Chapter06CHAPTERVI
ThenextmorningbroughtMr。FrankChurchillagain。HecamewithMrs。Weston,towhomandtoHighburyheseemedtotakeverycordially。
Hehadbeensittingwithher,itappeared,mostcompanionablyathome,tillherusualhourofexercise;andonbeingdesiredtochusetheirwalk,immediatelyfixedonHighbury——“Hedidnotdoubttherebeingverypleasantwalksineverydirection,butiflefttohim,heshouldalwayschusethesame。Highbury,thatairy,cheerful,happy-lookingHighbury,wouldbehisconstantattraction。”——
Highbury,withMrs。Weston,stoodforHartfield;andshetrustedtoitsbearingthesameconstructionwithhim。Theywalkedthitherdirectly。
Emmahadhardlyexpectedthem:forMr。Weston,whohadcalledinforhalfaminute,inordertohearthathissonwasveryhandsome,knewnothingoftheirplans;anditwasanagreeablesurprizetoher,therefore,toperceivethemwalkinguptothehousetogether,arminarm。Shewaswantingtoseehimagain,andespeciallytoseehimincompanywithMrs。Weston,uponhisbehaviourtowhomheropinionofhimwastodepend。Ifheweredeficientthere,nothingshouldmakeamendsforit。Butonseeingthemtogether,shebecameperfectlysatisfied。Itwasnotmerelyinfinewordsorhyperbolicalcomplimentthathepaidhisduty;nothingcouldbemoreproperorpleasingthanhiswholemannertoher——nothingcouldmoreagreeablydenotehiswishofconsideringherasafriendandsecuringheraffection。AndtherewastimeenoughforEmmatoformareasonablejudgment,astheirvisitincludedalltherestofthemorning。
Theywereallthreewalkingabouttogetherforanhourortwo——
firstroundtheshrubberiesofHartfield,andafterwardsinHighbury。
Hewasdelightedwitheverything;admiredHartfieldsufficientlyforMr。Woodhouse’sear;andwhentheirgoingfartherwasresolvedon,confessedhiswishtobemadeacquaintedwiththewholevillage,andfoundmatterofcommendationandinterestmuchoftenerthanEmmacouldhavesupposed。
Someoftheobjectsofhiscuriosityspokeveryamiablefeelings。
Hebeggedtobeshewnthehousewhichhisfatherhadlivedinsolong,andwhichhadbeenthehomeofhisfather’sfather;andonrecollectingthatanoldwomanwhohadnursedhimwasstillliving,walkedinquestofhercottagefromoneendofthestreettotheother;andthoughinsomepointsofpursuitorobservationtherewasnopositivemerit,theyshewed,altogether,agood-willtowardsHighburyingeneral,whichmustbeverylikeamerittothosehewaswith。
Emmawatchedanddecided,thatwithsuchfeelingsaswerenowshewn,itcouldnotbefairlysupposedthathehadbeenevervoluntarilyabsentinghimself;thathehadnotbeenactingapart,ormakingaparadeofinsincereprofessions;andthatMr。Knightleycertainlyhadnotdonehimjustice。
TheirfirstpausewasattheCrownInn,aninconsiderablehouse,thoughtheprincipaloneofthesort,whereacoupleofpairofpost-horseswerekept,morefortheconvenienceoftheneighbourhoodthanfromanyrunontheroad;andhiscompanionshadnotexpectedtobedetainedbyanyinterestexcitedthere;butinpassingittheygavethehistoryofthelargeroomvisiblyadded;ithadbeenbuiltmanyyearsagoforaball-room,andwhiletheneighbourhoodhadbeeninaparticularlypopulous,dancingstate,hadbeenoccasionallyusedassuch;——butsuchbrilliantdayshadlongpassedaway,andnowthehighestpurposeforwhichitwaseverwantedwastoaccommodateawhistclubestablishedamongthegentlemenandhalf-gentlemenoftheplace。
Hewasimmediatelyinterested。Itscharacterasaball-roomcaughthim;
andinsteadofpassingon,hestoptforseveralminutesatthetwosuperiorsashedwindowswhichwereopen,tolookinandcontemplateitscapabilities,andlamentthatitsoriginalpurposeshouldhaveceased。Hesawnofaultintheroom,hewouldacknowledgenonewhichtheysuggested。No,itwaslongenough,broadenough,handsomeenough。Itwouldholdtheverynumberforcomfort。
Theyoughttohaveballsthereatleasteveryfortnightthroughthewinter。WhyhadnotMissWoodhouserevivedtheformergoodolddaysoftheroom?——ShewhocoulddoanythinginHighbury!
Thewantofproperfamiliesintheplace,andtheconvictionthatnonebeyondtheplaceanditsimmediateenvironscouldbetemptedtoattend,werementioned;buthewasnotsatisfied。
Hecouldnotbepersuadedthatsomanygood-lookinghousesashesawaroundhim,couldnotfurnishnumbersenoughforsuchameeting;
andevenwhenparticularsweregivenandfamiliesdescribed,hewasstillunwillingtoadmitthattheinconvenienceofsuchamixturewouldbeanything,orthattherewouldbethesmallestdifficultyineverybody’sreturningintotheirproperplacethenextmorning。
Hearguedlikeayoungmanverymuchbentondancing;andEmmawasrathersurprizedtoseetheconstitutionoftheWestonprevailsodecidedlyagainstthehabitsoftheChurchills。Heseemedtohaveallthelifeandspirit,cheerfulfeelings,andsocialinclinationsofhisfather,andnothingoftheprideorreserveofEnscombe。
Ofpride,indeed,therewas,perhaps,scarcelyenough;hisindifferencetoaconfusionofrank,borderedtoomuchonineleganceofmind。
Hecouldbenojudge,however,oftheevilhewasholdingcheap。
Itwasbutaneffusionoflivelyspirits。
AtlasthewaspersuadedtomoveonfromthefrontoftheCrown;
andbeingnowalmostfacingthehousewheretheBateseslodged,Emmarecollectedhisintendedvisitthedaybefore,andaskedhimifhehadpaidit。
“Yes,oh!yes“——hereplied;“Iwasjustgoingtomentionit。
Averysuccessfulvisit:——Isawallthethreeladies;andfeltverymuchobligedtoyouforyourpreparatoryhint。Ifthetalkingaunthadtakenmequitebysurprize,itmusthavebeenthedeathofme。
Asitwas,Iwasonlybetrayedintopayingamostunreasonablevisit。
Tenminuteswouldhavebeenallthatwasnecessary,perhapsallthatwasproper;andIhadtoldmyfatherIshouldcertainlybeathomebeforehim——buttherewasnogettingaway,nopause;and,tomyutterastonishment,Ifound,whenhefindingmenowhereelse
joinedmethereatlast,thatIhadbeenactuallysittingwiththemverynearlythree-quartersofanhour。Thegoodladyhadnotgivenmethepossibilityofescapebefore。”
“AndhowdidyouthinkMissFairfaxlooking?“
“Ill,veryill——thatis,ifayoungladycaneverbeallowedtolookill。
Buttheexpressionishardlyadmissible,Mrs。Weston,isit?
