第26章
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  Aletheawasworldly——asworldly,thatistosay,asasisterofTheobald’scouldbe。InherlettertoTheobaldshehadsaidsheknewhowmuchofhisandChristina’sthoughtsweretakenupwithanxietyfortheboy’swelfare。Aletheahadthoughtthishandsomeenough,butChristinahadwantedsomethingbetterandstronger。

  “Howcansheknowhowmuchwethinkofourdarling?”shehadexclaimed,whenTheobaldshowedherhissister’sletter。“Ithink,mydear,Aletheawouldunderstandthesethingsbetterifshehadchildrenofherown。”TheleastthatwouldhavesatisfiedChristinawastohavebeentoldthatthereneveryethadbeenanyparentscomparabletoTheobaldandherself。Shedidnotfeeleasythatanallianceofsomekindwouldnotgrowupbetweenauntandnephew,andneithershenorTheobaldwantedErnesttohaveanyallies。JoeyandCharlottewerequiteasmanyalliesasweregoodforhim。Afterall,however,ifAletheachosetogoandliveatRoughborough,theycouldnotwellstopher,andmustmakethebestofit。

  Inafewweeks’timeAletheadidchoosetogoandliveatRoughborough。Ahousewasfoundwithafieldandanicelittlegardenwhichsuitedherverywell。“Atanyrate。”shesaidtoherself,“Iwillhavefresheggsandflowers。”Sheevenconsideredthequestionofkeepingacow,butintheenddecidednottodoso。

  Shefurnishedherhousethroughoutanew,takingnothingwhateverfromherestablishmentinGowerStreet,andbyMichaelmas——forthehousewasemptywhenshetookit——shewassettledcomfortably,andhadbeguntomakeherselfathome。

  OneofMissPontifex’sfirstmoveswastoaskadozenofthesmartestandmostgentlemanlyboystobreakfastwithher。Fromherseatinchurchshecouldseethefacesoftheupper-formboys,andsoonmadeuphermindwhichofthemitwouldbebesttocultivate。

  MissPontifex,sittingoppositetheboysinchurch,andreckoningthemupwithherkeeneyesfromunderherveilbyallawoman’scriteria,cametoatruerconclusionaboutthegreaternumberofthoseshescrutinizedthanevenDrSkinnerhaddone。Shefellinlovewithoneboyfromseeinghimputonhisgloves。

  MissPontifex,asIhavesaid,gotholdofsomeoftheseyoungstersthroughErnest,andfedthemwell。Noboycanresistbeingfedwellbyagood-naturedandstillhandsomewoman。Boysareverylikenicedogsinthisrespect——givethemaboneandtheywilllikeyouatonce。Aletheaemployedeveryotherlittleartificewhichshethoughtlikelytowintheirallegiancetoherself,andthroughthistheircountenanceforhernephew。Shefoundthefootballclubinaslightmoneydifficultyandatoncegavehalfasovereigntowardsitsremoval。Theboyshadnochanceagainsther,sheshotthemdownoneafteranotheraseasilyasthoughtheyhadbeenroostingpheasants。Nordidsheescapescathlessherself,for,asshewrotetome,shequitelostherhearttohalfadozenofthem。“Howmuchnicertheyare。”shesaid,“andhowmuchmoretheyknowthanthosewhoprofesstoteachthem!”

  Ibelieveithasbeenlatelymaintainedthatitistheyoungandfairwhoarethetrulyoldandtrulyexperienced,inasmuchasitistheywhoalonehavealivingmemorytoguidethem;“thewholecharm。”ithasbeensaid,“ofyouthliesinitsadvantageoverageinrespectofexperience,andwhenthishasforsomereasonfailedorbeenmisapplied,thecharmisbroken。Whenwesaythatwearegettingold,weshouldsayratherthatwearegettingneworyoung,andaresufferingfrominexperience;tryingtodothingswhichwehaveneverdonebefore,andfailingworseandworse,tillintheendwearelandedintheutterimpotenceofdeath。”

  MissPontifexdiedmanyalongyearbeforetheabovepassagewaswritten,butshehadarrivedindependentlyatmuchthesameconclusion。

