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  “AndnowImustbeoffuptomybitofafarm;theoldsowisduetolitter,andIwanttoseehowsheisgettingon。PleaseGodshe’llhavethirteenagainanddowell。I’llordertheflytobehereatfive,thoughIshallbebackbeforethen——thatis,ItoldElizabethtodoso。Shehasgoneouttodosomevisitingforme,andtoseeifshecan’tgetintwopoundsfiveoftithethathasbeendueforthreemonths。Ifanybodycangetitit’sElizabeth。Well,good-bye;ifyouaredullandwanttotalktoBeatrice,sheisupandinthere。I

  daresayyouwillsuitoneanother。She’saveryqueergirl,Beatrice,quitebeyondmewithherideas,anditwasafunnythingherholdingyousotight,butIsupposeProvidencearrangedthat。Good-byeforthepresent,Mr。Bingham。”andthiscuriousspecimenofaclergymanvanished,leavingGeoffreyquitebreathless。

  Itwashalf-pasttwoo’clock,andthedoctorhadtoldhimthathecouldseeMissGrangeratthree。Hewishedthatitwasthree,forhewastiredofhisownthoughtsandcompany,andnaturallyanxioustorenewhisacquaintancewiththestrangegirlwhohadbegunbyimpressinghimsodeeplyandendedbysavinghislife。Therewascompletequietinthehouse;Betty,themaid-of-all-work,wasemployedinthekitchen,boththedoctorshadgone,andElizabethandherfatherwereout。To-daytherewasnowind,ithadblownitselfawayduringthenight,andthesightofthesunbeamsstreamingthroughthewindowsmadeGeoffreylongtobeintheopenair。Hehadnobookathandtoread,andwheneverhetriedtothinkhismindflewbacktothathatefulmatrimonialquarrel。

  Itwashardonhim,Geoffreythought,thatheshouldbecalledupontoenduresuchscenes。Hecouldnolongerdisguisethetruthfromhimself——hehadburiedhishappinessonhiswedding-day。Lookingbackacrosstheyears,hewellrememberedhowdifferentalifehehadimaginedforhimself。Inthosedayshewastiredofknockingaboutandofyouthfulescapades;eventhatkindofsocialsuccesswhichmustattendayoungmanwhowashandsome,clever,agoodfellow,andblessedwithlargeexpectations,had,attheageofsix-and-twenty,entirelylostitsattractiveness。Thereforehehadturnednodeafeartohisuncle,SirRobertBingham,whowasthengoingonforseventy,whenhesuggestedthatitmightbewellofGeoffreysettleddown,andintroducedhimtoLadyHonoria。

  LadyHonoriawaseighteenthen,andabeautyoftheratherthinbutstatuesquetype,whichattractsmenuptofiveorsixandtwentyandthenfrequentlybores,ifitdoesnotrepelthem。Moreover,shewascleverandwellread,andpretendedtobeintellectuallyandpoeticallyinclined,asladiesnotspeciallyfavouredbyApollosometimesdo——beforetheymarry。Coldshealwayswas;nobodyeverheardofLadyHonoriastretchingtheboundsofpropriety;butGeoffreyputthisdowntoasweetandbecomingmodesty,whichwouldvanishorbetransmutedinitsseason。Alsosheaffectedacharminginnocenceofallvulgarbusinessmatters,whichbothdeceivedandenchantedhim。

  Neverbutoncedidshealludetowaysandmeansbeforemarriage,andthenitwastosaythatshewasgladthattheyshouldbesopoortilldearSirRobertdiedhehadpromisedtoallowthemfifteenhundredayear,andtheyhadsevenmorebetweenthem,asthiswouldenablethemtoseesomuchmoreofeachother。

  Atlastcamethehappyday,andthiswhitevirginsoulpassedintoGeoffrey’skeeping。Foraweekorsothingswentfairlywell,andthendisenchantmentbegan。Helearnedbyslowbutsuredegreesthathiswifewasvain,selfishandextravagant,and,worstofall,thatshecaredverylittleabouthim。Thefirstshockwaswhenheaccidentallydiscovered,fourorfivedaysaftermarriage,thatHonoriawasintimatelyacquaintedwitheverydetailofSirRobertBingham’sproperty,and,youngasshewas,hadalreadyformedaschemetomakeitmoreproductiveaftertheoldman’sdeath。

  TheywenttoliveinLondon,andtherehefoundthatLadyHonoria,althoughbyfartoocoldandprudentawomantodoanythingthatcouldbringabreathofscandaluponhername,wasasfondofadmirationasshewasheartless。ItseemedtoGeoffreythathecouldneverbefreefromthecollectionofyoungmenwhohungaboutherskirts。Someofthemwereverygoodfellowswhomhelikedexceedingly;still,onthewholehewouldhavepreferredtoremainunmarriedandassociatewiththemattheclub。Alsothecontinualroundofsocietyandgoingoutbroughtheavierexpensesonhimthathecouldwellsupport。Andthus,littlebylittle,poorGeoffrey’sdreamofmatrimonialblissfadedintothinair。But,fortunatelyforhimself,hepossessedacertainshareoflogicandsweetreasonableness。Intimehelearnttoseethatthefaultwasnotaltogetherwithhiswife,whowasbynomeansabadsortofwomaninherdegree。Butherdegreedifferedfromhisdegree。

  Shehadmarriedforfreedomandwealthandtogainalargerscopewhereintoexercisethosetasteswhichinheriteddispositionandeducationhadgiventoher,asshebelievedthathehadmarriedherbecauseshewasthedaughterofapeer。

  LadyHonoria,likemanyanotherwomanofherstamp,wastheoverbred,orsometimestheunderbred,productofatoocivilizedageandclass。

  Thoseprimitivepassionsandvirtuesonwhichherhusbandhadreliedtomakethehappinessoftheirmarriedlifesimplydidnotexistforher。Thepassionshadbeenbredandeducatedoutofher;formanygenerationstheyhavebeenfoundinconvenientanddisquietingattributesinwoman。Asfortheoldvirtues,suchasloveofchildrenandtheordinaryroundofdomesticduty,theysimplyboredher。Onthewhole,thoughsharpoftongue,sherarelylosthertemper,forhervices,likehervirtues,wereofasomewhatnegativeorder;butthefurywhichseizedherwhenshelearnedforcertainthatshewastobecomeamotherwasathingthatherunfortunatehusbandneverforgotandneverwishedtoseeagain。Atlengththechildwasborn,afactforwhichGeoffrey,atleast,wasverythankful。

  “Takeitaway。Idonotwanttoseeit!“saidLadyHonoriatothescandalisednursewhenthelittlecreaturewasbroughttoher,wrappedinitslongrobes。

  “Giveittome,nurse——Ido。”saidherhusband。

  FromthatmomentGeoffreygaveallthepent-upaffectionofhisbruisedsoultothislittledaughter,andastheyearswentontheygrewverydeartoeachother。Butanactive-minded,strong-hearted,able-bodiedmancannottakeababeasthesolecompanionofhisexistence。ProbablyGeoffreywouldhavefoundthisoutintime,andmighthavedriftedintosomemodeoflifemoreorlessundesirable,hadnotanaccidentoccurredtopreventit。Inhisdotage,Geoffrey’solduncleSirRobertBinghamfellavictimtothewilesofanadventuressandmarriedher。Thenhepromptlydied,andeightmonthsafterwardsaposthumoussonwasborn。

  ToGeoffreythismeantruin。Hisallowancestoppedandhisexpectationsvanishedatonefellswoop。Hepulledhimselftogether,however,asabrave-heartedmandoesundersuchashock,andgoingtohiswifeheexplainedtoherthathemustnowworkforhisliving,begginghertobreakdownthebarrierthatwasbetweenthemandgivehimhersympathyandhelp。Shemethimwithtearsandreproaches。Theonethingthattouchedherkeenly,theonethingwhichshefearedandhatedwaspoverty,andallthatpovertymeanstowomenofherrankandnature。Buttherewasnohelpforit;thecharminghouseinBoltonSteethadtobegivenup,andpurgatorymustbefaced,inaflat,neartheEdgwareRoad。LadyHonoriawasmiserable,indeedhaditnotbeenthatfortunatelyforherselfshepossessedplentyofrelationsmoreorlessgrand,whomshemightcontinuallyvisitforweeksandevenformonthsatastretch,shecouldscarcelyhaveenduredheralteredlife。

