ANEVENINGATFOURWINDSPOINT
ItwaslateSeptemberwhenAnneandGilbertwereabletopayFourWindslighttheirpromisedvisit。Theyhadoftenplannedtogo,butsomethingalwaysoccurredtopreventthem。CaptainJimhad\"droppedin\"severaltimesatthelittlehouse。
\"Idon’tstandonceremony,MistressBlythe,\"hetoldAnne。\"It’sarealpleasuretometocomehere,andI’mnotgoingtodenymyselfjestbecauseyouhaven’tgotdowntoseeme。Thereoughtn’ttobenobargaininglikethatamongtheracethatknowsJoseph。
I’llcomewhenIcan,andyoucomewhenyoucan,andsolong’swehaveourpleasantlittlechatitdon’tmatteramitewhatroof’soverus。\"
CaptainJimtookagreatfancytoGogandMagog,whowerepresidingoverthedestiniesofthehearthinthelittlehousewithasmuchdignityandaplombastheyhaddoneatPatty’sPlace。
\"Aren’ttheythecutestlittlecusses?\"hewouldsaydelightedly;andhebadethemgreetingandfarewellasgravelyandinvariablyashedidhishostandhostess。
CaptainJimwasnotgoingtooffendhouseholddeitiesbyanylackofreverenceandceremony。
\"You’vemadethislittlehousejustaboutperfect,\"hetoldAnne。\"Itneverwassonicebefore。MistressSelwynhadyourtasteandshedidwonders;butfolksinthosedaysdidn’thavetheprettylittlecurtainsandpicturesandnicknacksyouhave。AsforElizabeth,shelivedinthepast。You’vekinderbroughtthefutureintoit,sotospeak。I’dberealhappyevenifwecouldn’ttalkatall,whenIcomehere——jesttositandlookatyouandyourpicturesandyourflowerswouldbeenoughofatreat。It’sbeautiful——beautiful。\"
CaptainJimwasapassionateworshipperofbeauty。
Everylovelythingheardorseengavehimadeep,subtle,innerjoythatirradiatedhislife。Hewasquitekeenlyawareofhisownlackofoutwardcomelinessandlamentedit。
\"FolkssayI’mgood,\"heremarkedwhimsicallyupononeoccasion,\"butIsometimeswishtheLordhadmademeonlyhalfasgoodandputtherestofitintolooks。
Butthere,IreckonHeknewwhatHewasabout,asagoodCaptainshould。Someofushavetobehomely,orthepurtyones——likeMistressBlythehere——wouldn’tshowupsowell。\"
OneeveningAnneandGilbertfinallywalkeddowntotheFourWindslight。Thedayhadbegunsombrelyingraycloudandmist,butithadendedinapompofscarletandgold。Overthewesternhillsbeyondtheharborwereamberdeepsandcrystallineshallows,withthefireofsunsetbelow。Thenorthwasamackerelskyoflittle,fierygoldenclouds。Theredlightflamedonthewhitesailsofavesselglidingdownthechannel,boundtoasouthernportinalandofpalms。Beyondher,itsmoteuponandincarnadinedtheshining,white,grasslessfacesofthesanddunes。Totheright,itfellontheoldhouseamongthewillowsupthebrook,andgaveitforafleetingspacecasementsmoresplendidthanthoseofanoldcathedral。Theyglowedoutofitsquietandgraynesslikethethrobbing,blood-redthoughtsofavividsoulimprisonedinadullhuskofenvironment。
\"Thatoldhouseupthebrookalwaysseemssolonely,\"
saidAnne。\"Ineverseevisitorsthere。Ofcourse,itslaneopensontheupperroad——butIdon’tthinkthere’smuchcomingandgoing。Itseemsoddwe’venevermettheMooresyet,whentheylivewithinfifteenminutes’walkofus。Imayhaveseentheminchurch,ofcourse,butifsoIdidn’tknowthem。I’msorrytheyaresounsociable,whentheyareouronlynearneighbors。\"
\"Evidentlytheydon’tbelongtotheracethatknowsJoseph,\"laughedGilbert。\"Haveyoueverfoundoutwhothatgirlwaswhomyouthoughtsobeautiful?\"
\"No。SomehowIhaveneverrememberedtoaskabouther。
ButI’veneverseenheranywhere,soIsupposeshemusthavebeenastranger。Oh,thesunhasjustvanished——andthere’sthelight。\"
Astheduskdeepened,thegreatbeaconcutswathesoflightthroughit,sweepinginacircleoverthefieldsandtheharbor,thesandbarandthegulf。
\"Ifeelasifitmightcatchmeandwhiskmeleaguesouttosea,\"saidAnne,asonedrenchedthemwithradiance;andshefeltratherrelievedwhentheygotsonearthePointthattheywereinsidetherangeofthosedazzling,recurrentflashes。
AstheyturnedintothelittlelanethatledacrossthefieldstothePointtheymetamancomingoutofit——amanofsuchextraordinaryappearancethatforamomenttheybothfranklystared。Hewasadecidedlyfine-lookingperson-tall,broad-shouldered,well-
featured,withaRomannoseandfrankgrayeyes;hewasdressedinaprosperousfarmer’sSundaybest;insofarhemighthavebeenanyinhabitantofFourWindsortheGlen。But,flowingoverhisbreastnearlytohisknees,wasariverofcrinklybrownbeard;andadownhisback,beneathhiscommonplacefelthat,wasacorrespondingcascadeofthick,wavy,brownhair。
\"Anne,\"murmuredGilbert,whentheywereoutofearshot,\"youdidn’tputwhatUncleDavecalls`alittleoftheScottAct’inthatlemonadeyougavemejustbeforewelefthome,didyou?\"
\"No,Ididn’t,\"saidAnne,stiflingherlaughter,lesttheretreatingenigmashouldhearhere。\"Whointheworldcanhebe?\"
\"Idon’tknow;butifCaptainJimkeepsapparitionslikethatdownatthisPointI’mgoingtocarrycoldironinmypocketwhenIcomehere。Hewasn’tasailor,oronemightpardonhiseccentricityofappearance;hemustbelongtotheover-harborclans。
UncleDavesaystheyhaveseveralfreaksoverthere。\"
\"UncleDaveisalittleprejudiced,Ithink。Youknowalltheover-harborpeoplewhocometotheGlenChurchseemverynice。Oh,Gilbert,isn’tthisbeautiful?\"
TheFourWindslightwasbuiltonaspurofredsand-stonecliffjuttingoutintothegulf。Ononeside,acrossthechannel,stretchedthesilverysandshoreofthebar;ontheother,extendedalong,curvingbeachofredcliffs,risingsteeplyfromthepebbledcoves。Itwasashorethatknewthemagicandmysteryofstormandstar。Thereisagreatsolitudeaboutsuchashore。Thewoodsareneversolitary——
theyarefullofwhispering,beckoning,friendlylife。
Buttheseaisamightysoul,forevermoaningofsomegreat,unshareablesorrow,whichshutsitupintoitselfforalleternity。Wecanneverpierceitsinfinitemystery——wemayonlywander,awedandspellbound,ontheouterfringeofit。Thewoodscalltouswithahundredvoices,buttheseahasoneonly——amightyvoicethatdrownsoursoulsinitsmajesticmusic。Thewoodsarehuman,buttheseaisofthecompanyofthearchangels。
