MissCorneliasighed。GilberthadgonedownandLeslie,whohadbeencrooningoverthesmallJamesMatthewinthedormerwindow,laidhimasleepinhisbasketandwentherway。Assoonasshewassafelyoutofearshot,MissCorneliabentforwardandsaidinaconspirator’swhisper:
\"Anne,dearie,I’daletterfromOwenFordyesterday。
He’sinVancouverjustnow,buthewantstoknowifI
canboardhimforamonthlateron。YOUknowwhatthatmeans。Well,Ihopewe’redoingright。\"
\"We’venothingtodowithit——wecouldn’tpreventhimfromcomingtoFourWindsifhewantedto,\"saidAnnequickly。Shedidnotlikethefeelingofmatch-makingMissCornelia’swhispersgaveher;andthensheweaklysuccumbedherself。
\"Don’tletLeslieknowheiscominguntilheishere,\"
shesaid。\"IfshefoundoutIfeelsureshewouldgoawayatonce。Sheintendstogointhefallanyhow——shetoldmesotheotherday。SheisgoingtoMontrealtotakeupnursingandmakewhatshecanofherlife。\"
\"Oh,well,Anne,dearie,\"saidMissCornelia,noddingsagely\"thatisallasitmaybe。YouandIhavedoneourpartandwemustleavetheresttoHigherHands。\"
CHAPTER35
POLITICSATFOURWINDS
Whenannecamedownstairsagain,theIsland,aswellasallCanada,wasinthethroesofacampaignprecedingageneralelection。Gilbert,whowasanardentConservative,foundhimselfcaughtinthevortex,beingmuchindemandforspeech-makingatthevariouscountyrallies。MissCorneliadidnotapproveofhismixingupinpoliticsandtoldAnneso。
\"Dr。Daveneverdidit。Dr。Blythewillfindheismakingamistake,believeME。Politicsissomethingnodecentmanshouldmeddlewith。\"
\"Isthegovernmentofthecountrytobeleftsolelytotheroguesthen?\"askedAnne。
\"Yes——solongasit’sConservativerogues,\"saidMissCornelia,marchingoffwiththehonorsofwar。\"Menandpoliticiansarealltarredwiththesamebrush。
TheGritshaveitlaidonthickerthantheConservatives,that’sall——CONSIDERABLYthicker。ButGritorTory,myadvicetoDr。Blytheistosteerclearofpolitics。Firstthingyouknow,he’llberunninganelectionhimself,andgoingofftoOttawaforhalftheyearandleavinghispracticetogotothedogs。\"
\"Ah,well,let’snotborrowtrouble,\"saidAnne。\"Therateofinterestistoohigh。Instead,let’slookatLittleJem。ItshouldbespelledwithaG。Isn’theperfectlybeautiful?Justseethedimplesinhiselbows。We’llbringhimuptobeagoodConservative,youandI,MissCornelia。\"
\"Bringhimuptobeagoodman,\"saidMissCornelia。
\"They’rescarceandvaluable;though,mindyou,I
wouldn’tliketoseehimaGrit。Asfortheelection,youandImaybethankfulwedon’tliveoverharbor。
Theairthereisbluethesedays。EveryElliottandCrawfordandMacAllisterisonthewarpath,loadedforbear。Thissideispeacefulandcalm,seeingthere’ssofewmen。CaptainJim’saGrit,butit’smyopinionhe’sashamedofit,forhenevertalkspolitics。Thereisn’tanyearthlydoubtthattheConservativeswillbereturnedwithabigmajorityagain。\"
MissCorneliawasmistaken。OnthemorningaftertheelectionCaptainJimdroppedinatthelittlehousetotellthenews。Sovirulentisthemicrobeofpartypolitics,eveninapeaceableoldman,thatCaptainJim’scheekswereflushedandhiseyeswereflashingwithallhisold-timefire。
\"MistressBlythe,theLiberalsareinwithasweepingmajority。AftereighteenyearsofTorymismanagementthisdown-troddencountryisgoingtohaveachanceatlast。\"
\"Ineverheardyoumakesuchabitterpartisanspeechbefore,CaptainJim。Ididn’tthinkyouhadsomuchpoliticalvenominyou,\"laughedAnne,whowasnotmuchexcitedoverthetidings。LittleJemhadsaid\"Wow-ga\"thatmorning。Whatwereprincipalitiesandpowers,theriseandfallofdynasties,theoverthrowofGritorTory,comparedwiththatmiraculousoccurrence?
\"It’sbeenaccumulatingforalongwhile,\"saidCaptainJim,withadeprecatingsmile。\"IthoughtI
wasonlyamoderateGrit,butwhenthenewscamethatwewereinIfoundouthowGrittyIreallywas。\"
\"YouknowthedoctorandIareConservatives。\"
\"Ah,well,it’stheonlybadthingIknowofeitherofyou,MistressBlythe。CorneliaisaTory,too。I
calledinonmywayfromtheGlentotellherthenews。\"
\"Didn’tyouknowyoutookyourlifeinyourhands?\"
\"Yes,butIcouldn’tresistthetemptation。\"
\"Howdidshetakeit?\"
\"Comparativelycalm,MistressBlythe,comparativelycalm。Shesays,saysshe,`Well,Providencesendsseasonsofhumiliationtoacountry,sameastoindividuals。YouGritshavebeencoldandhungryformanyayear。Makehastetogetwarmedandfed,foryouwon’tbeinlong。’`Well,nowCornelia,’Isays,`mebbeProvidencethinksCanadaneedsareallongspellofhumiliation。’Ah,Susan,haveYOUheardthenews?
TheLiberalsarein。\"
Susanhadjustcomeinfromthekitchen,attendedbytheodorofdelectabledisheswhichalwaysseemedtohoveraroundher。
\"Now,arethey?\"shesaid,withbeautifulunconcern。
\"Well,InevercouldseebutthatmybreadrosejustaslightwhenGritswereinaswhentheywerenot。Andifanyparty,Mrs。Doctor,dear,willmakeitrainbeforetheweekisout,andsaveourkitchengardenfromentireruination,thatisthepartySusanwillvotefor。Inthemeantime,willyoujuststepoutandgivemeyouropiniononthemeatfordinner?Iamfearingthatitisverytough,andIthinkthatwehadbetterchangeourbutcheraswellasourgovernment。\"
Oneevening,aweeklater,AnnewalkeddowntothePoint,toseeifshecouldgetsomefreshfishfromCaptainJim,leavingLittleJemforthefirsttime。Itwasquiteatragedy。Supposehecried?SupposeSusandidnotknowjustexactlywhattodoforhim?Susanwascalmandserene。
\"Ihavehadasmuchexperiencewithhimasyou,Mrs。
Doctor,dear,haveInot?\"
\"Yes,withhim——butnotwithotherbabies。Why,I
lookedafterthreepairsoftwins,whenIwasachild,Susan。Whentheycried,Igavethempeppermintorcastoroilquitecoolly。It’squitecuriousnowtorecallhowlightlyItookallthosebabiesandtheirwoes。\"
\"Oh,well,ifLittleJemcries,Iwilljustclapahotwaterbagonhislittlestomach,\"saidSusan。
\"Nottoohot,youknow,\"saidAnneanxiously。Oh,wasitreallywisetogo?
