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  Theremainingletter,writtenbyreturnofpost,mustnowbegiven。

  Ithasthemeritofbrevity。

  “DearTheobald,——Ihavereceivedyours。Iamatalosstoconceiveitsmotive,butamveryclearastoitseffect。Youshallnotreceiveasinglesixpencefrommetillyoucometoyoursenses。

  Shouldyoupersistinyourfollyandwickedness,IamhappytorememberthatIhaveyetotherchildrenwhoseconductIcandependupontobeasourceofcreditandhappinesstome——Youraffectionatebuttroubledfather,G。PONTIFEX。”

  Idonotknowtheimmediatesequeltotheforegoingcorrespondence,butitallcameperfectlyrightintheend。EitherTheobald’sheartfailedhim,orheinterpretedtheoutwardshovewhichhisfathergavehim,astheinwardcallforwhichIhavenodoubtheprayedwithgreatearnestness——forhewasafirmbelieverintheefficacyofprayer。AndsoamIundercertaincircumstances。Tennysonhassaidthatmorethingsarewroughtbyprayerthanthisworlddreamsof,buthehaswiselyrefrainedfromsayingwhethertheyaregoodthingsorbadthings。Itmightperhapsbeaswelliftheworldweretodreamof,orevenbecomewideawaketo,someofthethingsthatarebeingwroughtbyprayer。Butthequestionisavowedlydifficult。IntheendTheobaldgothisfellowshipbyastrokeofluckverysoonaftertakinghisdegree,andwasordainedintheautumnofthesameyear,1825。

  MrAllabywasrectorofCrampsford,avillageafewmilesfromCambridge。He,too,hadtakenagooddegree,hadgotafellowship,andinthecourseoftimehadacceptedacollegelivingofabout400

  poundsayearandahouse。Hisprivateincomedidnotexceed200

  poundsayear。Onresigninghisfellowshiphemarriedawomanagooddealyoungerthanhimselfwhoborehimelevenchildren,nineofwhom——twosonsandsevendaughters——wereliving。Thetwoeldestdaughtershadmarriedfairlywell,butatthetimeofwhichIamnowwritingtherewerestillfiveunmarried,ofagesvaryingbetweenthirtyandtwenty-two——andthesonswereneitherofthemyetofftheirfather’shands。ItwasplainthatifanythingweretohappentoMrAllabythefamilywouldbeleftpoorlyoff,andthismadebothMrandMrsAllabyasunhappyasitoughttohavemadethem。

  Reader,didyoueverhaveanincomeatbestnonetoolarge,whichdiedwithyouallexcept200poundsayear?Didyoueveratthesametimehavetwosonswhomustbestartedinlifesomehow,andfivedaughtersstillunmarriedforwhomyouwouldonlybetoothankfultofindhusbands——ifyouknewhowtofindthem?Ifmoralityisthatwhich,onthewhole,bringsamanpeaceinhisdecliningyears——if,thatistosay,itisnotanutterswindle,canyouunderthesecircumstancesflatteryourselfthatyouhaveledamorallife?

  Andthis,eventhoughyourwifehasbeensogoodawomanthatyouhavenotgrowntiredofher,andhasnotfallenintosuchill-healthaslowersyourownhealthinsympathy;andthoughyourfamilyhasgrownupvigorous,amiable,andblessedwithcommonsense。Iknowmanyoldmenandwomenwhoarereputedmoral,butwhoarelivingwithpartnerswhomtheyhavelongceasedtolove,orwhohaveuglydisagreeablemaidendaughtersforwhomtheyhaveneverbeenabletofindhusbands——daughterswhomtheyloatheandbywhomtheyareloathedinsecret,orsonswhosefollyorextravaganceisaperpetualwearandworrytothem。Isitmoralforamantohavebroughtsuchthingsuponhimself?SomeoneshoulddoformoralswhatthatoldPecksniffBaconhasobtainedthecreditofhavingdoneforscience。