AnneandGilbertfoundUncleJimsittingonabenchoutsidethelighthouse,puttingthefinishingtouchestoawonderful,full-rigged,toyschooner。Heroseandwelcomedthemtohisabodewiththegentle,unconsciouscourtesythatbecamehimsowell。
\"Thishasbeenapurtynicedayallthrough,MistressBlythe,andnow,rightatthelast,it’sbroughtitsbest。Wouldyouliketositdownhereoutsideabit,whilethelightlasts?I’vejustfinishedthisbitofaplaythingformylittlegrandnephew,Joe,upattheGlen。AfterIpromisedtomakeitforhimIwaskindersorry,forhismotherwasvexed。She’safraidhe’llbewantingtogotosealateronandshedoesn’twantthenotionencouragedinhim。ButwhatcouldIdo,MistressBlythe?I’dPROMISEDhim,andIthinkit’ssorterrealdastardlytobreakapromiseyoumaketoachild。Come,sitdown。Itwon’ttakelongtostayanhour。\"
Thewindwasoffshore,andonlybrokethesea’ssurfaceintolong,silveryripples,andsentsheenyshadowsflyingoutacrossit,fromeverypointandheadland,liketransparentwings。Theduskwashangingacurtainofvioletgloomoverthesanddunesandtheheadlandswheregullswerehuddling。Theskywasfaintlyfilmedoverwithscarfsofsilkenvapor。
Cloudfleetsrodeatanchoralongthehorizons。Aneveningstarwaswatchingoverthebar。
\"Isn’tthataviewworthlookingat?\"saidCaptainJim,withaloving,proprietarypride。\"Niceandfarfromthemarket-place,ain’tit?Nobuyingandsellingandgettinggain。Youdon’thavetopayanything——allthatseaandskyfree——`withoutmoneyandwithoutprice。’There’sgoingtobeamoonrisepurtysoon,too——I’mnevertiredoffindingoutwhatamoonrisecanbeoverthemrocksandseaandharbor。There’sasurpriseiniteverytime。\"
Theyhadtheirmoonrise,andwatcheditsmarvelandmagicinasilencethataskednothingoftheworldoreachother。Thentheywentupintothetower,andCaptainJimshowedandexplainedthemechanismofthegreatlight。Finallytheyfoundthemselvesinthediningroom,whereafireofdriftwoodwasweavingflamesofwavering,elusive,sea-bornhuesintheopenfireplace。
\"Iputthisfireplaceinmyself,\"remarkedCaptainJim。\"TheGovernmentdon’tgivelighthousekeeperssuchluxuries。Lookatthecolorsthatwoodmakes。Ifyou’dlikesomedriftwoodforyourfire,MistressBlythe,I’llbringyouupaloadsomeday。Sitdown。
I’mgoingtomakeyouacupoftea。\"
CaptainJimplacedachairforAnne,havingfirstremovedtherefromahuge,orange-coloredcatandanewspaper。
\"Getdown,Matey。Thesofaisyourplace。ImustputthispaperawaysafetillIcanfindtimetofinishthestoryinit。It’scalledAMadLove。’Tisn’tmyfavoritebrandoffiction,butI’mreadingitjesttoseehowlongshecanspinitout。It’satthesixty-secondchapternow,andtheweddingain’tanynearerthanwhenitbegun,far’sIcansee。WhenlittleJoecomesIhavetoreadhimpirateyarns。
Ain’titstrangehowinnocentlittlecreatureslikechildrenliketheblood-thirstieststories?\"
\"LikemyladDavyathome,\"saidAnne。\"Hewantstalesthatreekwithgore。\"
CaptainJim’steaprovedtobenectar。HewaspleasedasachildwithAnne’scompliments,butheaffectedafineindifference。
\"ThesecretisIdon’tskimpthecream,\"heremarkedairily。CaptainJimhadneverheardofOliverWendellHolmes,butheevidentlyagreedwiththatwriter’sdictumthat\"bigheartneverlikedlittlecreampot。\"
\"Wemetanodd-lookingpersonagecomingoutofyourlane,\"saidGilbertastheysipped。\"Whowashe?\"
CaptainJimgrinned。
\"That’sMarshallElliott——amightyfinemanwithjestonestreakoffoolishnessinhim。Is’poseyouwonderedwhathisobjectwasinturninghimselfintoasortofdimemuseumfreak。\"
\"IsheamodernNazariteoraHebrewprophetleftoverfromoldentimes?\"askedAnne。
\"Neitherofthem。It’spoliticsthat’satthebottomofhisfreak。AllthoseElliottsandCrawfordsandMacAllistersaredyed-in-the-woolpoliticians。They’rebornGritorTory,asthecasemaybe,andtheyliveGritorTory,andtheydieGritorTory;andwhatthey’regoingtodoinheaven,wherethere’sprobablynopolitics,ismorethanIcanfathom。ThisMarshallElliottwasbornaGrit。I’maGritmyselfinmoderation,butthere’snomoderationaboutMarshall。
Fifteenyearsagotherewasaspeciallybittergeneralelection。Marshallfoughtforhispartytoothandnail。HewasdeadsuretheLiberalswouldwin——sosurethathegotupatapublicmeetingandvowedthathewouldn’tshavehisfaceorcuthishairuntiltheGritswereinpower。Well,theydidn’tgoin——andthey’venevergotinyet——andyousawtheresulttodayforyourselves。Marshallstucktohisword。\"
\"Whatdoeshiswifethinkofit?\"askedAnne。
\"He’sabachelor。ButifhehadawifeIreckonshecouldn’tmakehimbreakthatvow。ThatfamilyofElliottshasalwaysbeenmorestubbornthannatteral。
Marshall’sbrotherAlexanderhadadoghesetgreatstoreby,andwhenitdiedthemanactillywantedtohaveitburiedinthegraveyard,`alongwiththeotherChristians,’hesaid。Course,hewasn’tallowedto;soheburieditjustoutsidethegraveyardfence,andneverdarkenedthechurchdooragain。ButSundayshe’ddrivehisfamilytochurchandsitbythatdog’sgraveandreadhisBibleallthetimeservicewasgoingon。
Theysaywhenhewasdyingheaskedhiswifetoburyhimbesidethedog;shewasameeklittlesoulbutshefiredupatTHAT。ShesaidSHEwasn’tgoingtobeburiedbesidenodog,andifhe’dratherhavehislastrestingplacebesidethedogthanbesideher,jesttosayso。AlexanderElliottwasastubbornmule,buthewasfondofhiswife,sohegiveinandsaid,`Well,durnit,burymewhereyouplease。ButwhenGabriel’strumpblowsIexpectmydogtorisewiththerestofus,forhehadasmuchsoulasanydurnedElliottorCrawfordorMacAllisterthateverstrutted。’ThemwasHISpartingwords。AsforMarshall,we’reallusedtohim,buthemuststrikestrangersasrightdownpeculiar-looking。I’veknownhimeversincehewasten——he’saboutfiftynow——andIlikehim。Himandmewasoutcod-fishingtoday。That’saboutallI’mgoodfornow——catchingtroutandcodoccasional。But’tweren’talwaysso——notbynomannerofmeans。Iusedtodootherthings,asyou’dadmitifyousawmylife-book。\"