\"Donotyoufret,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Susanisnotthewomantoburnaweeman。Blesshim,hehasnonotionofcrying。\"
AnnetoreherselfawayfinallyandenjoyedherwalktothePointafterall,throughthelongshadowsofthesun-setting。CaptainJimwasnotinthelivingroomofthelighthouse,butanothermanwas——ahandsome,middle-agedman,withastrong,clean-shavenchin,whowasunknowntoAnne。Nevertheless,whenshesatdown,hebegantotalktoherwithalltheassuranceofanoldacquaintance。Therewasnothingamissinwhathesaidorthewayhesaidit,butAnneratherresentedsuchacooltaking-for-grantedinacompletestranger。
Herreplieswerefrosty,andasfewasdecencyrequired。Nothingdaunted,hercompaniontalkedonforseveralminutes,thenexcusedhimselfandwentaway。
Annecouldhavesworntherewasatwinkleinhiseyeanditannoyedher。Whowasthecreature?Therewassomethingvaguelyfamiliarabouthimbutshewascertainshehadneverseenhimbefore。
\"CaptainJim,whowasthatwhojustwentout?\"sheasked,asCaptainJimcamein。
\"MarshallElliott,\"answeredthecaptain。
\"MarshallElliott!\"criedAnne。\"Oh,CaptainJim——itwasn’t——yes,itWAShisvoice——oh,CaptainJim,I
didn’tknowhim——andIwasquiteinsultingtohim!WHY
didn’thetellme?HemusthaveseenIdidn’tknowhim。\"
\"Hewouldn’tsayawordaboutit——he’djustenjoythejoke。Don’tworryoversnubbinghim——he’llthinkitfun。Yes,Marshall’sshavedoffhisbeardatlastandcuthishair。Hispartyisin,youknow。Ididn’tknowhimmyselffirsttimeIsawhim。HewasupinCarterFlagg’sstoreattheGlenthenightafterelectionday,alongwithacrowdofothers,waitingforthenews。Abouttwelvethe’phonecamethrough——theLiberalswerein。Marshalljustgotupandwalkedout——hedidn’tcheerorshout——helefttheotherstodothat,andtheynearlyliftedtheroofoffCarter’sstore,Ireckon。Ofcourse,alltheTorieswereoverinRaymondRussell’sstore。NotmuchcheeringTHERE。
MarshallwentstraightdownthestreettothesidedoorofAugustusPalmer’sbarbershop。Augustuswasinbedasleep,butMarhallhammeredonthedooruntilhegotupandcomedown,wantingtoknowwhatalltheracketwasabout。
\"Comeintoyourshopanddothebestjobyoueverdidinyourlife,Gus,’saidMarshall。`TheLiberalsareinandyou’regoingtobarberagoodGritbeforethesunrises。’
\"Guswasmadashops——partlybecausehe’dbeendraggedoutofbed,butmorebecausehe’saTory。Hevowedhewouldn’tshaveanymanaftertwelveatnight。
\"`You’lldowhatIwantyoutodo,sonny,’saidMarshall,`orI’lljestturnyouovermykneeandgiveyouoneofthosespankingsyourmotherforgot。’
\"He’dhavedoneit,too,andGusknewit,forMarshallisasstrongasanoxandGusisonlyamidgetofaman。SohegaveinandtowedMarshallintotheshopandwenttowork。`Now,’sayshe,`I’llbarberyouup,butifyousayonewordtomeabouttheGritsgettinginwhileI’mdoingitI’llcutyourthroatwiththisrazor,’sayshe。Youwouldn’thavethoughtmildlittleGuscouldbesobloodthirsty,wouldyou?Showswhatpartypoliticswilldoforaman。Marshallkeptquietandgothishairandbearddisposedofandwenthome。
Whenhisoldhousekeeperheardhimcomeupstairsshepeekedoutofherbedroomdoortoseewhether’twashimorthehiredboy。Andwhenshesawastrangemanstridingdownthehallwithacandleinhishandshescreamedbluemurderandfainteddeadaway。Theyhadtosendforthedoctorbeforetheycouldbringherto,anditwasseveraldaysbeforeshecouldlookatMarshallwithoutshakingallover。\"
CaptainJimhadnofish。Heseldomwentoutinhisboatthatsummer,andhislongtrampingexpeditionswereover。Hespentagreatdealofhistimesittingbyhisseawardwindow,lookingoutoverthegulf,withhisswiftly-whiteningheadleaningonhishand。Hesattheretonightformanysilentminutes,keepingsometrystwiththepastwhichAnnewouldnotdisturb。
PresentlyhepointedtotheirisoftheWest:
\"That’sbeautiful,isn’t,it,MistressBlythe?ButI
wishyoucouldhaveseenthesunrisethismorning。Itwasawonderfulthing——wonderful。I’veseenallkindsofsunrisescomeoverthatgulf。I’vebeenallovertheworld,MistressBlythe,andtakeitallinall,I’veneverseenafinersightthanasummersunriseoverthegulf。Amancan’tpickhistimefordying,MistressBlythe——jestgottogowhentheGreatCaptaingivesHissailingorders。ButifIcouldI’dgooutwhenthemorningcomesacrossthatwater。I’vewatcheditmanyatimeandthoughtwhatathingitwouldbetopassoutthroughthatgreatwhiteglorytowhateverwaswaitingbeyant,onaseathatain’tmappedoutonanyairthlychart。Ithink,MistressBlythe,thatI’dfindlostMargaretthere。\"
CaptainJimhadoftentalkedtoAnneoflostMargaretsincehehadtoldhertheoldstory。Hisloveforhertrembledineverytone——thatlovethathadnevergrownfaintorforgetful。
\"Anyway,IhopewhenmytimecomesI’llgoquickandeasy。Idon’tthinkI’macoward,MistressBlythe——I’velookedanuglydeathinthefacemorethanoncewithoutblenching。Butthethoughtofalingeringdeathdoesgivemeaqueer,sickfeelingofhorror。\"
\"Don’ttalkaboutleavingus,dear,DEARCaptain,Jim,\"pleadedAnne,inachokedvoice,pattingtheoldbrownhand,oncesostrong,butnowgrownveryfeeble。
\"Whatwouldwedowithoutyou?\"
CaptainJimsmiledbeautifully。
\"Oh,you’dgetalongnicely——nicely——butyouwouldn’tforgettheoldmanaltogether,MistressBlythe——no,I
don’tthinkyou’lleverquiteforgethim。TheraceofJosephalwaysremembersoneanother。Butit’llbeamemorythatwon’thurt——Iliketothinkthatmymemorywon’thurtmyfriends——it’llalwaysbekindofpleasanttothem,Ihopeandbelieve。Itwon’tbeverylongnowbeforelostMargaretcallsme,forthelasttime。I’llbeallreadytoanswer。Ijestspokeofthisbecausethere’salittlefavorIwanttoaskyou。Here’sthispooroldMateyofmine\"——CaptainJimreachedoutahandandpokedthebig,warm,velvety,goldenballonthesofa。TheFirstMateuncoiledhimselflikeaspringwithanice,throaty,comfortablesound,halfpurr,halfmeow,stretchedhispawsinair,turnedoverandcoiledhimselfupagain。\"HE’llmissmewhenI
startontheV’yage。Ican’tbeartothinkofleavingthepoorcrittertostarve,likehewasleftbefore。
IfanythinghappenstomewillyougiveMateyabiteandacorner,MistressBlythe?\"
\"IndeedIwill。\"
\"ThenthatisallIhadonmymind。YourLittleJemistohavethefewcuriousthingsIpickedup——I’veseentothat。AndnowIdon’tliketoseetearsinthoseprettyeyes,MistressBlythe。I’llmebbehangonforquiteaspellyet。Iheardyoureadingapieceofpoetryonedaylastwinter——oneofTennyson’spieces。
I’dsorterliketohearitagain,ifyoucouldreciteitforme。\"
Softlyandclearly,whiletheseawindblewinonthem,AnnerepeatedthebeautifullinesofTennyson’swonderfulswansong——\"CrossingtheBar。\"Theoldcaptainkepttimegentlywithhissinewyhand。
\"Yes,yes,MistressBlythe,\"hesaid,whenshehadfinished,\"that’sit,that’sit。Hewasn’tasailor,youtellme——Idunnohowhecouldhaveputanoldsailor’sfeelingsintowordslikethat,ifhewasn’tone。Hedidn’twantany`sadnesso’farewells’andneitherdoI,MistressBlythe——forallwillbewellwithmeandminebeyantthebar。\"
CHAPTER36
BEAUTYFORASHES
\"AnynewsfromGreenGables,Anne?\"
\"Nothingveryespecial,\"repliedAnne,foldingupMarilla’sletter。\"JakeDonnellhasbeenthereshinglingtheroof。Heisafull-fledgedcarpenternow,soitseemshehashadhisownwayinregardtothechoiceofalife-work。Yourememberhismotherwantedhimtobeacollegeprofessor。IshallneverforgetthedayshecametotheschoolandratedmeforfailingtocallhimSt。Clair。\"
\"Doesanyoneevercallhimthatnow?\"
\"Evidentlynot。Itseemsthathehascompletelyliveditdown。Evenhismotherhassuccumbed。IalwaysthoughtthataboywithJake’schinandmouthwouldgethisownwayintheend。DianawritesmethatDorahasabeau。Justthinkofit——thatchild!\"
\"Doraisseventeen,\"saidGilbert。\"CharlieSloaneandIwerebothmadaboutyouwhenyouwereseventeen,Anne。\"
\"Really,Gilbert,wemustbegettingoninyears,\"
saidAnne,withahalf-ruefulsmile,\"whenchildrenwhoweresixwhenwethoughtourselvesgrownupareoldenoughnowtohavebeaux。Dora’sisRalphAndrews——Jane’sbrother。Irememberhimasalittle,round,fat,white-headedfellowwhowasalwaysatthefootofhisclass。ButIunderstandheisquiteafine-lookingyoungmannow。\"
\"Dorawillprobablymarryyoung。She’softhesametypeasCharlottatheFourth——she’llnevermissherfirstchanceforfearshemightnotgetanother。\"
