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  AChristmasRomanceofaCountryChurchbyKateDouglasWiggin

  DedicationToacertainhandfulofdearNewEnglandwomenofnamesunknowntotheworld,dwellinginacertainquietvillage,alikeunknown:—

  Wehaveworkedtogethertomakeourlittlecornerofthegreatuniverseapleasanterplaceinwhichtolive,andsoweknow,notonlyoneanother’snames,butsomethingofoneanother’sjoysandsorrows,caresandburdens,economies,hopes,andanxieties。

  Weallrememberthedustyuphillroadthatleadstothegreenchurchcommon。Werememberthewhitespirepointingupwardagainstabackgroundofblueskyandfeatheryelms。WerememberthesoundofthebellthatfallsontheSabbathmorningstillness,callingusacrossthedaisy—sprinkledmeadowsofJune,thegoldenhayfieldsofJuly,orthedazzlingwhitenessanddeepsnowdriftsofDecemberdays。Thelittlecabinet—organthatplaysthedoxology,thehymn—

  booksfromwhichwesing\"PraiseGodfromwhomallblessingsflow,\"

  thesweetfreshnessoftheoldmeeting—house,withinandwithout——

  howwehavetoiledtosecureandpreservethesehumblemerciesforourselvesandourchildren!

  TherereallyISaDorcasSociety,asyouandIwellknow,andonenotunlikethatinthesepages;andyouandIhavelivedthroughmanydiscouraging,laughable,andbeautifulexperienceswhileweemulatedtheBibleDorcas,thatwoman\"fullofgoodworksandalmsdeeds。\"

  ThereneverwasaPeabodyPewintheToryHillMeeting—House,andNancy’slovestoryandJustin’sneverhappenedwithinitscentury—

  oldwalls;butIhaveimaginedonlyoneofthemanyromancesthathavehadtheirbirthundertheshadowofthatsteeple,didwebutrealizeit。

  Asyouhavesatthereonopen—windowedSundays,lookingacrosspurpleclover—fieldstobluedistantmountains,watchingthepalm—

  leaffansswayingtoandfrointhewarmstillnessbeforesermontime,didnottheplaceseemfullofmemories,forhasnotthelifeoftwovillagesebbedandflowedbeneaththatancientroof?Youheardthehumofdroningbeesandfollowedtheairywingsofbutterfliesflutteringoverthegravestonesintheoldchurchyard,andunderneathalmosteverymoss—growntabletsomehumbleromanceliesburiedandallbutforgotten。

  Ifithadnotbeenforyou,Ishouldneverhavewrittenthisstory,soIgiveitbacktoyoutiedwithasprigfromOphelia’snosegay;

  aspringof\"rosemary,that’sforremembrance。\"

  K。D。W。

  August,1907

  CHAPTERI

  Edgewood,likealltheothervillagesalongthebanksoftheSaco,isfullofsunnyslopesandleafyhollows。Therearelittle,rounded,green—cladhillocksthatmight,liketheirscripturalsisters,\"skipwithjoy,\"andtherearegrand,rockyhillstuftedwithgauntpinetrees——theseleadingtheeyetothesplendidheightsofaneighbourState,wheresnow—crownedpeakstowerinthebluedistance,sweepingthehorizoninalonglineofmajesty。

  ToryHillholdsitsownamongtheothersforpeacefulbeautyandfairprospect,andonitsbroad,levelsummitsitsthewhite—

  paintedOrthodoxMeeting—House。Thisfacesagrassycommonwheresixroadsmeet,asiftheearlysettlershaddeterminedthatnooneshouldlacksalvationbecauseofadifficultyinreachingitsvisiblesource。

  Theoldchurchhashadadignifiedandfruitfulpast,datingfromthatdayin1761whenyoungPaulCoffinreceivedhiscalltopreachatastipendoffiftypoundssterlingayear;answering\"thatneverhavingheardofanyUneasinessamongthepeopleabouthisDoctrineormanneroflife,hedeclaredhimselfpleasedtoSettleasSoonasmightbeJudgedConvenient。\"

  Butthatwasahundredandfiftyyearsago,andmuchhashappenedsincethosesimple,strenuousolddays。Thechasteninghandoftimehasbeenlaidsomewhatheavilyonthetownaswellasonthechurch。Someofhersonshavemarchedtothewarsanddiedonthefieldofhonour;some,seekingbetterfortunes,havegonewestward;

  others,wearyingofvillagelife,therockysoil,andrigoursoffarm—work,havebecomeentangledinthenoiseandcompetition,therushandstrife,ofcities。Whenthesextonringsthebellnowadays,onaSundaymorning,itseemstohavelostsomeofitsold—timemilitantstrength,somethingofitshopeandcourage;butitstillrings,andalthoughtheDavidsandSolomons,theMatthews,Marks,andPaulsofformercongregationshaveleftfewdescendantstoperpetuatetheirlabours,itwillgoonringingaslongasthereisaTabitha,aDorcas,aLois,oraEuniceleftinthecommunity。

