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  AllIndiaknewWressley’snameandoffice——itwasinThackerandSpink’sDirectory——butwhohewaspersonally,orwhathedid,orwhathisspecialmeritswere,notfiftymenkneworcaredHisworkfilledallhistime,andhefoundnoleisuretocultivateacquaintancesbeyondthoseofdeadRajputchiefswithAhirblotsintheir’scutcheonsWressleywouldhavemadeaverygoodClerkintheHerald’sCollegehadhenotbeenaBengalCivilian。

  Uponaday,betweenofficeandoffice,greattroublecametoWressley——overwhelmedhim,knockedhimdown,andlefthimgaspingasthoughhehadbeenalittleschool-boyWithoutreason,againstprudence,andatamoment’snotice,hefellinlovewithafrivolous,golden-hairedgirlwhousedtotearaboutSimlaMallonahigh,roughwaler,withabluevelvetjockey-capcrammedoverhereyesHernamewasVenner——TillieVenner——andshewasdelightful。

  ShetookWressley’sheartatahand-gallop,andWressleyfoundthatitwasnotgoodformantolivealone;evenwithhalftheForeignOfficeRecordsinhispresses。

  ThenSimlalaughed,forWressleyinlovewasslightlyridiculous。

  Hedidhisbesttointerestthegirlinhimself——thatistosay,hiswork——andshe,afterthemannerofwomen,didherbesttoappearinterestedinwhat,behindhisback,shecalled“MrWressley’sWajahs“;forshelispedveryprettilyShedidnotunderstandonelittlethingaboutthem,butsheactedasifshedidMenhavemarriedonthatsortoferrorbeforenow。

  Providence,however,hadcareofWressleyHewasimmenselystruckwithMissVenner’sintelligenceHewouldhavebeenmoreimpressedhadheheardherprivateandconfidentialaccountsofhiscallsHeheldpeculiarnotionsastothewooingofgirlsHesaidthatthebestworkofaman’scareershouldbelaidreverentlyattheirfeet。

  Ruskinwritessomethinglikethissomewhere,Ithink;butinordinarylifeafewkissesarebetterandsavetime。

  AboutamonthafterhehadlosthishearttoMissVenner,andhadbeendoinghisworkvilelyinconsequence,thefirstideaofhis“NativeRuleinCentralIndia“struckWressleyandfilledhimwithjoyItwas,ashesketchedit,agreatthing——theworkofhislife——areallycomprehensivesurveyofamostfascinatingsubject——

  tobewrittenwithallthespecialandlaboriouslyacquiredknowledgeofWressleyoftheForeignOffice——agiftfitforanEmpress。

  HetoldMissVennerthathewasgoingtotakeleave,andhoped,onhisreturn,tobringherapresentworthyofheracceptanceWouldshewait?CertainlyshewouldWressleydrewseventeenhundredrupeesamonthShewouldwaitayearforthatHermammawouldhelphertowait。

  SoWressleytookoneyear’sleaveandalltheavailabledocuments,aboutatruck-load,thathecouldlayhandson,andwentdowntoCentralIndiawithhisnotionhotinhisheadHebeganhisbookinthelandhewaswritingofToomuchofficialcorrespondencehadmadehimafrigidworkman,andhemusthaveguessedthatheneededthewhitelightoflocalcoloronhispaletteThisisadangerouspaintforamateurstoplaywith。

  Heavens,howthatmanworked!HecaughthisRajahs,analyzedhisRajahs,andtracedthemupintothemistsofTimeandbeyond,withtheirqueensandtheirconcubinesHedatedandcross-dated,pedigreedandtriple-pedigreed,compared,noted,connoted,wove,strung,sorted,selected,inferred,calendaredandcounter-

  calendaredfortenhoursadayAnd,becausethissuddenandnewlightofLovewasuponhim,heturnedthosedrybonesofhistoryanddirtyrecordsofmisdeedsintothingstoweeportolaughoverashepleasedHisheartandsoulwereattheendofhispen,andtheygotintothelinkHewasdoweredwithsympathy,insight,humorandstylefortwohundredandthirtydaysandnights;andhisbookwasaBookHehadhisvastspecialknowledgewithhim,sotospeak;

  butthespirit,thewoven-inhumanTouch,thepoetryandthepoweroftheoutput,werebeyondallspecialknowledgeButIdoubtwhetherheknewthegiftthatwasinhimthen,andthushemayhavelostsomehappinessHewastoilingforTillieVenner,notforhimself。

