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  Anyway,hedidit,andLakambaacceptedatlast。ThenWillemsmadeaspeechtothecrowd。SaidthatonhiswaytothewesttheRajah——hemeantPatalolo——wouldseetheGreatWhiteRulerinBataviaandobtainhisprotectionforSambir。Meantime,hewenton,I,anOrangBlandaandyourfriend,hoisttheflagundertheshadowofwhichthereissafety。WiththatheranupaDutchflagtothemast-head。Itwasmadehurriedly,duringthenight,ofcottonstuffs,and,beingheavy,hungdownthemast,whilethecrowdstared。Alitoldmetherewasagreatsighofsurprise,butnotawordwasspokentillLakambaadvancedandproclaimedinaloudvoicethatduringallthatdayeveryonepassingbytheflagstaffmustuncoverhisheadandsalaambeforetheemblem。\"

  \"But,hangitall!\"exclaimedLingard——\"AbdullaisBritish!\"

  \"Abdullawasn’tthereatall——didnotgoonshorethatday。YetAli,whohashiswitsabouthim,noticedthatthespacewherethecrowdstoodwasunderthegunsoftheLordoftheIsles。Theyhadputacoirwarpashore,andgavethebarqueacantinthecurrent,soastobringthebroadsidetobearontheflagstaff。

  Clever!Eh?Butnobodydreamtofresistance。Whentheyrecoveredfromthesurprisetherewasalittlequietjeering;andBahassoenabusedLakambaviolentlytilloneofLakamba’smenhithimontheheadwithastaff。Frightfulcrack,Iamtold。Thentheyleftoffjeering。MeantimePatalolowentaway,andLakambasatinthechairatthefootoftheflagstaff,whilethecrowdsurgedaround,asiftheycouldnotmakeuptheirmindstogo。

  SuddenlytherewasagreatnoisebehindLakamba’schair。Itwasthatwoman,whowentforWillems。Alisaysshewaslikeawildbeast,buthetwistedherwristandmadehergrovelinthedust。

  Nobodyknowsexactlywhatitwasabout。Somesayitwasaboutthatflag。Hecarriedheroff,flungherintoacanoe,andwentonboardAbdulla’sship。AfterthatSahaminwasthefirsttosalaamtotheflag。Othersfollowedsuit。Beforenooneverythingwasquietinthesettlement,andAlicamebackandtoldmeallthis。\"

  Almayerdrewalongbreath。Lingardstretchedouthislegs。

  \"Goon!\"hesaid。

  Almayerseemedtostrugglewithhimself。Atlasthesplutteredout:

  \"Thehardestistotellyet。Themostunheard-ofthing!Anoutrage!Afiendishoutrage!\"

  CHAPTERTHREE

  \"Well!Let’sknowallaboutit。Ican’timagine……\"beganLingard,afterwaitingforsometimeinsilence。

  \"Can’timagine!Ishouldthinkyoucouldn’t,\"interruptedAlmayer。\"Why!……Youjustlisten。WhenAlicamebackI

  feltalittleeasierinmymind。TherewasthensomesemblanceoforderinSambir。IhadtheJackupsincethemorningandbegantofeelsafer。Someofmymenturnedupintheafternoon。

  Ididnotaskanyquestions;setthemtoworkasifnothinghadhappened。Towardstheevening——itmighthavebeenfiveorhalf-past——IwasonourjettywiththechildwhenIheardshoutsatthefar-offendofthesettlement。AtfirstIdidn’ttakemuchnotice。ByandbyAlicametomeandsays,’Master,givemethechild,thereismuchtroubleinthesettlement。’SoIgavehimNinaandwentin,tookmyrevolver,andpassedthroughthehouseintothebackcourtyard。AsIcamedownthestepsIsawalltheservinggirlsclearoutfromthecookingshed,andI

  heardabigcrowdhowlingontheothersideofthedryditchwhichisthelimitofourground。Couldnotseethemonaccountofthefringeofbushesalongtheditch,butIknewthatcrowdwasangryandaftersomebody。AsIstoodwondering,thatJim-Eng——youknowtheChinamanwhosettledhereacoupleofyearsago?\"

  \"Hewasmypassenger;Ibroughthimhere,\"exclaimedLingard。\"A

  first-classChinamanthat。\"

  \"Didyou?Ihadforgotten。Well,thatJim-Eng,heburstthroughthebushandfellintomyarms,sotospeak。Hetoldme,panting,thattheywereafterhimbecausehewouldn’ttakeoffhishattotheflag。Hewasnotsomuchscared,buthewasveryangryandindignant。Ofcoursehehadtorunforit;thereweresomefiftymenafterhim——Lakamba’sfriends——buthewasfulloffight。SaidhewasanEnglishman,andwouldnottakeoffhishattoanyflagbutEnglish。Itriedtosoothehimwhilethecrowdwasshoutingontheothersideoftheditch。Itoldhimhemusttakeoneofmycanoesandcrosstheriver。Stopontheothersideforacoupleofdays。Hewouldn’t。Nothe。HewasEnglish,andhewouldfightthewholelot。Sayshe:’Theyareonlyblackfellows。Wewhitemen,’meaningmeandhimself,’canfighteverybodyinSambir。’Hewasmadwithpassion。Thecrowdquietedalittle,andIthoughtIcouldshelterJim-Engwithoutmuchrisk,whenallofasuddenIheardWillems’voice。HeshoutedtomeinEnglish:’LetfourmenenteryourcompoundtogetthatChinaman!’Isaidnothing。ToldJim-Engtokeepquiettoo。ThenafterawhileWillemsshoutsagain:’Don’tresist,Almayer。Igiveyougoodadvice。Iamkeepingthiscrowdback。

  Don’tresistthem!’Thatbeggar’svoiceenragedme;Icouldnothelpit。Icriedtohim:’Youarealiar!’andjustthenJim-Eng,whohadflungoffhisjacketandhadtuckeduphistrousersreadyforafight;justthenthatfellowhesnatchestherevolveroutofmyhandandletsflyatthemthroughthebush。

  Therewasasharpcry——hemusthavehitsomebody——andagreatyell,andbeforeIcouldwinktwicetheywereovertheditchandthroughthebushandontopofus!Simplyrolledoverus!Therewasn’ttheslightestchancetoresist。Iwastrampledunderfoot,Jim-Enggotadozengashesabouthisbody,andwewerecarriedhalfwayuptheyardinthefirstrush。Myeyesandmouthwerefullofdust;Iwasonmybackwiththreeorfourfellowssittingonme。IcouldhearJim-Engtryingtoshoutnotveryfarfromme。Nowandthentheywouldthrottlehimandhewouldgurgle。Icouldhardlybreathemyselfwithtwoheavyfellowsonmychest。Willemscameuprunningandorderedthemtoraisemeup,buttokeepgoodhold。Theyledmeintotheverandah。I

  lookedround,butdidnotseeeitherAliorthechild。Felteasier。Struggledalittle……Oh,myGod!\"

  Almayer’sfacewasdistortedwithapassingspasmofrage。

  Lingardmovedinhischairslightly。Almayerwentonafterashortpause:

  \"Theyheldme,shoutingthreatsinmyface。Willemstookdownmyhammockandthrewittothem。Hepulledoutthedrawerofthistable,andfoundthereapalmandneedleandsomesail-twine。Weweremakingawningsforyourbrig,asyouhadaskedmelastvoyagebeforeyouleft。Heknew,ofcourse,wheretolookforwhathewanted。Byhisorderstheylaidmeoutonthefloor,wrappedmeinmyhammock,andhestartedtostitchmein,asifI

  hadbeenacorpse,beginningatthefeet。Whileheworkedhelaughedwickedly。IcalledhimallthenamesIcouldthinkof。

  Hetoldthemtoputtheirdirtypawsovermymouthandnose。I

  wasnearlychoked。WheneverImovedtheypunchedmeintheribs。

  Hewentontakingfreshneedlefulsashewantedthem,andworkingsteadily。Sewedmeuptomythroat。Thenherose,saying,’Thatwilldo;letgo。’Thatwomanhadbeenstandingby;theymusthavebeenreconciled。Sheclappedherhands。Ilayonthefloorlikeabaleofgoodswhilehestaredatme,andthewomanshriekedwithdelight。Likeabaleofgoods!Therewasagrinoneveryface,andtheverandahwasfullofthem。Iwishedmyselfdead——’ponmyword,CaptainLingard,Idid!IdonowwheneverIthinkofit!\"

  Lingard’sfaceexpressedsympatheticindignation。Almayerdroppedhisheaduponhisarmsonthetable,andspokeinthatpositioninanindistinctandmuffledvoice,withoutlookingup。