\"Well;ifshemarriesRalphIhopehewillbealittlemoreup-and-comingthanhisbrotherBilly,\"musedAnne。
\"Forinstance,\"saidGilbert,laughing,\"letushopehewillbeabletoproposeonhisownaccount。Anne,wouldyouhavemarriedBillyifhehadaskedyouhimself,insteadofgettingJanetodoitforhim?\"
\"Imighthave。\"Annewentoffintoashriekoflaughterovertherecollectionofherfirstproposal。
\"Theshockofthewholethingmighthavehypnotizedmeintosomesuchrashandfoolishact。Letusbethankfulhediditbyproxy。\"
\"IhadaletterfromGeorgeMooreyesterday,\"saidLeslie,fromthecornerwhereshewasreading。
\"Oh,howishe?\"askedAnneinterestedly,yetwithanunrealfeelingthatshewasinquiringaboutsomeonewhomshedidnotknow。
\"Heiswell,buthefindsitveryhardtoadapthimselftoallthechangesinhisoldhomeandfriends。Heisgoingtoseaagaininthespring。It’sinhisblood,hesays,andhelongsforit。Buthetoldmesomethingthatmademegladforhim,poorfellow。BeforehesailedontheFourSistershewasengagedtoagirlathome。HedidnottellmeanythingaboutherinMontreal,becausehesaidhesupposedshewouldhaveforgottenhimandmarriedsomeoneelselongago,andwithhim,yousee,hisengagementandlovewasstillathingofthepresent。Itwasprettyhardonhim,butwhenhegothomehefoundshehadnevermarriedandstillcaredforhim。Theyaretobemarriedthisfall。
I’mgoingtoaskhimtobringheroverhereforalittletrip;hesayshewantstocomeandseetheplacewherehelivedsomanyyearswithoutknowingit。\"
\"Whatanicelittleromance,\"saidAnne,whoselovefortheromanticwasimmortal。\"Andtothink,\"sheaddedwithasighofself-reproach,\"thatifIhadhadmywayGeorgeMoorewouldneverhavecomeupfromthegraveinwhichhisidentitywasburied。HowIdidfightagainstGilbert’ssuggestion!Well,Iampunished:IshallneverbeabletohaveadifferentopinionfromGilbert’sagain!IfItrytohave,hewillsquelchmebycastingGeorgeMoore’scaseuptome!\"
\"Asifeventhatwouldsquelchawoman!\"mockedGilbert。\"Atleastdonotbecomemyecho,Anne。A
littleoppositiongivesspicetolife。IdonotwantawifelikeJohnMacAllister’sovertheharbor。Nomatterwhathesays,sheatonceremarksinthatdrab,lifelesslittlevoiceofhers,`Thatisverytrue,John,dearme!’\"
AnneandLeslielaughed。Anne’slaughterwassilverandLeslie’sgolden,andthecombinationofthetwowasassatisfactoryasaperfectchordinmusic。
Susan,cominginontheheelsofthelaughter,echoeditwitharesoundingsigh。
\"Why,Susan,whatisthematter?\"askedGilbert。
\"There’snothingwrongwithlittleJem,isthere,Susan?\"criedAnne,startingupinalarm。
\"No,no,calmyourself,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Somethinghashappened,though。Dearme,everythinghasgonecatawampuswithmethisweek。Ispoiledthebread,asyouknowtoowell——andIscorchedthedoctor’sbestshirtbosom——andIbrokeyourbigplatter。Andnow,onthetopofallthis,comeswordthatmysisterMatildahasbrokenherlegandwantsmetogoandstaywithherforaspell。\"
\"Oh,I’mverysorry——sorrythatyoursisterhasmetwithsuchanaccident,Imean,\"exclaimedAnne。
\"Ah,well,manwasmadetomourn,Mrs。Doctor,dear。
ThatsoundsasifitoughttobeintheBible,buttheytellmeapersonnamedBurnswroteit。Andthereisnodoubtthatweareborntotroubleasthesparksflyupward。AsforMatilda,Idonotknowwhattothinkofher。Noneofourfamilyeverbroketheirlegsbefore。
Butwhatevershehasdonesheisstillmysister,andI
feelthatitismydutytogoandwaitonher,ifyoucansparemeforafewweeks,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\"
\"Ofcourse,Susan,ofcourse。Icangetsomeonetohelpmewhileyouaregone。\"
\"IfyoucannotIwillnotgo,Mrs。Doctor,dear,Matilda’slegtothecontrarynotwithstanding。Iwillnothaveyouworried,andthatblessedchildupsetinconsequence,foranynumberoflegs。\"
\"Oh,youmustgotoyoursisteratonce,Susan。Icangetagirlfromthecove,whowilldoforatime。\"
\"Anne,willyouletmecomeandstaywithyouwhileSusanisaway?\"exclaimedLeslie。\"Do!I’dloveto——anditwouldbeanactofcharityonyourpart。
I’msohorriblylonelyoverthereinthatbigbarnofahouse。There’ssolittletodo——andatnightI’mworsethanlonely——I’mfrightenedandnervousinspiteoflockeddoors。Therewasatramparoundtwodaysago。\"
Annejoyfullyagreed,andnextdayLesliewasinstalledasaninmateofthelittlehouseofdreams。MissCorneliawarmlyapprovedofthearrangement。
\"ItseemsProvidential,\"shetoldAnneinconfidence。
\"I’msorryforMatildaClow,butsinceshehadtobreakherlegitcouldn’thavehappenedatabettertime。
LesliewillbeherewhileOwenFordisinFourWinds,andthoseoldcatsupattheGlenwon’tgetthechancetomeow,astheywouldifshewaslivingovertherealoneandOwengoingtoseeher。Theyaredoingenoughofitasitis,becauseshedoesn’tputonmourning。I
saidtooneofthem,`IfyoumeansheshouldputonmourningforGeorgeMoore,itseemstomemorelikehisresurrectionthanhisfuneral;andifit’sDickyoumean,Iconfess_I_can’tseetheproprietyofgoingintoweedsforamanwhodiedthirteenyearsagoandgoodriddancethen!’AndwhenoldLouisaBaldwinremarkedtomethatshethoughtitverystrangethatLeslieshouldneverhavesuspecteditwasn’therownhusband_I_said,`YOUneversuspecteditwasn’tDickMoore,andyouwerenext-doorneighbortohimallhislife,andbynatureyou’retentimesassuspiciousasLeslie。’Butyoucan’tstopsomepeople’stongues,Anne,dearie,andI’mrealthankfulLesliewillbeunderyourroofwhileOweniscourtingher。\"
OwenFordcametothelittlehouseoneAugusteveningwhenLeslieandAnnewereabsorbedinworshippingthebaby。Hepausedattheopendoorofthelivingroom,unseenbythetwowithin,gazingwithgreedyeyesatthebeautifulpicture。Lesliesatonthefloorwiththebabyinherlap,makingecstaticdabsathisfatlittlehandsasheflutteredthemintheair。
\"Oh,youdear,beautiful,belovedbaby,\"shemumbled,catchingoneweehandandcoveringitwithkisses。
\"Isn’thimzedarlingestittysing,\"croonedAnne,hangingoverthearmofherchairadoringly。\"Demittyweepadsarezeverytweetesthandiesinzewholebigworld,isn’tdey,youdarlingittyman。\"
Anne,inthemonthsbeforeLittleJem’scoming,hadporeddiligentlyoverseveralwisevolumes,andpinnedherfaithtooneinespecial,\"SirOracleontheCareandTrainingofChildren。\"SirOracleimploredparentsbyalltheyheldsacrednevertotalk\"babytalk\"totheirchildren。Infantsshouldinvariablybeaddressedinclassicallanguagefromthemomentoftheirbirth。SoshouldtheylearntospeakEnglishundefiledfromtheirearliestutterance。\"How,\"
demandedSirOracle,\"canamotherreasonablyexpectherchildtolearncorrectspeech,whenshecontinuallyaccustomsitsimpressionablegraymattertosuchabsurdexpressionsanddistortionsofournobletongueasthoughtlessmothersinflicteverydayonthehelplesscreaturescommittedtotheircare?Canachildwhoisconstantlycalled`tweetittyweesingie’everattaintoanyproperconceptionofhisownbeingandpossibilitiesanddestiny?\"
Annewasvastlyimpressedwiththis,andinformedGilbertthatshemeanttomakeitaninflexiblerulenever,underanycircumstances,totalk\"babytalk\"toherchildren。Gilbertagreedwithher,andtheymadeasolemncompactonthesubject——acompactwhichAnneshamelesslyviolatedtheveryfirstmomentLittleJemwaslaidinherarms。\"Oh,thedarlingittyweesing!\"shehadexclaimed。Andshehadcontinuedtoviolateiteversince。WhenGilbertteasedhershelaughedSirOracletoscorn。
\"Heneverhadanychildrenofhisown,Gilbert——Iampositivehehadn’torhewouldneverhavewrittensuchrubbish。Youjustcan’thelptalkingbabytalktoababy。Itcomesnatural——andit’sRIGHT。Itwouldbeinhumantotalktothosetiny,soft,velvetylittlecreaturesaswedotogreatbigboysandgirls。Babieswantloveandcuddlingandallthesweetbabytalktheycanget,andLittleJemisgoingtohaveit,blesshisdearittyheartums。\"
\"Butyou’retheworstIeverheard,Anne,\"protestedGilbert,who,notbeingamotherbutonlyafather,wasnotwhollyconvincedyetthatSirOraclewaswrong。\"I
neverheardanythinglikethewayyoutalktothatchild。\"
\"Verylikelyyouneverdid。Goaway——goaway。Didn’tIbringupthreepairsofHammondtwinsbeforeIwaseleven?YouandSirOraclearenothingbutcold-bloodedtheorists。Gilbert,JUSTlookathim!
