhatheoughthimselftohavedone。Thewomanturnedtoshakeherskirt,anditwasNancyWentworth。Hemighthaveknownit。Womenwerealwaysfaithful;theyalwaysrememberedoldlandmarks,olddays,oldfriends,oldduties。HisfatherandmotherandEstherwereallgone;whobutdearNancywouldhavemadetheoldPeabodypewrightandtidyfortheChristmasfestival?Blessherkindwomanlyheart!

  Shelookedjustthesametohimaswhenhelastsawher。

  Mercifullyheseemedtohaveheldinremembrancealltheseyearsnotsomuchheryouthfulbloomashergeneralqualitiesofmindandheart:hercheeriness,herspirit,herunflaggingzeal,herbrightwomanliness。Hergreydresswasturnedupinfrontoveracrimsonmoreenpetticoat。Shehadonacosyjacket,afurturbanofsomesortwitharedbreastinit,andhercheekswereflushedfromexertion。\"Sweetrecords,andpromisesassweet,\"hadalwaysmetinNancy’sface,andeitherhehadforgottenhowprettyshewas,orelseshehadabsolutelygrownprettierduringhisabsence。

  Nancywouldhavechosenthesuprememomentofmeetingverydifferently,butshemightwellhavechosenworse。Sheunpinnedherskirtandbrushedthethreadsoff,smoothedthepewcushionscarefully,andtookalaststitchintheraggedhassock。ShethenliftedtheBibleandthehymn—bookfromtherack,andputtingdownabitofflannelonthepulpitsteps,tookaflatironfromanoil—

  stove,andopeningtheancientbooks,pressedoutthewell—thumbedleavesonebyonewithinfinitecare。Afterreplacingthevolumesintheiraccustomedplace,shefirstextinguishedtheflameofherstove,whichshetuckedoutofsight,andthenblewoutthelampandthecandle。Thechurchwasstilllightenoughforobjectstobeseeninashadowyway,liketheobjectsinadream,andJustindidnotrealizethathewasamanintheflesh,lookingatawoman;

  spying,itmightbe,uponherprivacy。Hewasonepartofadreamandsheanother,andhestoodasifwaiting,andfearing,tobeawakened。

  Nancy,havingdoneall,cameoutofthepew,andstandingintheaisle,lookedbackatthesceneofherlabourswithprideandcontent。Andasshelooked,somedesiretostayalittlelongerinthedearoldplacemusthavecomeoverher,orsomedreadofgoingbacktoherlonelycottage,forshesatdowninJustin’scornerofthepewwithfoldedhands,hereyesfixeddreamilyonthepulpitandherearshearing:\"NotasthoughIwroteanewcommandmentuntothee,butthatwhichwehadfromthebeginning。\"

  Justin’sgrasponthelatchtightenedashepreparedtoclosethedoorandleavetheplace,buthisinstinctdidnotwarnhimquicklyenough,afterall,for,obeyingsomeuncontrollableimpulse,Nancysuddenlyfellonherkneesinthepewandburiedherfaceinthecushions。

  Thedreambroke,andinaninstantJustinwasaman——worsethanthat,hewasaneavesdropper,ashamedofhisunsuspectedpresence。

  Hefelthimselfstanding,withcoveredheadandfeetshod,intheholytempleofawoman’sheart。

  Buthisinvoluntaryirreverencebroughtabundantgracewithit。

  Theglimpseandtherevelationwroughttheirmiraclessilentlyandirresistibly,notbytheslowprocessesofgrowthwhichNaturedemandsforherenterprises,butwiththesuddenswiftnessofthespirit。InaninstantchangeshadtakenplaceinJustin’ssoulwhichhisso—called\"experiencingreligion\"twenty—fiveyearsbackhadbeenpowerlesstoeffect。Hehadindeedbeenbaptizedthen,buttherecordingangelcouldhavebornewitnessthatthissecondbaptismfructifiedthefirst,andbecametherealheraldofthenewbirthandthenewcreature。

  CHAPTERVII

  JustinPeabodysilentlyclosedtheinnerdoor,andstoodintheentrywithhisheadbentandhisheartinawhirluntilheshouldhearNancyrisetoherfeet。HemusttakethisHeaven—sentchanceoftellingherall,buthowdoitwithoutalarmingher?

