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  Aweekhadpassed,andMrs。CharmondhadleftHintockHouse。

  MiddletonAbbey,theplaceofhersojourn,wasabouttwentymilesdistantbyroad,eighteenbybridle-pathsandfootways。

  Graceobserved,forthefirsttime,thatherhusbandwasrestless,thatatmomentsheevenwasdisposedtoavoidher。Thescrupulouscivilityofmereacquaintanceshipcreptintohismanner;yet,whensittingatmeals,heseemedhardlytohearherremarks。Herlittledoingsinterestedhimnolonger,whiletowardsherfatherhisbearingwasnotfarfromsupercilious。Itwasplainthathismindwasentirelyoutsideherlife,whereaboutsoutsideitshecouldnottell;insomeregionofscience,possibly,orofpsychologicalliterature。ButherhopethathewasagainimmersinghimselfinthoselucubrationswhichbeforehermarriagehadmadehislightalandmarkinHintock,wasfoundedsimplyontheslenderfactthatheoftensatuplate。

  OneeveningshediscoveredhimleaningoveragateonRub-DownHill,thegateatwhichWinterbornehadoncebeenstanding,andwhichopenedonthebrinkofasteep,slantingdowndirectlyintoBlackmoorVale,ortheValeoftheWhiteHart,extendingbeneaththeeyeatthispointtoadistanceofmanymiles。Hisattentionwasfixedonthelandscapefaraway,andGrace’sapproachwassonoiselessthathedidnothearher。Whenshecamecloseshecouldseehislipsmovingunconsciously,astosomeimpassionedvisionarytheme。

  Shespoke,andFitzpiersstarted。“Whatareyoulookingat?”sheasked。

  “Oh!IwascontemplatingouroldplaceofBuckbury,inmyidleway。”hesaid。

  Ithadseemedtoherthathewaslookingmuchtotherightofthatcradleandtombofhisancestraldignity;butshemadenofurtherobservation,andtakinghisarmwalkedhomebesidehimalmostinsilence。ShedidnotknowthatMiddletonAbbeylayinthedirectionofhisgaze。“AreyougoingtohaveoutDarlingthisafternoon?”sheasked,presently。Darlingbeingthelight-graymarewhichWinterbornehadboughtforGrace,andwhichFitzpiersnowconstantlyused,theanimalhavingturnedoutawonderfulbargain,incombiningaperfectdocilitywithanalmosthumanintelligence;moreover,shewasnottooyoung。Fitzpierswasunfamiliarwithhorses,andhevaluedthesequalities。

  “Yes。”hereplied,“butnottodrive。Iamridingher。I

  practisecrossingahorseasoftenasIcannow,forIfindthatI

  cantakemuchshortercutsonhorseback。”

  Hehad,infact,takentheseridingexercisesforaboutaweek,onlysinceMrs。Charmond’sabsence,hisuniversalpracticehithertohavingbeentodrive。

  Somefewdayslater,FitzpiersstartedonthebackofthishorsetoseeapatientintheaforesaidVale。Itwasaboutfiveo’clockintheeveningwhenhewentaway,andatbedtimehehadnotreachedhome。Therewasnothingverysingularinthis,thoughshewasnotawarethathehadanypatientmorethanfiveorsixmilesdistantinthatdirection。TheclockhadstruckonebeforeFitzpiersenteredthehouse,andhecametohisroomsoftly,asifanxiousnottodisturbher。

  Thenextmorningshewasstirringconsiderablyearlierthanhe。

  Intheyardtherewasaconversationgoingonaboutthemare;themanwhoattendedtothehorses,Darlingincluded,insistedthatthelatterwas“hag-rid;“forwhenhehadarrivedatthestablethatmorningshewasinsuchastateasnohorsecouldbeinbyhonestriding。Itwastruethatthedoctorhadstabledherhimselfwhenhegothome,sothatshewasnotlookedafterasshewouldhavebeenifhehadgroomedandfedher;butthatdidnotaccountfortheappearanceshepresented,ifMr。Fitzpiers’sjourneyhadbeenonlywherehehadstated。ThephenomenalexhaustionofDarling,asthusrelated,wassufficienttodevelopawholeseriesoftalesaboutridingwitchesanddemons,thenarrationofwhichoccupiedaconsiderabletime。

