Shehadneverbeenquitewellsincethetimeoftheirdaughter’smarriage;
andtillsheshouldhavecompletelyrecoveredherusualstrength,theymustforbidherengaginginduties,which,sofarfrombeingcompatiblewithaweakenedframeandvaryingspirits,seemed,underthemostfavourablecircumstances,torequiresomethingmorethanhumanperfectionofbodyandmindtobedischargedwithtolerablecomfort。
WithregardtohernotaccompanyingthemtoIreland,heraccounttoherauntcontainednothingbuttruth,thoughtheremightbesometruthsnottold。ItwasherownchoicetogivethetimeoftheirabsencetoHighbury;tospend,perhaps,herlastmonthsofperfectlibertywiththosekindrelationstowhomshewassoverydear:
andtheCampbells,whatevermightbetheirmotiveormotives,whethersingle,ordouble,ortreble,gavethearrangementtheirreadysanction,andsaid,thattheydependedmoreonafewmonthsspentinhernativeair,fortherecoveryofherhealth,thanonanythingelse。Certainitwasthatshewastocome;
andthatHighbury,insteadofwelcomingthatperfectnoveltywhichhadbeensolongpromisedit——Mr。FrankChurchill——mustputupforthepresentwithJaneFairfax,whocouldbringonlythefreshnessofatwoyears’absence。
Emmawassorry;——tohavetopaycivilitiestoapersonshedidnotlikethroughthreelongmonths!——tobealwaysdoingmorethanshewished,andlessthansheought!WhyshedidnotlikeJaneFairfaxmightbeadifficultquestiontoanswer;Mr。Knightleyhadoncetoldheritwasbecauseshesawinherthereallyaccomplishedyoungwoman,whichshewantedtobethoughtherself;
andthoughtheaccusationhadbeeneagerlyrefutedatthetime,thereweremomentsofself-examinationinwhichherconsciencecouldnotquiteacquither。But“shecouldnevergetacquaintedwithher:
shedidnotknowhowitwas,buttherewassuchcoldnessandreserve——
suchapparentindifferencewhethershepleasedornot——andthen,herauntwassuchaneternaltalker!——andshewasmadesuchafusswithbyeverybody!——andithadbeenalwaysimaginedthattheyweretobesointimate——becausetheirageswerethesame,everybodyhadsupposedtheymustbesofondofeachother。”Thesewereherreasons——
shehadnobetter。
Itwasadislikesolittlejust——everyimputedfaultwassomagnifiedbyfancy,thatsheneversawJaneFairfaxthefirsttimeafteranyconsiderableabsence,withoutfeelingthatshehadinjuredher;
andnow,whentheduevisitwaspaid,onherarrival,afteratwoyears’
interval,shewasparticularlystruckwiththeveryappearanceandmanners,whichforthosetwowholeyearsshehadbeendepreciating。
JaneFairfaxwasveryelegant,remarkablyelegant;andshehadherselfthehighestvalueforelegance。Herheightwaspretty,justsuchasalmosteverybodywouldthinktall,andnobodycouldthinkverytall;herfigureparticularlygraceful;hersizeamostbecomingmedium,betweenfatandthin,thoughaslightappearanceofill-healthseemedtopointoutthelikeliestevilofthetwo。
Emmacouldnotbutfeelallthis;andthen,herface——herfeatures——
therewasmorebeautyinthemaltogetherthanshehadremembered;
itwasnotregular,butitwasverypleasingbeauty。Hereyes,adeepgrey,withdarkeye-lashesandeyebrows,hadneverbeendeniedtheirpraise;buttheskin,whichshehadbeenusedtocavilat,aswantingcolour,hadaclearnessanddelicacywhichreallyneedednofullerbloom。Itwasastyleofbeauty,ofwhichelegancewasthereigningcharacter,andassuch,shemust,inhonour,byallherprinciples,admireit:——elegance,which,whetherofpersonorofmind,shesawsolittleinHighbury。There,nottobevulgar,wasdistinction,andmerit。