  ButstrangelyenoughGeoffreysoonfoundthathewashappierthanhehadbeensincehismarriage。Tobeginwith,hesettoworklikeaman,andworkisagreatsourceofhappinesstoallvigorous-mindedfolk。

  Itisnot,intruth,aparticularlycheerfuloccupationtopassendlessdaysinhangingaboutlaw-courtsamongstacrowdofunbriefedJuniors,andmanynightsinreadingupthelawonehasforgottenandthreadingthemanyintricaciesoftheJudicatureAct。Butithappenedthathisfather,ayoungerbrotherofSirRobert’s,hadbeenasolicitor,andthoughhewasdead,andalldirectinterestwiththefirmwassevered,yetanotheruncleremainedinit,andthepartnersdidnotforgetGeoffreyinhisdifficulties。

  Theysenthimwhatworktheycouldwithoutoffendingtheirstandingcounsel,andhediditwell。Thenbydegreeshebuiltupquitealargegeneralpracticeofthekindknownasdeviling。Nowtherearefewthingsmoreunsatisfactorythandoinganotherman’sworkfornothing,buteverycasefoughtmeansknowledgegained,andwhatismoreitisadvertisement。Soitcametopassthatwithinlessthantwoyearsfromthedateofhismoneymisfortunes,GeoffreyBingham’sdarkhandsomefaceandsquarestrongformbecameverywellknownintheCourts。

  “Whatisthatman’sname?”saidonewell-knownQ。C。toanotherstillmorewellknown,astheysatwaitingfortheirchopsintheBarGrillRoom,andsawGeoffrey,hiswigpushedbackfromhisforehead,stridingthroughthedoorwayonthelastdayofthesittingwhichprecededthecommencementofthishistory。

  “Bingham。”answeredtheother。“He’sonlybeguntopractiselately,buthe’llbeatthetopofthetreebeforehehasdone。Hemarriedverywell,youknow,oldGarsington’sdaughter,acharmingwoman,andhandsometoo。”

  “Helookslikeit。”gruntedthefirst,andasamatteroffactsuchwasthegeneralopinion。

  For,asBeatricehadsaid,GeoffreyBinghamwasamanwhohadsuccesswrittenonhisforehead。Itwouldhavebeenalmostimpossibleforhimtofailinwhateverheundertook。

  CHAPTERIX

  WHATBEATRICEDREAMED

  Geoffreylayuponhisback,watchingthestillpatchofsunshineandlisteningtothetickingoftheclock,ashepassedalltheseandmanyothereventsinsolemnreview,tilltheseriesculminatedinhisvividrecollectionofthesceneofthatverymorning。

  “Iamsickofit。”hesaidatlastaloud,“sickandtired。Shemakesmylifewretched。Ifitwasn’tforEffieuponmywordI’d……ByJove,itisthreeo’clock;IwillgoandseeMissGranger。She’sawoman,notafemaleghostatanyrate,thoughsheisafreethinker——

  which。”headdedasheslowlystruggledoffthecouch,“isaveryfoolishthingtobe。”

  Veryshakily,forhewassadlyknockedabout,Geoffreyhobbleddownthelongnarrowroomandthroughthedoor,whichwasajar。Theoppositedoorwasalsosethalfopen。Heknockedsoftly,andgettingnoanswerpusheditwideandlookedin,thinkingthathehad,perhaps,madesomemistakeastotheroom。Onasofaplacedabouttwo-thirdsdownitslength,layBeatriceasleep。Shewaswrappedinakindofdressing-gownofsomesimplebluestuff,andallaboutherbreastandshouldersstreamedherlovelycurlinghair。Hersweetfacewastowardshim,itspallorrelievedonlybythelongshadowofthedarklashesandthebentbowofthelips。Onewhitewristandhandhungdownalmosttothefloor,andbeneaththespreadcurtainofthesunlithairherbosomheavedsoftlyinhersleep。Shelookedsowondrouslybeautifulinherrestthathestoppedalmostawed,andgazed,andgazedagain,feelingasthoughapresentsenseandpowerwerestillinghishearttosilence。Itisdangeroustolookuponsuchquietloveliness,andverydangeroustofeelthatpressureattheheart。A

  trulywisemanfeelingitwouldhavefled,knowingthatseedssowninsuchsilencesmaylivetobloomuponabitterday,andshedtheirfruitintothewatersofdesolation。ButGeoffreywasnotwise——whowouldhavebeen?Hestillstoodandgazedtillthesightstampeditselfsodeeplyonthetabletsofhisheartthatthroughalltheyearstocomenoheatsofpassion,nofrostsofdoubt,andnosenseoflosscouldeverdullitsmemory。

  Thesilentsunshoneon,thesilentwomanslept,andinsilencethewatchergazed。Andashelookedagreatfear,aprescienceofevilthatshouldcome,enteredintoGeoffreyandtookpossessionofhim。A

  cloudwithoutcrossedtherayofsunlightandturnedit。Itwavered,foraseconditrestedonhisbreast,flashedbacktohers,thenwentout;andasitflashedanddied,heseemedtoknowthathenceforth,forlifetilldeath,ay!andbeyond,hisfateandthatsleepingwoman’swereonefate。Itwasbutamomentaryknowledge;thefearshookhim,andwasgonealmostbeforeheunderstooditsfoolishness。

  Butithadbeenwithhim,andinafterdaysherememberedit。

  JustthenBeatricewoke,openinghergreyeyes。Theirdreamyglancefelluponhim,lookingthroughhimandbeyondhim,ratherthanathim。

  Thensheraisedherselfalittleandstretchingoutbothherarmstowardshim,spokealoud。

  “Sohaveyouhavecomebacktomeatlast。”shesaid。“IknewthatyouwouldcomeandIhavewaited。”

  Hemadenoanswer,hedidnotknowwhattosay;indeedhebegantothinkthathealsomustbedreaming。ForalittlewhileBeatricestilllookedathiminthesameabsentmanner,thensuddenlystartedup,theredbloodstreamingtoherbrow。

  “Why,Mr。Bingham。”shesaid,“isitreallyyou?WhatwasitthatI

  said?Oh,prayforgiveme,whateveritwas。Ihavebeenasleepdreamingsuchacuriousdream,andtalkinginmysleep。”

  “Donotalarmyourself,MissGranger。”heanswered,recoveringhimselfwithajerk;“youdidnotsayanythingdreadful,onlythatyouweregladtoseeme。Whatwereyoudreamingabout?”

  Beatricelookedathimdoubtfully;perhapshiswordsdidnotringquitetrue。

  “IthinkthatIhadbettertellyouasIhavesaidsomuch。”sheanswered。“Besides,itwasaverycuriousdream,andifIbelievedindreamsitwouldratherfrightenme,onlyfortunatelyIdonot。SitdownandIwilltellittoyoubeforeIforgetit。Itisnotverylong。”

  Hetookthechairtowhichshepointed,andshebegan,speakinginthevoiceofoneyetladenwiththememoriesofsleep。

  “IdreamedthatIstoodinspace。Fartomyrightwasagreatglobeoflight,andtomyleftwasanotherglobe,andIknewthattheglobeswerenamedLifeandDeath。Fromtheglobeontherighttotheglobeontheleft,andbackagain,agoldenshuttle,inwhichtwoflamingeyeswereset,wasshotcontinually,andIknewalsothatthiswastheshuttleofDestiny,weavingthewebofFate。Presentlytheshuttleflew,leavingbehinditalongsilverthread,andtheeyesintheshuttleweresuchasyoureyes。Againtheshuttlespedthroughspace,andthistimeitseyeswerelikemyeyes,andthethreaditleftbehinditwastwistedfromawoman’shair。HalfwaybetweentheglobesofLifeandDeathmythreadwasbroken,buttheshuttleflewonandvanished。Foramomentthethreadhunginair,thenawindroseandblewit,sothatitfloatedawaylikeaspider’sweb,tillitstruckuponyoursilverthreadoflifeandbegantotwistroundandroundit。

  Asittwisteditgrewlargerandheavier,tillatlastitwasthickasagreattressofhair,andthesilverlinebentbeneaththeweightsothatIsawitsoonmustbreak。ThenwhileIwonderedwhatwouldhappen,awhitehandholdingaknifeslidslowlydownthesilverline,andwiththeknifeseveredthewrappingsofwoman’shair,whichfellandfloatedslowlyaway,likealittlecloudtouchedwithsunlight,tilltheywerelostindarkness。Butthethreadofsilverthatwasyourlineoflife,sprangupquiveringandmakingasoundlikesighs,tillatlastitsigheditselftosilence。