  Menoftendotheirbestworkblind,forsomeoneelse’ssake。

  Also,thoughthishasnothingtodowiththestory,inIndiawhereeveryoneknowseveryoneelse,youcanwatchmenbeingdriven,bythewomenwhogovernthem,outoftherank-and-fileandsenttotakeuppointsaloneAgoodmanoncestarted,goesforward;butanaverageman,sosoonasthewomanlosesinterestinhissuccessasatributetoherpower,comesbacktothebattalionandisnomoreheardof。

  WressleyborethefirstcopyofhisbooktoSimlaand,blushingandstammering,presentedittoMissVennerShereadalittleofit。

  Igiveherreviewverbatim:——“Oh,yourbook?It’sallaboutthosehow-widWajahsIdidn’tunderstandit。”。

  WressleyoftheForeignOfficewasbroken,smashed,——Iamnotexaggerating——bythisonefrivolouslittlegirlAllthathecouldsayfeeblywas:——“But,butit’smymagnumopus!Theworkofmylife。”MissVennerdidnotknowwhatmagnumopusmeant;butsheknewthatCaptainKerringtonhadwonthreeracesatthelastGymkhanaWressleydidn’tpresshertowaitforhimanylonger。

  Hehadsenseenoughforthat。

  Thencamethereactionaftertheyear’sstrain,andWressleywentbacktotheForeignOfficeandhis“Wajahs。”acompiling,gazetteering,report-writinghack,whowouldhavebeendearatthreehundredrupeesamonthHeabidedbyMissVenner’sreview。

  WhichprovesthattheinspirationinthebookwaspurelytemporaryandunconnectedwithhimselfNevertheless,hehadnorighttosink,inahill-tarn,fivepacking-cases,broughtupatenormousexpensefromBombay,ofthebestbookofIndianhistoryeverwritten。

  Whenhesoldoffbeforeretiring,someyearslater,Iwasturningoverhisshelves,andcameacrosstheonlyexistingcopyof“NativeRuleinCentralIndia“——thecopythatMissVennercouldnotunderstandIreadit,sittingonhismule-trucks,aslongasthelightlasted,andofferedhimhisownpriceforitHelookedovermyshoulderforafewpagesandsaidtohimselfdrearily:——“Now,howintheworlddidIcometowritesuchdamnedgoodstuffasthat?”

  Thentome:——“TakeitandkeepitWriteoneofyourpenny-farthingyarnsaboutitsbirthPerhaps——perhaps——thewholebusinessmayhavebeenordainedtothatend。”

  Which,knowingwhatWressleyoftheForeignOfficewasonce,struckmeasaboutthebitterestthingthatIhadeverheardamansayofhisownwork。

  BYWORDOFMOUTH。

  Notthoughyoudieto-night,OSweet,andwail,Aspectreatmydoor,ShallmortalFearmakeLoveimmortalfail——

  Ishallbutloveyoumore,WhofromDeath’shousereturning,givemestillOnemoment’scomfortinmymatchlessill。

  ShadowHouses。

  Thistalemaybeexplainedbythosewhoknowhowsoulsaremade,andwheretheboundsofthePossibleareputdownIhavelivedlongenoughinthiscountrytoknowthatitisbesttoknownothing,andcanonlywritethestoryasithappened。

  DumoisewasourCivilSurgeonatMeridki,andwecalledhim“Dormouse。”becausehewasaroundlittle,sleepylittlemanHewasagoodDoctorandneverquarrelledwithanyone,notevenwithourDeputyCommissioner,whohadthemannersofabargeeandthetactofahorseHemarriedagirlasroundandassleepy-lookingashimselfShewasaMissHillardyce,daughterof“Squash“

  HillardyceoftheBerars,whomarriedhisChief’sdaughterbymistakeButthatisanotherstory。

  AhoneymooninIndiaisseldommorethanaweeklong;butthereisnothingtohinderacouplefromextendingitovertwoorthreeyearsThisisadelightfulcountryformarriedfolkwhoarewrappedupinoneanotherTheycanliveabsolutelyaloneandwithoutinterruption——justastheDormicedidThesetwolittlepeopleretiredfromtheworldaftertheirmarriage,andwereveryhappyTheywereforced,ofcourse,togiveoccasionaldinners,buttheymadenofriendshereby,andtheStationwentitsownwayandforgotthem;onlysaying,occasionally,thatDormousewasthebestofgoodfellows,thoughdullACivilSurgeonwhoneverquarrelsisararity,appreciatedassuch。