  \"Finally,byhisdirections,theyflungmeintothebigrocking-chair。IwassewedinsotightthatIwasstifflikeapieceofwood。Hewasgivingordersinaveryloudvoice,andthatmanBabalatchisawthattheywereexecuted。Theyobeyedhimimplicitly。MeantimeIlaythereinthechairlikealog,andthatwomancaperedbeforemeandmadefaces;snappedherfingersbeforemynose。Womenarebad!——ain’tthey?Ineversawherbefore,asfarasIknow。Neverdoneanythingtoher。Yetshewasperfectlyfiendish。Canyouunderstandit?Nowandthenshewouldleavemealonetohangroundhisneckforawhile,andthenshewouldreturnbeforemychairandbeginherexercisesagain。

  Helookedon,indulgent。Theperspirationrandownmyface,gotintomyeyes——myarmsweresewnin。Iwasblindedhalfthetime;

  attimesIcouldseebetter。Shedragshimbeforemychair。’I

  amlikewhitewomen,’shesays,herarmsroundhisneck。Youshouldhaveseenthefacesofthefellowsintheverandah!Theywerescandalizedandashamedofthemselvestoseeherbehaviour。

  Suddenlysheaskshim,alludingtome:’Whenareyougoingtokillhim?’ImaginehowIfelt。Imusthaveswooned;Idon’trememberexactly。Ifancytherewasarow;hewasangry。WhenI

  gotmywitsagainhewassittingclosetome,andshewasgone。

  Iunderstoodhesenthertomywife,whowashidinginthebackroomandnevercameoutduringthisaffair。Willemssaystome——IfancyIcanhearhisvoice,hoarseanddull——hesaystome:

  ’Notahairofyourheadshallbetouched。’Imadenosound。

  Thenhegoeson:’Pleaseremarkthattheflagyouhavehoisted——which,bytheby,isnotyours——hasbeenrespected。

  TellCaptainLingardsowhenyoudoseehim。But,’hesays,’youfirstfiredatthecrowd。’’Youarealiar,youblackguard!’I

  shouted。Hewinced,Iamsure。IthurthimtoseeIwasnotfrightened。’Anyways,’hesays,’ashothadbeenfiredoutofyourcompoundandamanwashit。Still,allyourpropertyshallberespectedonaccountoftheUnionJack。Moreover,IhavenoquarrelwithCaptainLingard,whoistheseniorpartnerinthisbusiness。Astoyou,’hecontinued,’youwillnotforgetthisday——notifyoulivetobeahundredyearsold——orIdon’tknowyournature。Youwillkeepthebittertasteofthishumiliationtothelastdayofyourlife,andsoyourkindnesstomeshallberepaid。Ishallremoveallthepowderyouhave。ThiscoastisundertheprotectionoftheNetherlands,andyouhavenorighttohaveanypowder。TherearetheGovernor’sOrdersinCounciltothateffect,andyouknowit。Tellmewherethekeyofthesmallstorehouseis?’Isaidnotaword,andhewaitedalittle,thenrose,saying:’It’syourownfaultifthereisanydamagedone。’

  HeorderedBabalatchitohavethelockoftheoffice-roomforced,andwentin——rummagedamongstmydrawers——couldnotfindthekey。

  ThenthatwomanAissaaskedmywife,andshegavethemthekey。

  Afterawhiletheytumbledeverybarrelintotheriver。

  Eighty-threehundredweight!Hesuperintendedhimself,andsaweverybarrelrollintothewater。Thereweremutterings。

  Babalatchiwasangryandtriedtoexpostulate,buthegavehimagoodshaking。Imustsayhewasperfectlyfearlesswiththosefellows。Thenhecamebacktotheverandah,satdownbymeagain,andsays:’WefoundyourmanAliwithyourlittledaughterhidinginthebushesuptheriver。Webroughtthemin。Theyareperfectlysafe,ofcourse。Letmecongratulateyou,Almayer,upontheclevernessofyourchild。Sherecognizedmeatonce,andcried\"pig\"asnaturallyasyouwouldyourself。

  Circumstancesalterfeelings。YoushouldhaveseenhowfrightenedyourmanAliwas。Clappedhishandsoverhermouth。

  Ithinkyouspoilher,Almayer。ButIamnotangry。Really,youlooksoridiculousinthischairthatIcan’tfeelangry。’I

  madeafranticefforttoburstoutofmyhammocktogetatthatscoundrel’sthroat,butIonlyfelloffandupsetthechairovermyself。Helaughedandsaidonly:’Ileaveyouhalfofyourrevolvercartridgesandtakehalfmyself;theywillfitmine。Wearebothwhitemen,andshouldbackeachotherup。Imaywantthem。’Ishoutedathimfromunderthechair:’Youareathief,’

  butheneverlooked,andwentaway,onehandroundthatwoman’swaist,theotheronBabalatchi’sshoulder,towhomhewastalking——layingdownthelawaboutsomethingorother。Inlessthanfiveminutestherewasnobodyinsideourfences。AfterawhileAlicametolookformeandcutmefree。Ihaven’tseenWillemssince——noranybodyelseforthatmatter。Ihavebeenleftalone。Iofferedsixtydollarstothemanwhohadbeenwounded,whichwereaccepted。TheyreleasedJim-Engthenextday,whentheflaghadbeenhauleddown。Hesentsixcasesofopiumtomeforsafekeepingbuthasnotlefthishouse。Ithinkheissafeenoughnow。Everythingisveryquiet。\"

  TowardstheendofhisnarrativeAlmayerliftedhisheadoffthetable,andnowsatbackinhischairandstaredatthebambooraftersoftheroofabovehim。Lingardlolledinhisseatwithhislegsstretchedout。Inthepeacefulgloomoftheverandah,withitsloweredscreens,theyheardfaintnoisesfromtheworldoutsideintheblazingsunshine:ahailontheriver,theanswerfromtheshore,thecreakofapulley;soundsshort,interrupted,asiflostsuddenlyinthebrillianceofnoonday。Lingardgotupslowly,walkedtothefrontrail,andholdingoneofthescreensaside,lookedoutinsilence。OverthewaterandtheemptycourtyardcameadistinctvoicefromasmallschooneranchoredabreastoftheLingardjetty。

  \"Serang!Takeapullatthemainpeakhalyards。Thisgaffisdownontheboom。’’

  Therewasashrillpipedyinginlong-drawncadence,thesongofthemenswingingontherope。Thevoicesaidsharply:\"Thatwilldo!\"Anothervoice——theserang’sprobably——shouted:\"Ikat!\"andasLingarddroppedtheblindandturnedawayallwassilentagain,asiftherehadbeennothingontheothersideoftheswayingscreen;nothingbutthelight,brilliant,crude,heavy,lyingonadeadlandlikeapalloffire。Lingardsatdownagain,facingAlmayer,hiselbowonthetable,inathoughtfulattitude。

  \"Nicelittleschooner,\"mutteredAlmayer,wearily。\"Didyoubuyher?\"

  \"No,\"answeredLingard。\"AfterIlosttheFlashwegottoPalembanginourboats。Icharteredherthere,forsixmonths。

  FromyoungFord,youknow。Belongstohim。Hewantedaspellashore,soItookchargemyself。OfcourseallFord’speopleonboard。Strangerstome。IhadtogotoSingaporeabouttheinsurance;thenIwenttoMacassar,ofcourse。Hadlongpassages。Nowind。Itwaslikeacurseonme。IhadlotsoftroublewitholdHudig。Thatdelayedmemuch。\"

  \"Ah!Hudig!WhywithHudig?\"askedAlmayer,inaperfunctorymanner。

  \"Oh!abouta……awoman,\"mumbledLingard。

  Almayerlookedathimwithlanguidsurprise。Theoldseamanhadtwistedhiswhitebeardintoapoint,andnowwasbusygivinghismoustachesafiercecurl。Hislittleredeyes——thoseeyesthathadsmartedunderthesaltspraysofeverysea,thathadlookedunwinkingtowindwardinthegalesofalllatitudes——nowglaredatAlmayerfrombehindtheloweredeyebrowslikeapairoffrightenedwildbeastscrouchinginabush。

  \"Extraordinary!Solikeyou!WhatcanyouhavetodowithHudig’swomen?Theoldsinner!\"saidAlmayer,negligently。

  \"Whatareyoutalkingabout!Wifeofafriendof……ImeanofamanIknow……\"

  \"Still,Idon’tsee……\"interjectedAlmayercarelessly。

  \"Ofamanyouknowtoo。Well。Verywell。\"

  \"Iknewsomanymenbeforeyoumademeburymyselfinthishole!\"

  growledAlmayer,unamiably。\"IfshehadanythingtodowithHudig——thatwife——thenshecan’tbeuptomuch。Iwouldbesorryfortheman,\"addedAlmayer,brighteningupwiththerecollectionofthescandaloustittle-tattleofthepast,whenhewasayoungmaninthesecondcapitaloftheIslands——andsowellinformed,sowellinformed。Helaughed。Lingard’sfrowndeepened。