Annewasjustgoingtoaskwhathislife-bookwaswhentheFirstMatecreatedadiversionbyspringinguponCaptainJim’sknee。Hewasagorgeousbeastie,withafaceasroundasafullmoon,vividgreeneyes,andimmense,white,doublepaws。CaptainJimstrokedhisvelvetbackgently。
\"IneverfanciedcatsmuchtillIfoundtheFirstMate,\"heremarked,totheaccompanimentoftheMate’stremendouspurrs。\"Isavedhislife,andwhenyou’vesavedacreature’slifeyou’reboundtoloveit。It’snextthingtogivinglife。There’ssometurriblethoughtlesspeopleintheworld,MistressBlythe。Someofthemcityfolkswhohavesummerhomesovertheharboraresothoughtlessthatthey’recruel。It’stheworstkindofcruelty——thethoughtlesskind。Youcan’tcopewithit。Theykeepcatsthereinthesummer,andfeedandpet’em,anddoll’emupwithribbonsandcollars。Andtheninthefalltheygooffandleave’emtostarveorfreeze。Itmakesmybloodboil,MistressBlythe。OnedaylastwinterIfoundapooroldmothercatdeadontheshore,lyingagainsttheskin-and-bonebodiesofherthreelittlekittens。
She’ddiedtryingtoshelter’em。Shehadherpoorstiffpawsaround’em。Master,Icried。ThenIswore。
ThenIcarriedthempoorlittlekittenshomeandfed’emupandfoundgoodhomesfor’em。IknewthewomanwholeftthecatandwhenshecomebackthissummerI
jestwentovertheharborandtoldhermyopinionofher。Itwasrankmeddling,butIdolovemeddlinginagoodcause。\"
\"Howdidshetakeit?\"askedGilbert。
\"Criedandsaidshe`didn’tthink。’Isaystoher,saysI,`Doyous’posethat’llbeheldforagoodexcuseinthedayofJedgment,whenyou’llhavetoaccountforthatpooroldmother’slife?TheLord’llaskyouwhatHegiveyouyourbrainsforifitwasn’ttothink,Ireckon。’Idon’tfancyshe’llleavecatstostarveanothertime。\"
\"WastheFirstMateoneoftheforsaken?\"askedAnne,makingadvancestohimwhichwererespondedtograciously,ifcondescendingly。
\"Yes。IfoundHIMonebittercolddayinwinter,caughtinthebranchesofatreebyhisdurn-foolribboncollar。Hewasalmoststarving。Ifyoucouldhaveseenhiseyes,MistressBlythe!Hewasnothingbutakitten,andhe’dgothislivingsomehowsincehe’dbeenleftuntilhegothungup。WhenIloosedhimhegavemyhandapitifulswipewithhislittleredtongue。Hewasn’ttheableseamanyouseenow。HewasmeekasMoses。Thatwasnineyearsago。Hislifehasbeenlonginthelandforacat。He’sagoodoldpal,theFirstMateis。\"
\"Ishouldhaveexpectedyoutohaveadog,\"saidGilbert。
CaptainJimshookhishead。
\"Ihadadogonce。IthoughtsomuchofhimthatwhenhediedIcouldn’tbearthethoughtofgettinganotherinhisplace。HewasaFRIEND——youunderstand,MistressBlythe?Matey’sonlyapal。I’mfondofMatey——allthefonderonaccountofthespiceofdevilmentthat’sinhim——likethereisinallcats。
ButILOVEDmydog。IalwayshadasneakingsympathyforAlexanderElliottaboutHISdog。Thereisn’tanydevilinagooddog。That’swhythey’remorelovablethancats,Ireckon。ButI’mdarnedifthey’reasinteresting。HereIam,talkingtoomuch。Whydon’tyoucheckme?WhenIdogetachancetotalktoanyoneIrunonturrible。Ifyou’vedoneyourteaI’veafewlittlethingsyoumightliketolookat——picked’emupinthequeercornersIusedtobepokingmynoseinto。\"
CaptainJim’s\"fewlittlethings\"turnedouttobeamostinterestingcollectionofcurios,hideous,quaintandbeautiful。Andalmosteveryonehadsomestrikingstoryattachedtoit。
Anneneverforgotthedelightwithwhichshelistenedtothoseoldtalesthatmoonliteveningbythatenchanteddriftwoodfire,whilethesilverseacalledtothemthroughtheopenwindowandsobbedagainsttherocksbelowthem。
CaptainJimneversaidaboastfulword,butitwasimpossibletohelpseeingwhataherothemanhadbeen——brave,true,resourceful,unselfish。Hesatthereinhislittleroomandmadethosethingsliveagainforhishearers。Byaliftoftheeyebrow,atwistofthelip,agesture,aword,hepaintedawholesceneorcharactersothattheysawitasitwas。
SomeofCaptainJim’sadventureshadsuchamarvellousedgethatAnneandGilbertsecretlywonderedifhewerenotdrawingaratherlongbowattheircredulousexpense。Butinthis,astheyfoundlater,theydidhiminjustice。Histaleswereallliterallytrue。
CaptainJimhadthegiftofthebornstoryteller,whereby\"unhappy,far-offthings\"canbebroughtvividlybeforethehearerinalltheirpristinepoignancy。
AnneandGilbertlaughedandshiveredoverhistales,andonceAnnefoundherselfcrying。CaptainJimsurveyedhertearswithpleasureshiningfromhisface。
\"Iliketoseefolkscrythatway,\"heremarked。
\"It’sacompliment。ButIcan’tdojusticetothethingsI’veseenorhelpedtodo。I’ve’emalljotteddowninmylife-book,butIhaven’tgottheknackofwritingthemoutproperly。IfIcouldhitonjesttherightwordsandstring’emtogetherproperonpaperI
couldmakeagreatbook。ItwouldbeatAMadLoveholler,andIbelieveJoe’dlikeitaswellasthepirateyarns。Yes,I’vehadsomeadventuresinmytime;and,doyouknow,MistressBlythe,Istilllustafter’em。Yes,oldanduselessasIbe,there’sanawfullongingsweepsovermeattimestosailout——out——outthere——foreverandever。\"
\"LikeUlysses,youwould`SailbeyondthesunsetandthebathsOfallthewesternstarsuntilyoudie,’\"
saidAnnedreamily。
\"Ulysses?I’vereadofhim。Yes,that’sjusthowI
feel——jesthowallusoldsailorsfeel,Ireckon。I’lldieonlandafterall,Is’pose。Well,whatistobewillbe。TherewasoldWilliamFordattheGlenwhoneverwentonthewaterinhislife,’causehewasafraidofbeingdrowned。Afortune-tellerhadpredictedhewouldbe。Andonedayhefaintedandfellwithhisfaceinthebarntroughandwasdrowned。Mustyougo?Well,comesoonandcomeoften。Thedoctoristodothetalkingnexttime。HeknowsaheapofthingsIwanttofindout。I’msorterlonesomeherebytimes。
It’sbeenworsesinceElizabethRusselldied。Herandmewassuchcronies。\"
CaptainJimspokewiththepathosoftheaged,whoseetheiroldfriendsslippingfromthemonebyone——friendswhoseplacecanneverbequitefilledbythoseofayoungergeneration,evenoftheracethatknowsJoseph。AnneandGilbertpromisedtocomesoonandoften。
\"He’sarareoldfellow,isn’the?\"saidGilbert,astheywalkedhome。