  Thissentimenthadbeenmaintainedforaquarterofacentury,butitwasnowespeciallystrong,astheoldToryHillMeeting—Househadbeenundergoingforseveralyearsmoreorlessextensiverepairs。Inpointoffact,thestillstrongerword,\"improvements,\"mightbeusedwithimpunity;thoughwhenevertheDorcasSociety,beingfemale,andthereforepossessedofnotionsregardingcomfortandbeauty,suggestedanyseriouschanges,thefinancecommittees,whichwereinevitablymaleintheircomposition,generallydisapprovedofmakinganyimpiousalterationsinatabernacle,chapel,temple,oranyotherbuildingusedforpurposesofworship。Themajorityintheseaugustbodiesassertedthattheirancestorshadprayedandsungthereforacenturyandaquarter,andwhatwasgoodenoughfortheirancestorswasentirelysuitableforthem。Besides,thecommunitywasbecominglessandlessprosperous,andchurch—goingwasgrowingmoreandmorelamentablyuncommon,sothatevenfromabusinessstandpoint,anysumsexpendedupondecorationbyapoorandstrugglingparishwouldbeworsethanwasted。

  Intheparticularyearunderdiscussioninthisstory,thevaliantandprogressiveMrs。JeremiahBurbankwasthepresidentoftheDorcasSociety,andsheremarkedprivatelyandpubliclythatifherancestorslikedasmokychurch,theyhadaperfectrighttotheenjoymentofit,butthatshedidn’tintendtositthroughmeetingonwinterSundays,withherwhiteostrichfeatherturninggreyandhereyessmartingandwatering,fortherestofhernaturallife。

  Whereupon,thisbeinginabusinesssession,shethenandthereproposedtoheralreadyhypnotizedconstituentswaysofearningenoughmoneytobuildanewchimneyontheothersideofthechurch。

  Anawe—strickencommunitywitnessedthisbeneficentactofvandalism,and,findingthatnothunderboltsofretributiondescendedfromtheskies,greatlyrelishedthechange。Ifoneortwoagedpersonscomplainedthattheycouldnotsleepassweetlyduringsermon—timeinthenowclearatmosphereofthechurch,andthattheparson’seyewaskeenerthanbefore,why,thatwasameredetail,andcouldnotbeavoided;whatwasthelossofalittlesleepcomparedwiththediscolorationofMrs。JereBurbank’swhiteostrichfeatherandthesmartingofMrs。JereBurbank’seyes?

  Anewfurnacefollowedthenewchimney,induecourse,andasasenseofcomfortgrew,therewasopportunitytonoticethelackofbeauty。Twiceinsixtyyearshadsomewell—to—dosummerparishionerpaintedtheinteriorofthechurchathisownexpense;

  butalthoughtheroofhadbeenmanytimesreshingled,ithadalwayspersistedinleaking,sothattheceilingandwallsweredisfiguredbyunsightlyspotsandstainsandstreaks。Thequestionofshinglingwastacitlyfelttobeoutsidethefemininedomain,butastherewerefivewomentoonemaninthechurchmembership,thefemininedomainwasfrequentlyobligedtoextenditslimitsintothehithertounknown。Mattersoftarringandwater—proofingwerediscussedinandoutofseason,andtheveryschool—childrenimbibedknowledgeconcerninglapping,overlapping,andcross—

  lapping,andfirstandsecondqualityofcedarshingles。MissLobeliaBrewster,whohadarooteddistrustofanythingdonebymereman,createdstrifebyremarkingthatshecouldhavestoppedtheleakinthebelfrytowerwithherredflannelpetticoatbetterthantheMilltownmanwithhisnew—fangledrubbersheeting,andthatthelastshinglingcouldhavebeenmorethoroughlydonebya\"femaleinfantbabe\";whereuponthepersoncriticizedretortedthathewishedMissLobeliaBrewsterhadafewinfantbabesto\"putonthejob——he’dliketosee’emtry。\"Meantimeseveralmalemembersofthecongregation,whoatonetimeoranotherhadsatontheroofduringthehottestofthedogdaystoseethatshinglingoperationswe’reconscientiouslyandskilfullyperformed,wereverypessimisticastoanysatisfactoryresulteverbeingachieved。

  \"Theangleoftheroof——whattheycallthe’pitch’——theysaythatthat’salwaysbeenwrong,\"announcedthesecretaryoftheDorcasinabusinesssession。

  \"IsitthatkindofpitchthattheBiblesaysyoucan’ttouchwithoutbeingdefiled?Ifnot,Ivotethatweunshingletheroofandalterthepitch!\"ThisproposalcamefromasisternamedMariaSharp,whohadvaliantlyofferedtheyearbeforetomovethesmokychimneywithherownhands,ifthe\"men—folks\"wouldn’t。

