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  WhatMr。Raymondthought,Idarehardlyattempttoputdownhere。

  Butonepartofitwas,thatthehighestwisdommusteverappearfollytothosewhodonotpossessit。

  “Ithinkhewouldcomethough——afterdark,youknow。”Diamondcontinued。

  “Hedoeswellatshiningboots。People’skindtolameboys,youknow,sir。Butafterdark,thereain’tsomuchdoing。”

  DiamondsucceededinbringingJimtoMr。Raymond,andtheconsequencewasthatheresolvedtogivetheboyachance。HeprovidednewclothesforbothhimandNanny;anduponacertainday,Josephtookhiswifeandthreechildren,andNannyandJim,bytraintoacertainstationinthecountyofKent,wheretheyfoundacartwaitingtocarrythemandtheirluggagetoTheMound,whichwasthenameofMr。Raymond’snewresidence。Iwillnotdescribethevariedfeelingsofthepartyastheywent,orwhentheyarrived。AllIwillsayis,thatDiamond,whoismyonlycare,wasfullofquietdelight——agladnesstoodeeptotalkabout。

  Josephreturnedtotownthesamenight,andthenextmorningdroveRubyandDiamonddown,withthecarriagebehindthem,andMr。Raymondandaladyinthecarriage。ForMr。Raymondwasanoldbachelornolonger:hewasbringinghiswifewithhimtoliveatTheMound。

  ThemomentNannysawher,sherecognisedherastheladywhohadlenthertheruby-ring。ThatringhadbeengivenherbyMr。Raymond。

  Theweatherwasveryhot,andthewoodsveryshadowy。Therewerenotagreatmanywildflowers,foritwasgettingwelltowardsautumn,andthemostofthewildflowersriseearlytobebeforetheleaves,becauseiftheydidnot,theywouldnevergetaglimpseofthesunforthem。Sotheyhavetheirfunover,andarereadytogotobedagainbythetimethetreesaredressed。Buttherewasplentyoftheloveliestgrassanddaisiesaboutthehouse,andDiamond’schiefpleasureseemedtobetolieamongstthem,andbreathethepureair。

  Butallthetime,hewasdreamingofthecountryatthebackofthenorthwind,andtryingtorecallthesongstheriverusedtosing。

  Forthiswasmorelikebeingatthebackofthenorthwindthananythinghehadknownsinceheleftit。Sometimeshewouldhavehislittlebrother,sometimeshislittlesister,andsometimesbothoftheminthegrasswithhim,andthenhefeltjustlikeacatwithherfirstkittens,hesaid,onlyhecouldn’tpurr——

  allhecoulddowastosing。

  Thesewereverydifferenttimesfromthosewhenheusedtodrivethecab,butyoumustnotsupposethatDiamondwasidle。

  Hedidnotdosomuchforhismothernow,becauseNannyoccupiedhisformerplace;buthehelpedhisfatherstill,bothinthestableandtheharness-room,andgenerallywentwithhimontheboxthathemightlearntodriveapair,andbereadytoopenthecarriage-door。

  Mr。Raymondadvisedhisfathertogivehimplentyofliberty。

  “Aboylikethat。”hesaid,“oughtnottobepushed。”

  Josephassentedheartily,smilingtohimselfattheideaofpushingDiamond。Afterdoingeverythingthatfelltohisshare,theboyhadawealthoftimeathisdisposal。Andahappy,sometimesamerrytimeitwas。Onlyfortwomonthsorso,heneithersawnorheardanythingofNorthWind。

  CHAPTERXXXV

  IMAKEDIAMOND’SACQUAINTANCE

  MR。RAYMOND’ShousewascalledTheMound,becauseitstooduponalittlesteepknoll,sosmoothandsymmetricalthatitshoweditselfatoncetobeartificial。Ithad,beyonddoubt,beenbuiltforQueenElizabethasahuntingtower——aplace,namely,fromthetopofwhichyoucouldseethecountryformilesonallsides,andsobeabletofollowwithyoureyestheflyingdeerandthepursuinghoundsandhorsemen。Themoundhadbeencastuptogiveagoodbasement-advantageovertheneighbouringheightsandwoods。

  Therewasagreatquarry-holenotfaroff,brim-fullofwater,fromwhich,asthecurrentlegendstated,thematerialsformingtheheartofthemound——akindofstoneunfitforbuilding——

  hadbeendug。Thehouseitselfwasofbrick,andtheysaidthefoundationswerefirstlaidinthenaturallevel,andthenthestonesandearthofthemoundwereheapedaboutandbetweenthem,sothatitsgreatheightshouldbewellbuttressed。

  Josephandhiswifelivedinalittlecottageashortwayfromthehouse。

  Itwasarealcottage,witharoofofthickthatch,which,inJuneandJuly,thewindsprinkledwiththeredandwhitepetalsitshookfromtheloosetopmostspraysoftherose-treesclimbingthewalls。

  AtfirstDiamondhadanestunderthisthatch——aprettylittleroomwithwhitemuslincurtains,butafterwardsMr。andMrs。Raymondwantedtohavehimforapageinthehouse,andhisfatherandmotherwerequitepleasedtohavehimemployedwithouthisleavingthem。

  Sohewasdressedinasuitofblue,fromwhichhispalefaceandfairhaircameoutliketheloveliestblossom,andtookuphisabodeinthehouse。

  “Wouldyoubeafraidtosleepalone,Diamond?”askedhismistress。

  “Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,ma’am。”saidDiamond。“IneverwasafraidofanythingthatIcanrecollect——notmuch,atleast。”

  “There’salittleroomatthetopofthehouse——allalone。”

  shereturned;“perhapsyouwouldnotmindsleepingthere?”

  “Icansleepanywhere,andIlikebesttobehighup。ShouldI

  beabletoseeout?”

  “Iwillshowyoutheplace。”sheanswered;andtakinghimbythehand,sheledhimupanduptheoval-windingstairinoneofthetwotowers。

  Nearthetoptheyenteredatinylittleroom,withtwowindowsfromwhichyoucouldseeoverthewholecountry。Diamondclappedhishandswithdelight。

  “Youwouldlikethisroom,then,Diamond?”saidhismistress。

  “It’sthegrandestroominthehouse。”heanswered。“Ishallbenearthestars,andyetnotfarfromthetopsofthetrees。

  That’sjustwhatIlike。”

  Idaresayhethought,also,thatitwouldbeaniceplaceforNorthWindtocallatinpassing;buthesaidnothingofthatsort。

  Belowhimspreadalakeofgreenleaves,withglimpsesofgrasshereandthereatthebottomofit。Ashelookeddown,hesawasquirrelappearsuddenly,andassuddenlyvanishamongstthetopmostbranches。

  “Aha!littlesquirrel。”hecried,“mynestisbuilthigherthanyours。”

  “Youcanbeupherewithyourbooksasmuchasyoulike。”

  saidhismistress。“Iwillhavealittlebellhungatthedoor,whichIcanringwhenIwantyou。Half-waydownthestairisthedrawing-room。”