  ButtoreturntoMrandMrsAllaby。MrsAllabytalkedabouthavingmarriedtwoofherdaughtersasthoughithadbeentheeasiestthingintheworld。Shetalkedinthiswaybecausesheheardothermothersdoso,butinherheartofheartsshedidnotknowhowshehaddoneit,norindeed,ifithadbeenherdoingatall。Firsttherehadbeenayoungmaninconnectionwithwhomshehadtriedtopractisecertainmanoeuvreswhichshehadrehearsedinimaginationoverandoveragain,butwhichshefoundimpossibletoapplyinpractice。Thentherehadbeenweeksofawurrawurraofhopesandfearsandlittlestratagemswhichasoftenasnotprovedinjudicious,andthensomehoworotherintheend,therelaytheyoungmanboundandwithanarrowthroughhisheartatherdaughter’sfeet。Itseemedtohertobeallaflukewhichshecouldhavelittleornohopeofrepeating。Shehadindeedrepeateditonce,andmightperhapswithgoodluckrepeatityetonceagain——butfivetimesover!Itwasawful:whyshewouldratherhavethreeconfinementsthangothroughthewearandtearofmarryingasingledaughter。

  Neverthelessithadgottobedone,andpoorMrsAllabyneverlookedatayoungmanwithoutaneyetohisbeingafutureson-in-law。

  Papasandmammassometimesaskyoungmenwhethertheirintentionsarehonourabletowardstheirdaughters。Ithinkyoungmenmightoccasionallyaskpapasandmammaswhethertheirintentionsarehonourablebeforetheyacceptinvitationstohouseswheretherearestillunmarrieddaughters。

  “Ican’taffordacurate,mydear。”saidMrAllabytohiswifewhenthepairwerediscussingwhatwasnexttobedone。“ItwillbebettertogetsomeyoungmantocomeandhelpmeforatimeuponaSunday。AguineaaSundaywilldothis,andwecanchopandchangetillwegetsomeonewhosuits。”SoitwassettledthatMrAllaby’shealthwasnotsostrongasithadbeen,andthathestoodinneedofhelpintheperformanceofhisSundayduty。

  MrsAllabyhadagreatfriend——acertainMrsCowey,wifeofthecelebratedProfessorCowey。Shewaswhatwascalledatrulyspirituallymindedwoman,atrifleportly,withanincipientbeard,andanextensiveconnectionamongundergraduates,moreespeciallyamongthosewhowereinclinedtotakepartinthegreatevangelicalmovementwhichwasthenatitsheight。Shegaveeveningpartiesonceafortnightatwhichprayerwaspartoftheentertainment。Shewasnotonlyspirituallyminded,but,asenthusiasticMrsAllabyusedtoexclaim,shewasathoroughwomanoftheworldatthesametimeandhadsuchafundofstrongmasculinegoodsense。Shetoohaddaughters,but,assheusedtosaytoMrsAllaby,shehadbeenlessfortunatethanMrsAllabyherself,foronebyonetheyhadmarriedandlefthersothatheroldagewouldhavebeendesolateindeedifherProfessorhadnotbeensparedtoher。

  MrsCowey,ofcourse,knewtherunofallthebachelorclergyintheUniversity,andwastheverypersontoassistMrsAllabyinfindinganeligibleassistantforherhusband,sothislastnamedladydroveoveronemorningintheNovemberof1825,byarrangement,totakeanearlydinnerwithMrsCoweyandspendtheafternoon。Afterdinnerthetwoladiesretiredtogether,andthebusinessofthedaybegan。

  Howtheyfenced,howtheysawthroughoneanother,withwhatloyaltytheypretendednottoseethroughoneanother,withwhatgentledalliancetheyprolongedtheconversationdiscussingthespiritualfitnessofthisorthatdeacon,andtheotherprosandconsconnectedwithhimafterhisspiritualfitnesshadbeendisposedof,allthismustbelefttotheimaginationofthereader。MrsCoweyhadbeensoaccustomedtoschemingonherownaccountthatshewouldschemeforanyoneratherthannotschemeatall。Manymothersturnedtoherintheirhourofneedand,providedtheywerespirituallyminded,MrsCoweyneverfailedtodoherbestforthem;

  ifthemarriageofayoungBachelorofArtswasnotmadeinHeaven,itwasprobablymade,oratanyrateattempted,inMrsCowey’sdrawing-room。OnthepresentoccasionallthedeaconsoftheUniversityinwhomtherelurkedanysparkofpromisewereexhaustivelydiscussed,andtheupshotwasthatourfriendTheobaldwasdeclaredbyMrsCoweytobeaboutthebestthingshecoulddothatafternoon。

  “Idon’tknowthathe’saparticularlyfascinatingyoungman,mydear。”saidMrsCowey,“andhe’sonlyasecondson,butthenhe’sgothisfellowship,andeventhesecondsonofsuchamanasMrPontifexthepublishershouldhavesomethingverycomfortable。”