  “ThenIseemedtosleep,andwhenIwokeIwasfloatinguponsuchamistyseaaswesawlastnight。Ihadlostallsightofland,andI

  couldnotrememberwhatthestarswerelike,norhowIhadbeentaughttosteer,norunderstandwhereImustgo。Icalledtothesea,andaskeditofthestars,andtheseaansweredmethus:

  “’Hopehasrentherraiment,andthestarsareset。’

  “Icalledagain,andaskedofthelandwhereIshouldgo,andthelanddidnotanswer,buttheseaansweredmeasecondtime:

  “’Childofthemist,wanderinthemist,andindarknessseekforlight。’

  “ThenIweptbecauseHopehadrentherstarrygarmentandindarknessImustseekforlight。AndwhileIstillwept,/you/roseoutoftheseaandsatbeforemeintheboat。Ihadneverseenyoubefore,andstillIfeltthatIhadknownyoualways。Youdidnotspeak,andIdidnotspeak,butyoulookedintomyheartandsawitstrouble。ThenI

  lookedintoyourheart,andreadwhatwaswritten。Andthiswaswritten:

  “’WomanwhomIknewbeforethePastbegan,andwhomIshallknowwhentheFutureisended,whydoyouweep?’

  “Andmyheartanswered,’IweepbecauseIamlostuponthewatersoftheearth,becauseHopehasrentherstarryrobes,andineverlastingdarknessImustseekforlightthatisnot。’Thenyourheartsaid,’/I/willshowyoulight,’andbendingforwardyoutouchedmeonthebreast。

  “Andsuddenlyanagonyshookmeliketheagoniesofbirthanddeath,andtheskywasfullofgreat-wingedangelswhorolledupthemistasacloth,anddrewtheveilsfromtheeyesofNight,andthere,herfeetupontheglobe,andherstar-setheadpiercingthefirmamentofheaven,stoodHopebreathingpeaceandbeauty。Shelookednorthandsouthandeastandwest,thenshelookedupwardsthroughthearchingvaultsofheaven,andwherevershesethereyes,brightwithholytears,thedarknessshrivelledandsorrowceased,andfromcorruptionarosetheIncorruptible。Igazedandworshipped,andasIdidso,againtheseaspokeunquestioned:

  “’Indarknessthouhastfoundlight,inDeathseekforwisdom。’

  “ThenoncemoreHoperentherstarryrobes,andtheangelsdrewdownaveilovertheeyesofNight,andtheseaswallowedme,andIsanktillIreachedthedeepfoundationsofmortaldeath。AndthereintheHallsofDeathIsatforagesuponages,tillatlastIsawyoucome,andonyourlipswasthewordofwisdomthatmakesallthingsclear,butwhatitwasIcannotremember。ThenIstretchedoutmyhandtogreetyou,andwoke,andthatisallmydream。”

  Beatriceceased,hergreyeyessetwide,asthoughtheystillstrovetotracetheirspiritualvisionupontheairofearth,herbreastheaving,andherlipsapart。

  “Greatheaven!“hesaid,“whatanimaginationyoumusthavetodreamsuchadreamasthat。”

  “Imagination。”sheanswered,returningtohernaturalmanner。“Ihavenone,Mr。Bingham。Iusedtohave,butIlostitwhenIlost——

  everythingelse。Canyouinterpretmydream?Ofcourseyoucannot;itisnothingbutnonsense——suchstuffasdreamsaremadeof,thatisall。”

  “Itmaybenonsense,Idaresayitis,butitisbeautifulnonsense。”

  heanswered。“Iwishladieshadmoreofsuchstufftogivetheworld。”

  “Ah,well,dreamsmaybewiserthanwakings,andnonsensethanlearnedtalk,forallweknow。Butthere’sanendofit。IdonotknowwhyI

  repeatedittoyou。IamsorrythatIdidrepeatit,butitseemedsorealitshookmeoutofmyself。Thisiswhatcomesofbreakinginupontheroutineoflifebybeingthreepartsdrowned。Onefindsqueerthingsatthebottomofthesea,youknow。BythewayIhopethatyouarerecovering。Idonotthinkthatyouwillcaretogocanoeingagainwithme,Mr。Bingham。”

  Therewasanopeningforacomplimenthere,butGeoffreyfeltthatitwouldbetoomuchinearnestifspoken,soheresistedthetemptation。

  “What,MissGranger。”hesaid,“shouldamansaytoaladywhobutlastnightsavedhislife,attherisk,indeedalmostatthecost,ofherown?”

  “Itwasnothing。”sheanswered,colouring;“Iclungtoyou,thatwasall,morebyinstinctthanfromanymotive。IthinkIhadavagueideathatyoumightfloatandsupportme。”

  “MissGranger,theoccasionistooseriousforpolitefibs。Iknowhowyousavedmylife。Idonotknowhowtothankyouforit。”

  “Thendon’tthankmeatall,Mr。Bingham。Whyshouldyouthankme?I

  onlydidwhatIwasboundtodo。Iwouldfarratherdiethandesertacompanionindistress,ofanysort;weallmustdie,butitwouldbedreadfultodieashamed。Youknowwhattheysay,thatifyousaveapersonfromdrowningyouwilldothemaninjuryafterwards。Thatishowtheyputithere;insomepartsthesayingistheotherwayabout,butIamnotlikelyevertodoyouaninjury,soitdoesnotmakemeunhappy。Itwasanawfulexperience:youweresenseless,soyoucannotknowhowstrangeitfeltlyingupontheslipperyrock,andseeingthosegreatwhitewavesrushuponusthroughthegloom,withnothingbutthenightabove,andtheseaaround,anddeathbetweenthetwo。I

  havebeenlonelyformanyyears,butIdonotthinkthatIeverquiteunderstoodwhatlonelinessreallymeantbefore。Yousee。”sheaddedbywayofanafterthought,“Ithoughtthatyouweredead,andthereisnotmuchcompanyinacorpse。”

  “Well。”hesaid,“onethingis,itwouldhavebeenlonelierifwehadgone。”

  “Doyouthinkso?”sheanswered,lookingathiminquiringly。“Idon’tquiteseehowyoumakethatout。Ifyoubelieveinwhatwehavebeentaught,asIthinkyoudo,whereveritwasyoufoundyourselftherewouldbeplentyofcompany,andif,likeme,youdonotbelieveinanything,why,then,youwouldhaveslept,andsleepasksfornothing。”

  “Didyoubelieveinnothingwhenyoulayupontherockwaitingtobedrowned,MissGranger?”

  “Nothing!“sheanswered;“onlyweakpeoplefindrevelationintheextremitiesoffear。Ifrevelationcomesatall,surelyitmustbebornintheheartandnotinthesenses。Ibelievedinnothing,andI

  dreadednothing,excepttheagonyofdeath。WhyshouldIbeafraid?

  SupposingthatIammistaken,andthereissomethingbeyond,isitmyfaultthatIcannotbelieve?WhathaveIdonethatIshouldbeafraid?

  IhaveneverharmedanybodythatIknowof,andifIcouldbelieveI

  would。IwishIhaddied。”shewenton,passionately;“itwouldbeallovernow。Iamtiredoftheworld,tiredofworkandhelplessness,andallthelittleworrieswhichwearoneout。Iamnotwantedhere,I

  havenothingtolivefor,andIwishthatIhaddied!“

  “Somedayyouwillthinkdifferently,MissGranger。Therearemanythingsthatawomanlikeyourselfcanlivefor——attheleast,thereisyourwork。”

  Shelaugheddrearily。“Mywork!Ifyouonlyknewwhatitislikeyouwouldnottalktomeaboutit。EverydayIrollmystoneupthehill,andeverynightitseemstorolldownagain。Butyouhavenevertaughtinavillageschool。Howcanyouknow?Iworkallday,andintheeveningperhapsIhavetomendthetablecloths,or——whatdoyouthink?——

  writemyfather’ssermons。Itsoundscurious,doesitnot,thatI

  shouldwritesermons?ButIdo。IwrotetheoneheisgoingtopreachnextSunday。Itmakesverylittledifferencetohimwhatitissolongashecanreadit,and,ofcourse,Ineversayanythingwhichcanoffendanybody,andIdonotthinkthattheylistenmuch。VeryfewpeoplegotochurchinBryngelly。”

  “Don’tyouevergetanytimetoyourself,then?”