  SoDiamondwasinstalledaspage,andhisnewroomgotreadyforhim。

  ItwasverysoonafterthisthatIcametoknowDiamond。

  IwasthenatutorinafamilywhoseestateadjoinedthelittlepropertybelongingtoTheMound。IhadmadetheacquaintanceofMr。RaymondinLondonsometimebefore,andwaswalkingupthedrivetowardsthehousetocalluponhimonefinewarmevening,whenIsawDiamondforthefirsttime。Hewassittingatthefootofagreatbeech-tree,afewyardsfromtheroad,withabookonhisknees。Hedidnotseeme。Iwalkedupbehindthetree,andpeepingoverhisshoulder,sawthathewasreadingafairy-book。

  “Whatareyoureading?”Isaid,andspokesuddenly,withthehopeofseeingastartledlittlefacelookroundatme。Diamondturnedhisheadasquietlyasifhewereonlyobeyinghismother’svoice,andthecalmnessofhisfacerebukedmyunkinddesireandmademeashamedofit。

  “IamreadingthestoryoftheLittleLadyandtheGoblinPrince。”

  saidDiamond。

  “IamsorryIdon’tknowthestory。”Ireturned。“Whoisitby?”

  “Mr。Raymondmadeit。”

  “Isheyouruncle?”Iaskedataguess。

  “No。He’smymaster。”

  “Whatdoyoudoforhim?”Iaskedrespectfully。

  “Anythinghewishesmetodo。”heanswered。“Iambusyforhimnow。

  Hegavemethisstorytoread。Hewantsmyopinionuponit。”

  “Don’tyoufinditratherhardtomakeupyourmind?”

  “Ohdearno!AnystoryalwaystellsmeitselfwhatI’mtothinkaboutit。Mr。Raymonddoesn’twantmetosaywhetheritisacleverstoryornot,butwhetherIlikeit,andwhyIlikeit。

  Inevercantellwhattheycallcleverfromwhattheycallsilly,butIalwaysknowwhetherIlikeastoryornot。”

  “Andcanyoualwaystellwhyyoulikeitornot?”

  “No。VeryoftenIcan’tatall。SometimesIcan。Ialwaysknow,butIcan’talwaystellwhy。Mr。Raymondwritesthestories,andthentriesthemonme。Motherdoesthesamewhenshemakesjam。

  She’smadesuchalotofjamsincewecamehere!Andshealwaysmakesmetasteittoseeifit’lldo。MotherknowsbythefaceImakewhetheritwillornot。”

  AtthismomentIcaughtsightoftwomorechildrenapproaching。

  Onewasahandsomegirl,theotherapale-faced,awkward-lookingboy,wholimpedmuchononeleg。Iwithdrewalittle,toseewhatwouldfollow,fortheyseemedinsomeconsternation。Afterafewhurriedwords,theywentofftogether,andIpursuedmywaytothehouse,whereIwasaskindlyreceivedbyMr。andMrs。RaymondasIcouldhavedesired。FromthemIlearnedsomethingofDiamond,andwasinconsequencethemoregladtofindhim,whenIreturned,seatedinthesameplaceasbefore。

  “Whatdidtheboyandgirlwantwithyou,Diamond?”Iasked。

  “Theyhadseenacreaturethatfrightenedthem。”

  “Andtheycametotellyouaboutit?”

  “Theycouldn’tgetwateroutofthewellforit。Sotheywantedmetogowiththem。”

  “They’rebothbiggerthanyou。”

  “Yes,buttheywerefrightenedatit。”

  “Andweren’tyoufrightenedatit?”

  “No。”

  “Why?”

  “BecauseI’msilly。I’mneverfrightenedatthings。”

  Icouldnothelpthinkingoftheoldmeaningofthewordsilly。

  “Andwhatwasit?”Iasked。

  “Ithinkitwasakindofanangel——averylittleone。Ithadalongbodyandgreatwings,whichitdroveaboutitsofastthattheygrewathincloudallroundit。Itflewbackwardsandforwardsoverthewell,orhungrightinthemiddle,makingamistofitswings,asifitsbusinesswastotakecareofthewater。”

  “Andwhatdidyoudotodriveitaway?”

  “Ididn’tdriveitaway。Iknew,whateverthecreaturewas,thewellwastogetwateroutof。SoItookthejug,dippeditin,anddrewthewater。”

  “Andwhatdidthecreaturedo?”

  “Flewabout。”

  “Anditdidn’thurtyou?”

  “No。Whyshouldit?Iwasn’tdoinganythingwrong。”

  “Whatdidyourcompanionssaythen?”

  “Theysaid——`Thankyou,Diamond。Whatadearsillyyouare!’“

  “Andweren’tyouangrywiththem?”

  “No!WhyshouldI?Ishouldlikeiftheywouldplaywithmealittle;

  buttheyalwayslikebettertogoawaytogetherwhentheirworkisover。Theyneverheedme。Idon’tminditmuch,though。

  Theothercreaturesarefriendly。Theydon’trunawayfromme。

  Onlythey’reallsobusywiththeirownwork,theydon’tmindmemuch。”

  “Doyoufeellonely,then?”

  “Oh,no!Whennobodymindsme,Igetintomynest,andlookup。

  Andthentheskydoesmindme,andthinksaboutme。”

  “Whereisyournest?”

  Herose,saying,“Iwillshowyou。”andledmetotheothersideofthetree。

  Therehungalittlerope-ladderfromoneofthelowerboughs。

  Theboyclimbeduptheladderandgotuponthebough。Thenheclimbedfartherintotheleafybranches,andwentoutofsight。

  Afteralittlewhile,Iheardhisvoicecomingdownoutofthetree。

  “Iaminmynestnow。”saidthevoice。

  “Ican’tseeyou。”Ireturned。

  “Ican’tseeyoueither,butIcanseethefirststarpeepingoutofthesky。Ishouldliketogetupintothesky。Don’tyouthinkIshall,someday?”

  “Yes,Ido。Tellmewhatmoreyouseeupthere。”

  “Idon’tseeanythingmore,exceptafewleaves,andthebigskyoverme。Itgoesswingingabout。Theearthisallbehindmyback。

  Therecomesanotherstar!Thewindislikekissesfromabiglady。

  WhenIgetuphereIfeelasifIwereinNorthWind’sarms。”

  ThiswasthefirstIheardofNorthWind。

  Thewholewaysandlookofthechild,sofullofquietwisdom,yetsoreadytoacceptthejudgmentofothersinhisowndispraise,tookholdofmyheart,andIfeltmyselfwonderfullydrawntowardshim。

  Itseemedtome,somehow,asiflittleDiamondpossessedthesecretoflife,andwashimselfwhathewassoreadytothinkthelowestlivingthing——anangelofGodwithsomethingspecialtosayordo。

  Agushofreverencecameoverme,andwithasinglegoodnight,Iturnedandlefthiminhisnest。

  Isawhimoftenafterthis,andgainedsomuchofhisconfidencethathetoldmeallIhavetoldyou。Icannotpretendtoaccountforit。Ileavethatforeachphilosophicalreadertodoafterhisownfashion。TheeasiestwayisthatofNannyandJim,whosaidoftentoeachotherthatDiamondhadatileloose。