Inshort,shesat,duringthefirstvisit,lookingatJaneFairfaxwithtwofoldcomplacency;thesenseofpleasureandthesenseofrenderingjustice,andwasdeterminingthatshewoulddislikehernolonger。Whenshetookinherhistory,indeed,hersituation,aswellasherbeauty;whensheconsideredwhatallthiselegancewasdestinedto,whatshewasgoingtosinkfrom,howshewasgoingtolive,itseemedimpossibletofeelanythingbutcompassionandrespect;especially,iftoeverywell-knownparticularentitlinghertointerest,wereaddedthehighlyprobablecircumstanceofanattachmenttoMr。Dixon,whichshehadsonaturallystartedtoherself。Inthatcase,nothingcouldbemorepitiableormorehonourablethanthesacrificesshehadresolvedon。
EmmawasverywillingnowtoacquitherofhavingseducedMr。Dixon’sactionsfromhiswife,orofanythingmischievouswhichherimaginationhadsuggestedatfirst。Ifitwerelove,itmightbesimple,single,successlessloveonhersidealone。
Shemighthavebeenunconsciouslysuckinginthesadpoison,whileasharerofhisconversationwithherfriend;andfromthebest,thepurestofmotives,mightnowbedenyingherselfthisvisittoIreland,andresolvingtodivideherselfeffectuallyfromhimandhisconnexionsbysoonbeginninghercareeroflaboriousduty。
Uponthewhole,Emmaleftherwithsuchsoftened,charitablefeelings,asmadeherlookaroundinwalkinghome,andlamentthatHighburyaffordednoyoungmanworthyofgivingherindependence;
nobodythatshecouldwishtoschemeaboutforher。
Thesewerecharmingfeelings——butnotlasting。BeforeshehadcommittedherselfbyanypublicprofessionofeternalfriendshipforJaneFairfax,ordonemoretowardsarecantationofpastprejudicesanderrors,thansayingtoMr。Knightley,“Shecertainlyishandsome;
sheisbetterthanhandsome!“JanehadspentaneveningatHartfieldwithhergrandmotherandaunt,andeverythingwasrelapsingmuchintoitsusualstate。Formerprovocationsreappeared。Theauntwasastiresomeasever;moretiresome,becauseanxietyforherhealthwasnowaddedtoadmirationofherpowers;andtheyhadtolistentothedescriptionofexactlyhowlittlebreadandbuttersheateforbreakfast,andhowsmallasliceofmuttonfordinner,aswellastoseeexhibitionsofnewcapsandnewworkbagsforhermotherandherself;andJane’soffencesroseagain。Theyhadmusic;
Emmawasobligedtoplay;andthethanksandpraisewhichnecessarilyfollowedappearedtoheranaffectationofcandour,anairofgreatness,meaningonlytoshewoffinhigherstyleherownverysuperiorperformance。Shewas,besides,whichwastheworstofall,socold,socautious!Therewasnogettingatherrealopinion。
Wraptupinacloakofpoliteness,sheseemeddeterminedtohazardnothing。Shewasdisgustingly,wassuspiciouslyreserved。
Ifanythingcouldbemore,whereallwasmost,shewasmorereservedonthesubjectofWeymouthandtheDixonsthananything。
SheseemedbentongivingnorealinsightintoMr。Dixon’scharacter,orherownvalueforhiscompany,oropinionofthesuitablenessofthematch。Itwasallgeneralapprobationandsmoothness;
nothingdelineatedordistinguished。Itdidhernoservicehowever。
Hercautionwasthrownaway。Emmasawitsartifice,andreturnedtoherfirstsurmises。Thereprobablywassomethingmoretoconcealthanherownpreference;Mr。Dixon,perhaps,hadbeenverynearchangingonefriendfortheother,orbeenfixedonlytoMissCampbell,forthesakeofthefuturetwelvethousandpounds。
Thelikereserveprevailedonothertopics。SheandMr。FrankChurchillhadbeenatWeymouthatthesametime。Itwasknownthattheywerealittleacquainted;butnotasyllableofrealinformationcouldEmmaprocureastowhathetrulywas。“Washehandsome?“——“Shebelievedhewasreckonedaveryfineyoungman。”“Washeagreeable?“——
“Hewasgenerallythoughtso。”“Didheappearasensibleyoungman;