  “Oh,yes,sometimesIdo,andthenIgooutinmycanoe,orread,andamalmosthappy。Afterall,Mr。Bingham,itisverywrongandungratefulofmetospeaklikethis。Ihavemoreadvantagesthannine-

  tenthsoftheworld,andIoughttomakethebestofthem。Idon’tknowwhyIhavebeenspeakingasIhave,andtoyou,whomIneversawtillyesterday。Ineverdiditbeforetoanylivingsoul,Iassureyou。Itisjustlikethestoryofthemanwhocameherelastyearwiththediviningrod。Thereisacottagedownonthecliff——itbelongstoMr。Davies,wholivesintheCastle。Well,theyhavenodrinkingwaternear,andthenewtenantmadeagreatfussaboutit。SoMr。Davieshiredmen,andtheyduganddugandspentnoendofmoney,butcouldnotcometowater。Atlastthetenantfetchedanoldmanfromsomeparishalongwayoff,whosaidthathecouldfindspringswithadiviningrod。Hewasacuriousoldmanwithacrutch,andhecamewithhisrod,andhobbledabouttillatlasttherodtwitchedjustatthetenant’sbackdoor——atleastthedivinersaiditdid。Atanyrate,theydugthere,andintenminutesstruckaspringofwater,whichbubbledupsostronglythatitrushedintothehouseandfloodedit。

  Andwhatdoyouthink?Afterall,thewaterwasbrackish。Youarethemanwiththediviningrod,Mr。Bingham,andyouhavemademetalkagreatdealtoomuch,and,afterall,youseeitisnotnicetalk。Youmustthinkmeaverydisagreeableandwickedyoungwoman,andI

  daresayIam。Butsomehowitisarelieftoopenone’smind。Idohope,Mr。Bingham,thatyouwillsee——inshort,thatyouwillnotmisunderstandme。”

  “MissGranger。”heanswered,“thereisbetweenusthatwhichwillalwaysentitleustomutualrespectandconfidence——thelinkoflifeanddeath。Haditnotbeenforyou,Ishouldnotsitheretolistentoyourconfidenceto-day。Youmaytellmethatamerenaturalimpulsepromptedyoutodowhatyoudid。Iknowbetter。Itwasyourwillthattriumphedoveryournaturalimpulsetowardsself-preservation。Well,I

  willsaynomoreaboutit,exceptthis:Ifeveramanwasboundtoawomanbytiesofgratitudeandrespect,Iamboundtoyou。YouneednotfearthatIshalltakeadvantageoformisinterpretyourconfidence。”Hereheroseandstoodbeforeher,hisdarkhandsomefacebowedinproudhumility。“MissGranger,IlookuponitasanhonourdonetomebyonewhomhenceforthImustreverenceamongallwomen。

  Thelifeyougavebacktome,andtheintelligencewhichdirectsit,areindutyboundtoyou,andIshallnotforgetthedebt。”

  Beatricelistenedtohiswords,spokeninthatdeepandearnestvoice,whichinafteryearsbecamesofamiliartoHerMajesty’sjudgesandtoParliament——listenedwithanewsenseofpleasurerisinginherheart。

  Shewasthisman’sequal;whathecoulddare,shecoulddare;wherehecouldclimb,shecouldfollow——ay,andifneedbe,showthepath,andshefeltthatheacknowledgedit。Inhissightshewassomethingmorethanahandsomegirltobeadmiredanddeferredtoforherbeauty’ssake。Hehadplacedheronanotherlevel——one,perhaps,thatfewwomenwouldhavewishedtooccupy。ButBeatricewasthankfultohim。Itwasthefirsttasteofsupremacythatshehadeverknown。

  ItissomethingtostirtheproudheartofsuchawomanasBeatrice,inthatmomentwhenforthefirsttimeshefeelsherselfaconqueror,victorious,notthroughthevulgaradvantageofhersex,notbythesubmissionofman’scoarsersense,butratherbytheoverbalancingweightofmind。

  “Doyouknow。”shesaid,suddenlylookingup,“youmakemeveryproud。”andshestretchedoutherhandtohim。

  Hetookit,and,bending,toucheditwithhislips。Therewasnopossibilityofmisinterpretingtheaction,andthoughshecolouredalittle——for,tillthen,nomanhadevenkissedthetipofherfinger——

  shedidnotmisinterpretit。Itwasanactofhomage,andthatwasall。

  Andsotheysealedthecompactoftheirperfectfriendshipforeverandaday。

  Thencameamoment’ssilence。ItwasGeoffreywhobrokeit。

  “MissGranger。”hesaid,“willyouallowmetopreachyoualecture,averyshortone?”

  “Goon。”shesaid。

  “Verywell。Donotblamemeifyoudon’tlikeit,anddonotsetmedownasaprig,thoughIamgoingtotellyouyourfaultsasIreadtheminyourownwords。Youareproudandambitious,andthecrampedlinesinwhichyouareforcedtoliveseemtostrangleyou。Youhavesuffered,andhavenotlearnedthelessonofsuffering——humility。YouhavesetyourselfupagainstFate,andFatesweepsyoualonglikesprayuponthegale,yetyougounwilling。Inyourimpatienceyouhaveflowntolearningforrefuge,andithascompletedyouroverthrow,forithasinducedyoutorejectasnon-existentallthatyoucannotunderstand。Becauseyourfinitemindcannotsearchinfinity,becausenoanswerhascometoallyourprayers,becauseyouseemiseryandcannotreaditspurpose,becauseyousufferandhavenotfoundrest,youhavesaidthereisnaughtbutchance,andbecomeanatheist,asmanyhavedonebeforeyou。Isitnottrue?”

  “Goon。”sheanswered,bowingherheadtoherbreastsothatthelongripplinghairalmosthidherface。

  “Itseemsalittleodd。”Geoffreysaidwithashortlaugh,“thatI,withallmyimperfectionsheapeduponme,shouldpresumetopreachtoyou——butyouwillknowbesthownearorhowfarIamfromthetruth。

  SoIwanttosaysomething。Ihavelivedforthirty-fiveyears,andseenagooddealandtriedtolearnfromit,andIknowthis。Inthelongrun,unlessweofourownactputawaytheopportunity,theworldgivesusourdue,whichgenerallyisnotmuch。Somuchforthingstemporal。Ifyouarefittorule,intimeyouwillrule;ifyoudonot,thenbecontentandacknowledgeyourownincapacity。Andasforthingsspiritual,Iamsureofthis——thoughofcourseonedoesnotliketotalkmuchofthesematters——ifyouonlyseekforthemlongenoughinsomeshapeyouwillfindthem,thoughtheshapemaynotbethatwhichisgenerallyrecognisedbyanyparticularreligion。Buttobuildawalldeliberatelybetweenoneselfandtheunseen,andthencomplainthatthewayisbarred,issimplychildish。”

  “Andwhatifone’swallisbuilt,Mr。Bingham?”

  “Mostofushavedonesomethinginthatlineatdifferenttimes。”heanswered,“andfoundawayroundit。”

  “Andifitstretchesfromhorizontohorizon,andishigherthantheclouds,whatthen?”

  “Thenyoumustfindwingsandflyoverit。”

  “Andwherecananyearthlywomanfindthosespiritualwings?”sheasked,andthensankherheadstilldeeperonherbreasttocoverherconfusion。Forsherememberedthatshehadheardofwanderersintheduskygrovesofhumanpassion,yes,evenM?nadwanderers,whohadsuddenlycomefacetofacewiththeirownsoul;andthatthecruelpathsofearthlylovemayyetleadthefeetwhichtreadthemtotheivorygatesofheaven。

  Andrememberingthesebeautifulmyths,thoughshehadnoexperienceoflove,andknewlittleofitsways,Beatricegrewsuddenlysilent。NordidGeoffreygiveherananswer,thoughheneedscarcelyhavefearedtodoso。

  Forweretheynotdiscussingapurelyabstractquestion?