  Butthoughtheincendiarysuggestionofalteringthepitchwasreceivedwithapplauseatthemoment,subsequentstudyofthesituationprovedthatsuchaproceedingwasentirelybeyondthemodestmeansofthesociety。Thentherearoseaningeniousandmilitantcarpenterinaneighbouringvillage,whoassertedthathewouldshinglethemeeting—houseroofforsuchandsuchasum,andagreetodrinkeverydropofwaterthatwouldleakinafterward。

  Thiswasfeltbyallpartiestobeapromiseattendedbyextraordinaryrisks,butitwasacceptednevertheless,MissLobeliaBrewsterremarkingthattherashcarpenter,beingalreadymarried,couldnotmarryaDorcasanyway,andevenifhedied,hewasnotaresidentofEdgewood,andthereforecouldbemoreeasilyspared,andthatitwouldberatherexciting,justforachange,toseeamandrinkhimselftodeathwithrain—water。Theexpectedtragedyneveroccurred,however,andtheinspiredshinglerfulfilledhispromisetotheletter,sothatbeforemanymonthstheDorcasSocietyproceeded,withincredibleexertion,toearnmoremoney,andtheinteriorofthechurchwasneatlypaintedandmadeasfreshasarose。Withnosmoke,norain,nosnownormeltingicetodefileit,thegoodoldlandmarkthathadbeenpointingitsfingerHeavenwardforoveracenturywouldnowbecleanandfragrantforyearstocome,andthewearysistersleanedbackintheirrespectiverocking—chairsanddrewdeepbreathsofsatisfaction。

  Thesebreathscontinuedtobedrawnthroughoutanunusuallyarduoushayingseason;until,infact,avisitorfromaneighbouringcitywasheardtoremarkthattheToryHillMeeting—HousewouldbeoneofthebestpreservedandpleasantestchurchesinthewholeStateofMaine,ifonlyitweresuitablycarpeted。

  ThisthoughthadsecretlyoccurredtomanyaDorcasinherhoursofpie—making,preserving,orcradle—rocking,buthadbeenpromptlyextinguishedasflagrantlyextravagantandaltogetherimpossible。

  Nowthatithadbeenopenlymentioned,thecontagionoftheideaspread,andinamontheverysortofhonestmachineryfortheincreaseoffundshadbeensetinmotion:harvestsuppers,piesociables,oldfolk’sconcerts,apronsales,and,asalastresort,asubscriptionpaper,forthechurchfloormeasuredhundredsofsquareyards,andthecarpetcommitteeannouncethatagoodingraincouldnotbepurchased,evenwiththechurchdiscount,forlessthanninety—sevencentsayard。

  TheDorcasestookouttheirpencils,andwhentheymultipliedthesurfaceofthefloorbythepriceofthecarpetperyard,eachDorcasattainingaresultentirelydifferentfromalltheothers,therewasashriekofdismay,especiallyfromthesecretary,whohadincludedinhermathematicaloperationcertainfiguresinherpossessionrepresentingthecubicalcontentsofthechurchandtheoffendingpitchoftheroof,therebyobtainingaproductthatwouldhavedismayedaCroesus。Timespedandeffortsincreased,buttheDorcaseswereatlengthobligedtoclipthewingsoftheirdesireandcontentthemselveswithcarpetingthepulpitandpulpitsteps,thechoir,andthetwoaisles,leavingthefloorinthepewsuntilsomefutureyear。

  Howthewomencutandcontrivedandmatchedthathardly—boughtredingraincarpet,intheshortDecemberafternoonsthatensuedafteritspurchase;sothat,havingfailedtobereadyforThanksgiving,itcouldbefinishedfortheChristmasfestivities!

  Theyweresewinginthechurch,andasthelaststitcheswerebeingtaken,MariaSharpsuddenlyejaculatedinherimpulsivefashion:—

  \"Wouldn’tithavebeenjustperfectifwecouldhavehadthepewsrepaintedbeforewelaidthenewcarpet!\"

  \"Itwould,indeed,\"thepresidentanswered;\"butitwilltakeusallwintertopayforthepresentimprovements,withoutanythoughtoffreshpaint。Ifonlywehadafewmoremen—folkstohelpalong!\"

  \"Orelsenoneatall!\"wasLobeliaBrewster’ssuggestion。\"It’shavin’sofewthatkeepsusallstirredup。Iftherewa’n’tanyanywheres,we’dhavewomendeaconsandcarpentersandpainters,andgetalongfirstrate;forsomehowthesupplyo’womenalwaysholdsout,sameasitdoeswithcaterpillarsan’fliesan’grasshoppers!\"

  Everybodylaughed,althoughMariaSharpassertedthatsheforonewasnotwillingtobecalledacaterpillarsimplybecausethereweretoomanywomenintheuniverse。

  \"Inevernoticedbeforehowshabbyandscarredanddirtythepewsare,\"saidtheminister’swifeasshelookedatthemreflectively。