ayoungmanofinformation?“——“Atawatering-place,orinacommonLondonacquaintance,itwasdifficulttodecideonsuchpoints。
Mannerswereallthatcouldbesafelyjudgedof,underamuchlongerknowledgethantheyhadyethadofMr。Churchill。Shebelievedeverybodyfoundhismannerspleasing。”Emmacouldnotforgiveher。
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Emmacouldnotforgiveher;——butasneitherprovocationnorresentmentwerediscernedbyMr。Knightley,whohadbeenoftheparty,andhadseenonlyproperattentionandpleasingbehaviouroneachside,hewasexpressingthenextmorning,beingatHartfieldagainonbusinesswithMr。Woodhouse,hisapprobationofthewhole;notsoopenlyashemighthavedonehadherfatherbeenoutoftheroom,butspeakingplainenoughtobeveryintelligibletoEmma。
HehadbeenusedtothinkherunjusttoJane,andhadnowgreatpleasureinmarkinganimprovement。
“Averypleasantevening。”hebegan,assoonasMr。Woodhousehadbeentalkedintowhatwasnecessary,toldthatheunderstood,andthepaperssweptaway;——“particularlypleasant。YouandMissFairfaxgaveussomeverygoodmusic。Idonotknowamoreluxuriousstate,sir,thansittingatone’seasetobeentertainedawholeeveningbytwosuchyoungwomen;sometimeswithmusicandsometimeswithconversation。IamsureMissFairfaxmusthavefoundtheeveningpleasant,Emma。Youleftnothingundone。
Iwasgladyoumadeherplaysomuch,forhavingnoinstrumentathergrandmother’s,itmusthavebeenarealindulgence。”
“Iamhappyyouapproved。”saidEmma,smiling;“butIhopeIamnotoftendeficientinwhatisduetoguestsatHartfield。”
“No,mydear。”saidherfatherinstantly;“thatIamsureyouarenot。Thereisnobodyhalfsoattentiveandcivilasyouare。
Ifanything,youaretooattentive。Themuffinlastnight——ifithadbeenhandedroundonce,Ithinkitwouldhavebeenenough。”
“No。”saidMr。Knightley,nearlyatthesametime;“youarenotoftendeficient;notoftendeficienteitherinmannerorcomprehension。
Ithinkyouunderstandme,therefore。”
Anarchlookexpressed——“Iunderstandyouwellenough;“butshesaidonly,“MissFairfaxisreserved。”
“Ialwaystoldyoushewas——alittle;butyouwillsoonovercomeallthatpartofherreservewhichoughttobeovercome,allthathasitsfoundationindiffidence。Whatarisesfromdiscretionmustbehonoured。”
“Youthinkherdiffident。Idonotseeit。”
“MydearEmma。”saidhe,movingfromhischairintooneclosebyher,“youarenotgoingtotellme,Ihope,thatyouhadnotapleasantevening。”
“Oh!no;Iwaspleasedwithmyownperseveranceinaskingquestions;
andamusedtothinkhowlittleinformationIobtained。”
“Iamdisappointed。”washisonlyanswer。
“Ihopeeverybodyhadapleasantevening。”saidMr。Woodhouse,inhisquietway。“Ihad。Once,Ifeltthefirerathertoomuch;
butthenImovedbackmychairalittle,averylittle,anditdidnotdisturbme。MissBateswasverychattyandgood-humoured,asshealwaysis,thoughshespeaksrathertooquick。However,sheisveryagreeable,andMrs。Batestoo,inadifferentway。
Ilikeoldfriends;andMissJaneFairfaxisaveryprettysortofyounglady,averyprettyandaverywell-behavedyoungladyindeed。
Shemusthavefoundtheeveningagreeable,Mr。Knightley,becauseshehadEmma。”
“True,sir;andEmma,becauseshehadMissFairfax。”
Emmasawhisanxiety,andwishingtoappeaseit,atleastforthepresent,said,andwithasinceritywhichnoonecouldquestion——
“Sheisasortofelegantcreaturethatonecannotkeepone’seyesfrom。
Iamalwayswatchinghertoadmire;andIdopityherfrommyheart。”
Mr。Knightleylookedasifheweremoregratifiedthanhecaredtoexpress;andbeforehecouldmakeanyreply,Mr。Woodhouse,whosethoughtswereontheBates’s,said——
“Itisagreatpitythattheircircumstancesshouldbesoconfined!
