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  women’sfaces;thelonglineofrocksandbuildingwereblushingandbrightinthesunshine。Rebeccaworeakind,tendersmileonherface,andwasholdingoutherprettywhitehandasBriggsemergedfromthebox。WhatcouldBriggsdobutacceptthesalutation?

  “MissSh——Mrs。Crawley。”shesaid。

  Mrs。Crawleyseizedherhand,pressedittoherheart,andwithasuddenimpulse,flingingherarmsroundBriggs,kissedheraffectionately。”Dear,dearfriend!”shesaid,withatouchofsuchnaturalfeeling,thatMissBriggsofcourseatoncebegantomelt,andeventhebathing-womanwasmollified。

  RebeccafoundnodifficultyinengagingBriggsinalong,intimate,anddelightfulconversation。EverythingthathadpassedsincethemorningofBecky’ssuddendeparturefromMissCrawley’shouseinParkLaneuptothepresentday,andMrs。Bute’shappyretreat,wasdiscussedanddescribedbyBriggs。AllMissCrawley’ssymptoms,andtheparticularsofherillnessandmedicaltreatment,werenarratedbytheconfidantewiththatfulnessandaccuracywhichwomendelightin。Abouttheircomplaintsandtheirdoctorsdoladiesevertireoftalkingtoeachother?Briggsdidnotonthisoccasion;nordidRebeccawearyoflistening。Shewasthankful,trulythankful,thatthedearkindBriggs,thatthefaithful,theinvaluableFirkin,hadbeenpermittedtoremainwiththeirbenefactressthroughherillness。Heavenblessher!thoughshe,Rebecca,hadseemedtoactundutifullytowardsMissCrawley;yetwasnotherfaultanaturalandexcusableone?

  Couldshehelpgivingherhandtothemanwhohadwonherheart?Briggs,thesentimental,couldonlyturnuphereyestoheavenatthisappeal,andheaveasympatheticsigh,andthinkthatshe,too,hadgivenawayheraffectionslongyearsago,andownthatRebeccawasnoverygreatcriminal。

  “CanIeverforgetherwhosobefriendedthefriendlessorphan?No,thoughshehascastmeoff。”thelattersaid,“Ishallneverceasetoloveher,andIwoulddevotemylifetoherservice。Asmyownbenefactress,asmybelovedRawdon’sadoredrelative,IloveandadmireMissCrawley,dearMissBriggs,beyondanywomanintheworld,andnexttoherIloveallthosewhoarefaithfultoher。IwouldneverhavetreatedMissCrawley’sfaithfulfriendsasthatodiousdesigningMrs。Butehasdone。Rawdon,whowasallheart。”Rebeccacontinued。”althoughhisoutwardmannersmightseemroughandcareless,hadsaidahundredtimes,withtearsinhiseyes,thatheblessedHeavenforsendinghisdearestAuntytwosuchadmirablenursesasherattachedFirkinandheradmirableMissBriggs。ShouldthemachinationsofthehorribleMrs。Buteend,asshetoomuchfearedtheywould,inbanishingeverybodythatMissCrawleylovedfromherside,andleavingthatpoorladyavictimtothoseharpiesattheRectory,RebeccabesoughtherMissBriggstorememberthatherownhome,humbleasitwas,wasalwaysopentoreceiveBriggs。Dearfriend。”sheexclaimed,inatransportofenthusiasm,“someheartscanneverforgetbenefits;allwomenarenotButeCrawleys!ThoughwhyshouldIcomplainofher。”Rebeccaadded;“thoughIhavebeenhertoolandthevictimtoherarts,doInotowemydearestRawdontoher?”AndRebeccaunfoldedtoBriggsallMrs。Bute’sconductatQueen’sCrawley,which,thoughunintelligibletoherthen,wasclearlyenoughexplainedbytheeventsnow——nowthattheattachmenthadsprungupwhichMrs。Butehadencouragedbyathousandartifices——nowthattwoinnocentpeoplehadfallenintothesnareswhichshehadlaidforthem,andlovedandmarriedandbeenruinedthroughherschemes。

  Itwasallverytrue。Briggssawthestratagemsasclearlyaspossible。Mrs。ButehadmadethematchbetweenRawdonandRebecca。Yet,thoughthelatterwasaperfectlyinnocentvictim,MissBriggscouldnotdisguisefromherfriendherfearthatMissCrawley’saffectionswerehopelesslyestrangedfromRebecca,andthattheoldladywouldneverforgivehernephewformakingsoimprudentamarriage。

