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  Herheadwasthrownbackandthebeautifulbrownhair,whichwasnowalmostdryagain,streamedinmassestotheground,whileonherfacewasstampedtheterrifyingsealofDeath。

  LadyHonoriashuddered。Shecouldnotbearsuchsights。“Willitbenecessaryformetocomebackto-night?”shesaid。

  “Idonotthinkso。”heanswered,“unlessyoucaretohearwhetherMissGrangerrecovers?”

  “Ishallhearthatinthemorning。”shesaid。“Poorthing,Icannothelpher。”

  “No,LadyHonoria,youcannothelpher。Shesavedyourhusband’slife,theysay。”

  “Shemustbeabravegirl。Willsherecover?”

  Theassistantshookhishead。“Shemay,possibly。Itisnotlikelynow。”

  “Poorthing,andsoyoungandbeautiful!Whatalovelyface,andwhatanarm!Itisveryawfulforher。”andLadyHonoriashudderedagainandwent。

  Outsidethedoorasmallknotofsympathiserswasstillgathered,notwithstandingthelatehourandthebadnessoftheweather。

  “That’shiswife。”saidone,andtheyopenedtoletherpass。

  “Thenwhydon’tshestopwithhim?”askedawomanaudibly。“IfithadbeenmyhusbandI’dhavesatandhuggedhimforanhour。”

  “Ay,you’dhavekilledhimwithyourhugging,youwould。”somebodyanswered。

  LadyHonoriapassedon。Suddenlyathick-setmanemergedfromtheshadowofthepines。Shecouldnotseehisface,buthewaswrappedinalargecloak。

  “Forgiveme。”hesaidinthehoarsevoiceofonestrugglingwithemotionswhichhewasunabletoconceal,“butyoucantellme。Doesshestilllive?”

  “DoyoumeanMissGranger?”sheasked。

  “Yes,ofcourse。Beatrice——MissGranger?”

  “Theydonotknow,buttheythink——“

  “Yes,yes——theythink——“

  “Thatsheisdead。”

  Themansaidneveraword。Hedroppedhisheaduponhisbreastand,turning,vanishedagainintotheshadowofthepines。

  “Howveryodd。”thoughtLadyHonoriaasshewalkedrapidlyalongtheclifftowardsherlodging。“Isupposethatmanmustbeinlovewithher。Well,Idonotwonderatit。Ineversawsuchafaceandarm。

  Whatapicturethatsceneintheroomwouldmake!ShesavedGeoffreyandnowshe’sdead。IfhehadsavedherIshouldnothavewondered。Itislikeasceneinanovel。”

  FromallofwhichitwillbeseenthatLadyHonoriawasnotwantingincertainromanticandartisticalperceptions。

  CHAPTERV

  ELIZABETHISTHANKFUL

  Geoffrey,lyingbeforethefire,newlyhatchedfromdeath,hadcaughtsomeoftheconversationbetweenhiswifeandtheassistantwhohadrecoveredhimtolife。Soshewasgone,thatbrave,beautifulatheistgirl——gonetotestthetruth。Andshehadsavedhislife!

  Forsomeminutestheassistantdidnotenter。Hewashelpinginanotherroom。Atlasthecame。

  “WhatdidyousaytoLadyHonoria?”Geoffreyaskedfeebly。“DidyousaythatMissGrangerhadsavedme?”

  “Yes,Mr。Bingham;atleasttheytellmeso。Atanyrate,whentheypulledheroutofthewatertheypulledyouafterher。Shehadholdofyourhair。”

  “Greatheavens!“hegroaned,“andmyweightmusthavedraggedherdown。Isshedead,then?”

  “Wecannotquitesayyet,notforcertain。Wethinkthatsheis。”

  “PrayGodsheisnotdead。”hesaidmoretohimselfthantotheother。

  Thenaloud——“Leaveme;Iamallright。Goandhelpwithher。Butstop,comeandtellmesometimeshowitgoeswithher。”

  “Verywell。Iwillsendawomantowatchyou。”andhewent。

  Meanwhileintheotherroomthetreatmentofthedrownedwentslowlyon。Twohourshadpassed,andasyetBeatriceshowednosignsofrecovery。Theheartdidnotbeat,nopulsestirred;but,asthedoctorknew,lifemightstilllingerinthetissues。Slowly,veryslowly,thebodywasturnedtoandfro,theheadswaying,andthelonghairfallingnowthiswayandnowthat,butstillnosign。Everyresourceknowntomedicalskill,suchashotair,rubbing,artificialrespiration,electricity,wasappliedandappliedinvain,butstillnosign!

  Elizabeth,paleandpinched,stoodbyhandingwhatmightberequired。

  Shedidnotgreatlylovehersister,theywereantagonisticandtheirinterestsclashed,orshethoughttheydid,butthissuddendeathwasawful。Inacorner,pitifultosee,offeringgroansandejaculatedprayerstoheaven,sattheoldclergymen,theirfather,hiswhitehairabouthiseyes。Hewasaweak,coarse-grainedman,butinhisownwayhiscleverandbeautifulgirlwasdeartohim,andthissightwrunghissoulasithadnotbeenwrungforyears。

  “She’sgone。”hesaidcontinually,“she’sgone;theLord’swillbedone。Theremustbeanothermistressattheschoolnow。Seventypoundsayearshewillcost——seventypoundsayear!“

  “Dobequiet,father。”saidElizabethsharply。

  “Ay,ay,itisverywellforyoutotellmetobequiet。Youarequietbecauseyoudon’tcare。Youneverlovedyoursister。ButIhavelovedhersinceshewasalittlefair-hairedchild,andsodidyourpoormother。’Beatrice’wasthelastwordshespoke。”

  “Bequiet,father!“saidElizabeth,stillmoresharply。Theoldman,makingnoreply,sankbackintoasemi-torpor,rockinghimselftoandfrouponhischair。

  Meanwhilewithoutintermissiontheworkwenton。

  “Itisnouse。”saidtheassistantatlast,ashestraightenedhiswearyframeandwipedtheperspirationfromhisbrow。“Shemustbedead;wehavebeenatitnearlythreehoursnow。”

  “Patience。”saidthedoctor。“IfnecessaryIshallgoonforfour——ortillIdrop。”headded。

  Tenminutesmorepassed。Everybodyknewthatthetaskwashopeless,butstilltheyhoped。

  “GreatHeavens!“saidtheassistantpresently,startingbackfromthebodyandpointingatitsface。“Didyouseethat?”

  ElizabethandMr。Grangersprangtotheirfeet,crying,“What,what?”

  “Sitstill,sir。”saidthedoctor,wavingthemback。Thenaddressinghishelper,andspeakinginaconstrainedvoice:“IthoughtIsawtherighteyelidquiver,Williams。Passthebattery。”

  “SodidI。”answeredWilliamsasheobeyed。

  “Fullpower。”saidthedoctoragain。“Itiskillorcurenow。”

  Theshockwasappliedforsomesecondswithoutresult。Thensuddenlyalongshudderranupthelimbs,andahandstirred。Nextmomenttheeyeswereopened,andwithpainandagonyBeatricedrewafirstbreathofreturninglife。TenminutesmoreandshehadpassedthroughthegatesofDeathbacktothiswarmandlivingworld。

  “Letmedie。”shegaspedfaintly。“Icannotbearit。Oh,letmedie!“

  “Hush。”saidthedoctor;“youwillbebetterpresently。”

  Tenminutesmorepassed,whenthedoctorsawbyhereyesthatBeatricewishedtosaysomething。Hebenthisheadtillitnearlytouchedherlips。

  “Dr。Chambers。”shewhispered,“washedrowned?”

  “No,heissafe;hehasbeenbroughtround。”

  Shesighed——along-drawnsigh,halfofpain,halfofrelief。Thenshespokeagain。

  “Washewashedashore?”