agreatpityindeed!andIhaveoftenwished——butitissolittleonecanventuretodo——small,triflingpresents,ofanythinguncommon——
Nowwehavekilledaporker,andEmmathinksofsendingthemaloinoraleg;itisverysmallanddelicate——Hartfieldporkisnotlikeanyotherpork——butstillitispork——and,mydearEmma,unlessonecouldbesureoftheirmakingitintosteaks,nicelyfried,asoursarefried,withoutthesmallestgrease,andnotroastit,fornostomachcanbearroastpork——Ithinkwehadbettersendtheleg——
donotyouthinkso,mydear?“
“Mydearpapa,Isentthewholehind-quarter。Iknewyouwouldwishit。
Therewillbethelegtobesalted,youknow,whichissoverynice,andthelointobedresseddirectlyinanymannertheylike。”
“That’sright,mydear,veryright。Ihadnotthoughtofitbefore,butthatisthebestway。Theymustnotover-salttheleg;andthen,ifitisnotover-salted,andifitisverythoroughlyboiled,justasSerleboilsours,andeatenverymoderatelyof,withaboiledturnip,andalittlecarrotorparsnip,Idonotconsideritunwholesome。”
“Emma。”saidMr。Knightleypresently,“Ihaveapieceofnewsforyou。
Youlikenews——andIheardanarticleinmywayhitherthatIthinkwillinterestyou。”
“News!Oh!yes,Ialwayslikenews。Whatisit?——whydoyousmileso?——wheredidyouhearit?——atRandalls?“
Hehadtimeonlytosay,“No,notatRandalls;IhavenotbeennearRandalls。”whenthedoorwasthrownopen,andMissBatesandMissFairfaxwalkedintotheroom。
Fullofthanks,andfullofnews,MissBatesknewnotwhichtogivequickest。Mr。Knightleysoonsawthathehadlosthismoment,andthatnotanothersyllableofcommunicationcouldrestwithhim。
“Oh!mydearsir,howareyouthismorning?MydearMissWoodhouse——
Icomequiteover-powered。Suchabeautifulhind-quarterofpork!
Youaretoobountiful!Haveyouheardthenews?Mr。Eltonisgoingtobemarried。”
EmmahadnothadtimeeventothinkofMr。Elton,andshewassocompletelysurprizedthatshecouldnotavoidalittlestart,andalittleblush,atthesound。
“Thereismynews:——Ithoughtitwouldinterestyou。”
saidMr。Knightley,withasmilewhichimpliedaconvictionofsomepartofwhathadpassedbetweenthem。
“Butwherecouldyouhearit?“criedMissBates。“Wherecouldyoupossiblyhearit,Mr。Knightley?ForitisnotfiveminutessinceIreceivedMrs。Cole’snote——no,itcannotbemorethanfive——
oratleastten——forIhadgotmybonnetandspenceron,justreadytocomeout——IwasonlygonedowntospeaktoPattyagainaboutthepork——Janewasstandinginthepassage——werenotyou,Jane?——
formymotherwassoafraidthatwehadnotanysalting-panlargeenough。SoIsaidIwouldgodownandsee,andJanesaid,`ShallIgodowninstead?forIthinkyouhavealittlecold,andPattyhasbeenwashingthekitchen。’——`Oh!mydear,’
saidI——well,andjustthencamethenote。AMissHawkins——
that’sallIknow。AMissHawkinsofBath。But,Mr。Knightley,howcouldyoupossiblyhaveheardit?fortheverymomentMr。ColetoldMrs。Coleofit,shesatdownandwrotetome。AMissHawkins——“
“IwaswithMr。Coleonbusinessanhourandahalfago。
HehadjustreadElton’sletterasIwasshewnin,andhandedittomedirectly。”
“Well!thatisquite——Isupposethereneverwasapieceofnewsmoregenerallyinteresting。Mydearsir,youreallyaretoobountiful。
Mymotherdesiresherverybestcomplimentsandregards,andathousandthanks,andsaysyoureallyquiteoppressher。”