\"Somehow,Ican’treconcilehissimple,kindlypersonalitywiththewild,adventurouslifehehaslived,\"musedAnne。
\"Youwouldn’tfinditsohardifyouhadseenhimtheotherdaydownatthefishingvillage。OneofthemenofPeterGautier’sboatmadeanastyremarkaboutsomegirlalongtheshore。CaptainJimfairlyscorchedthewretchedfellowwiththelightningofhiseyes。Heseemedamantransformed。Hedidn’tsaymuch——butthewayhesaidit!You’dhavethoughtitwouldstripthefleshfromthefellow’sbones。IunderstandthatCaptainJimwillneverallowawordagainstanywomantobesaidinhispresence。\"
\"Iwonderwhyhenevermarried,\"saidAnne。\"Heshouldhavesonswiththeirshipsatseanow,andgrandchildrenclimbingoverhimtohearhisstories——he’sthatkindofaman。Instead,hehasnothingbutamagnificentcat。\"
ButAnnewasmistaken。CaptainJimhadmorethanthat。
Hehadamemory。
CHAPTER10
LESLIEMOORE
\"I’mgoingforawalktotheoutsideshoretonight,\"
AnnetoldGogandMagogoneOctoberevening。Therewasnooneelsetotell,forGilberthadgoneovertheharbor。AnnehadherlittledomaininthespecklessorderonewouldexpectofanyonebroughtupbyMarillaCuthbert,andfeltthatshecouldgadshorewardwithaclearconscience。Manyanddelightfulhadbeenhershorerambles,sometimeswithGilbert,sometimeswithCaptainJim,sometimesalonewithherownthoughtsandnew,poignantly-sweetdreamsthatwerebeginningtospanlifewiththeirrainbows。Shelovedthegentle,mistyharborshoreandthesilvery,wind-hauntedsandshore,butbestofallshelovedtherockshore,withitscliffsandcavesandpilesofsurf-wornboulders,anditscoveswherethepebblesglitteredunderthepools;anditwastothisshoreshehiedherselftonight。
Therehadbeenanautumnstormofwindandrain,lastingforthreedays。Thunderoushadbeenthecrashofbillowsontherocks,wildthewhitesprayandspumethatblewoverthebar,troubledandmistyandtempest-torntheerstwhilebluepeaceofFourWindsHarbor。Nowitwasover,andtheshorelayclean-washedafterthestorm;notawindstirred,buttherewasstillafinesurfon,dashingonsandandrockinasplendidwhiteturmoil——theonlyrestlessthinginthegreat,pervadingstillnessandpeace。
\"Oh,thisisamomentworthlivingthroughweeksofstormandstressfor,\"Anneexclaimed,delightedlysendingherfargazeacrossthetossingwatersfromthetopofthecliffwhereshestood。Presentlyshescrambleddownthesteeppathtothelittlecovebelow,wheresheseemedshutinwithrocksandseaandsky。
\"I’mgoingtodanceandsing,\"shesaid。\"There’snooneheretoseeme——theseagullswon’tcarrytalesofthematter。ImaybeascrazyasIlike。\"
Shecaughtupherskirtandpirouettedalongthehardstripofsandjustoutofreachofthewavesthatalmostlappedherfeetwiththeirspentfoam。Whirlingroundandround,laughinglikeachild,shereachedthelittleheadlandthatranouttotheeastofthecove;
thenshestoppedsuddenly,blushingcrimson;shewasnotalone;therehadbeenawitnesstoherdanceandlaughter。
Thegirlofthegoldenhairandsea-blueeyeswassittingonaboulderoftheheadland,half-hiddenbyajuttingrock。ShewaslookingstraightatAnnewithastrangeexpression——partwonder,partsympathy,part——coulditbe?——envy。Shewasbare-headed,andhersplendidhair,morethaneverlikeBrowning’s\"gorgeoussnake,\"wasboundaboutherheadwithacrimsonribbon。Sheworeadressofsomedarkmaterial,veryplainlymade;butswathedaboutherwaist,outliningitsfinecurves,wasavividgirdleofredsilk。Herhands,claspedoverherknee,werebrownandsomewhatwork-hardened;buttheskinofherthroatandcheekswasaswhiteascream。Aflyinggleamofsunsetbrokethroughalow-lyingwesterncloudandfellacrossherhair。Foramomentsheseemedthespiritoftheseapersonified——allitsmystery,allitspassion,allitselusivecharm。
\"You——youmustthinkmecrazy,\"stammeredAnne,tryingtorecoverherself-possession。Tobeseenbythisstatelygirlinsuchanabandonofchildishness——she,Mrs。Dr。Blythe,withallthedignityofthematrontokeepup——itwastoobad!
\"No,\"saidthegirl,\"Idon’t。\"
Shesaidnothingmore;hervoicewasexpressionless;
hermannerslightlyrepellent;buttherewassomethinginhereyes——eageryetshy,defiantyetpleading——whichturnedAnnefromherpurposeofwalkingaway。Instead,shesatdownontheboulderbesidethegirl。
\"Let’sintroduceourselves,\"shesaid,withthesmilethathadneveryetfailedtowinconfidenceandfriendliness。\"IamMrs。Blythe——andIliveinthatlittlewhitehouseuptheharborshore。\"
\"Yes,Iknow,\"saidthegirl。\"IamLeslieMoore——Mrs。DickMoore,\"sheaddedstiffly。
Annewassilentforamomentfromsheeramazement。Ithadnotoccurredtoherthatthisgirlwasmarried——thereseemednothingofthewifeabouther。
AndthatsheshouldbetheneighborwhomAnnehadpicturedasacommonplaceFourWindshousewife!Annecouldnotquicklyadjusthermentalfocustothisastonishingchange。
\"Then——thenyouliveinthatgrayhouseupthebrook,\"
shestammered。
\"Yes。Ishouldhavegoneovertocallonyoulongago,\"saidtheother。Shedidnotofferanyexplanationorexcusefornothavinggone。
\"IwishyouWOULDcome,\"saidAnne,recoveringherselfsomewhat。\"We’resuchnearneighborsweoughttobefriends。ThatisthesolefaultofFourWinds——therearen’tquiteenoughneighbors。Otherwiseitisperfection。\"
\"Youlikeit?\"
\"LIKEit!Iloveit。ItisthemostbeautifulplaceI
eversaw。\"
\"I’veneverseenmanyplaces,\"saidLeslieMoore,slowly,\"butI’vealwaysthoughtitwasverylovelyhere。I——Iloveit,too。\"
Shespoke,asshelooked,shyly,yeteagerly。Annehadanoddimpressionthatthisstrangegirl——theword\"girl\"wouldpersist——couldsayagooddealifshechose。
\"Ioftencometotheshore,\"sheadded。
\"SodoI,\"saidAnne。\"It’sawonderwehaven’tmetherebefore。\"
\"ProbablyyoucomeearlierintheeveningthanIdo。
Itisgenerallylate——almostdark——whenIcome。AndI
lovetocomejustafterastorm——likethis。Idon’tliketheseasowellwhenit’scalmandquiet。Ilikethestruggle——andthecrash——andthenoise。\"
\"Iloveitinallitsmoods,\"declaredAnne。\"TheseaatFourWindsistomewhatLover’sLanewasathome。