  Gracereturnedin-doors。Inpassingthroughtheouterroomshepickedupherhusband’sovercoatwhichhehadcarelesslyflungdownacrossachair。Aturnpiketicketfelloutofthebreast-

  pocket,andshesawthatithadbeenissuedatMiddletonGate。HehadthereforevisitedMiddletonthepreviousnight,adistanceofatleastfive-and-thirtymilesonhorseback,thereandback。

  Duringthedayshemadesomeinquiries,andlearnedforthefirsttimethatMrs。CharmondwasstayingatMiddletonAbbey。Shecouldnotresistaninference——strangeasthatinferencewas。

  Afewdayslaterhepreparedtostartagain,atthesametimeandinthesamedirection。Sheknewthatthestateofthecottagerwholivedthatwaywasamerepretext;shewasquitesurehewasgoingtoMrs。Charmond。Gracewasamazedatthemildnessofthepassionwhichthesuspicionengenderedinher。Shewasbutlittleexcited,andherjealousywaslanguideventodeath。Ittoldtalesofthenatureofheraffectionforhim。Intruth,herantenuptialregardforFitzpiershadbeenratherofthequalityofawetowardsasuperiorbeingthanoftendersolicitudeforalover。Ithadbeenbaseduponmysteryandstrangeness——themysteryofhispast,ofhisknowledge,ofhisprofessionalskill,ofhisbeliefs。Whenthisstructureofidealswasdemolishedbytheintimacyofcommonlife,andshefoundhimasmerelyhumanastheHintockpeoplethemselves,anewfoundationwasindemandforanenduringandstanchaffection——asympatheticinterdependence,whereinmutualweaknessesweremadethegroundsofadefensivealliance。Fitzpiershadfurnishednoneofthatsingle-mindedconfidenceandtruthoutofwhichalonesuchasecondunioncouldspring;henceitwaswithacontrollableemotionthatshenowwatchedthemarebroughtround。

  “I’llwalkwithyoutothehillifyouarenotinagreathurry。”

  shesaid,ratherloath,afterall,tolethimgo。

  “Do;there’splentyoftime。”repliedherhusband。Accordinglyheledalongthehorse,andwalkedbesideher,impatientenoughnevertheless。Thustheyproceededtotheturnpikeroad,andascendedRub-DownHilltothegatehehadbeenleaningoverwhenshesurprisedhimtendaysbefore。Thiswastheendofherexcursion。Fitzpiersbadeheradieuwithaffection,evenwithtenderness,andsheobservedthathelookedweary-eyed。

  “Whydoyougoto-night?”shesaid。“Youhavebeencalleduptwonightsinsuccessionalready。”

  “Imustgo。”heanswered,almostgloomily。“Don’twaitupforme。”Withthesewordshemountedhishorse,passedthroughthegatewhichGraceheldopenforhim,andambleddownthesteepbridle-tracktothevalley。

  Sheclosedthegateandwatchedhisdescent,andthenhisjourneyonward。Hiswaywaseast,theeveningsunwhichstoodbehindherbackbeamingfulluponhimassoonashegotoutfromtheshadeofthehill。Notwithstandingthisuntowardproceedingshewasdeterminedtobeloyalifheprovedtrue;andthedeterminationtoloveone’sbestwillcarryaheartalongwaytowardsmakingthatbestanever-growingthing。Theconspicuouscoatoftheactivethoughblanchingmaremadehorseandridereasyobjectsforthevision。ThoughDarlinghadbeenchosenwithsuchpainsbyWinterborneforGrace,shehadneverriddenthesleekcreature;

  butherhusbandhadfoundtheanimalexceedinglyconvenient,particularlynowthathehadtakentothesaddle,plentyofstayingpowerbeingleftinDarlingyet。Fitzpiers,likeothersofhischaracter,whiledespisingMelburyandhisstation,didnotatalldisdaintospendMelbury’smoney,orappropriatetohisownusethehorsewhichbelongedtoMelbury’sdaughter。