“WeconsiderourHartfieldpork。”repliedMr。Woodhouse——“indeeditcertainlyis,soverysuperiortoallotherpork,thatEmmaandI
cannothaveagreaterpleasurethan——“
“Oh!mydearsir,asmymothersays,ourfriendsareonlytoogoodtous。Ifevertherewerepeoplewho,withouthavinggreatwealththemselves,hadeverythingtheycouldwishfor,Iamsureitisus。
Wemaywellsaythat`ourlotiscastinagoodlyheritage。’
Well,Mr。Knightley,andsoyouactuallysawtheletter;well——“
“Itwasshort——merelytoannounce——butcheerful,exulting,ofcourse。”——
HerewasaslyglanceatEmma。“Hehadbeensofortunateasto——
Iforgettheprecisewords——onehasnobusinesstorememberthem。
Theinformationwas,asyoustate,thathewasgoingtobemarriedtoaMissHawkins。Byhisstyle,Ishouldimagineitjustsettled。”
“Mr。Eltongoingtobemarried!“saidEmma,assoonasshecouldspeak。
“Hewillhaveeverybody’swishesforhishappiness。”
“Heisveryyoungtosettle。”wasMr。Woodhouse’sobservation。
“Hehadbetternotbeinahurry。Heseemedtomeverywelloffashewas。WewerealwaysgladtoseehimatHartfield。”
“Anewneighbourforusall,MissWoodhouse!“saidMissBates,joyfully;“mymotherissopleased!——shesaysshecannotbeartohavethepooroldVicaragewithoutamistress。
Thisisgreatnews,indeed。Jane,youhaveneverseenMr。Elton!——nowonderthatyouhavesuchacuriositytoseehim。”
Jane’scuriositydidnotappearofthatabsorbingnatureaswhollytooccupyher。
“No——IhaveneverseenMr。Elton。”shereplied,startingonthisappeal;
“ishe——isheatallman?“
“Whoshallanswerthatquestion?“criedEmma。“Myfatherwouldsay`yes,’Mr。Knightley`no;’andMissBatesandIthatheisjustthehappymedium。Whenyouhavebeenherealittlelonger,MissFairfax,youwillunderstandthatMr。EltonisthestandardofperfectioninHighbury,bothinpersonandmind。”
“Verytrue,MissWoodhouse,soshewill。Heistheverybestyoungman——But,mydearJane,ifyouremember,ItoldyouyesterdayhewaspreciselytheheightofMr。Perry。MissHawkins,——Idaresay,anexcellentyoungwoman。Hisextremeattentiontomymother——
wantinghertositinthevicaragepew,thatshemighthearthebetter,formymotherisalittledeaf,youknow——itisnotmuch,butshedoesnothearquitequick。JanesaysthatColonelCampbellisalittledeaf。Hefanciedbathingmightbegoodforit——thewarmbath——
butshesaysitdidhimnolastingbenefit。ColonelCampbell,youknow,isquiteourangel。AndMr。Dixonseemsaverycharmingyoungman,quiteworthyofhim。Itissuchahappinesswhengoodpeoplegettogether——andtheyalwaysdo。Now,herewillbeMr。
EltonandMissHawkins;andtherearetheColes,suchverygoodpeople;
andthePerrys——IsupposethereneverwasahappierorabettercouplethanMr。andMrs。Perry。Isay,sir。”turningtoMr。Woodhouse,“IthinktherearefewplaceswithsuchsocietyasHighbury。
Ialwayssay,wearequiteblessedinourneighbours——Mydearsir,ifthereisonethingmymotherlovesbetterthananother,itispork——
aroastloinofpork——“
“Astowho,orwhatMissHawkinsis,orhowlonghehasbeenacquaintedwithher。”saidEmma,“nothingIsupposecanbeknown。
Onefeelsthatitcannotbeaverylongacquaintance。Hehasbeengoneonlyfourweeks。”
Nobodyhadanyinformationtogive;and,afterafewmorewonderings,Emmasaid,“Youaresilent,MissFairfax——butIhopeyoumeantotakeaninterestinthisnews。You,whohavebeenhearingandseeingsomuchoflateonthesesubjects,whomusthavebeensodeepinthebusinessonMissCampbell’saccount——weshallnotexcuseyourbeingindifferentaboutMr。EltonandMissHawkins。”