Tonightitseemedsofree——sountamed——somethingbrokelooseinme,too,outofsympathy。ThatwaswhyI
dancedalongtheshoreinthatwildway。Ididn’tsupposeanybodywaslooking,ofcourse。IfMissCorneliaBryanthadseenmeshewouldhaveforbodedagloomyprospectforpooryoungDr。Blythe。\"
\"YouknowMissCornelia?\"saidLeslie,laughing。Shehadanexquisitelaugh;itbubbledupsuddenlyandunexpectedlywithsomethingofthedeliciousqualityofababy’s。Annelaughed,too。
\"Oh,yes。Shehasbeendowntomyhouseofdreamsseveraltimes。\"
\"Yourhouseofdreams?\"
\"Oh,that’sadear,foolishlittlenameGilbertandI
haveforourhome。Wejustcallitthatbetweenourselves。ItslippedoutbeforeIthought。\"
\"SoMissRussell’slittlewhitehouseisYOURhouseofdreams,\"saidLesliewonderingly。\"_I_hadahouseofdreamsonce——butitwasapalace,\"sheadded,withalaugh,thesweetnessofwhichwasmarredbyalittlenoteofderision。
\"Oh,Ioncedreamedofapalace,too,\"saidAnne。\"I
supposeallgirlsdo。Andthenwesettledowncontentedlyineight-roomhousesthatseemtofulfillallthedesiresofourhearts——becauseourprinceisthere。YOUshouldhavehadyourpalacereally,though——youaresobeautiful。YouMUSTletmesayit——ithastobesaid——I’mnearlyburstingwithadmiration。YouaretheloveliestthingIeversaw,Mrs。Moore。\"
\"IfwearetobefriendsyoumustcallmeLeslie,\"
saidtheotherwithanoddpassion。
\"OfcourseIwill。AndMYfriendscallmeAnne。\"
\"IsupposeIambeautiful,\"Lesliewenton,lookingstormilyouttosea。\"Ihatemybeauty。IwishIhadalwaysbeenasbrownandplainasthebrownestandplainestgirlatthefishingvillageoverthere。
Well,whatdoyouthinkofMissCornelia?\"
Theabruptchangeofsubjectshutthedooronanyfurtherconfidences。
\"MissCorneliaisadarling,isn’tshe?\"saidAnne。
\"GilbertandIwereinvitedtoherhousetoastatetealastweek。You’veheardofgroaningtables。\"
\"Iseemtorecallseeingtheexpressioninthenewspaperreportsofweddings,\"saidLeslie,smiling。
\"Well,MissCornelia’sgroaned——atleast,itcreaked——positively。Youcouldn’thavebelievedshewouldhavecookedsomuchfortwoordinarypeople。Shehadeverykindofpieyoucouldname,Ithink——exceptlemonpie。ShesaidshehadtakentheprizeforlemonpiesattheCharlottetownExhibitiontenyearsagoandhadnevermadeanysinceforfearoflosingherreputationforthem。\"
\"Wereyouabletoeatenoughpietopleaseher?\"
\"_I_wasn’t。Gilbertwonherheartbyeating——Iwon’ttellyouhowmuch。Shesaidsheneverknewamanwhodidn’tlikepiebetterthanhisBible。Doyouknow,I
loveMissCornelia。\"
\"SodoI,\"saidLeslie。\"SheisthebestfriendI
haveintheworld。\"
Annewonderedsecretlywhy,ifthiswereso,MissCorneliahadnevermentionedMrs。DickMooretoher。
MissCorneliahadcertainlytalkedfreelyabouteveryotherindividualinornearFourWinds。
\"Isn’tthatbeautiful?\"saidLeslie,afterabriefsilence,pointingtotheexquisiteeffectofashaftoflightfallingthroughacleftintherockbehindthem,acrossadarkgreenpoolatitsbase。\"IfIhadcomehere——andseennothingbutjustthat——Iwouldgohomesatisfied。\"
\"Theeffectsoflightandshadowallalongtheseshoresarewonderful,\"agreedAnne。\"Mylittlesewingroomlooksoutontheharbor,andIsitatitswindowandfeastmyeyes。Thecolorsandshadowsareneverthesametwominutestogether。\"
\"Andyouareneverlonely?\"askedLeslieabruptly。
\"Never——whenyouarealone?\"
\"No。Idon’tthinkI’veeverbeenreallylonelyinmylife,\"answeredAnne。\"EvenwhenI’maloneIhaverealgoodcompany——dreamsandimaginationsandpretendings。ILIKEtobealonenowandthen,justtothinkoverthingsandTASTEthem。ButIlovefriendship——andnice,jollylittletimeswithpeople。
Oh,WON’Tyoucometoseeme——often?Pleasedo。I
believe,\"Anneadded,laughing,\"thatyou’dlikemeifyouknewme。\"
\"IwonderifYOUwouldlikeME,\"saidLeslieseriously。Shewasnotfishingforacompliment。Shelookedoutacrossthewavesthatwerebeginningtobegarlandedwithblossomsofmoonlitfoam,andhereyesfilledwithshadows。
\"I’msureIwould,\"saidAnne。\"Andpleasedon’tthinkI’mutterlyirresponsiblebecauseyousawmedancingontheshoreatsunset。NodoubtIshallbedignifiedafteratime。Yousee,Ihaven’tbeenmarriedverylong。Ifeellikeagirl,andsometimeslikeachild,yet。\"
\"Ihavebeenmarriedtwelveyears,\"saidLeslie。
Herewasanotherunbelievablething。
\"Why,youcan’tbeasoldasIam!\"exclaimedAnne。
\"Youmusthavebeenachildwhenyouweremarried。\"
\"Iwassixteen,\"saidLeslie,rising,andpickingupthecapandjacketlyingbesideher。\"Iamtwenty-eightnow。Well,Imustgoback。\"
\"SomustI。Gilbertwillprobablybehome。ButI’msogladwebothcametotheshoretonightandmeteachother。\"
Lesliesaidnothing,andAnnewasalittlechilled。
Shehadofferedfriendshipfranklybutithadnotbeenacceptedverygraciously,ifithadnotbeenabsolutelyrepelled。Insilencetheyclimbedthecliffsandwalkedacrossapasture-fieldofwhichthefeathery,bleached,wildgrasseswerelikeacarpetofcreamyvelvetinthemoonlight。WhentheyreachedtheshorelaneLeslieturned。
\"Igothisway,Mrs。Blythe。Youwillcomeoverandseemesometime,won’tyou?\"
Annefeltasiftheinvitationhadbeenthrownather。
ShegottheimpressionthatLeslieMooregaveitreluctantly。
\"Iwillcomeifyoureallywantmeto,\"shesaidalittlecoldly。
\"Oh,Ido——Ido,\"exclaimedLeslie,withaneagernesswhichseemedtoburstforthandbeatdownsomerestraintthathadbeenimposedonit。
\"ThenI’llcome。Good-night——Leslie。\"
\"Good-night,Mrs。Blythe。\"
AnnewalkedhomeinabrownstudyandpouredouthertaletoGilbert。
\"SoMrs。DickMooreisn’toneoftheracethatknowsJoseph?\"saidGilbertteasingly。
\"No——o——o,notexactly。Andyet——IthinksheWASoneofthemonce,buthasgoneorgotintoexile,\"saidAnnemusingly。\"Sheiscertainlyverydifferentfromtheotherwomenabouthere。Youcan’ttalkabouteggsandbuttertoHER。TothinkI’vebeenimaginingherasecondMrs。RachelLynde!HaveyoueverseenDickMoore,Gilbert?\"
\"No。I’veseenseveralmenworkingaboutthefieldsofthefarm,butIdon’tknowwhichwasMoore。\"