  \"I’vebeenthinkingalltheafternoonofthestoryaboutthepooroldwomanandthelily,\"andNancyWentworth’sclearvoicebrokeintothediscussion。\"DoyouremembersomeonegaveherastalkofEasterliliesandshesettheminaglasspitcheronthekitchentable?Afterlookingatthemforafewminutes,shegotupfromherchairandwashedthepitcheruntiltheglassshone。Sittingdownagain,sheglancedatthelittlewindow。Itwouldneverdo;

  shehadforgottenhowdustyandblurreditwas,andshetookherclothandburnishedthepanes。Thenshescouredthetable,thenthefloor,thenblackenedthestovebeforeshesatdowntoherknitting。Andofcoursethelilyhaddoneitall,justbyshowing,initswhiteness,howgrimyeverythingelsewas。\"

  Theminister’swifewhohadbeeninEdgewoodonlyafewmonths,lookedadmiringlyatNancy’sbrightface,wonderingthatfive—and—

  thirtyyearsoflife,includingtenofschool—teaching,haddonesolittletomaritsserenity。\"Thelilystoryisastrueasthegospel!\"sheexclaimed,\"andIcanseehowonethinghasledyoutoanotherinmakingthechurchcomfortable。Butmyhusbandsaysthattwocoatsofpaintonthepewswouldcostaconsiderablesum。\"

  \"Howaboutcleaningthem?Idon’tbelievethey’vehadagoodhardwashingsincetheflood。\"ThesuggestioncamefromDeaconMiller’swifetothepresident。

  \"Theycan’tevenbescrubbedforlessthanfifteenortwentydollars,forIthoughtofthatandaskedMrs。Simpsonyesterday,andshesaidtwentycentsapewwasthecheapestshecoulddoitfor。\"

  \"We’vedoneeverythingelse,\"saidNancyWentworth,withatwitchofherthread;\"whydon’twescrubthepews?There’snothingintheorthodoxcreedtoforbid,isthere?\"

  \"Speakin’o’creeds,\"andhereoldMrs。Sargentpausedinherwork,\"ElderRansomfromAcrevillestoppedwithuslastnight,an’hetellsmetheyrecitetheEuthanasianCreedeveryfewSundaysintheEpiscopalChurch。Ididn’twanthimtoknowhowignorantIwas,butIlookedupthewordinthedictionary。Itmeanseasydeath,andIcan’tseeanysenseinthat,thoughit’saterriblelongcreed,theEldersays,an’ifit’sanylonger’nourn,IshouldthinkanybodyMIGHTeasydielearnin’it!\"

  \"IthinkthewordisAthanasian,\"venturedtheminister’swife。

  \"ElderRansom’salwaysplumbfullo’doctrine,\"assertedMissBrewster,pursuingthesubject。\"Formypart,I’mgladhepreferredAcrevilletoourplace。Hewassobusybein’aminister,henevergotroundtobein’ahumancreeter。Whenheusedtocometosociablesandpicnics,alwayslookin’kindo’likethepotatoblight,Iusedtothinkhowcompletehe’dbeifhehadafoldin’

  pulpitunderhiscoattails;theymakefoldin’bedsnowadays,an’I

  s’posetheycouldmakefoldin’pulpits,iftherewasacall。\"

  \"Landsakes,Ihopetherewon’tbe!\"exclaimedMrs。Sargent。\"An’

  theElderneversaidmuchofanythingeither,thoughhewasalwayspreachin’!Nowyourhusband,Mis’Baxter,alwayshasplentytosayafteryouthinkhe’sallthrough。There’swaterinhiswellwhentheothersisalldry!\"

  \"Buthowaboutthepews?\"interruptedMrs。Burbank。\"IthinkNancy’sideaissplendid,andIwanttoseeitcarriedout。Wemightmakeitapicnic,bringourluncheons,andworkalltogether;

  leteverywomaninthecongregationcomeandscrubherownpew。\"

  \"Somearetooold,othersliveattoogreatadistance,\"andtheminister’swifesighedalittle;\"indeed,mostofthosewhoonceownedthepewsorsatinthemseemedtobedead,orgoneawaytoliveinbusierplaces。\"

  \"I’venopatiencewith’em,gallivantin’overtheearth,\"andhereLobeliaroseandshookthecarpetthreadsfromherlap。\"I

  shouldn’twanttoliveinalivelierplacethanEdgewood,seem’sthough!WewashandhangoutMondays,ironTuesdays,cookWednesdays,cleanhouseandmendThursdaysandFridays,bakeSaturdays,andgotomeetin’Sundays。Idon’thardlyseehowtheycandoanymore’nthatinChicago!\"

  \"Nevermindifwehavelostmembers!\"saidtheindomitableMrs。

  Burbank。\"Thememberswestillhaveleftmustworkalltheharder。

  We’lleachcleanourownpew,thentakeafewofourneighbours’,andthenhireMrs。Simpsontodothewainscotingandfloor。CanwescrubFridayandlaythecarpetSaturday?MyhusbandandDeaconMillercanhelpusattheendoftheweek。Allinfavourmanifestitbytheusualsign。Contraryminded?Itisavote。\"