Ladiescanneverlookill。And,seriously,MissFairfaxisnaturallysopale,asalmostalwaystogivetheappearanceofillhealth——
Amostdeplorablewantofcomplexion。”
Emmawouldnotagreetothis,andbeganawarmdefenceofMissFairfax’scomplexion。“Itwascertainlyneverbrilliant,butshewouldnotallowittohaveasicklyhueingeneral;andtherewasasoftnessanddelicacyinherskinwhichgavepeculiarelegancetothecharacterofherface。”Helistenedwithallduedeference;
acknowledgedthathehadheardmanypeoplesaythesame——butyethemustconfess,thattohimnothingcouldmakeamendsforthewantofthefineglowofhealth。Wherefeatureswereindifferent,afinecomplexiongavebeautytothemall;andwheretheyweregood,theeffectwas——fortunatelyheneednotattempttodescribewhattheeffectwas。
“Well。”saidEmma,“thereisnodisputingabouttaste——Atleastyouadmireherexcepthercomplexion。”
Heshookhisheadandlaughed——“IcannotseparateMissFairfaxandhercomplexion。”
“DidyouseeheroftenatWeymouth?Wereyouofteninthesamesociety?“
AtthismomenttheywereapproachingFord’s,andhehastilyexclaimed,“Ha!thismustbetheveryshopthateverybodyattendseverydayoftheirlives,asmyfatherinformsme。HecomestoHighburyhimself,hesays,sixdaysoutoftheseven,andhasalwaysbusinessatFord’s。
Ifitbenotinconvenienttoyou,prayletusgoin,thatImayprovemyselftobelongtotheplace,tobeatruecitizenofHighbury。
ImustbuysomethingatFord’s。Itwillbetakingoutmyfreedom——
Idaresaytheysellgloves。”
“Oh!yes,glovesandeverything。Idoadmireyourpatriotism。
YouwillbeadoredinHighbury。Youwereverypopularbeforeyoucame,becauseyouwereMr。Weston’sson——butlayouthalfaguineaatFord’s,andyourpopularitywillstanduponyourownvirtues。”
Theywentin;andwhilethesleek,well-tiedparcelsof“Men’sBeavers“
and“YorkTan“werebringingdownanddisplayingonthecounter,hesaid——“ButIbegyourpardon,MissWoodhouse,youwerespeakingtome,youweresayingsomethingattheverymomentofthisburstofmyamorpatriae。Donotletmeloseit。Iassureyoutheutmoststretchofpublicfamewouldnotmakemeamendsforthelossofanyhappinessinprivatelife。”
“Imerelyasked,whetheryouhadknownmuchofMissFairfaxandherpartyatWeymouth。”
“AndnowthatIunderstandyourquestion,Imustpronounceittobeaveryunfairone。Itisalwaysthelady’srighttodecideonthedegreeofacquaintance。MissFairfaxmustalreadyhavegivenheraccount——
Ishallnotcommitmyselfbyclaimingmorethanshemaychusetoallow。”
“Uponmyword!youanswerasdiscreetlyasshecoulddoherself。
Butheraccountofeverythingleavessomuchtobeguessed,sheissoveryreserved,soveryunwillingtogivetheleastinformationaboutanybody,thatIreallythinkyoumaysaywhatyoulikeofyouracquaintancewithher。”
“MayI,indeed?——ThenIwillspeakthetruth,andnothingsuitsmesowell。ImetherfrequentlyatWeymouth。IhadknowntheCampbellsalittleintown;andatWeymouthwewereverymuchinthesameset。
ColonelCampbellisaveryagreeableman,andMrs。Campbellafriendly,warm-heartedwoman。Ilikethemall。”
“YouknowMissFairfax’ssituationinlife,Iconclude;whatsheisdestinedtobe?“
“Yes——ratherhesitatingly——IbelieveIdo。”
“Yougetupondelicatesubjects,Emma。”saidMrs。Westonsmiling;
“rememberthatIamhere——Mr。FrankChurchillhardlyknowswhattosaywhenyouspeakofMissFairfax’ssituationinlife。
Iwillmovealittlefartheroff。”
“Icertainlydoforgettothinkofher。”saidEmma,“ashavingeverbeenanythingbutmyfriendandmydearestfriend。”
Helookedasifhefullyunderstoodandhonouredsuchasentiment。
Whenthegloveswerebought,andtheyhadquittedtheshopagain,“Didyoueverheartheyoungladywewerespeakingof,play?“
saidFrankChurchill。
“Everhearher!“repeatedEmma。“YouforgethowmuchshebelongstoHighbury。Ihaveheardhereveryyearofourlivessincewebothbegan。Sheplayscharmingly。”
“Youthinkso,doyou?——Iwantedtheopinionofsomeonewhocouldreallyjudge。Sheappearedtometoplaywell,thatis,withconsiderabletaste,butIknownothingofthemattermyself——
Iamexcessivelyfondofmusic,butwithoutthesmallestskillorrightofjudgingofanybody’sperformance——Ihavebeenusedtohearher’sadmired;andIrememberoneproofofherbeingthoughttoplaywell:——aman,averymusicalman,andinlovewithanotherwoman——engagedtoher——onthepointofmarriage——
wouldyetneveraskthatotherwomantositdowntotheinstrument,iftheladyinquestioncouldsitdowninstead——neverseemedtoliketohearoneifhecouldheartheother。That,Ithought,inamanofknownmusicaltalent,wassomeproof。”
“Proofindeed!“saidEmma,highlyamused——“Mr。Dixonisverymusical,ishe?Weshallknowmoreaboutthemall,inhalfanhour,fromyou,thanMissFairfaxwouldhavevouchsafedinhalfayear。”
“Yes,Mr。DixonandMissCampbellwerethepersons;andIthoughtitaverystrongproof。”
“Certainly——verystrongitwas;toownthetruth,agreatdealstrongerthan,ifIhadbeenMissCampbell,wouldhavebeenatallagreeabletome。Icouldnotexcuseaman’shavingmoremusicthanlove——moreearthaneye——amoreacutesensibilitytofinesoundsthantomyfeelings。HowdidMissCampbellappeartolikeit?“
“Itwasherveryparticularfriend,youknow。”
“Poorcomfort!“saidEmma,laughing。“Onewouldratherhaveastrangerpreferredthanone’sveryparticularfriend——withastrangeritmightnotrecuragain——butthemiseryofhavingaveryparticularfriendalwaysathand,todoeverythingbetterthanonedoesoneself!——
PoorMrs。Dixon!Well,IamgladsheisgonetosettleinIreland。”
“Youareright。ItwasnotveryflatteringtoMissCampbell;
butshereallydidnotseemtofeelit。”
“Somuchthebetter——orsomuchtheworse:——Idonotknowwhich。
Butbeitsweetnessorbeitstupidityinher——quicknessoffriendship,ordulnessoffeeling——therewasoneperson,Ithink,whomusthavefeltit:MissFairfaxherself。Shemusthavefelttheimproperanddangerousdistinction。”
“Astothat——Idonot——“
“Oh!donotimaginethatIexpectanaccountofMissFairfax’ssensationsfromyou,orfromanybodyelse。Theyareknowntonohumanbeing,Iguess,butherself。ButifshecontinuedtoplaywhenevershewasaskedbyMr。Dixon,onemayguesswhatonechuses。”
“Thereappearedsuchaperfectlygoodunderstandingamongthemall——“
hebeganratherquickly,butcheckinghimself,added,“however,itisimpossibleformetosayonwhattermstheyreallywere——
howitmightallbebehindthescenes。Icanonlysaythattherewassmoothnessoutwardly。Butyou,whohaveknownMissFairfaxfromachild,mustbeabetterjudgeofhercharacter,andofhowsheislikelytoconductherselfincriticalsituations,thanIcanbe。”