\"Shenevermentionedhim。IKNOWsheisn’thappy。\"
\"FromwhatyoutellmeIsupposeshewasmarriedbeforeshewasoldenoughtoknowherownmindorheart,andfoundouttoolatethatshehadmadeamistake。It’sacommontragedyenough,Anne。
Afinewomanwouldhavemadethebestofit。Mrs。
Moorehasevidentlyletitmakeherbitterandresentful。\"
\"Don’tletusjudgehertillweknow,\"pleadedAnne。
\"Idon’tbelievehercaseissoordinary。Youwillunderstandherfascinationwhenyoumeether,Gilbert。
Itisathingquiteapartfromherbeauty。Ifeelthatshepossessesarichnature,intowhichafriendmightenterasintoakingdom;butforsomereasonshebarseveryoneoutandshutsallherpossibilitiesupinherself,sothattheycannotdevelopandblossom。
There,I’vebeenstrugglingtodefinehertomyselfeversinceIlefther,andthatisthenearestIcangettoit。I’mgoingtoaskMissCorneliaabouther。\"
CHAPTER11
THESTORYOFLESLIEMOORE
\"Yes,theeighthbabyarrivedafortnightago,\"saidMissCornelia,fromarockerbeforethefireofthelittlehouseonechillyOctoberafternoon。\"It’sagirl。Fredwasrantingmad——saidhewantedaboy——whenthetruthishedidn’twantitatall。Ifithadbeenaboyhe’dhaverantedbecauseitwasn’tagirl。Theyhadfourgirlsandthreeboysbefore,soI
can’tseethatitmademuchdifferencewhatthisonewas,butofcoursehe’dhavetobecantankerous,justlikeaman。Thebabyisrealpretty,dressedupinitsnicelittleclothes。Ithasblackeyesandthedearest,tinyhands。\"
\"Imustgoandseeit。Ijustlovebabies,\"saidAnne,smilingtoherselfoverathoughttoodearandsacredtobeputintowords。
\"Idon’tsaybutwhatthey’renice,\"admittedMissCornelia。\"Butsomefolksseemtohavemorethantheyreallyneed,believeME。MypoorcousinFloraupattheGlenhadeleven,andsuchaslaveassheis!Herhusbandsuicidedthreeyearsago。Justlikeaman!\"
\"Whatmadehimdothat?\"askedAnne,rathershocked。
\"Couldn’tgethiswayoversomething,sohejumpedintothewell。Agoodriddance!Hewasaborntyrant。
Butofcourseitspoiledthewell。Floracouldneverabidethethoughtofusingitagain,poorthing!Soshehadanotherdugandafrightfulexpenseitwas,andthewaterashardasnails。IfheHADtodrownhimselftherewasplentyofwaterintheharbor,wasn’tthere?
I’venopatiencewithamanlikethat。We’veonlyhadtwosuicidesinFourWindsinmyrecollection。TheotherwasFrankWest——LeslieMoore’sfather。Bytheway,hasLeslieeverbeenovertocallonyouyet?\"
\"No,butImetherontheshoreafewnightsagoandwescrapedanacquaintance,\"saidAnne,prickingupherears。
MissCornelianodded。
\"I’mglad,dearie。Iwashopingyou’dforegatherwithher。Whatdoyouthinkofher?\"
\"Ithoughtherverybeautiful。\"
\"Oh,ofcourse。TherewasneveranybodyaboutFourWindscouldtouchherforlooks。Didyoueverseeherhair?Itreachestoherfeetwhensheletsitdown。
ButImeanthowdidyoulikeher?\"
\"IthinkIcouldlikeherverymuchifshe’dletme,\"
saidAnneslowly。
\"Butshewouldn’tletyou——shepushedyouoffandkeptyouatarm’slength。PoorLeslie!Youwouldn’tbemuchsurprisedifyouknewwhatherlifehasbeen。
It’sbeenatragedy——atragedy!\"repeatedMissCorneliaemphatically。
\"Iwishyouwouldtellmeallabouther——thatis,ifyoucandosowithoutbetrayinganyconfidence。\"
\"Lord,dearie,everybodyinFourWindsknowspoorLeslie’sstory。It’snosecret——theOUTSIDE,thatis。
NobodyknowstheINSIDEbutLeslieherself,andshedoesn’ttakefolksintoherconfidence。I’maboutthebestfriendshehasonearth,Ireckon,andshe’sneverutteredawordofcomplainttome。HaveyoueverseenDickMoore?\"
\"No。\"
\"Well,Imayaswellbeginatthebeginningandtellyoueverythingstraightthrough,soyou’llunderstandit。AsIsaid,Leslie’sfatherwasFrankWest。Hewascleverandshiftless——justlikeaman。Oh,hehadheapsofbrains——andmuchgoodtheydidhim!Hestartedtogotocollege,andhewentfortwoyears,andthenhishealthbrokedown。TheWestswereallinclinedtobeconsumptive。SoFrankcamehomeandstartedfarming。HemarriedRoseElliottfromoverharbor。RosewasreckonedthebeautyofFourWinds——Leslietakesherlooksfromhermother,butshehastentimesthespiritandgothatRosehad,andafarbetterfigure。Nowyouknow,Anne,Ialwaystakethegroundthatuswomenoughttostandbyeachother。
We’vegotenoughtoendureatthehandsofthemen,theLordknows,soIholdwehadn’toughttoclapper-clawoneanother,anditisn’toftenyou’llfindmerunningdownanotherwoman。ButIneverhadmuchuseforRoseElliott。Shewasspoiledtobeginwith,believeME,andshewasnothingbutalazy,selfish,whiningcreature。Frankwasnohandtowork,sotheywerepoorasJob’sturkey。Poor!Theylivedonpotatoesandpoint,believeME。Theyhadtwochildren——LeslieandKenneth。Lesliehadhermother’slooksandherfather’sbrains,andsomethingshedidn’tgetfromeitherofthem。ShetookafterherGrandmotherWest——asplendidoldlady。Shewasthebrightest,friendliest,merriestthingwhenshewasachild,Anne。Everybodylikedher。Shewasherfather’sfavoriteandshewasawfulfondofhim。Theywere`chums,’assheusedtosay。Shecouldn’tseeanyofhisfaults——andheWASatakingsortofmaninsomeways。
\"Well,whenLesliewastwelveyearsold,thefirstdreadfulthinghappened。SheworshippedlittleKenneth——hewasfouryearsyoungerthanher,andheWAS
adearlittlechap。Andhewaskilledoneday——felloffabigloadofhayjustasitwasgoingintothebarn,andthewheelwentrightoverhislittlebodyandcrushedthelifeoutofit。Andmindyou,Anne,Lesliesawit。Shewaslookingdownfromtheloft。Shegaveonescreech——thehiredmansaidheneverheardsuchasoundinallhislife——hesaiditwouldringinhisearstillGabriel’strumpdroveitout。Butsheneverscreechedorcriedagainaboutit。Shejumpedfromtheloftontotheloadandfromtheloadtothefloor,andcaughtupthelittlebleeding,warm,deadbody,Anne——theyhadtotearitfromherbeforeshewouldletitgo。Theysentforme——Ican’ttalkofit。\"
MissCorneliawipedthetearsfromherkindlybrowneyesandsewedinbittersilenceforafewminutes。
\"Well,\"sheresumed,\"itwasallover——theyburiedlittleKennethinthatgraveyardovertheharbor,andafterawhileLesliewentbacktoherschoolandherstudies。ShenevermentionedKenneth’sname——I’veneverhearditcrossherlipsfromthatdaytothis。I