  CHAPTERX

  LADYHONORIAMAKESARRANGEMENTS

  Inanothermomentsomebodyenteredtheroom;itwasElizabeth。Shehadreturnedfromhertithecollectingexpedition——withthetithe。Thedoorofthesitting-roomwasstillajar,andGeoffreyhadhisbacktowardsit。SoithappenedthatnobodyheardElizabeth’srathercat-

  likestep,andforsomesecondsshestoodinthedoorwaywithoutbeingperceived。Shestoodquitestill,takinginthewholesceneataglance。Shenoticedthathersisterheldherheaddown,sothatherhairshadowedher,andguessedthatshedidsoforsomereason——

  probablybecauseshedidnotwishherfacetobeseen。Orwasittoshowoffherlovelyhair?Shenoticedalsothehalfshy,halfamused,andaltogetherinterestedexpressionuponGeoffrey’scountenance——shecouldseethatinthelittlegilt-edgedlooking-glasswhichhungoverthefire-place,nordidsheoverlookthegeneralairofembarrassmentthatpervadedthemboth。

  Whenshecamein,ElizabethhadbeenthinkingofOwenDavies,andofwhatmighthavehappenedhadsheneverseenthetideoflifeflowbackintohersister’sveins。Shehaddreamedofitallnightandhadthoughtofitallday;evenintheexcitementofextractingthebacktithefromtherecalcitrantandrathercoarse-mindedWelshfarmer,withstrongviewsonthesubjectoftithe,ithadnotbeenentirelyforgotten。ThefarmerwasatenantofOwenDavies,andwhenhecalledhera“parsoninpetticoats,andwus。”andwenton,indelicatereferencetoherpowersofextractingcash,tolikenhertoa“two-

  leggedcorkscrewonlyscrewier。”sheperhapsnotunnaturallyreflected,thatifever——/pace/Beatrice——certainthingsshouldcomeabout,shewouldrememberthatfarmer。ForElizabethwasblessedwithaverylongmemory,assomepeoplehadlearnttotheircost,andgenerally,soonerorlater,shepaidherdebtsinfull,notforgettingtheoverdueinterest。

  Andnow,asshestoodinthedoorwayunseenandnotedthesematters,somethingoccurredtoherinconnectionwiththisdominatingidea,which,likeideasingeneral,hadmanysideissues。Atanyratealookofquickintelligenceshoneforamomentinherlighteyes,likeasicklysunbeamonafaintDecembermist;thenshemovedforward,andwhenshewasclosebehindGeoffrey,spokesuddenly。

  “Whatareyouboththinkingabout?”shesaidinherclearthinvoice;

  “youseemtohaveexhaustedyourconversation。”

  Geoffreymadeanexclamationandfairlyjumpedfromhischair,afeatwhichinhisbruisedconditionreallyhurthimverymuch。Beatricetoostartedviolently;sherecoveredherselfalmostinstantly,however。

  “Howquietlyyoumove,Elizabeth。”shesaid。

  “Notmorequietlythanyousit,Beatrice。Ihavebeenwonderingwhenanybodywasgoingtosayanything,orifyouwerebothasleep。”

  ForherpartBeatricespeculatedhowlonghersisterhadbeenintheroom。Theirconversationhadbeeninnocentenough,butitwasnotonethatshewouldwishElizabethtohaveoverheard。AndsomehowElizabethhadaknackofoverhearingthings。

  “Yousee,MissGranger。”saidGeoffreycomingtotherescue,“bothourbrainsarestillratherwaterlogged,andthatdoesnottendtoaflowofideas。”

  “Quiteso。”saidElizabeth。“MydearBeatrice,whydon’tyoutieupyourhair?YoulooklikeacrazyJane。Notbutwhatyouhaveverynicehair。”sheaddedcritically。“Doyouadmiregoodhair,Mr。Bingham。”

  “OfcourseIdo。”heansweredgallantly,“butitisnotcommon。”

  OnlyBeatricebitherlipwithvexation。“Ihadalmostforgottenaboutmyhair。”shesaid;“Imustapologiseforappearinginsuchastate。I

  wouldhavedoneitupafterdinneronlyIwastoostiff,andwhileI

  waswaitingforBetty,Iwenttosleep。”

  “Ithinkthereisabitofribboninthatdrawer。Isawyouputitthereyesterday。”answeredthepreciseElizabeth。“Yes,hereitis。Ifyoulike,andMr。Binghamwillexcuseit,Icantieitbackforyou。”

  andwithoutwaitingforananswershepassedbehindBeatrice,andgatheringupthedensemassesofhersister’slocks,tiedthemroundinsuchfashionthattheycouldnotfallforward,thoughtheystillrolleddownherback。

  JustthenMr。Grangercamebackfromhisvisittothefarm。Hewasinhighgoodhumour。Thepighadevensurpassedherformerefforts,andincreasedinasurprisingmanner,tothenumberoffifteenindeed。

  Elizabeththereonproducedthetwopoundsoddshillingswhichshehad“corkscrewed“outoftherecalcitrantdissentingfarmer,andthesightaddedtoMr。Granger’ssatisfaction。

  “Wouldyoubelieveit,Mr。Bingham。”hesaid,“inthismiserablypaidparishIhavenearlyahundredpoundsowingtome,ahundredpoundsintithe。ThereisoldJoneswholivesouttowardstheBellRock,heowesthreeyears’tithe——thirty-fourpoundselevenandfourpence。Hecanpayandhewon’tpay——sayshe’saBaptistandisnotgoingtopayparson’sdues——thoughforthematterofthatheisnothingbutanoldbeertubofaheathen。”

  “Whydon’tyouproceedagainsthim,then,Mr。Granger?”

  “Proceed,Ihaveproceeded。I’vegotjudgment,andImeantoissueexecutioninafewdays。Iwon’tstanditanylonger。”hewenton,workinghimselfupandshakinghisheadashespoketillhisthinwhitehairfellabouthiseyes。“Iwillhavethelawofhimandtheotherstoo。Youarealawyerandyoucanhelpme。Itellyouthere’saspiritabroadwhichjustcomestojust——nomanisn’ttopayhislawfuldebts,exceptofcoursetheparsonandthesquire。Theymustpayorgotothecourt。Butthereislawleft,andI’llhaveit,beforetheyplaytheIrishgameonushere。”Andhebroughtdownhisfistwithabanguponthetable。

  Geoffreylistenedwithsomeamusement。Sothiswastheweakoldman’ssorepoint——money。Hewasclearlyverystrongaboutthat——asstrongasLadyHonoriaindeed,butwithmoreexcuse。Elizabethalsolistenedwithevidentapproval,butBeatricelookedpained。

  “Don’tgetangry,father。”shesaid;“perhapshewillpayafterall。

  Itisbadtotakethelawifyoucanmanageanyotherway——itbreedssomuchillblood。”

  “Nonsense,Beatrice。”saidhersistersharply。“Fatherisquiteright。

  There’sonlyonewaytodealwiththem,andthatistoseizetheirgoods。Ibelieveyouaresocialistaboutproperty,asyouareabouteverythingelse。Youwanttopulleverythingdown,fromtheQueentothelawsofmarriage,allforthegoodofhumanity,andItellyouthatyourideaswillbeyourruin。Defycustomanditwillcrushyou。

  Youarerunningyourheadagainstabrickwall,andonedayyouwillfindwhichistheharder。”

  Beatriceflushed,butansweredhersister’sattack,whichwasallthesharperbecauseithadacertainspiceoftruthinit。

  “Ineverexpressedanysuchviews,Elizabeth,soIdonotseewhyyoushouldattributethemtome。Ionlysaidthatlegalproceedingsbreedbadbloodinaparish,andthatistrue。”

  “Ididnotsayyouexpressedthem。”wentonthevigorousElizabeth;

  “youlookthem——theyoozeoutofyourwordslikewaterfromapeatbog。Everybodyknowsyouarearadicalandafreethinkerandeverythingelsethatisbadandmad,andcontrarytothatstateoflifeinwhichithaspleasedGodtocallyou。Theendofitwillbethatyouwilllosethemistresshipoftheschool——andIthinkitisveryhardonfatherandmethatyoushouldbringdisgraceonuswithyourstrangewaysandimmoralviews,andnowyoucanmakewhatyoulikeofit。”