  AndsotheinfatuatedyoungsurgeonwentalongthroughthegorgeousautumnlandscapeofWhiteHartVale,surroundedbyorchardslustrouswiththeredsofapple-crops,berries,andfoliage,thewholeintensifiedbythegildingofthedecliningsun。Theearththisyearhadbeenprodigallybountiful,andnowwasthesuprememomentofherbounty。Inthepoorestspotsthehedgeswerebowedwithhawsandblackberries;acornscrackedunderfoot,andthebursthusksofchestnutslayexposingtheirauburncontentsasifarrangedbyanxioussellersinafruit-

  market。Inallthisproudshowsomekernelswereunsoundasherownsituation,andshewonderediftherewereoneworldintheuniversewherethefruithadnoworm,andmarriagenosorrow。

  HerrTannhauserstillmovedon,hisploddingsteedrenderinghimdistinctlyvisibleyet。CouldshehaveheardFitzpiers’svoiceatthatmomentshewouldhavefoundhimmurmuring——

  “。TowardstheloadstarofmyonedesireIflitted,evenasadizzymothintheowletlight。”

  Buthewasasilentspectacletohernow。Soonheroseoutofthevalley,andskirtedahighplateauofthechalkformationonhisright,whichrestedabruptlyuponthefruitydistrictofloamyclay,thecharacterandherbageofthetwoformationsbeingsodistinctthatthecalcareousuplandappearedbutasadepositofafewyears’antiquityuponthelevelvale。Hekeptalongtheedgeofthishigh,unenclosedcountry,andtheskybehindhimbeingdeepviolet,shecouldstillseewhiteDarlinginreliefuponit——

  amerespecknow——aWouvermanseccentricityreducedtomicroscopicdimensions。Uponthishighgroundhegraduallydisappeared。

  Thusshehadbeheldthepetanimalpurchasedforherownuse,inpureloveofher,byonewhohadalwaysbeentrue,impressedtoconveyherhusbandawayfromhertothesideofanew-foundidol。

  Whileshewasmusingonthevicissitudesofhorsesandwives,shediscernedshapesmovingupthevalleytowardsher,quitenearathand,thoughtillnowhiddenbythehedges。SurelytheywereGilesWinterborne,withhistwohorsesandcider-apparatus,conductedbyRobertCreedle。Up,upwardtheycrept,astraybeamofthesunalightingeverynowandthenlikeastaronthebladesofthepomace-shovels,whichhadbeenconvertedtosteelmirrorsbytheactionofthemalicacid。Sheopenedthegatewhenhecameclose,andthepantinghorsesrestedastheyachievedtheascent。

  “Howdoyoudo,Giles?”saidshe,underasuddenimpulsetobefamiliarwithhim。

  Herepliedwithmuchmorereserve。“Youaregoingforawalk,Mrs。Fitzpiers?”headded。“Itispleasantjustnow。”

  “No,Iamreturning。”saidshe。

  Thevehiclespassedthrough,thegateslammed,andWinterbornewalkedbyhersideintherearoftheapple-mill。

  HelookedandsmeltlikeAutumn’sverybrother,hisfacebeingsunburnttowheat-color,hiseyesblueascorn-flowers,hisbootsandleggingsdyedwithfruit-stains,hishandsclammywiththesweetjuiceofapples,hishatsprinkledwithpips,andeverywhereabouthimthatatmosphereofciderwhichatitsfirstreturneachseasonhassuchanindescribablefascinationforthosewhohavebeenbornandbredamongtheorchards。Herheartrosefromitslatesadnesslikeareleasedspring;hersensesrevelledinthesuddenlapsebacktonatureunadorned。Theconsciousnessofhavingtobegenteelbecauseofherhusband’sprofession,theveneerofartificialitywhichshehadacquiredatthefashionableschools,werethrownoff,andshebecamethecrude,countrygirlofherlatent,earliestinstincts。