“Ihaveknownherfromachild,undoubtedly;wehavebeenchildrenandwomentogether;anditisnaturaltosupposethatweshouldbeintimate,——thatweshouldhavetakentoeachotherwhenevershevisitedherfriends。Butweneverdid。Ihardlyknowhowithashappened;alittle,perhaps,fromthatwickednessonmysidewhichwaspronetotakedisgusttowardsagirlsoidolizedandsocriedupasshealwayswas,byherauntandgrandmother,andalltheirset。Andthen,herreserve——Inevercouldattachmyselftoanyonesocompletelyreserved。”
“Itisamostrepulsivequality,indeed。”saidhe。“Oftentimesveryconvenient,nodoubt,butneverpleasing。Thereissafetyinreserve,butnoattraction。Onecannotloveareservedperson。”
“Nottillthereserveceasestowardsoneself;andthentheattractionmaybethegreater。ButImustbemoreinwantofafriend,oranagreeablecompanion,thanIhaveyetbeen,totakethetroubleofconqueringanybody’sreservetoprocureone。
IntimacybetweenMissFairfaxandmeisquiteoutofthequestion。
Ihavenoreasontothinkillofher——nottheleast——exceptthatsuchextremeandperpetualcautiousnessofwordandmanner,suchadreadofgivingadistinctideaaboutanybody,isapttosuggestsuspicionsoftherebeingsomethingtoconceal。”
Heperfectlyagreedwithher:andafterwalkingtogethersolong,andthinkingsomuchalike,Emmafeltherselfsowellacquaintedwithhim,thatshecouldhardlybelieveittobeonlytheirsecondmeeting。
Hewasnotexactlywhatshehadexpected;lessofthemanoftheworldinsomeofhisnotions,lessofthespoiledchildoffortune,thereforebetterthanshehadexpected。Hisideasseemedmoremoderate——
hisfeelingswarmer。ShewasparticularlystruckbyhismannerofconsideringMr。Elton’shouse,which,aswellasthechurch,hewouldgoandlookat,andwouldnotjointheminfindingmuchfaultwith。No,hecouldnotbelieveitabadhouse;notsuchahouseasamanwastobepitiedforhaving。Ifitweretobesharedwiththewomanheloved,hecouldnotthinkanymantobepitiedforhavingthathouse。Theremustbeampleroominitforeveryrealcomfort。
Themanmustbeablockheadwhowantedmore。
Mrs。Westonlaughed,andsaidhedidnotknowwhathewastalkingabout。
Usedonlytoalargehousehimself,andwithouteverthinkinghowmanyadvantagesandaccommodationswereattachedtoitssize,hecouldbenojudgeoftheprivationsinevitablybelongingtoasmallone。
ButEmma,inherownmind,determinedthathedidknowwhathewastalkingabout,andthatheshewedaveryamiableinclinationtosettleearlyinlife,andtomarry,fromworthymotives。
Hemightnotbeawareoftheinroadsondomesticpeacetobeoccasionedbynohousekeeper’sroom,orabadbutler’spantry,butnodoubthedidperfectlyfeelthatEnscombecouldnotmakehimhappy,andthatwheneverhewereattached,hewouldwillinglygiveupmuchofwealthtobeallowedanearlyestablishment。
Chapter07CHAPTERVII
Emma’sverygoodopinionofFrankChurchillwasalittleshakenthefollowingday,byhearingthathewasgoneofftoLondon,merelytohavehishaircut。Asuddenfreakseemedtohaveseizedhimatbreakfast,andhehadsentforachaiseandsetoff,intendingtoreturntodinner,butwithnomoreimportantviewthatappearedthanhavinghishaircut。Therewascertainlynoharminhistravellingsixteenmilestwiceoveronsuchanerrand;buttherewasanairoffopperyandnonsenseinitwhichshecouldnotapprove。Itdidnotaccordwiththerationalityofplan,themoderationinexpense,oreventheunselfishwarmthofheart,whichshehadbelievedherselftodiscerninhimyesterday。Vanity,extravagance,loveofchange,restlessnessoftemper,whichmustbedoingsomething,goodorbad;
heedlessnessastothepleasureofhisfatherandMrs。Weston,indifferentastohowhisconductmightappearingeneral;hebecameliabletoallthesecharges。Hisfatheronlycalledhimacoxcomb,andthoughtitaverygoodstory;butthatMrs。Westondidnotlikeit,wasclearenough,byherpassingitoverasquicklyaspossible,andmakingnoothercommentthanthat“allyoungpeoplewouldhavetheirlittlewhims。”
Withtheexceptionofthislittleblot,Emmafoundthathisvisithithertohadgivenherfriendonlygoodideasofhim。Mrs。Westonwasveryreadytosayhowattentiveandpleasantacompanionhemadehimself——howmuchshesawtolikeinhisdispositionaltogether。
Heappearedtohaveaveryopentemper——certainlyaverycheerfulandlivelyone;shecouldobservenothingwronginhisnotions,agreatdealdecidedlyright;hespokeofhisunclewithwarmregard,wasfondoftalkingofhim——saidhewouldbethebestmanintheworldifhewerelefttohimself;andthoughtherewasnobeingattachedtotheaunt,heacknowledgedherkindnesswithgratitude,andseemedtomeanalwaystospeakofherwithrespect。
Thiswasallverypromising;and,butforsuchanunfortunatefancyforhavinghishaircut,therewasnothingtodenotehimunworthyofthedistinguishedhonourwhichherimaginationhadgivenhim;
thehonour,ifnotofbeingreallyinlovewithher,ofbeingatleastverynearit,andsavedonlybyherownindifference——
forstillherresolutionheldofnevermarrying——thehonour,inshort,ofbeingmarkedoutforherbyalltheirjointacquaintance。
Mr。Weston,onhisside,addedavirtuetotheaccountwhichmusthavesomeweight。HegavehertounderstandthatFrankadmiredherextremely——thoughtherverybeautifulandverycharming;
andwithsomuchtobesaidforhimaltogether,shefoundshemustnotjudgehimharshly。AsMrs。Westonobserved,“allyoungpeoplewouldhavetheirlittlewhims。”
TherewasonepersonamonghisnewacquaintanceinSurry,notsolenientlydisposed。Ingeneralhewasjudged,throughouttheparishesofDonwellandHighbury,withgreatcandour;liberalallowancesweremadeforthelittleexcessesofsuchahandsomeyoungman——
onewhosmiledsooftenandbowedsowell;buttherewasonespiritamongthemnottobesoftened,fromitspowerofcensure,bybowsorsmiles——Mr。Knightley。ThecircumstancewastoldhimatHartfield;
forthemoment,hewassilent;butEmmaheardhimalmostimmediatelyafterwardssaytohimself,overanewspaperheheldinhishand,“Hum!justthetrifling,sillyfellowItookhimfor。”Shehadhalfamindtoresent;butaninstant’sobservationconvincedherthatitwasreallysaidonlytorelievehisownfeelings,andnotmeanttoprovoke;andthereforesheletitpass。
Althoughinoneinstancethebearersofnotgoodtidings,Mr。andMrs。Weston’svisitthismorningwasinanotherrespectparticularlyopportune。SomethingoccurredwhiletheywereatHartfield,tomakeEmmawanttheiradvice;and,whichwasstillmorelucky,shewantedexactlytheadvicetheygave。
