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  Afterthishesaidnothingforawhile,andIlaidmyselfonthefloorofhisgarret,andstaredupandaroundatthegreatbluebeautifulness。

  Ihadforgottenhimalmost,whenatlasthesaid:`Ain’tyoudoneyet?’

  `Donewhat?’Iasked。`Donesayingyourprayers,’sayshe。

  ’Iwasn’tsayingmyprayers,’Ianswered。`Oh,yes,youwere,’

  saidhe,`thoughyoudidn’tknowit!AndnowImustshowyousomethingelse。’

  “Hetookmyhandandledmedownthestairagain,andthroughanarrowpassage,andthroughanother,andanother,andanother。

  Idon’tknowhowtherecouldberoomforsomanypassagesinsuchalittlehouse。Theheartofitmustbeeversomuchfartherfromthesidesthantheyarefromeachother。Howcouldithaveaninsidethatwassoindependentofitsoutside?There’sthepoint。

  Itwasfunny——wasn’tit,Diamond?”

  “No。”saidDiamond。Hewasgoingtosaythatthatwasverymuchthesortofthingatthebackofthenorthwind;buthecheckedhimselfandonlyadded,“Allright。Idon’tseeit。Idon’tseewhytheinsideshoulddependontheoutside。Itain’tsowiththecrabs。Theycreepoutoftheiroutsidesandmakenewones。

  Mr。Raymondtoldmeso。”

  “Idon’tseewhatthathasgottodowithit。”saidNanny。

  “Thengoonwithyourstory,please。”saidDiamond。“Whatdidyoucometo,aftergoingthroughallthosewindingpassagesintotheheartofthemoon?”

  “Ididn’tsaytheywerewindingpassages。Isaidtheywerelongandnarrow。Theydidn’twind。Theywentbycorners。”

  “That’sworthknowing。”remarkedDiamond。“Forwhoknowshowsoonhemayhavetogothere?Butthemainthingis,whatdidyoucometoatlast?”

  “Wecametoasmallboxagainstthewallofatinyroom。

  Thelittlemantoldmetoputmyearagainstit。Ididso,andheardanoisesomethinglikethepurringofacat,onlynotsoloud,andmuchsweeter。`Whatisit?’Iasked。`Don’tyouknowthesound?’returnedthelittleman。`No,’Ianswered。

  `Don’tyouknowthesoundofbees?’hesaid。Ihadneverheardbees,andcouldnotknowthesoundofthem。`Thosearemylady’sbees,’

  hewenton。Ihadheardthatbeesgatherhoneyfromtheflowers。

  `Butwherearetheflowersforthem?’Iasked。`Mylady’sbeesgathertheirhoneyfromthesunandthestars,’saidthelittleman。

  `Doletmeseethem,’Isaid。`No。Idaren’tdothat,’heanswered。

  `Ihavenobusinesswiththem。Idon’tunderstandthem。

  Besides,theyaresobrightthatifoneweretoflyintoyoureye,itwouldblindyoualtogether。’`Thenyouhaveseenthem?’

  `Oh,yes!Onceortwice,Ithink。ButIdon’tquiteknow:

  theyaresoverybright——likebuttonsoflightning。NowI’veshowedyouallIcanto-night,andwe’llgobacktotheroom。’

  Ifollowedhim,andhemademesitdownunderalampthathungfromtheroof,andgavemesomebreadandhoney。

  “Theladyhadnevermoved。Shesatwithherforeheadleaningonherhand,gazingoutofthelittlewindow,hungliketherestwithwhitecloudycurtains。FromwhereIwassittingIlookedoutofittoo,butIcouldseenothing。Herfacewasverybeautiful,andverywhite,andverystill,andherhandwasaswhiteastheforeheadthatleanedonit。Ididnotseeherwholeface——

  onlythesideofit,forshenevermovedtoturnitfulluponme,oreventolookatme。

  “HowlongIsatafterIhadeatenmybreadandhoney,Idon’tknow。

  Thelittlemanwasbusyabouttheroom,pullingastringhere,andastringthere,butchieflythestringatthebackofthedoor。

  Iwasthinkingwithsomeuneasinessthathewouldsoonbewantingmetogooutandcleanthewindows,andIdidn’tfancythejob。

  Atlasthecameuptomewithagreatarmfulofdusters。`It’stimeyousetaboutthewindows,’hesaid;`forthere’sraincoming,andifthey’requitecleanbefore,thentheraincan’tspoilthem。’

  Igotupatonce。`Youneedn’tbeafraid,’hesaid。`Youwon’ttumbleoff。Onlyyoumustbecareful。Alwaysholdonwithonehandwhileyourubwiththeother。’Ashespoke,heopenedthedoor。

  Istartedbackinaterriblefright,fortherewasnothingbutblueairtobeseenunderme,likeagreatwaterwithoutabottomatall。

  Butwhatmustbemust,andtoliveupherewassomuchnicerthandowninthemudwithholesinmyshoes,thatIneverthoughtofnotdoingasIwastold。ThelittlemanshowedmehowandwheretolayholdwhileIputmyfootroundtheedgeofthedoorontothefirstroundofaladder。`Onceyou’reup,’hesaid,`you’llseehowyouhavetogowellenough。’Ididashetoldme,andcreptoutverycarefully。Thenthelittlemanhandedmethebundleofdusters,saying,`Ialwayscarrythemonmyreapinghook,butIdon’tthinkyoucouldmanageitproperly。Youshallhaveitifyoulike。’Iwouldn’ttakeit,however,foritlookeddangerous。

  “IdidthebestIcouldwiththedusters,andcrawleduptothetopofthemoon。Butwhatagrandsightitwas!Thestarswereallovermyhead,sobrightandsonearthatIcouldalmosthavelaidholdofthem。TheroundballtowhichIclungwentbobbingandfloatingawaythroughthedarkblueaboveandbelowandoneveryside。Itwassobeautifulthatallfearleftme,andIsettoworkdiligently。Icleanedwindowafterwindow。

  AtlengthIcametoaverylittleone,inatwhichIpeeped。

  Therewastheroomwiththeboxofbeesinit!Ilaidmyeartothewindow,andheardthemusicalhumquitedistinctly。