  “No,no。Yousavedhislife。Youhadholdofhimwhentheypulledyouout。Nowdrinkthisandgotosleep。”

  Beatricesmiledsweetly,butsaidnothing。Thenshedrankasmuchofthedraughtasshecould,andshortlyafterwardsobeyedthelastinjunctionalso,andwenttosleep。

  Meanwhilearumourofthiswonderfulrecoveryhadescapedtowithoutthehouse——passingfromonewatchertotheothertillatlengthitreachedtheearsofthesolitarymancrouchedintheshadowofthepines。Heheard,andstartingasthoughhehadbeenshot,strodetothedooroftheVicarage。Herehiscourageseemedtodeserthim,forhehesitated。

  “Knock,squire,knock,andaskifitistrue。”saidawoman,thesamewhohaddeclaredthatshewouldhavehuggedherhusbandbacktolife。

  Thisremarkseemedtoencouragetheman,atanyratehedidknock。

  PresentlythedoorwasopenedbyElizabeth。

  “Goaway。”shesaidinhersharpvoice;“thehousemustbekeptquiet。”

  “Ibegyourpardon,MissGranger。”saidthevisitor,inatoneofdeephumiliation。“IonlywantedtoknowifitwastruethatMissBeatricelives。”

  “Why。”saidElizabethwithastart,“isityou,Mr。Davies?IamsureIhadnoidea。StepintothepassageandIwillshutthedoor。There!

  Howlonghaveyoubeenoutside?”

  “Oh,sincetheybroughtthemup。Butisittrue?”

  “Yes,yes,itistrue。Shewillrecovernow。Andyouhavestoodallthistimeinthewetnight。IamsurethatBeatriceoughttobeflattered。”

  “Notatall。Itseemedsoawful,and——I——Itakesuchaninterest——“

  andhebrokeoff。

  “SuchaninterestinBeatrice。”saidElizabethdrily,supplyingthehiatus。“Yes,soitseems。”andsuddenly,asthoughbychance,shemovedthecandlewhichsheheld,insuchfashionthatthelightfellfulluponOwenDavies’face。Itwasaslowheavycountenance,butnotwithoutcomeliness。Theskinwasfreshasachild’s,theeyeswerelarge,blue,andmild,andthebrownhairgrewinwavesthatmanyawomanmighthaveenvied。Indeedhaditnotbeenforashortbutstronglygrowingbeard,itwouldhavebeeneasytobelievethatthecountenancewasthatofaboyofnineteenratherthanofamanoverthirty。Neithertimenorcarehaddrawnasinglelineuponit;ittoldofperfectandrobusthealthandyetborethebloomofchildhood。Itwasthefaceofamanwhomightlivetoahundredandstilllookyoung,nordidtheformbelieit。

  Mr。Daviesblusheduptohiseyes,blushedlikeagirlbeneathElizabeth’sscrutiny。“NaturallyItakeaninterestinaneighbour’sfate。”hesaid,inhisslowdeliberateway。“Sheisquitesafe,then?”

  “Ibelieveso。”answeredElizabeth。

  “ThankGod!“hesaid,orratheritseemedtobreakfromhiminasighofrelief。“Howdidthegentleman,Mr。Bingham,cometobefoundwithher?”

  “HowshouldIknow?”sheansweredwithashrug。“Beatricesavedhislifesomehow,clungfasttohimevenaftershewasinsensible。”

  “Itisverywonderful。Ineverheardofsuchathing。Whatishelike?”

  “Heisoneofthefinest-lookingmenIeversaw。”answeredElizabeth,alwayswatchinghim。

  “Ah。Butheismarried,Ithink,MissGranger?”

  “Oh,yes,heismarriedtothedaughterofapeer,verymuchmarried——

  andverylittle,Ishouldsay。”

  “Idonotquiteunderstand,MissGranger。”

  “Don’tyou,Mr。Davies?thenuseyoureyeswhenyouseethemtogether。”

  “Ishouldnotseeanything。Iamnotquicklikeyou。”headded。

  “HowdoyoumeantogetbacktotheCastleto-night,Mr。Davies?Youcannotrowbackinthiswind,andtheseaswillbebreakingoverthecauseway。”

  “Oh,Ishallmanage。Iamwetalready。Anextraduckingwon’thurtme,andIhavehadachainputuptopreventanybodyfrombeingwashedaway。AndnowImustbegoing。Good-night。”

  “Good-night,Mr。Davies。”

  Hehesitatedamomentandthenadded:“Wouldyou——wouldyoumindtellingyoursister——ofcourseImeanwhensheisstronger——thatI

  cametoinquireafterher?”

  “Ithinkthatyoucandothatforyourself,Mr。Davies。”Elizabethsaidalmostroughly。“Imeanitwillbemoreappreciated。”andsheturneduponherheel。

  OwenDaviesventurednofurtherremarks。HefeltthatElizabeth’smannerwasalittlecrushing,andhewasafraidofheraswell。“I

  supposethatshedoesnotthinkIamgoodenoughtopayattentiontohersister。”hethoughttohimselfasheplungedintothenightandrain。“Well,sheisquiteright——Iamnotfittoblackherboots。Oh,God,IthankTheethatThouhastsavedherlife。IthankThee——IthankThee!“hewenton,speakingaloudtothewildwindsashemadehiswayalongthecliff。“Ifshehadbeendead,IthinkthatImusthavediedtoo。Oh,God,IthankThee——IthankThee!“

  TheideathatOwenDavies,Esq。,J。P。,D。L。,ofBryngellyCastle,absoluteownerofthatrisinglittlewatering-place,andofoneofthelargestandmostprosperousslatequarriesinWales,worthinallsomewherebetweensevenandtenthousandayear,wasunfittoblackherbeautifulsister’sboots,wasnotanideathathadstruckElizabethGranger。Haditstruckher,indeed,itwouldhavemovedhertolaughter,forElizabethhadapracticalmind。

  Whatdidstrikeher,assheturnedandwatchedtherichsquire’ssturdyformvanishthroughthedoorwayintothedarkbeyond,wasacertainsenseofwonder。Supposingshehadneverseenthatshiverofreturningliferunupthosewhitelimbs,supposingthattheyhadgrowncolderandcolder,tillatlengthitwasevidentthatdeathwassofirmlycitadelledwithinthesilentheart,thatnohumanskillcouldbeathisempireback?Whatthen?OwenDavieslovedhersister;thissheknewandhadknownforyears。Butwouldhenothavegotoveritintime?Wouldhenotintimehavebeenoverpoweredbythesenseofhisownutterlonelinessandgivenhishand,ifnothisheart,tosomeotherwoman?Andcouldnotshewhoheldhishandlearntoreachhisheart?Andtowhomwouldthathandhavebeengiven,thehandandallthatwentwithit?WhatwomanwouldthisshyWelshhermit,withoutfriendsorrelations,haveeverbeenthrowninwithexceptherself——

  Elizabeth——wholovedhimasmuchasshecouldloveanybody,which,perhaps,wasnotverymuch;who,atanyrate,desiredsorelytobehiswife。Wouldnotallthishavecomeaboutifshehadneverseenthateyelidtremble,andthatslightquiverrunuphersister’slimbs?Itwould——sheknewitwould。

  Elizabeththoughtofitasforamomentshestoodinthepassage,andacoldhungrylightcameintoherneutraltintedeyesandshoneuponherpaleface。Butshechokedbackthethought;shewasscarcelywickedenoughtowishthathersisterhadnotbeenbroughtbacktolife。Sheonlyspeculatedonwhatmighthavehappenedifthishadcomeabout,justasoneworksoutagameofchessfromagivenhypotheticalsituationofthepieces。

  Perhaps,too,thesameendmightbegainedinsomeotherway。PerhapsMr。Daviesmightstillbeweanedfromhisinfatuation。Thewallwasdifficult,butitwouldhavetobeverydifficultifshecouldnotfindawaytoclimbit。ItneveroccurredtoElizabeththattheremightbeanopengate。ShecouldnotconceiveitpossiblethatawomanmightpositivelyrejectOwenDaviesandhissevenortenthousandayear,andthatwomanapersoninanunsatisfactoryanduncongenial,almostinamenialposition。RejectBryngellyCastlewithallitsluxuryandopportunitiesofwealthandleisure?No,thesunwouldsetintheeastbeforesuchathinghappened。Theplanwastopreventtheoccasionfromarising。ThehungrylightdiedonElizabeth’sface,andsheturnedtoenterthesickroomwhensuddenlyshemetherfathercomingout。

  “Whowasthatatthefront?”heasked,carefullyclosingthedoor。

  “Mr。DaviesofBryngellyCastle,father。”

  “AndwhatdidMr。Davieswantatthistimeofnight?ToknowaboutBeatrice?”

