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  PresentlyhecameoutandfoundmeleavingcardsontheMess。

  Therewasnooneelseintheante-room。

  Hesaid:“TheBoyhasgoneoutshootingDOESamanshootteturwitharevolverandawriting-case?”

  Isaid:“Nonsense,Major!”forIsawwhatwasinhismind。

  Hesaid:“Nonsenseornonsense,I’mgoingtotheCanalnow——atonceIdon’tfeeleasy。”

  Thenhethoughtforaminute,andsaid:“Canyoulie?”

  “Youknowbest。”Ianswered“It’smyprofession。”

  “Verywell。”saidtheMajor;“youmustcomeoutwithmenow——atonce——inanekkatotheCanaltoshootblack-buckGoandputonshikar-kit——quick——anddriveherewithagun。”

  TheMajorwasamasterfulman;andIknewthathewouldnotgiveordersfornothingSoIobeyed,andonreturnfoundtheMajorpackedupinanekka——gun-casesandfoodslungbelow——allreadyforashooting-trip。

  HedismissedthedriveranddrovehimselfWejoggedalongquietlywhileinthestation;butassoonaswegottothedustyroadacrosstheplains,hemadethatponyflyAcountry-bredcandonearlyanythingatapinchWecoveredthethirtymilesinunderthreehours,butthepoorbrutewasnearlydead。

  OnceIsaid:“What’stheblazinghurry,Major?”

  Hesaid,quietly:“TheBoyhasbeenalone,byhimself,for——one,two,five——fourteenhoursnow!Itellyou,Idon’tfeeleasy。”

  Thisuneasinessspreaditselftome,andIhelpedtobeatthepony。

  WhenwecametotheCanalEngineer’sRestHousetheMajorcalledforTheBoy’sservant;buttherewasnoanswerThenwewentuptothehouse,callingforTheBoybyname;buttherewasnoanswer。

  “Oh,he’soutshooting。”saidI。

  JustthenIsawthroughoneofthewindowsalittlehurricane-lampburningThiswasatfourintheafternoonWebothstoppeddeadintheverandah,holdingourbreathtocatcheverysound;andweheard,insidetheroom,the“brr——brr——brr“ofamultitudeoffliesTheMajorsaidnothing,buthetookoffhishelmetandweenteredverysoftly。

  TheBoywasdeadonthecharpoyinthecentreofthebare,lime-

  washedroomHehadshothisheadnearlytopieceswithhisrevolverThegun-caseswerestillstrapped,sowasthebedding,andonthetablelayTheBoy’swriting-casewithphotographsHehadgoneawaytodielikeapoisonedrat!

  TheMajorsaidtohimselfsoftly:“PoorBoy!Poor,POORdevil!”

  Thenheturnedawayfromthebedandsaid:“Iwantyourhelpinthisbusiness。”

  KnowingTheBoywasdeadbyhisownhand,Isawexactlywhatthathelpwouldbe,soIpassedovertothetable,tookachair,litacheroot,andbegantogothroughthewriting-case;theMajorlookingovermyshoulderandrepeatingtohimself:“Wecametoolate!——Likearatinahole!——Poor,POORdevil!”

  TheBoymusthavespenthalfthenightinwritingtohispeople,andtohisColonel,andtoagirlatHome;andassoonashehadfinished,musthaveshothimself,forhehadbeendeadalongtimewhenwecamein。

  Ireadallthathehadwritten,andpassedovereachsheettotheMajorasIfinishedit。

  WesawfromhisaccountshowveryseriouslyhehadtakeneverythingHewroteabout“disgracewhichhewasunabletobear“——

  “indelibleshame“——“criminalfolly“——“wastedlife。”andsoon;

  besidesalotofprivatethingstohisFatherandMothertoomuchtoosacredtoputintoprintThelettertothegirlatHomewasthemostpitifulofall;andIchokedasIreaditTheMajormadenoattempttokeepdry-eyedIrespectedhimforthatHereadandrockedhimselftoandfro,andsimplycriedlikeawomanwithoutcaringtohideitThelettersweresodrearyandhopelessandtouchingWeforgotallaboutTheBoy’sfollies,andonlythoughtofthepoorThingonthecharpoyandthescrawledsheetsinourhandsItwasutterlyimpossibletoletthelettersgoHome。

  TheywouldhavebrokenhisFather’sheartandkilledhisMotherafterkillingherbeliefinherson。

  AtlasttheMajordriedhiseyesopenly,andsaid:“NicesortofthingtospringonanEnglishfamily!Whatshallwedo?”

