第7章
加入书架 A- A+
点击下载App,搜索"Emmaa",免费读到尾

  Chapter06CHAPTERVI

  ThenextmorningbroughtMr。FrankChurchillagain。HecamewithMrs。Weston,towhomandtoHighburyheseemedtotakeverycordially。

  Hehadbeensittingwithher,itappeared,mostcompanionablyathome,tillherusualhourofexercise;andonbeingdesiredtochusetheirwalk,immediatelyfixedonHighbury——“Hedidnotdoubttherebeingverypleasantwalksineverydirection,butiflefttohim,heshouldalwayschusethesame。Highbury,thatairy,cheerful,happy-lookingHighbury,wouldbehisconstantattraction。”——

  Highbury,withMrs。Weston,stoodforHartfield;andshetrustedtoitsbearingthesameconstructionwithhim。Theywalkedthitherdirectly。

  Emmahadhardlyexpectedthem:forMr。Weston,whohadcalledinforhalfaminute,inordertohearthathissonwasveryhandsome,knewnothingoftheirplans;anditwasanagreeablesurprizetoher,therefore,toperceivethemwalkinguptothehousetogether,arminarm。Shewaswantingtoseehimagain,andespeciallytoseehimincompanywithMrs。Weston,uponhisbehaviourtowhomheropinionofhimwastodepend。Ifheweredeficientthere,nothingshouldmakeamendsforit。Butonseeingthemtogether,shebecameperfectlysatisfied。Itwasnotmerelyinfinewordsorhyperbolicalcomplimentthathepaidhisduty;nothingcouldbemoreproperorpleasingthanhiswholemannertoher——nothingcouldmoreagreeablydenotehiswishofconsideringherasafriendandsecuringheraffection。AndtherewastimeenoughforEmmatoformareasonablejudgment,astheirvisitincludedalltherestofthemorning。

  Theywereallthreewalkingabouttogetherforanhourortwo——

  firstroundtheshrubberiesofHartfield,andafterwardsinHighbury。

  Hewasdelightedwitheverything;admiredHartfieldsufficientlyforMr。Woodhouse’sear;andwhentheirgoingfartherwasresolvedon,confessedhiswishtobemadeacquaintedwiththewholevillage,andfoundmatterofcommendationandinterestmuchoftenerthanEmmacouldhavesupposed。

  Someoftheobjectsofhiscuriosityspokeveryamiablefeelings。

  Hebeggedtobeshewnthehousewhichhisfatherhadlivedinsolong,andwhichhadbeenthehomeofhisfather’sfather;andonrecollectingthatanoldwomanwhohadnursedhimwasstillliving,walkedinquestofhercottagefromoneendofthestreettotheother;andthoughinsomepointsofpursuitorobservationtherewasnopositivemerit,theyshewed,altogether,agood-willtowardsHighburyingeneral,whichmustbeverylikeamerittothosehewaswith。

  Emmawatchedanddecided,thatwithsuchfeelingsaswerenowshewn,itcouldnotbefairlysupposedthathehadbeenevervoluntarilyabsentinghimself;thathehadnotbeenactingapart,ormakingaparadeofinsincereprofessions;andthatMr。Knightleycertainlyhadnotdonehimjustice。

  TheirfirstpausewasattheCrownInn,aninconsiderablehouse,thoughtheprincipaloneofthesort,whereacoupleofpairofpost-horseswerekept,morefortheconvenienceoftheneighbourhoodthanfromanyrunontheroad;andhiscompanionshadnotexpectedtobedetainedbyanyinterestexcitedthere;butinpassingittheygavethehistoryofthelargeroomvisiblyadded;ithadbeenbuiltmanyyearsagoforaball-room,andwhiletheneighbourhoodhadbeeninaparticularlypopulous,dancingstate,hadbeenoccasionallyusedassuch;——butsuchbrilliantdayshadlongpassedaway,andnowthehighestpurposeforwhichitwaseverwantedwastoaccommodateawhistclubestablishedamongthegentlemenandhalf-gentlemenoftheplace。

  Hewasimmediatelyinterested。Itscharacterasaball-roomcaughthim;

  andinsteadofpassingon,hestoptforseveralminutesatthetwosuperiorsashedwindowswhichwereopen,tolookinandcontemplateitscapabilities,andlamentthatitsoriginalpurposeshouldhaveceased。Hesawnofaultintheroom,hewouldacknowledgenonewhichtheysuggested。No,itwaslongenough,broadenough,handsomeenough。Itwouldholdtheverynumberforcomfort。

  Theyoughttohaveballsthereatleasteveryfortnightthroughthewinter。WhyhadnotMissWoodhouserevivedtheformergoodolddaysoftheroom?——ShewhocoulddoanythinginHighbury!

  Thewantofproperfamiliesintheplace,andtheconvictionthatnonebeyondtheplaceanditsimmediateenvironscouldbetemptedtoattend,werementioned;buthewasnotsatisfied。

  Hecouldnotbepersuadedthatsomanygood-lookinghousesashesawaroundhim,couldnotfurnishnumbersenoughforsuchameeting;

  andevenwhenparticularsweregivenandfamiliesdescribed,hewasstillunwillingtoadmitthattheinconvenienceofsuchamixturewouldbeanything,orthattherewouldbethesmallestdifficultyineverybody’sreturningintotheirproperplacethenextmorning。

  Hearguedlikeayoungmanverymuchbentondancing;andEmmawasrathersurprizedtoseetheconstitutionoftheWestonprevailsodecidedlyagainstthehabitsoftheChurchills。Heseemedtohaveallthelifeandspirit,cheerfulfeelings,andsocialinclinationsofhisfather,andnothingoftheprideorreserveofEnscombe。

  Ofpride,indeed,therewas,perhaps,scarcelyenough;hisindifferencetoaconfusionofrank,borderedtoomuchonineleganceofmind。

  Hecouldbenojudge,however,oftheevilhewasholdingcheap。

  Itwasbutaneffusionoflivelyspirits。

  AtlasthewaspersuadedtomoveonfromthefrontoftheCrown;

  andbeingnowalmostfacingthehousewheretheBateseslodged,Emmarecollectedhisintendedvisitthedaybefore,andaskedhimifhehadpaidit。

  “Yes,oh!yes“——hereplied;“Iwasjustgoingtomentionit。

  Averysuccessfulvisit:——Isawallthethreeladies;andfeltverymuchobligedtoyouforyourpreparatoryhint。Ifthetalkingaunthadtakenmequitebysurprize,itmusthavebeenthedeathofme。

  Asitwas,Iwasonlybetrayedintopayingamostunreasonablevisit。

  Tenminuteswouldhavebeenallthatwasnecessary,perhapsallthatwasproper;andIhadtoldmyfatherIshouldcertainlybeathomebeforehim——buttherewasnogettingaway,nopause;and,tomyutterastonishment,Ifound,whenhefindingmenowhereelse

  joinedmethereatlast,thatIhadbeenactuallysittingwiththemverynearlythree-quartersofanhour。Thegoodladyhadnotgivenmethepossibilityofescapebefore。”

  “AndhowdidyouthinkMissFairfaxlooking?“

  “Ill,veryill——thatis,ifayoungladycaneverbeallowedtolookill。

  Buttheexpressionishardlyadmissible,Mrs。Weston,isit?