  “Yes。”sheansweredslowly,“hecametoaskafterBeatrice,ortobemorecorrecthehasbeenwaitingoutsideforthreehoursintheraintolearnifsherecovered。”

  “Waitingoutsideforthreehoursintherain。”saidtheclergymanastonished——“SquireDaviesstandingoutsidethehouse!Whatfor?”

  “BecausehewassoanxiousaboutBeatriceanddidnotliketocomein,Isuppose。”

  “SoanxiousaboutBeatrice——ah,soanxiousaboutBeatrice!Doyouthink,Elizabeth——um——youknowthereisnodoubtBeatriceisverywellfavoured——veryhandsometheysay——“

  “Idonotthinkanythingaboutit,father。”sheanswered,“andasforBeatrice’slookstheyareamatterofopinion。Ihavemine。Andnowdon’tyouthinkwehadbettergotobed?ThedoctorsandBettyaregoingtostopupallnightwithMr。BinghamandBeatrice。”

  “Yes,Elizabeth,Isupposethatwehadbettergo。Iamsurewehavemuchtobethankfulforto-night。Whatamercifuldeliverance!AndifpoorBeatricehadgonetheparishmusthavefoundanotherschoolmistress,anditwouldhavemeantthatwelostthesalary。Wehaveagreatdealtobethankfulfor,Elizabeth。”

  “Yes。”saidElizabeth,verydeliberately,“wehave。”

  CHAPTERVI

  OWENDAVIESATHOME

  OwenDaviestrampedalongthecliffwithalightheart。Thewildlashingoftherainandtheroaringofthewinddidnotdisturbhimintheleast。Theyweredisagreeable,butheacceptedthemasheacceptedexistenceandallitsvanities,withoutremarkormentalcomment。

  Thereisaclassofmindofwhichthisistheprevailingattitude。

  Veryearlyintheirspanoflife,thoseendowedwithsuchamindcometotheconclusionthattheworldistoomuchforthem。Theycannotunderstandit,sotheyabandontheattempt,and,asaconsequence,intheirowntorpidwaytheyareamongthehappiestandmostcontentedofmen。Problems,onwhichpersonsofkeenerintelligenceandmoreaspiringsoulfretandfoamtheirlivesawayasrushingwaterroundarock,donotevenbreaktheplacidsurfaceoftheirdays。Suchmenslippastthem。Theylookoutuponthestarsandreadofthemysteryoftheuniversespeedingonforeverthroughthelimitlesswastesofspace,andarenotastonished。IntheirchildhoodtheyweretaughtthatGodmadethesunandthestarstogivelightontheearth;thatisenoughforthem。Andsoitiswitheverything。Povertyandsuffering;war,pestilence,andtheinequalitiesoffate;madness,lifeanddeath,andthespiritualwondersthathedgeinourbeing,arethingsnottobeinquiredintobutaccepted。Sotheyacceptthemastheydotheirdinneroratradesman’scircular。

  Insomecasesthismentalstatehasitsrootindeepandsimplereligiousconvictions,andinsomeitspringsfromapreponderanceofhealthfulanimalinstinctsoverthehigherbutmoretroublesomespiritualparts。Theoxchewingthecudinthefreshmeadowdoesnotmuseuponthepastandfuture,andthegullblownlikeafoam-flakeoutagainstthesunset,doesnotknowthesplendouroftheskyandsea。Eventhesavageisnotmuchtroubledabouttheschemeofthings。

  Inthebeginninghewas“tornoutofthereeds。”andintheendhemeltsintotheUnknown,andfortherest,therearebeefandwives,andfoestoconquer。Butthenoxenandgullsarenot,sofarasweknow,troubledwithanyspiritualpartsatall,andinthenoblesavagesuchthingsarenotcultivated。Theycomewithcivilization。

  Butperhapsinthemajoritythiscondition,sonecessarytothemoreplacidformsofhappiness,isbornofaconjunctionofphysicalandreligiousdevelopments。Soitwas,atleast,withtherichandfortunatemanwhomwehaveseentrudgingalongthewind-sweptcliff。

  Bynatureandeducationhewasofastronglyandsimplyreligiousmind,ashewasinbodypowerful,placid,andhealthytoanexasperatingdegree。Itmaybesaidthatitiseasytobereligiousandplacidontenthousandayear,butOwenDavieshadnotalwaysenjoyedtenthousandayearandoneofthemostromanticandbeautifulseatsinWales。Fromthetimehewasseventeen,whenhismother’sdeathlefthimanorphan,tillhereachedtheageofthirty,somesixyearsfromthedateoftheopeningofthishistory,heledaboutashardalifeasfatecouldfindforanyman。Somepeoplemayhaveheardofsugardrogers,orsailingbrigs,whichtradebetweenthiscountryandtheWestIndies,carryingcoaloutwardsandsugarhome。

  Onboardoneofthese,OwenDaviesworkedinvariouscapacitiesforthirteenlongyears。Hedidhisdrudgerywell;buthemadenofriends,andalwaysremainedthesameshy,silent,andpiousman。Thensuddenlyarelationdiedwithoutawill,andhefoundhimselfheir-in-lawtoBryngellyCastleandallitsrevenues。Owenexpressednosurprise,andtoallappearancefeltnone。Hehadneverseenhisrelation,andneverdreamedofthisromanticdevolutionofgreatestatesuponhimself。Butheacceptedthegoodfortuneashehadacceptedtheill,andsaidnothing。Theonlypeoplewhoknewhimwerehisshipmates,andtheycouldscarcelybeheldtoknowhim。Theywereacquaintedwithhisappearanceandthesoundofhisvoice,andhismethodofdoinghisduty。Also,theywereaware,althoughheneverspokeofreligion,thathereadachapteroftheBibleeveryevening,andwenttochurchwhenevertheytouchedataport。Butofhisinternalselftheywereintotalignorance。Thisdidnot,however,preventthemfromprophesyingthatDavieswasa“deepone。”who,nowthathehadgotthecash,would“blueit“inawaywhichwouldastonishthem。

  ButDaviesdidnot“excelinazurefeats。”Thenewsofhisgoodfortunereachedhimjustasthebrig,onwhichhewasgoingtosailasfirst-mate,wastakinginhercargofortheWestIndies。Hehadsignedhiscontractforthevoyage,and,totheutterastonishmentofthelawyerwhomanagedtheestates,heannouncedthatheshouldcarryitout。Invaindidthemanofaffairspointouttohisclientthatwiththehelpofachequeof£100hecouldarrangethematterforhimintenminutes。Mr。Daviesmerelyrepliedthatthepropertycouldwait,heshouldgothevoyageandretireafterwards。Thelawyerhelduphishands,andthensuddenlyrememberedthattherearewomenintheWestIndiesasinotherpartsoftheworld。Doubtlesshisqueerclienthadanobjectinthisvoyage。Asamatteroffact,hewastotallywrong。

  OwenDavieshadneverinterchangedatenderwordwithawomaninhislife;hewasacreatureofroutine,anditwaspartofhisroutinetocarryouthisagreementstotheletter。Thatwasall。

  Asalastresource,thelawyersuggestedthatMr。Daviesshouldmakeawill。

  “Idonotthinkitnecessary。”wastheslowandmeasuredanswer。“Thepropertyhascometomebychance。IfIdie,itmayaswellgotosomebodyelseinthesameway。”

  Thelawyerstared。“Verywell。”hesaid;“itisagainstmyadvice,butyoumustpleaseyourself。Doyouwantanymoney?”