  “Whyyes,mydear。”rejoinedMrsAllabycomplacently,“that’swhatoneratherfeels。”

  Theinterview,likeallothergoodthingshadtocometoanend;thedayswereshort,andMrsAllabyhadasixmiles’drivetoCrampsford。Whenshewasmuffledupandhadtakenherseat,MrAllaby’sfactotum,James,couldperceivenochangeinherappearance,andlittleknewwhataseriesofdelightfulvisionshewasdrivinghomealongwithhismistress。

  ProfessorCoweyhadpublishedworksthroughTheobald’sfather,andTheobaldhadonthisaccountbeentakenintowbyMrsCoweyfromthebeginningofhisUniversitycareer。Shehadhadhereyeuponhimforsometimepast,andalmostasmuchfeltitherdutytogethimoffherlistofyoungmenforwhomwiveshadtobeprovided,aspoorMrsAllabydidtotryandgetahusbandforoneofherdaughters。

  Shenowwroteandaskedhimtocomeandseeher,intermsthatawakenedhiscuriosity。WhenhecameshebroachedthesubjectofMrAllaby’sfailinghealth,andafterthesmoothingawayofsuchdifficultiesaswereonlyMrsCowey’sdue,consideringtheinterestshehadtaken,itwasallowedtocometopassthatTheobaldshouldgotoCrampsfordforsixsuccessiveSundaysandtakethehalfofMrAllaby’sdutyathalfaguineaaSunday,forMrsCoweycutdowntheusualstipendmercilessly,andTheobaldwasnotstrongenoughtoresist。

  Ignorantoftheplotswhichwerebeingpreparedforhispeaceofmindandwithnoideabeyondthatofearninghisthreeguineas,andperhapsofastonishingtheinhabitantsofCrampsfordbyhisacademiclearning,TheobaldwalkedovertotheRectoryoneSundaymorningearlyinDecember——afewweeksonlyafterhehadbeenordained。Hehadtakenagreatdealofpainswithhissermon,whichwasonthesubjectofgeology——thencomingtotheforeasatheologicalbugbear。Heshowedthatsofarasgeologywasworthanythingatall——andhewastooliberalentirelytopooh-poohit——itconfirmedtheabsolutelyhistoricalcharacteroftheMosaicaccountoftheCreationasgiveninGenesis。Anyphenomenawhichatfirstsightappearedtomakeagainstthisviewwereonlypartialphenomenaandbrokedownuponinvestigation。Nothingcouldbeinmoreexcellenttaste,andwhenTheobaldadjournedtotherectory,wherehewastodinebetweentheservices,MrAllabycomplimentedhimwarmlyuponhisdebut,whiletheladiesofthefamilycouldhardlyfindwordswithwhichtoexpresstheiradmiration。

  Theobaldknewnothingaboutwomen。Theonlywomenhehadbeenthrownincontactwithwerehissisters,twoofwhomwerealwayscorrectinghim,andafewschoolfriendswhomthesehadgottheirfathertoasktoElmhurst。TheseyoungladieshadeitherbeensoshythattheyandTheobaldhadneveramalgamated,ortheyhadbeensupposedtobecleverandhadsaidsmartthingstohim。Hedidnotsaysmartthingshimselfanddidnotwantotherpeopletosaythem。

  Besides,theytalkedaboutmusic——andhehatedmusic——orpictures——

  andhehatedpictures——orbooks——andexcepttheclassicshehatedbooks。Andthensometimeshewaswantedtodancewiththem,andhedidnotknowhowtodance,anddidnotwanttoknow。

  AtMrsCowey’spartiesagainhehadseensomeyoungladiesandhadbeenintroducedtothem。Hehadtriedtomakehimselfagreeable,butwasalwaysleftwiththeimpressionthathehadnotbeensuccessful。TheyoungladiesofMrsCowey’ssetwerebynomeansthemostattractivethatmighthavebeenfoundintheUniversity,andTheobaldmaybeexcusedfornotlosinghishearttothegreaternumberofthem,whileifforaminuteortwohewasthrowninwithoneoftheprettierandmoreagreeablegirlshewasalmostimmediatelycutoutbysomeonelessbashfulthanhimself,andsneakedoff,feelingasfarasthefairsexwasconcerned,liketheimpotentmanatthepoolofBethesda。

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