  Ladiescanneverlookill。And,seriously,MissFairfaxisnaturallysopale,asalmostalwaystogivetheappearanceofillhealth——

  Amostdeplorablewantofcomplexion。”

  Emmawouldnotagreetothis,andbeganawarmdefenceofMissFairfax’scomplexion。“Itwascertainlyneverbrilliant,butshewouldnotallowittohaveasicklyhueingeneral;andtherewasasoftnessanddelicacyinherskinwhichgavepeculiarelegancetothecharacterofherface。”Helistenedwithallduedeference;

  acknowledgedthathehadheardmanypeoplesaythesame——butyethemustconfess,thattohimnothingcouldmakeamendsforthewantofthefineglowofhealth。Wherefeatureswereindifferent,afinecomplexiongavebeautytothemall;andwheretheyweregood,theeffectwas——fortunatelyheneednotattempttodescribewhattheeffectwas。

  “Well。”saidEmma,“thereisnodisputingabouttaste——Atleastyouadmireherexcepthercomplexion。”

  Heshookhisheadandlaughed——“IcannotseparateMissFairfaxandhercomplexion。”

  “DidyouseeheroftenatWeymouth?Wereyouofteninthesamesociety?“

  AtthismomenttheywereapproachingFord’s,andhehastilyexclaimed,“Ha!thismustbetheveryshopthateverybodyattendseverydayoftheirlives,asmyfatherinformsme。HecomestoHighburyhimself,hesays,sixdaysoutoftheseven,andhasalwaysbusinessatFord’s。

  Ifitbenotinconvenienttoyou,prayletusgoin,thatImayprovemyselftobelongtotheplace,tobeatruecitizenofHighbury。

  ImustbuysomethingatFord’s。Itwillbetakingoutmyfreedom——

  Idaresaytheysellgloves。”

  “Oh!yes,glovesandeverything。Idoadmireyourpatriotism。

  YouwillbeadoredinHighbury。Youwereverypopularbeforeyoucame,becauseyouwereMr。Weston’sson——butlayouthalfaguineaatFord’s,andyourpopularitywillstanduponyourownvirtues。”

  Theywentin;andwhilethesleek,well-tiedparcelsof“Men’sBeavers“

  and“YorkTan“werebringingdownanddisplayingonthecounter,hesaid——“ButIbegyourpardon,MissWoodhouse,youwerespeakingtome,youweresayingsomethingattheverymomentofthisburstofmyamorpatriae。Donotletmeloseit。Iassureyoutheutmoststretchofpublicfamewouldnotmakemeamendsforthelossofanyhappinessinprivatelife。”

  “Imerelyasked,whetheryouhadknownmuchofMissFairfaxandherpartyatWeymouth。”

  “AndnowthatIunderstandyourquestion,Imustpronounceittobeaveryunfairone。Itisalwaysthelady’srighttodecideonthedegreeofacquaintance。MissFairfaxmustalreadyhavegivenheraccount——

  Ishallnotcommitmyselfbyclaimingmorethanshemaychusetoallow。”

  “Uponmyword!youanswerasdiscreetlyasshecoulddoherself。

  Butheraccountofeverythingleavessomuchtobeguessed,sheissoveryreserved,soveryunwillingtogivetheleastinformationaboutanybody,thatIreallythinkyoumaysaywhatyoulikeofyouracquaintancewithher。”

  “MayI,indeed?——ThenIwillspeakthetruth,andnothingsuitsmesowell。ImetherfrequentlyatWeymouth。IhadknowntheCampbellsalittleintown;andatWeymouthwewereverymuchinthesameset。

  ColonelCampbellisaveryagreeableman,andMrs。Campbellafriendly,warm-heartedwoman。Ilikethemall。”

  “YouknowMissFairfax’ssituationinlife,Iconclude;whatsheisdestinedtobe?“

  “Yes——ratherhesitatingly——IbelieveIdo。”

  “Yougetupondelicatesubjects,Emma。”saidMrs。Westonsmiling;

  “rememberthatIamhere——Mr。FrankChurchillhardlyknowswhattosaywhenyouspeakofMissFairfax’ssituationinlife。

  Iwillmovealittlefartheroff。”

  “Icertainlydoforgettothinkofher。”saidEmma,“ashavingeverbeenanythingbutmyfriendandmydearestfriend。”

  Helookedasifhefullyunderstoodandhonouredsuchasentiment。

  Whenthegloveswerebought,andtheyhadquittedtheshopagain,“Didyoueverheartheyoungladywewerespeakingof,play?“

  saidFrankChurchill。

  “Everhearher!“repeatedEmma。“YouforgethowmuchshebelongstoHighbury。Ihaveheardhereveryyearofourlivessincewebothbegan。Sheplayscharmingly。”

  “Youthinkso,doyou?——Iwantedtheopinionofsomeonewhocouldreallyjudge。Sheappearedtometoplaywell,thatis,withconsiderabletaste,butIknownothingofthemattermyself——

  Iamexcessivelyfondofmusic,butwithoutthesmallestskillorrightofjudgingofanybody’sperformance——Ihavebeenusedtohearher’sadmired;andIrememberoneproofofherbeingthoughttoplaywell:——aman,averymusicalman,andinlovewithanotherwoman——engagedtoher——onthepointofmarriage——

  wouldyetneveraskthatotherwomantositdowntotheinstrument,iftheladyinquestioncouldsitdowninstead——neverseemedtoliketohearoneifhecouldheartheother。That,Ithought,inamanofknownmusicaltalent,wassomeproof。”

  “Proofindeed!“saidEmma,highlyamused——“Mr。Dixonisverymusical,ishe?Weshallknowmoreaboutthemall,inhalfanhour,fromyou,thanMissFairfaxwouldhavevouchsafedinhalfayear。”

  “Yes,Mr。DixonandMissCampbellwerethepersons;andIthoughtitaverystrongproof。”

  “Certainly——verystrongitwas;toownthetruth,agreatdealstrongerthan,ifIhadbeenMissCampbell,wouldhavebeenatallagreeabletome。Icouldnotexcuseaman’shavingmoremusicthanlove——moreearthaneye——amoreacutesensibilitytofinesoundsthantomyfeelings。HowdidMissCampbellappeartolikeit?“

  “Itwasherveryparticularfriend,youknow。”

  “Poorcomfort!“saidEmma,laughing。“Onewouldratherhaveastrangerpreferredthanone’sveryparticularfriend——withastrangeritmightnotrecuragain——butthemiseryofhavingaveryparticularfriendalwaysathand,todoeverythingbetterthanonedoesoneself!——

  PoorMrs。Dixon!Well,IamgladsheisgonetosettleinIreland。”

  “Youareright。ItwasnotveryflatteringtoMissCampbell;

  butshereallydidnotseemtofeelit。”

  “Somuchthebetter——orsomuchtheworse:——Idonotknowwhich。

  Butbeitsweetnessorbeitstupidityinher——quicknessoffriendship,ordulnessoffeeling——therewasoneperson,Ithink,whomusthavefeltit:MissFairfaxherself。Shemusthavefelttheimproperanddangerousdistinction。”

  “Astothat——Idonot——“

  “Oh!donotimaginethatIexpectanaccountofMissFairfax’ssensationsfromyou,orfromanybodyelse。Theyareknowntonohumanbeing,Iguess,butherself。ButifshecontinuedtoplaywhenevershewasaskedbyMr。Dixon,onemayguesswhatonechuses。”

  “Thereappearedsuchaperfectlygoodunderstandingamongthemall——“

  hebeganratherquickly,butcheckinghimself,added,“however,itisimpossibleformetosayonwhattermstheyreallywere——

  howitmightallbebehindthescenes。Icanonlysaythattherewassmoothnessoutwardly。Butyou,whohaveknownMissFairfaxfromachild,mustbeabetterjudgeofhercharacter,andofhowsheislikelytoconductherselfincriticalsituations,thanIcanbe。”

  “Ihaveknownherfromachild,undoubtedly;wehavebeenchildrenandwomentogether;anditisnaturaltosupposethatweshouldbeintimate,——thatweshouldhavetakentoeachotherwhenevershevisitedherfriends。Butweneverdid。Ihardlyknowhowithashappened;alittle,perhaps,fromthatwickednessonmysidewhichwaspronetotakedisgusttowardsagirlsoidolizedandsocriedupasshealwayswas,byherauntandgrandmother,andalltheirset。Andthen,herreserve——Inevercouldattachmyselftoanyonesocompletelyreserved。”