  Amoment,andherstepsoundedinthestillnessoftheemptychurch。

  Obeyingthefirstimpulse,hepassedthroughtheouterdoor,andstandingonthestep,knockedonce,twice,threetimes;then,openingitalittleandspeakingthroughthechink,hecalled,\"IsMissNancyWentworthhere?\"

  \"I’mhere!\"inamomentcameNancy’sanswer,andthen,withalittlewonderingtremorinhervoice,asifahintofthetruthhadalreadydawned:\"What’swanted?\"

  \"You’rewanted,Nancy,wantedbadly,byJustinPeabody,comebackfromtheWest。\"

  Thedooropenedwide,andJustinfacedNancystandinghalf—waydowntheaisle,hereyesbrilliant,herlipsparted。AweekagoJustin’sapparitionconfrontingherintheemptyMeeting—Houseafternightfall,evenhadshebeenpreparedforitasnow,byhisvoice,wouldhaveterrifiedherbeyondmeasure。Nowitseemedalmostnaturalandinevitable。Shehadspenttheselastdaysinthechurchwherebothofthemhadbeenyoungandhappytogether;

  thetwolettershadbroughthimvividlytomind,andherlabourintheoldPeabodypewhadbeenonelongexcursionintothepastinwhichhewasthemostprominentandthebest—lovedfigure。

  \"IsaidI’dcomebacktoyouwhenmyluckturned,Nancy。\"

  Theseweresopreciselythewordssheexpectedhimtosay,shouldsheeverseehimagainfacetoface,thatforanadditionalmomenttheybutheightenedhersenseofunreality。

  \"Well,theluckhasn’tturned,afterall,butIcouldn’twaitanylonger。Haveyougivenathoughttomealltheseyears,Nancy?\"

  \"Morethanone,Justin\";fortheverylookuponhisface,thetendernessofhisvoice,theattitudeofhisbody,outranhiswordsandtoldherwhathehadcomehometosay,toldherthatheryearsofwaitingwereoveratlast。

  \"Yououghttodespisemeforcomingbackagainwithonlymyselfandmyemptyhandstoofferyou。\"

  Howeasyitwastospeakhisheartoutinthisdimandquietplace!

  Howtongue—tiedhewouldhavebeen,sittingontheblackhairclothsofaintheWentworthparlourandgazingattheopensoapstonestove!

  \"Oh,menaresuchfools!\"criedNancy,smilesandtearsstrugglingtogetherinherspeech,asshesatdownsuddenlyinherownpewandputherhandsoverherface。

  \"Theyare,\"agreedJustinhumbly,\"butI’veneverstoppedlovingyou,wheneverI’vehadtimeforthinkingorloving。AndIwasn’tsurethatyoureallycaredanythingaboutme;andhowcouldIhaveaskedyouwhenIhadn’tadollarintheworld?\"

  \"Thereareotherthingstogiveawomanbesidesdollars,Justin。\"

  \"Arethere?Well,youshallhavethemall,everyoneofthem,Nancy,ifyoucanmakeupyourmindtodowithoutthedollars;fordollarsseemtobejustwhatIcan’tmanage。\"

  Herhandwasinhisbythistime,andtheyweresittingsidebysideinthecushionless,carpetlessWentworthpew。Thedoorstoodopen;thewintermoonshoneinuponthem。Thatitwasbeginningtogrowcoldinthechurchpassedunnoticed。Thegraspofthewoman’shandseemedtogivethemannewhopeandcourage,andJustin’swarm,confiding,pleadingpressurebroughtbalmtoNancy,balmandhealingforthewoundsherpridehadsuffered;joy,too,half—

  consciousstill,thatherlifeneednotbelivedtotheendinunfruitfulsolitude。Shehadwaited,\"assomegreylakelies,fullandsmooth,awaitingthestarbelowthetwilight。\"JustinPeabodymighthavebeennootherwoman’sstar,buthewasNancy’s!