Thiswastheoccurrence:——TheColeshadbeensettledsomeyearsinHighbury,andwereverygoodsortofpeople——friendly,liberal,andunpretending;but,ontheotherhand,theywereofloworigin,intrade,andonlymoderatelygenteel。Ontheirfirstcomingintothecountry,theyhadlivedinproportiontotheirincome,quietly,keepinglittlecompany,andthatlittleunexpensively;butthelastyearortwohadbroughtthemaconsiderableincreaseofmeans——
thehouseintownhadyieldedgreaterprofits,andfortuneingeneralhadsmiledonthem。Withtheirwealth,theirviewsincreased;
theirwantofalargerhouse,theirinclinationformorecompany。
Theyaddedtotheirhouse,totheirnumberofservants,totheirexpensesofeverysort;andbythistimewere,infortuneandstyleofliving,secondonlytothefamilyatHartfield。
Theirloveofsociety,andtheirnewdining-room,preparedeverybodyfortheirkeepingdinner-company;andafewparties,chieflyamongthesinglemen,hadalreadytakenplace。TheregularandbestfamiliesEmmacouldhardlysupposetheywouldpresumetoinvite——
neitherDonwell,norHartfield,norRandalls。Nothingshouldtempthertogo,iftheydid;andsheregrettedthatherfather’sknownhabitswouldbegivingherrefusallessmeaningthanshecouldwish。TheColeswereveryrespectableintheirway,buttheyoughttobetaughtthatitwasnotforthemtoarrangethetermsonwhichthesuperiorfamilieswouldvisitthem。Thislesson,sheverymuchfeared,theywouldreceiveonlyfromherself;
shehadlittlehopeofMr。Knightley,noneofMr。Weston。
Butshehadmadeuphermindhowtomeetthispresumptionsomanyweeksbeforeitappeared,thatwhentheinsultcameatlast,itfoundherverydifferentlyaffected。DonwellandRandallshadreceivedtheirinvitation,andnonehadcomeforherfatherandherself;andMrs。Weston’saccountingforitwith“Isupposetheywillnottakethelibertywithyou;theyknowyoudonotdineout。”wasnotquitesufficient。Shefeltthatsheshouldliketohavehadthepowerofrefusal;andafterwards,astheideaofthepartytobeassembledthere,consistingpreciselyofthosewhosesocietywasdearesttoher,occurredagainandagain,shedidnotknowthatshemightnothavebeentemptedtoaccept。
Harrietwastobethereintheevening,andtheBateses。TheyhadbeenspeakingofitastheywalkedaboutHighburythedaybefore,andFrankChurchillhadmostearnestlylamentedherabsence。
Mightnottheeveningendinadance?hadbeenaquestionofhis。
Thebarepossibilityofitactedasafartherirritationonherspirits;
andherbeingleftinsolitarygrandeur,evensupposingtheomissiontobeintendedasacompliment,wasbutpoorcomfort。
ItwasthearrivalofthisveryinvitationwhiletheWestonswereatHartfield,whichmadetheirpresencesoacceptable;forthoughherfirstremark,onreadingit,wasthat“ofcourseitmustbedeclined。”
shesoverysoonproceededtoaskthemwhattheyadvisedhertodo,thattheiradviceforhergoingwasmostpromptandsuccessful。
Sheownedthat,consideringeverything,shewasnotabsolutelywithoutinclinationfortheparty。TheColesexpressedthemselvessoproperly——therewassomuchrealattentioninthemannerofit——
somuchconsiderationforherfather。“Theywouldhavesolicitedthehonourearlier,buthadbeenwaitingthearrivalofafolding-screenfromLondon,whichtheyhopedmightkeepMr。Woodhousefromanydraughtofair,andthereforeinducehimthemorereadilytogivethemthehonourofhiscompany。“Uponthewhole,shewasverypersuadable;
anditbeingbrieflysettledamongthemselveshowitmightbedonewithoutneglectinghiscomfort——howcertainlyMrs。Goddard,ifnotMrs。Bates,mightbedependedonforbearinghimcompany——
Mr。Woodhousewastobetalkedintoanacquiescenceofhisdaughter’sgoingouttodinneronadaynownearathand,andspendingthewholeeveningawayfromhim。Asforhisgoing,Emmadidnotwishhimtothinkitpossible,thehourswouldbetoolate,andthepartytoonumerous。Hewassoonprettywellresigned。
“Iamnotfondofdinner-visiting。”saidhe——“Ineverwas。
NomoreisEmma。Latehoursdonotagreewithus。IamsorryMr。andMrs。Coleshouldhavedoneit。Ithinkitwouldbemuchbetteriftheywouldcomeinoneafternoonnextsummer,andtaketheirteawithus——takeusintheirafternoonwalk;
whichtheymightdo,asourhoursaresoreasonable,andyetgethomewithoutbeingoutinthedampoftheevening。ThedewsofasummereveningarewhatIwouldnotexposeanybodyto。However,astheyaresoverydesiroustohavedearEmmadinewiththem,andasyouwillbothbethere,andMr。Knightleytoo,totakecareofher,Icannotwishtopreventit,providedtheweatherbewhatitought,neitherdamp,norcold,norwindy。”ThenturningtoMrs。Weston,withalookofgentlereproach——“Ah!MissTaylor,ifyouhadnotmarried,youwouldhavestaidathomewithme。”
“Well,sir。”criedMr。Weston,“asItookMissTayloraway,itisincumbentonmetosupplyherplace,ifIcan;andIwillsteptoMrs。Goddardinamoment,ifyouwishit。”
Buttheideaofanythingtobedoneinamoment,wasincreasing,notlessening,Mr。Woodhouse’sagitation。Theladiesknewbetterhowtoallayit。Mr。Westonmustbequiet,andeverythingdeliberatelyarranged。
Withthistreatment,Mr。Woodhousewassooncomposedenoughfortalkingasusual。“HeshouldbehappytoseeMrs。Goddard。
HehadagreatregardforMrs。Goddard;andEmmashouldwritealine,andinviteher。Jamescouldtakethenote。Butfirstofall,theremustbeananswerwrittentoMrs。Cole。”
“Youwillmakemyexcuses,mydear,ascivillyaspossible。YouwillsaythatIamquiteaninvalid,andgonowhere,andthereforemustdeclinetheirobliginginvitation;beginningwithmycompliments,ofcourse。Butyouwilldoeverythingright。Ineednottellyouwhatistobedone。WemustremembertoletJamesknowthatthecarriagewillbewantedonTuesday。Ishallhavenofearsforyouwithhim。
Wehaveneverbeenthereaboveoncesincethenewapproachwasmade;
butstillIhavenodoubtthatJameswilltakeyouverysafely。
Andwhenyougetthere,youmusttellhimatwhattimeyouwouldhavehimcomeforyouagain;andyouhadbetternameanearlyhour。
Youwillnotlikestayinglate。Youwillgetverytiredwhenteaisover。”
“ButyouwouldnotwishmetocomeawaybeforeIamtired,papa?“
“Oh!no,mylove;butyouwillsoonbetired。Therewillbeagreatmanypeopletalkingatonce。Youwillnotlikethenoise。”
“But,mydearsir。”criedMr。Weston,“ifEmmacomesawayearly,itwillbebreakinguptheparty。”
“Andnogreatharmifitdoes。”saidMr。Woodhouse。“Thesoonereverypartybreaksup,thebetter。”
“ButyoudonotconsiderhowitmayappeartotheColes。
Emma’sgoingawaydirectlyafterteamightbegivingoffence。
Theyaregood-naturedpeople,andthinklittleoftheirownclaims;
butstilltheymustfeelthatanybody’shurryingawayisnogreatcompliment;andMissWoodhouse’sdoingitwouldbemorethoughtofthananyotherperson’sintheroom。YouwouldnotwishtodisappointandmortifytheColes,Iamsure,sir;friendly,goodsortofpeopleaseverlived,andwhohavebeenyourneighboursthesetenyears。”