  Agreatlongingtoseethemcameuponme,andIopenedthewindowandcreptin。Thelittleboxhadadoorlikeacloset。Iopenedit——

  thetiniestcrack——whenoutcamethelightwithsuchastingthatI

  closeditagaininterror——not,however,beforethreebeeshadshotoutintotheroom,wheretheydartedaboutlikeflashesoflightning。

  Terriblyfrightened,Itriedtogetoutofthewindowagain,butI

  couldnot:therewasnowaytotheoutsideofthemoonbutthroughthedoor;andthatwasintheroomwheretheladysat。NosoonerhadIreachedtheroom,thanthethreebees,whichhadfollowedme,flewatoncetothelady,andsettleduponherhair。ThenfirstIsawhermove。Shestarted,putupherhand,andcaughtthem;

  thenroseand,havingheldthemintotheflameofthelamponeaftertheother,turnedtome。Herfacewasnotsosadnowasstern。

  Itfrightenedmemuch。`Nanny,youhavegotmeintotrouble,’

  shesaid。`Youhavebeenlettingoutmybees,whichitisallIcandotomanage。Youhaveforcedmetoburnthem。Itisagreatloss,andtherewillbeastorm。’Asshespoke,thecloudshadgatheredallaboutus。Icouldseethemcomecrowdingupwhiteaboutthewindows。`Iamsorrytofind,’saidthelady,`thatyouarenottobetrusted。Youmustgohomeagain——youwon’tdoforus。’

  Thencameagreatclapofthunder,andthemoonrockedandswayed。

  Allgrewdarkaboutme,andIfellonthefloorandlayhalf-stunned。

  Icouldheareverythingbutcouldseenothing。`ShallIthrowheroutofthedoor,mylady?’saidthelittleman。`No,’sheanswered;

  `she’snotquitebadenoughforthat。Idon’tthinkthere’smuchharminher;onlyshe’llneverdoforus。Shewouldmakedreadfulmischiefuphere。She’sonlyfitforthemud。It’sagreatpity。

  Iamsorryforher。Justtakethatringoffherfinger。Iamsadlyafraidshehasstolenit。’Thelittlemancaughtholdofmyhand,andIfelthimtuggingatthering。Itriedtospeakwhatwastrueaboutit,but,afteraterribleeffort,onlygaveagroan。

  Otherthingsbegantocomeintomyhead。Somebodyelsehadaholdofme。Thelittlemanwasn’tthere。Iopenedmyeyesatlast,andsawthenurse。Ihadcriedoutinmysleep,andshehadcomeandwakedme。But,Diamond,forallitwasonlyadream,Icannothelpbeingashamedofmyselfyetforopeningthelady’sboxofbees。”

  “Youwoudn’tdoitagain——wouldyou——ifsheweretotakeyouback?”

  saidDiamond。

  “No。Idon’tthinkanythingwouldevermakemedoitagain。

  Butwhere’sthegood?Ishallneverhavethechance。”

  “Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。

  “Yousillybaby!Itwasonlyadream。”saidNanny。

  “Iknowthat,Nanny,dear。Buthowcanyoutellyoumayn’tdreamitagain?”

  “That’snotabitlikely。”

  “Idon’tknowthat。”saidDiamond。

  “You’realwayssayingthat。”saidNanny。“Idon’tlikeit。”

  “ThenIwon’tsayitagain——ifIdon’tforget。”saidDiamond。

  “Butitwassuchabeautifuldream!——wasn’tit,Nanny?Whatapityyouopenedthatdoorandletthebeesout!Youmighthavehadsuchalongdream,andsuchnicetalkswiththemoon-lady。Dotrytogoagain,Nanny。Idosowanttohearmore。”

  Butnowthenursecameandtoldhimitwastimetogo;andDiamondwent,sayingtohimself,“Ican’thelpthinkingthatNorthWindhadsomethingtodowiththatdream。Itwouldbetiresometolietherealldayandallnighttoo——withoutdreaming。Perhapsifshehadn’tdonethat,themoonmighthavecarriedhertothebackofthenorthwind——

  whoknows?”

  CHAPTERXXXI

  THENORTHWINDDOTHBLOW

  ITWASagreatdelighttoDiamondwhenatlengthNannywaswellenoughtoleavethehospitalandgohometotheirhouse。Shewasnotverystrongyet,butDiamond’smotherwasveryconsiderateofher,andtookcarethatsheshouldhavenothingtodoshewasnotquitefitfor。IfNannyhadbeentakenstraightfromthestreet,itisveryprobableshewouldnothavebeensopleasantinadecenthousehold,orsoeasytoteach;butaftertherefininginfluencesofherillnessandthekindtreatmentshehadhadinthehospital,shemovedaboutthehousejustlikesomerathersadpleasurehauntingthemind。

  Asshegotbetter,andthecolourcamebacktohercheeks,herstepgrewlighterandquicker,hersmileshoneoutmorereadily,anditbecamecertainthatshewouldsoonbeatreasureofhelp。

  ItwasgreatfuntoseeDiamondteachingherhowtoholdthebaby,andwashanddresshim,andoftentheylaughedtogetheroverherawkwardness。ButshehadnotmanysuchlessonsbeforeshewasabletoperformthosedutiesquiteaswellasDiamondhimself。

  ThingshoweverdidnotgowellwithJosephfromtheveryarrivalofRuby。

  Italmostseemedasiftheredbeasthadbroughtillluckwithhim。

  Thefareswerefewer,andthepayless。Ruby’sservicesdidindeedmaketheweek’sincomeatfirstalittlebeyondwhatitusedtobe,butthenthereweretwomoretofeed。Afterthefirstmonthhefelllame,andforthewholeofthenextJosephdarednotattempttoworkhim。

  Icannotsaythathenevergrumbled,forhisownhealthwasfarfromwhatithadbeen;butIcansaythathetriedtodohisbest。

  Duringallthatmonth,theylivedonveryshortcommonsindeed,seldomtastingmeatexceptonSundays,andpooroldDiamond,whoworkedhardestofall,noteventhen——sothatattheendofithewasasthinasaclothes-horse,whileRubywasasplumpandsleekasabishop’scob。