  FewpeoplecanaffordtoplayRobinsonCrusoeanywhere——leastofallinIndia,wherewearefewintheland,andverymuchdependentoneachother’skindofficesDumoisewaswronginshuttinghimselffromtheworldforayear,andhediscoveredhismistakewhenanepidemicoftyphoidbrokeoutintheStationintheheartofthecoldweather,andhiswifewentdownHewasashylittleman,andfivedayswerewastedbeforeherealizedthatMrsDumoisewasburningwithsomethingworsethansimplefever,andthreedaysmorepassedbeforeheventuredtocallonMrsShute,theEngineer’swife,andtimidlyspeakabouthistroubleNearlyeveryhouseholdinIndiaknowsthatDoctorsareveryhelplessintyphoidThebattlemustbefoughtoutbetweenDeathandtheNurses,minutebyminuteanddegreebydegreeMrsShutealmostboxedDumoise’searsforwhatshecalledhis“criminaldelay。”andwentoffatoncetolookafterthepoorgirlWehadsevencasesoftyphoidintheStationthatwinterand,astheaverageofdeathisaboutoneineveryfivecases,wefeltcertainthatweshouldhavetolosesomebodyButalldidtheirbestThewomensatupnursingthewomen,andthementurnedtoandtendedthebachelorswhoweredown,andwewrestledwiththosetyphoidcasesforfifty-sixdays,andbroughtthemthroughtheValleyoftheShadowintriumphBut,justwhenwethoughtallwasover,andweregoingtogiveadancetocelebratethevictory,littleMrsDumoisegotarelapseanddiedinaweekandtheStationwenttothefuneralDumoisebrokedownutterlyatthebrinkofthegrave,andhadtobetakenaway。

  Afterthedeath,DumoisecreptintohisownhouseandrefusedtobecomfortedHedidhisdutiesperfectly,butweallfeltthatheshouldgoonleave,andtheothermenofhisownServicetoldhimsoDumoisewasverythankfulforthesuggestion——hewasthankfulforanythinginthosedays——andwenttoChinionawalking-tour。

  ChiniissometwentymarchesfromSimla,intheheartoftheHills,andthesceneryisgoodifyouareintroubleYoupassthroughbig,stilldeodar-forests,andunderbig,stillcliffs,andoverbig,stillgrass-downsswellinglikeawoman’sbreasts;andthewindacrossthegrass,andtherainamongthedeodarssays:——“Hush——hush——

  hush。”SolittleDumoisewaspackedofftoChini,toweardownhisgriefwithafull-platecamera,andarifleHetookalsoauselessbearer,becausethemanhadbeenhiswife’sfavoriteservantHewasidleandathief,butDumoisetrustedeverythingtohim。

  OnhiswaybackfromChini,DumoiseturnedasidetoBagi,throughtheForestReservewhichisonthespurofMountHuttooSomemenwhohavetravelledmorethanalittlesaythatthemarchfromKotegarhtoBagiisoneofthefinestincreationItrunsthroughdarkwetforest,andendssuddenlyinbleak,nippedhill-sideandblackrocksBagidak-bungalowisopentoallthewindsandisbitterlycoldFewpeoplegotoBagiPerhapsthatwasthereasonwhyDumoisewentthereHehaltedatsevenintheevening,andhisbearerwentdownthehill-sidetothevillagetoengagecooliesforthenextday’smarchThesunhadset,andthenight-windswerebeginningtocroonamongtherocksDumoiseleanedontherailingoftheverandah,waitingforhisbearertoreturnThemancamebackalmostimmediatelyafterhehaddisappeared,andatsucharatethatDumoisefanciedhemusthavecrossedabearHewasrunningashardashecouldupthefaceofthehill。

  ButtherewasnobeartoaccountforhisterrorHeracedtotheverandahandfelldown,thebloodspurtingfromhisnoseandhisfaceiron-grayThenhegurgled:——“IhaveseentheMemsahib!I

  haveseentheMemsahib!”

  “Where?”saidDumoise。

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