  Owenthoughtforamoment。“Yes。”hesaid,“IthinkIshouldliketohavetenpounds。Theyarebuildingatheatrethere,andIwanttosubscribetoit。”

  Thelawyergavehimthetenpoundswithoutaword;hewasstruckspeechless,andinthisconditionheremainedforsomeminutesafterthedoorhadclosedbehindhisclient。Thenhesprungupwithasingleejaculation,“Mad,mad!likehisgreatuncle!“

  ButOwenDavieswasnotintheleastmad,atanyratenotthen;hewasonlyacreatureofhabit。Induecourse,hisagreementfulfilled,hesailedhisbrighomefromtheWestIndiesforthecaptainwasdrownedinagale。Thenhetookasecond-classtickettoBryngelly,wherehehadneverbeeninhislifebefore,andaskedhiswaytotheCastle。Hewastoldtogotothebeach,andhewouldseeit。Hedidso,leavinghissea-chestbehindhim,andthere,abouttwohundredpacesfromtheland,andbuiltuponasolitarymountainofrock,measuringhalfamileorsoroundthebase,heperceivedavastmedi?valpileoffortifiedbuildings,withturretstoweringthreehundredfeetintotheair,andedgedwithfirebythesettingsun。Hegazedonitwithperplexity。Coulditbethatthisenormousislandfortressbelongedtohim,and,ifso,howonearthdidonegettoit?Forsomelittletimehewalkedupanddown,wondering,tooshytogotothevillageforinformation。Meanwhile,thoughhedidnotnoticeher,awell-growngirlofaboutfifteen,remarkableforhergreatgreyeyesandthepromiseofherbeauty,waswatchinghisevidentperplexityfromaseatbeneatharock,notwithoutamusement。Atlastsherose,and,withtheconfidenceofboldfifteen,walkedstraightuptohim。

  “DoyouwanttogettheCastle,sir?”sheaskedinalowsweetvoice,theechoesofwhichOwenDaviesneverforgot。

  “Yes——oh,Ibegyourpardon。”fornowforthefirsttimehesawthathewastalkingtoayounglady。

  “ThenIamafraidthatyouaretoolate——Mrs。Thomaswillnotshowpeopleoverafterfouro’clock。Sheisthehousekeeper,youknow。”

  “Ah,well,thefactisIdidnotcometoseeovertheplace。Icametolivethere。IamOwenDavies,andtheplacewaslefttome。”

  Beatrice,forofcourseitwasshe,staredathiminamazement。SothiswasthemysterioussailoraboutwhomtherehadbeensomuchtalkinBryngelly。

  “Oh!“shesaid,withembarrassingfrankness。“Whatanoddwaytocomehome。Well,itishightide,andyouwillhavetotakeaboat。Iwillshowyouwhereyoucangetone。OldEdwardwillrowyouacrossforsixpence。”andsheledthewayroundacornerofthebeachtowhereoldEdwardsat,fromearlymorntodewyeve,uponthethwartsofhisbiggestboat,seekingthosewhomhemightrow。

  “Edward。”saidtheyounglady,“hereisthenewsquire,Mr。OwenDavies,whowantstoberowedacrosstotheCastle。”Edward,agnarledandtwistedspecimenofthesailortribe,withsmalleyesandafacethatremindedtheobserverofoneofthosequaintcountenancesonthehandleofawalkingstick,staredatherinastonishment,andthencastalookofsuspiciononthevisitor。

  “Havehegotpapersofidentificationabouthim,miss?”heaskedinastagewhisper。

  “Idon’tknow。”sheansweredlaughing。“HesaysthatheisMr。OwenDavies。”

  “Well,prapsheisandprapsheain’t;anyway,itisn’tmyaffair,andsixpenceissixpence。”

  AllofthistheunfortunateMr。Daviesoverheard,anditdidnotaddtohisequanimity。

  “Now,sir,ifyouplease。”saidEdwardsternly,ashepulledthelittleboatuptotheedgeofthebreakwater。AvisionofMrs。ThomasshotintoOwen’smind。Iftheboatmandidnotbelieveinhim,whatchancehadhewiththehousekeeper?Hewishedhehadbroughtthelawyerdownwithhim,andthenhewishedthathewasbackinthesugarbrig。

  “Now,sir。”saidEdwardstillmoresternly,puttingdownhishesitationtoanimpostor’sconsciousnessofguilt。

  “Um!“saidOwentotheyounglady,“Ibegyourpardon。Idon’tevenknowyourname,andIamsureIhavenorighttoaskit,butwouldyoumindrowingacrosswithme?Itwouldbesokindofyou;youmightintroducemetothehousekeeper。”

  AgainBeatricelaughedthemerrylaughofgirlhood;shewastooyoungtobeconsciousofanyimproprietyinthesituation,andindeedtherewasnone。Buthersenseofhumourtoldherthatitwasfunny,andshebecamepossessedwithanotunnaturalcuriositytoseethethingout。

  “Oh,verywell。”shesaid,“Iwillcome。”

  TheboatwaspushedoffandverysoontheyreachedthestonequaythatborderedtheharbouroftheCastle,aboutwhichalittlevillageofretainershadgrownup。Seeingtheboatarrive,someofthesepeoplesaunteredoutofthecottages,andthen,thinkingthatavisitorhadcome,undertheguidanceofMissBeatrice,tolookattheantiquitiesoftheCastle,whichwastheshowplaceoftheneighbourhood,saunteredbackagain。Thenthepairbeganthezigzagascentoftherockmountain,tillatlasttheystoodbeneaththemightymassofbuilding,which,althoughitwashoarywithantiquity,wasbynomeanslackinginthecomfortsofmoderncivilization,thewater,forinstance,beingbroughtinpipeslaidbeneaththeseafromamountaintoptwomilesawayonthemainland。

  “Isn’tthereaviewhere?”saidBeatrice,pointingtothevaststretchoflandandsea。“Ithink,Mr。Davies,thatyouhavethemostbeautifulhouseinthewholeworld。Yourgreat-uncle,whodiedayearago,spentmorethanfiftythousandpoundsonrepairingandrefurbishingit,theysay。Hebuiltthebigdrawing-roomthere,wherethestoneisalittlelighter;itisfifty-fivefeetlong。Justthink,fiftythousandpounds!“

  “Itisalargesum。”saidOwen,inanunimaginativesortofway,whileinhishearthewonderedwhatonearthheshoulddowiththiswhiteelephantofamedi?valcastle,anditsdrawingroomfifty-fivefeetlong。

  “Hedoesnotseemmuchimpressed。”thoughtBeatricetoherself,asshetuggedawayattheposternbell;“Ithinkhemustbestupid。Helooksstupid。”

  Presentlythedoorwasopenedbyanactive-lookinglittleoldwomanwithahighvoice。

  “Mrs。Thomas。”thoughtOwentohimself;“sheisevenworsethanI

  expected。”

  “Nowyoumustpleasetogoaway。”begantheformidablehousekeeperinhershrillestkey;“itistoolatetoshowvisitorsover。Why,blessus,it’syou,MissBeatrice,withastrangeman!Whatdoyouwant?”

  Beatricelookedathercompanionasahintthatheshouldexplainhimself,buthesaidnothing。

  “Thisisyournewsquire。”shesaid,notwithoutacertainpride。“I

  foundhimwanderingaboutthebeach。Hedidnotknowhowtogethere,soIbroughthimover。”

  “Lord,MissBeatrice,andhowdoyouknowit’shim?”saidMrs。Thomas。

  “Howdoyouknowitain’tahousebreaker?”