  “IwishthatallradicalswerelikeMissBeatrice。”saidGeoffrey,whowasfeelingexceedinglyuncomfortable,withafeebleattemptatpolitejocosity。Butnobodyseemedtohearhim。Elizabeth,whowasnowfairlyinarage,afaintflushuponherpalecheeks,herlighteyesallashine,andherthinfingersclasped,stoodfrontingherbeautifulsister,andbreathingspiteateverypore。ButitwaseasyforGeoffreywhowaswatchinghertoseethatitwasnothersister’sviewsshewasattacking;itwashersister。Itwasthatsoftstronglovelinessandthegloryofthatface;itwasthedeepgentlemind,erringfromitsverygreatness,andthebrightintellectwhichlititlikealamp;itwasthelearningandthepowerthat,givethemplay,wouldsetaworldaflame,aseasilyastheydidtheheartoftheslow-

  wittedhermitsquire,whomElizabethcoveted——thesewerethethingsthatElizabethhated,andbitterlyassailed。

  Accustomedtoobserve,Geoffreysawthisinstantly,andthenglancedatthefather。Theoldmanwasfrightened;clearlyhewasafraidofElizabeth,anddreadedascene。Hestoodfidgetinghisfeetabout,andtryingtofindsomethingtosay,asheglancedapprehensivelyathiselderdaughter,throughhisthinhanginghair。

  Lastly,GeoffreylookedatBeatrice,whowasindeedwellworthlookingat。Herfacewasquitepaleandthecleargreyeyesshoneoutbeneaththeirdarklashes。Shehadrisen,drawingherselftoherfullheight,whichherexquisiteproportionsseemedtoincrease,andwaslookingathersister。Presentlyshesaidonewordandoneonly,butitwasenough。

  “/Elizabeth。/“

  Hersisteropenedherlipstospeakagain,buthesitated,andchangedhermind。TherewassomethinginBeatrice’smannerthatcheckedher。

  “Well。”shesaidatlength,“youshouldnotirritatemeso,Beatrice。”

  Beatricemadenoreply。SheonlyturnedtowardsGeoffrey,andwithagracefullittlebow,said:

  “Mr。Bingham,Iamsurethatyouwillforgivethisscene。Thefactis,weallsleptbadlylastnight,andithasnotimprovedourtempers。”

  Therewasapause,ofwhichMr。Grangertookahurriedandratherundignifiedadvantage。

  “Um,ah。”hesaid。“Bytheway,Beatrice,whatwasitIwantedtosay?

  Ah,Iknow——haveyouwritten,Imeanwrittenout,thatsermonfornextSunday?Mydaughter。”headded,addressingGeoffreyinexplanation——

  “um,copiesmysermonsforme。Shewritesaverygoodhand——“

  RememberingBeatrice’sconfidenceastohersermonmanufacturingfunctions,Geoffreyfeltamusedatherfather’s/na?ve/wayofdescribingthem,andBeatricealsosmiledfaintlyassheansweredthatthesermonwasready。Justthentherollofwheelswasheardwithout,andtheonlyflythatBryngellycouldboastpulledupinfrontofthedoor。

  “Hereistheflycomeforyou,Mr。Bingham。”saidMr。Granger——“andasIlive,herladyshipwithit。Elizabeth,seeifthereisn’tsometeaready。”andtheoldgentleman,whohadallthetraditionalloveofthelowermiddle-classEnglishmanforatitle,trottedofftowelcome“herladyship。”

  PresentlyLadyHonoriaenteredtheroom,asweet,ifratherasetsmileuponherhandsomeface,andwithagracefulmien,thatbecamehertallfigureexceedinglywell。FortodoLadyHonoriajustice,shewasoneofthemostladylikewomeninthecountry,andsofarasherpersonalappearancewent,averyperfecttypeoftheclasstowhichshebelonged。

  Geoffreylookedather,sayingtohimselfthatshehadclearlyrecoveredhertemper,andthathewasthankfulforit。Thiswasnotwonderful,foritisobservablethatthemorearistocraticalady’smannersare,themoredisagreeablesheisapttobewhensheiscrossed。

  “Well,Geoffreydear。”shesaid,“youseeIhavecometofetchyou。I

  wasdeterminedthatyoushouldnotgetyourselfdrownedasecondtimeonyourwayhome。Howareyounow?——butIneednotask,youlookquitewellagain。”

  “Itisverykindofyou,Honoria。”saidherhusbandsimply,butitwasdoubtfulifsheheardhim,foratthemomentshewasengagedinsearchingoutthesoulofBeatrice,withoneofthemostpenetratingandcomprehensiveglancesthatyoungladyhadeverenjoyedthehonourofreceiving。Therewasnothingrudeaboutthelook,itwastooquick,butBeatricefeltthatquickasitmightbeitembracedheraltogether。Norwasshewrong。

  “Thereisnodoubtaboutit。”LadyHonoriathoughttoherself,“sheislovely——lovelyeverywhere。Itwascleverofhertoleaveherhairdown;itshowstheshapeofherheadsowell,andsheistallenoughtostandit。Thatbluewrappersuitshertoo。Veryfewwomencouldshowsuchafigureashers——likeaGreekstatue。Idon’tlikeher;sheisdifferentfrommostofus;justthesortofgirlmengowildaboutandwomenhate。”

  Allthispassedthroughhermindinaflash。ForamomentLadyHonoria’sblueeyesmetBeatrice’sgreyones,andsheknewthatBeatricelikedhernobetterthanshedidBeatrice。Thoseeyeswereatrifletoohonest,and,likethedeepclearwatertheyresembled,apttothrowupshadowsofthepassingthoughtsabove。

  “Falseandcoldandheartless。”thoughtBeatrice。“Iwonderhowamanlikethatcouldmarryher;andhowmuchhelovesher。”

  Thusthetwowomentookeachother’smeasureataglance,eachfindingtheotherwantingbyherstandard。Nordidtheyeverchangethathastilyformedjudgment。

  Itwasalldoneinafewseconds——inthathesitatingmomentbeforethewordswesummonansweronourlips。Thenext,LadyHonoriawassweepingtowardsherwithoutstretchedhand,andhermostgracioussmile。

  “MissGranger。”shesaid,“IoweyouadebtInevercanrepay——mydearhusband’slife。Ihaveheardallabouthowyousavedhim;itisthemostwonderfulthing——GraceDarlingbornagain。Ican’tthinkhowyoucoulddoit。IwishIwerehalfasbraveandstrong。”

  “Pleasedon’t,LadyHonoria。”saidBeatrice。“Iamsotiredofbeingthankedfordoingnothing,exceptwhatitwasmydutytodo。IfIhadletMr。BinghamgowhileIhadthestrengthtoholdontohimIshouldhavefeltlikeamurderessto-day。Ibegyoutosaynomoreaboutit。”

  “Onedoesnotoftenfindsuchmodestyunitedtosomuchcourage,and,ifyouwillallowmetosayit,somuchbeauty。”answeredLadyHonoriagraciously。“Well,Iwilldoasyouwish,butIwarnyouyourfamewillfindyouout。Iheartheyhaveanaccountofthewholeadventureinto-day’spapers,headed,’AWelshHeroine。’“

  “Howdidyouhearthat,Honoria?”askedherhusband。

  “Oh,IhadatelegramfromGarsington,andhementionsit。”sheansweredcarelessly。

  “TelegramfromGarsington!Hencethesesmiles。”thoughthe。“Isupposethatsheisgoingto-morrow。”

  “Ihavesomeothernewsforyou,MissGranger。”wentonLadyHonoria。

  “Yourcanoehasbeenwashedashore,verylittleinjured。Theoldboatman——Edward,Ithinktheycallhim——hasfoundit;andyourguninittoo,Geoffrey。Ithadstuckundertheseatorsomewhere。ButI

  fancythatyoumustbothhavehadenoughcanoeingforthepresent。”

  “Idon’tknow,LadyHonoria。”answeredBeatrice。“Onedoesnotoftengetsuchweatheraslastnight’s,andcanoeingisverypleasant。Everysweethasitssalt,youknow;or,inotherwords,onemayalwaysbeupset。”

  Atthatmoment,Betty,theawkwardWelshservinglass,withafore-armaboutasshapelyasthehindlegofanelephant,andamostunpleasinghabitofsnortingaudiblyasshemoved,shuffledinwiththetea-tray。

  InherwakecametheslimElizabeth,towhomLadyHonoriawasintroduced。

  Afterthis,conversationflaggedforawhile,tillLadyHonoria,feelingthatthingsweregettingalittledull,settheballrollingagain。