  “Itisamostrepulsivequality,indeed。”saidhe。“Oftentimesveryconvenient,nodoubt,butneverpleasing。Thereissafetyinreserve,butnoattraction。Onecannotloveareservedperson。”

  “Nottillthereserveceasestowardsoneself;andthentheattractionmaybethegreater。ButImustbemoreinwantofafriend,oranagreeablecompanion,thanIhaveyetbeen,totakethetroubleofconqueringanybody’sreservetoprocureone。

  IntimacybetweenMissFairfaxandmeisquiteoutofthequestion。

  Ihavenoreasontothinkillofher——nottheleast——exceptthatsuchextremeandperpetualcautiousnessofwordandmanner,suchadreadofgivingadistinctideaaboutanybody,isapttosuggestsuspicionsoftherebeingsomethingtoconceal。”

  Heperfectlyagreedwithher:andafterwalkingtogethersolong,andthinkingsomuchalike,Emmafeltherselfsowellacquaintedwithhim,thatshecouldhardlybelieveittobeonlytheirsecondmeeting。

  Hewasnotexactlywhatshehadexpected;lessofthemanoftheworldinsomeofhisnotions,lessofthespoiledchildoffortune,thereforebetterthanshehadexpected。Hisideasseemedmoremoderate——

  hisfeelingswarmer。ShewasparticularlystruckbyhismannerofconsideringMr。Elton’shouse,which,aswellasthechurch,hewouldgoandlookat,andwouldnotjointheminfindingmuchfaultwith。No,hecouldnotbelieveitabadhouse;notsuchahouseasamanwastobepitiedforhaving。Ifitweretobesharedwiththewomanheloved,hecouldnotthinkanymantobepitiedforhavingthathouse。Theremustbeampleroominitforeveryrealcomfort。

  Themanmustbeablockheadwhowantedmore。

  Mrs。Westonlaughed,andsaidhedidnotknowwhathewastalkingabout。

  Usedonlytoalargehousehimself,andwithouteverthinkinghowmanyadvantagesandaccommodationswereattachedtoitssize,hecouldbenojudgeoftheprivationsinevitablybelongingtoasmallone。

  ButEmma,inherownmind,determinedthathedidknowwhathewastalkingabout,andthatheshewedaveryamiableinclinationtosettleearlyinlife,andtomarry,fromworthymotives。

  Hemightnotbeawareoftheinroadsondomesticpeacetobeoccasionedbynohousekeeper’sroom,orabadbutler’spantry,butnodoubthedidperfectlyfeelthatEnscombecouldnotmakehimhappy,andthatwheneverhewereattached,hewouldwillinglygiveupmuchofwealthtobeallowedanearlyestablishment。

  Chapter07CHAPTERVII

  Emma’sverygoodopinionofFrankChurchillwasalittleshakenthefollowingday,byhearingthathewasgoneofftoLondon,merelytohavehishaircut。Asuddenfreakseemedtohaveseizedhimatbreakfast,andhehadsentforachaiseandsetoff,intendingtoreturntodinner,butwithnomoreimportantviewthatappearedthanhavinghishaircut。Therewascertainlynoharminhistravellingsixteenmilestwiceoveronsuchanerrand;buttherewasanairoffopperyandnonsenseinitwhichshecouldnotapprove。Itdidnotaccordwiththerationalityofplan,themoderationinexpense,oreventheunselfishwarmthofheart,whichshehadbelievedherselftodiscerninhimyesterday。Vanity,extravagance,loveofchange,restlessnessoftemper,whichmustbedoingsomething,goodorbad;

  heedlessnessastothepleasureofhisfatherandMrs。Weston,indifferentastohowhisconductmightappearingeneral;hebecameliabletoallthesecharges。Hisfatheronlycalledhimacoxcomb,andthoughtitaverygoodstory;butthatMrs。Westondidnotlikeit,wasclearenough,byherpassingitoverasquicklyaspossible,andmakingnoothercommentthanthat“allyoungpeoplewouldhavetheirlittlewhims。”

  Withtheexceptionofthislittleblot,Emmafoundthathisvisithithertohadgivenherfriendonlygoodideasofhim。Mrs。Westonwasveryreadytosayhowattentiveandpleasantacompanionhemadehimself——howmuchshesawtolikeinhisdispositionaltogether。

  Heappearedtohaveaveryopentemper——certainlyaverycheerfulandlivelyone;shecouldobservenothingwronginhisnotions,agreatdealdecidedlyright;hespokeofhisunclewithwarmregard,wasfondoftalkingofhim——saidhewouldbethebestmanintheworldifhewerelefttohimself;andthoughtherewasnobeingattachedtotheaunt,heacknowledgedherkindnesswithgratitude,andseemedtomeanalwaystospeakofherwithrespect。

  Thiswasallverypromising;and,butforsuchanunfortunatefancyforhavinghishaircut,therewasnothingtodenotehimunworthyofthedistinguishedhonourwhichherimaginationhadgivenhim;

  thehonour,ifnotofbeingreallyinlovewithher,ofbeingatleastverynearit,andsavedonlybyherownindifference——

  forstillherresolutionheldofnevermarrying——thehonour,inshort,ofbeingmarkedoutforherbyalltheirjointacquaintance。

  Mr。Weston,onhisside,addedavirtuetotheaccountwhichmusthavesomeweight。HegavehertounderstandthatFrankadmiredherextremely——thoughtherverybeautifulandverycharming;

  andwithsomuchtobesaidforhimaltogether,shefoundshemustnotjudgehimharshly。AsMrs。Westonobserved,“allyoungpeoplewouldhavetheirlittlewhims。”

  TherewasonepersonamonghisnewacquaintanceinSurry,notsolenientlydisposed。Ingeneralhewasjudged,throughouttheparishesofDonwellandHighbury,withgreatcandour;liberalallowancesweremadeforthelittleexcessesofsuchahandsomeyoungman——

  onewhosmiledsooftenandbowedsowell;buttherewasonespiritamongthemnottobesoftened,fromitspowerofcensure,bybowsorsmiles——Mr。Knightley。ThecircumstancewastoldhimatHartfield;

  forthemoment,hewassilent;butEmmaheardhimalmostimmediatelyafterwardssaytohimself,overanewspaperheheldinhishand,“Hum!justthetrifling,sillyfellowItookhimfor。”Shehadhalfamindtoresent;butaninstant’sobservationconvincedherthatitwasreallysaidonlytorelievehisownfeelings,andnotmeanttoprovoke;andthereforesheletitpass。

  Althoughinoneinstancethebearersofnotgoodtidings,Mr。andMrs。Weston’svisitthismorningwasinanotherrespectparticularlyopportune。SomethingoccurredwhiletheywereatHartfield,tomakeEmmawanttheiradvice;and,whichwasstillmorelucky,shewantedexactlytheadvicetheygave。

  Thiswastheoccurrence:——TheColeshadbeensettledsomeyearsinHighbury,andwereverygoodsortofpeople——friendly,liberal,andunpretending;but,ontheotherhand,theywereofloworigin,intrade,andonlymoderatelygenteel。Ontheirfirstcomingintothecountry,theyhadlivedinproportiontotheirincome,quietly,keepinglittlecompany,andthatlittleunexpensively;butthelastyearortwohadbroughtthemaconsiderableincreaseofmeans——

  thehouseintownhadyieldedgreaterprofits,andfortuneingeneralhadsmiledonthem。Withtheirwealth,theirviewsincreased;

  theirwantofalargerhouse,theirinclinationformorecompany。

  Theyaddedtotheirhouse,totheirnumberofservants,totheirexpensesofeverysort;andbythistimewere,infortuneandstyleofliving,secondonlytothefamilyatHartfield。