  NorwasitmuchbetterafterRubywasabletoworkagain,foritwasaseasonofgreatdepressioninbusiness,andthatisverysoonfeltamongstthecabmen。Citymenlookmoreaftertheirshillings,andtheirwivesanddaughtershavelesstospend。Itwasbesidesawetautumn,andbreadrosegreatlyinprice。WhenIaddtothisthatDiamond’smotherwasbutpoorly,foranewbabywascoming,youwillseethatthesewerenotveryjollytimesforourfriendsinthemews。

  Notwithstandingthedepressinginfluencesaroundhim,Josephwasabletokeepalittlehopealiveinhisheart;andwhenhecamehomeatnight,wouldgetDiamondtoreadtohim,andwouldalsomakeNannyproduceherbookthathemightseehowshewasgettingon。

  ForDiamondhadtakenhereducationinhand,andasshewasacleverchild,shewasverysoonabletoputlettersandwordstogether。

  Thusthethreemonthspassedaway,butMr。Raymonddidnotreturn。

  Josephhadbeenlookinganxiouslyforhim,chieflywiththedesireofgettingridofRuby——notthathewasabsolutelyofnousetohim,butthathewasaconstantweightuponhismind。Indeed,asfarasprovisionwent,hewasratherworseoffwithRubyandNannythanhehadbeenbefore,butontheotherhand,Nannywasagreathelpinthehouse,anditwasacomforttohimtothinkthatwhenthenewbabydidcome,Nannywouldbewithhiswife。

  OfGod’sgiftsababyisofthegreatest;thereforeitisnowonderthatwhenthisonecame,shewasasheartilywelcomedbythelittlehouseholdasifshehadbroughtplentywithher。

  Ofcourseshemadeagreatdifferenceintheworktobedone——

  farmoredifferencethanhersizewarranted,butNannywasnoendofhelp,andDiamondwasasmuchofasunbeamasever,andbegantosingtothenewbabythefirstmomenthegotherinhisarms。

  Buthedidnotsingthesamesongstoherthathehadsungtohisbrother,for,hesaid,shewasanewbabyandmusthavenewsongs;

  andbesides,shewasasister-babyandnotabrother-baby,andofcoursewouldnotlikethesamekindofsongs。Wherethedifferenceinhissongslay,however,Idonotpretendtobeabletopointout。

  OnethingIamsureof,thattheynotonlyhadnosmallshareintheeducationofthelittlegirl,buthelpedthewholefamilyagreatdealmorethantheywereaware。

  Howtheymanagedtogetthroughthelongdrearyexpensivewinter,Icanhardlysay。Sometimesthingswerebetter,sometimesworse。

  Butatlastthespringcame,andthewinterwasoverandgone,andthatwasmuch。Still,Mr。Raymonddidnotreturn,andalthoughthemotherwouldhavebeenabletomanagewithoutNannynow,theycouldnotlookforaplaceforhersolongastheyhadRuby;

  andtheywerenotaltogethersorryforthis。Oneweekatlastwasworsethantheyhadyethad。Theywerealmostwithoutbreadbeforeitwasover。Butthesadderhesawhisfatherandmotherlooking,themoreDiamondsethimselftosingtothetwobabies。

  OnethingwhichhadincreasedtheirexpenseswasthattheyhadbeenforcedtohireanotherlittleroomforNanny。Whenthesecondbabycame,DiamondgaveuphisroomthatNannymightbeathandtohelphismother,andwenttohers,which,althoughafineplacetowhatshehadbeenaccustomedto,wasnotveryniceinhiseyes。

  Hedidnotmindthechangethough,forwasnothismotherthemorecomfortableforit?AndwasnotNannymorecomfortabletoo?

  AndindeedwasnotDiamondhimselfmorecomfortablethatotherpeopleweremorecomfortable?Andiftherewasmorecomforteveryway,thechangewasahappyone。

  CHAPTERXXXII

  DIAMONDANDRUBY

  ITWASFridaynight,andDiamond,liketherestofthehousehold,hadhadverylittletoeatthatday。Themotherwouldalwayspaytheweek’srentbeforeshelaidoutanythingevenonfood。Hisfatherhadbeenverygloomy——sogloomythathehadactuallybeencrosstohiswife。Itisastrangethinghowpainofseeingthesufferingofthosewelovewillsometimesmakeusaddtotheirsufferingbybeingcrosswiththem。ThiscomesofnothavingfaithenoughinGod,andshowshownecessarythisfaithis,forwhenweloseit,weloseeventhekindnesswhichalonecansoothethesuffering。

  Diamondinconsequencehadgonetobedveryquietandthoughtful——

  alittletroubledindeed。

  Ithadbeenaverystormywinter。andevennowthatthespringhadcome,thenorthwindoftenblew。WhenDiamondwenttohisbed,whichwasinatinyroomintheroof,hehearditliketheseamoaning;andwhenhefellasleephestillheardthemoaning。

  Allatoncehesaidtohimself,“AmIawake,oramIasleep?”

  Buthehadnotimetoanswerthequestion,fortherewasNorthWindcallinghim。Hisheartbeatveryfast,itwassuchalongtimesincehehadheardthatvoice。Hejumpedoutofbed,andlookedeverywhere,butcouldnotseeher。“Diamond,comehere。”

  shesaidagainandagain;butwheretheherewashecouldnottell。

  Tobesuretheroomwasallbutquitedark,andshemightbeclosebesidehim。

  “DearNorthWind。”saidDiamond,“Iwantsomuchtogotoyou,butIcan’ttellwhere。”

  “Comehere,Diamond。”wasallheranswer。

  Diamondopenedthedoor,andwentoutoftheroom,anddownthestairandintotheyard。Hislittleheartwasinaflutter,forhehadlonggivenupallthoughtofseeingheragain。Neithernowwashetoseeher。Whenhegotout,agreatpuffofwindcameagainsthim,andinobediencetoitheturnedhisback,andwentasitblew。

  Itblewhimrightuptothestable-door,andwentonblowing。

  “Shewantsmetogointothestable。”saidDiamondtohimself。

  “butthedoorislocked。”

  Heknewwherethekeywas,inacertainholeinthewall——fartoohighforhimtogetat。Herantotheplace,however:justashereachedittherecameawildblast,anddownfellthekeyclangingonthestonesathisfeet。Hepickeditup,andranbackandopenedthestable-door,andwentin。Andwhatdoyouthinkhesaw?