He’ssmilingatme——heknowswhatwe’retalkingabout。
Andoodestagweeswifevywordmuzzersays,don’too,angel-lover?\"
Gilbertputhisarmaboutthem。\"Ohyoumothers!\"hesaid。\"Youmothers!GodknewwhatHewasaboutwhenHemadeyou。\"
SoLittleJemwastalkedtoandlovedandcuddled;andhethroveasbecameachildofthehouseofdreams。
LesliewasquiteasfoolishoverhimasAnnewas。WhentheirworkwasdoneandGilbertwasoutoftheway,theygavethemselvesovertoshamelessorgiesoflove-makingandecstasiesofadoration,suchasthatinwhichOwenFordhadsurprisedthem。
Lesliewasthefirsttobecomeawareofhim。EveninthetwilightAnnecouldseethesuddenwhitenessthatsweptoverherbeautifulface,blottingoutthecrimsonoflipandcheeks。
Owencameforward,eagerly,blindforamomenttoAnne。
\"Leslie!\"hesaid,holdingouthishand。Itwasthefirsttimehehadevercalledherbyhername;butthehandLesliegavehimwascold;andshewasveryquietalltheevening,whileAnneandGilbertandOwenlaughedandtalkedtogether。Beforehiscallendedsheexcusedherselfandwentupstairs。Owen’sgayspiritsflaggedandhewentawaysoonafterwithadowncastair。
GilbertlookedatAnne。
\"Anne,whatareyouupto?There’ssomethinggoingonthatIdon’tunderstand。Thewholeairheretonighthasbeenchargedwithelectricity。Lesliesitslikethemuseoftragedy;OwenFordjokesandlaughsonthesurface,andwatchesLesliewiththeeyesofhissoul。
Youseemallthetimetobeburstingwithsomesuppressedexcitement。Ownup。Whatsecrethaveyoubeenkeepingfromyourdeceivedhusband?\"
\"Don’tbeagoose,Gilbert,\"wasAnne’sconjugalreply。\"AsforLeslie,sheisabsurdandI’mgoinguptotellherso。\"
AnnefoundLeslieatthedormerwindowofherroom。
Thelittleplacewasfilledwiththerhythmicthunderofthesea。Lesliesatwithlockedhandsinthemistymoonshine——abeautiful,accusingpresence。
\"Anne,\"shesaidinalow,reproachfulvoice,\"didyouknowOwenFordwascomingtoFourWinds?\"
\"Idid,\"saidAnnebrazenly。
\"Oh,youshouldhavetoldme,Anne,\"Lesliecriedpassionately。\"IfIhadknownIwouldhavegoneaway——Iwouldn’thavestayedheretomeethim。Youshouldhavetoldme。Itwasn’tfairofyou,Anne——oh,itwasn’tfair!\"
Leslie’slipsweretremblingandherwholeformwastensewithemotion。ButAnnelaughedheartlessly。ShebentoverandkissedLeslie’supturnedreproachfulface。
\"Leslie,youareanadorablegoose。OwenForddidn’trushfromthePacifictotheAtlanticfromaburningdesiretoseeME。NeitherdoIbelievethathewasinspiredbyanywildandfrenziedpassionforMissCornelia。Takeoffyourtragicairs,mydearfriend,andfoldthemupandputthemawayinlavender。You’llneverneedthemagain。Therearesomepeoplewhocanseethroughagrindstonewhenthereisaholeinit,evenifyoucannot。Iamnotaprophetess,butIshallventureonaprediction。Thebitternessoflifeisoverforyou。Afterthisyouaregoingtohavethejoysandhopes——andIdaresaythesorrows,too——ofahappywoman。TheomenoftheshadowofVenusdidcometrueforyou,Leslie。Theyearinwhichyousawitbroughtyourlife’sbestgiftforyou——yourloveforOwenFord。Now,gorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。\"
Leslieobeyedordersinsofarthatshewenttobed:
butitmaybequestionedifshesleptmuch。Idonotthinkshedaredtodreamwakingly;lifehadbeensohardforthispoorLeslie,thepathonwhichshehadhadtowalkhadbeensostrait,thatshecouldnotwhispertoherownheartthehopesthatmightwaitonthefuture。Butshewatchedthegreatrevolvinglightbestarringtheshorthoursofthesummernight,andhereyesgrewsoftandbrightandyoungoncemore。Nor,whenOwenFordcamenextday,toaskhertogowithhimtotheshore,didshesayhimnay。
CHAPTER37
MISSCORNELIAMAKESASTARTLINGANNOUNCEMENT
MissCorneliasaileddowntothelittlehouseonedrowsyafternoon,whenthegulfwasthefaint,bleachedblueoftheAugustseas,andtheorangeliliesatthegateofAnne’sgardenhelduptheirimperialcupstobefilledwiththemoltengoldofAugustsunshine。NotthatMissCorneliaconcernedherselfwithpaintedoceansorsun-thirstylilies。Shesatinherfavoriterockerinunusualidleness。Shesewednot,neitherdidshespin。Nordidshesayasinglederogatorywordconcerninganyportionofmankind。Inshort,MissCornelia’sconversationwassingularlydevoidofspicethatday,andGilbert,whohadstayedhometolistentoher,insteadofgoinga-fishing,ashehadintended,felthimselfaggrieved。WhathadcomeoverMissCornelia?Shedidnotlookcastdownorworried。Onthecontrary,therewasacertainairofnervousexultationabouther。
\"WhereisLeslie?\"sheasked——notasifitmatteredmucheither。
\"Owenandshewentraspberryinginthewoodsbackofherfarm,\"answeredAnne。\"Theywon’tbebackbeforesuppertime——ifthen。\"
\"Theydon’tseemtohaveanyideathatthereissuchathingasaclock,\"saidGilbert。\"Ican’tgettothebottomofthataffair。I’mcertainyouwomenpulledstrings。ButAnne,undutifulwife,won’ttellme。
Willyou,MissCornelia?\"
\"No,Ishallnot。But,\"saidMissCornelia,withtheairofonedeterminedtotaketheplungeandhaveitover,\"Iwilltellyousomethingelse。Icametodayonpurposetotellit。Iamgoingtobemarried。\"
AnneandGilbertweresilent。IfMissCorneliahadannouncedherintentionofgoingouttothechannelanddrowningherselfthethingmighthavebeenbelievable。
Thiswasnot。Sotheywaited。OfcourseMissCorneliahadmadeamistake。
\"Well,youbothlooksortofkerflummexed,\"saidMissCornelia,withatwinkleinhereyes。Nowthattheawkwardmomentofrevelationwasover,MissCorneliawasherownwomanagain。\"DoyouthinkI’mtooyoungandinexperiencedformatrimony?\"
\"Youknow——itISratherstaggering,\"saidGilbert,tryingtogatherhiswitstogether。\"I’veheardyousayascoreoftimesthatyouwouldn’tmarrythebestmanintheworld。\"
\"I’mnotgoingtomarrythebestmanintheworld,\"
retortedMissCornelia。\"MarshallElliottisalongwayfrombeingthebest。\"
\"AreyougoingtomarryMarshallElliott?\"exclaimedAnne,recoveringherpowerofspeechunderthissecondshock。
\"Yes。IcouldhavehadhimanytimethesetwentyyearsifI’dliftedmyfinger。ButdoyousupposeIwasgoingtowalkintochurchbesideaperambulatinghaystacklikethat?\"
\"Iamsureweareveryglad——andwewishyouallpossiblehappiness,\"saidAnne,veryflatlyandinadequately,asshefelt。Shewasnotpreparedforsuchanoccasion。ShehadneverimaginedherselfofferingbetrothalfelicitationstoMissCornelia。
\"Thanks,Iknewyouwould,\"saidMissCornelia。\"Youarethefirstofmyfriendstoknowit。\"
\"Weshallbesosorrytoloseyou,though,dearMissCornelia,\"saidAnne,beginningtobealittlesadandsentimental。
\"Oh,youwon’tloseme,\"saidMissCorneliaunsentimentally。\"Youdon’tsupposeIwouldliveoverharborwithallthoseMacAllistersandElliottsandCrawfords,doyou?`FromtheconceitoftheElliotts,theprideoftheMacAllistersandthevain-gloryoftheCrawfords,goodLorddeliverus。’Marshalliscomingtoliveatmyplace。I’msickandtiredofhiredmen。
ThatJimHastingsI’vegotthissummerispositivelytheworstofthespecies。Hewoulddriveanyonetogettingmarried。Whatdoyouthink?Heupsetthechurnyesterdayandspilledabigchurningofcreamovertheyard。Andnotonewhitconcernedaboutitwashe!Justgaveafoolishlaughandsaidcreamwasgoodfortheland。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?ItoldhimI
wasn’tinthehabitoffertilisingmybackyardwithcream。\"
\"Well,Iwishyouallmannerofhappinesstoo,MissCornelia,\"saidGilbert,solemnly;\"but,\"headded,unabletoresistthetemptationtoteaseMissCornelia,despiteAnne’simploringeyes,\"Ifearyourdayofindependenceisdone。Asyouknow,MarshallElliottisaverydeterminedman。\"
\"Ilikeamanwhocansticktoathing,\"retortedMissCornelia。\"AmosGrant,whousedtobeaftermelongago,couldn’t。Youneversawsuchaweather-vane。Hejumpedintothepondtodrownhimselfonceandthenchangedhismindandswumoutagain。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?Marshallwouldhavestucktoitanddrowned。\"