“No,uponnoaccountintheworld,Mr。Weston;Iammuchobligedtoyouforremindingme。Ishouldbeextremelysorrytobegivingthemanypain。Iknowwhatworthypeopletheyare。PerrytellsmethatMr。Colenevertouchesmaltliquor。Youwouldnotthinkittolookathim,butheisbilious——Mr。Coleisverybilious。
No,Iwouldnotbethemeansofgivingthemanypain。MydearEmma,wemustconsiderthis。Iamsure,ratherthanruntheriskofhurtingMr。andMrs。Cole,youwouldstayalittlelongerthanyoumightwish。
Youwillnotregardbeingtired。Youwillbeperfectlysafe,youknow,amongyourfriends。”
“Ohyes,papa。Ihavenofearsatallformyself;andIshouldhavenoscruplesofstayingaslateasMrs。Weston,butonyouraccount。
Iamonlyafraidofyoursittingupforme。IamnotafraidofyournotbeingexceedinglycomfortablewithMrs。Goddard。
Shelovespiquet,youknow;butwhensheisgonehome,Iamafraidyouwillbesittingupbyyourself,insteadofgoingtobedatyourusualtime——andtheideaofthatwouldentirelydestroymycomfort。
Youmustpromisemenottositup。”
Hedid,ontheconditionofsomepromisesonherside:suchasthat,ifshecamehomecold,shewouldbesuretowarmherselfthoroughly;
ifhungry,thatshewouldtakesomethingtoeat;thatherownmaidshouldsitupforher;andthatSerleandthebutlershouldseethateverythingweresafeinthehouse,asusual。
Chapter08CHAPTERVIII
FrankChurchillcamebackagain;andifhekepthisfather’sdinnerwaiting,itwasnotknownatHartfield;forMrs。WestonwastooanxiousforhisbeingafavouritewithMr。Woodhouse,tobetrayanyimperfectionwhichcouldbeconcealed。
Hecameback,hadhadhishaircut,andlaughedathimselfwithaverygoodgrace,butwithoutseemingreallyatallashamedofwhathehaddone。Hehadnoreasontowishhishairlonger,toconcealanyconfusionofface;noreasontowishthemoneyunspent,toimprovehisspirits。Hewasquiteasundauntedandaslivelyasever;and,afterseeinghim,Emmathusmoralisedtoherself:——
“Idonotknowwhetheritoughttobeso,butcertainlysillythingsdoceasetobesillyiftheyaredonebysensiblepeopleinanimpudentway。Wickednessisalwayswickedness,butfollyisnotalwaysfolly——Itdependsuponthecharacterofthosewhohandleit。
Mr。Knightley,heisnotatrifling,sillyyoungman。Ifhewere,hewouldhavedonethisdifferently。Hewouldeitherhavegloriedintheachievement,orbeenashamedofit。Therewouldhavebeeneithertheostentationofacoxcomb,ortheevasionsofamindtooweaktodefenditsownvanities——No,Iamperfectlysurethatheisnottriflingorsilly。”
WithTuesdaycametheagreeableprospectofseeinghimagain,andforalongertimethanhitherto;ofjudgingofhisgeneralmanners,andbyinference,ofthemeaningofhismannerstowardsherself;
ofguessinghowsoonitmightbenecessaryforhertothrowcoldnessintoherair;andoffancyingwhattheobservationsofallthosemightbe,whowerenowseeingthemtogetherforthefirsttime。
Shemeanttobeveryhappy,inspiteofthescenebeinglaidatMr。Cole’s;andwithoutbeingabletoforgetthatamongthefailingsofMr。Elton,eveninthedaysofhisfavour,nonehaddisturbedhermorethanhispropensitytodinewithMr。Cole。
Herfather’scomfortwasamplysecured,Mrs。BatesaswellasMrs。Goddardbeingabletocome;andherlastpleasingduty,beforesheleftthehouse,wastopayherrespectstothemastheysattogetherafterdinner;andwhileherfatherwasfondlynoticingthebeautyofherdress,tomakethetwoladiesalltheamendsinherpower,byhelpingthemtolargeslicesofcakeandfullglassesofwine,forwhateverunwillingself-denialhiscareoftheirconstitutionmighthaveobligedthemtopractiseduringthemeal——Shehadprovidedaplentifuldinnerforthem;
shewishedshecouldknowthattheyhadbeenallowedtoeatit。
ShefollowedanothercarriagetoMr。Cole’sdoor;andwaspleasedtoseethatitwasMr。Knightley’s;forMr。Knightleykeepingnohorses,havinglittlesparemoneyandagreatdealofhealth,activity,andindependence,wastooapt,inEmma’sopinion,togetaboutashecould,andnotusehiscarriagesooftenasbecametheownerofDonwellAbbey。Shehadanopportunitynowofspeakingherapprobationwhilewarmfromherheart,forhestoppedtohandherout。
“Thisiscomingasyoushoulddo。”saidshe;“likeagentleman——
Iamquitegladtoseeyou。”
Hethankedher,observing,“Howluckythatweshouldarriveatthesamemoment!for,ifwehadmetfirstinthedrawing-room,Idoubtwhetheryouwouldhavediscernedmetobemoreofagentlemanthanusual——
YoumightnothavedistinguishedhowIcame,bymylookormanner。”
“YesIshould,IamsureIshould。Thereisalwaysalookofconsciousnessorbustlewhenpeoplecomeinawaywhichtheyknowtobebeneaththem。Youthinkyoucarryitoffverywell,Idaresay,butwithyouitisasortofbravado,anairofaffectedunconcern;
IalwaysobserveitwheneverImeetyouunderthosecircumstances。
Nowyouhavenothingtotryfor。Youarenotafraidofbeingsupposedashamed。Youarenotstrivingtolooktallerthananybodyelse。NowIshallreallybeveryhappytowalkintothesameroomwithyou。”
“Nonsensicalgirl!“washisreply,butnotatallinanger。
EmmahadasmuchreasontobesatisfiedwiththerestofthepartyaswithMr。Knightley。Shewasreceivedwithacordialrespectwhichcouldnotbutplease,andgivenalltheconsequenceshecouldwishfor。WhentheWestonsarrived,thekindestlooksoflove,thestrongestofadmirationwereforher,frombothhusbandandwife;
thesonapproachedherwithacheerfuleagernesswhichmarkedherashispeculiarobject,andatdinnershefoundhimseatedbyher——and,asshefirmlybelieved,notwithoutsomedexterityonhisside。
Thepartywasratherlarge,asitincludedoneotherfamily,aproperunobjectionablecountryfamily,whomtheColeshadtheadvantageofnamingamongtheiracquaintance,andthemalepartofMr。Cox’sfamily,thelawyerofHighbury。Thelessworthyfemalesweretocomeintheevening,withMissBates,MissFairfax,andMissSmith;
butalready,atdinner,theyweretoonumerousforanysubjectofconversationtobegeneral;and,whilepoliticsandMr。Eltonweretalkedover,Emmacouldfairlysurrenderallherattentiontothepleasantnessofherneighbour。Thefirstremotesoundtowhichshefeltherselfobligedtoattend,wasthenameofJaneFairfax。
Mrs。Coleseemedtoberelatingsomethingofherthatwasexpectedtobeveryinteresting。Shelistened,andfounditwellworthlisteningto。
ThatverydearpartofEmma,herfancy,receivedanamusingsupply。