reckonthatoldhurtstillachesandburnsattimes;
butshewasonlyachildandtimeisrealkindtochildren,Anne,dearie。Afterawhileshebegantolaughagain——shehadtheprettiestlaugh。Youdon’toftenhearitnow。\"
\"Ihearditoncetheothernight,\"saidAnne。\"ItIS
abeautifullaugh。\"
\"FrankWestbegantogodownafterKenneth’sdeath。Hewasn’tstronganditwasashocktohim,becausehewasrealfondofthechild,though,asI’vesaid,Lesliewashisfavorite。Hegotmopyandmelancholy,andcouldn’torwouldn’twork。Andoneday,whenLesliewasfourteenyearsofage,hehangedhimself——andintheparlor,too,mindyou,Anne,rightinthemiddleoftheparlorfromthelamphookintheceiling。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?Itwastheanniversaryofhisweddingday,too。Nice,tastytimetopickforit,wasn’tit?And,ofcourse,thatpoorLesliehadtobetheonetofindhim。Shewentintotheparlorthatmorning,singing,withsomefreshflowersforthevases,andthereshesawherfatherhangingfromtheceiling,hisfaceasblackasacoal。Itwassomethingawful,believeME!\"
\"Oh,howhorrible!\"saidAnne,shuddering。\"Thepoor,poorchild!\"
\"Lesliedidn’tcryatherfather’sfuneralanymorethenshehadcriedatKenneth’s。Rosewhoopedandhowledfortwo,however,andLesliehadallshecoulddotryingtocalmandcomforthermother。IwasdisgustedwithRoseandsowaseveryoneelse,butLeslienevergotoutofpatience。Shelovedhermother。Leslieisclannish——herowncouldneverdowronginhereyes。Well,theyburiedFrankWestbesideKenneth,andRoseputupagreatbigmonumenttohim。
Itwasbiggerthanhischaracter,believeME!Anyhow,itwasbiggerthanRosecouldafford,forthefarmwasmortgagedformorethanitsvalue。ButnotlongafterLeslie’soldgrandmotherWestdiedandsheleftLesliealittlemoney——enoughtogiveherayearatQueen’sAcademy。Lesliehadmadeuphermindtopassforateacherifshecould,andthenearnenoughtoputherselfthroughRedmondCollege。Thathadbeenherfather’spetscheme——hewantedhertohavewhathehadlost。Lesliewasfullofambitionandherheadwaschockfullofbrains。ShewenttoQueen’s,andshetooktwoyears’workinoneyearandgotherFirst;
andwhenshecamehomeshegottheGlenschool。Shewassohappyandhopefulandfulloflifeandeagerness。WhenIthinkofwhatshewasthenandwhatsheisnow,Isay——dratthemen!\"
MissCorneliasnippedherthreadoffasviciouslyasif,Nero-like,shewasseveringtheneckofmankindbythestroke。
\"DickMoorecameintoherlifethatsummer。Hisfather,AbnerMoore,keptstoreattheGlen,butDickhadasea-goingstreakinhimfromhismother;heusedtosailinsummerandclerkinhisfather’sstoreinwinter。Hewasabig,handsomefellow,withalittleuglysoul。Hewasalwayswantingsomethingtillhegotit,andthenhestoppedwantingit——justlikeaman。
Oh,hedidn’tgrowlattheweatherwhenitwasfine,andhewasmostlyrealpleasantandagreeablewheneverythingwentright。Buthedrankagooddeal,andthereweresomenastystoriestoldofhimandagirldownatthefishingvillage。Hewasn’tfitforLeslietowipeherfeeton,that’sthelongandshortofit。
AndhewasaMethodist!Buthewascleanmadabouther——becauseofhergoodlooksinthefirstplace,andbecauseshewouldn’thaveanythingtosaytohiminthesecond。Hevowedhe’dhaveher——andhegother!\"
\"Howdidhebringitabout?\"
\"Oh,itwasaniniquitousthing!I’llneverforgiveRoseWest。Yousee,dearie,AbnerMooreheldthemortgageontheWestfarm,andtheinterestwasoverduesomeyears,andDickjustwentandtoldMrs。WestthatifLesliewouldn’tmarryhimhe’dgethisfathertoforeclosethemortgage。Rosecarriedonterrible——faintedandwept,andpleadedwithLeslienottoletherbeturnedoutofherhome。Shesaiditwouldbreakherhearttoleavethehomeshe’dcometoasabride。Iwouldn’thaveblamedherforfeelingdreadfulbadoverit——butyouwouldn’thavethoughtshe’dbesoselfishastosacrificeherownfleshandbloodbecauseofit,wouldyou?Well,shewas。
AndLesliegavein——shelovedhermothersomuchshewouldhavedoneanythingtosaveherpain。ShemarriedDickMoore。Noneofusknewwhyatthetime。Itwasn’ttilllongafterwardthatIfoundouthowhermotherhadworriedherintoit。Iwassuretherewassomethingwrong,though,becauseIknewhowshehadsnubbedhimtimeandagain,anditwasn’tlikeLeslietoturnface——aboutlikethat。Besides,IknewthatDickMoorewasn’tthekindofmanLesliecouldeverfancy,inspiteofhisgoodlooksanddashingways。Ofcourse,therewasnowedding,butRoseaskedmetogoandseethemmarried。Iwent,butIwassorryIdid。
I’dseenLeslie’sfaceatherbrother’sfuneralandatherfather’sfuneral——andnowitseemedtomeIwasseeingitatherownfuneral。ButRosewassmilingasabasketofchips,believeME!
\"LeslieandDicksettleddownontheWestplace——Rosecouldn’tbeartopartwithherdeardaughter!——andlivedthereforthewinter。InthespringRosetookpneumoniaanddied——ayeartoolate!Lesliewasheart-brokenenoughoverit。Isn’titterriblethewaysomeunworthyfolksareloved,whileothersthatdeserveitfarmore,you’dthink,nevergetmuchaffection?AsforDick,he’dhadenoughofquietmarriedlife——justlikeaman。Hewasforupandoff。
HewentovertoNovaScotiatovisithisrelations——hisfatherhadcomefromNovaScotia——andhewrotebacktoLesliethathiscousin,GeorgeMoore,wasgoingonavoyagetoHavanaandhewasgoingtoo。ThenameofthevesselwastheFourSistersandtheyweretobegoneaboutnineweeks。
\"ItmusthavebeenarelieftoLeslie。Butsheneversaidanything。Fromthedayofhermarriageshewasjustwhatsheisnow——coldandproud,andkeepingeveryonebutmeatadistance。Iwon’tBEkeptatadistance,believeME!I’vejuststucktoLeslieascloseasIknewhowinspiteofeverything。\"
\"Shetoldmeyouwerethebestfriendshehad,\"saidAnne。
\"Didshe?\"exclaimedMissCorneliadelightedly。
\"Well,I’mrealthankfultohearit。SometimesI’vewonderedifshereallydidwantmearoundatall——sheneverletmethinkso。Youmusthavethawedheroutmorethanyouthink,orshewouldn’thavesaidthatmuchitselftoyou。Oh,thatpoor,heart-brokengirl!