“WhenIhaveseenMr。Elton。”repliedJane,“IdaresayI
shallbeinterested——butIbelieveitrequiresthatwithme。
AndasitissomemonthssinceMissCampbellmarried,theimpressionmaybealittlewornoff。”
“Yes,hehasbeengonejustfourweeks,asyouobserve,MissWoodhouse。”
saidMissBates,“fourweeksyesterday——AMissHawkins!——Well,Ihadalwaysratherfancieditwouldbesomeyoungladyhereabouts;
notthatIever——Mrs。Coleoncewhisperedtome——butIimmediatelysaid,`No,Mr。Eltonisamostworthyyoungman——but’——Inshort,IdonotthinkIamparticularlyquickatthosesortofdiscoveries。
Idonotpretendtoit。Whatisbeforeme,Isee。Atthesametime,nobodycouldwonderifMr。Eltonshouldhaveaspired——MissWoodhouseletsmechatteron,sogood-humouredly。SheknowsIwouldnotoffendfortheworld。HowdoesMissSmithdo?Sheseemsquiterecoverednow。HaveyouheardfromMrs。JohnKnightleylately?
Oh!thosedearlittlechildren。Jane,doyouknowIalwaysfancyMr。DixonlikeMr。JohnKnightley。Imeaninperson——tall,andwiththatsortoflook——andnotverytalkative。”
“Quitewrong,mydearaunt;thereisnolikenessatall。”
“Veryodd!butoneneverdoesformajustideaofanybodybeforehand。
Onetakesupanotion,andrunsawaywithit。Mr。Dixon,yousay,isnot,strictlyspeaking,handsome?“
“Handsome!Oh!no——farfromit——certainlyplain。Itoldyouhewasplain。”
“Mydear,yousaidthatMissCampbellwouldnotallowhimtobeplain,andthatyouyourself——“
“Oh!asforme,myjudgmentisworthnothing。WhereIhavearegard,Ialwaysthinkapersonwell-looking。ButIgavewhatIbelievedthegeneralopinion,whenIcalledhimplain。”
“Well,mydearJane,Ibelievewemustberunningaway。
Theweatherdoesnotlookwell,andgrandmamawillbeuneasy。
Youaretooobliging,mydearMissWoodhouse;butwereallymusttakeleave。Thishasbeenamostagreeablepieceofnewsindeed。
IshalljustgoroundbyMrs。Cole’s;butIshallnotstopthreeminutes:
and,Jane,youhadbettergohomedirectly——Iwouldnothaveyououtinashower!——WethinksheisthebetterforHighburyalready。
Thankyou,wedoindeed。IshallnotattemptcallingonMrs。Goddard,forIreallydonotthinkshecaresforanythingbutboiledpork:
whenwedressthelegitwillbeanotherthing。Goodmorningtoyou,mydearsir。Oh!Mr。Knightleyiscomingtoo。Well,thatissovery!——IamsureifJaneistired,youwillbesokindastogiveheryourarm——Mr。Elton,andMissHawkins!——Goodmorningtoyou。”
Emma,alonewithherfather,hadhalfherattentionwantedbyhimwhilehelamentedthatyoungpeoplewouldbeinsuchahurrytomarry——
andtomarrystrangerstoo——andtheotherhalfshecouldgivetoherownviewofthesubject。Itwastoherselfanamusingandaverywelcomepieceofnews,asprovingthatMr。Eltoncouldnothavesufferedlong;butshewassorryforHarriet:
Harrietmustfeelit——andallthatshecouldhopewas,bygivingthefirstinformationherself,tosaveherfromhearingitabruptlyfromothers。Itwasnowaboutthetimethatshewaslikelytocall。
IfsheweretomeetMissBatesinherway!——anduponitsbeginningtorain,EmmawasobligedtoexpectthattheweatherwouldbedetainingheratMrs。Goddard’s,andthattheintelligencewouldundoubtedlyrushuponherwithoutpreparation。