  Alittlelightcamethroughthedustywindowfromagas-lamp,sufficienttoshowhimDiamondandRubywiththeirtwoheadsup,lookingateachotheracrossthepartitionoftheirstalls。ThelightshowedthewhitemarkonDiamond’sforehead,butRuby’seyeshonesobright,thathethoughtmorelightcameoutofitthanwentin。

  Thisiswhathesaw。

  Butwhatdoyouthinkheheard?

  Heheardthetwohorsestalkingtoeachother——inastrangelanguage,whichyet,somehoworother,hecouldunderstand,andturnoverinhismindinEnglish。ThefirstwordsheheardwerefromDiamond,whoapparentlyhadbeenalreadyquarrellingwithRuby。

  “LookhowfatyouareRuby!“saidoldDiamond。“Youaresoplumpandyourskinshinesso,yououghttobeashamedofyourself。”

  “There’snoharminbeingfat。”saidRubyinadeprecatingtone。

  “No,norinbeingsleek。Imayaswellshineasnot。”

  “Noharm?”retortedDiamond。“Isitnoharmtogoeatingupallpoormaster’soats,andtakingupsomuchofhistimegroomingyou,whenyouonlyworksixhours——no,notsixhoursaday,and,asIhear,getalongnofasterthanabigdray-horsewithtwotonsbehindhim?——

  Sotheytellme。”

  “Yourmaster’snotmine。”saidRuby。“Imustattendtomyownmaster’sinterests,andeatallthatisgivenme,andbesleekandfatasIcan,andgonofasterthanIneed。”

  “Nowreallyiftherestofthehorsesweren’tallasleep,poorthings——

  theyworktillthey’retired——Idobelievetheywouldgetupandkickyououtofthestable。Youmakemeashamedofbeingahorse。

  Youdaretosaymymasterain’tyourmaster!That’syourgratitudeforthewayhefeedsyouandsparesyou!Praywherewouldyourcarcassbeifitweren’tforhim?”

  “Hedoesn’tdoitformysake。IfIwerehisownhorse,hewouldworkmeashardashedoesyou。”

  “AndI’mproudtobesoworked。Iwouldn’tbeasfatasyou——

  notforallyou’reworth。You’readisgracetothestable。Lookatthehorsenextyou。He’ssomethinglikeahorse——allskinandbone。

  Andhismasterain’toverkindtohimeither。Heputastinginglashonhiswhiplastweek。Butthatoldhorseknowshe’sgotthewifeandchildrentokeep——aswellashisdrunkenmaster——andheworkslikeahorse。Idaresayhegrudgeshismasterthebeerhedrinks,butIdon’tbelievehegrudgesanythingelse。”

  “Well,Idon’tgrudgeyourswhathegetsbyme。”saidRuby。

  “Gets!“retortedDiamond。“Whathegetsisn’tworthgrudging。

  Itcomestonexttonothing——whatwithyourfatandshine。

  “Well,atleastyououghttobethankfulyou’rethebetterforit。

  Yougetatwohours’restadayoutofit。”

  “Ithankmymasterforthat——notyou,youlazyfellow!Yougoalonglikeabuttockofbeefuponcastors——youdo。”

  “Ain’tyouafraidI’llkick,ifyougoonlikethat,Diamond?”

  “Kick!Youcouldn’tkickifyoutried。Youmightheaveyourrumpuphalfafoot,butforlashingout——oho!Ifyoudid,you’dbedownonyourbellybeforeyoucouldgetyourlegsunderyouagain。

  It’smybelief,onceout,they’dstickoutforever。Talkofkicking!

  Whydon’tyouputonefootbeforetheothernowandthenwhenyou’reinthecab?Theabusemastergetsforyoursakeisquiteshameful。

  Nodecenthorsewouldbringitonhim。Dependuponit,Ruby,nocabmanlikestobeabusedanymorethanhisfare。Buthisfares,atleastwhenyouarebetweentheshafts,areverymuchtobeexcused。

  Indeedtheyare。”

  “Well,yousee,Diamond,Idon’twanttogolameagain。”

  “Idon’tbelieveyouweresoverylameafterall——there!“

  “Oh,butIwas。”

  “ThenIbelieveitwasallyourownfault。I’mnotlame。

  Ineverwaslameinallmylife。Youdon’ttakecareofyourlegs。

  Youneverlaythemdownatnight。Thereyouarewithyourhugecarcasscrushingdownyourpoorlegsallnightlong。Youdon’tevencareforyourownlegs——solongasyoucaneat,eat,andsleep,sleep。

  Youahorseindeed!“

  “ButItellyouIwaslame。”

  “I’mnotdenyingtherewasapuffylookaboutyouroff-pastern。

  Butmybeliefis,itwasn’tevengrease——itwasfat。”

  “ItellyouIputmyfootononeofthosehorridstonestheymaketheroadswith,anditgavemyanklesuchatwist。”

  “Ankleindeed!Whyshouldyouapeyourbetters?Horsesain’tgotanyankles:they’reonlypasterns。Andsolongasyoudon’tliftyourfeetbetter,butfallasleepbetweeneverystep,you’llrunagoodchanceoflamingallyouranklesasyoucallthem,oneafteranother。It’snotyourlivelyhorsethatcomestogriefinthatway。ItellyouIbelieveitwasn’tmuch,andifitwas,itwasyourownfault。There!I’vedone。I’mgoingtosleep。

  I’lltrytothinkaswellofyouasIcan。Ifyouwouldbutstepoutabitandrunoffalittleofyourfat!“HereDiamondbegantodoubleuphisknees;butRubyspokeagain,and,asyoungDiamondthought,inaratherdifferenttone。

  “Isay,Diamond,Ican’tbeartohaveanhonestoldhorselikeyouthinkofmelikethat。Iwilltellyouthetruth:itwasmyownfaultthatIfelllame。”

  “Itoldyouso。”returnedtheother,tumblingagainstthepartitionasherolledoveronhissidetogivehislegseverypossibleprivilegeintheirnarrowcircumstances。

  “Imeanttodoit,Diamond。”

  Atthewords,theoldhorsearosewithascramblelikethunder,shothisangryheadandglaringeyeoverintoRuby’sstall,andsaid——

  “Keepoutofmyway,youunworthywretch,orI’llbiteyou。

  Youahorse!Whydidyoudothat?”

  “BecauseIwantedtogrowfat。”

  “Yougrease-tub!Oh!myteethandtail!Ithoughtyouwereahumbug!