  Theirloveofsociety,andtheirnewdining-room,preparedeverybodyfortheirkeepingdinner-company;andafewparties,chieflyamongthesinglemen,hadalreadytakenplace。TheregularandbestfamiliesEmmacouldhardlysupposetheywouldpresumetoinvite——

  neitherDonwell,norHartfield,norRandalls。Nothingshouldtempthertogo,iftheydid;andsheregrettedthatherfather’sknownhabitswouldbegivingherrefusallessmeaningthanshecouldwish。TheColeswereveryrespectableintheirway,buttheyoughttobetaughtthatitwasnotforthemtoarrangethetermsonwhichthesuperiorfamilieswouldvisitthem。Thislesson,sheverymuchfeared,theywouldreceiveonlyfromherself;

  shehadlittlehopeofMr。Knightley,noneofMr。Weston。

  Butshehadmadeuphermindhowtomeetthispresumptionsomanyweeksbeforeitappeared,thatwhentheinsultcameatlast,itfoundherverydifferentlyaffected。DonwellandRandallshadreceivedtheirinvitation,andnonehadcomeforherfatherandherself;andMrs。Weston’saccountingforitwith“Isupposetheywillnottakethelibertywithyou;theyknowyoudonotdineout。”wasnotquitesufficient。Shefeltthatsheshouldliketohavehadthepowerofrefusal;andafterwards,astheideaofthepartytobeassembledthere,consistingpreciselyofthosewhosesocietywasdearesttoher,occurredagainandagain,shedidnotknowthatshemightnothavebeentemptedtoaccept。

  Harrietwastobethereintheevening,andtheBateses。TheyhadbeenspeakingofitastheywalkedaboutHighburythedaybefore,andFrankChurchillhadmostearnestlylamentedherabsence。

  Mightnottheeveningendinadance?hadbeenaquestionofhis。

  Thebarepossibilityofitactedasafartherirritationonherspirits;

  andherbeingleftinsolitarygrandeur,evensupposingtheomissiontobeintendedasacompliment,wasbutpoorcomfort。

  ItwasthearrivalofthisveryinvitationwhiletheWestonswereatHartfield,whichmadetheirpresencesoacceptable;forthoughherfirstremark,onreadingit,wasthat“ofcourseitmustbedeclined。”

  shesoverysoonproceededtoaskthemwhattheyadvisedhertodo,thattheiradviceforhergoingwasmostpromptandsuccessful。

  Sheownedthat,consideringeverything,shewasnotabsolutelywithoutinclinationfortheparty。TheColesexpressedthemselvessoproperly——therewassomuchrealattentioninthemannerofit——

  somuchconsiderationforherfather。“Theywouldhavesolicitedthehonourearlier,buthadbeenwaitingthearrivalofafolding-screenfromLondon,whichtheyhopedmightkeepMr。Woodhousefromanydraughtofair,andthereforeinducehimthemorereadilytogivethemthehonourofhiscompany。“Uponthewhole,shewasverypersuadable;

  anditbeingbrieflysettledamongthemselveshowitmightbedonewithoutneglectinghiscomfort——howcertainlyMrs。Goddard,ifnotMrs。Bates,mightbedependedonforbearinghimcompany——

  Mr。Woodhousewastobetalkedintoanacquiescenceofhisdaughter’sgoingouttodinneronadaynownearathand,andspendingthewholeeveningawayfromhim。Asforhisgoing,Emmadidnotwishhimtothinkitpossible,thehourswouldbetoolate,andthepartytoonumerous。Hewassoonprettywellresigned。

  “Iamnotfondofdinner-visiting。”saidhe——“Ineverwas。

  NomoreisEmma。Latehoursdonotagreewithus。IamsorryMr。andMrs。Coleshouldhavedoneit。Ithinkitwouldbemuchbetteriftheywouldcomeinoneafternoonnextsummer,andtaketheirteawithus——takeusintheirafternoonwalk;

  whichtheymightdo,asourhoursaresoreasonable,andyetgethomewithoutbeingoutinthedampoftheevening。ThedewsofasummereveningarewhatIwouldnotexposeanybodyto。However,astheyaresoverydesiroustohavedearEmmadinewiththem,andasyouwillbothbethere,andMr。Knightleytoo,totakecareofher,Icannotwishtopreventit,providedtheweatherbewhatitought,neitherdamp,norcold,norwindy。”ThenturningtoMrs。Weston,withalookofgentlereproach——“Ah!MissTaylor,ifyouhadnotmarried,youwouldhavestaidathomewithme。”

  “Well,sir。”criedMr。Weston,“asItookMissTayloraway,itisincumbentonmetosupplyherplace,ifIcan;andIwillsteptoMrs。Goddardinamoment,ifyouwishit。”

  Buttheideaofanythingtobedoneinamoment,wasincreasing,notlessening,Mr。Woodhouse’sagitation。Theladiesknewbetterhowtoallayit。Mr。Westonmustbequiet,andeverythingdeliberatelyarranged。

  Withthistreatment,Mr。Woodhousewassooncomposedenoughfortalkingasusual。“HeshouldbehappytoseeMrs。Goddard。

  HehadagreatregardforMrs。Goddard;andEmmashouldwritealine,andinviteher。Jamescouldtakethenote。Butfirstofall,theremustbeananswerwrittentoMrs。Cole。”

  “Youwillmakemyexcuses,mydear,ascivillyaspossible。YouwillsaythatIamquiteaninvalid,andgonowhere,andthereforemustdeclinetheirobliginginvitation;beginningwithmycompliments,ofcourse。Butyouwilldoeverythingright。Ineednottellyouwhatistobedone。WemustremembertoletJamesknowthatthecarriagewillbewantedonTuesday。Ishallhavenofearsforyouwithhim。

  Wehaveneverbeenthereaboveoncesincethenewapproachwasmade;

  butstillIhavenodoubtthatJameswilltakeyouverysafely。

  Andwhenyougetthere,youmusttellhimatwhattimeyouwouldhavehimcomeforyouagain;andyouhadbetternameanearlyhour。

  Youwillnotlikestayinglate。Youwillgetverytiredwhenteaisover。”

  “ButyouwouldnotwishmetocomeawaybeforeIamtired,papa?“

  “Oh!no,mylove;butyouwillsoonbetired。Therewillbeagreatmanypeopletalkingatonce。Youwillnotlikethenoise。”

  “But,mydearsir。”criedMr。Weston,“ifEmmacomesawayearly,itwillbebreakinguptheparty。”

  “Andnogreatharmifitdoes。”saidMr。Woodhouse。“Thesoonereverypartybreaksup,thebetter。”

  “ButyoudonotconsiderhowitmayappeartotheColes。

  Emma’sgoingawaydirectlyafterteamightbegivingoffence。

  Theyaregood-naturedpeople,andthinklittleoftheirownclaims;

  butstilltheymustfeelthatanybody’shurryingawayisnogreatcompliment;andMissWoodhouse’sdoingitwouldbemorethoughtofthananyotherperson’sintheroom。YouwouldnotwishtodisappointandmortifytheColes,Iamsure,sir;friendly,goodsortofpeopleaseverlived,andwhohavebeenyourneighboursthesetenyears。”

  “No,uponnoaccountintheworld,Mr。Weston;Iammuchobligedtoyouforremindingme。Ishouldbeextremelysorrytobegivingthemanypain。Iknowwhatworthypeopletheyare。PerrytellsmethatMr。Colenevertouchesmaltliquor。Youwouldnotthinkittolookathim,butheisbilious——Mr。Coleisverybilious。