Mrs。ColewastellingthatshehadbeencallingonMissBates,andassoonassheenteredtheroomhadbeenstruckbythesightofapianoforte——averyelegantlookinginstrument——notagrand,butalarge-sizedsquarepianoforte;andthesubstanceofthestory,theendofallthedialoguewhichensuedofsurprize,andinquiry,andcongratulationsonherside,andexplanationsonMissBates’s,was,thatthispianofortehadarrivedfromBroadwood’sthedaybefore,tothegreatastonishmentofbothauntandniece——entirelyunexpected;
thatatfirst,byMissBates’saccount,Janeherselfwasquiteataloss,quitebewilderedtothinkwhocouldpossiblyhaveorderedit——
butnow,theywerebothperfectlysatisfiedthatitcouldbefromonlyonequarter;——ofcourseitmustbefromColonelCampbell。
“Onecansupposenothingelse。”addedMrs。Cole,“andIwasonlysurprizedthattherecouldeverhavebeenadoubt。ButJane,itseems,hadaletterfromthemverylately,andnotawordwassaidaboutit。Sheknowstheirwaysbest;butIshouldnotconsidertheirsilenceasanyreasonfortheirnotmeaningtomakethepresent。
Theymightchusetosurprizeher。”
Mrs。Colehadmanytoagreewithher;everybodywhospokeonthesubjectwasequallyconvincedthatitmustcomefromColonelCampbell,andequallyrejoicedthatsuchapresenthadbeenmade;andtherewereenoughreadytospeaktoallowEmmatothinkherownway,andstilllistentoMrs。Cole。
“Ideclare,IdonotknowwhenIhaveheardanythingthathasgivenmemoresatisfaction!——ItalwayshasquitehurtmethatJaneFairfax,whoplayssodelightfully,shouldnothaveaninstrument。
Itseemedquiteashame,especiallyconsideringhowmanyhousestherearewherefineinstrumentsareabsolutelythrownaway。
Thisislikegivingourselvesaslap,tobesure!anditwasbutyesterdayIwastellingMr。Cole,Ireallywasashamedtolookatournewgrandpianoforteinthedrawing-room,whileI
donotknowonenotefromanother,andourlittlegirls,whoarebutjustbeginning,perhapsmaynevermakeanythingofit;
andthereispoorJaneFairfax,whoismistressofmusic,hasnotanythingofthenatureofaninstrument,noteventhepitifullestoldspinetintheworld,toamuseherselfwith——IwassayingthistoMr。Colebutyesterday,andhequiteagreedwithme;onlyheissoparticularlyfondofmusicthathecouldnothelpindulginghimselfinthepurchase,hopingthatsomeofourgoodneighboursmightbesoobligingoccasionallytoputittoabetterusethanwecan;
andthatreallyisthereasonwhytheinstrumentwasbought——
orelseIamsureweoughttobeashamedofit——WeareingreathopesthatMissWoodhousemaybeprevailedwithtotryitthisevening。”
MissWoodhousemadetheproperacquiescence;andfindingthatnothingmorewastobeentrappedfromanycommunicationofMrs。Cole’s,turnedtoFrankChurchill。
“Whydoyousmile?“saidshe。
“Nay,whydoyou?“
“Me!——IsupposeIsmileforpleasureatColonelCampbell’sbeingsorichandsoliberal——Itisahandsomepresent。”
“Very。”
“Iratherwonderthatitwasnevermadebefore。”
“PerhapsMissFairfaxhasneverbeenstayingheresolongbefore。”
“Orthathedidnotgivehertheuseoftheirowninstrument——
whichmustnowbeshutupinLondon,untouchedbyanybody。”
“Thatisagrandpianoforte,andhemightthinkittoolargeforMrs。Bates’shouse。”
“Youmaysaywhatyouchuse——butyourcountenancetestifiesthatyourthoughtsonthissubjectareverymuchlikemine。”
“Idonotknow。IratherbelieveyouaregivingmemorecreditforacutenessthanIdeserve。Ismilebecauseyousmile,andshallprobablysuspectwhateverIfindyoususpect;butatpresentIdonotseewhatthereistoquestion。IfColonelCampbellisnottheperson,whocanbe?“
“WhatdoyousaytoMrs。Dixon?“
“Mrs。Dixon!verytrueindeed。IhadnotthoughtofMrs。Dixon。
Shemustknowaswellasherfather,howacceptableaninstrumentwouldbe;andperhapsthemodeofit,themystery,thesurprize,ismorelikeayoungwoman’sschemethananelderlyman’s。ItisMrs。Dixon,Idaresay。Itoldyouthatyoursuspicionswouldguidemine。”
“Ifso,youmustextendyoursuspicionsandcomprehendMr。Dixoninthem。”
“Mr。Dixon——Verywell。Yes,IimmediatelyperceivethatitmustbethejointpresentofMr。andMrs。Dixon。Wewerespeakingtheotherday,youknow,ofhisbeingsowarmanadmirerofherperformance。”
“Yes,andwhatyoutoldmeonthathead,confirmedanideawhichI
hadentertainedbefore——IdonotmeantoreflectuponthegoodintentionsofeitherMr。DixonorMissFairfax,butIcannothelpsuspectingeitherthat,aftermakinghisproposalstoherfriend,hehadthemisfortunetofallinlovewithher,orthathebecameconsciousofalittleattachmentonherside。Onemightguesstwentythingswithoutguessingexactlytheright;butIamsuretheremustbeaparticularcauseforherchusingtocometoHighburyinsteadofgoingwiththeCampbellstoIreland。Here,shemustbeleadingalifeofprivationandpenance;thereitwouldhavebeenallenjoyment。Astothepretenceoftryinghernativeair,I
lookuponthatasamereexcuse——Inthesummeritmighthavepassed;
butwhatcananybody’snativeairdofortheminthemonthsofJanuary,February,andMarch?Goodfiresandcarriageswouldbemuchmoretothepurposeinmostcasesofdelicatehealth,andI
daresayinher’s。Idonotrequireyoutoadoptallmysuspicions,thoughyoumakesonobleaprofessionofdoingit,butIhonestlytellyouwhattheyare。”
“And,uponmyword,theyhaveanairofgreatprobability。
Mr。Dixon’spreferenceofhermusictoherfriend’s,Icananswerforbeingverydecided。”
“Andthen,hesavedherlife。Didyoueverhearofthat?——
Awaterparty;andbysomeaccidentshewasfallingoverboard。
Hecaughther。”
“Hedid。Iwasthere——oneoftheparty。”
“Wereyoureally?——Well!——Butyouobservednothingofcourse,foritseemstobeanewideatoyou——IfIhadbeenthere,IthinkIshouldhavemadesomediscoveries。”
“Idaresayyouwould;butI,simpleI,sawnothingbutthefact,thatMissFairfaxwasnearlydashedfromthevesselandthatMr。Dixoncaughther——Itwastheworkofamoment。Andthoughtheconsequentshockandalarmwasverygreatandmuchmoredurable——indeedI
believeitwashalfanhourbeforeanyofuswerecomfortableagain——
yetthatwastoogeneralasensationforanythingofpeculiaranxietytobeobservable。Idonotmeantosay,however,thatyoumightnothavemadediscoveries。”
Theconversationwashereinterrupted。Theywerecalledontoshareintheawkwardnessofaratherlongintervalbetweenthecourses,andobligedtobeasformalandasorderlyastheothers;butwhenthetablewasagainsafelycovered,wheneverycornerdishwasplacedexactlyright,andoccupationandeaseweregenerallyrestored,Emmasaid,“Thearrivalofthispianoforteisdecisivewithme。Iwantedtoknowalittlemore,andthistellsmequiteenough。Dependuponit,weshallsoonhearthatitisapresentfromMr。andMrs。Dixon。”
“AndiftheDixonsshouldabsolutelydenyallknowledgeofitwemustconcludeittocomefromtheCampbells。”