\"Andhehasabitofatemper,theytellme,\"
persistedGilbert。
\"Hewouldn’tbeanElliottifhehadn’t。I’mthankfulhehas。Itwillberealfuntomakehimmad。Andyoucangenerallydosomethingwithatemperymanwhenitcomestorepentingtime。Butyoucan’tdoanythingwithamanwhojustkeepsplacidandaggravating。\"
\"Youknowhe’saGrit,MissCornelia。\"
\"Yes,heIS,\"admittedMissCorneliarathersadly。
\"AndofcoursethereisnohopeofmakingaConservativeofhim。ButatleastheisaPresbyterian。SoIsupposeIshallhavetobesatisfiedwiththat。\"
\"WouldyoumarryhimifhewereaMethodist,MissCornelia?\"
\"No,Iwouldnot。Politicsisforthisworld,butreligionisforboth。\"
\"Andyoumaybea`relict’afterall,MissCornelia。\"
\"NotI。Marshallwilllivemeout。TheElliottsarelong-lived,andtheBryantsarenot。\"
\"Whenareyoutobemarried?\"askedAnne。
\"Inaboutamonth’stime。Myweddingdressistobenavybluesilk。AndIwanttoaskyou,Anne,dearie,ifyouthinkitwouldbeallrighttowearaveilwithanavybluedress。I’vealwaysthoughtI’dliketowearaveilifIevergotmarried。MarshallsaystohaveitifIwantto。Isn’tthatlikeaman?\"
\"Whyshouldn’tyouwearitifyouwantto?\"askedAnne。
\"Well,onedoesn’twanttobedifferentfromotherpeople,\"saidMissCornelia,whowasnotnoticeablylikeanyoneelseonthefaceoftheearth。\"AsIsay,Idofancyaveil。Butmaybeitshouldn’tbewornwithanydressbutawhiteone。Pleasetellme,Anne,dearie,whatyoureallythink。I’llgobyyouradvice。\"
\"Idon’tthinkveilsareusuallywornwithanybutwhitedresses,\"admittedAnne,\"butthatismerelyaconvention;andIamlikeMr。Elliott,MissCornelia。
Idon’tseeanygoodreasonwhyyoushouldn’thaveaveilifyouwantone。\"
ButMissCornelia,whomadehercallsincalicowrappers,shookherhead。
\"Ifitisn’ttheproperthingIwon’twearit,\"shesaid,withasighofregretforalostdream。
\"Sinceyouaredeterminedtobemarried,MissCornelia,\"saidGilbertsolemnly,\"Ishallgiveyoutheexcellentrulesforthemanagementofahusbandwhichmygrandmothergavemymotherwhenshemarriedmyfather。\"
\"Well,IreckonIcanmanageMarshallElliott,\"saidMissCorneliaplacidly。\"Butletushearyourrules。\"
\"Thefirstoneis,catchhim。\"
\"He’scaught。Goon。\"
\"Thesecondoneis,feedhimwell。\"
\"Withenoughpie。Whatnext?\"
\"Thethirdandfourthare——keepyoureyeonhim。\"
\"Ibelieveyou,\"saidMissCorneliaemphatically。
CHAPTER38
REDROSES
ThegardenofthelittlehousewasahauntbelovedofbeesandreddenedbylaterosesthatAugust。Thelittlehousefolklivedmuchinit,andweregiventotakingpicnicsuppersinthegrassycornerbeyondthebrookandsittingaboutinitthroughthetwilightswhengreatnightmothssailedathwartthevelvetgloom。
OneeveningOwenFordfoundLesliealoneinit。AnneandGilbertwereaway,andSusan,whowasexpectedbackthatnight,hadnotyetreturned。
Thenorthernskywasamberandpalegreenoverthefirtops。Theairwascool,forAugustwasnearingSeptember,andLeslieworeacrimsonscarfoverherwhitedress。Togethertheywanderedthroughthelittle,friendly,flower-crowdedpathsinsilence。
Owenmustgosoon。Hisholidaywasnearlyover。
Lesliefoundherheartbeatingwildly。Sheknewthatthisbelovedgardenwastobethesceneofthebindingwordsthatmustsealtheirasyetunwordedunderstanding。
\"Someeveningsastrangeodorblowsdowntheairofthisgarden,likeaphantomperfume,\"saidOwen。\"I
haveneverbeenabletodiscoverfromjustwhatfloweritcomes。Itiselusiveandhauntingandwonderfullysweet。IliketofancyitisthesoulofGrandmotherSelwynpassingonalittlevisittotheoldspotshelovedsowell。Thereshouldbealotoffriendlyghostsaboutthislittleoldhouse。\"
\"Ihavelivedunderitsroofonlyamonth,\"saidLeslie,\"butIloveitasIneverlovedthehouseovertherewhereIhavelivedallmylife。\"
\"Thishousewasbuildedandconsecratedbylove,\"saidOwen。\"Suchhouses,MUSTexertaninfluenceoverthosewholiveinthem。Andthisgarden——itisoversixtyyearsoldandthehistoryofathousandhopesandjoysiswritteninitsblossoms。Someofthoseflowerswereactuallysetoutbytheschoolmaster’sbride,andshehasbeendeadforthirtyyears。Yettheybloomoneverysummer。Lookatthoseredroses,Leslie——howtheyqueenitovereverythingelse!\"
\"Ilovetheredroses,\"saidLeslie。\"Annelikesthepinkonesbest,andGilbertlikesthewhite。ButI
wantthecrimsonones。Theysatisfysomecravinginmeasnootherflowerdoes。\"
\"Theserosesareverylate——theybloomafteralltheothershavegone——andtheyholdallthewarmthandsoulofthesummercometofruition,\"saidOwen,pluckingsomeoftheglowing,half-openedbuds。
\"Theroseisthefloweroflove——theworldhasacclaimeditsoforcenturies。Thepinkrosesarelovehopefulandexpectant——thewhiterosesarelovedeadorforsaken——buttheredroses——ah,Leslie,whataretheredroses?\"
\"Lovetriumphant,\"saidLeslieinalowvoice。
\"Yes——lovetriumphantandperfect。Leslie,youknow——youunderstand。Ihavelovedyoufromthefirst。AndIKNOWyouloveme——Idon’tneedtoaskyou。ButIwanttohearyousayit——mydarling——mydarling!\"
Lesliesaidsomethinginaverylowandtremulousvoice。Theirhandsandlipsmet;itwaslife’ssuprememomentforthemandastheystoodthereintheoldgarden,withitsmanyyearsofloveanddelightandsorrowandglory,hecrownedhershininghairwiththered,redroseofalovetriumphant。
AnneandGilbertreturnedpresently,accompaniedbyCaptainJim。Annelightedafewsticksofdriftwoodinthefireplace,forloveofthepixyflames,andtheysatarounditforanhourofgoodfellowship。
\"WhenIsitlookingatadriftwoodfireit’seasytobelieveI’myoungagain,\"saidCaptainJim。
\"Canyoureadfuturesinthefire,CaptainJim?\"askedOwen。
CaptainJimlookedatthemallaffectionatelyandthenbackagainatLeslie’svividfaceandglowingeyes。
\"Idon’tneedthefiretoreadyourfutures,\"hesaid。
\"Iseehappinessforallofyou——allofyou——forLeslieandMr。Ford——andthedoctorhereandMistressBlythe——andLittleJem——andchildrenthatain’tbornyetbutwillbe。Happinessforyouall——though,mindyou,Ireckonyou’llhaveyourtroublesandworriesandsorrows,too。They’reboundtocome——andnohouse,whetherit’sapalaceoralittlehouseofdreams,canbar’emout。Buttheywon’tgetthebetterofyouifyouface’emTOGETHERwithloveandtrust。Youcanweatheranystormwiththemtwoforcompassandpilot。\"
TheoldmanrosesuddenlyandplacedonehandonLeslie’sheadandoneonAnne’s。
\"Twogood,sweetwomen,\"hesaid。\"Trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon。Yourhusbandswillhavehonorinthegatesbecauseofyou——yourchildrenwillriseupandcallyoublessedintheyearstocome。\"
Therewasastrangesolemnityaboutthelittlescene。
AnneandLesliebowedasthosereceivingabenediction。Gilbertsuddenlybrushedhishandoverhiseyes;OwenFordwasraptasonewhocanseevisions。Allweresilentforaspace。Thelittlehouseofdreamsaddedanotherpoignantandunforgettablemomenttoitsstoreofmemories。
\"Imustbegoingnow,\"saidCaptainJimslowlyatlast。Hetookuphishatandlookedlingeringlyabouttheroom。
\"Goodnight,allofyou,\"hesaid,ashewentout。
Anne,piercedbytheunusualwistfulnessofhisfarewell,rantothedoorafterhim。
\"Comebacksoon,CaptainJim,\"shecalled,ashepassedthroughthelittlegatehungbetweenthefirs。
\"Ay,ay,\"hecalledcheerilybacktoher。ButCaptainJimhadsatbytheoldfiresideofthehouseofdreamsforthelasttime。
Annewentslowlybacktotheothers。
\"It’sso——sopitifultothinkofhimgoingallalonedowntothatlonelyPoint,\"shesaid。\"Andthereisnoonetowelcomehimthere。\"
\"CaptainJimissuchgoodcompanyforothersthatonecan’timaginehimbeinganythingbutgoodcompanyforhimself,\"saidOwen。\"Buthemustoftenbelonely。
Therewasatouchoftheseerabouthimtonight——hespokeasonetowhomithadbeengiventospeak。Well,Imustbegoing,too。\"
AnneandGilbertdiscreetlymeltedaway;butwhenOwenhadgoneAnnereturned,tofindLesliestandingbythehearth。
\"Oh,Leslie——Iknow——andI’msoglad,dear,\"shesaid,puttingherarmsabouther。