  Shefirst,therefore,squaredtheboys。DrSkinnerwasevenmoreeasilydealtwith。HeandMrsSkinnercalled,asamatterofcourse,assoonasMissPontifexwassettled。Shefooledhimtothetopofhisbent,andobtainedthepromiseofaMS。copyofoneofhisminorpoemsforDrSkinnerhadthereputationofbeingquiteoneofourmostfacileandelegantminorpoetsontheoccasionofhisfirstvisit。Theothermastersandmasters’wiveswerenotforgotten。Alethealaidherselfouttoplease,asindeedshedidwherevershewent,andifanywomanlaysherselfouttodothis,shegenerallysucceeds。

  MissPontifexsoonfoundoutthatErnestdidnotlikegames,butshesawalsothathecouldhardlybeexpectedtolikethem。Hewasperfectlywellshapedbutunusuallydevoidofphysicalstrength。Hegotafairshareofthisinafterlife,butitcamemuchlaterwithhimthanwithotherboys,andatthetimeofwhichIamwritinghewasamerelittleskeleton。Hewantedsomethingtodevelophisarmsandchestwithoutknockinghimaboutasmuchastheschoolgamesdid。TosupplythiswantbysomemeanswhichshouldaddalsotohispleasurewasAlethea’sfirstanxiety。Rowingwouldhaveansweredeverypurpose,butunfortunatelytherewasnoriveratRoughborough。

  Whateveritwastobe,itmustbesomethingwhichheshouldlikeasmuchasotherboyslikedcricketorfootball,andhemustthinkthewishforittohavecomeoriginallyfromhimself;itwasnotveryeasytofindanythingthatwoulddo,buterelongitoccurredtoherthatshemightenlisthisloveofmusiconherside,andaskedhimonedaywhenhewasspendingahalf-holidayatherhousewhetherhewouldlikehertobuyanorganforhimtoplayon。Ofcourse,theboysaidyes;thenshetoldhimabouthergrandfatherandtheorganshehadbuilt。Ithadneverenteredintohisheadthathecouldmakeone,butwhenhegatheredfromwhathisaunthadsaidthatthiswasnotoutofthequestion,heroseaseagerlytothebaitasshecouldhavedesired,andwantedtobeginlearningtosawandplanesothathemightmakethewoodenpipesatonce。

  MissPontifexdidnotseehowshecouldhavehituponanythingmoresuitable,andshelikedtheideathathewouldincidentallygetaknowledgeofcarpentering,forshewasimpressed,perhapsfoolishly,withthewisdomoftheGermancustomwhichgiveseveryboyahandicraftofsomesort。

  Writingtomeonthismatter,shesaid“Professionsareallverywellforthosewhohaveconnectionandinterestaswellascapital,butotherwisetheyarewhiteelephants。HowmanymendonotyouandIknowwhohavetalent,assiduity,excellentgoodsense,straightforwardness,everyqualityinfactwhichshouldcommandsuccess,andwhoyetgoonfromyeartoyearwaitingandhopingagainsthopefortheworkwhichnevercomes?How,indeed,isitlikelytocomeunlesstothosewhoeitherarebornwithinterest,orwhomarryinordertogetit?Ernest’sfatherandmotherhavenointerest,andiftheyhadtheywouldnotuseit。Isupposetheywillmakehimaclergyman,ortrytodoso——perhapsitisthebestthingtodowithhim,forhecouldbuyalivingwiththemoneyhisgrandfatherlefthim,butthereisnoknowingwhattheboywillthinkofitwhenthetimecomes,andforaughtweknowhemayinsistongoingtothebackwoodsofAmerica,assomanyotheryoungmenaredoingnow。”……But,anyway,hewouldlikemakinganorgan,andthiscoulddohimnoharm,sothesoonerhebeganthebetter。

  Aletheathoughtitwouldsavetroubleintheendifshetoldherbrotherandsister-in-lawofthisscheme。“Idonotsuppose。”shewrote,“thatDrSkinnerwillapproveverycordiallyofmyattempttointroduceorgan-buildingintothecurriculumofRoughborough,butI

  willseewhatIcandowithhim,forIhavesetmyheartonowninganorganbuiltbyErnest’sownhands,whichhemayplayonasmuchashelikeswhileitremainsinmyhouseandwhichIwilllendhimpermanentlyassoonashegetsoneofhisown,butwhichistobemypropertyforthepresent,inasmuchasImeantopayforit。”ThiswasputintomakeitplaintoTheobaldandChristinathattheyshouldnotbeoutofpocketinthematter。