  “Oh,I’msurehecannotbe。”answeredBeatriceaside,“becauseheisn’tcleverenough。”

  Thenfollowedalongdiscussion。Mrs。Thomasstoutlyrefusedtoadmitthestrangerwithoutevidenceofidentity,andBeatrice,embracinghiscause,asstoutlypressedhisclaims。Asforthelawfulowner,hemadeoccasionalfeebleattemptstoprovethathewashimself,butMrs。

  Thomaswasnottobeimposeduponinthisway。Atlasttheycametoadeadlock。

  “Y’dbettergobacktotheinn,sir。”saidMrs。Thomaswithscathingsarcasm,“andcomeupto-morrowwithproofsandyourluggage。”

  “Haven’tyougotanyletterswithyou?”suggestedBeatriceasalastresource。

  AsithappenedOwenhadaletter,onefromthelawyertohimselfabouttheproperty,andmentioningMrs。Thomas’snameasbeinginchargeoftheCastle。Hehadforgottenallaboutit,butatthisinterestingjunctureitwasproducedandreadaloudbyBeatrice。Mrs。Thomastookit,andhavingexamineditcarefullythroughherhorn-rimmedspectacles,wasconstrainedtoadmititsauthenticity。

  “I’msureIapologise,sir。”shesaidwithahalf-doubtfulcourtesyandmuchtact,“butonecan’tbetoocarefulwithallthesetrampsesesabout;Inevershouldhavethoughtfromthelookofyou,sir,howasyouwasthenewsquire。”

  Thismightbecandid,butitwasnotflattering,anditcausedBeatricetosniggerbehindherhandkerchiefintrueschool-girlfashion。However,theyentered,andwereledbyMrs。Thomaswithsolemnpompthroughthegreatandlittlehalls,thestoneparlourandtheoakparlour,thelibraryandthehugedrawing-room,inwhichthewhiteheadsofmarblestatuesprotrudedfromthebagsofbrownhollandwherewiththeywerewrappedaboutinamannerghastlytobehold。Atlengththeyreachedasmalloctagon-shapedroomthat,facingsouth,commandedamostgloriousviewofseaandland。ItwascalledtheLady’sBoudoir,andjoinedanotherofaboutthesamesize,whichinitsformerowner’stimehadbeenusedasasmoking-room。

  “Ifyoudon’tmind,madam。”saidthelordofallthismagnificence,“I

  shouldliketostophere,Iamgettingtiredofwalking。”Andtherehestoppedformanyyears。TherestoftheCastlewasshutup;hescarcelyevervisiteditexceptoccasionallytoseethattheroomswereproperlyaired,forhewasamethodicalman。

  AsforBeatrice,shewenthome,stillchuckling,toreceiveaseverereprooffromElizabethforher“forwardness。”ButOwenDaviesneverforgotthedebtofgratitudeheowedher。Inhishearthefeltconvincedthathaditnotbeenforher,hewouldhavefledbeforeMrs。

  Thomasandherhorn-rimmedeyeglasses,toreturnnomore。Thetruthofthematterwas,however,thatyoungaswasBeatrice,hefellinlovewithherthenandthere,onlytofalldeeperanddeeperintothatdrearabyssasyearswenton。Heneversaidanythingaboutit,hescarcelyevengaveahintofhishopelesscondition,thoughofcourseBeatricedivinedsomethingofitassoonasshecametoyearsofdiscretion。ButtheregrewupinOwen’ssilent,lonelybreastagreatandovermasteringdesiretomakethisgrey-eyedgirlhiswife。Hemeasuredtimebytheintervalsthatelapsedbetweenhisvisionsofher。NoperiodinhislifewassowretchedandutterlypurposelessasthosetwoyearswhichpassedwhileshewasatherTrainingCollege。Hewasaverypassivelover,asyethisgatheringpassiondidnoturgehimtoextremes,andhecouldnevermakeuphismindtodeclareit。

  Theboxwasinhishand,buthefearedtothrowthedice。

  Buthedrewasneartoherashedared。OncehegaveBeatriceaflower,itwaswhenshewasseventeen,andawkwardlyexpressedahopethatshewouldwearitforhissake。Thewordswerenotmuchandtheflowerwasnotmuch,buttherewasalookabouttheman’seyes,andasuppressedpassionandenergyinhisvoice,whichtoldtheirtaletothekeen-wittedgirl。Afterthishefoundthatsheavoidedhim,andbitterlyregrettedhisboldness。ForBeatricedidnotlikehiminthatway。Toagirlofhercuriousstamphiswealthwasnothing。Shedidnotcovetwealth,shecovetedindependence,andhadthesensetoknowthatmarriagewithsuchamanwouldnotbringit。Acageisacage,whetherthebarsareofironorgold。Heboredher,shedespisedhimforhiswantofintelligenceandenterprise。Thatamanwithallthiswealthandendlessopportunityshouldwastehislifeinsuchfashionwastoherathingintolerable。Sheknewifshehadhalfhischance,thatshewouldmakehernameringfromoneendofEuropetotheother。

  Inshort,BeatriceheldOwenasdeeplyincontemptashersisterElizabeth,studyinghimfromanotherpointofview,heldhiminreverence。Andputtingasideanyhumanpredilections,Beatricewouldneverhavemarriedamanwhomshedespised。Sherespectedherselftoomuch。

  OwenDaviessawallthisasthroughaglassdarkly,andinhisownslowwaycastaboutforameansofdrawingnear。HediscoveredthatBeatricewaspassionatelyfondoflearning,andalsothatshehadnomeanstoobtainthenecessarybooks。Sohethrewopenhislibrarytoher;itwasoneofthebestinWales。Hedidmore;hegaveorderstoaLondonbooksellertoforwardhimeverynewbookofimportancethatappearedincertainclassesofliterature,andalloftheseheplacedatherdisposal,havingfirstcarefullycuttheleaveswithhisownhand。ThiswasabaitBeatricecouldnotresist。ShemightdreadorevendetestMr。Davies,butshelovedhisbooks,andifshequarrelledwithhimherwellofknowledgewouldsimplyrundry,fortherewerenocirculatinglibrariesatBryngelly,andiftherehadbeenshecouldnothaveaffordedtosubscribetothem。Sosheremainedongoodtermswithhim,andevensmiledathisfutileattemptstokeeppacewithherstudies。Poorman,readingdidnotcomenaturallytohim;hewasmuchbetteratcuttingleaves。Hestudiedthe/Times/andcertainreligiousworks,thatwasall。Buthewrestledmanfullywithmanyadetestedtome,inordertobeabletosaysomethingtoBeatriceaboutit,andtheworstofitwasthatBeatricealwayssawthroughit,andshowedhimthatshedid。Itwasnotkind,perhaps,butyouthiscruel。

  Andsotheyearsworeon,tillatlengthBeatriceknewthatacrisiswasathand。Eventhetardiestandmostretiringlovermustcometothepointatlast,ifheisinearnest,andOwenDavieswasverymuchinearnest。Oflate,toherdismay,hehadsofarcomeoutofhisshellastoallowhimselftobenominatedamemberoftheschoolcouncil。Ofcoursesheknewthatthiswasonlytogivehimmoreopportunitiesofseeingher。Asamemberofthecouncil,hecouldvisittheschoolofwhichshewasmistressasoftenashechose,andindeedhesoonlearnedtotakealivelyinterestinvillageeducation。

  Abouttwiceaweekhewouldcomeinjustastheschoolwasbreakingupandoffertowalkhomewithher,seekingforafavourableopportunitytopropose。Hithertoshehadalwayswardedoffthislastevent,butsheknewthatitmusthappen。Notthatshewasactuallyafraidofthemanhimself;hewastoomuchafraidofherforthat。WhatshedidfearwastheoutburstofwrathfromherfatherandsisterwhentheylearnedthatshehadrefusedOwenDavies。ItneveroccurredtoherthatElizabethmightbeplayingahandofherowninthematter。

  Fromallofwhichitwillbeclear,ifindeedithasnotbecomesoalready,thatBeatriceGrangerwasasomewhatill-regulatedyoungwoman,borntobringtroubleonherselfandallconnectedwithher。

  Hadshebeenotherwise,shewouldhavetakenhergoodfortuneandmarriedOwenDavies,inwhichcaseherhistoryneedneverhavebeenwritten。

  CHAPTERVII

  AMATRIMONIALTALE

  BeforeGeoffreyBinghamdroppedoffintoatroubledsleeponthateventfulnightofstorm,helearnedthatthegirlwhohadsavedhislifeattheriskandalmostatthecostofherownwasoutofdanger,andinhisownandmorereticentwayhethankedProvidenceasheartilyasdidOwenDavies。Thenhewenttosleep。