  No,Iwouldnotbethemeansofgivingthemanypain。MydearEmma,wemustconsiderthis。Iamsure,ratherthanruntheriskofhurtingMr。andMrs。Cole,youwouldstayalittlelongerthanyoumightwish。

  Youwillnotregardbeingtired。Youwillbeperfectlysafe,youknow,amongyourfriends。”

  “Ohyes,papa。Ihavenofearsatallformyself;andIshouldhavenoscruplesofstayingaslateasMrs。Weston,butonyouraccount。

  Iamonlyafraidofyoursittingupforme。IamnotafraidofyournotbeingexceedinglycomfortablewithMrs。Goddard。

  Shelovespiquet,youknow;butwhensheisgonehome,Iamafraidyouwillbesittingupbyyourself,insteadofgoingtobedatyourusualtime——andtheideaofthatwouldentirelydestroymycomfort。

  Youmustpromisemenottositup。”

  Hedid,ontheconditionofsomepromisesonherside:suchasthat,ifshecamehomecold,shewouldbesuretowarmherselfthoroughly;

  ifhungry,thatshewouldtakesomethingtoeat;thatherownmaidshouldsitupforher;andthatSerleandthebutlershouldseethateverythingweresafeinthehouse,asusual。

  Chapter08CHAPTERVIII

  FrankChurchillcamebackagain;andifhekepthisfather’sdinnerwaiting,itwasnotknownatHartfield;forMrs。WestonwastooanxiousforhisbeingafavouritewithMr。Woodhouse,tobetrayanyimperfectionwhichcouldbeconcealed。

  Hecameback,hadhadhishaircut,andlaughedathimselfwithaverygoodgrace,butwithoutseemingreallyatallashamedofwhathehaddone。Hehadnoreasontowishhishairlonger,toconcealanyconfusionofface;noreasontowishthemoneyunspent,toimprovehisspirits。Hewasquiteasundauntedandaslivelyasever;and,afterseeinghim,Emmathusmoralisedtoherself:——

  “Idonotknowwhetheritoughttobeso,butcertainlysillythingsdoceasetobesillyiftheyaredonebysensiblepeopleinanimpudentway。Wickednessisalwayswickedness,butfollyisnotalwaysfolly——Itdependsuponthecharacterofthosewhohandleit。

  Mr。Knightley,heisnotatrifling,sillyyoungman。Ifhewere,hewouldhavedonethisdifferently。Hewouldeitherhavegloriedintheachievement,orbeenashamedofit。Therewouldhavebeeneithertheostentationofacoxcomb,ortheevasionsofamindtooweaktodefenditsownvanities——No,Iamperfectlysurethatheisnottriflingorsilly。”

  WithTuesdaycametheagreeableprospectofseeinghimagain,andforalongertimethanhitherto;ofjudgingofhisgeneralmanners,andbyinference,ofthemeaningofhismannerstowardsherself;

  ofguessinghowsoonitmightbenecessaryforhertothrowcoldnessintoherair;andoffancyingwhattheobservationsofallthosemightbe,whowerenowseeingthemtogetherforthefirsttime。

  Shemeanttobeveryhappy,inspiteofthescenebeinglaidatMr。Cole’s;andwithoutbeingabletoforgetthatamongthefailingsofMr。Elton,eveninthedaysofhisfavour,nonehaddisturbedhermorethanhispropensitytodinewithMr。Cole。

  Herfather’scomfortwasamplysecured,Mrs。BatesaswellasMrs。Goddardbeingabletocome;andherlastpleasingduty,beforesheleftthehouse,wastopayherrespectstothemastheysattogetherafterdinner;andwhileherfatherwasfondlynoticingthebeautyofherdress,tomakethetwoladiesalltheamendsinherpower,byhelpingthemtolargeslicesofcakeandfullglassesofwine,forwhateverunwillingself-denialhiscareoftheirconstitutionmighthaveobligedthemtopractiseduringthemeal——Shehadprovidedaplentifuldinnerforthem;

  shewishedshecouldknowthattheyhadbeenallowedtoeatit。

  ShefollowedanothercarriagetoMr。Cole’sdoor;andwaspleasedtoseethatitwasMr。Knightley’s;forMr。Knightleykeepingnohorses,havinglittlesparemoneyandagreatdealofhealth,activity,andindependence,wastooapt,inEmma’sopinion,togetaboutashecould,andnotusehiscarriagesooftenasbecametheownerofDonwellAbbey。Shehadanopportunitynowofspeakingherapprobationwhilewarmfromherheart,forhestoppedtohandherout。

  “Thisiscomingasyoushoulddo。”saidshe;“likeagentleman——

  Iamquitegladtoseeyou。”

  Hethankedher,observing,“Howluckythatweshouldarriveatthesamemoment!for,ifwehadmetfirstinthedrawing-room,Idoubtwhetheryouwouldhavediscernedmetobemoreofagentlemanthanusual——

  YoumightnothavedistinguishedhowIcame,bymylookormanner。”

  “YesIshould,IamsureIshould。Thereisalwaysalookofconsciousnessorbustlewhenpeoplecomeinawaywhichtheyknowtobebeneaththem。Youthinkyoucarryitoffverywell,Idaresay,butwithyouitisasortofbravado,anairofaffectedunconcern;

  IalwaysobserveitwheneverImeetyouunderthosecircumstances。

  Nowyouhavenothingtotryfor。Youarenotafraidofbeingsupposedashamed。Youarenotstrivingtolooktallerthananybodyelse。NowIshallreallybeveryhappytowalkintothesameroomwithyou。”

  “Nonsensicalgirl!“washisreply,butnotatallinanger。

  EmmahadasmuchreasontobesatisfiedwiththerestofthepartyaswithMr。Knightley。Shewasreceivedwithacordialrespectwhichcouldnotbutplease,andgivenalltheconsequenceshecouldwishfor。WhentheWestonsarrived,thekindestlooksoflove,thestrongestofadmirationwereforher,frombothhusbandandwife;

  thesonapproachedherwithacheerfuleagernesswhichmarkedherashispeculiarobject,andatdinnershefoundhimseatedbyher——and,asshefirmlybelieved,notwithoutsomedexterityonhisside。

  Thepartywasratherlarge,asitincludedoneotherfamily,aproperunobjectionablecountryfamily,whomtheColeshadtheadvantageofnamingamongtheiracquaintance,andthemalepartofMr。Cox’sfamily,thelawyerofHighbury。Thelessworthyfemalesweretocomeintheevening,withMissBates,MissFairfax,andMissSmith;

  butalready,atdinner,theyweretoonumerousforanysubjectofconversationtobegeneral;and,whilepoliticsandMr。Eltonweretalkedover,Emmacouldfairlysurrenderallherattentiontothepleasantnessofherneighbour。Thefirstremotesoundtowhichshefeltherselfobligedtoattend,wasthenameofJaneFairfax。

  Mrs。Coleseemedtoberelatingsomethingofherthatwasexpectedtobeveryinteresting。Shelistened,andfounditwellworthlisteningto。

  ThatverydearpartofEmma,herfancy,receivedanamusingsupply。

  Mrs。ColewastellingthatshehadbeencallingonMissBates,andassoonassheenteredtheroomhadbeenstruckbythesightofapianoforte——averyelegantlookinginstrument——notagrand,butalarge-sizedsquarepianoforte;andthesubstanceofthestory,theendofallthedialoguewhichensuedofsurprize,andinquiry,andcongratulationsonherside,andexplanationsonMissBates’s,was,thatthispianofortehadarrivedfromBroadwood’sthedaybefore,tothegreatastonishmentofbothauntandniece——entirelyunexpected;

  thatatfirst,byMissBates’saccount,Janeherselfwasquiteataloss,quitebewilderedtothinkwhocouldpossiblyhaveorderedit——

  butnow,theywerebothperfectlysatisfiedthatitcouldbefromonlyonequarter;——ofcourseitmustbefromColonelCampbell。