  Naturewasbountiful,shethought。NosoonerhadshebeenstarvedoffbyEdgarFitzpiersthananotherbeing,impersonatingbareandundilutedmanliness,hadarisenoutoftheearth,readytohand。

  Thiswasanexcursionoftheimaginationwhichshedidnotencourage,andshesaidsuddenly,todisguisetheconfusedregardwhichhadfollowedherthoughts,“Didyoumeetmyhusband?”

  Winterborne,withsomehesitation,“Yes。”

  “Wheredidyoumeethim?”

  “AtCalfhayCross。IcomefromMiddletonAbbey;Ihavebeenmakingthereforthelastweek。”

  “Haven’ttheyamilloftheirown?”

  “Yes,butit’soutofrepair。”

  “Ithink——IheardthatMrs。Charmondhadgonetheretostay?”

  “Yes。Ihaveseenheratthewindowsonceortwice。”

  Gracewaitedanintervalbeforeshewenton:“DidMr。FitzpierstakethewaytoMiddleton?”

  “Yes。ImethimonDarling。”Asshedidnotreply,headded,withagentlerinflection,“Youknowwhythemarewascalledthat?”

  “Ohyes——ofcourse。”sheanswered,quickly。

  Theyhadrisensofaroverthecrestofthehillthatthewholewestskywasrevealed。Betweenthebrokencloudstheycouldseefarintotherecessesofheaven,theeyejourneyingonunderaspeciesofgoldenarcades,andpastfieryobstructions,fanciedcairns,logan-stones,stalactitesandstalagmiteoftopaz。Deeperthanthistheirgazepassedthinflakesofincandescence,tillitplungedintoabottomlessmediumofsoftgreenfire。

  Herabandonmenttotheluscioustimeafterhersenseofill-usage,herrevoltforthenonceagainstsociallaw,herpassionatedesireforprimitivelife,mayhaveshowedinherface。Winterbornewaslookingather,hiseyeslingeringonaflowerthatsheworeinherbosom。Almostwiththeabstractionofasomnambulisthestretchedouthishandandgentlycaressedtheflower。

  Shedrewback。“Whatareyoudoing,GilesWinterborne!”sheexclaimed,withalookofseveresurprise。Theevidentabsenceofallpremeditationfromtheact,however,speedilyledhertothinkthatitwasnotnecessarytostanduponherdignityhereandnow。

  “Youmustbearinmind,Giles。”shesaid,kindly,“thatwearenotaswewere;andsomepeoplemighthavesaidthatwhatyoudidwastakingaliberty。”

  Itwasmorethansheneedhavetoldhim;hisactionofforgetfulnesshadmadehimsoangrywithhimselfthatheflushedthroughhistan。“Idon’tknowwhatIamcomingto!”heexclaimed,savagely。“Ah——Iwasnotoncelikethis!”Tearsofvexationwereinhiseyes。

  “No,now——itwasnothing。Iwastooreproachful。”

  “ItwouldnothaveoccurredtomeifIhadnotseensomethinglikeitdoneelsewhere——atMiddletonlately。”hesaid,thoughtfully,afterawhile。

  “Bywhom?”

  “Don’taskit。”

  Shescannedhimnarrowly。“Iknowquitewellenough。”shereturned,indifferently。“Itwasbymyhusband,andthewomanwasMrs。Charmond。Associationofideasremindedyouwhenyousawme。Giles——tellmeallyouknowaboutthat——pleasedo,Giles!

  Butno——Iwon’thearit。Letthesubjectcease。Andasyouaremyfriend,saynothingtomyfather。”

  Theyreachedaplacewheretheirwaysdivided。Winterbornecontinuedalongthehighwaywhichkeptoutsidethecopse,andGraceopenedagatethatenteredit。

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