  \"JustyousittingbesidemeheremakesmefeelasifI’dbeenasleepordeadalltheseyears,andjustbornoveragain,\"saidJustin。\"I’veledarespectable,hard—working,honestlife,Nancy,\"hecontinued,\"andIdon’toweanymanacent;thetroubleisthatnomanowesmeone。I’vegotenoughmoneytopaytwofaresbacktoDetroitonMonday,althoughIwasterriblyafraidyouwouldn’tletmedoit。It’llneedagooddealofthinkingandplanning,Nancy,forweshallbeverypoor。\"

  Nancyhadbeenstoringupfidelityandaffectiondeep,deepinthehiveofherheartalltheseyears,andnowthehoneyofherhelpfulnessstoodreadytobegathered。

  \"CouldIkeephensinDetroit?\"sheasked。\"Icanalwaysmakethempay。\"

  \"Hens——inthreerooms,Nancy?\"

  Herfacefell。\"Andnoyard?\"

  \"Noyard。\"

  Amoment’spause,andthenthesmilecame。\"Oh,well,I’vehadyardsandhensforthirty—fiveyears。Doingwithoutthemwillbeachange。Icantakeinsewing。\"

  \"No,youcan’t,Nancy。Ineedyourbackboneandwitsandpluckandingenuity,butifIcan’taskyoutositwithyourhandsfoldedfortherestofyourlife,asI’dliketo,youshan’tusethemforotherpeople。You’remarryingmetomakeamanofme,butI’mnotmarryingyoutomakeyouadrudge。\"

  Hisvoicerangclearandtrueinthesilence,andNancy’sheartvibratedatthesound。

  \"Oh,Justin,Justin!\"shewhispered。\"There’ssomethingwrongsomewhere,butwe’llfinditouttogether,youandI,andmakeitright。You’renotlikeafailure。Youdon’tevenLOOKpoor,Justin;thereisn’tamaninEdgewoodtocomparewithyou,orI

  shouldbewashinghisdishesanddarninghisstockingsthisminute。

  AndIamnotapauper!There’llbetherentofmylittlehouseandacarloadofmyfurniture,soyoucanputthethree—roomideaoutofyourmind,andyourfirmwillofferyoualargersalarywhenyoutellthemyouhaveawifetotakecareof。Oh,Iseeitall,anditisaseasyandbrightandhappyascanbe!\"

  Justinputhisarmaroundheranddrewherclose,withsuchathrobofgratitudeforherbeliefandtrustthatitmovedhimalmosttotears。

  Therewasalongpause:thenhesaid:—

  \"NowIshallcallforyouto—morrowmorningafterthelastbellhasstoppedringing,andwewillwalkuptheaisletogetherandsitintheoldPeabodypew。Weshallbeanine—days’wonderanyway,butthiswillbeequaltoanannouncement,especiallyifyoutakemyarm。Wedon’teitherofusliketobestaredat,butthiswillshowwithoutawordwhatwethinkofeachotherandwhatwe’vepromisedtobetoeachother,andit’stheonlythingthatwillmakemefeelsureofyouandsettledinmymindafterallthesemistakenyears。Haveyougotthecourage,Nancy?\"

  \"Ishouldn’twonder!IguessifI’vehadcourageenoughtowaitforyou,I’vegotcourageenoughtowalkuptheaislewithyouandmarryyoubesides!\"saidNancy。——\"Nowitistoolateforustostayhereanylonger,andyoumustseemeonlyasfarasmygate,forperhapsyouhaven’tforgottenyethowinterestedtheBrewstersareintheirneighbours。\"

  TheystoodatthelittleWentworthgateforamoment,handcloseclaspedinhand。Thenightwasclear,theairwascoldandsparkling,butwithnothingofbitternessinit;theskywassteelyblueandtheeveningstarglowedandburnedlikeatinysun。Nancyrememberedtheshepherd’ssongshehadtaughttheSunday—schoolchildren,andrepeatedsoftly:—

  ForImysheepwaswatchingBeneaththesilentskies,Whensudden,fartoeastward,Isawastararise;

  ThenallthepeacefulheavensWithsweetestmusicrang,Andglory,glory,glory!