  “Onecansupposenothingelse。”addedMrs。Cole,“andIwasonlysurprizedthattherecouldeverhavebeenadoubt。ButJane,itseems,hadaletterfromthemverylately,andnotawordwassaidaboutit。Sheknowstheirwaysbest;butIshouldnotconsidertheirsilenceasanyreasonfortheirnotmeaningtomakethepresent。

  Theymightchusetosurprizeher。”

  Mrs。Colehadmanytoagreewithher;everybodywhospokeonthesubjectwasequallyconvincedthatitmustcomefromColonelCampbell,andequallyrejoicedthatsuchapresenthadbeenmade;andtherewereenoughreadytospeaktoallowEmmatothinkherownway,andstilllistentoMrs。Cole。

  “Ideclare,IdonotknowwhenIhaveheardanythingthathasgivenmemoresatisfaction!——ItalwayshasquitehurtmethatJaneFairfax,whoplayssodelightfully,shouldnothaveaninstrument。

  Itseemedquiteashame,especiallyconsideringhowmanyhousestherearewherefineinstrumentsareabsolutelythrownaway。

  Thisislikegivingourselvesaslap,tobesure!anditwasbutyesterdayIwastellingMr。Cole,Ireallywasashamedtolookatournewgrandpianoforteinthedrawing-room,whileI

  donotknowonenotefromanother,andourlittlegirls,whoarebutjustbeginning,perhapsmaynevermakeanythingofit;

  andthereispoorJaneFairfax,whoismistressofmusic,hasnotanythingofthenatureofaninstrument,noteventhepitifullestoldspinetintheworld,toamuseherselfwith——IwassayingthistoMr。Colebutyesterday,andhequiteagreedwithme;onlyheissoparticularlyfondofmusicthathecouldnothelpindulginghimselfinthepurchase,hopingthatsomeofourgoodneighboursmightbesoobligingoccasionallytoputittoabetterusethanwecan;

  andthatreallyisthereasonwhytheinstrumentwasbought——

  orelseIamsureweoughttobeashamedofit——WeareingreathopesthatMissWoodhousemaybeprevailedwithtotryitthisevening。”

  MissWoodhousemadetheproperacquiescence;andfindingthatnothingmorewastobeentrappedfromanycommunicationofMrs。Cole’s,turnedtoFrankChurchill。

  “Whydoyousmile?“saidshe。

  “Nay,whydoyou?“

  “Me!——IsupposeIsmileforpleasureatColonelCampbell’sbeingsorichandsoliberal——Itisahandsomepresent。”

  “Very。”

  “Iratherwonderthatitwasnevermadebefore。”

  “PerhapsMissFairfaxhasneverbeenstayingheresolongbefore。”

  “Orthathedidnotgivehertheuseoftheirowninstrument——

  whichmustnowbeshutupinLondon,untouchedbyanybody。”

  “Thatisagrandpianoforte,andhemightthinkittoolargeforMrs。Bates’shouse。”

  “Youmaysaywhatyouchuse——butyourcountenancetestifiesthatyourthoughtsonthissubjectareverymuchlikemine。”

  “Idonotknow。IratherbelieveyouaregivingmemorecreditforacutenessthanIdeserve。Ismilebecauseyousmile,andshallprobablysuspectwhateverIfindyoususpect;butatpresentIdonotseewhatthereistoquestion。IfColonelCampbellisnottheperson,whocanbe?“

  “WhatdoyousaytoMrs。Dixon?“

  “Mrs。Dixon!verytrueindeed。IhadnotthoughtofMrs。Dixon。

  Shemustknowaswellasherfather,howacceptableaninstrumentwouldbe;andperhapsthemodeofit,themystery,thesurprize,ismorelikeayoungwoman’sschemethananelderlyman’s。ItisMrs。Dixon,Idaresay。Itoldyouthatyoursuspicionswouldguidemine。”

  “Ifso,youmustextendyoursuspicionsandcomprehendMr。Dixoninthem。”

  “Mr。Dixon——Verywell。Yes,IimmediatelyperceivethatitmustbethejointpresentofMr。andMrs。Dixon。Wewerespeakingtheotherday,youknow,ofhisbeingsowarmanadmirerofherperformance。”

  “Yes,andwhatyoutoldmeonthathead,confirmedanideawhichI

  hadentertainedbefore——IdonotmeantoreflectuponthegoodintentionsofeitherMr。DixonorMissFairfax,butIcannothelpsuspectingeitherthat,aftermakinghisproposalstoherfriend,hehadthemisfortunetofallinlovewithher,orthathebecameconsciousofalittleattachmentonherside。Onemightguesstwentythingswithoutguessingexactlytheright;butIamsuretheremustbeaparticularcauseforherchusingtocometoHighburyinsteadofgoingwiththeCampbellstoIreland。Here,shemustbeleadingalifeofprivationandpenance;thereitwouldhavebeenallenjoyment。Astothepretenceoftryinghernativeair,I

  lookuponthatasamereexcuse——Inthesummeritmighthavepassed;

  butwhatcananybody’snativeairdofortheminthemonthsofJanuary,February,andMarch?Goodfiresandcarriageswouldbemuchmoretothepurposeinmostcasesofdelicatehealth,andI

  daresayinher’s。Idonotrequireyoutoadoptallmysuspicions,thoughyoumakesonobleaprofessionofdoingit,butIhonestlytellyouwhattheyare。”

  “And,uponmyword,theyhaveanairofgreatprobability。

  Mr。Dixon’spreferenceofhermusictoherfriend’s,Icananswerforbeingverydecided。”

  “Andthen,hesavedherlife。Didyoueverhearofthat?——

  Awaterparty;andbysomeaccidentshewasfallingoverboard。

  Hecaughther。”

  “Hedid。Iwasthere——oneoftheparty。”

  “Wereyoureally?——Well!——Butyouobservednothingofcourse,foritseemstobeanewideatoyou——IfIhadbeenthere,IthinkIshouldhavemadesomediscoveries。”

  “Idaresayyouwould;butI,simpleI,sawnothingbutthefact,thatMissFairfaxwasnearlydashedfromthevesselandthatMr。Dixoncaughther——Itwastheworkofamoment。Andthoughtheconsequentshockandalarmwasverygreatandmuchmoredurable——indeedI

  believeitwashalfanhourbeforeanyofuswerecomfortableagain——

  yetthatwastoogeneralasensationforanythingofpeculiaranxietytobeobservable。Idonotmeantosay,however,thatyoumightnothavemadediscoveries。”

  Theconversationwashereinterrupted。Theywerecalledontoshareintheawkwardnessofaratherlongintervalbetweenthecourses,andobligedtobeasformalandasorderlyastheothers;butwhenthetablewasagainsafelycovered,wheneverycornerdishwasplacedexactlyright,andoccupationandeaseweregenerallyrestored,Emmasaid,“Thearrivalofthispianoforteisdecisivewithme。Iwantedtoknowalittlemore,andthistellsmequiteenough。Dependuponit,weshallsoonhearthatitisapresentfromMr。andMrs。Dixon。”

  “AndiftheDixonsshouldabsolutelydenyallknowledgeofitwemustconcludeittocomefromtheCampbells。”

  “No,IamsureitisnotfromtheCampbells。MissFairfaxknowsitisnotfromtheCampbells,ortheywouldhavebeenguessedatfirst。

  Shewouldnothavebeenpuzzled,hadshedaredfixonthem。

  Imaynothaveconvincedyouperhaps,butIamperfectlyconvincedmyselfthatMr。Dixonisaprincipalinthebusiness。”