  Whydidyouwanttogetfat?There’snotruthtobegotoutofyoubutbycross-questioning。Youain’tfittobeahorse。”

  “BecauseonceIamfat,mynatureistokeepfatforalongtime;

  andIdidn’tknowwhenmastermightcomehomeandwanttoseeme。”

  “Youconceited,good-for-nothingbrute!You’reonlyfitfortheknacker’syard。Youwantedtolookhandsome,didyou?Holdyourtongue,orI’llbreakmyhalterandbeatyou——withyourhandsomefat!“

  “Nevermind,Diamond。You’reagoodhorse。Youcan’thurtme。”

  “Can’thurtyou!Justletmeoncetry。”

  “No,youcan’t。”

  “Whythen?”

  “BecauseI’manangel。”

  “What’sthat?”

  “Ofcourseyoudon’tknow。”

  “IndeedIdon’t。”

  “Iknowyoudon’t。Anignorant,rudeoldhumanhorse,likeyou,couldn’tknowit。Butthere’syoungDiamondlisteningtoallwe’resaying;andheknowswellenoughtherearehorsesinheavenforangelstorideupon,aswellasotheranimals,lionsandeaglesandbulls,inmoreimportantsituations。Thehorsestheangelsride,mustbeangel-horses,elsetheangelscouldn’trideuponthem。

  Well,I’moneofthem。”

  “Youain’t。”

  “Didyoueverknowahorsetellalie?”

  “Neverbefore。Butyou’veconfessedtoshamminglame。”

  “Nothingofthesort。ItwasnecessaryIshouldgrowfat,andnecessarythatgoodJoseph,yourmaster,shouldgrowlean。

  Icouldhavepretendedtobelame,butthatnohorse,leastofallanangel-horsewoulddo。SoImustbelame,andsoIsprainedmyankle——

  fortheangel-horseshaveankles——theydon’ttalkhorse-slangupthere——

  andithurtmeverymuch,Iassureyou,Diamond,thoughyoumayn’tbegoodenoughtobeabletobelieveit。”

  OldDiamondmadenoreply。Hehadlaindownagain,andasleepysnort,verylikeasnore,revealedthat,ifhewasnotalreadyasleep,hewaspastunderstandingawordthatRubywassaying。WhenyoungDiamondfoundthis,hethoughthemightventuretotakeupthedroptshuttlecockoftheconversation。

  “I’mgoodenoughtobelieveit,Ruby。”hesaid。

  ButRubyneverturnedhishead,ortookanynoticeofhim。

  IsupposehedidnotunderstandmoreofEnglishthanjustwhatthecoachmanandstablemanwereinthehabitofaddressinghimwith。Finding,however,thathiscompanionmadenoreply,heshothisheadoverthepartitionandlookingdownathimsaid——

  “Youjustwaittillto-morrow,andyou’llseewhetherI’mspeakingthetruthornot——Ideclaretheoldhorseisfastasleep!——

  Diamond!——NoIwon’t。”

  Rubyturnedaway,andbeganpullingathishayrackinsilence。

  Diamondgaveashiver,andlookingroundsawthatthedoorofthestablewasopen。Hebegantofeelasifhehadbeendreaming,andafteraglanceaboutthestabletoseeifNorthWindwasanywherevisible,hethoughthehadbettergobacktobed。

  CHAPTERXXXIII

  THEPROSPECTBRIGHTENS

  THEnextmorning,Diamond’smothersaidtohisfather,“I’mnotquitecomfortableaboutthatchildagain。”

  “Whichchild,Martha?”askedJoseph。“You’vegotachoicenow。”

  “Well,DiamondImean。I’mafraidhe’sgettingintohisqueerwaysagain。He’sbeenathisoldtrickofwalkinginhissleep。

  Isawhimrunupthestairinthemiddleofthenight。”

  “Didn’tyougoafterhim,wife?”

  “OfcourseIdid——andfoundhimfastasleepinhisbed。It’sbecausehe’shadsolittlemeatforthelastsixweeks,I’mafraid。”

  “Itmaybethat。I’mverysorry。Butifitdon’tpleaseGodtosendusenough,whatamItodo,wife?”

  “Youcan’thelpit,Iknow,mydeargoodman。”returnedMartha。

  “AndafterallIdon’tknow。Idon’tseewhyheshouldn’tgetonaswellastherestofus。ThereI’mnursingbabyallthistime,andIgetalongprettywell。I’msure,tohearthelittlemansinging,youwouldn’tthinktherewasmuchamisswithhim。”

  ForatthatmomentDiamondwassinginglikealarkintheclouds。

  Hehadthenewbabyinhisarms,whilehismotherwasdressingherself。

  Josephwassittingathisbreakfast——alittleweaktea,drybread,andverydubiousbutter——whichNannyhadsetforhim,andwhichhewasenjoyingbecausehewashungry。Hehadgroomedbothhorses,andhadgotoldDiamondharnessedreadytoputto。

  “Thinkofafatangel,Dulcimer!“saidDiamond。

  Thebabyhadnotbeenchristenedyet,butDiamond,inreadinghisBible,hadcomeupontheworddulcimer,andthoughtitsoprettythateverafterhecalledhissisterDulcimer!

  “Thinkofared,fatangel,Dulcimer!“herepeated;“forRuby’sanangelofahorse,Dulcimer。Hesprainedhisankleandgotfatonpurpose。”

  “Whatpurpose,Diamond?”askedhisfather。

  “Ah!thatIcan’ttell。Isupposetolookhandsomewhenhismastercomes。”answeredDiamond——“Whatdoyouthink,Dulcimer?