  \"Don’ttalkfoolish!It’sWillems’wife。\"

  Almayergraspedthesidesofhisseat,hiseyesandmouthopenedwide。

  \"What?Why!\"heexclaimed,bewildered。

  \"Willems’——wife,\"repeatedLingarddistinctly。\"Youain’tdeaf,areyou?ThewifeofWillems。Justso。Astowhy!Therewasapromise。AndIdidnotknowwhathadhappenedhere。\"

  \"Whatisit。You’vebeengivinghermoney,Ibet,\"criedAlmayer。

  \"Well,no!\"saidLingard,deliberately。\"AlthoughIsupposeI

  shallhaveto……\"

  Almayergroaned。

  \"Thefactis,\"wentonLingard,speakingslowlyandsteadily,\"thefactisthatIhave……Ihavebroughtherhere。Here。

  ToSambir。\"

  \"Inheaven’sname!why?\"shoutedAlmayer,jumpingup。Thechairtiltedandfellslowlyover。Heraisedhisclaspedhandsabovehisheadandbroughtthemdownjerkily,separatinghisfingerswithaneffort,asiftearingthemapart。Lingardnodded,quickly,severaltimes。

  \"Ihave。Awkward。Hey?\"hesaid,withapuzzledlookupwards。

  \"Uponmyword,\"saidAlmayer,tearfully。\"Ican’tunderstandyouatall。Whatwillyoudonext!cWillems’wife!\"

  \"Wifeandchild。Smallboy,youknow。Theyareonboardtheschooner。\"

  AlmayerlookedatLingardwithsuddensuspicion,thenturningawaybusiedhimselfinpickingupthechair,satdowninitturninghisbackupontheoldseaman,andtriedtowhistle,butgaveitupdirectly。Lingardwenton——

  \"Factis,thefellowgotintotroublewithHudig。Workeduponmyfeelings。Ipromisedtoarrangematters。Idid。Withmuchtrouble。Hudigwasangrywithherforwishingtojoinherhusband。Unprincipledoldfellow。Youknowsheishisdaughter。

  Well,IsaidIwouldseeherthroughitallright;helpWillemstoafreshstartandsoon。IspoketoCraiginPalembang。Heisgettingoninyears,andwantedamanagerorpartner。I

  promisedtoguaranteeWillems’goodbehaviour。Wesettledallthat。Craigisanoldcronyofmine。Beenshipmatesintheforties。He’swaitingforhimnow。Aprettymess!Whatdoyouthink?\"

  Almayershruggedhisshoulders。

  \"ThatwomanbrokewithHudigonmyassurancethatallwouldbewell,\"wentonLingard,withgrowingdismay。\"Shedid。Properthing,ofcourse。Wife,husband……together……asitshouldbe……Smartfellow……Impossiblescoundrel……

  Jollyoldgo!Oh!damn!\"

  Almayerlaughedspitefully。

  \"Howdelightedhewillbe,\"hesaid,softly。\"Youwillmaketwopeoplehappy。Twoatleast!\"Helaughedagain,whileLingardlookedathisshakingshouldersinconsternation。

  \"Iamjammedonaleeshorethistime,ifeverIwas,\"mutteredLingard。

  \"Sendherbackquick,\"suggestedAlmayer,stiflinganotherlaugh。

  \"Whatareyousniggeringat?\"growledLingard,angrily。\"I’llworkitoutallclearyet。Meantimeyoumustreceiveherintothishouse。\"

  \"Myhouse!\"criedAlmayer,turninground。

  \"It’sminetoo——alittleisn’tit?\"saidLingard。\"Don’targue,\"

  heshouted,asAlmayeropenedhismouth。\"Obeyordersandholdyourtongue!\"

  \"Oh!Ifyoutakeitinthattone!\"mumbledAlmayer,sulkily,withagestureofassent。

  \"Youaresoaggravatingtoo,myboy,\"saidtheoldseaman,withunexpectedplacidity。\"Youmustgivemetimetoturnround。I

  can’tkeepheronboardallthetime。Imusttellhersomething。

  Say,forinstance,thatheisgoneuptheriver。Expectedbackeveryday。That’sit。D’yehear?Youmustputheronthattackanddodgeheralongeasy,whileItakethekinksoutofthesituation。ByGod!\"heexclaimed,mournfully,afterashortpause,\"lifeisfoul!Foullikealeeforebraceonadirtynight。Andyet。Andyet。Onemustseeitclearforrunningbeforegoingbelow——forgood。NowyouattendtowhatIsaid,\"headded,sharply,\"ifyoudon’twanttoquarrelwithme,myboy。\"

  \"Idon’twanttoquarrelwithyou,\"murmuredAlmayerwithunwillingdeference。\"OnlyIwishIcouldunderstandyou。I

  knowyouaremybestfriend,CaptainLingard;only,uponmyword,Ican’tmakeyououtsometimes!IwishIcould……\"

  Lingardburstintoaloudlaughwhichendedshortlyinadeepsigh。Heclosedhiseyes,tiltinghisheadoverthebackofhisarmchair;andonhisface,bakedbytheuncloudedsunsofmanyhardyears,thereappearedforamomentawearinessandalookofagewhichstartledAlmayer,likeanunexpecteddisclosureofevil。

  \"Iamdoneup,\"saidLingard,gently。\"Perfectlydoneup。Allnightondeckgettingthatschooneruptheriver。Thentalkingwithyou。SeemstomeIcouldgotosleeponaclothes-line。I

  shouldliketoeatsomethingthough。Justseeaboutthat,Kaspar。\"

  Almayerclappedhishands,andreceivingnoresponsewasgoingtocall,wheninthecentralpassageofthehouse,behindtheredcurtainofthedoorwayopeningupontheverandah,theyheardachild’simperiousvoicespeakingshrilly。

  \"Takemeupatonce。Iwanttobecarriedintotheverandah。I

  shallbeveryangry。Takemeup。\"

  Aman’svoiceanswered,subdued,inhumbleremonstrance。ThefacesofAlmayerandLingardbrightenedatonce。Theoldseamancalledout——

  \"Bringthechild。Lekas!\"

  \"Youwillseehowshehasgrown,\"exclaimedAlmayer,inajubilanttone。

  ThroughthecurtaineddoorwayAliappearedwithlittleNinaAlmayerinhisarms。Thechildhadonearmroundhisneck,andwiththeothershehuggedaripepumelonearlyasbigasherownhead。Herlittlepink,sleevelessrobehadhalfslippedoffhershoulders,butthelongblackhair,thatframedheroliveface,inwhichthebigblackeyeslookedoutinchildishsolemnity,fellinluxuriantprofusionoverhershoulders,allroundherandoverAli’sarms,likeaclose-meshedanddelicatenetofsilkenthreads。LingardgotuptomeetAli,andassoonasshecaughtsightoftheoldseamanshedroppedthefruitandputoutbothherhandswithacryofdelight。HetookherfromtheMalay,andshelaidholdofhismoustacheswithanaffectionategoodwillthatbroughtunaccustomedtearsintohislittleredeyes。

  \"Notsohard,littleone,notsohard,\"hemurmured,pressingwithanenormoushand,thatcovereditentirely,thechild’sheadtohisface。

  \"Pickupmypumelo,ORajahofthesea!\"shesaid,speakinginahigh-pitched,clearvoicewithgreatvolubility。\"There,underthetable。Iwantitquick!Quick!Youhavebeenawayfightingwithmanymen。Alisaysso。Youareamightyfighter。Alisaysso。Onthegreatseafaraway,away,away。\"

  Shewavedherhand,staringwithdreamyvacancy,whileLingardlookedather,andsquattingdowngropedunderthetableafterthepumelo。

  \"Wheredoesshegetthosenotions?\"saidLingard,gettingupcautiously,toAlmayer,whohadbeengivingorderstoAli。

  \"Sheisalwayswiththemen。ManyatimeI’vefoundherwithherfingersintheirricedish,ofanevening。Shedoesnotcareforhermotherthough——Iamgladtosay。Howprettysheis——andsosharp。Myveryimage!\"

  Lingardhadputthechildonthetable,andbothmenstoodlookingatherwithradiantfaces。

  \"Aperfectlittlewoman,\"whisperedLingard。\"Yes,mydearboy,weshallmakehersomebody。You’llsee!\"

  \"Verylittlechanceofthatnow,\"remarkedAlmayer,sadly。

  \"Youdonotknow!\"exclaimedLingard,takingupthechildagain,andbeginningtowalkupanddowntheverandah。\"Ihavemyplans。Ihave——listen。\"

