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  ThoughscarcelyontermswithherbrotherJohn,shehadkeptupcloserrelationswithTheobaldandhisfamily,andhadpaidafewdays’visittoBattersbyonceineverytwoyearsorso。AletheahadalwaystriedtolikeTheobaldandjoinforceswithhimasmuchasshecouldfortheytwoweretheharesofthefamily,therestbeingallhounds,butitwasnouse。Ibelieveherchiefreasonformaintainingrelationswithherbrotherwasthatshemightkeepaneyeonhischildrenandgivethemaliftiftheyprovednice。

  WhenMissPontifexhadcomedowntoBattersbyinoldtimesthechildrenhadnotbeenbeaten,andtheirlessonshadbeenmadelighter。Sheeasilysawthattheywereoverworkedandunhappy,butshecouldhardlyguesshowall-reachingwastheregimeunderwhichtheylived。Sheknewshecouldnotinterfereeffectuallythen,andwiselyforboretomaketoomanyenquiries。Hertime,ifeveritwastocome,wouldbewhenthechildrenwerenolongerlivingunderthesameroofastheirparents。ItendedinhermakinguphermindtohavenothingtodowitheitherJoeyorCharlotte,buttoseesomuchofErnestasshouldenablehertoformanopinionabouthisdispositionandabilities。

  HehadnowbeenayearandahalfatRoughboroughandwasnearlyfourteenyearsold,sothathischaracterhadbeguntoshape。Hisaunthadnotseenhimforsomelittletimeand,thinkingthatifshewastoexploithimshecoulddosonowperhapsbetterthanatanyothertime,sheresolvedtogodowntoRoughboroughonsomepretextwhichshouldbegoodenoughforTheobald,andtotakestockofhernephewundercircumstancesinwhichshecouldgethimforsomefewhourstoherself。AccordinglyinAugust1849,whenErnestwasjustenteringonhisfourthhalfyearacabdroveuptoDrSkinner’sdoorwithMissPontifex,whoaskedandobtainedleaveforErnesttocomeanddinewithherattheSwanHotel。ShehadwrittentoErnesttosayshewascomingandhewasofcourseonthelook-outforher。Hehadnotseenherforsolongthathewasrathershyatfirst,buthergoodnaturesoonsethimathisease。Shewassostronglybiassedinfavourofanythingyoungthatherheartwarmedtowardshimatonce,thoughhisappearancewaslessprepossessingthanshehadhoped。Shetookhimtoacakeshopandgavehimwhateverhelikedassoonasshehadgothimofftheschoolpremises;andErnestfeltatoncethatshecontrastedfavourablyevenwithhisauntstheMissesAllaby,whoweresoverysweetandgood。TheMissesAllabywereverypoor;sixpencewastothemwhatfiveshillingswastoAlethea。Whatchancehadtheyagainstonewho,ifshehadamind,couldputbyoutofherincometwiceasmuchasthey,poorwomen,couldspend?

  Theboyhadplentyofprattleinhimwhenhewasnotsnubbed,andAletheaencouragedhimtochatteraboutwhatevercameuppermost。Hewasalwaysreadytotrustanyonewhowaskindtohim;ittookmanyyearstomakehimreasonablywaryinthisrespect——ifindeed,asI

  sometimesdoubt,heeverwillbeaswaryasheoughttobe——andinashorttimehehadquitedissociatedhisauntfromhispapaandmammaandtherest,withwhomhisinstincttoldhimheshouldbeonhisguard。Littledidheknowhowgreat,asfarashewasconcerned,weretheissuesthatdependeduponhisbehaviour。Ifhehadknown,hewouldperhapshaveplayedhispartlesssuccessfully。

  Hisauntdrewfromhimmoredetailsofhishomeandschoollifethanhispapaandmammawouldhaveapprovedof,buthehadnoideathathewasbeingpumped。ShegotoutofhimallaboutthehappySundayevenings,andhowheandJoeyandCharlottequarrelledsometimes,butshetooknosideandtreatedeverythingasthoughitwereamatterofcourse。Likealltheboys,hecouldmimicDrSkinner,andwhenwarmedwithdinner,andtwoglassesofsherrywhichmadehimnearlytipsy,hefavouredhisauntwithsamplesoftheDoctor’smannerandspokeofhimfamiliarlyas“Sam。”