  Itmustbeforsomegood,forRuby’sanangel。”

  “IwishIwereridofhim,anyhow。”saidhisfather;“forheweighsheavyonmymind。”

  “Nowonder,father:he’ssofat。”saidDiamond。“Butyouneedn’tbeafraid,foreverybodysayshe’sinbetterconditionthanwhenyouhadhim。”

  “Yes,buthemaybeasthinasatinhorsebeforehisownercomes。

  Itwastoobadtoleavehimonmyhandsthisway。”

  “Perhapshecouldn’thelpit。”suggestedDiamond。“Idaresayhehassomegoodreasonforit。”

  “SoIshouldhavesaid。”returnedhisfather,“ifhehadnotdrivensuchahardbargainwithmeatfirst。”

  “Butwedon’tknowwhatmaycomeofityet,husband。”saidhiswife。

  “Mr。Raymondmaygivealittletoboot,seeingyou’vehadmoreofthebargainthanyouwantedorreckonedupon。”

  “I’mafraidnot:he’sahardman。”saidJoseph,asheroseandwenttogethiscabout。

  Diamondresumedhissinging。Forsometimehecarolledsnatchesofeverythingoranything;butatlastitsettleddownintosomethinglikewhatfollows。Icannottellwhereorhowhegotit。

  Wheredidyoucomefrom,babydear?

  Outoftheeverywhereintohere。

  Wheredidyougetyoureyessoblue?

  OutoftheskyasIcamethrough。

  Whatmakesthelightinthemsparkleandspin?

  Someofthestarryspikesleftin。

  Wheredidyougetthatlittletear?

  IfounditwaitingwhenIgothere。

  Whatmakesyourforeheadsosmoothandhigh?

  AsofthandstrokeditasIwentby。

  Whatmakesyourcheeklikeawarmwhiterose?

  Isawsomethingbetterthananyoneknows。

  Whencethatthree-corneredsmileofbliss?

  Threeangelsgavemeatonceakiss。

  Wheredidyougetthispearlyear?

  Godspoke,anditcameouttohear。

  Wheredidyougetthosearmsandhands?

  Lovemadeitselfintohooksandbands。

  Feet,whencedidyoucome,youdarlingthings?

  Fromthesameboxasthecherubs’wings。

  Howdidtheyalljustcometobeyou?

  Godthoughtaboutme,andsoIgrew。

  Buthowdidyoucometous,youdear?

  Godthoughtaboutyou,andsoIamhere。

  “Younevermadethatsong,Diamond。”saidhismother。

  “No,mother。IwishIhad。No,Idon’t。Thatwouldbetotakeitfromsomebodyelse。Butit’smineforallthat。”

  “Whatmakesityours?”

  “Iloveitso。”

  “Doeslovingathingmakeityours?”

  “Ithinkso,mother——atleastmorethananythingelsecan。IfIdidn’tlovebabywhichcouldn’tbe,youknowshewouldn’tbemineabit。

  ButIdolovebaby,andbabyismyveryownDulcimer。”

  “Thebaby’smine,Diamond。”

  “Thatmakesherthemoremine,mother。”

  “Howdoyoumakethatout?”

  “Becauseyou’remine,mother。”

  “Isthatbecauseyouloveme?”

  “Yes,justbecause。Lovemakestheonlymyness。”saidDiamond。

  Whenhisfathercamehometohavehisdinner,andchangeDiamondforRuby,theysawhimlookverysad,andhetoldthemhehadnothadafareworthmentioningthewholemorning。

  “Weshallallhavetogototheworkhouse,wife。”hesaid。

  “Itwouldbebettertogotothebackofthenorthwind。”

  saidDiamond,dreamily,notintendingtosayitaloud。

  “Soitwould。”answeredhisfather。“Buthowarewetogetthere,Diamond?”

  “Wemustwaittillwe’retaken。”returnedDiamond。

  Beforehisfathercouldspeakagain,aknockcametothedoor,andinwalkedMr。Raymondwithasmileonhisface。Josephgotupandreceivedhimrespectfully,butnotverycordially。Marthasetachairforhim,buthewouldnotsitdown。

  “Youarenotverygladtoseeme。”hesaidtoJoseph。“Youdon’twanttopartwiththeoldhorse。”

  “Indeed,sir,youaremistakenthere。Whatwithanxietyabouthim,andbadluck,I’vewishedIwereridofhimathousandtimes。

  Itwasonlytobeforthreemonths,andhereit’seightornine。”

  “I’msorrytohearsuchastatement。”saidMr。Raymond。“Hasn’thebeenofservicetoyou?”

  “Notmuch,notwithhislameness“

  “Ah!“saidMr。Raymond,hastily——“you’vebeenlaminghim——haveyou?

  Thataccountsforit。Isee,Isee。”

  “Itwasn’tmyfault,andhe’sallrightnow。Idon’tknowhowithappened,but“

  “Hediditonpurpose。”saidDiamond。“Heputhisfootonastonejusttotwisthisankle。”

  “Howdoyouknowthat,Diamond?”saidhisfather,turningtohim。

  “Ineversaidso,forIcouldnotthinkhowitcame。”

  “Iheardit——inthestable。”answeredDiamond。

  “Let’shavealookathim。”saidMr。Raymond。

  “Ifyou’llstepintotheyard。”saidJoseph,“I’llbringhimout。”

  Theywent,andJoseph,havingfirsttakenoffhisharness,walkedRubyintothemiddleoftheyard。

  “Why。”saidMr。Raymond,“you’venotbeenusinghimwell。”

  “Idon’tknowwhatyoumeanbythat,sir。Ididn’texpecttohearthatfromyou。He’ssoundinwindandlimb——assoundasabarrel。”

  “Andasbig,youmightadd。Why,he’sasfatasapig!Youdon’tcallthatgoodusage!“

  Josephwastooangrytomakeanyanswer。

  “You’venotworkedhimenough,Isay。That’snotmakinggooduseofhim。That’snotdoingasyou’dbedoneby。”

  “Ishouldn’tbesorryifIwasservedthesame,sir。”

  “He’stoofat,Isay。”

  “TherewasawholemonthIcouldn’tworkhimatall,andhedidnothingbuteathisheadoff。He’sanawfuleater。I’vetakenthebestpartofsixhoursadayoutofhimsince,butI’malwaysafraidofhiscomingtogriefagain,andsoIcouldn’tmakethemostevenofthat。Ideclaretoyou,sir,whenhe’sbetweentheshafts,IsitontheboxasmiserableasifI’dstolenhim。Helooksallthetimeasifhewasabottlingupofcomplaintstomakeofmetheminuteheseteyesonyouagain。There!lookathimnow,squintingroundatmewithoneeye!Ideclaretoyou,onmyword,Ihaven’tlaidthewhiponhimmorethanthreetimes。”

  “I’mgladtohearit。Heneverdidwantthewhip。”