  Thehappyangelssang。

  SoIthisnightamjoyful,ThoughIcanscarcetellwhy,ItseemethmethatgloryHathmetusverynigh;

  Andwe,thoughpoorandhumble,Havepartinheavenlyplan,For,bornto—night,thePrinceofPeaceShallruletheheartofman。

  Justin’sheartmeltedwithinhimlikewaxtothewoman’svisionandthewoman’stouch。

  \"Oh,Nancy,Nancy!\"hewhispered。\"IfIhadbroughtmybadlucktoyoulong,longago,wouldyouhavetakenmethen,andhaveIlostyearsofsuchhappinessasthis?\"

  \"Therearesomethingsitisnotbestforamantobecertainabout,\"saidNancy,withawisesmileandalastgood—night。

  CHAPTERVIII

  \"Ringout,sweetbells,O’erwoodsanddellsYourlovelystrainsrepeat,WhilehappythrongsWithjoyoussongsEachaccentgladlygreet。\"

  ChristmasmorningintheoldToryHillMeeting—Housewasfeltbyallofthepersonswhowerepresentinthatparticularyeartobeamostexcitingandmemorableoccasion。

  Theoldsextonquiteoutdidhimself,foralthoughhehadrungthebellformorethanthirtyyears,hehadneverfeltgreaterprideorjoyinhistask。WasnothissonJohnhomeforChristmas,andJohn’swife,andagrandchildnewlynamedNathanielforhimself?

  Weretherenotspareribsandturkeysandcranberriesandmincepiesonthepantryshelves,andbarrelsofrosyBaldwinsinthecellarandbottlesofmother’srootbeerjustwaitingtogiveaholidaypop?Thebellitselfforgotitsageandthesuspicionofacrackthatdulleditsvoiceonadampday,and,inspiredbythebright,frostyair,thesexton’sinspiringpull,andtheChristmasspirit,gaveoutnothingbutjoyoustones。

  Ding—dong!Ding—dong!Itfiredtheambitionsofstarscholarsabouttorecitehymnsandsingsolos。Itthrilledlittlegirlsexpectingdollsbeforenight。Itexcitedbeyondbearingdozensoflittleboysbeingbuttonedintorefractoryovercoats。Ding—dong!

  Ding—dong!Mothers’fingerstrembledwhentheyheardit,andmothers’voicescried:\"Ifthatisthesecondbell,thechildrenwillneverbereadyintime!Wherearetheovershoes?Wherearethemittens?Hurry,Jack!Hurry,Jennie!\"Ding—dong!Ding—dong!

  \"Where’sSally’smuff?Where’sfather’sfurcap?Isthesleighatthedoor?Arethehotsoapstonesin?Haveallofyouyourmoneyforthecontributionbox?\"

  Ding—dong!Ding—dong!Itwasablithebell,asweet,truebell,aholybell,andtoJustin,pacinghistavernroom,astoNancy,tremblinginhermaidenchamber,itrangaChristmasmessage:—

  Awake,gladheart!Ariseandsing;

  ItisthebirthdayofthyKing!

  ThecongregationfilledeveryseatintheoldMeeting—House。

  AsMariaSharphadprophesied,therewasoneill—naturedspinsterfromarivalvillagewhodeclaredthatthechurchfloorlookedlikeJoseph’scoatlaidoutsmooth;butinthegeneralchorusofadmiration,approval,andgoodwill,thisenviousspeech,thoughrepeatedfrommouthtomouth,leftnosting。

  Anotheritemofinterestlongrecalledwasthefactthatonthataugustandunapproachabledaythepulpitvasesstooderectandempty,thoughNancyWentworthhadfilledthemeverySundaysinceanyonecouldremember。Thisinstance,thoughfeltatthetimetobeofmysterioussignificanceifthecausewereeverrevealed,paledintonothingnesswhen,aftertheringingofthelastbell,NancyWentworthwalkeduptheaisleonJustinPeabody’sarm,andtheytooktheirseatssidebysideintheoldfamilypew。

  (\"Andconsid’ableclose,too,thoughtherewasplentyo’room!\")

  (\"AndnoonethatIeverheardofsomuchassuspicionedthattheyhadeverkeptcompany!\")

  (\"Anddoyous’posesheknewJustinwasexpectedbackwhenshescrubbedhispewa—Friday?\")

  (\"Andthisexplainstheemptypulpitvases!\")

  (\"AndIalwayssaidthatNancywouldmakearealhandsomecoupleifsheevergotanybodytocouplewith!\")

  DuringtheunexpectedandsolemnprocessionofthetwouptheaislethesopranoofthevillagechoirstoppedshortinthemiddleoftheDoxology,andthethreeothervoicescarriedittotheendwithoutanytreble。Also,amongthosepresentthereweresomewhocouldnotrememberafterwardtheprecisepetitionswaftedupwardintheopeningprayer。