  Whenhewoke,feelingverysickandsostiffandsorethathecouldscarcelymove,thebroaddaylightwasstreamingthroughtheblinds。

  Theplacewasperfectlyquiet,forthedoctor’sassistantwhohadbroughthimbacktolife,andwholayuponacouchatthefurtherendoftheroom,sleptthesleepofyouthandcompleteexhaustion。Onlyaneight-dayclockonthemantelpiecetickedinthatsolemnandaggressivewaywhichclocksaffectinthestillness。Geoffreystrainedhiseyestomakeoutthetime,andfinallydiscoveredthatitwantedafewminutestosixo’clock。ThenhefelltowonderinghowMissGrangerwas,andtorepeatinginhisownmindeverysceneoftheiradventure,tillthelast,whentheywerewhirledoutofthecanoeintheembraceofthatwhite-crestedbillow。

  Herememberednothingafterthat,nothingbutarushingsoundandavisionoffoam。Heshudderedalittleashethoughtofit,forhisnerveswereshaken;itisnotpleasanttohavebeensoveryneartheEndandtheBeginning;andthenhisheartwentoutwithrenewedgratitudetowardsthegirlwhohadrestoredhimtolifeandlightandhope。Justatthismomenthethoughtthatheheardasoundofsobbingoutsidethewindow。Helistened;thesoundwenton。Hetriedtorise,onlytofindthathewastoostifftomanageit。So,asalastresource,hecalledthedoctor。

  “Whatisthematter?”answeredthatyounggentleman,jumpingupwiththealacrityofoneaccustomedtobesuddenlyawakened。“Doyoufeelqueer?”

  “Yes,Idorather。”answeredGeoffrey,“butitisn’tthat。Thereissomebodycryingoutsidehere。”

  Thedoctorputonhiscoat,and,goingtothewindow,drewtheblind。

  “Why,sothereis。”hesaid。“It’salittlegirlwithyellowhairandwithoutahat。”

  “Alittlegirl。”answeredGeoffrey。“Why,itmustbeEffie,mydaughter。Pleaseletherin。”

  “Allright。Coveryourselfup,andIcandothatthroughthewindow;

  itisn’tfivefeetfromtheground。”Accordinglyheopenedthewindow,andaddressingthelittlegirl,askedherwhathernamewas。

  “Effie。”shesobbedinanswer,“EffieBingham。I’vecometolookfordaddie。”

  “Allright,mydear,don’tcryso;yourdaddieishere。Comeandletmeliftyouin。”

  Anothermomentandthereappearedthroughtheopenwindowtheverysweetestlittlefaceandformthateveragirlofsixwasblessedwith。Forthefacewaspinkandwhite,andinitweresettwobeautifuldarkeyes,which,contrastingwiththegoldenhair,madethechildasighttosee。Butalas!justnowthecheekswerestainedwithtears,androundthelargedarkeyeswereringsalmostasdark。Norwasthisall。Thelittledresswashookedawry,ononetinyfootalldrenchedwithdewtherewasnoboot,andontheyellowcurlsnohat。

  “Oh!daddie,daddie。”criedthechild,catchingsightofhimandstrugglingtoreachherfather’sarms,“youisn’tdead,isyou,daddie?”

  “No,mylove,no。”answeredherfather,kissingher。“WhyshouldyouthinkthatIwasdead?Didn’tyourmothertellyouthatIwassafe?”

  “Oh!daddie。”sheanswered,“theycameandsaidthatyouwasdrownded,andIcriedandwishedthatIwasdrowndedtoo。Thenmothercamehomeatlastandsaidthatyouwerebetter,andwascrosswithmebecauseI

  wentoncryingandwantedtocometoyou。ButIdidgooncrying。I

  criednearlyallnight,andwhenitgotlightIdiddressmyself,allbutoneshoeandmyhat,whichIcouldnotfind,andIgotoutofthehousetolookforyou。”

  “Andhowdidyoufindme,mypoorlittledear?”

  “Oh,IheardmothersayyouwasattheVicarage,soIwaitedtillI

  sawaman,andaskedhimwhichwaytogo,andhedidtellmetowalkalongtheclifftillIsawalongwhitehouse,andthenwhenhesawthatIhadnoshoehewantedtotakemehome,butIranawaytillI

  gothere。Buttheblindsweredown,soIdidthinkthatyouweredead,daddiedear,andIcriedtillthatgentlemanopenedthewindow。”

  AfterthatGeoffreybegantoscoldherforrunningaway,butshedidnotseemtominditmuch,forshesatupontheedgeofthecouch,herlittlefacerestingagainsthisown,averyprettysighttosee。

  “YoumustgobacktoMrs。Jones,Effie,andtellyourmotherwhereyouhavebeen。”

  “Ican’t,daddie,I’veonlygotoneshoe。”sheanswered,pouting。

  “Butyoucamewithonlyoneshoe。”

  “Yes,daddie,butIwantedtocomeandIdon’twanttogoback。Tellmehowyouwasdrownded。”

  Helaughedatherlogicandgavewaytoher,forthislittledaughterwasveryneartohisheart,nearerthananythingelseintheworld。Sohetoldherhowhewas“drownded“andhowaladyhadsavedhislife。

  Effielistenedwithwideseteyes,andthensaidthatshewantedtoseethelady,whichshepresentlydid。Atthatmomenttherecameaknockatthedoor,andMr。Grangerentered,accompaniedbyDr。

  Chambers。

  “Howdoyoudo,sir?”saidtheformer。“Imustintroducemyself,seeingthatyouarenotlikelytorememberme。WhenlastIsawyou,youlookedasdeadasabeacheddog-fish。Myname’sGranger,theReverendJ。Granger,VicarofBryngelly,oneoftheveryworstlivingsonthiscoast,andthat’ssayingagreatdeal。”

  “Iamsure,Mr。Granger,I’munderadeepdebtofgratitudetoyouforyourhospitality,andunderastilldeeperonetoyourdaughter,butI

  hopetothankherpersonallyforthat。”

  “Neverspeakofit。”saidtheclergyman。“Hotwaterandblanketsdon’tcostmuch,andyouwillhavetopayforthebrandyandthedoctor。Howishe,doctor?”

  “Heisgettingonverywellindeed,Mr。Granger。ButIdaresayyoufindyourselfratherstiff,Mr。Bingham。Iseeyourheadisprettybadlybruised。”

  “Yes。”heanswered,laughing,“andsoismybody。ShallIbeabletogohometo-day?”

  “Ithinkso。”saidthedoctor,“butnotbeforethisevening。Youhadbetterkeepquiettillthen。YouwillbegladtohearthatMissBeatriceisgettingonverywell。Herswasawonderfulrecovery,themostwonderfulIeversaw。Ihadquitegivenherup,thoughIshouldhavekeptonthetreatmentforanotherhour。YououghttobegratefultoMissBeatrice,Mr。Bingham。Butforheryouwouldnothavebeenhere。”

  “Iammostgrateful。”heansweredearnestly。“ShallIbeabletoseeherto-day?”