“No,IamsureitisnotfromtheCampbells。MissFairfaxknowsitisnotfromtheCampbells,ortheywouldhavebeenguessedatfirst。
Shewouldnothavebeenpuzzled,hadshedaredfixonthem。
Imaynothaveconvincedyouperhaps,butIamperfectlyconvincedmyselfthatMr。Dixonisaprincipalinthebusiness。”
“Indeedyouinjuremeifyousupposemeunconvinced。Yourreasoningscarrymyjudgmentalongwiththementirely。Atfirst,whileI
supposedyousatisfiedthatColonelCampbellwasthegiver,Isawitonlyaspaternalkindness,andthoughtitthemostnaturalthingintheworld。ButwhenyoumentionedMrs。Dixon,Ifelthowmuchmoreprobablethatitshouldbethetributeofwarmfemalefriendship。
AndnowIcanseeitinnootherlightthanasanofferingoflove。”
Therewasnooccasiontopressthematterfarther。Theconvictionseemedreal;helookedasifhefeltit。Shesaidnomore,othersubjectstooktheirturn;andtherestofthedinnerpassedaway;
thedessertsucceeded,thechildrencamein,andweretalkedtoandadmiredamidtheusualrateofconversation;afewcleverthingssaid,afewdownrightsilly,butbymuchthelargerproportionneithertheonenortheother——nothingworsethaneverydayremarks,dullrepetitions,oldnews,andheavyjokes。
Theladieshadnotbeenlonginthedrawing-room,beforetheotherladies,intheirdifferentdivisions,arrived。Emmawatchedtheentreeofherownparticularlittlefriend;andifshecouldnotexultinherdignityandgrace,shecouldnotonlylovethebloomingsweetnessandtheartlessmanner,butcouldmostheartilyrejoiceinthatlight,cheerful,unsentimentaldispositionwhichallowedhersomanyalleviationsofpleasure,inthemidstofthepangsofdisappointedaffection。
Thereshesat——andwhowouldhaveguessedhowmanytearsshehadbeenlatelyshedding?Tobeincompany,nicelydressedherselfandseeingothersnicelydressed,tositandsmileandlookpretty,andsaynothing,wasenoughforthehappinessofthepresenthour。
JaneFairfaxdidlookandmovesuperior;butEmmasuspectedshemighthavebeengladtochangefeelingswithHarriet,verygladtohavepurchasedthemortificationofhavingloved——yes,ofhavinglovedevenMr。Eltoninvain——bythesurrenderofallthedangerouspleasureofknowingherselfbelovedbythehusbandofherfriend。
InsolargeapartyitwasnotnecessarythatEmmashouldapproachher。
Shedidnotwishtospeakofthepianoforte,shefelttoomuchinthesecretherself,tothinktheappearanceofcuriosityorinterestfair,andthereforepurposelykeptatadistance;
butbytheothers,thesubjectwasalmostimmediatelyintroduced,andshesawtheblushofconsciousnesswithwhichcongratulationswerereceived,theblushofguiltwhichaccompaniedthenameof“myexcellentfriendColonelCampbell。”
Mrs。Weston,kind-heartedandmusical,wasparticularlyinterestedbythecircumstance,andEmmacouldnothelpbeingamusedatherperseveranceindwellingonthesubject;andhavingsomuchtoaskandtosayastotone,touch,andpedal,totallyunsuspiciousofthatwishofsayingaslittleaboutitaspossible,whichsheplainlyreadinthefairheroine’scountenance。
Theyweresoonjoinedbysomeofthegentlemen;andtheveryfirstoftheearlywasFrankChurchill。Inhewalked,thefirstandthehandsomest;
andafterpayinghiscomplimentsenpassanttoMissBatesandherniece,madehiswaydirectlytotheoppositesideofthecircle,wheresatMissWoodhouse;andtillhecouldfindaseatbyher,wouldnotsitatall。Emmadivinedwhateverybodypresentmustbethinking。Shewashisobject,andeverybodymustperceiveit。
Sheintroducedhimtoherfriend,MissSmith,and,atconvenientmomentsafterwards,heardwhateachthoughtoftheother。“Hehadneverseensolovelyaface,andwasdelightedwithhernaivete。”
Andshe,“Onlytobesureitwaspayinghimtoogreatacompliment,butshedidthinkthereweresomelooksalittlelikeMr。Elton。”
Emmarestrainedherindignation,andonlyturnedfromherinsilence。
SmilesofintelligencepassedbetweenherandthegentlemanonfirstglancingtowardsMissFairfax;butitwasmostprudenttoavoidspeech。
Hetoldherthathehadbeenimpatienttoleavethedining-room——
hatedsittinglong——wasalwaysthefirsttomovewhenhecould——
thathisfather,Mr。Knightley,Mr。Cox,andMr。Cole,wereleftverybusyoverparishbusiness——thataslongashehadstaid,however,ithadbeenpleasantenough,ashehadfoundthemingeneralasetofgentlemanlike,sensiblemen;andspokesohandsomelyofHighburyaltogether——thoughtitsoabundantinagreeablefamilies——
thatEmmabegantofeelshehadbeenusedtodespisetheplacerathertoomuch。ShequestionedhimastothesocietyinYorkshire——
theextentoftheneighbourhoodaboutEnscombe,andthesort;
andcouldmakeoutfromhisanswersthat,asfarasEnscombewasconcerned,therewasverylittlegoingon,thattheirvisitingswereamongarangeofgreatfamilies,noneverynear;andthatevenwhendayswerefixed,andinvitationsaccepted,itwasanevenchancethatMrs。Churchillwerenotinhealthandspiritsforgoing;
thattheymadeapointofvisitingnofreshperson;andthat,thoughhehadhisseparateengagements,itwasnotwithoutdifficulty,withoutconsiderableaddressattimes,thathecouldgetaway,orintroduceanacquaintanceforanight。
ShesawthatEnscombecouldnotsatisfy,andthatHighbury,takenatitsbest,mightreasonablypleaseayoungmanwhohadmoreretirementathomethanheliked。HisimportanceatEnscombewasveryevident。Hedidnotboast,butitnaturallybetrayeditself,thathehadpersuadedhisauntwherehisunclecoulddonothing,andonherlaughingandnoticingit,heownedthathebelievedexceptingoneortwopointshecouldwithtimepersuadehertoanything。
Oneofthosepointsonwhichhisinfluencefailed,hethenmentioned。
Hehadwantedverymuchtogoabroad——hadbeenveryeagerindeedtobeallowedtotravel——butshewouldnothearofit。Thishadhappenedtheyearbefore。Now,hesaid,hewasbeginningtohavenolongerthesamewish。
Theunpersuadablepoint,whichhedidnotmention,Emmaguessedtobegoodbehaviourtohisfather。
“Ihavemadeamostwretcheddiscovery。”saidhe,afterashortpause——
“Ihavebeenhereaweekto-morrow——halfmytime。Ineverknewdaysflysofast。Aweekto-morrow!——AndIhavehardlybeguntoenjoymyself。ButjustgotacquaintedwithMrs。Weston,andothers!——
Ihatetherecollection。”
“Perhapsyoumaynowbegintoregretthatyouspentonewholeday,outofsofew,inhavingyourhaircut。”
“No。”saidhe,smiling,“thatisnosubjectofregretatall。
Ihavenopleasureinseeingmyfriends,unlessIcanbelievemyselffittobeseen。”
Therestofthegentlemenbeingnowintheroom,Emmafoundherselfobligedtoturnfromhimforafewminutes,andlistentoMr。Cole。
WhenMr。Colehadmovedaway,andherattentioncouldberestoredasbefore,shesawFrankChurchilllookingintentlyacrosstheroomatMissFairfax,whowassittingexactlyopposite。