  ButMr。Raymondwasmuchofmyopinionconcerningtheboy;

  whileMrs。Raymondconfessedthatsheoftenrangherbelljusttohaveoncemorethepleasureofseeingthelovelystillnessoftheboy’sface,withthoseblueeyeswhichseemedrathermadeforotherpeopletolookintothanforhimselftolookoutof。

  ItwasplainertoothersthantohimselfthathefeltthedesertionofNannyandJim。Theyappearedtoregardhimasameretoy,exceptwhentheyfoundhecouldministertothescrupleofusinghim——

  generallywithsuccess。Theywere,however,well-behavedtoawonderfuldegree;whileIhavelittledoubtthatmuchoftheirgoodbehaviourwasowingtotheunconsciousinfluenceoftheboytheycalledGod’sbaby。

  OneverystrangethingisthatIcouldneverfindoutwherehegotsomeofhismanysongs。Attimestheywouldbebutbubblesblownoutofanurseryrhyme,aswasthefollowing,whichIheardhimsingoneeveningtohislittleDulcimer。

  Therewereaboutascoreofsheepfeedinginapaddocknearhim,theirwhitewooldyedapaleroseinthelightofthesettingsun。

  Thoseinthelongshadowsfromthetreesweredeadwhite;

  thoseinthesunlightwerehalfglorifiedwithpalerose。

  LittleBoPeep,shelosthersheep,Anddidn’tknowwheretofindthem;

  Theywereovertheheightandoutofsight,Trailingtheirtailsbehindthem。

  LittleBoPeepwokeoutofhersleep,Jump’dupandsetouttofindthem:

  “Thesillythings,they’vegotnowings,Andthey’velefttheirtrailsbehindthem:

  “They’vetakentheirtails,butthey’velefttheirtrails,AndsoIshallfollowandfindthem;“

  Forwhereveratailhaddraggedatrail,Thelonggrassgrewbehindthem。

  Andday’seyesandbutter-cups,cow’slipsandcrow’sfeetWereglitteringinthesun。

  Shethrewdownherbook,andcaughtuphercrook,Andafterhersheepdidrun。

  Sheran,andsheran,andeverassheran,Thegrassgrewhigherandhigher;

  TilloverthehillthesunbeganTosetinaflameoffire。

  Sheranonstill——upthegrassyhill,Andthegrassgrewhigherandhigher;

  Whenshereacheditscrown,thesunwasdown,Andhadleftatrailoffire。

  Thesheepandtheirtailsweregone,allgone——

  Andnomoretrailbehindthem!

  Yes,yes!theywerethere——long-tailedandfair,But,alas!shecouldnotfindthem。

  Purpleandgold,androsyandblue,Withtheirtailsallwhitebehindthem,Hersheeptheydidruninthetrailofthesun;

  Shesawthem,butcouldnotfindthem。

  Afterthesun,likecloudstheydidrun,Butsheknewtheywerehersheep:

  Shesatdowntocry,andlookupatthesky,Butshecriedherselfasleep。

  Andasshesleptthedewfellfast,Andthewindblewfromthesky;

  Andstrangethingstookplacethatshuntheday’sface,Becausetheyaresweetandshy。

  Nibble,nibble,crop!sheheardasshewoke:

  AhundredlittlelambsDidpluckandeatthegrasssosweetThatgrewinthetrailsoftheirdams。

  LittleBoPeepcaughtuphercrook,Andwipedthetearsthatdidblindher。

  Andnibble,nibblecrop!withoutastop!

  Thelambscameeatingbehindher。

  Home,homeshecame,bothtiredandlame,Withthreetimesasmanysheep。

  Inamonthormore,they’llbeasbigasbefore,Andthenshe’lllaughinhersleep。

  Butwhatwouldyousay,ifonefineday,Whenthey’vegottheirbushiesttails,Theirgrownupgameshouldbejustthesame,Andshehavetofollowtheirtrails?

  Neverweep,BoPeep,thoughyouloseyoursheep,Anddonotknowwheretofindthem;

  ’Tisafterthesunthemothershaverun,Andtherearetheirlambsbehindthem。

  Iconfessagaintohavingtouchedupalittle,butitlosesfarmoreinDiamond’ssweetvoicesingingitthanitgainsbyarhymehereandthere。

  SomeofthemwereoutofbooksMr。Raymondhadgivenhim。

  Thesehealwaysknew,butabouttheothershecouldseldomtell。

  Sometimeshewouldsay,“Imadethatone。”butgenerallyhewouldsay,“Idon’tknow;Ifounditsomewhere;“or“Igotitatthebackofthenorthwind。”

  OneeveningIfoundhimsittingonthegrassyslopeunderthehouse,withhisDulcimerinhisarmsandhislittlebrotherrollingonthegrassbesidethem。Hewaschantinginhisusualway,morelikethesoundofabrookthananythingelseIcanthinkof。

  WhenIwentuptothemheceasedhischant。

  “Dogoon,Diamond。Don’tmindme。”Isaid。

  Hebeganagainatonce。Whilehesang,NannyandJimsatalittlewayoff,onehemmingapocket-handkerchief,andtheotherreadingastorytoher,buttheyneverheededDiamond。ThisisasnearwhathesangasIcanrecollect,orreproducerather。

  WhatwouldyouseeifItookyouupTomylittlenestintheair?

  YouwouldseetheskylikeaclearbluecupTurnedupsidedownwardsthere。

  WhatwouldyoudoifItookyouthereTomylittlenestinthetree?

  Mychildwithcrieswouldtroubletheair,Togetwhatshecouldbutsee。

  WhatwouldyougetinthetopofthetreeForallyourcryingandgrief?

  Notastarwouldyouclutchofallyousee——

  Youcouldonlygatheraleaf。

  Butwhenyouhadlostyourgreedygrief,Contenttoseefromafar,Youwouldfindinyourhandawitheringleaf,Inyourheartashiningstar。

  AsDiamondwentonsinging,itgrewverydark,andjustasheceasedtherecameagreatflashoflightning,thatblindedusallforamoment。Dulcimercrowedwithpleasure;butwhentheroarofthundercameafterit,thelittlebrothergavealoudcryofterror。NannyandJimcamerunninguptous,palewithfear。

  Diamond’sface,too,waspalerthanusual,butwithdelight。

  Someofthegloryseemedtohaveclungtoit,andremainedshining。

  “You’renotfrightened——areyou,Diamond?”Isaid。

  “No。WhyshouldIbe?”heansweredwithhisusualquestion,lookingupinmyfacewithcalmshiningeyes。

  “Heain’tgotsensetobefrightened。”saidNanny,goinguptohimandgivinghimapityinghug。

  “Perhapsthere’smoresenseinnotbeingfrightened,Nanny。”Ireturned。

  “Doyouthinkthelightningcandoasitlikes?”