  “Sam。”hesaid,“isanawfuloldhumbug。”Itwasthesherrythatbroughtoutthispieceofswagger,forwhateverelsehewasDrSkinnerwasarealitytoMasterErnest,beforewhich,indeed,hesankintohisbootsinnotime。Aletheasmiledandsaid,“Imustnotsayanythingtothat,mustI?”Ernestsaid,“Isupposenot。”

  andwaschecked。By-and-byheventedanumberofsmallsecond-handpriggishnesseswhichhehadcaughtupbelievingthemtobethecorrectthing,andmadeitplainthatevenatthatearlyageErnestbelievedinErnestwithabeliefwhichwasamusingfromitsabsurdity。Hisauntjudgedhimcharitablyasshewassuretodo;

  sheknewverywellwherethepriggishnesscamefrom,andseeingthatthestringofhistonguehadbeenloosenedsufficientlygavehimnomoresherry。

  Itwasafterdinner,however,thathecompletedtheconquestofhisaunt。Shethendiscoveredthat,likeherself,hewaspassionatelyfondofmusic,andthat,too,ofthehighestclass。Heknew,andhummedorwhistledtoherallsortsofpiecesoutoftheworksofthegreatmasters,whichaboyofhisagecouldhardlybeexpectedtoknow,anditwasevidentthatthiswaspurelyinstinctive,inasmuchasmusicreceivednokindofencouragementatRoughborough。

  Therewasnoboyintheschoolasfondofmusicashewas。Hepickeduphisknowledge,hesaid,fromtheorganistofStMichael’sChurchwhousedtopractisesometimesonaweek-dayafternoon。

  Ernesthadheardtheorganboomingawayashewaspassingoutsidethechurchandhadsneakedinsideandupintotheorganloft。Inthecourseoftimetheorganistbecameaccustomedtohimasafamiliarvisitant,andthepairbecamefriends。

  ItwasthiswhichdecidedAletheathattheboywasworthtakingpainswith。“Helikesthebestmusic。”shethought,“andhehatesDrSkinner。Thisisaveryfairbeginning。”Whenshesenthimawayatnightwithasovereigninhispocketandhehadonlyhopedtogetfiveshillingsshefeltasthoughshehadhadagooddealmorethanhermoney’sworthforhermoney。

  NextdayMissPontifexreturnedtotown,withherthoughtsfullofhernephewandhowshecouldbestbeofusetohim。

  Itappearedtoherthattodohimanyrealserviceshemustdevoteherselfalmostentirelytohim;shemustinfactgiveuplivinginLondon,atanyrateforalongtime,andliveatRoughboroughwhereshecouldseehimcontinually。Thiswasaseriousundertaking;shehadlivedinLondonforthelasttwelveyears,andnaturallydislikedtheprospectofasmallcountrytownsuchasRoughborough。

  Wasitaprudentthingtoattemptsomuch?Mustnotpeopletaketheirchancesinthisworld?Cananyonedomuchforanyoneelseunlessbymakingawillinhisfavouranddyingthenandthere?

  Shouldnoteachlookafterhisownhappiness,andwillnottheworldbebestcarriedonifeveryonemindshisownbusinessandleavesotherpeopletomindtheirs?Lifeisnotadonkeyraceinwhicheveryoneistoridehisneighbour’sdonkeyandthelastistowin,andthepsalmistlongsinceformulatedacommonexperiencewhenhedeclaredthatnomanmaydeliverhisbrothernormakeagreementuntoGodforhim,foritcostmoretoredeemtheirsouls,sothathemustletthataloneforever。

  Alltheseexcellentreasonsforlettinghernephewaloneoccurredtoher,andmanymore,butagainstthemtherepleadedawoman’sloveforchildren,andherdesiretofindsomeoneamongtheyoungerbranchesofherownfamilytowhomshecouldbecomewarmlyattached,andwhomshecouldattachwarmlytoherself。

  Overandabovethisshewantedsomeonetoleavehermoneyto;shewasnotgoingtoleaveittopeopleaboutwhomsheknewverylittle,merelybecausetheyhappenedtobesonsanddaughtersofbrothersandsisterswhomshehadneverliked。Sheknewthepowerandvalueofmoneyexceedinglywell,andhowmanylovablepeoplesufferanddieyearlyforthewantofit;shewaslittlelikelytoleaveitwithoutbeingsatisfiedthatherlegateesweresquare,lovable,andmoreorlesshardup。Shewantedthosetohaveitwhowouldbemostlikelytouseitgeniallyandsensibly,andwhomitwouldthusbelikelytomakemosthappy;ifshecouldfindonesuchamonghernephewsandnieces,somuchthebetter;itwasworthtakingagreatdealofpainstoseewhethershecouldorcouldnot;butifshefailed,shemustfindanheirwhowasnotrelatedtoherbyblood。