  ThereneverwereanycontrarymindedwhenMrs。JereBurbankwasinthechair。PublicsentimentinEdgewoodwasswayedbytheDorcasSociety,butMrs。BurbankswayedtheDorcasesthemselvesasthewindswaysthewheat。

  CHAPTERII

  TheoldMeetingHouseworeananimatedaspectwhentheeventfulFridaycame,acold,brilliant,sparklingDecemberday,withgoodsleighing,andwithenergyineverybreaththatsweptoverthedazzlingsnowfields。Thesextonhadbuiltafireinthefurnaceonthewaytohismorningwork——afiresoeconomicallycontrivedthatitwouldlastexactlythefourorfivenecessaryhours,andnotasecondmore。Ateleveno’clockallthepillarsofthesocietyhadassembled,havingfinishedtheirownhouseholdworkandlaidoutontheirrespectivekitchentablescomfortableluncheonsforthemenofthefamily,iftheywerefortunateenoughtonumberanyamongtheirluxuries。Waterwasheateduponoil—stovessetabouthereandthere,andtherewasabravearrayofscrubbing—brushes,cloths,soap,andevensandandsoda,forithadbeendecidedandmanifested—by—the—usual—sign—and—no—contrary—minded—and—it—was—a—

  votethatthedirtwastocomeoff,whetherthepaintcamewithitornot。Eachofthefifteenwomenpresentselectedablockofseats,preferablyoneinwhichherownwassituated,andallfellbusilytowork。

  \"Thereisnobodyheretocleantheright—wingpews,\"saidNancyWentworth,\"soIwilltakethoseformyshare。\"

  \"You’renotmakingaverywisechoice,Nancy,\"andtheminister’swifesmiledasshespoke。\"TheinfantclassoftheSunday—schoolsitsthere,youknow,andIexpectthepainthashadextrawearandtear。Familiesdon’tseemtooccupythosepewsregularlynowadays。\"

  \"Icanrememberwheneveryseatinthewholechurchwasfilled,wingsan’all,\"musedMrs。Sargent,wringingoutherwasclothinareminiscentmood。\"Theoneinfronto’you,Nancy,wasalwayscalledthe’deefpew’intheoldtimes,andallthefolksthatwashardo’hearin’usedtocongregatethere。\"

  \"Thenextpewhasn’tbeenoccupiedsinceIcamehere,\"saidtheminister’swife。

  \"No,\"answeredMrs。Sargent,gladofanyopportunitytoretailneighbourhoodnews。\"’SquireBean’sfolkshavemovedtoPortlandtobewiththemarrieddaughter。Somebodyhastostaywithher,andherhusbandwon’t。The’Squireain’tastrongman,andhe’smosttoooldtogotomeetin’now。TheyoungestsonhasjustdiedinNewYork,soIhear。\"

  \"Whatailedhim?\"inquiredMariaSharp。

  \"Iguesshewascompletelyworeouttakin’careofhishealth,\"

  returnedMrs。Sargent。\"Hehadasplendidconstitutionfromaboy,buthewasalwaysafraiditwouldn’tlasthim。——Theseatbacko’

  ’SquireBean’sistheoldPeabodypew——ain’tthatthePeabodypewyou’rescrubbin’,Nancy?\"

  \"Ibelieveso,\"Nancyanswered,neverpausinginherlabours。

  \"It’ssolongsinceanybodysatthere,it’shardtoremember。\"

  \"ItisthePeabodys’,Iknowit,becausetheaislerunsrightupfacin’it。IcanseeoldDeaconPeabodysettin’inthisendsameasif’twasyesterday。\"

  \"HehaddiedbeforeJereandIcamebackheretolive,\"saidMrs。

  Burbank。\"ThefirstIremember,JustinPeabodysatintheendseat;thesisterthatdied,next,andinthecorner,againstthewall,Mrs。Peabody,withacrepeshawlandapalmleaffan。Theywereahandsomefamily。Youusedtositwiththemsometimes,Nancy;Estherwasgreatfriendswithyou。\"

  \"Yes,shewas,\"Nancyreplied,liftingthetatteredcushionfromitsplaceandbrushingit;\"andIwithher。——Whatistheuseofscrubbingandcarpeting,whenthereareonlytwentypew—cushionsandsixhassocksinthewholechurch,andmostofthemragged?HowcanIevermendthis?\"

  \"Ishouldn’ttroublemyselftodarnotherpeople’scushions!\"

  ThisunchristiansentimentcameinMrs。Miller’sringingtonesfromtherearofthechurch。

  \"Idon’tknowwhy,\"arguedMariaSharp。\"I’mgoingtomendmyAuntAchsa’scushion,andwehaven’tspokenforyears;buthersisthenextpewtomine,andI’mgoingtohavemypartofthechurchlookdecent,evenifsheistoostingytodohershare。Besides,therearen’tanyPeabodyslefttodotheirowndarning,andNancywasfriendswithEsther。\"

  \"Yes,it’snothingmorethanright,\"Nancyreplied,withanoteofreliefinhervoice,\"consideringEsther。\"