Theshowerwasheavy,butshort;andithadnotbeenoverfiveminutes,whenincameHarriet,withjusttheheated,agitatedlookwhichhurryingthitherwithafullheartwaslikelytogive;andthe“Oh!MissWoodhouse,whatdoyouthinkhashappened!“whichinstantlyburstforth,hadalltheevidenceofcorrespondingperturbation。
Astheblowwasgiven,Emmafeltthatshecouldnotnowshewgreaterkindnessthaninlistening;andHarriet,unchecked,raneagerlythroughwhatshehadtotell。“ShehadsetoutfromMrs。Goddard’shalfanhourago——shehadbeenafraiditwouldrain——shehadbeenafraiditwouldpourdowneverymoment——butshethoughtshemightgettoHartfieldfirst——shehadhurriedonasfastaspossible;
butthen,asshewaspassingbythehousewhereayoungwomanwasmakingupagownforher,shethoughtshewouldjuststepinandseehowitwenton;andthoughshedidnotseemtostayhalfamomentthere,soonaftershecameoutitbegantorain,andshedidnotknowwhattodo;sosheranondirectly,asfastasshecould,andtookshelteratFord’s。”——Ford’swastheprincipalwoollen-draper,linen-draper,andhaberdasher’sshopunited;
theshopfirstinsizeandfashionintheplace——“Andso,thereshehadset,withoutanideaofanythingintheworld,fulltenminutes,perhaps——when,allofasudden,whoshouldcomein——
tobesureitwassoveryodd!——buttheyalwaysdealtatFord’s——
whoshouldcomein,butElizabethMartinandherbrother!——
DearMissWoodhouse!onlythink。IthoughtIshouldhavefainted。
Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwassittingnearthedoor——Elizabethsawmedirectly;buthedidnot;hewasbusywiththeumbrella。
Iamsureshesawme,butshelookedawaydirectly,andtooknonotice;andtheybothwenttoquitethefartherendoftheshop;
andIkeptsittingnearthedoor!——Oh!dear;Iwassomiserable!
IamsureImusthavebeenaswhiteasmygown。Icouldnotgoawayyouknow,becauseoftherain;butIdidsowishmyselfanywhereintheworldbutthere——Oh!dear,MissWoodhouse——well,atlast,Ifancy,helookedroundandsawme;forinsteadofgoingonwithherbuyings,theybeganwhisperingtooneanother。
Iamsuretheyweretalkingofme;andIcouldnothelpthinkingthathewaspersuadinghertospeaktome——doyouthinkhewas,MissWoodhouse?——forpresentlyshecameforward——camequiteuptome,andaskedmehowIdid,andseemedreadytoshakehands,ifIwould。Shedidnotdoanyofitinthesamewaythatsheused;
Icouldseeshewasaltered;but,however,sheseemedtotrytobeveryfriendly,andweshookhands,andstoodtalkingsometime;
butIknownomorewhatIsaid——Iwasinsuchatremble!——Iremembershesaidshewassorrywenevermetnow;whichIthoughtalmosttookind!Dear,MissWoodhouse,Iwasabsolutelymiserable!
Bythattime,itwasbeginningtoholdup,andIwasdeterminedthatnothingshouldstopmefromgettingaway——andthen——onlythink!——
Ifoundhewascominguptowardsmetoo——slowlyyouknow,andasifhedidnotquiteknowwhattodo;andsohecameandspoke,andIanswered——andIstoodforaminute,feelingdreadfully,youknow,onecan’ttellhow;andthenItookcourage,andsaiditdidnotrain,andImustgo;andsooffIset;andIhadnotgotthreeyardsfromthedoor,whenhecameafterme,onlytosay,ifIwasgoingtoHartfield,hethoughtIhadmuchbettergoroundbyMr。Cole’sstables,forIshouldfindthenearwayquitefloatedbythisrain。Oh!dear,Ithoughtitwouldhavebeenthedeathofme!