\"Anne,myhappinessfrightensme,\"whisperedLeslie。
\"Itseemstoogreattobereal——I’mafraidtospeakofit——tothinkofit。ItseemstomethatitmustjustbeanotherdreamofthishouseofdreamsanditwillvanishwhenIleavehere。\"
\"Well,youarenotgoingtoleavehere——untilOwentakesyou。Youaregoingtostaywithmeuntilthattimescomes。DoyouthinkI’dletyougoovertothatlonely,sadplaceagain?\"
\"Thankyou,dear。ImeanttoaskyouifImightstaywithyou。Ididn’twanttogobackthere——itwouldseemlikegoingbackintothechillanddrearinessoftheoldlifeagain。Anne,Anne,whatafriendyou’vebeentome——`agood,sweetwoman——trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon’——CaptainJimsummedyouup。\"
\"Hesaid`women,’not`woman,’\"smiledAnne。\"PerhapsCaptainJimseesusboththroughtherose-coloredspectaclesofhisloveforus。Butwecantrytoliveuptohisbeliefinus,atleast。\"
\"Doyouremember,Anne,\"saidLeslieslowly,\"thatI
oncesaid——thatnightwemetontheshore——thatIhatedmygoodlooks?Idid——then。ItalwaysseemedtomethatifIhadbeenhomelyDickwouldneverhavethoughtofme。Ihatedmybeautybecauseithadattractedhim,butnow——oh,I’mgladthatIhaveit。It’sallIhavetoofferOwen,——hisartistsouldelightsinit。IfeelasifIdonotcometohimquiteempty-handed。\"
\"Owenlovesyourbeauty,Leslie。Whowouldnot?Butit’sfoolishofyoutosayorthinkthatthatisallyoubringhim。HEwilltellyouthat——Ineedn’t。AndnowImustlockup。IexpectedSusanbacktonight,butshehasnotcome。\"
\"Oh,yes,hereIam,Mrs。Doctor,dear,\"saidSusan,enteringunexpectedlyfromthekitchen,\"andpuffinglikeahendrawingrailsatthat!It’squiteawalkfromtheGlendownhere。\"
\"I’mgladtoseeyouback,Susan。Howisyoursister?\"
\"Sheisabletositup,butofcourseshecannotwalkyet。However,sheisverywellabletogetonwithoutmenow,forherdaughterhascomehomeforhervacation。AndIamthankfultobeback,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Matilda’slegwasbrokenandnomistake,buthertonguewasnot。Shewouldtalkthelegsoffanironpot,thatshewould,Mrs。Doctor,dear,thoughIgrievetosayitofmyownsister。Shewasalwaysagreattalkerandyetshewasthefirstofourfamilytogetmarried。ShereallydidnotcaremuchaboutmarryingJamesClow,butshecouldnotbeartodisobligehim。
NotbutwhatJamesisagoodman——theonlyfaultIhavetofindwithhimisthathealwaysstartsintosaygracewithsuchanunearthlygroan,Mrs。Doctor,dear。
Italwaysfrightensmyappetiteclearaway。Andspeakingofgettingmarried,Mrs。Doctor,dear,isittruethatCorneliaBryantisgoingtobemarriedtoMarshallElliott?\"
\"Yes,quitetrue,Susan。\"
\"Well,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itdoesNOTseemtomefair。
Hereisme,whoneversaidawordagainstthemen,andIcannotgetmarriednohow。AndthereisCorneliaBryant,whoisneverdoneabusingthem,andallshehastodoistoreachoutherhandandpickoneup,asitwere。Itisaverystrangeworld,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\"
\"There’sanotherworld,youknow,Susan。\"
\"Yes,\"saidSusanwithaheavysigh,\"but,Mrs。
Doctor,dear,thereisneithermarryingnorgivinginmarriagethere。\"
CHAPTER39
CAPTAINJIMCROSSESTHEBAR
OnedayinlateSeptemberOwenFord’sbookcameatlast。CaptainJimhadgonefaithfullytotheGlenpostofficeeverydayforamonth,expectingit。Thisdayhehadnotgone,andLesliebroughthiscopyhomewithhersandAnne’s。
\"We’lltakeitdowntohimthisevening,\"saidAnne,excitedasaschoolgirl。
ThelongwalktothePointonthatclear,beguilingeveningalongtheredharborroadwasverypleasant。
Thenthesundroppeddownbehindthewesternhillsintosomevalleythatmusthavebeenfulloflostsunsets,andatthesameinstantthebiglightflashedoutonthewhitetowerofthepoint。
\"CaptainJimisneverlatebythefractionofasecond,\"saidLeslie。
NeitherAnnenorLeslieeverforgotCaptainJim’sfacewhentheygavehimthebook——HISbook,transfiguredandglorified。Thecheeksthathadbeenblanchedoflatesuddenlyflamedwiththecolorofboyhood;hiseyesglowedwithallthefireofyouth;buthishandstrembledasheopenedit。
ItwascalledsimplyTheLife-BookofCaptainJim,andonthetitlepagethenamesofOwenFordandJamesBoydwereprintedascollaborators。ThefrontispiecewasaphotographofCaptainJimhimself,standingatthedoorofthelighthouse,lookingacrossthegulf。OwenFordhad\"snapped\"himonedaywhilethebookwasbeingwritten。CaptainJimhadknownthis,buthehadnotknownthatthepicturewastobeinthebook。
\"Justthinkofit,\"hesaid,\"theoldsailorrightthereinarealprintedbook。Thisistheproudestdayofmylife。I’mliketobust,girls。There’llbenosleepformetonight。I’llreadmybookcleanthroughbeforesun-up。\"
\"We’llgorightawayandleaveyoufreetobeginit,\"
saidAnne。
CaptainJimhadbeenhandlingthebookinakindofreverentrapture。Nowhedecidedlycloseditandlaiditaside。
\"No,no,you’renotgoingawaybeforeyoutakeacupofteawiththeoldman,\"heprotested。\"Icouldn’theartothat——couldyou,Matey?Thelife-bookwillkeep,I
reckon。I’vewaitedforitthismanyayear。IcanwaitalittlelongerwhileI’menjoyingmyfriends。\"
CaptainJimmovedaboutgettinghiskettleontoboil,andsettingouthisbreadandbutter。Despitehisexcitementhedidnotmovewithhisoldbriskness。Hismovementswereslowandhalting。Butthegirlsdidnotoffertohelphim。Theyknewitwouldhurthisfeelings。
\"Youjustpickedtherighteveningtovisitme,\"hesaid,producingacakefromhiscupboard。\"LeetleJoe’smothersentmedownabigbasketfullofcakesandpiestoday。Ablessingonallgoodcooks,saysI。
Lookatthispurtycake,allfrostingandnuts。
’Tain’toftenIcanentertaininsuchstyle。Setin,girls,setin!We’ll`takacupo’kindnessyetforauldlangsyne。’\"
Thegirls\"setin\"rightmerrily。TheteawasuptoCaptainJim’sbestbrewing。LittleJoe’smother’scakewasthelastwordincakes;CaptainJimwastheprinceofgracioushosts,neverevenpermittinghiseyestowandertothecornerwherethelife-booklay,inallitsbraveryofgreenandgold。ButwhenhisdoorfinallyclosedbehindAnneandLeslietheyknewthathewentstraighttoit,andastheywalkedhometheypicturedthedelightoftheoldmanporingovertheprintedpageswhereinhisownlifewasportrayedwithallthecharmandcolorofrealityitself。
\"Iwonderhowhewillliketheending——theendingI
suggested,\"saidLeslie。
Shewasnevertoknow。EarlythenextmorningAnneawakenedtofindGilbertbendingoverher,fullydressed,andwithanexpressionofanxietyonhisface。
\"Areyoucalledout?\"sheaskeddrowsily。
\"No。Anne,I’mafraidthere’ssomethingwrongatthePoint。It’sanhouraftersunrisenow,andthelightisstillburning。YouknowithasalwaysbeenamatterofpridewithCaptainJimtostartthelightthemomentthesunsets,andputitoutthemomentitrises。\"
Annesatupindismay。Throughherwindowshesawthelightblinkingpalelyagainsttheblueskiesofdawn。
\"Perhapshehasfallenasleepoverhislife-book,\"shesaidanxiously,\"orbecomesoabsorbedinitthathehasforgottenthelight。\"
Gilbertshookhishead。
\"Thatwouldn’tbelikeCaptainJim。Anyway,I’mgoingdowntosee。\"
\"WaitaminuteandI’llgowithyou,\"exclaimedAnne。
\"Oh,yes,Imust——LittleJemwillsleepforanhouryet,andI’llcallSusan。Youmayneedawoman’shelpifCaptainJimisill。\"
Itwasanexquisitemorning,fulloftintsandsoundsatonceripeanddelicate。Theharborwassparklinganddimplinglikeagirl;whitegullsweresoaringoverthedunes;beyondthebarwasashining,wonderfulsea。
Thelongfieldsbytheshoreweredewyandfreshinthatfirstfine,purely-tintedlight。Thewindcamedancingandwhistlingupthechanneltoreplacethebeautifulsilencewithamusicmorebeautifulstill。
HaditnotbeenforthebalefulstaronthewhitetowerthatearlywalkwouldhavebeenadelighttoAnneandGilbert。Buttheywentsoftlywithfear。
Theirknockwasnotrespondedto。Gilbertopenedthedoorandtheywentin。
