“Ah——hewasnotwell——youareright。Hewasill——hewasillwhenIcame。”
Therewasnothingmoretodoorsay。Shecroucheddownatthesideofthebed,andFitzpierstookaseat。Thustheyremainedinsilence,andlongasitlastedsheneverturnedhereyes,orapparentlyherthoughts,atalltoherhusband。Heoccasionallymurmured,withautomaticauthority,someslightdirectionsforalleviatingthepainofthedyingman,whichshemechanicallyobeyed,bendingoverhimduringtheintervalsinsilenttears。
Winterborneneverrecoveredconsciousnessofwhatwaspassing;andthathewasgoingbecamesoonperceptiblealsotoher。Inlessthananhourthedeliriumceased;thentherewasanintervalofsomnolentpainlessnessandsoftbreathing,attheendofwhichWinterbornepassedquietlyaway。
ThenFitzpiersbrokethesilence。“Haveyoulivedherelong?”
saidhe。
Gracewaswildwithsorrow——withallthathadbefallenher——withthecrueltiesthathadattackedher——withlife——withHeaven。Sheansweredatrandom。“Yes。Bywhatrightdoyouask?”
“Don’tthinkIclaimanyright。”saidFitzpiers,sadly。“Itisforyoutodoandsaywhatyouchoose。Iadmit,quiteasmuchasyoufeel,thatIamavagabond——abrute——notworthytopossessthesmallestfragmentofyou。ButhereIam,andIhavehappenedtotakesufficientinterestinyoutomakethatinquiry。”
“Heiseverythingtome!”saidGrace,hardlyheedingherhusband,andlayingherhandreverentlyonthedeadman’seyelids,whereshekeptitalongtime,pressingdowntheirlasheswithgentletouches,asifshewerestrokingalittlebird。
Hewatchedherawhile,andthenglancedroundthechamberwherehiseyesfelluponafewdressingnecessariesthatshehadbrought。
“Grace——ifImaycallyouso。”hesaid,“Ihavebeenalreadyhumiliatedalmosttothedepths。Ihavecomebacksinceyourefusedtojoinmeelsewhere——Ihaveenteredyourfather’shouse,andborneallthatthatcostmewithoutflinching,becauseIhavefeltthatIdeservedhumiliation。Butisthereayetgreaterhumiliationinstoreforme?Yousayyouhavebeenlivinghere——
thatheiseverythingtoyou。AmItodrawfromthattheobvious,theextremestinference?”
Triumphatanypriceissweettomenandwomen——especiallythelatter。Itwasherfirstandlastopportunityofrepayinghimforthecruelcontumelywhichshehadborneathishandssodocilely。
“Yes。”sheanswered;andtherewasthatinhersubtlycompoundednaturewhichmadeherfeelathrillofprideasshedidso。
Yetthemomentaftershehadsomightilybeliedhercharactershehalfrepented。Herhusbandhadturnedaswhiteasthewallbehindhim。Itseemedasifallthatremainedtohimoflifeandspirithadbeenabstractedatastroke。Yethedidnotmove,andinhiseffortsatself-controlclosedhismouthtogetherasavice。Hisdeterminationwasfairlysuccessful,thoughshesawhowverymuchgreaterthanshehadexpectedhertriumphhadbeen。PresentlyhelookedacrossatWinterborne。
“Woulditstartleyoutohear。”hesaid,asifhehardlyhadbreathtoutterthewords,“thatshewhowastomewhathewastoyouisdeadalso?”
“Dead——SHEdead?”exclaimedGrace。
“Yes。FeliceCharmondiswherethisyoungmanis。”
“Never!”saidGrace,vehemently。
Hewentonwithoutheedingtheinsinuation:“AndIcamebacktotrytomakeitupwithyou——but——“
Fitzpiersrose,andmovedacrosstheroomtogoaway,lookingdownwardwiththedroopofamanwhosehopewasturnedtoapathy,ifnotdespair。Ingoingroundthedoorhiseyefelluponheroncemore。ShewasstillbendingoverthebodyofWinterborne,herfaceclosetotheyoungman’s。
“Haveyoubeenkissinghimduringhisillness?”askedherhusband。
“Yes。”
“Sincehisfeveredstatesetin?”
“Yes。”
“Onhislips?”