  OnthispointRebeccahadherownopinion,andstillkeptupagoodheart。IfMissCrawleydidnotforgivethematpresent,shemightatleastrelentonafutureday。Evennow,therewasonlythatpuling,sicklyPittCrawleybetweenRawdonandabaronetcy;andshouldanythinghappentotheformer,allwouldbewell。Atallevents,tohaveMrs。Bute’sdesignsexposed,andherselfwellabused,wasasatisfaction,andmightbeadvantageoustoRawdon’sinterest;andRebecca,afteranhour’schatwithherrecoveredfriend,leftherwiththemosttenderdemonstrationsofregard,andquiteassuredthattheconversationtheyhadhadtogetherwouldbereportedtoMissCrawleybeforemanyhourswereover。

  Thisinterviewended,itbecamefulltimeforRebeccatoreturntoherinn,whereallthepartyofthepreviousdaywereassembledatafarewellbreakfast。RebeccatooksuchatenderleaveofAmeliaasbecametwowomenwholovedeachotherassisters;andhavingusedherhandkerchiefplentifully,andhungonherfriend’sneckasiftheywerepartingforever,andwavedthehandkerchiefwhichwasquitedry,bythewayoutofwindow,asthecarriagedroveoff,shecamebacktothebreakfasttable,andatesomeprawnswithagooddealofappetite,consideringheremotion;andwhileshewasmunchingthesedelicacies,explainedtoRawdonwhathadoccurredinhermorningwalkbetweenherselfandBriggs。Herhopeswereveryhigh:shemadeherhusbandsharethem。Shegenerallysucceededinmakingherhusbandshareallheropinions,whethermelancholyorcheerful。

  “Youwillnow,ifyouplease,mydear,sitdownatthewriting-tableandpenmeaprettylittlelettertoMissCrawley,inwhichyou’llsaythatyouareagoodboy,andthatsortofthing。”SoRawdonsatedown,andwroteoff,“Brighton,Thursday。”and“MydearAunt。”withgreatrapidity:buttherethegallantofficer’simaginationfailedhim。Hemumbledtheendofhispen,andlookedupinhiswife’sface。Shecouldnothelplaughingathisruefulcountenance,andmarchingupanddowntheroomwithherhandsbehindher,thelittlewomanbegantodictatealetter,whichhetookdown。

  “Beforequittingthecountryandcommencingacampaign,whichverypossiblymaybefatal。”

  “What?”saidRawdon,rathersurprised,buttookthehumourofthephrase,andpresentlywroteitdownwithagrin。

  “Whichverypossiblymaybefatal,Ihavecomehither——“

  “Whynotsaycomehere,Becky?Comehere’sgrammar。”

  thedragooninterposed。

  “Ihavecomehither。”Rebeccainsisted,withastampofherfoot,“tosayfarewelltomydearestandearliestfriend。IbeseechyoubeforeIgo,notperhapstoreturn,oncemoretoletmepressthehandfromwhichIhavereceivednothingbutkindnessesallmylife。”

  “Kindnessesallmylife。”echoedRawdon,scratchingdownthewords,andquiteamazedathisownfacilityofcomposition。

  “Iasknothingfromyoubutthatweshouldpartnotinanger。Ihavetheprideofmyfamilyonsomepoints,thoughnotonall。Imarriedapainter’sdaughter,andamnotashamedoftheunion。”

  “No,runmethroughthebodyifIam!”Rawdonejaculated。

  “Youoldbooby。”Rebeccasaid,pinchinghisearandlookingovertoseethathemadenomistakesinspelling——“beseechisnotspeltwithana,andearliestis。”Sohealteredthesewords,bowingtothesuperiorknowledgeofhislittleMissis。

  “Ithoughtthatyouwereawareoftheprogressofmyattachment。”Rebeccacontinued:“IknewthatMrs。ButeCrawleyconfirmedandencouragedit。ButImakenoreproaches。Imarriedapoorwoman,andamcontenttoabidebywhatIhavedone。Leaveyourproperty,dearAunt,asyouwill。Ishallnevercomplainofthewayinwhichyoudisposeofit。IwouldhaveyoubelievethatI

  loveyouforyourself,andnotformoney’ssake。IwanttobereconciledtoyouereIleaveEngland。Letme,letmeseeyoubeforeIgo。Afewweeksormonthshenceitmaybetoolate,andIcannotbearthenotionofquittingthecountrywithoutakindwordoffarewellfromyou。”

  “Shewon’trecognisemystyleinthat。”saidBecky。”I

  madethesentencesshortandbriskonpurpose。”AndthisauthenticmissivewasdespatchedundercovertoMissBriggs。

  OldMissCrawleylaughedwhenBriggs,withgreatmystery,handedheroverthiscandidandsimplestatement。”WemayreaditnowMrs。Buteisaway。”

  shesaid。”Readittome,Briggs。”

  WhenBriggshadreadtheepistleout,herpatronesslaughedmore。”Don’tyousee,yougoose。”shesaidtoBriggs,whoprofessedtobemuchtouchedbythehonestaffectionwhichpervadedthecomposition,“don’tyouseethatRawdonneverwroteawordofit。Heneverwrotetomewithoutaskingformoneyinhislife,andallhislettersarefullofbadspelling,anddashes,andbadgrammar。Itisthatlittleserpentofagovernesswhoruleshim。”Theyareallalike,MissCrawleythoughtinherheart。Theyallwantmedead,andarehankeringformymoney。