Theoldroomwasveryquiet。Onthetableweretheremnantsofthelittleeveningfeast。Thelampstillburnedonthecornerstand。TheFirstMatewasasleepinasquareofsunshinebythesofa。
CaptainJimlayonthesofa,withhishandsclaspedoverthelife-book,openatthelastpage,lyingonhisbreast。Hiseyeswereclosedandonhisfacewasalookofthemostperfectpeaceandhappiness——thelookofonewhohaslongsoughtandfoundatlast。
\"Heisasleep?\"whisperedAnnetremulously。
Gilbertwenttothesofaandbentoverhimforafewmoments。Thenhestraightenedup。
\"Yes,hesleeps——well,\"headdedquietly。\"Anne,CaptainJimhascrossedthebar。\"
Theycouldnotknowpreciselyatwhathourhehaddied,butAnnealwaysbelievedthathehadhadhiswish,andwentoutwhenthemorningcameacrossthegulf。Outonthatshiningtidehisspiritdrifted,overthesunriseseaofpearlandsilver,tothehavenwherelostMargaretwaited,beyondthestormsandcalms。
CHAPTER40
FAREWELLTOTHEHOUSEOFDREAMS
CaptainJimwasburiedinthelittleover-harborgraveyard,veryneartothespotwheretheweewhiteladyslept。Hisrelativesputupaveryexpensive,veryugly\"monument\"——amonumentatwhichhewouldhavepokedslyfunhadheseenitinlife。Buthisrealmonumentwasintheheartsofthosewhoknewhim,andinthebookthatwastoliveforgenerations。
LesliemournedthatCaptainJimhadnotlivedtoseetheamazingsuccessofit。
\"Howhewouldhavedelightedinthereviews——theyarealmostallsokindly。Andtohaveseenhislife-bookheadingthelistsofthebestsellers——oh,ifhecouldjusthavelivedtoseeit,Anne!\"
ButAnne,despitehergrief,waswiser。
\"Itwasthebookitselfhecaredfor,Leslie——notwhatmightbesaidofit——andhehadit。Hehadreaditallthrough。Thatlastnightmusthavebeenoneofthegreatesthappinessforhim——withthequick,painlessendinghehadhopedforinthemorning。IamgladforOwen’ssakeandyoursthatthebookissuchasuccess——butCaptainJimwassatisfied——IKNOW。\"
Thelighthousestarstillkeptanightlyvigil;asubstitutekeeperhadbeensenttothePoint,untilsuchtimeasanall-wisegovernmentcoulddecidewhichofmanyapplicantswasbestfittedfortheplace——orhadthestrongestpull。TheFirstMatewasathomeinthelittlehouse,belovedbyAnneandGilbertandLeslie,andtoleratedbyaSusanwhohadsmalllikingforcats。
\"IcanputupwithhimforthesakeofCaptainJim,Mrs。Doctor,dear,forIlikedtheoldman。AndIwillseethathegetsbiteandsup,andeverymousethetrapsaccountfor。Butdonotaskmetodomorethanthat,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Catsiscats,andtakemywordforit,theywillneverbeanythingelse。Andatleast,Mrs。Doctor,dear,dokeephimawayfromtheblessedweeman。Picturetoyourselfhowawfulitwouldbeifhewastosuckthedarling’sbreath。\"
\"ThatmightbefitlycalledaCAT-astrophe,\"saidGilbert。
\"Oh,youmaylaugh,doctor,dear,butitwouldbenolaughingmatter。\"
\"Catsneversuckbabies’breaths,\"saidGilbert。
\"Thatisonlyanoldsuperstition,Susan。\"
\"Oh,well,itmaybeasuperstitionoritmaynot,doctor,dear。AllthatIknowis,ithashappened。Mysister’shusband’snephew’swife’scatsuckedtheirbaby’sbreath,andthepoorinnocentwasallbutgonewhentheyfoundit。Andsuperstitionornot,ifIfindthatyellowbeastlurkingnearourbabyIwillwhackhimwiththepoker,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\"
Mr。andMrs。MarshallElliottwerelivingcomfortablyandharmoniouslyinthegreenhouse。Lesliewasbusywithsewing,forsheandOwenweretobemarriedatChristmas。AnnewonderedwhatshewoulddowhenLesliewasgone。
\"Changescomeallthetime。Justassoonasthingsgetreallynicetheychange,\"shesaidwithasigh。
\"TheoldMorganplaceupattheGlenisforsale,\"
saidGilbert,aproposofnothinginespecial。
\"Isit?\"askedAnneindifferently。
\"Yes。NowthatMr。Morganhasgone,Mrs。MorganwantstogotolivewithherchildreninVancouver。Shewillsellcheaply,forabigplacelikethatinasmallvillageliketheGlenwillnotbeveryeasytodisposeof。\"
\"Well,it’scertainlyabeautifulplace,soitislikelyshewillfindapurchaser,\"saidAnne,absently,wonderingwhethersheshouldhemstitchorfeather-stitchlittleJem’s\"short\"dresses。Hewastobeshortenedthenextweek,andAnnefeltreadytocryatthethoughtofit。
\"Supposewebuyit,Anne?\"remarkedGilbertquietly。
Annedroppedhersewingandstaredathim。
\"You’renotinearnest,Gilbert?\"
\"IndeedIam,dear。\"
\"Andleavethisdarlingspot——ourhouseofdreams?\"
saidAnneincredulously。\"Oh,Gilbert,it’s——it’sunthinkable!\"
\"Listenpatientlytome,dear。Iknowjusthowyoufeelaboutit。Ifeelthesame。Butwe’vealwaysknownwewouldhavetomovesomeday。\"
\"Oh,butnotsosoon,Gilbert——notjustyet。\"
\"Wemaynevergetsuchachanceagain。Ifwedon’tbuytheMorganplacesomeoneelsewill——andthereisnootherhouseintheGlenwewouldcaretohave,andnootherreallygoodsiteonwhichtobuild。Thislittlehouseis——well,itisandhasbeenwhatnootherhousecaneverbetous,Iadmit,butyouknowitisout-of-the-waydownhereforadoctor。Wehavefelttheinconvenience,thoughwe’vemadethebestofit。
Andit’satightfitforusnow。Perhaps,inafewyears,whenJemwantsaroomofhisown,itwillbeentirelytoosmall。\"
\"Oh,Iknow——Iknow,\"saidAnne,tearsfillinghereyes。\"Iknowallthatcanbesaidagainstit,butI
loveitso——andit’ssobeautifulhere。\"
\"YouwouldfinditverylonelyhereafterLesliegoes——andCaptainJimhasgonetoo。TheMorganplaceisbeautiful,andintimewewouldloveit。Youknowyouhavealwaysadmiredit,Anne。\"
\"Oh,yes,but——but——thishasallseemedtocomeupsosuddenly,Gilbert。I’mdizzy。TenminutesagoIhadnothoughtofleavingthisdearspot。IwasplanningwhatImeanttodoforitinthespring——whatImeanttodointhegarden。Andifweleavethisplacewhowillgetit?ItISout-of-the-way,soit’slikelysomepoor,shiftless,wanderingfamilywillrentit——andover-runit——andoh,thatwouldbedesecration。Itwouldhurtmehorribly。\"
\"Iknow。Butwecannotsacrificeourownintereststosuchconsiderations,Anne-girl。TheMorganplacewillsuitusineveryessentialparticular——wereallycan’taffordtomisssuchachance。Thinkofthatbiglawnwiththosemagnificentoldtrees;andofthatsplendidhardwoodgrovebehindit——twelveacresofit。Whataplayplaceforourchildren!There’safineorchard,too,andyou’vealwaysadmiredthathighbrickwallaroundthegardenwiththedoorinit——you’vethoughtitwassolikeastory-bookgarden。AndthereisalmostasfineaviewoftheharborandthedunesfromtheMorganplaceasfromhere。\"
\"Youcan’tseethelighthousestarfromit。\"
\"Yes,Youcanseeitfromtheatticwindow。THERE’S
anotheradvantage,Anne-girl——youlovebiggarrets。\"
\"There’snobrookinthegarden。\"
\"Well,no,butthereisonerunningthroughthemaplegroveintotheGlenpond。Andtheponditselfisn’tfaraway。You’llbeabletofancyyouhaveyourownLakeofShiningWatersagain。\"
\"Well,don’tsayanythingmoreaboutitjustnow,Gilbert。Givemetimetothink——togetusedtotheidea。\"
\"Allright。Thereisnogreathurry,ofcourse。
Only——ifwedecidetobuy,itwouldbewelltobemovedinandsettledbeforewinter。\"
Gilbertwentout,andAnneputawayLittleJem’sshortdresseswithtremblinghands。Shecouldnotsewanymorethatday。Withtear-weteyesshewanderedoverthelittledomainwhereshehadreignedsohappyaqueen。TheMorganplacewasallthatGilbertclaimed。
Thegroundswerebeautiful,thehouseoldenoughtohavedignityandreposeandtraditions,andnewenoughtobecomfortableandup-to-date。Annehadalwaysadmiredit;butadmiringisnotloving;andshelovedthishouseofdreamssomuch。ShelovedEVERYTHING
aboutit——thegardenshehadtended,andwhichsomanywomenhadtendedbeforeher——thegleamandsparkleofthelittlebrookthatcreptsoroguishlyacrossthecorner——thegatebetweenthecreakingfirtrees——theoldredsandstonestep——thestatelyLombardies——thetwotinyquaintglasscupboardsoverthechimney-pieceintheliving-room——thecrookedpantrydoorinthekitchen——thetwofunnydormerwindowsupstairs——thelittlejoginthestaircase——why,thesethingswereapartofher!Howcouldsheleavethem?