  “Whataprettyviewyouhaveoftheseafromthesewindows。”shesaidinherwell-trainedandmonotonouslymodulatedvoice。“Iamsogladtohaveseenit,for,youknow,Iamgoingawayto-morrow。”

  Beatricelookedupquickly。

  “Myhusbandisnotgoing。”shewenton,asthoughinanswertoanunspokenquestion。“Iamplayingthepartoftheundutifulwifeandrunningawayfromhim,forexactlythreeweeks。Itisverywickedofme,isn’tit?butIhaveanengagementthatImustkeep。Itismosttiresome。”

  Geoffrey,sippinghistea,smiledgrimlybehindtheshelterofhiscup。“Shedoesituncommonlywell。”hethoughttohimself。

  “Doesyourlittlegirlgowithyou,LadyHonoria?”askedElizabeth。

  “Well,no,Ithinknot。Ican’tbearpartingwithher——youknowhowharditiswhenonehasonlyonechild。ButIthinkshewouldbesoboredwhereIamgoingtostay,fortherearenootherchildrenthere;

  andbesides,shepositivelyadoresthesea。SoIshallhavetoleavehertoherfather’stendermercies,poordear。”

  “IhopeEffiewillsurviveit,Iamsure。”saidGeoffreylaughing。

  “IsupposethatyourhusbandisgoingtostayonatMrs。Jones’s。”

  saidtheclergyman。

  “Really,Idon’tknow。What/are/yougoingtodo,Geoffrey?Mrs。

  Jones’sroomsareratherexpensiveforpeopleinourimpoverishedcondition。Besides,IamsurethatshecannotlookafterEffie。Justthink,shehaseightchildrenofherown,poorolddear。AndImusttakeAnnewithme;sheisEffie’sFrenchnurse,youknow,aperfecttreasure。Iamgoingtostayinabighouse,andmyexperienceofthosebighousesis,thatonenevergetswaitedonatallunlessonetakesamaid。Yousee,whatiseverybody’sbusinessisnobody’sbusiness。I’msureIdon’tknowhowyouwillgetonwiththechild,Geoffrey;shetakessuchalotoflookingafter。”

  “Oh,don’ttroubleaboutthat,Honoria。”heanswered。“IdaresaythatEffieandIwillmanagesomehow。”

  HereoneofthosepeculiargleamsofintelligencewhichmarkedtheadventofanewideapassedacrossElizabeth’sface。Shewassittingnextherfather,andbending,whisperedtohim。Beatricesawitandmadeamotionasthoughtointerpose,butbeforeshecoulddosoMr。

  Grangerspoke。

  “Lookhere,Mr。Bingham。”hesaid,“ifyouwanttomove,wouldyoulikearoomhere?Termsstrictlymoderate,butcan’taffordtoputyouupfornothingyouknow,andlivingroughandready。You’dhavetotakeusasyoufindus;butthereisadressing-roomnexttomyroom,whereyourlittlegirlcouldsleep,andmydaughterswouldlookafterherbetweenthem,andbegladofthejob。”

  AgainBeatriceopenedherlipsasthoughtospeak,butclosedthemwithoutspeaking。Thusdoouropportunitiespassbeforewerealisethattheyareathand。

  InstinctivelyGeoffreyhadglancedtowardsBeatrice。Hedidnotknowifthisideawasagreeabletoher。Heknewthatherworkwashard,andhedidnotwishtoputextratroubleuponher,forheguessedthattheburdenoflookingafterEffiewouldultimatelyfalluponhershoulders。Butherfacetoldhimnothing:itwasquitepassiveandapparentlyindifferent。

  “Youareverykind,Mr。Granger。”hesaid,hesitating。“Idon’twanttogoawayfromBryngellyjustatpresent,anditwouldbeagoodplaninsomeways,thatisifthetroubletoyourdaughterswouldnotbetoomuch。”

  “Iamsurethatitisanexcellentplan。”brokeinLadyHonoria,whofearedlestdifficultiesshouldariseastoherappropriationofAnne’sservices;“howluckythatIhappenedtomentionit。TherewillbenotroubleaboutourgivinguptheroomsatMrs。Jones’s,becauseI

  knowshehasanotherapplicationforthem。”

  “Verywell。”saidGeoffrey,notlikingtoraiseobjectionstoaschemethuspubliclyadvocated,althoughhewouldhavepreferredtotaketimetoconsider。SomethingwarnedhimthatBryngellyVicaragewouldproveafatefulabodeforhim。ThenElizabethroseandaskedLadyHonoriaifshewouldliketoseetheroomsherhusbandandEffiewouldoccupy。

  Shesaidsheshouldbedelightedandwentoff,followedbyMr。Grangerfussingintherear。

  “Don’tyouthinkthatyouwillbealittledullhere,Mr。Bingham?”

  saidBeatrice。

  “Onthecontrary。”heanswered。“WhyshouldIbedull?IcannotbesodullasIshouldbebymyself。”

  Beatricehesitated,andthenspokeagain。“Weareacuriousfamily,Mr。Bingham;youmayhaveseenasmuchthisafternoon。Hadyounotbetterthinkitover?”

  “Ifyoumeanthatyoudonotwantmetocome,Iwon’t。”hesaidratherbluntly,andnextsecondfeltthathehadmadeamistake。

  “I!“Beatriceanswered,openinghereyes。“Ihavenowishesinthematter。Thefactisthatwearepoor,andletlodgings——thatiswhatitcomesto。Ifyouthinktheywillsuityou,youarequiterighttotakethem。”

  Geoffreycoloured。Hewasamanwhocouldnotbeartolayhimselfopentothesmallestrebufffromawoman,andhehadbroughtthisonhimself。Beatricesawitandrelented。

  “Ofcourse,Mr。Bingham,sofarasIamconcerned,Ishallbethegainerifyoudocome。IdonotmeetsomanypeoplewithwhomIcaretoassociate,andfromwhomIcanlearn,thatIwishtothrowachanceaway。”

  “Ithinkyoumisunderstandmealittle。”hesaid;“IonlymeantthatperhapsyouwouldnotwishtobebotheredwithEffie,MissGranger。”

  Shelaughed。“Why,Ilovechildren。ItwillbeagreatpleasuretometolookafterhersofarasIhavetime。”

  Justthentheothersreturned,andtheirconversationcametoanend。

  “It’squitedelightful,Geoffrey——suchfunnyold-fashionedrooms。I

  reallyenvyyou。”IftherewasonethingintheworldthatLadyHonoriahated,itwasanold-fashionedroom。“Well,andnowwemustbegoing。Oh!youpoorcreature,Iforgotthatyouweresoknockedabout。IamsureMr。Grangerwillgiveyouhisarm。”

  Mr。Grangerambledforward,andGeoffreyhavingmadehisadieus,andborrowedaclericalhatMr。Granger’sconcessiontocustom,forinmostotherrespectshedressedlikeanordinaryfarmer,wassafelyconveyedtothefly。

  AndsoendedGeoffrey’sfirstdayatBryngellyVicarage。

  CHAPTERXI

  BEATRICEMAKESANAPPOINTMENT

  LadyHonorialeanedbackinthecab,andsighedasighofsatisfaction。

  “Thatisacapitalidea。”shesaid。“Iwaswonderingwhatarrangementsyoucouldmakeforthenextthreeweeks。ItisridiculoustopaythreeguineasaweekforroomsjustforyouandEffie。Theoldgentlemanonlywantsthatforboardandlodgingtogether,forIaskedhim。”

  “Idaresayitwilldo。”saidGeoffrey。“Whenarewetoshift?”

  “To-morrow,intimefordinner,orrathersupper:thesebarbarianseatsupper,youknow。Igobythemorningtrain,yousee,soastoreachGarsingtonbytea-time。Idaresayyouwillfinditratherdull,butyoulikebeingdull。Theoldclergymanisalowstampofman,andabore,andasfortheeldestdaughter,Elizabeth,she’stooawful——sheremindsmeofarat。ButBeatriceishandsomeenough,thoughIthinkherhorridtoo。You’llhavetoconsoleyourselfwithher,andI

  daresayyouwillsuiteachother。”

  “Whydoyouthinkherhorrid,Honoria?”