  AndhebegantoexplaintotheinterestedAlmayerhisplansforthefuture。HewouldinterviewAbdullaandLakamba。Theremustbesomeunderstandingwiththosefellowsnowtheyhadtheupperhand。Hereheinterruptedhimselftoswearfreely,whilethechild,whohadbeendiligentlyfumblingabouthisneck,hadfoundhiswhistleandblewaloudblastnowandthenclosetohisear——whichmadehimwinceandlaughasheputherhandsdown,scoldingherlovingly。Yes——thatwouldbeeasilysettled。Hewasamantobereckonedwithyet。NobodyknewthatbetterthanAlmayer。Verywell。Thenhemustpatientlytryandkeepsomelittletradetogether。Itwouldbeallright。Butthegreatthing——andhereLingardspokelower,bringinghimselftoasuddenstandstillbeforetheentrancedAlmayer——thegreatthingwouldbethegoldhuntuptheriver。He——Lingard——woulddevotehimselftoit。Hehadbeenintheinteriorbefore。Therewereimmensedepositsofalluvialgoldthere。Fabulous。Hefeltsure。Hadseenplaces。Dangerouswork?Ofcourse!Butwhatareward!Hewouldexplore——andfind。Notashadowofdoubt。Hangthedanger!Theywouldfirstgetasmuchastheycouldforthemselves。Keepthethingquiet。ThenafteratimeformaCompany。InBataviaorinEngland。Yes,inEngland。Muchbetter。Splendid!Why,ofcourse。Andthatbabywouldbetherichestwomanintheworld。He——Lingard——wouldnot,perhaps,seeit——althoughhefeltgoodformanyyearsyet——butAlmayerwould。

  Herewassomethingtoliveforyet!Hey?

  Buttherichestwomanintheworldhadbeenforthelastfiveminutesshoutingshrilly——\"RajahLaut!RajahLaut!Hai!Giveear!\"whiletheoldseamanhadbeenspeakinglouder,unconsciously,tomakehisdeepbassheardabovetheimpatientclamour。Hestoppednowandsaidtenderly——

  \"Whatisit,littlewoman?\"

  \"Iamnotalittlewoman。Iamawhitechild。AnakPutih。A

  whitechild;andthewhitemenaremybrothers。Fathersaysso。

  AndAlisayssotoo。Aliknowsasmuchasfather。Everything。\"

  Almayeralmostdancedwithpaternaldelight。

  \"Itaughther。Itaughther,\"herepeated,laughingwithtearsinhiseyes。\"Isn’tshesharp?\"

  \"Iamtheslaveofthewhitechild,\"saidLingard,withplayfulsolemnity。\"Whatistheorder?\"

  \"Iwantahouse,\"shewarbled,withgreateagerness。\"Iwantahouse,andanotherhouseontheroof,andanotherontheroof——high。High!Liketheplaceswheretheydwell——mybrothers——inthelandwherethesunsleeps。\"

  \"Tothewestward,\"explainedAlmayer,underhisbreath。\"Sherememberseverything。Shewantsyoutobuildahouseofcards。

  Youdid,lasttimeyouwerehere。\"

  Lingardsatdownwiththechildonhisknees,andAlmayerpulledoutviolentlyonedrawerafteranother,lookingforthecards,asifthefateoftheworlddependeduponhishaste。HeproducedadirtydoublepackwhichwasonlyusedduringLingard’svisittoSambir,whenhewouldsometimesplay——ofanevening——withAlmayer,agamewhichhecalledChinesebezique。ItboredAlmayer,buttheoldseamandelightedinit,consideringitaremarkableproductofChinesegenius——araceforwhichhehadanunaccountablelikingandadmiration。

  \"Nowwewillgeton,mylittlepearl,\"hesaid,puttingtogetherwithextremeprecautiontwocardsthatlookedabsurdlyflimsybetweenhisbigfingers。LittleNinawatchedhimwithintenseseriousnessashewentonerectingthegroundfloor,whilehecontinuedtospeaktoAlmayerwithhisheadoverhisshouldersoasnottoendangerthestructurewithhisbreath。

  \"IknowwhatIamtalkingabout……BeeninCaliforniainforty-nine……NotthatImademuch……theninVictoriaintheearlydays……Iknowallaboutit。Trustme。Moreoverablindmancould……Bequiet,littlesister,oryouwillknockthisaffairdown……Myhandprettysteadyyet!Hey,Kaspar?……Now,delightofmyheart,weshallputathirdhouseonthetopofthesetwo……keepveryquiet……AsI

  wassaying,yougotonlytostoopandgatherhandfulsofgold……dust……there。Nowhereweare。Threehousesontopofoneanother。Grand!\"

  Heleanedbackinhischair,onehandonthechild’shead,whichhesmoothedmechanically,andgesticulatedwiththeother,speakingtoAlmayer。

  \"Onceonthespot,therewouldbeonlythetroubletopickupthestuff。ThenweshallallgotoEurope。Thechildmustbeeducated。Weshallberich。Richisnonameforit。DowninDevonshirewhereIbelong,therewasafellowwhobuiltahousenearTeignmouthwhichhadasmanywindowsasathree-deckerhasports。Madeallhismoneysomewhereouthereinthegoodolddays。Peoplearoundsaidhehadbeenapirate。Weboys——IwasaboyinaBrixhamtrawlerthen——certainlybelievedthat。Hewentaboutinabath-chairinhisgrounds。Hadaglasseye……\"

  \"Higher,Higher!\"calledoutNina,pullingtheoldseaman’sbeard。

  \"Youdoworryme——don’tyou?\"saidLingard,gently,givingheratenderkiss。\"What?Onemorehouseontopofallthese?Well!

  Iwilltry。\"

  Thechildwatchedhimbreathlessly。Whenthedifficultfeatwasaccomplishedsheclappedherhands,lookedonsteadily,andafterawhilegaveagreatsighofcontent。

  \"Oh!Lookout!\"shoutedAlmayer。

  Thestructurecollapsedsuddenlybeforethechild’slightbreath。

  Lingardlookeddiscomposedforamoment。Almayerlaughed,butthelittlegirlbegantocry。

  \"Takeher,\"saidtheoldseaman,abruptly。Then,afterAlmayerwentawaywiththecryingchild,heremainedsittingbythetable,lookinggloomilyattheheapofcards。

  \"DamnthisWillems,\"hemutteredtohimself。\"ButIwilldoityet!\"

  Hegotup,andwithanangrypushofhishandsweptthecardsoffthetable。Thenhefellbackinhischair。

  \"Tiredasadog,\"hesighedout,closinghiseyes。

  CHAPTERFOUR

  Consciouslyorunconsciously,menareproudoftheirfirmness,steadfastnessofpurpose,directnessofaim。Theygostraighttowardstheirdesire,totheaccomplishmentofvirtue——sometimesofcrime——inanupliftingpersuasionoftheirfirmness。Theywalktheroadoflife,theroadfencedinbytheirtastes,prejudices,disdainsorenthusiasms,generallyhonest,invariablystupid,andareproudofneverlosingtheirway。Iftheydostop,itistolookforamomentoverthehedgesthatmakethemsafe,tolookatthemistyvalleys,atthedistantpeaks,atcliffsandmorasses,atthedarkforestsandthehazyplainswhereotherhumanbeingsgropetheirdayspainfullyaway,stumblingoverthebonesofthewise,overtheunburiedremainsoftheirpredecessorswhodiedalone,ingloomorinsunshine,halfwayfromanywhere。Themanofpurposedoesnotunderstand,andgoeson,fullofcontempt。Heneverloseshisway。Heknowswhereheisgoingandwhathewants。Travellingon,heachievesgreatlengthwithoutanybreadth,andbattered,besmirched,andweary,hetouchesthegoalatlast;hegraspstherewardofhisperseverance,ofhisvirtue,ofhishealthyoptimism:anuntruthfultombstoneoveradarkandsoonforgottengrave。

  Lingardhadneverhesitatedinhislife。Whyshouldhe?Hehadbeenamostsuccessfultrader,andamanluckyinhisfights,skilfulinnavigation,undeniablyfirstinseamanshipinthoseseas。Heknewit。Hadhenotheardthevoiceofcommonconsent?