  \"Thoughhedon’tbelongtothescrubbin’sex,thereisonePeabodyalive,asyouknow,ifyoustoptothink,Maria;forJustin’salive,andlivin’outWestsomewheres。Atleast,he’sasmuchaliveaseverhewas;hewasasgoodasdeadwhenhewastwenty—

  one,buthismotherwasalwaystoosoft—heartedtoburyhim。\"

  TherewasconsiderablelaughteroverthissallyoftheoutspokenMrs。Sargent,whosekeenwitwasthedelightoftheneighbourhood。

  \"Iknowhe’saliveanddoingbusinessinDetroit,forIgothisaddressaweekortendaysago,andwrote,askinghimifhe’dliketogiveacoupleofdollarstowardrepairingtheoldchurch。\"

  EverybodylookedatMrs。Burbankwithinterest。

  \"Hasn’theanswered?\"askedMariaSharp。

  NancyWentworthheldherbreath,turnedherfacetothewall,andsilentlywipedthepaintofthewainscoting。ThebloodthathadrushedintohercheeksatMrs。Sargent’sjeeringreferencetoJustinPeabodystilllingeredthereforanyonewhorantoread,butfortunatelynobodyran;theyweretoobusyscrubbing。

  \"Notyet。Folksdon’thurryaboutansweringwhenyouaskthemforacontribution,\"repliedthepresident,withacynicismcommontopersonswhocollectfundsforcharitablepurposes。\"GeorgeWickhamsentmetwenty—fivecentsfromDenver。WhenIwrotehimareceipt,IsaidthankyousameasAuntPollydidwhentheneighboursbroughtherapieceofbeef:’Eversomuchobleeged,butdon’tforgetmewhenyoucometokillapig。’——Now,Mrs。Baxter,youshan’tcleanJamesBruce’spew,orwhatwashisbeforeheturnedSecondAdvent。

  I’lldothatmyself,forheusedtobeinmySunday—schoolclass。\"

  \"He’sthebackboneo’thatcongregationnow,\"assertedMrs。

  Sargent,\"andtheysayhe’sgoin’tomarryMrs。SamPeters,whosingsintheirchoirassoonashisyearisup。Theymakeaperfectfoolofhiminthatchurch。\"

  \"Youcan’tmakeafoolofamanthatnatureain’tbegunwith,\"

  arguedMissBrewster。\"JimBruceneverwasverystrong—minded,butIdeclareitseemstomethatwhenmenlosetheirwives,theylosetheirwits!IwassureJimwouldmarryHannahThompsonthatkeepshouseforhim。Isuspectedshewaslookin’outforalifejobwhenshehiredoutwithhim。\"

  \"HannahThompsonmaykeepJim’shouse,butshe’llneverkeepJim,that’scertain!\"affirmedthepresident;\"andIcan’tseethatMrs。

  Peterswillbetterherselfmuch。\"

  \"Idon’tblameher,forone!\"cameinnouncertaintonesfromtheleft—wingpews,andtheWidowBuzzellrosefromherkneesandapproachedthegroupbythepulpit。\"Ifthere’sanythingdullerthancookin’threemealsadayFORyourself,andsettin’downandeatin’’emBYyourself,andthengettin’upandclearin’’emawayAFTERyourself,I’dliketoknowit!Ishouldn’twantanygood—

  lookin’,pleasant—spokenmantoofferhimselftomewithoutheexpectedtobesnappedup,that’sall!Butifyou’vemadeouttogetonehusbandinYorkCounty,youcanthanktheLordandnotexpectanymorefavours。IusedtothinkTomwaspoorcomp’nyandcomplainIcouldn’thaveanyconversationwithhim,butland,I

  couldtalkathim,andthere’sconsiderablecomfortinthat。AndI

  couldpickupafterhim!Noweveryroominmyhouseisclean,andeveryclosetandbureaudrawer,too;Ican’tstartdrawin’inanotherrug,forI’vegotalltherugsIcanstepfooton。IdriedsomanyappleslastyearIshan’tneedtocutupanythisseason。

  Myjellyandpreservesain’tout,andthereIam;andtheremostofusare,inthisvillage,withoutamantotakestepsforandtrot’roundafter!There’sjustthreehusbandsamongthefifteenwomenscrubbin’herenow,andtherestofusisalloldmaidsandwidders。Nowonderthemen—folksdie,ormoveawaylikeJustinPeabody;aplacewithsuchamesso’women—folksain’thealthytolivein,whateverLobeliaBrewstermaysay。\"

  CHAPTERIII

  JustinPeabodyhadoncefaithfullystruggledwiththepracticaldifficultiesoflifeinEdgewood,orsohehadthought,inthoseolddaysofwhichNancyWentworthwasthinkingasshewipedthepaintofthePeabodypew。Workinthemillsdidnotattracthim;

  hehadnocapitaltoinvestinastockofgoodsforstore—keeping;

  school—teachingofferedhimonlyapittance;thereremainedthenonlythefarm,ifheweretostayathomeandkeephismothercompany。