“Whatisthematter?“saidshe。
Hestarted。“Thankyouforrousingme。”hereplied。“IbelieveIhavebeenveryrude;butreallyMissFairfaxhasdoneherhairinsooddaway——soveryoddaway——thatIcannotkeepmyeyesfromher。Ineversawanythingsooutree!——Thosecurls!——Thismustbeafancyofherown。Iseenobodyelselookinglikeher!——
ImustgoandaskherwhetheritisanIrishfashion。ShallI?——
Yes,Iwill——IdeclareIwill——andyoushallseehowshetakesit;——
whethershecolours。”
Hewasgoneimmediately;andEmmasoonsawhimstandingbeforeMissFairfax,andtalkingtoher;butastoitseffectontheyounglady,ashehadimprovidentlyplacedhimselfexactlybetweenthem,exactlyinfrontofMissFairfax,shecouldabsolutelydistinguishnothing。
Beforehecouldreturntohischair,itwastakenbyMrs。Weston。
“Thisistheluxuryofalargeparty。”saidshe:——“onecangetneareverybody,andsayeverything。MydearEmma,Iamlongingtotalktoyou。Ihavebeenmakingdiscoveriesandformingplans,justlikeyourself,andImusttellthemwhiletheideaisfresh。
DoyouknowhowMissBatesandherniececamehere?“
“How?——Theywereinvited,werenotthey?“
“Oh!yes——buthowtheywereconveyedhither?——themanneroftheircoming?“
“Theywalked,Iconclude。Howelsecouldtheycome?“
“Verytrue——Well,alittlewhileagoitoccurredtomehowverysaditwouldbetohaveJaneFairfaxwalkinghomeagain,lateatnight,andcoldasthenightsarenow。AndasIlookedather,thoughI
neversawherappeartomoreadvantage,itstruckmethatshewasheated,andwouldthereforebeparticularlyliabletotakecold。
Poorgirl!Icouldnotbeartheideaofit;so,assoonasMr。
Westoncameintotheroom,andIcouldgetathim,Ispoketohimaboutthecarriage。Youmayguesshowreadilyhecameintomywishes;
andhavinghisapprobation,ImademywaydirectlytoMissBates,toassureherthatthecarriagewouldbeatherservicebeforeittookushome;forIthoughtitwouldbemakinghercomfortableatonce。
Goodsoul!shewasasgratefulaspossible,youmaybesure。
`Nobodywaseversofortunateasherself!’——butwithmany,manythanks——`therewasnooccasiontotroubleus,forMr。Knightley’scarriagehadbrought,andwastotakethemhomeagain。’Iwasquitesurprized;——veryglad,Iamsure;butreallyquitesurprized。
Suchaverykindattention——andsothoughtfulanattention!——
thesortofthingthatsofewmenwouldthinkof。And,inshort,fromknowinghisusualways,Iamverymuchinclinedtothinkthatitwasfortheiraccommodationthecarriagewasusedatall。
Idosuspecthewouldnothavehadapairofhorsesforhimself,andthatitwasonlyasanexcuseforassistingthem。”
“Verylikely。”saidEmma——“nothingmorelikely。IknownomanmorelikelythanMr。Knightleytodothesortofthing——todoanythingreallygood-natured,useful,considerate,orbenevolent。
Heisnotagallantman,butheisaveryhumaneone;andthis,consideringJaneFairfax’sill-health,wouldappearacaseofhumanitytohim;——andforanactofunostentatiouskindness,thereisnobodywhomIwouldfixonmorethanonMr。Knightley。
Iknowhehadhorsesto-day——forwearrivedtogether;andIlaughedathimaboutit,buthesaidnotawordthatcouldbetray。”
“Well。”saidMrs。Weston,smiling,“yougivehimcreditformoresimple,disinterestedbenevolenceinthisinstancethanIdo;
forwhileMissBateswasspeaking,asuspiciondartedintomyhead,andIhaveneverbeenabletogetitoutagain。ThemoreIthinkofit,themoreprobableitappears。Inshort,IhavemadeamatchbetweenMr。KnightleyandJaneFairfax。Seetheconsequenceofkeepingyoucompany!——Whatdoyousaytoit?“
“Mr。KnightleyandJaneFairfax!“exclaimedEmma。“DearMrs。Weston,howcouldyouthinkofsuchathing?——Mr。Knightley!——Mr。Knightleymustnotmarry!——YouwouldnothavelittleHenrycutoutfromDonwell?——
Oh!no,no,HenrymusthaveDonwell。IcannotatallconsenttoMr。Knightley’smarrying;andIamsureitisnotatalllikely。
Iamamazedthatyoushouldthinkofsuchathing。”
“MydearEmma,Ihavetoldyouwhatledmetothinkofit。
Idonotwantthematch——IdonotwanttoinjuredearlittleHenry——
buttheideahasbeengivenmebycircumstances;andifMr。Knightleyreallywishedtomarry,youwouldnothavehimrefrainonHenry’saccount,aboyofsixyearsold,whoknowsnothingofthematter?“
“Yes,Iwould。IcouldnotbeartohaveHenrysupplanted——
Mr。Knightleymarry!——No,Ihaveneverhadsuchanidea,andI
cannotadoptitnow。AndJaneFairfax,too,ofallwomen!“
“Nay,shehasalwaysbeenafirstfavouritewithhim,asyouverywellknow。”
“Buttheimprudenceofsuchamatch!“
“Iamnotspeakingofitsprudence;merelyitsprobability。”
“Iseenoprobabilityinit,unlessyouhaveanybetterfoundationthanwhatyoumention。Hisgood-nature,hishumanity,asItellyou,wouldbequiteenoughtoaccountforthehorses。HehasagreatregardfortheBateses,youknow,independentofJaneFairfax——
andisalwaysgladtoshewthemattention。MydearMrs。Weston,donottaketomatch-making。Youdoitveryill。JaneFairfaxmistressoftheAbbey!——Oh!no,no;——everyfeelingrevolts。Forhisownsake,Iwouldnothavehimdosomadathing。”
“Imprudent,ifyouplease——butnotmad。Exceptinginequalityoffortune,andperhapsalittledisparityofage,Icanseenothingunsuitable。”
“ButMr。Knightleydoesnotwanttomarry。Iamsurehehasnottheleastideaofit。Donotputitintohishead。Whyshouldhemarry?——
Heisashappyaspossiblebyhimself;withhisfarm,andhissheep,andhislibrary,andalltheparishtomanage;andheisextremelyfondofhisbrother’schildren。Hehasnooccasiontomarry,eithertofilluphistimeorhisheart。”
“MydearEmma,aslongashethinksso,itisso;butifhereallylovesJaneFairfax——“
“Nonsense!HedoesnotcareaboutJaneFairfax。Inthewayoflove,Iamsurehedoesnot。Hewoulddoanygoodtoher,orherfamily;but——“
“Well。”saidMrs。Weston,laughing,“perhapsthegreatestgoodhecoulddothem,wouldbetogiveJanesucharespectablehome。”
“Ifitwouldbegoodtoher,Iamsureitwouldbeeviltohimself;
averyshamefulanddegradingconnexion。HowwouldhebeartohaveMissBatesbelongingtohim?——TohaveherhauntingtheAbbey,andthankinghimalldaylongforhisgreatkindnessinmarryingJane?——
`Soverykindandobliging!——Buthealwayshadbeensuchaverykindneighbour!’Andthenflyoff,throughhalfasentence,tohermother’soldpetticoat。`Notthatitwassuchaveryoldpetticoateither——forstillitwouldlastagreatwhile——and,indeed,shemustthankfullysaythattheirpetticoatswereallverystrong。’“
“Forshame,Emma!Donotmimicher。Youdivertmeagainstmyconscience。And,uponmyword,IdonotthinkMr。KnightleywouldbemuchdisturbedbyMissBates。Littlethingsdonotirritatehim。