  Thevoiceoftheworldthatrespectedhimsomuch;thewholeworldtohim——fortousthelimitsoftheuniversearestrictlydefinedbythoseweknow。Thereisnothingforusoutsidethebabbleofpraiseandblameonfamiliarlips,andbeyondourlastacquaintancethereliesonlyavastchaos;achaosoflaughterandtearswhichconcernsusnot;laughterandtearsunpleasant,wicked,morbid,contemptible——becauseheardimperfectlybyearsrebellioustostrangesounds。ToLingard——simplehimself——allthingsweresimple。Heseldomread。Bookswerenotmuchinhisway,andhehadtoworkhardnavigating,trading,andalso,inobediencetohisbenevolentinstincts,shapingstrayliveshefoundhereandthereunderhisbusyhand。HerememberedtheSunday-schoolteachingsofhisnativevillageandthediscoursesoftheblack-coatedgentlemanconnectedwiththeMissiontoFishermenandSeamen,whoseyawl-riggedboatdartingthroughrain-squallsamongstthecoasterswind-boundinFalmouthBay,waspartofthosepreciouspicturesofhisyouthfuldaysthatlingeredinhismemory。\"Ascleverasky-pilotasyoucouldwishtosee,\"hewouldsaywithconviction,\"andthebestmantohandleaboatinanyweatherIeverdidmeet!\"Suchweretheagenciesthathadroughlyshapedhisyoungsoulbeforehewentawaytoseetheworldinasouthern-goingship——beforehewent,ignorantandhappy,heavyofhand,pureinheart,profaneinspeech,togivehimselfuptothegreatseathattookhislifeandgavehimhisfortune。Whenthinkingofhisriseintheworld——commanderofships,thenshipowner,thenamanofmuchcapital,respectedwhereverhewent,Lingardinaword,theRajahLaut——hewasamazedandawedbyhisfate,thatseemedtohisill-informedmindthemostwondrousknownintheannalsofmen。

  Hisexperienceappearedtohimimmenseandconclusive,teachinghimthelessonofthesimplicityoflife。Inlife——asinseamanship——therewereonlytwowaysofdoingathing:therightwayandthewrongway。Commonsenseandexperiencetaughtamanthewaythatwasright。Theotherwasforlubbersandfools,andled,inseamanship,tolossofsparsandsailsorshipwreck;inlife,tolossofmoneyandconsideration,ortoanunluckyknockonthehead。Hedidnotconsiderithisdutytobeangrywithrascals。Hewasonlyangrywiththingshecouldnotunderstand,butfortheweaknessesofhumanityhecouldfindacontemptuoustolerance。Itbeingmanifestthathewaswiseandlucky——otherwisehowcouldhehavebeenassuccessfulinlifeashehadbeen?——hehadaninclinationtosetrightthelivesofotherpeople,justashecouldhardlyrefrain——indefianceofnauticaletiquette——frominterferingwithhischiefofficerwhenthecrewwassendingupanewtopmast,orgenerallywhenbusyabout,whathecalled,\"aheavyjob。\"Hewasmeddlesomewithperfectmodesty;ifheknewathingortwotherewasnomeritinit。\"Hardknockstaughtmewisdom,myboy,\"heusedtosay,\"andyouhadbettertaketheadviceofamanwhohasbeenafoolinhistime。Haveanother。\"And\"myboy\"asaruletookthecooldrink,theadvice,andtheconsequenthelpwhichLingardfelthimselfboundinhonourtogive,soastobackuphisopinionlikeanhonestman。CaptainTomwentsailingfromislandtoisland,appearingunexpectedlyinvariouslocalities,beaming,noisy,anecdotal,commendatoryorcomminatory,butalwayswelcome。

  ItwasonlysincehisreturntoSambirthattheoldseamanhadforthefirsttimeknowndoubtandunhappiness,ThelossoftheFlash——plantedfirmlyandforeveronaledgeofrockatthenorthendofGasparStraitsintheuncertainlightofacloudymorning——shookhimconsiderably;andtheamazingnewswhichheheardonhisarrivalinSambirwerenotmadetosoothehisfeelings。Agoodmanyyearsago——promptedbyhisloveofadventure——he,withinfinitetrouble,hadfoundoutandsurveyed——forhisownbenefitonly——theentrancestothatriver,where,hehadheardthroughnativereport,anewsettlementofMalayswasforming。Nodoubthethoughtatthetimemostlyofpersonalgain;but,receivedwithheartyfriendlinessbyPatalolo,hesooncametoliketherulerandthepeople,offeredhiscounselandhishelp,and——knowingnothingofArcadia——hedreamedofArcadianhappinessforthatlittlecorneroftheworldwhichhelovedtothinkallhisown。Hisdeep-seatedandimmovableconvictionthatonlyhe——he,Lingard——knewwhatwasgoodforthemwascharacteristicofhim。and,afterall,notsoveryfarwrong。Hewouldmakethemhappywhetherorno,hesaid,andhemeantit。Histradebroughtprosperitytotheyoungstate,andthefearofhisheavyhandsecureditsinternalpeaceformanyyears。

  Helookedproudlyuponhiswork。Witheverypassingyearhelovedmoretheland,thepeople,themuddyriverthat,ifhecouldhelpit,wouldcarrynoothercraftbuttheFlashonitsuncleanandfriendlysurface。Asheslowlywarpedhisvesselup-streamhewouldscanwithknowinglookstheriversideclearings,andpronouncesolemnjudgmentupontheprospectsoftheseason’srice-crop。HekneweverysettleronthebanksbetweentheseaandSambir;heknewtheirwives,theirchildren;

  hekneweveryindividualofthemulti-colouredgroupsthat,standingontheflimsyplatformsoftinyreeddwellingsbuiltoverthewater,wavedtheirhandsandshoutedshrilly:\"O!Kapallayer!Hai!\"whiletheFlashsweptslowlythroughthepopulatedreach,toenterthelonelystretchesofsparklingbrownwaterborderedbythedenseandsilentforest,whosebigtreesnoddedtheiroutspreadboughsgentlyinthefaint,warmbreeze——asifinsignoftenderbutmelancholywelcome。Heloveditall:thelandscapeofbrowngoldsandbrilliantemeraldsunderthedomeofhotsapphire;thewhisperingbigtrees;theloquaciousnipa-palmsthatrattledtheirleavesvolublyinthenightbreeze,asifinhastetotellhimallthesecretsofthegreatforestbehindthem。Helovedtheheavyscentsofblossomsandblackearth,thatbreathoflifeandofdeathwhichlingeredoverhisbriginthedampairoftepidandpeacefulnights。Helovedthenarrowandsombrecreeks,strangerstosunshine:black,smooth,tortuous——likebywaysofdespair。Helikedeventhetroopsofsorrowful-facedmonkeysthatprofanedthequietspotswithcapriciousgambolsandinsanegesturesofinhumanmadness。Helovedeverythingthere,animatedorinanimated;theverymudoftheriverside;theveryalligators,enormousandstolid,baskingonitwithimpertinentunconcern。Theirsizewasasourceofpridetohim。\"Immensefellows!MaketwoofthemPalembangreptiles!Itellyou,oldman!\"hewouldshout,pokingsomecronyofhisplayfullyintheribs:\"Itellyou,bigasyouare,theycouldswallowyouinonegulp,hat,bootsandall!

  Magnificentbeggars!Wouldn’tyouliketoseethem?Wouldn’tyou!Ha!ha!ha!\"Histhunderouslaughterfilledtheverandah,rolledoverthehotelgarden,overflowedintothestreet,paralyzingforashortmomentthenoiselesstrafficofbarebrownfeet;anditsloudreverberationswouldevenstartlethelandlord’stamebird——ashamelessmynah——intoamomentaryproprietyofbehaviourunderthenearestchair。Inthebigbilliard-roomperspiringmeninthincottonsingletswouldstopthegame,listen,cueinhand,forawhilethroughtheopenwindows,thennodtheirmoistfacesateachothersagaciouslyandwhisper:\"Theoldfellowistalkingabouthisriver。\"

  Hisriver!Thewhispersofcuriousmen,themysteryofthething,weretoLingardasourceofnever-endingdelight。Thecommontalkofignoranceexaggeratedtheprofitsofhisqueermonopoly,and,althoughstrictlytruthfulingeneral,heliked,onthatmatter,tomisleadspeculationstillfurtherbyboastsfullofcoldraillery。Hisriver!Byithewasnotonlyrich——hewasinteresting。Thissecretofhiswhichmadehimdifferenttotheothertradersofthoseseasgaveintimatesatisfactiontothatdesireforsingularitywhichhesharedwiththerestofmankind,withoutbeingawareofitspresencewithinhisbreast。Itwasthegreaterpartofhishappiness,butheonlyknewitafteritsloss,sounforeseen,sosuddenandsocruel。

  AfterhisconversationwithAlmayerhewentonboardtheschooner,sentJoannaonshore,andshuthimselfupinhiscabin,feelingveryunwell。HemadethemostofhisindispositiontoAlmayer,whocametovisithimtwiceaday。Itwasanexcusefordoingnothingjustyet。Hewantedtothink。Hewasveryangry。