Andhowthislittlehouse,consecratedaforetimebyloveandjoy,hadbeenre-consecratedforherbyherhappinessandsorrow!Hereshehadspentherbridalmoon;hereweeJoycehadlivedheronebriefday;herethesweetnessofmotherhoodhadcomeagainwithLittleJem;hereshehadheardtheexquisitemusicofherbaby’scooinglaughter;herebelovedfriendshadsatbyherfireside。Joyandgrief,birthanddeath,hadmadesacredforeverthislittlehouseofdreams。
Andnowshemustleaveit。Sheknewthat,evenwhileshehadcontendedagainsttheideatoGilbert。Thelittlehousewasoutgrown。Gilbert’sinterestsmadethechangenecessary;hiswork,successfulthoughithadbeen,washamperedbyhislocation。Annerealisedthattheendoftheirlifeinthisdearplacedrewnigh,andthatshemustfacethefactbravely。Buthowherheartached!
\"Itwillbejustliketearingsomethingoutofmylife,\"shesobbed。\"Andoh,ifIcouldhopethatsomenicefolkwouldcomehereinourplace——oreventhatitwouldbeleftvacant。Thatitselfwouldbebetterthanhavingitoverrunwithsomehordewhoknownothingofthegeographyofdreamland,andnothingofthehistorythathasgiventhishouseitssoulanditsidentity。
Andifsuchatribecomeheretheplacewillgotorackandruininnotime——anoldplacegoesdownsoquicklyifitisnotcarefullyattendedto。They’lltearupmygarden——andlettheLombardiesgetragged——andthepalingwillcometolooklikeamouthwithhalftheteethmissing——andtheroofwillleak——andtheplasterfall——andthey’llstuffpillowsandragsinbrokenwindowpanes——andeverythingwillbeout-at-elbows。\"
Anne’simaginationpicturedforthsovividlythecomingdegenerationofherdearlittlehousethatithurtherasseverelyasifithadalreadybeenanaccomplishedfact。Shesatdownonthestairsandhadalong,bittercry。Susanfoundherthereandenquiredwithmuchconcernwhatthetroublewas。
\"Youhavenotquarrelledwiththedoctor,haveyounow,Mrs。Doctor,dear?Butifyouhave,donotworry。Itisathingquitelikelytohappentomarriedcouples,I
amtold,althoughIhavehadnoexperiencethatwaymyself。Hewillbesorry,andyoucansoonmakeitup。\"
\"No,no,Susan,wehaven’tquarrelled。It’sonly——GilbertisgoingtobuytheMorganplace,andwe’llhavetogoandliveattheGlen。Anditwillbreakmyheart。\"
SusandidnotenterintoAnne’sfeelingsatall。Shewas,indeed,quiterejoicedovertheprospectoflivingattheGlen。Heronegrievanceagainstherplaceinthelittlehousewasitslonesomelocation。
\"Why,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itwillbesplendid。TheMorganhouseissuchafine,bigone。\"
\"Ihatebighouses,\"sobbedAnne。
\"Oh,well,youwillnothatethembythetimeyouhavehalfadozenchildren,\"remarkedSusancalmly。\"Andthishouseistoosmallalreadyforus。Wehavenospareroom,sinceMrs。Mooreishere,andthatpantryisthemostaggravatingplaceIevertriedtoworkin。
Thereisacornereverywayyouturn。Besides,itisout-of-the-worlddownhere。Thereisreallynothingatallbutscenery。\"
\"Outofyourworldperhaps,Susan——butnotoutofmine,\"saidAnnewithafaintsmile。
\"Idonotquiteunderstandyou,Mrs。Doctor,dear,butofcourseIamnotwelleducated。ButifDr。BlythebuystheMorganplacehewillmakenomistake,andthatyoumaytieto。Theyhavewaterinit,andthepantriesandclosetsarebeautiful,andthereisnotanothersuchcellarinP。E。Island,soIhavebeentold。Why,thecellarhere,Mrs。Doctor,dear,hasbeenaheart-breaktome,aswellyouknow。\"
\"Oh,goaway,Susan,goaway,\"saidAnneforlornly。
\"Cellarsandpantriesandclosetsdon’tmakeaHOME。
Whydon’tyouweepwiththosewhoweep?\"
\"Well,Ineverwasmuchhandforweeping,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Iwouldratherfalltoandcheerpeopleupthanweepwiththem。Now,donotyoucryandspoilyourprettyeyes。Thishouseisverywellandhasservedyourturn,butitishightimeyouhadabetter。\"
Susan’spointofviewseemedtobethatofmostpeople。
LesliewastheonlyonewhosympathisedunderstandinglywithAnne。Shehadagoodcry,too,whensheheardthenews。Thentheybothdriedtheirtearsandwenttoworkatthepreparationsformoving。
\"Sincewemustgoletusgoassoonaswecanandhaveitover,\"saidpoorAnnewithbitterresignation。
\"YouknowyouwilllikethatlovelyoldplaceattheGlenafteryouhavelivedinitlongenoughtohavedearmemorieswovenaboutit,\"saidLeslie。\"Friendswillcomethere,astheyhavecomehere——happinesswillglorifyitforyou。Now,it’sjustahousetoyou——buttheyearswillmakeitahome。\"
AnneandLesliehadanothercrythenextweekwhentheyshortenedLittleJem。Annefeltthetragedyofituntileveningwheninhislongnightieshefoundherowndearbabyagain。
\"Butitwillberompersnext——andthentrousers——andinnotimehewillbegrown-up,\"shesighed。
\"Well,youwouldnotwanthimtostayababyalways,Mrs。Doctor,dear,wouldyou?\"saidSusan。\"Blesshisinnocentheart,helookstoosweetforanythinginhislittleshortdresses,withhisdearfeetstickingout。
Andthinkofthesaveintheironing,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\"
\"Anne,IhavejusthadaletterfromOwen,\"saidLeslie,enteringwithabrightface。\"And,oh!Ihavesuchgoodnews。Hewritesmethatheisgoingtobuythisplacefromthechurchtrusteesandkeepittospendoursummervacationsin。Anne,areyounotglad?\"
\"Oh,Leslie,`glad’isn’tthewordforit!Itseemsalmosttoogoodtobetrue。Isha’n’tfeelhalfsobadlynowthatIknowthisdearspotwillneverbedesecratedbyavandaltribe,orlefttotumbledownindecay。Why,it’slovely!It’slovely!\"
OneOctobermorningAnnewakenedtotherealisationthatshehadsleptforthelasttimeundertheroofofherlittlehouse。Thedaywastoobusytoindulgeregretandwheneveningcamethehousewasstrippedandbare。AnneandGilbertwerealoneinittosayfarewell。LeslieandSusanandLittleJemhadgonetotheGlenwiththelastloadoffurniture。Thesunsetlightstreamedinthroughthecurtainlesswindows。
\"Ithasallsuchaheart-broken,reproachfullook,hasn’tit?\"saidAnne。\"Oh,IshallbesohomesickattheGlentonight!\"
\"Wehavebeenveryhappyhere,haven’twe,Anne-girl?\"
saidGilbert,hisvoicefulloffeeling。
Annechoked,unabletoanswer。Gilbertwaitedforheratthefir-treegate,whileshewentoverthehouseandsaidfarewelltoeveryroom。Shewasgoingaway;buttheoldhousewouldstillbethere,lookingseawardthroughitsquaintwindows。Theautumnwindswouldblowarounditmournfully,andthegrayrainwouldbeatuponitandthewhitemistswouldcomeinfromtheseatoenfoldit;andthemoonlightwouldfalloveritandlightuptheoldpathswheretheschoolmasterandhisbridehadwalked。Thereonthatoldharborshorethecharmofstorywouldlinger;thewindwouldstillwhistlealluringlyoverthesilversand-dunes;thewaveswouldstillcallfromtheredrock-coves。
\"Butwewillbegone,\"saidAnnethroughhertears。
Shewentout,closingandlockingthedoorbehindher。
Gilbertwaswaitingforherwithasmile。Thelighthousestarwasgleamingnorthward。Thelittlegarden,whereonlymarigoldsstillbloomed,wasalreadyhoodingitselfinshadows。
Annekneltdownandkissedthewornoldstepwhichshehadcrossedasabride。
\"Good-bye,dearlittlehouseofdreams,\"shesaid。
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