  “Ididn’tsaythat,sir。Ifeverahorsewantedthewhip,hedo。

  He’sbroughtmetobeggaryalmostwithhissnail’space。I’mverygladyou’vecometoridmeofhim。”

  “Idon’tknowthat。”saidMr。Raymond。“SupposeIweretoaskyoutobuyhimofme——cheap。”

  “Iwouldn’thavehiminapresent,sir。Idon’tlikehim。

  AndIwouldn’tdriveahorsethatIdidn’tlike——no,notforgold。

  Itcan’tcometogoodwherethere’snolovebetween’em。”

  “Justbringoutyourownhorse,andletmeseewhatsortofapairthey’dmake。”

  JosephlaughedratherbitterlyashewenttofetchDiamond。

  Whenthetwowereplacedsidebyside,Mr。Raymondcouldhardlykeephiscountenance,butfromaminglingoffeelings。

  Besidethegreat,red,roundbarrel,Ruby,allbodyandnolegs,Diamondlookedlikeaclothes-horsewithaskinthrownoverit。

  Therewashardlyaspotofhimwhereyoucouldnotdescrysomesignofaboneunderneath。Gauntandgrimandwearyhestood,kissinghismaster,andheedingnooneelse。

  “Youhaven’tbeenusinghimwell。”saidMr。Raymond。

  “Imustsay。”returnedJoseph,throwinganarmroundhishorse’sneck,“thattheremarkhadbetterhavebeenspared,sir。Thehorseisworththreeoftheothernow。”

  “Idon’tthinkso。Ithinktheymakeaverynicepair。

  Iftheone’stoofat,theother’stoolean——sothat’sallright。

  Andifyouwon’tbuymyRuby,ImustbuyyourDiamond。”

  “Thankyou,sir。”saidJoseph,inatoneimplyinganythingbutthanks。

  “Youdon’tseemtoliketheproposal。”saidMr。Raymond。

  “Idon’t。”returnedJoseph。“Iwouldn’tpartwithmyoldDiamondforhisskinasfullofnuggetsasitisofbones。”

  “Whosaidanythingaboutpartingwithhim?”

  “Youdidnow,sir。”

  “No;Ididn’t。IonlyspokeofbuyinghimtomakeapairwithRuby。

  WecouldpareRubyandpatchDiamondabit。Andforheight,theyareasnearamatchasIcareabout。Ofcourseyouwouldbethecoachman——

  ifonlyyouwouldconsenttobereconciledtoRuby。”

  Josephstoodbewildered,unabletoanswer。

  “I’veboughtasmallplaceinKent。”continuedMr。Raymond,“andI

  musthaveapairtomycarriage,fortheroadsarehillythereabouts。

  Idon’twanttomakeashowwithapairofhigh-steppers。Ithinkthesewilljustdo。Suppose,foraweekortwo,yousetyourselftotakeRubydownandbringDiamondup。IfwecouldonlylayapipefromRuby’ssidesintoDiamond’s,itwouldbetheworkofamoment。

  ButIfearthatwouldn’tanswer。”

  AstronginclinationtolaughintrudeduponJoseph’sinclinationtocry,andmadespeechstillharderthanbefore。

  “Ibegyourpardon,sir。”hesaidatlength。“I’vebeensomiserable,andforsolong,thatIneverthoughtyouwasonlyachaffingofmewhenyousaidIhadn’tusedthehorseswell。Ididgrumbleatyou,sir,many’sthetimeinmytrouble;butwheneverIsaidanything,mylittleDiamondwouldlookatmewithasmile,asmuchastosay:

  “Iknowhimbetterthanyou,father;“anduponmyword,Ialwaysthoughttheboymustberight。”

  “WillyousellmeoldDiamond,then?”

  “Iwill,sir,ononecondition——thatifeveryouwanttopartwithhimorme,yougivemetheoptionofbuyinghim。Icouldnotpartwithhim,sir。Astowhocallshimhis,that’snothing;

  for,asDiamondsays,it’sonlylovingathingthatcanmakeityours——

  andIdoloveoldDiamond,sir,dearly。”

  “Well,there’sachequefortwentypounds,whichIwrotetoofferyouforhim,incaseIshouldfindyouhaddonethehandsomethingbyRuby。Willthatbeenough?”

  “It’stoomuch,sir。Hisbodyain’tworthit——shoesandall。

  It’sonlyhisheart,sir——that’sworthmillions——buthisheart’llbemineallthesame——soit’stoomuch,sir。”

  “Idon’tthinkso。Itwon’tbe,atleast,bythetimewe’vegothimfedupagain。Youtakeitandwelcome。Justgoonwithyourcabbingforanothermonth,onlytakeitoutofRubyandletDiamondrest;

  andbythattimeIshallbereadyforyoutogodownintothecountry。”

  “Thankyou,sir。thankyou。Diamondsetyoudownforafriend,sir,themomenthesawyou。Idobelievethatchildofmineknowsmorethanotherpeople。”

  “Ithinkso,too。”saidMr。Raymondashewalkedaway。

  HehadmeanttotestJosephwhenhemadethebargainaboutRuby,buthadnointentionofsogreatlyprolongingthetrial。HehadbeentakenillinSwitzerland,andhadbeenquiteunabletoreturnsooner。

  Hewentawaynowhighlygratifiedatfindingthathehadstoodthetest,andwasatrueman。

  Josephrushedintohiswifewhohadbeenstandingatthewindowanxiouslywaitingtheresultofthelongcolloquy。Whensheheardthatthehorsesweretogotogetherindoubleharness,sheburstforthintoanimmoderatefitoflaughter。Diamondcameupwiththebabyinhisarmsandmadebiganxiouseyesather,saying——

  “Whatisthematterwithyou,motherdear?Docryalittle。

  Itwilldoyougood。Whenfathertakeseversosmalladropofspirits,heputswatertoit。”

  “Yousillydarling!“saidhismother;“howcouldIbutlaughatthenotionofthatgreatfatRubygoingsidebysidewithourpooroldDiamond?”