  Angrywithhimself,withWillems。AngryatwhatWillemshaddone——andalsoangryatwhathehadleftundone。Thescoundrelwasnotcomplete。Theconceptionwasperfect,buttheexecution,unaccountably,fellshort。Why?HeoughttohavecutAlmayer’sthroatandburnttheplacetoashes——thenclearedout。Gotoutofhisway;ofhim,Lingard!Yethedidn’t。Wasitimpudence,contempt——orwhat?Hefelthurtattheimplieddisrespectofhispower,andtheincompleterascalityoftheproceedingdisturbedhimexceedingly。Therewassomethingshort,somethingwanting,somethingthatwouldhavegivenhimafreehandintheworkofretribution。Theobvious,therightthingtodo,wastoshootWillems。Yethowcouldhe?Hadthefellowresisted,showedfight,orranaway;hadheshownanyconsciousnessofharmdone,itwouldhavebeenmorepossible,morenatural。Butno!Thefellowactuallyhadsenthimamessage。Wantedtoseehim。Whatfor?Thethingcouldnotbeexplained。Anunexampled,cold-bloodedtreachery,awful,incomprehensible。Whydidhedoit?Why?Why?Theoldseamaninthestuffysolitudeofhislittlecabinonboardtheschoonergroanedoutmanytimesthatquestion,strikingwithanopenpalmhisperplexedforehead。

  Duringhisfourdaysofseclusionhehadreceivedtwomessagesfromtheouterworld;fromthatworldofSambirwhichhad,sosuddenlyandsofinally,slippedfromhisgrasp。One,afewwordsfromWillemswrittenonatorn-outpageofasmallnotebook;theother,acommunicationfromAbdullacaligraphedcarefullyonalargesheetofflimsypaperanddeliveredtohiminagreensilkwrapper。Thefirsthecouldnotunderstand。Itsaid:\"Comeandseeme。Iamnotafraid。Areyou?W。\"Hetoreitupangrily,butbeforethesmallbitsofdirtypaperhadthetimetoflutterdownandsettleonthefloor,theangerwasgoneandwasreplacedbyasentimentthatinducedhimtogoonhisknees,pickupthefragmentsofthetornmessage,pieceittogetheronthetopofhischronometerbox,andcontemplateitlongandthoughtfully,asifhehadhopedtoreadtheanswerofthehorribleriddleintheveryformofthelettersthatwenttomakeupthatfreshinsult。Abdulla’sletterhereadcarefullyandrammeditintohispocket,alsowithanger,butwithangerthatendedinahalf-resigned,half-amusedsmile。Hewouldnevergiveinaslongastherewasachance。\"It’sgenerallythesafestwaytosticktotheshipaslongasshewillswim,\"wasoneofhisfavouritesayings:\"Thesafestandtherightway。Toabandonacraftbecauseitleaksiseasy——butpoorwork。Poorwork!\"Yethewasintelligentenoughtoknowwhenhewasbeaten,andtoacceptthesituationlikeaman,withoutrepining。WhenAlmayercameonboardthatafternoonhehandedhimtheletterwithoutcomment。

  Almayerreadit,returneditinsilence,andleaningoverthetaffrailthetwomenwereondecklookeddownforsometimeattheplayoftheeddiesroundtheschooner’srudder。Atlasthesaidwithoutlookingup——

  \"That’sadecentenoughletter。Abdullagiveshimuptoyou。I

  toldyoutheyweregettingsickofhim。Whatareyougoingtodo?\"

  Lingardclearedhisthroat,shuffledhisfeet,openedhismouthwithgreatdetermination,butsaidnothingforawhile。Atlasthemurmured——

  \"I’llbehangedifIknow——justyet。\"

  \"Iwishyouwoulddosomethingsoon……\"

  \"What’sthehurry?\"interruptedLingard。\"Hecan’tgetaway。Asitstandsheisatmymercy,asfarasIcansee。\"

  \"Yes,\"saidAlmayer,reflectively——\"andverylittlemercyhedeservestoo。Abdulla’smeaning——asIcanmakeitoutamongstallthosecompliments——is:’Getridformeofthatwhiteman——andweshallliveinpeaceandsharethetrade。\"’

  \"Youbelievethat?\"askedLingard,contemptuously。

  \"Notaltogether,\"answeredAlmayer。\"Nodoubtwewillsharethetradeforatime——tillhecangrabthelot。Well,whatareyougoingtodo?\"

  HelookedupashespokeandwassurprisedtoseeLingard’sdiscomposedface。

  \"Youain’twell。Painanywhere?\"heasked,withrealsolicitude。

  \"Ihavebeenqueer——youknow——theselastfewdays,butnopain。\"

  Hestruckhisbroadchestseveraltimes,clearedhisthroatwithapowerful\"Hem!\"andrepeated:\"No。Nopain。Goodforafewyearsyet。ButIambotheredwithallthis,Icantellyou!\"

  \"Youmusttakecareofyourself,\"saidAlmayer。Thenafterapauseheadded:\"YouwillseeAbdulla。Won’tyou?\"

  \"Idon’tknow。Notyet。There’splentyoftime,\"saidLingard,impatiently。

  \"Iwishyouwoulddosomething,\"urgedAlmayer,moodily。\"Youknow,thatwomanisaperfectnuisancetome。Sheandherbrat!

  Yelpsallday。Andthechildrendon’tgetontogether。YesterdaythelittledevilwantedtofightwithmyNina。Scratchedherface,too。Aperfectsavage!Likehishonourablepapa。Yes,really。Sheworriesaboutherhusband,andwhimpersfrommorningtonight。Whensheisn’tweepingsheisfuriouswithme。

  Yesterdayshetormentedmetotellherwhenhewouldbebackandcriedbecausehewasengagedinsuchdangerouswork。Isaidsomethingaboutitbeingallright——nonecessitytomakeafoolofherself,whensheturneduponmelikeawildcat。Calledmeabrute,selfish,heartless;ravedaboutherbelovedPeterriskinghislifeformybenefit,whileIdidnotcare。SaidItookadvantageofhisgenerousgood-naturetogethimtododangerouswork——mywork。Thathewasworthtwentyofthelikesofme。

  Thatshewouldtellyou——openyoureyesastothekindofmanI

  was,andsoon。That’swhatI’vegottoputupwithforyoursake。Youreallymightconsidermealittle。Ihaven’trobbedanybody,\"wentonAlmayer,withanattemptatbitterirony——\"orsoldmybestfriend,butstillyououghttohavesomepityonme。

  It’slikelivinginahotfever。Sheisoutofherwits。Youmakemyhousearefugeforscoundrelsandlunatics。Itisn’tfair。’Ponmyworditisn’t!Whensheisinhertantrumssheisridiculouslyuglyandscreechesso——itsetsmyteethonedge。

  ThankGod!mywifegotafitofthesulksandclearedoutofthehouse。Livesinariversidehutsincethataffair——youknow。

  ButthisWillems’wifebyherselfisalmostmorethanIcanbear。

  AndIaskmyselfwhyshouldI?Youareexactingandnomistake。

  ThismorningIthoughtshewasgoingtoclawme。Onlythink!

  Shewantedtogoprancingaboutthesettlement。Shemighthaveheardsomethingthere,soItoldhershemustn’t。Itwasn’tsafeoutsideourfences,Isaid。Thereuponsherushesatmewithhertennailsuptomyeyes。’Youmiserableman,’sheyells,’eventhisplaceisnotsafe,andyou’vesenthimupthisawfulriverwherehemaylosehishead。Ifhediesbeforeforgivingme,Heavenwillpunishyouforyourcrime……’Mycrime!IaskmyselfsometimeswhetherIamdreaming!Itwillmakemeill,allthis。I’velostmyappetitealready。\"

  Heflunghishatondeckandlaidholdofhishairdespairingly。

  Lingardlookedathimwithconcern。

  \"Whatdidshemeanbyit?\"hemuttered,thoughtfully。

  \"Mean!Sheiscrazy,Itellyou——andIwillbe,verysoon,ifthislasts!\"

  \"Justalittlepatience,Kaspar,\"pleadedLingard。\"Adayorsomore。\"

  Relievedortiredbyhisviolentoutburst,Almayercalmeddown,pickeduphishatand,leaningagainstthebulwark,commencedtofanhimselfwithit。

  \"Daysdopass,\"hesaid,resignedly——\"butthatkindofthingmakesamanoldbeforehistime。Whatistheretothinkabout?——Ican’timagine!Abdullasaysplainlythatifyouundertaketopilothisshipoutandinstructthehalf-caste,hewilldropWillemslikeahotpotatoandbeyourfriendeverafter。Ibelievehimperfectly,astoWillems。It’ssonatural。

  Astobeingyourfriendit’salieofcourse,butweneednotbotheraboutthatjustyet。YoujustsayyestoAbdulla,andthenwhateverhappenstoWillemswillbenobody’sbusiness。\"

  Heinterruptedhimselfandremainedsilentforawhile,glaringaboutwithsetteethanddilatednostrils。

  \"Youleaveittome。I’llseetoitthatsomethinghappenstohim,\"hesaidatlast,withcalmferocity。Lingardsmiledfaintly。

  \"Thefellowisn’tworthashot。Notthetroubleofit,\"hewhispered,asiftohimself。Almayerfiredupsuddenly。