  \"Justindon’tseemtotakenoholtofthings,\"saidtheneighbours。

  \"GoodHeavens!\"Itseemedtohimthattherewerenothingstotakeholdof!Thatwashisfirstthought;laterhegrewtothinkthatthetroublealllayinhimself,andboththoughtsbredweakness。

  ThefarmhadsomehowsupportedthefamilyintheoldDeacon’stime,butJustinseemedunabletocoaxacompetencefromthesoil。Hecould,anddid,riseearlyandworklate;tilltheearth,sowcrops;buthecouldnotmaketherainfallnorthesunshineatthetimesheneededthem,andtheelements,howevermuchtheymightseemtofavourhisneighbours,seldomsmiledonhisenterprises。

  ThecrowslikedJustin’scornbetterthananyotherinEdgewood。

  Ithadarichnesspeculiartoitself,aqualitythatappealedtothemostjadedpalate,sothatitwasreallyworthwhiletoflyoveramileofinterveningfieldsandpayitthedelicatecomplimentofpreference。

  Justincouldexplaintheattitudeofcaterpillars,worms,grasshoppers,andpotato—bugstowardhimonlybyassumingthatheattractedthemasthemagnetinthetoyboxesattractstheminiaturefishes。

  \"Landofliberty!lookat’emcongregate!\"ejaculatedJabeSlocum,whenhewascalledinforconsultation。\"Nowifyou’dgoneinforbreedin’insecks,youcouldbeasproudasCuffyan’exhibit’emattheCountyFair!They’dgiveyerprizesforsizean’numbersan’

  speed,Iguess!Why,say,they’rerealcrowdedforroom——theplantsain’tgive’emenoughleavestorooston!Haveyoutried’BugDeath’?\"

  \"Itactslikeatoniconthem,\"saidJustingloomily。

  \"Sho!youdon’tsayso!Nowminecan’tabidethesightnorsmellofit。What’boutParisgreen?\"

  \"Theythriveonit;it’sasgoodasanappetizer。\"

  \"Well,\"saidJabeSlocum,revolvingthequidoftobaccoinhismouthreflectively,\"thebugthatain’tgotnoobjectiontop’isonisabugthat’sgotwayso’thinkin’an’feelin’an’reasonin’thatIain’tabletocopewith!P’r’apsit’sallaleadin’o’

  Providence。Mebbeitshowsyou’doughttoquitfarmin’cropsan’

  taketoraisin’livestock!\"

  Justindidjustthat,asamatteroffact,ayearortwolater;butstockthathaswithinitselfthepowerofbeing\"live\"hasalsorarequalificationsforbeingdeadwhenoccasionsuits,anditgenerallydidsuitJustin’sstock。Itprovedpronenotonlytoallthegeneraldiseasesthatcattle—fleshisheirto,butwascapableevenofsuicide。Atleast,itistruethattwovaluableJerseycalves,tiedtostakesonthehillside,hadflungthemselvesviolentlydownthebankandstrangledthemselveswiththeirownropesinamannerwhichseemedtoshowthattheyfoundnopleasureinexistence,atalleventsonthePeabodyfarm。

  TheseweresomeofthelittletragediesthathadsickenedyoungJustinPeabodywithlifeinEdgewood,andNancyWentworth,eventhen,realizedsomeofthemandsympathizedwithoutspeaking,inagirl’spoor,helplessway。

  Mrs。SimpsonhadwashedthefloorintherightwingofthechurchandNancyhadcleanedallthepaint。NowshesatintheoldPeabodypewdarningtheforlorn,fadedcushionwithgreycarpet—

  thread:threadasgreyasherownlife。

  Thescrubbing—partyhadmovedtoitslaboursinafarcornerofthechurch,andtwoofthewomenwerebeginningpreparationsforthebasketluncheons。Nancy’sneedlewasnobusierthanhermemory。

  LongyearsagoshehadoftensatinthePeabodypew,sometimesatfirstasagirlofsixteenwhenaskedbyEsther,andthen,oncominghomefromschoolateighteen,\"finished,\"shehadbeeninvitednowandagainbyMrs。Peabodyherself,onthoseSundayswhenherowninvalidmotherhadnotattendedservice。

  ThosewerewonderfulSundays——Sundaysofquiet,tremblingpeaceandmaidenjoy。

  Justinsatbesideher,andshehadbeensurethen,buthadlongsincegrowntodoubttheevidenceofhersenses,thathe,too,vibratedwithpleasureatthenearness。Wastherenotasummermorningwhenhishandtouchedherwhitelacemittastheyheldthehymn—booktogether,andthelinesoftheRise,mysoul,andstretchthywings,Thybetterportiontrace,becameblurredonthepageandmeltedintosomethingindistinguishableforafullminuteortwoafterward?Weretherenotlooks,andlooks,andlooks?Orhadshesomemisleadingtrickofvisioninthosedays?Justin’sdark,handsomeprofilerosebeforeher:thelevelbrowsandfinelashes;thewell—cutnoseandlovablemouth——thePeabodymouthandchin,somewhattoosweetandpliantforstrength,perhaps。Thentheeyesturnedtohersintheoldway,justforafleetingglance,astheyhadsooftendoneatprayer—meeting,orsociable,orSundayservice。Wasitnotaman’sheartshehadseeninthem?Andoh,ifshecouldonlybesurethatherownwoman’shearthadnotlookedoutfromhers,drawnfromitsmaidenshelterinspiteofallherwishtokeepithidden!

