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  ’Goanddesigndecorativemedallionsforrichbrewers’houses。

  Youarethoroughlygoodatthat。’Dickwassickandsavage。

  ’Betterthingsthanmedallions,Dick,’wastheanswer,intonesthatrecalledagray-eyedatom’sfearlessspeechtoMrsJennettDickwouldhaveabasedhimselfutterly,butthatothergirltrailedin。

  NextSundayhelaidatMaisie’sfeetsmallgiftsofpencilsthatcouldalmostdrawofthemselvesandcoloursinwhosepermanencehebelieved,andhewasostentatiouslyattentivetotheworkinhandItdemanded,amongotherthings,anexpositionofthefaiththatwasinhim。

  Torpenhow’shairwouldhavestoodonendhadheheardthefluencywithwhichDickpreachedhisowngospelofArt。

  Amonthbefore,Dickwouldhavebeenequallyastonished;butitwasMaisie’swillandpleasure,andhedraggedhiswordstogethertomakeplaintohercomprehensionallthathadbeenhiddentohimselfofthewhysandwhereforesofworkThereisnottheleastdifficultyindoingathingifyouonlyknowhowtodoit;thetroubleistoexplainyourmethod。

  ’IcouldputthisrightifIhadabrushinmyhand,’saidDick,despairingly,overthemodellingofachinthatMaisiecomplainedwouldnot’lookflesh,’——itwasthesamechinthatshehadscrapedoutwiththepaletteknife,——’butIfinditalmostimpossibletoteachyouThere’saqueergrin,DutchtouchaboutyourpaintingthatIlike;butI’veanotionthatyou’reweakindrawingYouforeshortenasthoughyouneverusedthemodel,andyou’vecaughtKami’spastywayofdealingwithfleshinshadowThen,again,thoughyoudon’tknowityourself,youshirkhardworkSupposeyouspendsomeofyourtimeonlineloneLinedoesn’tallowofshirkingOilsdo,andthreesquareinchesofflashy,trickystuffinthecornerofapicsometimescarryabadthingoff,——asIknow。

  That’simmoralDoline-workforalittlewhile,andthenIcantellmoreaboutyourpowers,asoldKamiusedtosay。’

  Maisieprotested;shedidnotcareforthepureline。

  ’Iknow,’saidDick’Youwanttodoyourfancyheadswithabunchofflowersatthebaseofthenecktohidebadmodelling。’Thered-hairedgirllaughedalittle’Youwanttodolandscapeswithcattleknee-deepingrasstohidebaddrawingYouwanttodoagreatdealmorethanyoucandoYouhavesenseofcolour,butyouwantformColour’sagift,——putitasideandthinknomoreaboutit,——butformyoucanbedrilledinto。

  Now,allyourfancyheads——andsomeofthemareverygood——willkeepyouexactlywhereyouareWithlineyoumustgoforwardorbackward,anditwillshowupallyourweaknesses。’

  ’Butotherpeople——’beganMaisie。

  ’Youmustn’tmindwhatotherpeopledoIftheirsoulswereyoursoul,itwouldbedifferentYoustandandfallbyyourownwork,remember,andit’swasteoftimetothinkofanyoneelseinthisbattle。’

  Dickpaused,andthelongingthathadbeensoresolutelyputawaycamebackintohiseyesHelookedatMaisie,andthelookaskedasplainlyaswords,WasitnottimetoleaveallthisbarrenwildernessofcanvasandcounselandjoinhandswithLifeandLove?

  MaisieassentedtothenewprogrammeofschoolingsoadorablythatDickcouldhardlyrestrainhimselffrompickingherupthenandthereandcarryingherofftothenearestregistrar’sofficeItwastheimplicitobediencetothespokenwordandtheblankindifferencetotheunspokendesirethatbaffledandbuffetedhissoulHeheldauthorityinthathouse,——authoritylimited,indeed,toone-halfofoneafternooninseven,butveryrealwhileitlastedMaisiehadlearnedtoappealtohimonmanysubjects,fromtheproperpackingofpicturestotheconditionofasmokychimneyThered-hairedgirlneverconsultedhimaboutanything。

  Ontheotherhand,sheacceptedhisappearanceswithoutprotest,andwatchedhimalwaysHediscoveredthatthemealsoftheestablishmentwereirregularandfragmentaryTheydependedchieflyontea,pickles,andbiscuit,ashehadsuspectedfromthebeginningThegirlsweresupposedtomarketweekandweekabout,buttheylived,withthehelpofacharwoman,ascasuallyastheyoungravensMaisiespentmostofherincomeonmodels,andtheothergirlrevelledinapparatusasrefinedasherworkwasroughArmedwithknowledge,dear-boughtfromtheDocks,DickwarnedMaisiethattheendofsemi-starvationmeantthecripplingofpowertowork,whichwasconsiderablyworsethandeath。