  “Ofcourse。”shehadsaidtome,morethanonce,“Ishallmakeamessofit。Ishallchoosesomenice-looking,well-dressedscrew,withgentlemanlymannerswhichwilltakemein,andhewillgoandpaintAcademypictures,orwritefortheTimes,ordosomethingjustashorridthemomentthebreathisoutofmybody。”

  Asyet,however,shehadmadenowillatall,andthiswasoneofthefewthingsthattroubledher。IbelieveshewouldhaveleftmostofhermoneytomeifIhadnotstoppedher。Myfatherleftmeabundantlywelloff,andmymodeoflifehasbeenalwayssimple,sothatIhaveneverknownuneasinessaboutmoney;moreoverIwasespeciallyanxiousthatthereshouldbenooccasiongivenforill-

  naturedtalk;sheknewwell,therefore,thatherleavinghermoneytomewouldbeofallthingsthemostlikelytoweakenthetiesthatexistedbetweenus,providedthatIwasawareofit,butIdidnotmindhertalkingaboutwhomsheshouldmakeherheir,solongasitwaswellunderstoodthatIwasnottobetheperson。

  Ernesthadsatisfiedherashavingenoughinhimtotemptherstronglytotakehimup,butitwasnottillaftermanydays’

  reflectionthatshegravitatedtowardsactuallydoingso,withallthebreakinherdailywaysthatthiswouldentail。Atleast,shesaidittookhersomedays,andcertainlyitappearedtodoso,butfromthemomentshehadbeguntobroachthesubject,Ihadguessedhowthingsweregoingtoend。

  ItwasnowarrangedsheshouldtakeahouseatRoughborough,andgoandlivethereforacoupleofyears。Asacompromise,however,tomeetsomeofmyobjections,itwasalsoarrangedthatsheshouldkeepherroomsinGowerStreet,andcometotownforaweekonceineachmonth;ofcourse,also,shewouldleaveRoughboroughforthegreaterpartoftheholidays。Aftertwoyears,thethingwastocometoanend,unlessitprovedagreatsuccess。Sheshouldbythattime,atanyrate,havemadeuphermindwhattheboy’scharacterwas,andwouldthenactascircumstancesmightdetermine。

  ThepretextsheputforwardostensiblywasthatherdoctorsaidsheoughttobeayearortwointhecountryaftersomanyyearsofLondonlife,andhadrecommendedRoughboroughonaccountofthepurityofitsair,anditseasyaccesstoandfromLondon——forbythistimetherailwayhadreachedit。Shewasanxiousnottogiveherbrotherandsisteranyrighttocomplain,ifonseeingmoreofhernephewshefoundshecouldnotgetonwithhim,andshewasalsoanxiousnottoraisefalsehopesofanykindintheboy’sownmind。

  Havingsettledhoweverythingwastobe,shewrotetoTheobaldandsaidshemeanttotakeahouseinRoughboroughfromtheMichaelmasthenapproaching,andmentioned,asthoughcasually,thatoneoftheattractionsoftheplacewouldbethathernephewwasatschoolthereandsheshouldhopetoseemoreofhimthanshehaddonehitherto。

  TheobaldandChristinaknewhowdearlyAlethealovedLondon,andthoughtitveryoddthatsheshouldwanttogoandliveatRoughborough,buttheydidnotsuspectthatshewasgoingtheresolelyonhernephew’saccount,muchlessthatshehadthoughtofmakingErnestherheir。Iftheyhadguessedthis,theywouldhavebeensojealousthatIhalfbelievetheywouldhaveaskedhertogoandlivesomewhereelse。Aletheahowever,wastwoorthreeyearsyoungerthanTheobald;shewasstillsomeyearsshortoffifty,andmightverywelllivetoeighty-fiveorninety;hermoney,therefore,wasnotworthtakingmuchtroubleabout,andherbrotherandsister-

  in-lawhaddismissedit,sotospeak,fromtheirmindswithcosts,assuming,however,thatifanythingdidhappentoherwhiletheywerestillalive,themoneywould,asamatterofcourse,cometothem。

  TheprospectofAletheaseeingmuchofErnestwasaseriousmatter。

  Christinasmeltmischieffromafar,asindeedsheoftendid。

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