  \"That’swhatyouthink,\"hecried。\"Youhaven’tbeensewnupinyourhammocktobemadealaughing-stockofbeforeaparcelofsavages。Why!Idaren’tlookanybodyhereinthefacewhilethatscoundrelisalive。Iwill……Iwillsettlehim。\"

  \"Idon’tthinkyouwill,\"growledLingard。

  \"DoyouthinkIamafraidofhim?\"

  \"Blessyou!no!\"saidLingardwithalacrity。\"Afraid!Notyou。

  Iknowyou。Idon’tdoubtyourcourage。It’syourhead,myboy,yourheadthatI……\"

  \"That’sit,\"saidtheaggrievedAlmayer。\"Goon。Whydon’tyoucallmeafoolatonce?\"

  \"BecauseIdon’twantto,\"burstoutLingard,withnervousirritability。\"IfIwantedtocallyouafool,Iwoulddosowithoutaskingyourleave。\"Hebegantowalkathwartthenarrowquarter-deck,kickingropes’endsoutofhiswayandgrowlingtohimself:\"Delicategentleman……whatnext?……I’vedoneman’sworkbeforeyoucouldtoddle。Understand……saywhatI

  like。\"

  \"Well!well!\"saidAlmayer,withaffectedresignation。\"There’snotalkingtoyoutheselastfewdays。\"Heputonhishat,strolledtothegangwayandstopped,onefootonthelittleinsideladder,asifhesitating,camebackandplantedhimselfinLingard’sway,compellinghimtostandstillandlisten。

  \"Ofcourseyouwilldowhatyoulike。Younevertakeadvice——I

  knowthat;butletmetellyouthatitwouldn’tbehonesttoletthatfellowgetawayfromhere。Ifyoudonothing,thatscoundrelwillleaveinAbdulla’sshipforsure。Abdullawillmakeuseofhimtohurtyouandotherselsewhere。Willemsknowstoomuchaboutyouraffairs。Hewillcauseyoulotsoftrouble。

  Youmarkmywords。Lotsoftrouble。Toyou——andtoothersperhaps。Thinkofthat,CaptainLingard。That’sallI’vegottosay。NowImustgobackonshore。There’slotsofwork。Wewillbeginloadingthisschoonerto-morrowmorning,firstthing。

  Allthebundlesareready。Ifyoushouldwantmeforanything,hoistsomekindofflagonthemainmast。Atnighttwoshotswillfetchme。\"Thenheadded,inafriendlytone,\"Won’tyoucomeanddineinthehouseto-night?Itcan’tbegoodforyoutostewonboardlikethat,dayafterday。\"

  Lingarddidnotanswer。TheimageevokedbyAlmayer;thepictureofWillemsrangingovertheislandsanddisturbingtheharmonyoftheuniversebyrobbery,treachery,andviolence,heldhimsilent,entranced——painfullyspellbound。Almayer,afterwaitingforalittlewhile,movedreluctantlytowardsthegangway,lingeredthere,thensighedandgotovertheside,goingdownstepbystep。Hisheaddisappearedslowlybelowtherail。

  Lingard,whohadbeenstaringathimabsently,startedsuddenly,rantotheside,andlookingover,calledout——

  \"Hey!Kaspar!Holdonabit!\"

  Almayersignedtohisboatmentoceasepaddling,andturnedhisheadtowardstheschooner。TheboatdriftedbackslowlyabreastofLingard,nearlyalongside。

  \"Lookhere,\"saidLingard,lookingdown——\"Iwantagoodcanoewithfourmento-day。\"

  \"Doyouwantitnow?\"askedAlmayer。

  \"No!Catchthisrope。Oh,youclumsydevil!……No,Kaspar,\"

  wentonLingard,afterthebow-manhadgotholdoftheendofthebracehehadthrowndownintothecanoe——\"No,Kaspar。Thesunistoomuchforme。Anditwouldbebettertokeepmyaffairsquiet,too。Sendthecanoe——fourgoodpaddlers,mind,andyourcanvaschairformetositin。Senditaboutsunset。D’yehear?\"

  \"Allright,father,\"saidAlmayer,cheerfully——\"IwillsendAliforasteersman,andthebestmenI’vegot。Anythingelse?\"

  \"No,mylad。Onlydon’tletthembelate。\"

  \"Isupposeit’snouseaskingyouwhereyouaregoing,\"saidAlmayer,tentatively。\"BecauseifitistoseeAbdulla,I……\"

  \"IamnotgoingtoseeAbdulla。Notto-day。Nowbeoffwithyou。\"

  Hewatchedthecanoedartawayshorewards,wavedhishandinresponsetoAlmayer’snod,andwalkedtothetaffrailsmoothingoutAbdulla’sletter,whichhehadpulledoutofhispocket。Hereaditovercarefully,crumpleditupslowly,smilingthewhileandclosinghisfingersfirmlyoverthecracklingpaperasthoughhehadholdthereofAbdulla’sthroat。Halfwaytohispockethechangedhismind,andflingingtheballoverboardlookedatitthoughtfullyasitspunroundintheeddiesforamoment,beforethecurrentboreitawaydown-stream,towardsthesea。

  PARTIV

  CHAPTERONE

  Thenightwasverydark。ForthefirsttimeinmanymonthstheEastCoastsleptunseenbythestarsunderaveilofmotionlesscloudthat,drivenbeforethefirstbreathoftherainymonsoon,haddriftedslowlyfromtheeastwardalltheafternoon;pursuingthedecliningsunwithitsmassesofblackandgreythatseemedtochasethelightwithwickedintent,andwithanominousandgloomysteadiness,asthoughconsciousofthemessageofviolenceandturmoiltheycarried。Atthesun’sdisappearancebelowthewesternhorizon,theimmensecloud,inquickenedmotion,grappledwiththeglowofretreatinglight,androllingdowntotheclearandjaggedoutlineofthedistantmountains,hungarrestedabovethesteamingforests;hanginglow,silentandmenacingovertheunstirringtree-tops;withholdingtheblessingofrain,nursingthewrathofitsthunder;undecided——asifbroodingoveritsownpowerforgoodorforevil。

  Babalatchi,comingoutoftheredandsmokylightofhislittlebamboohouse,glancedupwards,drewinalongbreathofthewarmandstagnantair,andstoodforamomentwithhisgoodeyeclosedtightly,asifintimidatedbytheunwontedanddeepsilenceofLakamba’scourtyard。Whenheopenedhiseyehehadrecoveredhissightsofar,thathecoulddistinguishthevariousdegreesofformlessblacknesswhichmarkedtheplacesoftrees,ofabandonedhouses,ofriversidebushes,onthedarkbackgroundofthenight。

  Thecarewornsagewalkedcautiouslydownthedesertedcourtyardtothewaterside,andstoodonthebanklisteningtothevoiceoftheinvisibleriverthatflowedathisfeet;listeningtothesoftwhispers,tothedeepmurmurs,tothesuddengurglesandtheshorthissesoftheswiftcurrentracingalongthebankthroughthehotdarkness。

  Hestoodwithhisfaceturnedtotheriver,anditseemedtohimthathecouldbreatheeasierwiththeknowledgeoftheclearvastspacebeforehim;then,afterawhileheleanedheavilyforwardonhisstaff,hischinfellonhisbreast,andadeepsighwashisanswertotheselfishdiscourseoftheriverthathurriedonunceasingandfast,regardlessofjoyorsorrow,ofsufferingandofstrife,offailuresandtriumphsthatlivedonitsbanks。Thebrownwaterwasthere,readytocarryfriendsorenemies,tonurseloveorhateonitssubmissiveandheartlessbosom,tohelportohinder,tosavelifeorgivedeath;thegreatandrapidriver:adeliverance,aprison,arefugeoragrave。

  PerchancesuchthoughtsasthesecausedBabalatchitosendanothermournfulsighintothetrailingmistsoftheunconcernedPantai。Thebarbarouspoliticianhadforgottentherecentsuccessofhisplottingsinthemelancholycontemplationofasorrowthatmadethenightblacker,theclammyheatmoreoppressive,thestillairmoreheavy,thedumbsolitudemoresignificantoftormentthanofpeace。HehadspentthenightbeforebythesideofthedyingOmar,andnow,aftertwenty-fourhours,hismemorypersistedinreturningtothatlowandsombrereedhutfromwhichthefiercespiritoftheincomparablyaccomplishedpiratetookitsflight,tolearntoolate,inaworseworld,theerrorofitsearthlyways。Themindofthesavagestatesman,chastenedbybereavement,feltforamomenttheweightofhislonelinesswithkeenperceptionworthyevenofasensibilityexasperatedbyalltherefinementsoftendersentimentthatagloriouscivilizationbringsinitstrain,amongotherblessingsandvirtues,intothisexcellentworld。Forthespaceofaboutthirtyseconds,ahalf-naked,betel-chewingpessimiststooduponthebankofthetropicalriver,ontheedgeofthestillandimmenseforests;amanangry,powerless,empty-handed,withacryofbitterdiscontentreadyonhislips;

  acrythat,haditcomeout,wouldhaverungthroughthevirginsolitudesofthewoods,astrue,asgreat,asprofound,asanyphilosophicalshriekthatevercamefromthedepthsofaneasy-chairtodisturbtheimpurewildernessofchimneysandroofs。