  Maisietookthewarning,andgavemorethoughttowhatsheateanddrankWhenhistroublereturneduponhim,asitgenerallydidinthelongwintertwilights,theremembranceofthatlittleactofdomesticauthorityandhiscoercionwithahearth-brushofthesmokydrawing-roomchimneystungDicklikeawhip-lash。

  Heconceivedthatthismemorywouldbetheextremeofhissufferings,tilloneSunday,thered-hairedgirlannouncedthatshewouldmakeastudyofDick’shead,andthathewouldbegoodenoughtositstill,and——quiteasanafterthought——lookatMaisieHesat,becausehecouldnotwellrefuse,andforthespaceofhalfanhourhereflectedonallthepeopleinthepastwhomhehadlaidopenforthepurposesofhisowncraftHerememberedBinatmostdistinctly,——thatBinatwhohadoncebeenanartistandtalkedaboutdegradation。

  Itwasthemerestmonochromeroughinginofahead,butitpresentedthedumbwaiting,thelonging,and,aboveall,thehopelessenslavementoftheman,inaspiritofbittermockery。

  ’I’llbuyit,’saidDick,promptly,’atyourownprice。’

  ’Mypriceistoohigh,butIdaresayyou’llbeasgratefulif——’Thewetsketch,flutteredfromthegirl’shandandfellintotheashesofthestudiostoveWhenshepickeditupitwashopelesslysmudged。

  ’Oh,it’sallspoiled!’saidMaisie’AndIneversawitWasitlike?’

  ’Thankyou,’saidDickunderhisbreathtothered-hairedgirl,andheremovedhimselfswiftly。

  ’Howthatmanhatesme!’saidthegirl’Andhowhelovesyou,Maisie!’

  ’Whatnonsense?IknewDick’sveryfondofme,buthehadhisworktodo,andIhavemine。’

  ’Yes,heisfondofyou,andIthinkheknowsthereissomethinginimpressionism,afterallMaisie,can’tyousee?’

  ’See?Seewhat?’

  ’Nothing;only,IknowthatifIcouldgetanymantolookatmeasthatmanlooksatyou,I’d——Idon’tknowwhatI’ddoButhehatesme。

  Oh,howhehatesme!’

  ShewasnotaltogethercorrectDick’shatredwastemperedwithgratitudeforafewmoments,andthenheforgotthegirlentirely。

  Onlythesenseofshameremained,andhewasnursingitacrosstheParkinthefog’There’llbeanexplosiononeofthesedays,’hesaidwrathfully。

  ’Butitisn’tMaisie’sfault;she’sright,quiteright,asfarassheknows,andI

  can’tblameherThisbusinesshasbeengoingonforthreemonthsnearly。

  Threemonths!——anditcostmetenyears’knockingabouttogetatthenotion,themerestrawnotion,ofmyworkThat’strue;butthenI

  didn’thavepins,drawing-pins,andpalette-knives,stuckintomeeverySunday。

  Oh,mylittledarling,ifeverIbreakyou,somebodywillhaveaverybadtimeofitNo,shewon’tI’dbeasbigafoolaboutherasIamnow。

  I’llpoisonthatred-hairedgirlonmywedding-day,——she’sunwholesome,——andnowI’llpassonthesepresentbadtimestoTorp。’

  TorpenhowhadbeenmovedtolectureDickmorethanoncelatelyonthesinoflevity,andDickandlistenedandrepliednotawordIntheweeksbetweenthefirstfewSundaysofhisdisciplinehehadflunghimselfsavagelyintohiswork,resolvedthatMaisieshouldatleastknowthefullstretchofhispowersThenhehadtaughtMaisiethatshemustnotpaytheleastattentiontoanyworkoutsideherown,andMaisiehadobeyedhimalltoowellShetookhiscounsels,butwasnotinterestedinhispictures。

  ’Yourthingssmelloftobaccoandblood,’shesaidonce’Can’tyoudoanythingexceptsoldiers?’

  ’Icoulddoaheadofyouthatwouldstartleyou,’thoughtDick,——thiswasbeforethered-hairedgirlhadbroughthimundertheguillotine,——butheonlysaid,’Iamverysorry,’andharrowedTorpenhow’ssoulthateveningwithblasphemiesagainstArtLater,insensiblyandtoalargeextentagainsthisownwill,heceasedtointeresthimselfinhisownwork。

  ForMaisie’ssake,andtosoothetheself-respectthatitseemedtohimhelosteachSunday,hewouldnotconsciouslyturnoutbadstuff,but,sinceMaisiedidnotcareevenforhisbest,itwerebetternottodoanythingatallsavewaitandmarktimebetweenSundayandSunday。

  Torpenhowwasdisgustedastheweekswentbyfruitless,andthenattackedhimoneSundayeveningwhenDickfeltutterlyexhaustedafterthreehours’

  bitingself-restraintinMaisie’spresenceTherewasLanguage,andTorpenhowwithdrewtoconsulttheNilghai,whohadcomeittotalkcontinentalpolitics。

  ’Bone-idle,ishe?Careless,andtouchedinthetemper?’saidtheNilghai。

  ’Itisn’tworthworryingoverDickisprobablyplayingthefoolwithawoman。’

  ’Isn’tthatbadenough?’