  “Indeedyouinjuremeifyousupposemeunconvinced。Yourreasoningscarrymyjudgmentalongwiththementirely。Atfirst,whileI

  supposedyousatisfiedthatColonelCampbellwasthegiver,Isawitonlyaspaternalkindness,andthoughtitthemostnaturalthingintheworld。ButwhenyoumentionedMrs。Dixon,Ifelthowmuchmoreprobablethatitshouldbethetributeofwarmfemalefriendship。

  AndnowIcanseeitinnootherlightthanasanofferingoflove。”

  Therewasnooccasiontopressthematterfarther。Theconvictionseemedreal;helookedasifhefeltit。Shesaidnomore,othersubjectstooktheirturn;andtherestofthedinnerpassedaway;

  thedessertsucceeded,thechildrencamein,andweretalkedtoandadmiredamidtheusualrateofconversation;afewcleverthingssaid,afewdownrightsilly,butbymuchthelargerproportionneithertheonenortheother——nothingworsethaneverydayremarks,dullrepetitions,oldnews,andheavyjokes。

  Theladieshadnotbeenlonginthedrawing-room,beforetheotherladies,intheirdifferentdivisions,arrived。Emmawatchedtheentreeofherownparticularlittlefriend;andifshecouldnotexultinherdignityandgrace,shecouldnotonlylovethebloomingsweetnessandtheartlessmanner,butcouldmostheartilyrejoiceinthatlight,cheerful,unsentimentaldispositionwhichallowedhersomanyalleviationsofpleasure,inthemidstofthepangsofdisappointedaffection。

  Thereshesat——andwhowouldhaveguessedhowmanytearsshehadbeenlatelyshedding?Tobeincompany,nicelydressedherselfandseeingothersnicelydressed,tositandsmileandlookpretty,andsaynothing,wasenoughforthehappinessofthepresenthour。

  JaneFairfaxdidlookandmovesuperior;butEmmasuspectedshemighthavebeengladtochangefeelingswithHarriet,verygladtohavepurchasedthemortificationofhavingloved——yes,ofhavinglovedevenMr。Eltoninvain——bythesurrenderofallthedangerouspleasureofknowingherselfbelovedbythehusbandofherfriend。

  InsolargeapartyitwasnotnecessarythatEmmashouldapproachher。

  Shedidnotwishtospeakofthepianoforte,shefelttoomuchinthesecretherself,tothinktheappearanceofcuriosityorinterestfair,andthereforepurposelykeptatadistance;

  butbytheothers,thesubjectwasalmostimmediatelyintroduced,andshesawtheblushofconsciousnesswithwhichcongratulationswerereceived,theblushofguiltwhichaccompaniedthenameof“myexcellentfriendColonelCampbell。”

  Mrs。Weston,kind-heartedandmusical,wasparticularlyinterestedbythecircumstance,andEmmacouldnothelpbeingamusedatherperseveranceindwellingonthesubject;andhavingsomuchtoaskandtosayastotone,touch,andpedal,totallyunsuspiciousofthatwishofsayingaslittleaboutitaspossible,whichsheplainlyreadinthefairheroine’scountenance。

  Theyweresoonjoinedbysomeofthegentlemen;andtheveryfirstoftheearlywasFrankChurchill。Inhewalked,thefirstandthehandsomest;

  andafterpayinghiscomplimentsenpassanttoMissBatesandherniece,madehiswaydirectlytotheoppositesideofthecircle,wheresatMissWoodhouse;andtillhecouldfindaseatbyher,wouldnotsitatall。Emmadivinedwhateverybodypresentmustbethinking。Shewashisobject,andeverybodymustperceiveit。

  Sheintroducedhimtoherfriend,MissSmith,and,atconvenientmomentsafterwards,heardwhateachthoughtoftheother。“Hehadneverseensolovelyaface,andwasdelightedwithhernaivete。”

  Andshe,“Onlytobesureitwaspayinghimtoogreatacompliment,butshedidthinkthereweresomelooksalittlelikeMr。Elton。”

  Emmarestrainedherindignation,andonlyturnedfromherinsilence。

  SmilesofintelligencepassedbetweenherandthegentlemanonfirstglancingtowardsMissFairfax;butitwasmostprudenttoavoidspeech。

  Hetoldherthathehadbeenimpatienttoleavethedining-room——

  hatedsittinglong——wasalwaysthefirsttomovewhenhecould——

  thathisfather,Mr。Knightley,Mr。Cox,andMr。Cole,wereleftverybusyoverparishbusiness——thataslongashehadstaid,however,ithadbeenpleasantenough,ashehadfoundthemingeneralasetofgentlemanlike,sensiblemen;andspokesohandsomelyofHighburyaltogether——thoughtitsoabundantinagreeablefamilies——

  thatEmmabegantofeelshehadbeenusedtodespisetheplacerathertoomuch。ShequestionedhimastothesocietyinYorkshire——

  theextentoftheneighbourhoodaboutEnscombe,andthesort;

  andcouldmakeoutfromhisanswersthat,asfarasEnscombewasconcerned,therewasverylittlegoingon,thattheirvisitingswereamongarangeofgreatfamilies,noneverynear;andthatevenwhendayswerefixed,andinvitationsaccepted,itwasanevenchancethatMrs。Churchillwerenotinhealthandspiritsforgoing;

  thattheymadeapointofvisitingnofreshperson;andthat,thoughhehadhisseparateengagements,itwasnotwithoutdifficulty,withoutconsiderableaddressattimes,thathecouldgetaway,orintroduceanacquaintanceforanight。

  ShesawthatEnscombecouldnotsatisfy,andthatHighbury,takenatitsbest,mightreasonablypleaseayoungmanwhohadmoreretirementathomethanheliked。HisimportanceatEnscombewasveryevident。Hedidnotboast,butitnaturallybetrayeditself,thathehadpersuadedhisauntwherehisunclecoulddonothing,andonherlaughingandnoticingit,heownedthathebelievedexceptingoneortwopointshecouldwithtimepersuadehertoanything。

  Oneofthosepointsonwhichhisinfluencefailed,hethenmentioned。

  Hehadwantedverymuchtogoabroad——hadbeenveryeagerindeedtobeallowedtotravel——butshewouldnothearofit。Thishadhappenedtheyearbefore。Now,hesaid,hewasbeginningtohavenolongerthesamewish。

  Theunpersuadablepoint,whichhedidnotmention,Emmaguessedtobegoodbehaviourtohisfather。

  “Ihavemadeamostwretcheddiscovery。”saidhe,afterashortpause——

  “Ihavebeenhereaweekto-morrow——halfmytime。Ineverknewdaysflysofast。Aweekto-morrow!——AndIhavehardlybeguntoenjoymyself。ButjustgotacquaintedwithMrs。Weston,andothers!——

  Ihatetherecollection。”

  “Perhapsyoumaynowbegintoregretthatyouspentonewholeday,outofsofew,inhavingyourhaircut。”

  “No。”saidhe,smiling,“thatisnosubjectofregretatall。

  Ihavenopleasureinseeingmyfriends,unlessIcanbelievemyselffittobeseen。”

  Therestofthegentlemenbeingnowintheroom,Emmafoundherselfobligedtoturnfromhimforafewminutes,andlistentoMr。Cole。

  WhenMr。Colehadmovedaway,andherattentioncouldberestoredasbefore,shesawFrankChurchilllookingintentlyacrosstheroomatMissFairfax,whowassittingexactlyopposite。

  “Whatisthematter?“saidshe。

  Hestarted。“Thankyouforrousingme。”hereplied。“IbelieveIhavebeenveryrude;butreallyMissFairfaxhasdoneherhairinsooddaway——soveryoddaway——thatIcannotkeepmyeyesfromher。Ineversawanythingsooutree!——Thosecurls!——Thismustbeafancyofherown。Iseenobodyelselookinglikeher!——