  “Oh,Idon’tknow;sheiscleverandodd,andIhateoddwomen。Whycan’ttheybelikeotherpeople?Thinkofherbeingstrongenoughtosaveyourlifelikethattoo。ShemusthavethemuscleofanAmazon——

  it’sdownrightunwomanly。Butthereisnodoubtaboutherbeauty。SheisasnearlyperfectasanygirlIeversaw,thoughtooindependentlooking。Ifonlyonehadadaughterlikethat,howonemightmarryher。Iwouldnotlookatanythingundertwentythousandayear。SheistoogoodforthatlumberingWelshsquireshe’sengagedtoo——themanwholivesintheCastle——thoughtheysaythatheisfairlyrich。”

  “Engaged。”saidGeoffrey,“howdoyouknowthatsheisengaged?”

  “Oh,Idon’tknowitatall,butIsupposesheis。Ifsheisn’t,shesoonwillbe,foragirlinthatpositionisnotlikelytothrowsuchachanceaway。Atanyrate,he’sheadoverearsinlovewithher。I

  sawthatlastnight。Hewashangingaboutforhoursintherain,outsidethedoor,withafacelikeaghost,tillheknewwhethershewasdeadoralive,andhehasbeentheretwicetoinquirethismorning。Mr。Grangertoldme。Butsheistoogoodforhimfromabusinesspointofview。Shemightmarryanybody,ifonlyshewereputinthewayofit。”

  Somehow,Geoffrey’slivelyinterestinBeatricesensiblydeclinedonthereceiptofthisintelligence。Ofcourseitwasnothingtohim;

  indeedhewasgladtohearthatshewasinthewayofsuchacomfortablesettlement,butitisunfortunatelyafactthatonecannotbequiteasmuchinterestedinayoungandlovelyladywhoisthepotentialpropertyofa“lumberingWelshsquire。”asinonewhobelongstoherself。

  TheoldAdamstillsurvivesinmostmen,howeverright-thinkingtheymaybe,andthisisoneofitsmethodsofself-assertion。

  “Well。”hesaid,“Iamgladtohearsheisinsuchagoodway;shedeservesit。IthinktheWelshsquireisinluck;MissGrangerisaremarkablewoman。”

  “Tooremarkablebyhalf。”saidLadyHonoriadrily。“Hereweare,andthereisEffie,skippingaboutlikeawildthingasusual。Ithinkthatchildisdemented。”

  Onthefollowingmorning——itwasFriday——LadyHonoria,accompaniedbyAnne,departedintheverybestoftempers。Forthenextthreeweeks,atanyrate,shewouldbefreefromthegallingassociationsofstraightenedmeans——freetoenjoytheluxuryandrefinedcomforttowhichshehadbeenaccustomed,andforwhichhersoulyearnedwithafiercelongingthatwouldbeincomprehensibletofolkofasimplermind。EverybodyhashisorheridealHeaven,ifonlyonecouldfathomit。Somewouldchooseasublimatedintellectualleisure,madehappybythebestliteratureofalltheplanets;someamodelstatewiththemselvesaspresidents,inwhichthroughtheirbeneficentefforts

  thelatestradicalnotionscouldactuallybepersuadedtoworktoeverybody’ssatisfaction;othersahappyhuntingground,wherethegameenjoyedthefunasmuchastheydid;andsoon,/adinfinitum/。

  LadyHonoriawasevenmoremodest。Giveherawellappointedtownandcountryhouse,afewpowderedfootmen,plentyofcarriages,andotherneedfulthings,includingofcoursethe/entrée/totheuppercelestialten,andshewouldasknomorefromagetoage。Letushopethatshewillgetitoneday。Itwouldhurtnobody,andsheissuretofindplentyofpeopleofherownwayofthinking——thatis,ifthisworldsuppliestherawmaterial。

  SheembracedEffiewithenthusiasm,andherhusbandwithachastenedwarmth,andwent,apiousprayeronherlipsthatshemightneveragainseteyesuponBryngelly。

  ItwillnotbenecessaryforustofollowLadyHonoriainhertravels。

  ThatafternoonEffieandherfatherhadgreatfun。Theypackedup。

  Geoffrey,whowasrapidlyrecoveringfromhisstiffness,pushedthethingsintotheportmanteausandEffiejumpedonthem。Thosewhichwouldnotgointheybundledlooseintothefly,tillthatvehiclelookedlikeanoldclothesship。Then,astherewasnoroomleftfortheminside,theywalkeddowntotheVicaragebythebeach,adistanceofaboutthree-quartersofamile,stoppingontheirwaytoadmirethebeautifulcastle,inonecornerofwhichOwenDavieslivedandmoved。

  “Oh,daddy。”saidthechild,“Iwishyouwouldbuyahouselikethatforyouandmetolivein。Whydon’tyou,daddy?”

  “Haven’tgotthemoney,dear。”heanswered。

  “Willyoueverhavethemoney,daddy?”

  “Idon’tknow,dear,perhapsoneday——whenIamtoooldtoenjoyit。”

  headdedtohimself。

  “Itwouldtakeagreatmanypenniestobuyahouselikethat,wouldn’tit,daddy?”saidEffiesagely。

  “Yes,dear,morethanyoucouldcount。”heanswered,andtheconversationdropped。

  Presentlytheycametoaboat-shed,placedoppositethevillageandclosetohigh-watermark。Hereaman,itwasoldEdward,wasengagedinmendingacanoe。Geoffreyglancedatitandsawthatitwastheidenticalcanoeoutofwhichhehadsonearlybeendrowned。

  “Look,Effie。”saidhe,“thatistheboatoutofwhichIwasupset。”

  Effieopenedherwideeyes,andstaredatthefrailcraft。

  “Itisahorridboat。”shesaid;“Idon’twanttolookatit。”

  “You’requiteright,littlemiss。”saidoldEdward,touchinghiscap。

  “Itain’tsafe,andsomebodywillbedrownedoutofitoneofthesedays。Iwishithadgonetothebottom,Ido;butMissBeatrice,sheisthatfoolhardythereain’tnodoingnothingwithher。”

  “Ifancythatshehaslearntalesson。”saidGeoffrey。

  “Maybe,maybe。”grumbledtheoldman,“butwomenfolkarehardtoteach;theyneverlearnnothingtillit’stoolate,theydon’t,andthenwhenthey’vebeenanddoneitthey’resorry,butwhat’sthegoodo’that?”

  Meanwhileanotherconversationwasinprogressnotmorethanaquarterofamileaway。OnthebrowofthecliffstoodthevillageofBryngelly,andatthebackofthevillagewasaschool,aplainwhite-

  washedbuilding,roofedwithstone,which,thoughamplysufficientandsuitabletothewantsoftheplace,waslittleshortofanabominationintheeyesofHerMajesty’sschoolinspectors,whofromtimetotimedescendeduponBryngellyforpurposesofexaminationandfault-

  finding。Theyyearnedtoseeastatelyred-brickedifice,withallthelatestimprovements,erectedattheexpenseoftherate-payers,butasyettheyyearnedinvain。Theschoolwassupportedbyvoluntarycontributions,andthankstoBeatrice’senergyandgoodteaching,thedreadedBoard,withitsfadsandextravagance,hadnotyetclutchedit。

  Beatricehadreturnedtoherdutiesthatafternoon,foranight’srestbroughtbackitsvigourtoherstrongyoungframe。Shehadbeengreetedwithenthusiasmbythechildren,wholovedher,aswelltheymight,forshewasverygentleandsweetwiththem,thoughfewdaredtodisobeyher。Besides,herbeautyimpressedthem,thoughtheydidnotknowit。Beautyofacertainsorthasperhapsmoreeffectonchildrenthanonanyotherclass,heedlessandselfishastheyoftenseemtobe。Theyfeelitspower;itisanoutwardexpressionofthethoughtsanddreamsthatbudintheirunknowinghearts,andissomehowmixedupwiththeirideasofGodandHeaven。ThustherewasinBryngellyalittlegirloften,averycleverandhighlyexcitablechild,JaneLlewellynbyname,bornofparentsofstrictCalvinisticviews。Asitchanced,somemonthsbeforetheopeningofthisstory,atubthumper,ofhighrenownandconsiderablerudeoratoricalforce,visitedtheplace,andtreatedhishearerstoalivelydiscourseonthehorrorsofHell。

  Intheveryfrontrow,hereyeswidewithfear,satthispoorlittlechildbetweenherparents,wholistenedtotheMinisterwithmuchsatisfaction,andalittlewaybacksatBeatrice,whohadcomeoutofcuriosity。

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