  ’NoShemaythrowhimoutofgearandknockhisworktopiecesforawhileShemayeventurnupheresomedayandmakeasceneonthestaircase:oneneverknowsButuntilDickspeaksofhisownaccordyouhadbetternottouchhimHeisnoeasy-temperedmantohandle。’

  ’No;IwishhewereHeissuchanaggressive,cocksure,you-be-damnedfellow。’

  ’He’llgetthatknockedoutofhimintimeHemustlearnthathecan’tstormupanddowntheworldwithaboxofmoisttubesandaslickbrush。

  You’refondofhim?’

  ’I’dtakeanypunishmentthat’sinstoreforhimifIcould;buttheworstofitis,nomancansavehisbrother。’

  ’No,andtheworserofitis,thereisnodischargeinthiswarDickmustlearnhislessonliketherestofusTalkingofwar,there’llbetroubleintheBalkansinthespring。’

  ’ThattroubleislongcomingIwonderifwecoulddragDickouttherewhenitcomesoff?’

  Dickenteredtheroomsoonafterwards,andthequestionwasputtohim。

  ’Notgoodenough,’hesaidshortly’I’mtoocomf’ywhereIam。’

  ’Surelyyouaren’ttakingallthestuffinthepapersseriously?’saidtheNilghai’Yourvoguewillbeendedinlessthansixmonths,——thepublicwillknowyourtouchandgoontosomethingnew,——andwherewillyoubethen?’

  ’Here,inEngland。’

  ’Whenyoumightbedoingdecentworkamongusoutthere?

  Nonsense!I

  shallgo,theKeneuwillbethere,Torpwillbethere,Cassavettiwillbethere,andthewholelotofuswillbethere,andweshallhaveasmuchaseverwecando,withunlimitedfightingandthechanceforyouofseeingthingsthatwouldmakethereputationofthreeVerestchagins。’

  ’Um!’saidDick,pullingathispipe。

  ’Youprefertostayhereandimaginethatalltheworldisgapingatyourpictures?Justthinkhowfullanaverageman’slifeisofhisownpursuitsandpleasuresWhentwentythousandofhimfindtimetolookupbetweenmouthfulsandgruntsomethingaboutsomethingtheyaren’ttheleastinterestedin,thenetresultiscalledfame,reputation,ornotoriety,accordingtothetasteandfancyofthespellermylord。’

  ’IknowthataswellasyoudoGivemecreditforalittlegumption。’

  ’BehangedifIdo!’

  ’Behanged,then;youprobablywillbe,——foraspy,byexcitedTurks。

  Heigh-ho!I’mweary,deadweary,andvirtuehasgoneoutofme。’

  Dickdroppedintoachair,andwasfastasleepinaminute。

  ’That’sabadsign,’saidtheNilghai,inanundertone。

  Torpenhowpickedthepipefromthewaistcoatwhereitwasbeginningtoburn,andputapillowbehindthehead’Wecan’thelp;wecan’thelp,’hesaid’It’sagooduglysortofoldcocoanut,andI’mfondofit。

  There’sthescarofthewipehegotwhenhewascutoverinthesquare。’

  ’Shouldn’twonderifthathasmadehimatriflemad。’

  ’IshouldHe’samostbusinesslikemadman。’

  ThenDickbegantosnorefuriously。

  ’Oh,here,noaffectioncanstandthissortofthingWakeup,Dick,andgoandsleepsomewhereelse,ifyouintendtomakeanoiseaboutit。’

  ’Whenacathasbeenoutonthetilesallnight,’saidtheNilghai,inhisbeard,’InoticethatsheusuallysleepsalldayThisisnaturalhistory。’

  DickstaggeredawayrubbinghiseyesandyawningInthenight-watcheshewasovertakenwithanidea,sosimpleandsoluminousthathewonderedhehadneverconceiveditbeforeItwasfullofcraftHewouldseekMaisieonaweek-day,——wouldsuggestanexcursion,andwouldtakeherbytraintoFortKeeling,overtheverygroundthattheytwohadtroddentogethertenyearsago。

  ’Asageneralrule,’heexplainedtohischin-latheredreflectioninthemorning,’itisn’tsafetocrossanoldtrailtwiceThingsremindoneofthings,andacoldwindgetsup,andyoufeelsaid;butthisisanexceptiontoeveryrulethateverwasI’llgotoMaisieatonce。’

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