  ForhalfaminuteandnomoredidBabalatchifacethegodsinthesublimeprivilegeofhisrevolt,andthentheone-eyedpullerofwiresbecamehimselfagain,fullofcareandwisdomandfar-reachingplans,andavictimtothetormentingsuperstitionsofhisrace。Thenight,nomatterhowquiet,isneverperfectlysilenttoattentiveears,andnowBabalatchifanciedhecoulddetectinitothernoisesthanthosecausedbytheripplesandeddiesoftheriver。Heturnedhisheadsharplytotherightandtotheleftinsuccession,andthenspunroundquicklyinastartledandwatchfulmanner,asifhehadexpectedtoseetheblindghostofhisdepartedleaderwanderingintheobscurityoftheemptycourtyardbehindhisback。Nothingthere。Yethehadheardanoise;astrangenoise!Nodoubtaghostlyvoiceofacomplainingandangryspirit。Helistened。Notasound。

  Reassured,Babalatchimadeafewpacestowardshishouse,whenaveryhumannoise,thatofhoarsecoughing,reachedhimfromtheriver。Hestopped,listenedattentively,butnowwithoutanysignofemotion,andmovingbrisklybacktothewatersidestoodexpectantwithpartedlips,tryingtopiercewithhiseyethewaveringcurtainofmistthathunglowoverthewater。Hecouldseenothing,yetsomepeopleinacanoemusthavebeenverynear,forheheardwordsspokeninanordinarytone。

  \"Doyouthinkthisistheplace,Ali?Icanseenothing。\"

  \"Itmustbenearhere,Tuan,\"answeredanothervoice。\"Shallwetrythebank?\"

  \"No!……Letdriftalittle。Ifyougopokingintothebankinthedarkyoumightstovethecanoeonsomelog。Wemustbecareful……Letdrift!Letdrift!……Thisdoesseemtobeaclearingofsomesort。Wemayseealightbyandbyfromsomehouseorother。InLakamba’scampongtherearemanyhouses?

  Hey?\"

  \"Agreatnumber,Tuan……Idonotseeanylight。\"

  \"NorI,\"grumbledthefirstvoiceagain,thistimenearlyabreastofthesilentBabalatchiwholookeduneasilytowardshisownhouse,thedoorwayofwhichglowedwiththedimlightofatorchburningwithin。Thehousestoodendontotheriver,anditsdoorwayfaceddown-stream,soBabalatchireasonedrapidlythatthestrangersontherivercouldnotseethelightfromthepositiontheirboatwasinatthemoment。Hecouldnotmakeuphismindtocallouttothem,andwhilehehesitatedheheardthevoicesagain,butnowsomewaybelowthelanding-placewherehestood。

  \"Nothing。Thiscannotbeit。Letthemgiveway,Ali!Dayongthere!\"

  Thatorderwasfollowedbythesplashofpaddles,thenasuddencry——

  \"Iseealight。Iseeit!NowIknowwheretoland,Tuan。\"

  Therewasmoresplashingasthecanoewaspaddledsharplyroundandcamebackup-streamclosetothebank。

  \"Callout,\"saidverynearadeepvoice,whichBabalatchifeltsuremustbelongtoawhiteman。\"Callout——andsomebodymaycomewithatorch。Ican’tseeanything。\"

  Theloudhailthatsucceededthesewordswasemittednearlyunderthesilentlistener’snose。Babalatchi,topreserveappearances,ranwithlongbutnoiselessstrideshalfwayupthecourtyard,andonlythenshoutedinanswerandkeptonshoutingashewalkedslowlybackagaintowardstheriverbank。Hesawthereanindistinctshapeofaboat,notquitealongsidethelanding-place。

  \"Whospeaksontheriver?\"askedBabalatchi,throwingatoneofsurpriseintohisquestion。

  \"Awhiteman,\"answeredLingardfromthecanoe。\"IstherenotonetorchinrichLakamba’scampongtolightaguestonhislanding?\"

  \"Therearenotorchesandnomen。Iamalonehere,\"saidBabalatchi,withsomehesitation。

  \"Alone!\"exclaimedLingard。\"Whoareyou?\"

  \"OnlyaservantofLakamba。Butland,TuanPutih,andseemyface。Hereismyhand。No!Here!……Byyourmercy……

  Ada!……Nowyouaresafe。\"

  \"Andyouarealonehere?\"saidLingard,movingwithprecautionafewstepsintothecourtyard。\"Howdarkitis,\"hemutteredtohimself——\"onewouldthinktheworldhadbeenpaintedblack。\"

  \"Yes。Alone。Whatmoredidyousay,Tuan?Ididnotunderstandyourtalk。\"

  \"Itisnothing。Iexpectedtofindhere……Butwherearetheyall?\"

  \"Whatmatterswheretheyare?\"saidBabalatchi,gloomily。\"Haveyoucometoseemypeople?Thelastdepartedonalongjourney——andIamalone。TomorrowIgotoo。\"

  \"Icametoseeawhiteman,\"saidLingard,walkingonslowly。

  \"Heisnotgone,ishe?\"

  \"No!\"answeredBabalatchi,athiselbow。\"Amanwitharedskinandhardeyes,\"hewenton,musingly,\"whosehandisstrong,andwhoseheartisfoolishandweak。Awhitemanindeed……Butstillaman。\"

  Theywerenowatthefootoftheshortladderwhichledtothesplit-bambooplatformsurroundingBabalatchi’shabitation。Thefaintlightfromthedoorwayfelldownuponthetwomen’sfacesastheystoodlookingateachothercuriously。

  \"Ishethere?\"askedLingard,inalowvoice,withawaveofhishandupwards。

  Babalatchi,staringhardathislong-expectedvisitor,didnotansweratonce。\"No,notthere,\"hesaidatlast,placinghisfootonthelowestrungandlookingback。\"Notthere,Tuan——yetnotveryfar。Willyousitdowninmydwelling?Theremaybericeandfishandclearwater——notfromtheriver,butfromaspring……\"

  \"Iamnothungry,\"interruptedLingard,curtly,\"andIdidnotcomeheretositinyourdwelling。Leadmetothewhitemanwhoexpectsme。Ihavenotimetolose。\"

  \"Thenightislong,Tuan,\"wentonBabalatchi,softly,\"andthereareothernightsandotherdays。Long。Verylong……Howmuchtimeittakesforamantodie!ORajahLaut!\"

  Lingardstarted。

  \"Youknowme!\"heexclaimed。

  \"Ay——wa!Ihaveseenyourfaceandfeltyourhandbefore——manyyearsago,\"saidBabalatchi,holdingonhalfwayuptheladder,andbendingdownfromabovetopeerintoLingard’supturnedface。

  \"Youdonotremember——butIhavenotforgotten。Therearemanymenlikeme:thereisonlyoneRajahLaut。\"

  Heclimbedwithsuddenagilitythelastfewsteps,andstoodontheplatformwavinghishandinvitinglytoLingard,whofollowedafterashortmomentofindecision。

  Theelasticbamboofloorofthehutbentundertheheavyweightoftheoldseaman,who,standingwithinthethreshold,triedtolookintothesmokygloomofthelowdwelling。Underthetorch,thrustintothecleftofastick,fastenedatarightangletothemiddlestayoftheridgepole,layaredpatchoflight,showingafewshabbymatsandacornerofabigwoodenchesttherestofwhichwaslostinshadow。Intheobscurityofthemoreremotepartsofthehousealance-head,abrasstrayhungonthewall,thelongbarrelofagunleaningagainstthechest,caughtthestrayraysofthesmokyilluminationintremblinggleamsthatwavered,disappeared,reappeared,wentout,cameback——asifengagedinadoubtfulstrugglewiththedarknessthat,lyinginwaitindistantcorners,seemedtodartoutviciouslytowardsitsfeebleenemy。Thevastspaceunderthehighpitchoftheroofwasfilledwithathickcloudofsmoke,whoseunder-side——levellikeaceiling——reflectedthelightoftheswayingdullflame,whileatthetopitoozedoutthroughtheimperfectthatchofdriedpalmleaves。Anindescribableandcomplicatedsmell,madeupoftheexhalationofdampearthbelow,ofthetaintofdriedfishandoftheeffluviaofrottingvegetablematter,pervadedtheplaceandcausedLingardtosniffstronglyashestrodeover,satonthechest,and,leaninghiselbowsonhisknees,tookhisheadbetweenhishandsandstaredatthedoorwaythoughtfully。

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