  “Itmightkillyou。”saidJim。

  “Oh,no,itmightn’t!“saidDiamond。

  Ashespoketherecameanothergreatflash,andatearingcrack。

  “There’satreestruck!“Isaid;andwhenwelookedround,aftertheblindingoftheflashhadleftoureyes,wesawahugeboughofthebeech-treeinwhichwasDiamond’snesthangingtothegroundlikethebrokenwingofabird。

  “There!“criedNanny;“Itoldyouso。Ifyouhadbeenupthereyouseewhatwouldhavehappened,youlittlesilly!“

  “No,Idon’t。”saidDiamond,andbegantosingtoDulcimer。

  AllIcouldhearofthesong,fortheotherchildrenweregoingonwiththeirchatter,was——

  Theclockstruckone,Andthemousecamedown。

  Dickery,dickery,dock!

  Thentherecameablastofwind,andtherainfollowedinstraight-pouringlines,asifoutofawatering-pot。DiamondjumpedupwithhislittleDulcimerinhisarms,andNannycaughtupthelittleboy,andtheyranforthecottage。

  Jimvanishedwithadoubleshuffle,andIwentintothehouse。

  WhenIcameoutagaintoreturnhome,thecloudsweregone,andtheeveningskyglimmeredthroughthetrees,blue,andpale-greentowardsthewest,Iturnedmystepsalittleasidetolookatthestrickenbeech。Isawtheboughtornfromthestem,andthatwasallthetwilightwouldallowmetosee。WhileIstoodgazing,downfromtheskycameasoundofsinging,butthevoicewasneitheroflarknorofnightingale:itwassweeterthaneither:

  itwasthevoiceofDiamond,upinhisairynest:——

  Thelightningandthunder,Theygoandtheycome;

  ButthestarsandthestillnessArealwaysathome。

  Andthenthevoiceceased。

  “Good-night,Diamond。”Isaid。

  “Good-night,sir。”answeredDiamond。

  AsIwalkedawaypondering,Isawthegreatblacktopofthebeechswayingaboutagainsttheskyinanupperwind,andheardthemurmurasofmanydimhalf-articulatevoicesfillingthesolitudearoundDiamond’snest。

  CHAPTERXXXVI

  DIAMONDQUESTIONSNORTHWIND

  MYREADERSwillnotwonderthat,afterthis,IdidmyverybesttogainthefriendshipofDiamond。NordidIfindthisatalldifficult,thechildwassoreadytotrust。Upononesubjectalonewashereticent——thestoryofhisrelationswithNorthWind。

  Ifancyhecouldnotquitemakeuphismindwhattothinkofthem。

  Atalleventsitwassomelittletimebeforehetrustedmewiththis,onlythenhetoldmeeverything。IfIcouldnotregarditallinexactlythesamelightashedid,Iwas,whileguiltlessoftheleastpretence,fullysympathetic,andhewassatisfiedwithoutdemandingofmeanytheoryofdifficultpointsinvolved。

  Ilethimseeplainlyenough,thatwhatevermightbetheexplanationofthemarvellousexperience,Iwouldhavegivenmuchforasimilaronemyself。

  Onaneveningsoonafterthethunderstorm,inalatetwilight,withahalf-moonhighintheheavens,IcameuponDiamondintheactofclimbingbyhislittleladderintothebeech-tree。

  “Whatareyoualwaysgoinguptherefor,Diamond?”IheardNannyask,ratherrudely,Ithought。

  “Sometimesforonething,sometimesforanother,Nanny。”

  answeredDiamond,lookingskywardsasheclimbed。

  “You’llbreakyournecksomeday。”shesaid。

  “I’mgoinguptolookatthemoonto-night。”headded,withoutheedingherremark。

  “You’llseethemoonjustaswelldownhere。”shereturned。

  “Idon’tthinkso。”

  “You’llbenonearertoherupthere。”

  “Oh,yes!Ishall。Imustbenearerher,youknow。IwishI

  coulddreamasprettydreamsaboutherasyoucan,Nanny。”

  “Yousilly!youneverhavedoneaboutthatdream。Ineverdreamedbutthatone,anditwasnonsenseenough,I’msure。”

  “Itwasn’tnonsense。Itwasabeautifuldream——andafunnyonetoo,bothinone。”

  “Butwhat’sthegoodoftalkingaboutitthatway,whenyouknowitwasonlyadream?Dreamsain’ttrue。”

  “Thatonewastrue,Nanny。Youknowitwas。Didn’tyoucometogrieffordoingwhatyouweretoldnottodo?Andisn’tthattrue?”

  “Ican’tgetanysenseintohim。”exclaimedNanny,withanexpressionofmilddespair。“Doyoureallybelieve,Diamond,thatthere’sahouseinthemoon,withabeautifulladyandacrookedoldmananddustersinit?”

  “Ifthereisn’t,there’ssomethingbetter。”heanswered,andvanishedintheleavesoverourheads。

  Iwentintothehouse,whereIvisitedoftenintheevenings。

  WhenIcameout,therewasalittlewindblowing,verypleasantaftertheheatoftheday,foralthoughitwaslatesummernow,itwasstillhot。Thetree-topswereswingingaboutinit。

  Itookmywaypastthebeech,andcalleduptoseeifDiamondwerestillinhisnestinitsrockinghead。

  “Areyouthere,Diamond?”Isaid。

  “Yes,sir。”camehisclearvoiceinreply。

  “Isn’titgrowingtoodarkforyoutogetdownsafely?”

  “Oh,no,sir——ifItaketimetoit。Iknowmywaysowell,andneverletgowithonehandtillI’veagoodholdwiththeother。”

  “Dobecareful。”Iinsisted——foolishly,seeingtheboywasascarefulashecouldbealready。

  “I’mcoming。”hereturned。“I’vegotallthemoonIwantto-night。”

  Iheardarustlingandarustlingdrawingnearerandnearer。

  Threeorfourminuteselapsed,andheappearedatlengthcreepingdownhislittleladder。Itookhiminmyarms,andsethimontheground。

  “Thankyou,sir。”hesaid。“That’sthenorthwindblowing,isn’tit,sir?”

  “Ican’ttell。”Ianswered。“Itfeelscoolandkind,andIthinkitmaybe。ButIcouldn’tbesureexceptitwerestronger,foragentlewindmightturnanywayamongstthetrunksofthetrees。”

  “IshallknowwhenIgetuptomyownroom。”saidDiamond。

  “IthinkIhearmymistress’sbell。Good-night,sir。”

  Herantothehouse,andIwenthome。

  Hismistresshadrungforhimonlytosendhimtobed,forshewasverycarefuloverhimandIdaresaythoughthewasnotlookingwell。

  Whenhereachedhisownroom,heopenedbothhiswindows,oneofwhichlookedtothenorthandtheothertotheeast,tofindhowthewindblew。Itblewrightinatthenorthernwindow。

  Diamondwasveryglad,forhethoughtperhapsNorthWindherselfwouldcomenow:arealnorthwindhadneverblownallthetimesinceheleftLondon。But,asshealwayscameofherself,andneverwhenhewaslookingforher,andindeedalmostneverwhenhewasthinkingofher,heshuttheeastwindow,andwenttobed。

  Perhapssomeofmyreadersmaywonderthathecouldgotosleepwithsuchanexpectation;and,indeed,ifIhadnotknownhim,Ishouldhavewonderedatitmyself;butitwasoneofhispeculiarities,andseemednothingstrangeinhim。Hewassofullofquietnessthathecouldgotosleepalmostanytime,ifheonlycomposedhimselfandletthesleepcome。Thistimehewentfastasleepasusual。