IneverseeDickMoorebutIwanttorunaknifecleanthroughhim。\"
MissCorneliawipedhereyesagainandhavingrelievedherfeelingsbyherblood-thirstywish,tookuphertale。
\"Well,Lesliewasleftovertherealone。Dickhadputinthecropbeforehewent,andoldAbnerlookedafterit。ThesummerwentbyandtheFourSistersdidn’tcomeback。TheNovaScotiaMooresinvestigated,andfoundshehadgottoHavanaanddischargedhercargoandtookonanotherandleftforhome;andthatwasalltheyeverfoundoutabouther。BydegreespeoplebegantotalkofDickMooreasonethatwasdead。Almosteveryonebelievedthathewas,thoughnoonefeltcertain,formenhaveturneduphereattheharborafterthey’dbeengoneforyears。Leslieneverthoughthewasdead——andshewasright。Athousandpitiestoo!
ThenextsummerCaptainJimwasinHavana——thatwasbeforehegaveupthesea,ofcourse。Hethoughthe’dpokeroundabit——CaptainJimwasalwaysmeddlesome,justlikeaman——andhewenttoinquiringroundamongthesailors’boardinghousesandplaceslikethat,toseeifhecouldfindoutanythingaboutthecrewoftheFourSisters。He’dbetterhaveletsleepingdogslie,inmyopinion!Well,hewenttooneout-of-the-wayplace,andtherehefoundamanheknewatfirstsightitwasDickMoore,thoughhehadabigbeard。CaptainJimgotitshavedoffandthentherewasnodoubt——DickMooreitwas——hisbodyatleast。Hismindwasn’tthere——asforhissoul,inmyopinionheneverhadone!\"
\"Whathadhappenedtohim?\"
\"Nobodyknowstherightsofit。Allthefolkswhokepttheboardinghousecouldtellwasthataboutayearbeforetheyhadfoundhimlyingontheirdoorsteponemorninginanawfulcondition——hisheadbatteredtoajellyalmost。Theysupposedhe’dgothurtinsomedrunkenrow,andlikelythat’sthetruthofit。Theytookhimin,neverthinkinghecouldlive。Buthedid——andhewasjustlikeachildwhenhegotwell。
Hehadn’tmemoryorintellectorreason。Theytriedtofindoutwhohewasbuttheynevercould。Hecouldn’teventellthemhisname——hecouldonlysayafewsimplewords。Hehadaletteronhimbeginning`DearDick’
andsigned`Leslie,’buttherewasnoaddressonitandtheenvelopewasgone。Theylethimstayon——helearnedtodoafewoddjobsabouttheplace——andthereCaptainJimfoundhim。Hebroughthimhome——I’vealwayssaiditwasabadday’swork,thoughIs’posetherewasnothingelsehecoulddo。HethoughtmaybewhenDickgothomeandsawhisoldsurroundingsandfamiliarfaceshismemorywouldwakeup。Butithadn’tanyeffect。Therehe’sbeenatthehouseupthebrookeversince。He’sjustlikeachild,nomorenorless。
Takesfractiousspellsoccasionally,butmostlyhe’sjustvacantandgoodhumoredandharmless。He’sapttorunawayifheisn’twatched。That’stheburdenLesliehashadtocarryforelevenyears——andallalone。OldAbnerMoorediedsoonafterDickwasbroughthomeanditwasfoundhewasalmostbankrupt。
WhenthingsweresettleduptherewasnothingforLeslieandDickbuttheoldWestfarm。LeslierentedittoJohnWard,andtherentisallshehastoliveon。Sometimesinsummershetakesaboardertohelpout。Butmostvisitorsprefertheothersideoftheharborwherethehotelsandsummercottagesare。
Leslie’shouseistoofarfromthebathingshore。
She’stakencareofDickandshe’sneverbeenawayfromhimforelevenyears——she’stiedtothatimbecileforlife。Andafterallthedreamsandhopessheoncehad!
Youcanimaginewhatithasbeenlikeforher,Anne,dearie——withherbeautyandspiritandprideandcleverness。It’sjustbeenalivingdeath。\"
\"Poor,poorgirl!\"saidAnneagain。Herownhappinessseemedtoreproachher。Whatrighthadshetobesohappywhenanotherhumansoulmustbesomiserable?
\"WillyoutellmejustwhatLesliesaidandhowsheactedthenightyoumetherontheshore?\"askedMissCornelia。
Shelistenedintentlyandnoddedhersatisfaction。
\"YOUthoughtshewasstiffandcold,Anne,dearie,butIcantellyoushethawedoutwonderfulforher。Shemusthavetakentoyourealstrong。I’msoglad。Youmaybeabletohelpheragooddeal。IwasthankfulwhenIheardthatayoungcouplewascomingtothishouse,forIhopeditwouldmeansomefriendsforLeslie;especiallyifyoubelongedtotheracethatknowsJoseph。YouWILLbeherfriend,won’tyou,Anne,dearie?\"
\"IndeedIwill,ifshe’llletme,\"saidAnne,withallherownsweet,impulsiveearnestness。
\"No,youmustbeherfriend,whethershe’llletyouornot,\"saidMissCorneliaresolutely。\"Don’tyoumindifshe’sstiffbytimes——don’tnoticeit。Rememberwhatherlifehasbeen——andis——andmustalwaysbe,I
suppose,forcreatureslikeDickMooreliveforever,I
understand。Youshouldseehowfathe’sgotsincehecamehome。Heusedtobeleanenough。JustMAKEherbefriends——youcandoit——you’reoneofthosewhohavetheknack。Onlyyoumustn’tbesensitive。Anddon’tmindifshedoesn’tseemtowantyoutogoovertheremuch。Sheknowsthatsomewomendon’tliketobewhereDickis——theycomplainhegivesthemthecreeps。Justgethertocomeoverhereasoftenasshecan。Shecan’tgetawaysoverymuch——shecan’tleaveDicklong,fortheLordknowswhathe’ddo——burnthehousedownmostlikely。Atnights,afterhe’sinbedandasleep,isabouttheonlytimeshe’sfree。Healwaysgoestobedearlyandsleepslikethedeadtillnextmorning。
Thatishowyoucametomeetherattheshorelikely。
Shewandersthereconsiderable。\"
\"IwilldoeverythingIcanforher,\"saidAnne。HerinterestinLeslieMoore,whichhadbeenvivideversinceshehadseenherdrivinghergeesedownthehill,wasintensifiedathousandfoldbyMissCornelia’snarration。Thegirl’sbeautyandsorrowandlonelinessdrewherwithanirresistiblefascination。Shehadneverknownanyonelikeher;herfriendshadhithertobeenwholesome,normal,merrygirlslikeherself,withonlytheaveragetrialsofhumancareandbereavementtoshadowtheirgirlishdreams。LeslieMoorestoodapart,atragic,appealingfigureofthwartedwomanhood。Anneresolvedthatshewouldwinentranceintothekingdomofthatlonelysoulandfindtherethecomradeshipitcouldsorichlygive,wereitnotforthecruelfettersthathelditinaprisonnotofitsownmaking。
\"Andmindyouthis,Anne,dearie,\"saidMissCornelia,whohadnotyetwhollyrelievedhermind,\"Youmustn’tthinkLeslieisaninfidelbecauseshehardlyevergoestochurch——oreventhatshe’saMethodist。Shecan’ttakeDicktochurch,ofcourse——notthatheevertroubledchurchmuchinhisbestdays。Butyoujustrememberthatshe’sarealstrongPresbyterianatheart,Anne,dearie。\"