  ImustgoandaskherwhetheritisanIrishfashion。ShallI?——

  Yes,Iwill——IdeclareIwill——andyoushallseehowshetakesit;——

  whethershecolours。”

  Hewasgoneimmediately;andEmmasoonsawhimstandingbeforeMissFairfax,andtalkingtoher;butastoitseffectontheyounglady,ashehadimprovidentlyplacedhimselfexactlybetweenthem,exactlyinfrontofMissFairfax,shecouldabsolutelydistinguishnothing。

  Beforehecouldreturntohischair,itwastakenbyMrs。Weston。

  “Thisistheluxuryofalargeparty。”saidshe:——“onecangetneareverybody,andsayeverything。MydearEmma,Iamlongingtotalktoyou。Ihavebeenmakingdiscoveriesandformingplans,justlikeyourself,andImusttellthemwhiletheideaisfresh。

  DoyouknowhowMissBatesandherniececamehere?“

  “How?——Theywereinvited,werenotthey?“

  “Oh!yes——buthowtheywereconveyedhither?——themanneroftheircoming?“

  “Theywalked,Iconclude。Howelsecouldtheycome?“

  “Verytrue——Well,alittlewhileagoitoccurredtomehowverysaditwouldbetohaveJaneFairfaxwalkinghomeagain,lateatnight,andcoldasthenightsarenow。AndasIlookedather,thoughI

  neversawherappeartomoreadvantage,itstruckmethatshewasheated,andwouldthereforebeparticularlyliabletotakecold。

  Poorgirl!Icouldnotbeartheideaofit;so,assoonasMr。

  Westoncameintotheroom,andIcouldgetathim,Ispoketohimaboutthecarriage。Youmayguesshowreadilyhecameintomywishes;

  andhavinghisapprobation,ImademywaydirectlytoMissBates,toassureherthatthecarriagewouldbeatherservicebeforeittookushome;forIthoughtitwouldbemakinghercomfortableatonce。

  Goodsoul!shewasasgratefulaspossible,youmaybesure。

  `Nobodywaseversofortunateasherself!’——butwithmany,manythanks——`therewasnooccasiontotroubleus,forMr。Knightley’scarriagehadbrought,andwastotakethemhomeagain。’Iwasquitesurprized;——veryglad,Iamsure;butreallyquitesurprized。

  Suchaverykindattention——andsothoughtfulanattention!——

  thesortofthingthatsofewmenwouldthinkof。And,inshort,fromknowinghisusualways,Iamverymuchinclinedtothinkthatitwasfortheiraccommodationthecarriagewasusedatall。

  Idosuspecthewouldnothavehadapairofhorsesforhimself,andthatitwasonlyasanexcuseforassistingthem。”

  “Verylikely。”saidEmma——“nothingmorelikely。IknownomanmorelikelythanMr。Knightleytodothesortofthing——todoanythingreallygood-natured,useful,considerate,orbenevolent。

  Heisnotagallantman,butheisaveryhumaneone;andthis,consideringJaneFairfax’sill-health,wouldappearacaseofhumanitytohim;——andforanactofunostentatiouskindness,thereisnobodywhomIwouldfixonmorethanonMr。Knightley。

  Iknowhehadhorsesto-day——forwearrivedtogether;andIlaughedathimaboutit,buthesaidnotawordthatcouldbetray。”

  “Well。”saidMrs。Weston,smiling,“yougivehimcreditformoresimple,disinterestedbenevolenceinthisinstancethanIdo;

  forwhileMissBateswasspeaking,asuspiciondartedintomyhead,andIhaveneverbeenabletogetitoutagain。ThemoreIthinkofit,themoreprobableitappears。Inshort,IhavemadeamatchbetweenMr。KnightleyandJaneFairfax。Seetheconsequenceofkeepingyoucompany!——Whatdoyousaytoit?“

  “Mr。KnightleyandJaneFairfax!“exclaimedEmma。“DearMrs。Weston,howcouldyouthinkofsuchathing?——Mr。Knightley!——Mr。Knightleymustnotmarry!——YouwouldnothavelittleHenrycutoutfromDonwell?——

  Oh!no,no,HenrymusthaveDonwell。IcannotatallconsenttoMr。Knightley’smarrying;andIamsureitisnotatalllikely。

  Iamamazedthatyoushouldthinkofsuchathing。”

  “MydearEmma,Ihavetoldyouwhatledmetothinkofit。

  Idonotwantthematch——IdonotwanttoinjuredearlittleHenry——

  buttheideahasbeengivenmebycircumstances;andifMr。Knightleyreallywishedtomarry,youwouldnothavehimrefrainonHenry’saccount,aboyofsixyearsold,whoknowsnothingofthematter?“

  “Yes,Iwould。IcouldnotbeartohaveHenrysupplanted——

  Mr。Knightleymarry!——No,Ihaveneverhadsuchanidea,andI

  cannotadoptitnow。AndJaneFairfax,too,ofallwomen!“

  “Nay,shehasalwaysbeenafirstfavouritewithhim,asyouverywellknow。”

  “Buttheimprudenceofsuchamatch!“

  “Iamnotspeakingofitsprudence;merelyitsprobability。”

  “Iseenoprobabilityinit,unlessyouhaveanybetterfoundationthanwhatyoumention。Hisgood-nature,hishumanity,asItellyou,wouldbequiteenoughtoaccountforthehorses。HehasagreatregardfortheBateses,youknow,independentofJaneFairfax——

  andisalwaysgladtoshewthemattention。MydearMrs。Weston,donottaketomatch-making。Youdoitveryill。JaneFairfaxmistressoftheAbbey!——Oh!no,no;——everyfeelingrevolts。Forhisownsake,Iwouldnothavehimdosomadathing。”

  “Imprudent,ifyouplease——butnotmad。Exceptinginequalityoffortune,andperhapsalittledisparityofage,Icanseenothingunsuitable。”

  “ButMr。Knightleydoesnotwanttomarry。Iamsurehehasnottheleastideaofit。Donotputitintohishead。Whyshouldhemarry?——

  Heisashappyaspossiblebyhimself;withhisfarm,andhissheep,andhislibrary,andalltheparishtomanage;andheisextremelyfondofhisbrother’schildren。Hehasnooccasiontomarry,eithertofilluphistimeorhisheart。”

  “MydearEmma,aslongashethinksso,itisso;butifhereallylovesJaneFairfax——“

  “Nonsense!HedoesnotcareaboutJaneFairfax。Inthewayoflove,Iamsurehedoesnot。Hewoulddoanygoodtoher,orherfamily;but——“

  “Well。”saidMrs。Weston,laughing,“perhapsthegreatestgoodhecoulddothem,wouldbetogiveJanesucharespectablehome。”

  “Ifitwouldbegoodtoher,Iamsureitwouldbeeviltohimself;

  averyshamefulanddegradingconnexion。HowwouldhebeartohaveMissBatesbelongingtohim?——TohaveherhauntingtheAbbey,andthankinghimalldaylongforhisgreatkindnessinmarryingJane?——

  `Soverykindandobliging!——Buthealwayshadbeensuchaverykindneighbour!’Andthenflyoff,throughhalfasentence,tohermother’soldpetticoat。`Notthatitwassuchaveryoldpetticoateither——forstillitwouldlastagreatwhile——and,indeed,shemustthankfullysaythattheirpetticoatswereallverystrong。’“

  “Forshame,Emma!Donotmimicher。Youdivertmeagainstmyconscience。And,uponmyword,IdonotthinkMr。KnightleywouldbemuchdisturbedbyMissBates。Littlethingsdonotirritatehim。

点击下载App,搜索"Emmaa",免费读到尾