  AndcoulditbeexplainedotherwisethanbycheerfullyacknowledgingthebountyofanoverrulingProvidencethatNancyWentworthshouldhavehadanewwinterdressforthefirsttimeinfiveyears——awinterdressofdarkbrownclothtomatchherbeavermuffandvictorine?TheexistenceofthistoilettehadbeenknownanddiscussedinEdgewoodforamonthpast,anditwasthoughttobenothingmorethanapropertokenofrespectfromamemberofthecarpetcommitteetothegeneralmagnificenceofthechurchontheoccasionofitsreopeningafterrepairs。Indeed,youcouldhaveidentifiedeverymemberoftheDorcasSocietythatSundaymorningbythefreshnessofherapparel。Thebrowndress,then,wasgenerallyexpected;butwhythewhitecashmerewaistwithcollarandcuffsofpointlace,devisedonlyandsuitableonlyfortheminister’swedding,whereitfirstsawthelight?

  \"Thewhitewaistcanonlybeexplainedasshowingdistincthope!\"

  whisperedtheminister’swifeduringthereadingofthechurchnotices。

  \"Tomeitshowsmorethanhope;IamverysurethatNancywouldnevertakeanywearoutofthatlaceforhope;itmeanscertainty!\"

  answeredMaria,whowasalwaysstronginthepropheticline。

  BysermontimeJustin’sidentityhaddawneduponmostofthecongregation。Astrangertoallbutoneortwoatfirst,hispresenceinthePeabodypewbroughthisfaceandfigureback,littlebylittle,tothemindsoftheoldparishioners。

  Whenthecontributionplatewaspassed,thesextonalwaysbeganattheright—wingpews,asallthesextonsbeforehimhaddoneforahundredyears。EveryeyeinthechurchwasalreadyturneduponJustinandNancy,anditwaswithalmostagaspthatthoseinthevicinitysawatendollarbillfallintheplate。Thesextonreeled,or,ifthatistoointemperateawordforapillarofthechurch,thegoodmantottered,butcaughtholdofthepewrailwithonehand,and,puttingthethumbofhisotheroverthebill,proceededquicklytothenextpew,lestthestrangershouldthinkbetterofhisgift,ordemandchange,ashadoccasionallybeendoneintheoldentime。

  Nancyneverflutteredaneyelash,butsatquietlybyJustin’ssidewithherbosomrisingandfallingunderthebeaverfurandhercoldhandsclaspedtightinthelittlebrownmuff。Farfromgrudgingthisappreciablepartoftheirslenderresources,shethrilledwithpridetoseeJustin’sofferingfallintheplate。

  Justinwastooabsorbedinhisownthoughtstonoticeanything,buthismunificentcontributionhadamostunexpectedeffectuponhisreputation,afterall;foronthatday,andonmanyanotherlaterone,whenhissuddenmarriageanddeparturewithNancyWentworthwereunderdiscussion,theneighbourssaidtooneanother:—

  \"JustinmustbemakingmoneyfastoutWest!Heputtendollarsinthecontributionplatea—Sunday,andpaidtheministertenmorenextdayformarryin’himtoNancy;sothePeabodyluckhasturnedatlast!\"which,asamatteroffact,ithad。

  \"Andallthetime,\"saidthechairmanofthecarpetcommitteetothetreasureroftheDorcasSociety——\"allthetime,littleassherealizedit,Nancywaslayingthecarpetinherownpew。Nowshe’smarriedtoJustinshe’llbethemakin’ofhim,orImissmyguess。

  Youcan’tdoathingwithmenfolkswithoutthey’rerightalongsidewhereyoucankeepyoureyeandhandon’em。Justin’shandsomeandgoodandstiddy;allheneedissomenicewomantoputstarchintohim。TheEdgewoodPeabodysneverhadamiteo’stiffenin’in’em,—

  —limpasdishrags,everyblessedone!NancyWentworthfairlyrustleswithstarch。Justinhadn’tbeenengagedtoherbutafewhourswhentheywalkeduptheaisletogether,butdidyounoticethewayhecarriedhishead?IdeclareIthought’twouldfalloffbehind!Ishouldn’twonderamitebuttheyprosperedandcomebackeverysummertosetintheoldPeabodyPew。\"

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