  Isaid,knowingwhattheMajorhadbroughtmebutfor:“TheBoydiedofcholeraWewerewithhimatthetimeWecan’tcommitourselvestohalf-measuresComealong。”

  ThenbeganoneofthemostgrimycomicscenesIhaveevertakenpartin——theconcoctionofabig,writtenlie,bolsteredwithevidence,tosootheTheBoy’speopleatHomeIbegantheroughdraftofaletter,theMajorthrowinginhintshereandtherewhilehegatheredupallthestuffthatTheBoyhadwrittenandburntitinthefireplaceItwasahot,stilleveningwhenwebegan,andthelampburnedverybadlyInduecourseIgotthedrafttomysatisfaction,settingforthhowTheBoywasthepatternofallvirtues,belovedbyhisregiment,witheverypromiseofagreatcareerbeforehim,andsoon;howwehadhelpedhimthroughthesickness——itwasnotimeforlittlelies,youwillunderstand——andhowhehaddiedwithoutpainIchokedwhileIwasputtingdownthesethingsandthinkingofthepoorpeoplewhowouldreadthem。

  ThenIlaughedatthegrotesquenessoftheaffair,andthelaughtermixeditselfupwiththechoke——andtheMajorsaidthatwebothwanteddrinks。

  IamafraidtosayhowmuchwhiskeywedrankbeforetheletterwasfinishedIthadnottheleasteffectonusThenwetookoffTheBoy’swatch,locket,andrings。

  Lastly,theMajorsaid:“WemustsendalockofhairtooA

  womanvaluesthat。”

  Buttherewerereasonswhywecouldnotfindalockfittosend。

  TheBoywasblack-haired,andsowastheMajor,luckilyIcutoffapieceoftheMajor’shairabovethetemplewithaknife,andputitintothepacketweweremakingThelaughing-fitandthechokesgotholdofmeagain,andIhadtostopTheMajorwasnearlyasbad;andwebothknewthattheworstpartoftheworkwastocome。

  Wesealedupthepacket,photographs,locket,seals,ring,letter,andlockofhairwithTheBoy’ssealing-waxandTheBoy’sseal。

  ThentheMajorsaid:“ForGod’ssakelet’sgetoutside——awayfromtheroom——andthink!”

  Wewentoutside,andwalkedonthebanksoftheCanalforanhour,eatinganddrinkingwhatwehadwithus,untilthemoonroseI

  knownowexactlyhowamurdererfeelsFinally,weforcedourselvesbacktotheroomwiththelampandtheOtherThinginit,andbegantotakeupthenextpieceofworkIamnotgoingtowriteaboutthisItwastoohorribleWeburnedthebedsteadanddroppedtheashesintotheCanal;wetookupthemattingoftheroomandtreatedthatinthesamewayIwentofftoavillageandborrowedtwobighoes——Ididnotwantthevillagerstohelp——whiletheMajorarranged——theothermattersIttookusfourhours’hardworktomakethegraveAsweworked,wearguedoutwhetheritwasrighttosayasmuchaswerememberedoftheBurialoftheDead。

  WecompromisedthingsbysayingtheLord’sPrayerwithaprivateunofficialprayerforthepeaceofthesoulofTheBoyThenwefilledinthegraveandwentintotheverandah——notthehouse——toliedowntosleepWeweredead-tired。

  WhenwewoketheMajorsaid,wearily:“Wecan’tgobacktillto-

  morrowWemustgivehimadecenttimetodieinHediedearlyTHISmorning,rememberThatseemsmorenatural。”SotheMajormusthavebeenlyingawakeallthetime,thinking。

  Isaid:“Thenwhydidn’twebringthebodybacktothecantonments?”

  TheMajorthoughtforaminute:——“BecausethepeopleboltedwhentheyheardofthecholeraAndtheekkahasgone!”

  ThatwasstrictlytrueWehadforgottenallabouttheekka-pony,andhehadgonehome。

  So,wewerelefttherealone,allthatstiflingday,intheCanalRestHouse,testingandre-testingourstoryofTheBoy’sdeathtoseeifitwasweakatanypointAnativeturnedupintheafternoon,butwesaidthataSahibwasdeadofcholera,andheranawayAstheduskgathered,theMajortoldmeallhisfearsaboutTheBoy,andawfulstoriesofsuicideornearly-carried-outsuicide——talesthatmadeone’shaircrispHesaidthathehimselfhadoncegoneintothesameValleyoftheShadowastheBoy,whenhewasyoungandnewtothecountry;soheunderstoodhowthingsfoughttogetherinTheBoy’spoorjumbledheadHealsosaidthatyoungsters,intheirrepentantmoments,considertheirsinsmuchmoreseriousandineffaceablethantheyreallyareWetalkedtogetherallthroughtheevening,andrehearsedthestoryofthedeathofTheBoyAssoonasthemoonwasup,andTheBoy,theoretically,justburied,westruckacrosscountryfortheStationWewalkedfromeighttillsixo’clockinthemorning;butthoughweweredead-tired,wedidnotforgettogotoTheBoy’sroomandputawayhisrevolverwiththeproperamountofcartridgesinthepouchAlsotosethiswriting-caseonthetableWefoundtheColonelandreportedthedeath,feelingmorelikemurderersthaneverThenwewenttobedandslepttheclockround;fortherewasnomoreinus。