  IfAletheahadbeenaspoorastheMissesAllaby,thereadermayguesswhatErnest’spapaandmammawouldhavesaidtothisproposal;

  butthen,ifshehadbeenaspoorasthey,shewouldneverhavemadeit。TheydidnotlikeErnest’sgettingmoreandmoreintohisaunt’sgoodbooks,stillitwasperhapsbetterthatheshoulddosothanthatsheshouldbedrivenbackupontheJohnPontifexes。Theonlything,saidTheobald,whichmadehimhesitate,wasthattheboymightbethrownwithlowassociateslateronifheweretobeencouragedinhistasteformusic——atastewhichTheobaldhadalwaysdisliked。HehadobservedwithregretthatErnesthaderenowshownratherahankeringafterlowcompany,andhemightmakeacquaintancewiththosewhowouldcorrupthisinnocence。Christinashudderedatthis,butwhentheyhadairedtheirscruplessufficientlytheyfeltandwhenpeoplebeginto“feel。”theyareinvariablygoingtotakewhattheybelievetobethemoreworldlycoursethattoopposeAlethea’sproposalwouldbeinjuringtheirson’sprospectsmorethanwasright,sotheyconsented,butnottoograciously。

  Afteratime,however,Christinagotusedtotheidea,andthenconsiderationsoccurredtoherwhichmadeherthrowherselfintoitwithcharacteristicardour。IfMissPontifexhadbeenarailwaystockshemighthavebeensaidtohavebeenbuoyantintheBattersbymarketforsomefewdays;buoyantforlongtogethershecouldneverbe,stillforatimetherereallywasanupwardmovement。

  Christina’smindwanderedtotheorganitself;sheseemedtohavemadeitwithherownhands;therewouldbenootherinEnglandtocomparewithitforcombinedsweetnessandpower。ShealreadyheardthefamousDrWalmisleyofCambridgemistakingitforaFatherSmith。Itwouldcome,nodoubt,inrealitytoBattersbyChurch,whichwantedanorgan,foritmustbeallnonsenseaboutAlethea’swishingtokeepit,andErnestwouldnothaveahouseofhisownforeversomanyyears,andtheycouldneverhaveitattheRectory。

  Oh,no!BattersbyChurchwastheonlyproperplaceforit。

  Ofcourse,theywouldhaveagrandopening,andtheBishopwouldcomedown,andperhapsyoungFigginsmightbeonavisittothem——

  shemustaskErnestifyoungFigginshadyetleftRoughborough——hemightevenpersuadehisgrandfatherLordLonsfordtobepresent。

  LordLonsfordandtheBishopandeveryoneelsewouldthencomplimenther,andDrWesleyorDrWalmisley,whoshouldpresideitdidnotmuchmatterwhich,wouldsaytoher,“MydearMrsPontifex,Ineveryetplayeduponsoremarkableaninstrument。”Thenshewouldgivehimoneofherverysweetestsmilesandsayshefearedhewasflatteringher,onwhichhewouldrejoinwithsomepleasantlittletrifleaboutremarkablementheremarkablemanbeingforthemomentErnesthavinginvariablyhadremarkablewomenfortheirmothers——

  andsoonandsoon。Theadvantageofdoingone’spraisingforoneselfisthatonecanlayitonsothickandexactlyintherightplaces。

  TheobaldwroteErnestashortandsurlyletteraproposofhisaunt’sintentionsinthismatter。

  “Iwillnotcommitmyself。”hesaid,“toanopinionwhetheranythingwillcomeofit;thiswilldependentirelyuponyourownexertions;

  youhavehadsingularadvantageshitherto,andyourkindauntisshowingeverydesiretobefriendyou,butyoumustgivegreaterproofofstabilityandsteadinessofcharacterthanyouhavegivenyetifthisorganmatterisnottoproveintheendtobeonlyonedisappointmentthemore。

  “Imustinsistontwothings:firstlythatthisnewironinthefiredoesnotdistractyourattentionfromyourLatinandGreek“

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