  Buthewokeinthedimbluenight。Themoonhadvanished。

  Hethoughtheheardaknockingathisdoor。“Somebodywantsme。”

  hesaidtohimself,andjumpingoutofbed,rantoopenit。

  Buttherewasnoonethere。Hecloseditagain,and,thenoisestillcontinuing,foundthatanotherdoorintheroomwasrattling。

  Itbelongedtoacloset,hethought,buthehadneverbeenabletoopenit。Thewindblowinginatthewindowmustbeshakingit。

  Hewouldgoandseeifitwasso。

  Thedoornowopenedquiteeasily,buttohissurprise,insteadofaclosethefoundalongnarrowroom。Themoon,whichwassinkinginthewest,shoneinatanopenwindowatthefurtherend。

  Theroomwaslowwithacovedceiling,andoccupiedthewholetopofthehouse,immediatelyundertheroof。Itwasquiteempty。

  Theyellowlightofthehalf-moonstreamedoverthedarkfloor。

  Hewassodelightedatthediscoveryofthestrange,desolate,moonlitplaceclosetohisownsnuglittleroom,thathebegantodanceandskipaboutthefloor。Thewindcameinthroughthedoorhehadleftopen,andblewabouthimashedanced,andhekeptturningtowardsitthatitmightblowinhisface。

  Hekeptpicturingtohimselfthemanyplaces,lovelyanddesolate,thehill-sidesandfarm-yardsandtree-topsandmeadows,overwhichithadblownonitswaytoTheMound。Andashedanced,hegrewmoreandmoredelightedwiththemotionandthewind;

  hisfeetgrewstronger,andhisbodylighter,untilatlengthitseemedasifhewereborneupontheair,andcouldalmostfly。

  Sostrongdidhisfeelingbecome,thatatlasthebegantodoubtwhetherhewasnotinoneofthosepreciousdreamshehadsooftenhad,inwhichhefloatedaboutontheairatwill。

  Butsomethingmadehimlookup,andtohisunspeakabledelight,hefoundhisupliftedhandslyinginthoseofNorthWind,whowasdancingwithhim,roundandroundthelongbareroom,herhairnowfallingtothefloor,nowfillingthearchedceiling,hereyesshiningonhimlikethinkingstars,andthesweetestofgrandsmilesplayingbreezilyaboutherbeautifulmouth。Shewas,assooftenbefore,oftheheightofarathertalllady。Shedidnotstoopinordertodancewithhim,butheldhishandshighinhers。

  Whenhesawher,hegaveonespring,andhisarmswereaboutherneck,andherarmsholdinghimtoherbosom。Thesamemomentshesweptwithhimthroughtheopenwindowinatwhichthemoonwasshining,madeacircuitlikeabirdabouttoalight,andsettledwithhiminhisnestonthetopofthegreatbeech-tree。Theresheplacedhimonherlapandbegantohushhimasifhewereherownbaby,andDiamondwassoentirelyhappythathedidnotcaretospeakaword。Atlength,however,hefoundthathewasgoingtosleep,andthatwouldbetolosesomuch,that,pleasantasitwas,hecouldnotconsent。

  “Please,dearNorthWind。”hesaid,“IamsohappythatI’mafraidit’sadream。HowamItoknowthatit’snotadream?”

  “Whatdoesitmatter?”returnedNorthWind。

  “Ishould,cry“saidDiamond。

  “Butwhyshouldyoucry?Thedream,ifitisadream,isapleasantone——

  isitnot?”

  “That’sjustwhyIwantittobetrue。”

  “HaveyouforgottenwhatyousaidtoNannyaboutherdream?”

  “It’snotforthedreamitself——Imean,it’snotforthepleasureofit。”answeredDiamond,“forIhavethat,whetheritbeadreamornot;it’sforyou,NorthWind;Ican’tbeartofinditadream,becausethenIshouldloseyou。Youwouldbenobodythen,andI

  couldnotbearthat。Youain’tadream,areyou,dearNorthWind?

  DosayNo,elseIshallcry,andcomeawake,andyou’llbegoneforever。

  Idaren’tdreamaboutyouonceagainifyouain’tanybody。”

  “I’meithernotadream,orthere’ssomethingbetterthat’snotadream,Diamond。”saidNorthWind,inarathersorrowfultone,hethought。

  “Butit’snotsomethingbetter——it’syouIwant,NorthWind。”

  hepersisted,alreadybeginningtocryalittle。

  Shemadenoanswer,butrosewithhiminherarmsandsailedawayoverthetree-topstilltheycametoameadow,whereaflockofsheepwasfeeding。

  “DoyourememberwhatthesongyouweresingingaweekagosaysaboutBo-Peep——howshelosthersheep,butgottwiceasmanylambs?”

  askedNorthWind,sittingdownonthegrass,andplacinghiminherlapasbefore。

  “Ohyes,Ido,wellenough。”answeredDiamond;“butIneverjustquitelikedthatrhyme。”

  “Whynot,child?”

  “Becauseitseemstosayone’sasgoodasanother,ortwonewonesarebetterthanonethat’slost。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdeal,anditseemstomethatalthoughanyonesixpenceisasgoodasanyothersixpence,nottwentylambswoulddoinsteadofonesheepwhosefaceyouknew。Somehow,whenonceyou’velookedintoanybody’seyes,rightdeepdownintothem,Imean,nobodywilldoforthatoneanymore。Nobody,eversobeautifulorsogood,willmakeupforthatonegoingoutofsight。

  Soyousee,NorthWind,Ican’thelpbeingfrightenedtothinkthatperhapsIamonlydreaming,andyouarenowhereatall。

  Dotellmethatyouaremyown,real,beautifulNorthWind。”

  Againsherose,andshotherselfintotheair,asifuneasybecauseshecouldnotanswerhim;andDiamondlayquietinherarms,waitingforwhatshewouldsay。Hetriedtoseeupintoherface,forhewasdreadfullyafraidshewasnotansweringhimbecauseshecouldnotsaythatshewasnotadream;butshehadletherhairfallalloverherfacesothathecouldnotseeit。Thisfrightenedhimstillmore。

  “Dospeak,NorthWind。”hesaidatlast。

  “IneverspeakwhenIhavenothingtosay。”shereplied。

  “ThenIdothinkyoumustbearealNorthWind,andnodream。”

  saidDiamond。

  “ButI’mlookingforsomethingtosayallthetime。”

  “ButIdon’twantyoutosaywhat’shardtofind。Ifyouweretosayonewordtocomfortmethatwasn’ttrue,thenIshouldknowyoumustbeadream,foragreatbeautifulladylikeyoucouldnevertellalie。”

  “Butshemightn’tknowhowtosaywhatshehadtosay,sothatalittleboylikeyouwouldunderstandit。”saidNorthWind。

  “Here,letusgetdownagain,andIwilltrytotellyouwhatIthink。

  Youmusn’tsupposeIamabletoanswerallyourquestions,though。

  ThereareagreatmanythingsIdon’tunderstandmorethanyoudo。”

  Shedescendedonagrassyhillock,inthemidstofawildfurzycommon。

  Therewasarabbit-warrenunderneath,andsomeoftherabbitscameoutoftheirholes,inthemoonlight,lookingverysoberandwise,justlikepatriarchsstandingintheirtent-doors,andlookingaboutthembeforegoingtobed。WhentheysawNorthWind,insteadofturningroundandvanishingagainwithathumpoftheirheels,theycanteredslowlyuptoherandsnuffledallaboutherwiththeirlongupperlips,whichmovedeverywayatonce。

  Thatwastheirwayofkissingher;and,asshetalkedtoDiamond,shewouldeverynowandthenstrokedowntheirfurrybacks,orliftandplaywiththeirlongears。Theywould,Diamondthought,haveleapeduponherlap,butthathewastherealready。

  “Ithink。”saidshe,aftertheyhadbeensittingsilentforawhile,“thatifIwereonlyadream,youwouldnothavebeenabletolovemeso。Youlovemewhenyouarenotwithme,don’tyou?”