  Thenfollowedtwodrearyyearsofindecisionandsuspense,whenJustin’seyesmetherslessfreely;whenhislookswerealwaysgloomyandanxious;whenaffairsatthePeabodyfarmgrewworseandworse;whenhismotherfollowedherhusband,theoldDeacon,andherdaughterEsthertotheburying—groundinthechurchyard。Thentheendofallthingscame,theendoftheworldforNancy:

  Justin’sdeparturefortheWestinaveryfrenzyofdiscouragementoverthenarrownessandlimitationandinjusticeofhislot;overtherockinessandbarrennessandunkindnessoftheNewEnglandsoil;overthegeneralbitternessoffateandthe\"bludgeoningsofchance。\"

  Hewasafailure,bornofafamilyoffailures。Iftheworldowedhimaliving,hehadyettofindthemethodbywhichitcouldbeearned。Allthishethoughtanduttered,andmuchmoreofthesamesort。Inthesedaysofhumbledprideselfwasparamount,thoughitwasaselfhedespised。Therewasnotimeforlove。Whowasheforagirltoleanupon?——hewhocouldnotstanderecthimself!

  Hebadeastiffgood—byetohisneighbours,andtoNancyhevouchsafedlittlemore。Ahandshake,withnothrillofloveinitsuchasmighthavefurnishedherpalm,atleast,somememoriestodwellupon;afewstiltedwordsofleave—taking;ahalting,meaninglesssentenceortwoabouthis\"botch\"oflife——thenhewalkedawayfromtheWentworthdoorstep。Buthalfwaydownthegardenpath,wheretheshrivelledhollyhocksstoodlikesentinels,didawaveofsomethingdifferentsweepoverhim——awaveoftheboyish,irresponsiblepastwhenhishearthadwingsandcouldflywithoutfeartoitsmate——awaveofthepastthatwasrushingthroughNancy’smind,well—nighburyingherinitsbitter—sweetwaters!Forheliftedhishead,andsuddenlyretracinghissteps,hecametowardher,and,takingherhandagain,saidforlornly:

  \"You’llseemebackwhenmyluckturns,Nancy。\"

  Nancyknewthatthewordsmightmeanlittleormuch,accordingtothemannerinwhichtheywereuttered,buttoherhurtprideandsore,shamedwoman—instinct,theywereapromise,simplybecausetherewasachokingsoundinJustin’svoiceandtearsinJustin’seyes。\"You’llseemebackwhenmyluckturns,Nancy;\"thiswasthephraseuponwhichshehadlivedformorethantenyears。Nancyhadonceheardtheoldparsonsay,agesago,thatthewholepurposeoflifewasthegrowthofthesoul;thatweeat,sleep,clotheourselves,work,love,alltogivethesoulanotherday,month,year,inwhichtodevelop。Sheusedtowonderifhersoulcouldbegrowinginthemonotonousroundofherdulldutiesandherdullerpleasures。Shedidnotconfessiteventoherself;neverthelesssheknewthatsheworked,ate,slept,toliveuntilJustin’sluckturned。Herlovehadlaininherheartabirdwithoutasong,yearafteryear。Hermotherhaddweltbyhersideandneverguessed;

  herfathertoo;andbothweredead。Theneighboursalso,lynx—eyedandcurious,hadneversuspected。Ifshehadsuffered,nooneinEdgewoodwasanythewiser,forthemaidenheartisnotcommonlywornonthesleeveinNewEngland。IfshehadbeenopenlypledgedtoJustinPeabody,shecouldhavewaitedtwicetenyearswithadecentshowofself—respect,forlongengagementswereviewedratherasamatterofcourseinthatneighbourhood。TheendlessmonthshadgoneonsincethatgreyNovemberdaywhenJustinhadsaidgood—bye。IthadbeenjustbeforeThanksgiving,andshewenttochurchwithanachingandungratefulheart。TheparsonreadfromtheeighthchapterofSt。Matthew,amostunexpectedselectionforthatholiday。\"Ifyoucan’tfindanythingelsetobethankfulfor,\"hecried,\"gohomeandbethankfulyouarenotaleper!\"

  Nancytookthedrasticcounselawayfromthechurchwithher,anditwasmanyayearbeforeshecouldmanagetoaddtothisslenderstoreanythingtoincreasehergratitudeformerciesgiven,thoughallthetimeshewasoutwardlybusy,cheerful,andhelpful。

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