  “Butwhynot,mother?Withamonth’soats,andnothingtodo,Diamond’llbenearerRuby’ssizethanyouwillfather’s。Ithinkit’sverygoodfordifferentsortstogotogether。NowRubywillhaveachanceofteachingDiamondbettermanners。”

  “Howdareyousaysuchathing,Diamond?”saidhisfather,angrily。

  “Tocomparethetwoformanners,there’snocomparisonpossible。

  OurDiamond’sagentleman。”

  “Idon’tmeantosayheisn’t,father;forIdaresaysomegentlemenjudgetheirneighboursunjustly。That’sallImean。

  Diamondshouldn’thavethoughtsuchbadthingsofRuby。Hedidn’ttrytomakethebestofhim。”

  “Howdoyouknowthat,pray?”

  “Iheardthemtalkingaboutitonenight。”

  “Who?”

  “WhyDiamondandRuby。Ruby’sanangel。”

  Josephstaredandsaidnomore。Forallhisnewgladness,hewasverygloomyashere-harnessedtheangel,forhethoughthisdarlingDiamondwasgoingoutofhismind。

  Hecouldnothelpthinkingratherdifferently,however,whenhefoundthechangethathadcomeoverRuby。Consideringhisfat,heexertedhimselfamazingly,andgotoverthegroundwithincrediblespeed。

  Sowilling,evenanxious,washetogonow,thatJosephhadtoholdhimquitetight。

  Thenashelaughedathisownfancies,anewfearcameuponhimlestthehorseshouldbreakhiswind,andMr。Raymondhavegoodcausetothinkhehadnotbeenusinghimwell。Hemightevensupposethathehadtakenadvantageofhisnewinstructions,toletoutuponthehorsesomeofhispent-updislike;whereasintruth,ithadsoutterlyvanishedthathefeltasifRuby,too,hadbeenhisfriendallthetime。

  CHAPTERXXXIV

  INTHECOUNTRY

  BEFOREtheendofthemonth,Rubyhadgotrespectablythin,andDiamondrespectablystout。Theyreallybegantolookfitfordoubleharness。

  Josephandhiswifegottheiraffairsinorder,andeverythingreadyformigratingattheshortestnotice;andtheyfeltsopeacefulandhappythattheyjudgedallthetroubletheyhadgonethroughwellworthenduring。AsforNanny,shehadbeensohappyeversincesheleftthehospital,thatsheexpectednothingbetter,andsawnothingattractiveinthenotionofthecountry。

  Atthesametime,shehadnottheleastideaofwhatthewordcountrymeant,forshehadneverseenanythingaboutherbutstreetsandgas-lamps。Besides,shewasmoreattachedtoJimthantoDiamond:

  Jimwasareasonablebeing,Diamondinhereyesatbestonlyanamiable,over-grownbaby,whomnoamountofexpostulationwouldeverbringtotalksense,nottosaythinkit。Nowthatshecouldmanagethebabyaswellashe,shejudgedherselfaltogetherhissuperior。

  Towardshisfatherandmother,shewasalltheycouldwish。

  DiamondhadtakenagreatdealofpainsandtroubletofindJim,andhadatlastsucceededthroughthehelpofthetallpoliceman,whowasgladtorenewhisacquaintancewiththestrangechild。

  Jimhadmovedhisquarters,andhadnotheardofNanny’sillnesstillsometimeaftershewastakentothehospital,wherehewastooshytogoandinquireabouther。ButwhenatlengthshewenttolivewithDiamond’sfamily,Jimwaswillingenoughtogoandseeher。

  Itwasafteroneofhisvisits,duringwhichtheyhadbeentalkingofhernewprospects,thatNannyexpressedtoDiamondheropinionofthecountry。

  “Thereain’tnothinginitbutthesunandmoon,Diamond。”

  “There’streesandflowers。”saidDiamond。

  “Well,theyain’tnocount。”returnedNanny。

  “Ain’tthey?They’resobeautiful,theymakeyouhappytolookatthem。”

  “That’sbecauseyou’resuchasilly。”

  Diamondsmiledwithafar-awaylook,asifheweregazingthroughcloudsofgreenleavesandthevisioncontentedhim。

  ButhewasthinkingwithhimselfwhatmorehecoulddoforNanny;

  andthatsameeveninghewenttofindMr。Raymond,forhehadheardthathehadreturnedtotown。

  “Ah!howdoyoudo,Diamond?”saidMr。Raymond;“Iamgladtoseeyou。”

  Andhewasindeed,forhehadgrownveryfondofhim。HisopinionofhimwasverydifferentfromNanny’s。

  “Whatdoyouwantnow,mychild?”heasked。

  “I’malwayswantingsomething,sir。”answeredDiamond。

  “Well,that’squiteright,solongaswhatyouwantisright。

  Everybodyisalwayswantingsomething;onlywedon’tmentionitintherightplaceoftenenough。Whatisitnow?”

  “There’safriendofNanny’s,alameboy,calledJim。”

  “I’veheardofhim。”saidMr。Raymond。“Well?”

  “Nannydoesn’tcaremuchaboutgoingtothecountry,sir。”

  “Well,whathasthattodowithJim?”

  “Youcouldn’tfindacornerforJimtoworkin——couldyou,sir?”

  “Idon’tknowthatIcouldn’t。Thatis,ifyoucanshowgoodreasonforit。”

  “He’sagoodboy,sir。”

  “Well,somuchthebetterforhim。”

  “Iknowhecanshineboots,sir。”

  “Somuchthebetterforus。”

  “Youwantyourbootsshinedinthecountry——don’tyou,sir?”

  “Yes,tobesure。”

  “Itwouldn’tbenicetowalkovertheflowerswithdirtyboots——

  wouldit,sir?”

  “No,indeed。”

  “Theywouldn’tlikeit——wouldthey?”

  “No,theywouldn’t。”

  “ThenNannywouldbebetterpleasedtogo,sir。”

  “Iftheflowersdidn’tlikedirtybootstowalkoverthem,Nannywouldn’tmindgoingtothecountry?Isthatit?Idon’tquiteseeit。”

  “No,sir;Ididn’tmeanthat。Imeant,ifyouwouldtakeJimwithyoutocleanyourboots,anddooddjobs,youknow,sir,thenNannywouldlikeitbetter。She’ssofondofJim!“

  “Nowyoucometothepoint,Diamond。Iseewhatyoumean,exactly。

  Iwillturnitoverinmymind。CouldyoubringJimtoseeme?”

  “I’lltry,sir。Buttheydon’tmindmemuch。TheythinkI’msilly。”

  addedDiamond,withoneofhissweetestsmiles。

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