  “IndeedIdo。”answeredDiamond,strokingherhand。“Isee!Isee!

  HowcouldIbeabletoloveyouasIdoifyouweren’tthereatall,youknow?Besides,Icouldn’tbeabletodreamanythinghalfsobeautifulalloutofmyownhead;orifIdid,Icouldn’tloveafancyofmyownlikethat,couldI?”

  “Ithinknot。Youmighthavelovedmeinadream,dreamily,andforgottenmewhenyouwoke,Idaresay,butnotlovedmelikearealbeingasyouloveme。Eventhen,Idon’tthinkyoucoulddreamanythingthathadn’tsomethingreallikeitsomewhere。Butyou’veseenmeinmanyshapes,Diamond:yourememberIwasawolfonce——don’tyou?”

  “Ohyes——agoodwolfthatfrightenedanaughtydrunkennurse。”

  “Well,supposeIweretoturnugly,wouldyouratherIweren’tadreamthen?”

  “Yes;forIshouldknowthatyouwerebeautifulinsideallthesame。

  Youwouldloveme,andIshouldloveyouallthesame。Ishouldn’tlikeyoutolookugly,youknow。ButIshouldn’tbelieveitabit。”

  “Notifyousawit?”

  “No,notifIsawiteversoplain。”

  “There’smyDiamond!IwilltellyouallIknowaboutitthen。

  Idon’tthinkIamjustwhatyoufancymetobe。Ihavetoshapemyselfvariouswaystovariouspeople。Buttheheartofmeistrue。

  Peoplecallmebydreadfulnames,andthinktheyknowallaboutme。

  Buttheydon’t。SometimestheycallmeBadFortune,sometimesEvilChance,sometimesRuin;andtheyhaveanothernameformewhichtheythinkthemostdreadfulofall。”

  “Whatisthat?”askedDiamond,smilingupinherface。

  “Iwon’ttellyouthatname。Doyourememberhavingtogothroughmetogetintothecountryatmyback?”

  “Ohyes,Ido。Howcoldyouwere,NorthWind!andsowhite,allbutyourlovelyeyes!Myheartgrewlikealumpofice,andthenIforgotforawhile。”

  “Youwereverynearknowingwhattheycallmethen。Wouldyoubeafraidofmeifyouhadtogothroughmeagain?”

  “No。WhyshouldI?IndeedIshouldbegladenough,ifitwasonlytogetanotherpeepofthecountryatyourback。”

  “You’veneverseenityet。”

  “Haven’tI,NorthWind?Oh!I’msosorry!IthoughtIhad。

  WhatdidIseethen?”

  “Onlyapictureofit。Therealcountryatmyrealbackiseversomuchmorebeautifulthanthat。Youshallseeitoneday——

  perhapsbeforeverylong。”

  “Dotheysingsongsthere?”

  “Don’tyourememberthedreamyouhadaboutthelittleboysthatdugforthestars?”

  “Yes,thatIdo。Ithoughtyoumusthavehadsomethingtodowiththatdream,itwassobeautiful。”

  “Yes;Igaveyouthatdream。”

  “Oh!thankyou。DidyougiveNannyherdreamtoo——aboutthemoonandthebees?”

  “Yes。Iwastheladythatsatatthewindowofthemoon。”

  “Oh,thankyou。Iwasalmostsureyouhadsomethingtodowiththattoo。

  AnddidyoutellMr。RaymondthestoryaboutthePrincessDaylight?”

  “IbelieveIhadsomethingtodowithit。Atalleventshethoughtaboutitonenightwhenhecouldn’tsleep。ButIwanttoaskyouwhetheryourememberthesongtheboy-angelssanginthatdreamofyours。”

  “No。Icouldn’tkeepit,dowhatIwould,andIdidtry。”

  “Thatwasmyfault。”

  “Howcouldthatbe,NorthWind?”

  “BecauseIdidn’tknowitproperlymyself,andsoIcouldn’tteachittoyou。Icouldonlymakearoughguessatsomethinglikewhatitwouldbe,andsoIwasn’tabletomakeyoudreamithardenoughtorememberit。NorwouldIhavedonesoifIcould,foritwasnotcorrect。Imadeyoudreampicturesofit,though。Butyouwillheartheverysongitselfwhenyoudogettothebackof——“

  “MyowndearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,finishingthesentenceforher,andkissingthearmthatheldhimleaningagainsther。

  “Andnowwe’vesettledallthis——forthetime,atleast。”

  saidNorthWind。

  “ButIcan’tfeelquitesureyet。”saidDiamond。

  “Youmustwaitawhileforthat。Meantimeyoumaybehopeful,andcontentnottobequitesure。Comenow,Iwilltakeyouhomeagain,foritwon’tdototireyoutoomuch。”

  “Oh,no,no。I’mnottheleasttired。”pleadedDiamond。

  “Itisbetter,though。”

  “Verywell;ifyouwishit。”yieldedDiamondwithasigh。

  “Youareadeargood,boy“saidNorthWind。“Iwillcomeforyouagainto-morrownightandtakeyououtforalongertime。Weshallmakealittlejourneytogether,infact。Weshallstartearlier。

  andasthemoonwillbe,later,weshallhavealittlemoonlightalltheway。”

  Sherose,andsweptoverthemeadowandthetrees。InafewmomentstheMoundappearedbelowthem。Shesankalittle,andfloatedinatthewindowofDiamond’sroom。Thereshelaidhimonhisbed,coveredhimover,andinamomenthewaslaptinadreamlesssleep。

  CHAPTERXXXVII

  ONCEMORE

  THEnextnightDiamondwasseatedbyhisopenwindow,withhisheadonhishand,rathertired,butsoeagerlywaitingforthepromisedvisitthathewasafraidhecouldnotsleep。Buthestartedsuddenly,andfoundthathehadbeenalreadyasleep。Herose,andlookingoutofthewindowsawsomethingwhiteagainsthisbeech-tree。ItwasNorthWind。Shewasholdingbyonehandtoatopbranch。

  Herhairandhergarmentswentfloatingawaybehindheroverthetree,whosetopwasswayingaboutwhiletheotherswerestill。