  “Yes,Ithinkso,sometimethisafternoon,sayatthreeo’clock。Isthatyourlittledaughter?Whatalovelychildsheis。Well,Iwilllookinagainabouttwelve。Allthatyourequiretodonowistokeepquietandrubinsomearnica。”

  AboutanhourafterwardstheservantgirlbroughtGeoffreysomebreakfastofteaandtoast。Hefeltquitehungry,butwhenitcametothepinchhecouldnoteatmuch。Effie,whowasstarving,madeupforthisdeficiency,however;sheateallthetoastandacoupleofslicesofbreadandbutterafterit。Scarcelyhadtheyfinished,whenherfatherobservedashadeofanxietycomeuponhislittledaughter’sface。

  “Whatisit,Effie?”heasked。

  “Ithink。”repliedEffieinevidenttrepidation,“IthinkthatIhearmotheroutsideandAnnetoo。”

  “Well,dear,theyhavecometoseeme。”

  “Yes,andtoscoldmebecauseIranaway。”andthechilddrewnearertoherfatherinafashionwhichwouldhavemadeitcleartoanyobserverthattherelationsbetweenherandhermotherweresomewhatstrained。

  Effiewasright。PresentlytherewasaknockatthedoorandLadyHonoriaentered,calmandpaleandelegantasever。Shewasfollowedbyadark-eyedsomewhatimpertinent-lookingFrench/bonne/,whoheldupherhandsandejaculated,“MonDieu!“assheappeared。

  “Ithoughtso。”saidLadyHonoria,speakinginFrenchtothe/bonne/。

  “Theresheis。”andshepointedattherunawayEffiewithherparasol。

  “MonDieu!“saidthewomanagain。“Vousvoilàenfin,etmoi,quisuisaccabléedepeur,etvotrechèremèreaussi;oh,maisquec’estméchant;etregardezdonc,avecunsoulierseulement。Maisc’estaffreux!“

  “Holdyourtongue。”saidGeoffreysharply,“andleaveMissEffiealone。Shecametoseeme。”

  Anneejaculated,“MonDieu!“oncemoreandcollapsed。

  “Really,Geoffrey。”saidhiswife,“thewayyouspoilthatchildissomethingshocking。Sheiswilfulascanbe,andyoumakeherworse。

  Itisverynaughtyofhertorunawaylikethatandgiveussuchahunt。Howarewetogetherhome,Iwonder,withonlyoneshoe。”

  Herhusbandbithislip,andhisforeheadcontracteditselfabovethedarkeyes。ItwasnotthefirsttimethatheandLadyHonoriahadcometowordsaboutthechild,withwhomhiswifewasnotinsympathy。

  IndeedshehadneverforgivenEffieforappearinginthisworldatall。LadyHonoriadidnotbelongtothatclassofwomenwhothinkmaternityisajoy。

  “Anne。”hesaid,“takeMissEffieandcarryhertillyoucanfindadonkey。Shecanridebacktothelodgings。”ThenursemurmuredsomethinginFrenchaboutthechildbeingasheavyaslead。

  “DoasIbidyou。”hesaidsharply,inthesamelanguage。“Effie,mylove,givemeakissandgohome。Thankyouforcomingtoseeme。”

  Thechildobeyedandwent。LadyHonoriastoodandwatchedhergo,tappingherlittlefootuponthefloor,andwithalookuponhercold,handsomefacethatwasnotaltogetheragreeabletosee。

  Ithadsometimeshappenedthat,inthecourseofhismarriedlife,Geoffreyreturnedhomewithalittleofthataddedfondnesswhichabsenceisfabledtobeget。OntheseoccasionshewascommonlysounfortunateastofindthatLadyHonoriabeliedthesaying,thatshegreetedhimwitharrearsofgrievancesandwas,ifpossible,morefrigidthanever。

  Wasthistoberepeatednowthathehadcomebackfromwhatwassoneartobeingthelongestabsenceofall?Itlookedlikeit。Henotedsymptomsoftherisingstorm,symptomswithwhichhewasbuttoowellacquainted,andbothforhisownsakeandforhers——foraboveallthingsGeoffreydreadedthesebittermatrimonialbickerings——triedtothinkofsomethingkindtosay。Itmustbeownedthathedidnotshowmuchtactinthesubjectheselected,thoughitwasonewhichmighthavestirredthesympathiesofsomewomen。ItissodifficulttorememberthatoneisdealingwithaLadyHonoria。

  “Ifeverwehaveanotherchild——“hebegangently。

  “Excusemeinterruptingyou。”saidthelady,withasuavitywhichdidnothoweverconveyanyideaofthespeaker’sinwardpeace,“butitisakindnesstopreventyoufromgoingoninthatline。/One/darlingisampleforme。”

  “Well。”saidthemiserableGeoffrey,withaneffort,“evenifyoudon’tcaremuchaboutthechildyourself,itisalittleunreasonabletoobjectbecauseshecaresformeandwassorrywhenshethoughtthatIwasdead。Really,Honoria,sometimesIwonderifyouhaveanyheartatall。WhyshouldyoubeputoutbecauseEffiegotupearlytocomeandseeme?——anexamplewhichImustadmityoudidnotsether。Andastohershoe——“headdedsmiling。

  “Youmaylaughabouthershoe,Geoffrey。”sheinterrupted,“butyouforgetthatevenlittlethingslikethatarenolaughingmatternowtous。Thechild’sshoeskeepmeawakeatnightsometimes。DefoyhasnotbeenpaidforIdon’tknowhowlong。Ihaveamindtogether/sabots/——

  andastoheart——“

  “Well。”brokeinGeoffrey,reflectingthatbadaswastheemotionalsideofthequestion,itwasbetterthanthecommercial——“asto’heart?’“

  “Youarescarcelythepersontotalkofit,thatisall。Iwonderhowmuchofyoursyougave/me/?”

  “Really,Honoria。”heanswered,notwithouteagerness,andhismindfilledwithwonder。Wasitpossiblethathiswifehadexperiencedsomekindof“call。”andwasabouttoconcernherselfwithhisheartonewayortheother?Ifsoitwasstrange,forshehadnevershowntheslightestinterestinitbefore。

  “Yes。”shewentonrapidlyandwithgatheringvehemence,“youspeakaboutyourheart“——whichhehadnotdone——“andyetyouknowaswellasIdothatifIhadbeenagirlofnopositionyouwouldneverhaveofferedmetheorganonwhichyoupretendtosetsohighavalue。Ordidyourheartrunwildlyawaywithyou,anddragusintoloveandacottage——aflat,Imean?Ifso,/I/shouldpreferalittlelessheartandalittlemorecommonsense。”

  Geoffreywinced,twiceindeed,feelingthatherladyshiphadhithimasitwerewithbothbarrels。For,asamatteroffact,hehadnotbegunwithanypassionatedevotion,andagainLadyHonoriaandhewerenowjustaspoorasthoughtheyhadreallymarriedforlove。

  “Itishardlyfairtogobackonbygonesandtalklikethis。”hesaid,“evenifyourpositionhadsomethingtodowithit;onlyatfirstofcourse,youmustrememberthatwhenwemarriedminewasnotwithoutattractions。Twothousandayeartostartonandabaronetcyandeightthousandayearinthenearfuturewerenot——butIhatetalkingaboutthatkindofthing。Whydoyouforcemetoit?Nobodycouldknowthatmyuncle,whowassoanxiousthatIshouldmarryyou,wouldmarryhimselfathisage,andhaveasonandheir。Itwasnotmyfault,Honoria。Perhapsyouwouldnothavemarriedmeifyoucouldhaveforeseenit。”

  “Veryprobablynot。”sheansweredcalmly,“anditisnot/my/faultthatIhavenotyetlearnedtolivewithpeaceofmindandcomfortonsevenhundredayear。Itwashardenoughtoexistontwothousandtillyouruncledied,andnow——“

  “Well,andnow,Honoria,ifyouwillonlyhavepatienceandputupwiththingsforawhile,youshallberichenough;Iwillmakemoneyforyou,asmuchmoneyasyouwant。Ihavemanyfriends。IhavenotdonesobadlyattheBarthisyear。”

  “Twohundredpounds,nineteenshillingsandsevenpence,minusninety-

  sevenpoundsrentofchambersandclerk。”saidLadyHonoria,withadisparagingaccentonthesevenpence。

  “Ishalldoubleitnextyear,anddoublethatagainthenext,andsoon。Iworkfrommorningtillnighttogeton,thatyoumayhave——whatyoulivefor。”hesaidbitterly。

  “Ah,Ishallbesixtybeforethathappydaycomes,andwantnothingbutscandalandabathchair。IknowtheBaranditsmoaning。”sheadded,withacidwit。“Youdream,youimaginewhatyouwouldliketocometrue,butyouaredeceivingmeandyourself。ItwillbelikethestoryofSirRobertBingham’spropertyonceagain。Weshallbebeggarsallourdays。Itellyou,Geoffrey,thatyouhadnorighttomarryme。”