“Yes。”
“Thenyouwilldowelltotakeafewdropsofthisinwaterassoonaspossible。”Hedrewasmallphialfromhispocketandreturnedtoofferittoher。
Graceshookherhead。
“Ifyoudon’tdoasItellyouyoumaysoonbelikehim。”
“Idon’tcare。Iwishtodie。”
“I’llputithere。”saidFitzpiers,placingthebottleonaledgebesidehim。“Thesinofnothavingwarnedyouwillnotbeuponmyheadatanyrate,amongmyothersins。Iamnowgoing,andIwillsendsomebodytoyou。Yourfatherdoesnotknowthatyouarehere,soIsupposeIshallbeboundtotellhim?”
“Certainly。”
Fitzpiersleftthecot,andthestrokeofhisfeetwassoonimmersedinthesilencethatprevadedthespot。Graceremainedkneelingandweeping,shehardlyknewhowlong,andthenshesatup,coveredpoorGiles’sfeatures,andwenttowardsthedoorwhereherhusbandhadstood。Nosignofanyothercomergreetedherear,theonlyperceptiblesoundsbeingthetinycracklingsofthedeadleaves,which,likeafeather-bed,hadnotyetdonerisingtotheirnormallevelwhereindentedbythepressureofherhusband’srecedingfootsteps。Itremindedherthatshehadbeenstruckwiththechangeinhisaspect;theextremelyintellectuallookthathadalwaysbeeninhisfacewaswroughttoafinerphasebythinness,andacare-worndignityhadbeensuperadded。ShereturnedtoWinterborne’sside,andduringhermeditationsanothertreaddrewnearthedoor,enteredtheouterroom,andhaltedattheentranceofthechamberwhereGracewas。
“What——Marty!”saidGrace。
“Yes。Ihaveheard。”saidMarty,whosedemeanorhadlostallitsgirlishnessunderthestrokethatseemedalmostliterallytohavebruisedher。
“Hediedforme!”murmuredGrace,heavily。
Martydidnotfullycomprehend;andsheanswered,“Hebelongstoneitherofusnow,andyourbeautyisnomorepowerfulwithhimthanmyplainness。Ihavecometohelpyou,ma’am。Henevercaredforme,andhecaredmuchforyou;buthecaresforusbothalikenow。”
“Ohdon’t,don’t,Marty!”
Martysaidnomore,butkneltoverWinterbornefromtheotherside。
“Didyoumeetmyhus——Mr。Fitzpiers?”
“Thenwhatbroughtyouhere?”
“Icomethiswaysometimes。Ihavegottogotothefarthersideofthewoodthistimeoftheyear,andamobligedtogettherebeforefouro’clockinthemorning,tobeginheatingtheovenfortheearlybaking。Ihavepassedbyhereoftenatthistime。”
Gracelookedatherquickly。“ThendidyouknowIwashere?”
“Yes,ma’am。”
“Didyoutellanybody?”
“No。Iknewyoulivedinthehut,thathehadgiedituptoye,andlodgedouthimself。”
“Didyouknowwherehelodged?”
“No。ThatIcouldn’tfindout。WasitatDelborough?”
“No。Itwasnotthere,Marty。Wouldithadbeen!Itwouldhavesaved——saved——“Tocheckhertearssheturned,andseeingabookonthewindow-bench,tookitup。“Look,Marty,thisisaPsalter。
Hewasnotanoutwardlyreligiousman,buthewaspureandperfectinhisheart。Shallwereadapsalmoverhim?”
“Ohyes——wewill——withallmyheart!”
Graceopenedthethinbrownbook,whichpoorGileshadkeptathandmainlyfortheconvenienceofwhettinghispen-knifeuponitsleathercovers。Shebegantoreadinthatrich,devotionalvoicepeculiartowomenonlyonsuchoccasions。Whenitwasover,Martysaid,“Ishouldliketoprayforhissoul。”
“SoshouldI。”saidhercompanion。“Butwemustnot。”
“Why?Nobodywouldknow。”
Gracecouldnotresisttheargument,influencedasshewasbythesenseofmakingamendsforhavingneglectedhiminthebody;andtheirtendervoicesunitedandfilledthenarrowroomwithsupplicatorymurmursthataCalvinistmighthaveenvied。Theyhadhardlyendedwhennowandmorenumerousfoot-fallswereaudible,alsopersonsinconversation,oneofwhomGracerecognizedasherfather。
Sherose,andwenttotheouterapartment,inwhichtherewasonlysuchlightasbeamedfromtheinnerone。MelburyandMrs。Melburywerestandingthere。
“Idon’treproachyou,Grace。”saidherfather,withanestrangedmanner,andinavoicenotatalllikehisoldvoice。“Whathascomeuponyouandusisbeyondreproach,beyondweeping,andbeyondwailing。PerhapsIdroveyoutoit。ButIamhurt;Iamscourged;Iamastonished。Inthefaceofthisthereisnothingtobesaid。”
Withoutreplying,Graceturnedandglidedbacktotheinnerchamber。“Marty。”shesaid,quickly,“Icannotlookmyfatherinthefaceuntilheknowsthetruecircumstancesofmylifehere。
Goandtellhim——whatyouhavetoldme——whatyousaw——thathegaveuphishousetome。”
Shesatdown,herfaceburiedinherhands,andMartywent,andafterashortabsencereturned。ThenGracerose,andgoingoutaskedherfatherifhehadmetherhusband。
“Yes。”saidMelbury。
“Andyouknowallthathashappened?”