  “Areyouready,Diamond?”sheasked。

  “Yes。”answeredDiamond,“quiteready。”

  Inamomentshewasatthewindow,andherarmscameinandtookhim。

  Shesailedawaysoswiftlythathecouldatfirstmarknothingbutthespeedwithwhichthecloudsaboveandthedimearthbelowwentrushingpast。Butsoonhebegantoseethattheskywasverylovely,withmottledcloudsallaboutthemoon,onwhichshethrewfaintcolourslikethoseofmother-of-pearl,oranopal。Thenightwaswarm,andinthelady’sarmshedidnotfeelthewindwhichdownbelowwasmakingwavesintheripecorn,andripplesontheriversandlakes。

  Atlengththeydescendedonthesideofanopenearthyhill,justwhere,frombeneathastone,aspringcamebubblingout。

  “Iamgoingtotakeyoualongthislittlebrook。”saidNorthWind。

  “Iamnotwantedforanythingelseto-night,soIcangiveyouatreat。”

  ShestoopedoverthestreamandholdingDiamonddownclosetothesurfaceofit,glidedalonglevelwithitsflowasitrandownthehill。AndthesongofthebrookcameupintoDiamond’sears,andgrewandgrewandchangedwitheveryturn。ItseemedtoDiamondtobesingingthestoryofitslifetohim。Andsoitwas。

  Itbeganwithamusicaltinklewhichchangedtoababbleandthentoagentlerushing。Sometimesitssongwouldalmostcease,andthenbreakoutagain,tinkle,babble,andrush,allatonce。Atthebottomofthehilltheycametoasmallriver,intowhichthebrookflowedwithamuffledbutmerrysound。Alongthesurfaceoftheriver,darklyclearbelowtheminthemoonlight,theyfloated;now,whereitwidenedoutintoalittlelake,theywouldhoverforamomentoverabedofwater-lilies,andwatchthemswingabout,foldedinsleep,asthewateronwhichtheyleanedswayedinthepresenceofNorthWind;

  andnowtheywouldwatchthefishesasleepamongtheirrootsbelow。

  SometimesshewouldholdDiamondoveradeephollowcurvingintothebank,thathemightlookfarintothecoolstillness。

  Sometimesshewouldleavetheriverandsweepacrossaclover-field。

  Thebeeswereallathome,andthecloverwasasleep。Thenshewouldreturnandfollowtheriver。Itgrewwiderandwiderasitwent。

  Nowthearmiesofwheatandofoatswouldhangoveritsrushfromtheoppositebanks;nowthewillowswoulddiplowbranchesinitsstillwaters;andnowitwouldleadthemthroughstatelytreesandgrassybanksintoalovelygarden,wheretherosesandlilieswereasleep,thetenderflowersquitefoldedup,andonlyafewwide-awakeandsendingouttheirlifeinsweet,strongodours。Widerandwidergrewthestream,untiltheycameuponboatslyingalongitsbanks,whichrockedalittleintheflutterofNorthWind’sgarments。Thencamehousesonthebanks,eachstandinginalovelylawn,withgrandtrees;andinpartstheriverwassohighthatsomeofthegrassandtherootsofsomeofthetreeswereunderwater,andDiamond,astheyglidedthroughbetweenthestems,couldseethegrassatthebottomofthewater。

  Thentheywouldleavetheriverandfloataboutandoverthehouses,oneafteranother——beautifulrichhouses,which,likefinetrees,hadtakencenturiestogrow。Therewasscarcelyalighttobeseen,andnotamovementtobeheard:allthepeopleinthemlayfastasleep。

  “Whatalotofdreamstheymustbedreaming!“saidDiamond。

  “Yes。”returnedNorthWind。“Theycan’tsurelybealllies——

  canthey?”

  “Ishouldthinkitdependsalittleonwhodreamsthem。”

  suggestedDiamond。

  “Yes。”saidNorthWind。“Thepeoplewhothinklies,anddolies,areverylikelytodreamlies。Butthepeoplewholovewhatistruewillsurelynowandthendreamtruethings。Butthensomethingdependsonwhetherthedreamsarehome-grown,orwhethertheseedofthemisblownoversomebodyelse’sgarden-wall。Ah!there’ssomeoneawakeinthishouse!“

  Theywerefloatingpastawindowinwhichalightwasburning。

  Diamondheardamoan,andlookedupanxiouslyinNorthWind’sface。

  “It’salady。”saidNorthWind。“Shecan’tsleepforpain。”

  “Couldn’tyoudosomethingforher?”saidDiamond。

  “No,Ican’t。Butyoucould。”

  “WhatcouldIdo?”

  “Singalittlesongtoher。”

  “Shewouldn’thearme。”

  “Iwilltakeyouin,andthenshewillhearyou。”

  “Butthatwouldberude,wouldn’tit?Youcangowhereyouplease,ofcourse,butIshouldhavenobusinessinherroom。”

  “Youmaytrustme,Diamond。Ishalltakeasgoodcareoftheladyasofyou。Thewindowisopen。Come。”

  Byashadedlamp,aladywasseatedinawhitewrapper,tryingtoread,butmoaningeveryminute。NorthWindfloatedbehindherchair,setDiamonddown,andtoldhimtosingsomething。

  Hewasalittlefrightened,buthethoughtawhile,andthensang:——

  Thesunisgonedown,Andthemoon’sinthesky;

  Butthesunwillcomeup,Andthemoonbelaidby。

  TheflowerisasleepButitisnotdead;

  Whenthemorningshines,Itwillliftitshead。

  Whenwintercomes,Itwilldie——no,no;

  ItwillonlyhideFromthefrostandthesnow。

  Sureisthesummer,Sureisthesun;

  ThenightandthewinterAreshadowsthatrun。

  Theladyneverliftedhereyesfromherbook,orherheadfromherhand。

  AssoonasDiamondhadfinished,NorthWindliftedhimandcarriedhimaway。

  “Didn’ttheladyhearme?”askedDiamondwhentheywereoncemorefloatingdowntheriver。

  “Oh,yes,sheheardyou。”answeredNorthWind。

  “Wasshefrightenedthen?”

  “Oh,no。”

  “Whydidn’tshelooktoseewhoitwas?”

  “Shedidn’tknowyouwerethere。”

  “Howcouldshehearmethen?”

  “Shedidn’thearyouwithherears。”

  “Whatdidshehearmewith?”

  “Withherheart。”

  “Wheredidshethinkthewordscamefrom?”

  “Shethoughttheycameoutofthebookshewasreading。Shewillsearchallthroughitto-morrowtofindthem,andwon’tbeabletounderstanditatall。”

  “Oh,whatfun!“saidDiamond。“Whatwillshedo?”

  “Icantellyouwhatshewon’tdo:she’llneverforgetthemeaningofthem;andshe’llneverbeabletorememberthewordsofthem。”

  “IfsheseestheminMr。Raymond’sbook,itwillpuzzleher,won’tit?”