  Thetalehadcredenceaslongaswasnecessary,foreveryoneforgotaboutTheBoybeforeafortnightwasoverManypeople,however,foundtimetosaythattheMajorhadbehavedscandalouslyinnotbringinginthebodyforaregimentalfuneralThesaddestthingofallwasaletterfromTheBoy’smothertotheMajorandme——withbiginkyblistersalloverthesheetShewrotethesweetestpossiblethingsaboutourgreatkindness,andtheobligationshewouldbeundertousaslongasshelived。

  Allthingsconsidered,sheWASunderanobligation;butnotexactlyasshemeant。

  MISSYOUGHAL’SSAIS。

  WhenManandWomanareagreed,whatcantheKazido?

  MahomedanProverb。

  SomepeoplesaythatthereisnoromanceinIndiaThosepeoplearewrongOurlivesholdquiteasmuchromanceasisgoodforus。

  Sometimesmore。

  StricklandwasinthePolice,andpeopledidnotunderstandhim;

  sotheysaidhewasadoubtfulsortofmanandpassedbyontheothersideStricklandhadhimselftothankforthisHeheldtheextraordinarytheorythataPolicemaninIndiashouldtrytoknowasmuchaboutthenativesasthenativesthemselvesNow,inthewholeofUpperIndia,thereisonlyONEmanwhocanpassforHinduorMohammedan,chamarorfaquir,ashepleasesHeisfearedandrespectedbythenativesfromtheGhorKathritotheJammaMusjid;

  andheissupposedtohavethegiftofinvisibilityandexecutivecontrolovermanyDevilsButwhatgoodhasthisdonehimwiththeGovernment?NoneintheworldHehasnevergotSimlaforhischarge;andhisnameisalmostunknowntoEnglishmen。

  Stricklandwasfoolishenoughtotakethatmanforhismodel;and,followingouthisabsurdtheory,dabbledinunsavoryplacesnorespectablemanwouldthinkofexploring——allamongthenativeriff-raffHeeducatedhimselfinthispeculiarwayforsevenyears,andpeoplecouldnotappreciateitHewasperpetually“goingFantee“amongthenatives,which,ofcourse,nomanwithanysensebelievesinHewasinitiatedintotheSatBhaiatAllahabadonce,whenhewasonleave;heknewtheLizard-SongoftheSansis,andtheHalli-Hukkdance,whichisareligiouscan-canofastartlingkindWhenamanknowswhodancestheHalli-Hukk,andhow,andwhen,andwhere,heknowssomethingtobeproudof。

  HehasgonedeeperthantheskinButStricklandwasnotproud,thoughhehadhelpedonce,atJagadhri,atthePaintingoftheDeathBull,whichnoEnglishmanmustevenlookupon;hadmasteredthethieves’-patterofthechangars;hadtakenaEusufzaihorse-

  thiefalonenearAttock;andhadstoodunderthemimbar-boardofaBordermosqueandconductedserviceinthemannerofaSunniMollah。

  HiscrowningachievementwasspendingelevendaysasafaquirinthegardensofBabaAtalatAmritsar,andtherepickingupthethreadsofthegreatNasibanMurderCaseButpeoplesaid,justlyenough:“Whyonearthcan’tStricklandsitinhisofficeandwriteuphisdiary,andrecruit,andkeepquiet,insteadofshowinguptheincapacityofhisseniors?”SotheNasibanMurderCasedidhimnogooddepartmentally;but,afterhisfirstfeelingofwrath,hereturnedtohisoutlandishcustomofpryingintonativelifeBytheway,whenamanonceacquiresatasteforthisparticularamusement,itabideswithhimallhisdaysItisthemostfascinatingthingintheworld;LovenotexceptedWhereothermentooktendaystotheHills,Stricklandtookleaveforwhathecalledshikar,putonthedisguisethatappealedtohimatthetime,steppeddownintothebrowncrowd,andwasswallowedupforawhileHewasaquiet,darkyoungfellow——spare,black-eyes——and,whenhewasnotthinkingofsomethingelse,averyinterestingcompanionStricklandonNativeProgressashehadseenitwasworthhearingNativeshatedStrickland;buttheywereafraidofhimHeknewtoomuch。

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