  Thenatlengthhelosthistemper。Thiswasnotthefirstofthesescenes——theyhadgrownfrequentoflate,andthisbitterwaterwasconstantlydropping。

  “Right?”hesaid,“andmayIaskwhatrightyouhadtomarrymewhenyoudon’tevenpretendyouevercaredonestrawforme,butjustacceptedmeasyouwouldhaveacceptedanyothermanwhowasatolerablygoodmatch?IgrantthatIfirstthoughtofproposingtoyoubecausemyunclewishedit,butifIdidnotloveyouImeanttobeagoodhusbandtoyou,andIshouldhavelovedyouifyouwouldletme。

  Butyouarecoldandselfish;youlookeduponahusbandmerelyasastepping-stonetoluxury;youhaveneverlovedanybodyexceptyourself。IfIhaddiedlastnightIbelievethatyouwouldhavecaredmoreabouthavingtogointomourningthanforthefactofmydisappearancefromyourlife。YoushowednomorefeelingformewhenyoucameinthanyouwouldhaveifIhadbeenastranger——notsomuchassomewomenmighthaveforastranger。Iwondersometimesifyouhaveanyfeelingleftinyouatall。IshouldthinkthatyoutreatmeasyoudobecauseyoudonotcareformeanddocareforsomeotherpersondidInotknowyoutobeutterlyincapableofcaringforanybody。Doyouwanttomakemehateyou,Honoria?”

  Geoffrey’slowconcentratedvoiceandearnestmannertoldhiswife,whowaswatchinghimwithsomethinglikeasmileuponherclear-cutlips,howdeeplyhewasmoved。Hehadlosthisself-control,andexposedhishearttoher——athingherarelydid,andthatinitselfwasatriumphwhichshedidnotwishtopursueatthemoment。Geoffreywasnotamantopushtoofar。

  “Ifyouhavequitefinished,Geoffrey,thereissomethingIshouldliketosay——“

  “Oh,curseitall!“hebrokein。

  “Yes?”shesaidcalmlyandinterrogatively,andmadeapause,butashedidnotspeciallyapplyhisremarktoanybodyoranything,shecontinued:“Iftheseflowersofrhetoricareover,whatIhavetosayisthis:Idonotintendtostayinthishorridplaceanylonger。Iamgoingto-morrowtomybrotherGarsington。Theyaskedusboth,youmayremember,butforreasonsbestknowntoyourself,youwouldnotgo。”

  “Youknowmyreasonsverywell,Honoria。”

  “Ibegyourpardon。Ihavenottheslightestideawhattheywere。”

  saidLadyHonoriawithconviction。“MayIhearthem?”

  “Well,ifyouwishtoknow,Iwillnotgotothehouseofamanwhohas——well,leftmyclubasGarsingtonleftit,andwho,haditnotbeenformyefforts,wouldhaveleftitinanevenmoreunpleasantandconspicuousfashion。Andhiswifeisworsethanheis——“

  “Ithinkyouaremistaken。”LadyHonoriasaidcoldly,andwiththeairofapersonwhoshutsthedoorofaroomintowhichshedoesnotwishtolook。“And,anyway,itallhappenedyearsagoandhasblownover。

  ButIdonotseethenecessityofdiscussingthesubjectfurther。I

  supposethatweshallmeetatdinnerto-night。Ishalltaketheearlytrainto-morrow。”

  “Dowhatsuitsyou,Honoria。Perhapsyouwouldprefernotreturningatall。”

  “Thankyou,no。Iwillnotlaymyselfopentoimputations。IshalljoinyouinLondon,andwillmakethebestofabadbusiness。ThankHeaven,Ihavelearnedhowtobearmymisfortunes。”andwiththisParthianshotshelefttheroom。

  Foraminuteortwoherhusbandfeltasthoughhealmosthatedher。

  Thenhethrusthisfaceintothepillowandgroaned。

  “Sheisright。”hesaidtohimself;“wemustmakethebestofabadbusiness。But,somehow,Iseemtohavemadeamessofmylife。AndyetIlovedheronce——foramonthortwo。”

  Thiswasnotanagreeablescene,anditmaybesaidthatLadyHonoriawasavulgarperson。Butnoteventheadvantageofhavingbeenbroughtup“onthekneesofmarchionesses“isaspecificagainstvulgarity,ifaladyhappens,unfortunately,tosetherheart,whatthereisofit,meanlyonmeanthings。

  CHAPTERVIII

  EXPLANATORY

  Abouttwoo’clockGeoffreyrose,andwithsomeslightassistancefromhisreverendhost,struggledintohisclothes。Thenhelunched,andwhilehedidsoMr。Grangerpouredhistroublesintohissympatheticear。

  “MyfatherwasaHerefordshirefarmer,Mr。Bingham。”hesaid,“andI

  wasbreduptothatlineoflifemyself。Hedidwell,myfatherdid,asinthosedaysacarefulmanmight。Whatismore,hemadesomemoneybycattle-dealing,andIthinkthatturnedhisheadalittle;anyway,hewasmindedtomake’agentlemanofme,’ashecalledit。SowhenI

  waseighteenIwaspackedofftobemadeaparsonof,whetherIlikeditorno。Well,Ibecameaparson,andforfouryearsIhadacuracyatatowncalledKingston,inHerefordshire,notabadsortoflittletown——perhapsyouhappentoknowit。WhileIwasthere,myfather,whowasgettingbeyondhimself,tooktospeculating。HebuiltarowofvillasatLeominster,oratleasthelentalawyerthemoneytobuildthem,andwhentheywerebuiltnobodywouldhirethem。Itbrokemyfather;hewasruinedoverthosevillas。Ihavealwayshatedthesightofavillaeversince,Mr。Bingham。Andshortlyafterwardshedied,asnearbankruptcyasaman’snoseistohismouth。

  “AfterthatIwasofferedthisliving,£150ayearitwasatthebest,andlikeafoolItookit。Theoldparsonwhowasherebeforemeleftanonlydaughterbehindhim。Thelivinghadruinedhim,asitruinsme,and,asIsay,helefthisdaughter,mywifethatwas,behindhim,andaprettygoodbillfordilapidationsIhadagainsttheestate。Buttherewasn’tanyestate,soImadethebestofabadbusinessandmarriedthedaughter,andasweetprettywomanshewas,poordear,verylikemyBeatrice,onlywithoutthebrains。Ican’tmakeoutwhereBeatrice’sbrainscomefromindeed,forIamsureIdon’tsetupforhavingany。Shewaswellborn,too,mywifewas,ofanoldCornishfamily,butshehadnowheretogoto,andIthinkshemarriedmebecauseshedidn’tknowwhatelsetodo,andwasfondoftheoldplace。Shetookmeonwithit,asitwere。Well,itturnedoutprettywell,tillsomeelevenyearsago,whenourboywasborn,thoughI

  don’tthinkweeverquiteunderstoodeachother。Shenevergotherhealthbackafterthat,andsevenyearsagoshedied。Irememberitwasonanightwonderfullylikelastnight——mistfirst,thenstorm。

  Theboydiedafewyearsafterwards。IthoughtitwouldhavebrokenBeatrice’sheart;shehasneverbeenthesamegirlsince,butalwaysfullofqueerideasIdon’tpretendtofollow。

  “AndasforthelifeI’vehadofithere,Mr。Bingham,youwouldn’tbelieveitifIwastotellyou。Thelivingissmallenough,buttheplaceisasfullofdissentasamackerel-boatoffish,andasforgettingthetithes——well,Icannot,that’sall。Ifitwasn’tforabitoffarmingthatIdo,notbutwhatthepricesaredowntonothing,andforwhatthevisitorsgiveintheseason,andforthehelpofBeatrice’ssalaryascertificatedmistress,Ishouldhavebeeninthepoor-houselongago,andshallbeyet,Ioftenthink。Ihavehadtotakeinaborderbeforenowtomakebothendsmeet,andshallagain,I

  expect。

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