  “Yes,thatitwill。Shewillneverbeabletounderstandit。”

  “Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”suggestedDiamond。

  “Untilshegetstothebackofthenorthwind。”assentedthelady。

  “Oh!“criedDiamond,“Iknownowwhereweare。Oh!doletmegointotheoldgarden,andintomother’sroom,andDiamond’sstall。

  Iwonderiftheholeisatthebackofmybedstill。Ishouldliketostaytherealltherestofthenight。Itwon’ttakeyoulongtogethomefromhere,willit,NorthWind?”

  “No。”sheanswered;“youshallstayaslongasyoulike。”

  “Oh,howjolly。”criedDiamond,asNorthWindsailedoverthehousewithhim,andsethimdownonthelawnattheback。

  Diamondranaboutthelawnforalittlewhileinthemoonlight。

  Hefoundpartofitcutupintoflower-beds,andthelittlesummer-housewiththecolouredglassandthegreatelm-treegone。

  Hedidnotlikethis,andranintothestable。Therewerenohorsesthereatall。Heranupstairs。Theroomswereempty。

  Theonlythingleftthathecaredaboutwastheholeinthewallwherehislittlebedhadstood;andthatwasnotenoughtomakehimwishtostop。Herandownthestairagain,andoutuponthelawn。

  Therehethrewhimselfdownandbegantocry。Itwasallsodrearyandlost!

  “IthoughtIlikedtheplacesomuch。”saidDiamondtohimself,“butIfindIdon’tcareaboutit。Isupposeit’sonlythepeopleinitthatmakeyoulikeaplace,andwhenthey’regone,it’sdead,andyoudon’tcareabitaboutit。NorthWindtoldmeImightstopaslongasIliked,andI’vestoppedlongeralready。NorthWind!“

  hecriedaloud,turninghisfacetowardsthesky。

  Themoonwasunderacloud,andallwaslookingdullanddismal。

  Astarshotfromthesky,andfellinthegrassbesidehim。

  Themomentitlighted,therestoodNorthWind。

  “Oh!“criedDiamond,joyfully,“wereyoutheshootingstar?”

  “Yes,mychild。”

  “Didyouhearmecallyouthen?”

  “Yes。”

  “Sohighupasthat?”

  “Yes;Iheardyouquitewell。”

  “Dotakemehome。”

  “Haveyouhadenoughofyouroldhomealready?”

  “Yes,morethanenough。Itisn’tahomeatallnow。”

  “Ithoughtthatwouldbeit。”saidNorthWind。“Everything,dreamingandall,hasgotasoulinit,orelseit’sworthnothing,andwedon’tcareabitaboutit。Someofourthoughtsareworthnothing,becausethey’vegotnosoulinthem。Thebrainputsthemintothemind,notthemindintothebrain。”

  “Buthowcanyouknowaboutthat,NorthWind?Youhaven’tgotabody。”

  “IfIhadn’tyouwouldn’tknowanythingaboutme。Nocreaturecanknowanotherwithoutthehelpofabody。ButIdon’tcaretotalkaboutthat。Itistimeforyoutogohome。”

  Sosaying,NorthWindliftedDiamondandborehimaway。

  CHAPTERXXXVIII

  ATTHEBACKOFTHENORTHWIND

  IDIDnotseeDiamondforaweekorsoafterthis,andthenhetoldmewhatIhavenowtoldyou。IshouldhavebeenastonishedathisbeingableeventoreportsuchconversationsashesaidhehadhadwithNorthWind,hadInotknownalreadythatsomechildrenareprofoundinmetaphysics。

  Butafearcrossesme,lest,bytellingsomuchaboutmyfriend,Ishouldleadpeopletomistakehimforoneofthoseconsequential,priggishlittlemonsters,whoarealwaystryingtosaycleverthings,andlookingtoseewhetherpeopleappreciatethem。Whenachildlikethatdies,insteadofhavingasillybookwrittenabouthim,heshouldbestuffedlikeoneofthoseawfulbig-headedfishesyouseeinmuseums。ButDiamondnevertroubledhisheadaboutwhatpeoplethoughtofhim。Heneversetupforknowingbetterthanothers。

  Thewisestthingshesaidcameoutwhenhewantedonetohelphimwithsomedifficultyhewasin。HewasnotevenoffendedwithNannyandJimforcallinghimasilly。Hesupposedtherewassomethinginit,thoughhecouldnotquiteunderstandwhat。

  Isuspecthoweverthattheothernametheygavehim,God’sBaby,hadsomeshareinreconcilinghimtoit。

  Happilyforme,IwasasmuchinterestedinmetaphysicsasDiamondhimself,andtherefore,whileherecountedhisconversationswithNorthWind,Ididnotfindmyselfatallinastrangesea,althoughcertainlyIcouldnotalwaysfeelthebottom,beingindeedconvincedthatthebottomwasmilesaway。

  “Coulditbealldreaming,doyouthink,sir?”heaskedanxiously。

  “Idaren’tsay,Diamond。”Ianswered。“Butatleastthereisonethingyoumaybesureof,thatthereisastillbetterlovethanthatofthewonderfulbeingyoucallNorthWind。Evenifshebeadream,thedreamofsuchabeautifulcreaturecouldnotcometoyoubychance。”

  “Yes,Iknow。”returnedDiamond;“Iknow。”

  Thenhewassilent,but,Iconfess,appearedmorethoughtfulthansatisfied。

  ThenexttimeIsawhim,helookedpalerthanusual。

  “Haveyouseenyourfriendagain?”Iaskedhim。

  “Yes。”heanswered,solemnly。

  “Didshetakeyououtwithher?”

  “No。Shedidnotspeaktome。Iwokeallatonce,asIgenerallydowhenIamgoingtoseeher,andthereshewasagainstthedoorintothebigroom,sittingjustasIsawhersitonherowndoorstep,aswhiteassnow,andhereyesasblueastheheartofaniceberg。

  Shelookedatme,butnevermovedorspoke。”

  “Weren’tyouafraid?”Iasked。

  “No。WhyshouldIhavebeen?”heanswered。“Ionlyfeltalittlecold。”

  “Didshestaylong?”

  “Idon’tknow。Ifellasleepagain。IthinkIhavebeenrathercoldeversincethough。”headdedwithasmile。

  Ididnotquitelikethis,butIsaidnothing。

  Fourdaysafter,IcalledagainattheMound。Themaidwhoopenedthedoorlookedgrave,butIsuspectednothing。WhenIreachedthedrawing-room,IsawMrs。Raymondhadbeencrying。

  “Haven’tyouheard?”shesaid,seeingmyquestioninglooks。

  “I’veheardnothing。”Ianswered。

  “ThismorningwefoundourdearlittleDiamondlyingonthefloorofthebigattic-room,justoutsidehisowndoor——fastasleep,aswethought。Butwhenwetookhimup,wedidnotthinkhewasasleep。

  Wesawthat——“

  Herethekind-heartedladybrokeoutcryingafresh。

  “MayIgoandseehim?”Iasked。

  “Yes。”shesobbed。“Youknowyourwaytothetopofthetower。”

  Iwalkedupthewindingstair,andenteredhisroom。Alovelyfigure,aswhiteandalmostasclearasalabaster,waslyingonthebed。

  Isawatoncehowitwas。Theythoughthewasdead。Iknewthathehadgonetothebackofthenorthwind。

  End

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