“Ido。Forgiveme,Grace,forsuspectingyeofworsethanrashness——Ioughttoknowyebetter。Areyoucomingwithmetowhatwasonceyourhome?”
“No。IstayherewithHIM。Takenoaccountofmeanymore。”
Theunwonted,perplexing,agitatingrelationsinwhichshehadstoodtoWinterbornequitelately——broughtaboutbyMelbury’sowncontrivance——couldnotfailtosoftenthenaturalangerofaparentathermorerecentdoings。“Mydaughter,thingsarebad。”
herejoined。“Butwhydoyouperseveretomake’emworse?WhatgoodcanyoudotoGilesbystayingherewithhim?Mind,Iasknoquestions。Idon’tinquirewhyyoudecidedtocomehere,oranythingastowhatyourcoursewouldhavebeenifhehadnotdied,thoughIknowthere’snodeliberateharminye。Asforme,Ihavelostallclaimuponyou,andImakenocomplaint。ButIdosaythatbycomingbackwithmenowyouwillshownolesskindnesstohim,andescapeanysoundofshame。
“ButIdon’twishtoescapeit。”
“Ifyoudon’tonyourownaccount,cannotyouwishtoonmineandhers?Nobodyexceptourhouseholdknowsthatyouhavelefthome。
Thenwhyshouldyou,byapieceofperverseness,bringdownmygrayhairswithsorrowtothegrave?”
“Ifitwerenotformyhusband——“shebegan,movedbyhiswords。
“ButhowcanImeethimthere?Howcananywomanwhoisnotamereman’screaturejoinhimafterwhathastakenplace?”
“Hewouldgoawayagainratherthankeepyououtofmyhouse。”
“Howdoyouknowthat,father?”
“Wemethimonourwayhere,andhetoldusso。”saidMrs。
Melbury。“Hehadsaidsomethinglikeitbefore。Heseemsverymuchupsetaltogether。”
“Hedeclaredtoherwhenhecametoourhousethathewouldwaitfortimeanddevotiontobringabouthisforgiveness。”saidherhusband。“Thatwasit,wasn’tit,Lucy?”
“Yes。Thathewouldnotintrudeuponyou,Grace,tillyougavehimabsolutepermission。”Mrs。Melburyadded。
ThisantecedentconsideratenessinFitzpierswasaswelcometoGraceasitwasunexpected;andthoughshedidnotdesirehispresence,shewassorrythatbyherretaliatoryfictionshehadgivenhimadifferentreasonforavoidingher。Shemadenofurtherobjectionstoaccompanyingherparents,takingthemintotheinnerroomtogiveWinterbornealastlook,andgatheringupthetwoorthreethingsthatbelongedtoher。WhileshewasdoingthisthetwowomencamewhohadbeencalledbyMelbury,andattheirheelspoorCreedle。
“Forgiveme,butIcan’trulemymourningnohowasamanshould,Mr。Melbury。”hesaid。“Iha’n’tseenhimsinceThursdayse’night,andhavewonderedfordaysanddayswherehe’sbeenkeeping。TherewasIexpectinghimtocomeandtellmetowashoutthecider-barrelsagainstthemaking,andherewashe——Well,I’veknowedhimfromtable-high;Iknowedhisfather——usedtobideaboutupontwosticksinthesunaforehedied!——andnowI’veseentheendofthefamily,whichwecanillaffordtolose,wi’suchascantylotofgoodfolkinHintockaswe’vegot。AndnowRobertCreedlewillbenailedupinparishboards’ab’lieve;andnobobywillglutchdownasighforhe!”