  “Idon’tmindseeingRawdon。”sheadded,afterapause,andinatoneofperfectindifference。”Ihadjustassoonshakehandswithhimasnot。Providedthereisnoscene,whyshouldn’twemeet?Idon’tmind。Buthumanpatiencehasitslimits;andmind,mydear,I

  respectfullydeclinetoreceiveMrs。Rawdon——Ican’tsupportthatquite“——andMissBriggswasfaintobecontentwiththishalf-messageofconciliation;andthoughtthatthebestmethodofbringingtheoldladyandhernephewtogether,wastowarnRawdontobeinwaitingontheCliff,whenMissCrawleywentoutforherairinherchair。

  Theretheymet。Idon’tknowwhetherMissCrawleyhadanyprivatefeelingofregardoremotionuponseeingheroldfavourite;butsheheldoutacoupleoffingerstohimwithassmilingandgood-humouredanair,asiftheyhadmetonlythedaybefore。AndasforRawdon,heturnedasredasscarlet,andwrungoffBriggs’shand,sogreatwashisraptureandhisconfusionatthemeeting。

  Perhapsitwasinterestthatmovedhim:orperhapsaffection:perhapshewastouchedbythechangewhichtheillnessofthelastweekshadwroughtinhisaunt。

  “Theoldgirlhasalwaysactedlikeatrumptome。”hesaidtohiswife,ashenarratedtheinterview,“andIfelt,youknow,ratherqueer,andthatsortofthing。Iwalkedbythesideofthewhat-dy’e-call-’em,youknow,andtoherowndoor,whereBowlscametohelpherin。AndI

  wantedtogoinverymuch,only——“

  “YOUDIDN’TGOIN,Rawdon!”screamedhiswife。

  “No,mydear;I’mhangedifIwasn’tafraidwhenitcametothepoint。”

  “Youfool!yououghttohavegonein,andnevercomeoutagain。”Rebeccasaid。

  “Don’tcallmenames。”saidthebigGuardsman,sulkily。

  “PerhapsIWASafool,Becky,butyoushouldn’tsayso“;andhegavehiswifealook,suchashiscountenancecouldwearwhenangered,andsuchaswasnotpleasanttoface。

  “Well,dearest,to-morrowyoumustbeonthelook-out,andgoandseeher,mind,whethersheasksyouorno。”

  Rebeccasaid,tryingtosootheherangryyoke-mate。Onwhichhereplied,thathewoulddoexactlyasheliked,andwouldjustthankhertokeepaciviltongueinherhead——andthewoundedhusbandwentaway,andpassedtheforenoonatthebilliard-room,sulky,silent,andsuspicious。

  Butbeforethenightwasoverhewascompelledtogivein,andown,asusual,tohiswife’ssuperiorprudenceandforesight,bythemostmelancholyconfirmationofthepresentimentswhichshehadregardingtheconsequencesofthemistakewhichhehadmade。MissCrawleymusthavehadsomeemotionuponseeinghimandshakinghandswithhimaftersolongarupture。Shemuseduponthemeetingaconsiderabletime。”Rawdonisgettingveryfatandold,Briggs。”shesaidtohercompanion。”Hisnosehasbecomered,andheisexceedinglycoarseinappearance。Hismarriagetothatwomanhashopelesslyvulgarisedhim。Mrs。Butealwayssaidtheydranktogether;

  andIhavenodoubttheydo。Yes:hesmeltofginabominably。Iremarkedit。Didn’tyou?”

  InvainBriggsinterposedthatMrs。Butespokeillofeverybody:and,asfarasapersoninherhumblepositioncouldjudge,wasan——

  “Anartfuldesigningwoman?Yes,sosheis,andshedoesspeakillofeveryone——butIamcertainthatwomanhasmadeRawdondrink。Allthoselowpeopledo——“

  “Hewasverymuchaffectedatseeingyou,ma’am。”thecompanionsaid;“andIamsure,whenyourememberthatheisgoingtothefieldofdanger——“

  “Howmuchmoneyhashepromisedyou,Briggs?”theoldspinstercriedout,workingherselfintoanervousrage——“therenow,ofcourseyoubegintocry。Ihatescenes。WhyamIalwaystobeworried?Goandcryupinyourownroom,andsendFirkintome——no,stop,sitdownandblowyournose,andleaveoffcrying,andwritealettertoCaptainCrawley。”PoorBriggswentandplacedherselfobedientlyatthewriting-book。Itsleaveswereblottedalloverwithrelicsofthefirm,strong,rapidhandwritingofthespinster’slateamanuensis,Mrs。ButeCrawley。

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