SoIsaid,Iwasverymuchobligedtohim:youknowIcouldnotdoless;andthenhewentbacktoElizabeth,andIcameroundbythestables——IbelieveIdid——butIhardlyknewwhereIwas,oranythingaboutit。Oh!MissWoodhouse,Iwouldratherdoneanythingthanhaveithappen:andyet,youknow,therewasasortofsatisfactioninseeinghimbehavesopleasantlyandsokindly。
AndElizabeth,too。Oh!MissWoodhouse,dotalktomeandmakemecomfortableagain。”
VerysincerelydidEmmawishtodoso;butitwasnotimmediatelyinherpower。Shewasobligedtostopandthink。Shewasnotthoroughlycomfortableherself。Theyoungman’sconduct,andhissister’s,seemedtheresultofrealfeeling,andshecouldnotbutpitythem。
AsHarrietdescribedit,therehadbeenaninterestingmixtureofwoundedaffectionandgenuinedelicacyintheirbehaviour。
Butshehadbelievedthemtobewell-meaning,worthypeoplebefore;
andwhatdifferencedidthismakeintheevilsoftheconnexion?
Itwasfollytobedisturbedbyit。Ofcourse,hemustbesorrytoloseher——theymustbeallsorry。Ambition,aswellaslove,hadprobablybeenmortified。TheymightallhavehopedtorisebyHarriet’sacquaintance:andbesides,whatwasthevalueofHarriet’sdescription?——Soeasilypleased——solittlediscerning;——
whatsignifiedherpraise?
Sheexertedherself,anddidtrytomakehercomfortable,byconsideringallthathadpassedasameretrifle,andquiteunworthyofbeingdwelton,“Itmightbedistressing,forthemoment。”saidshe;“butyouseemtohavebehavedextremelywell;anditisover——andmaynever——
cannever,asafirstmeeting,occuragain,andthereforeyouneednotthinkaboutit。”
Harrietsaid,“verytrue。”andshe“wouldnotthinkaboutit;“
butstillshetalkedofit——stillshecouldtalkofnothingelse;
andEmma,atlast,inordertoputtheMartinsoutofherhead,wasobligedtohurryonthenews,whichshehadmeanttogivewithsomuchtendercaution;hardlyknowingherselfwhethertorejoiceorbeangry,ashamedoronlyamused,atsuchastateofmindinpoorHarriet——suchaconclusionofMr。Elton’simportancewithher!
Mr。Elton’srights,however,graduallyrevived。Thoughshedidnotfeelthefirstintelligenceasshemighthavedonethedaybefore,oranhourbefore,itsinterestsoonincreased;andbeforetheirfirstconversationwasover,shehadtalkedherselfintoallthesensationsofcuriosity,wonderandregret,painandpleasure,astothisfortunateMissHawkins,whichcouldconducetoplacetheMartinsunderpropersubordinationinherfancy。
Emmalearnedtoberathergladthattherehadbeensuchameeting。
Ithadbeenserviceableindeadeningthefirstshock,withoutretaininganyinfluencetoalarm。AsHarrietnowlived,theMartinscouldnotgetather,withoutseekingher,wherehithertotheyhadwantedeitherthecourageorthecondescensiontoseekher;forsinceherrefusalofthebrother,thesistersneverhadbeenatMrs。Goddard’s;
andatwelvemonthmightpasswithouttheirbeingthrowntogetheragain,withanynecessity,orevenanypowerofspeech。
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Humannatureissowelldisposedtowardsthosewhoareininterestingsituations,thatayoungperson,whoeithermarriesordies,issureofbeingkindlyspokenof。
AweekhadnotpassedsinceMissHawkins’snamewasfirstmentionedinHighbury,beforeshewas,bysomemeansorother,discoveredtohaveeveryrecommendationofpersonandmind;
tobehandsome,elegant,highlyaccomplished,andperfectlyamiable:
andwhenMr。Eltonhimselfarrivedtotriumphinhishappyprospects,andcirculatethefameofhermerits,therewasverylittlemoreforhimtodo,thantotellherChristianname,andsaywhosemusicsheprincipallyplayed。
Mr。Eltonreturned,averyhappyman。Hehadgoneawayrejectedandmortified——disappointedinaverysanguinehope,afteraseriesofwhatappearedtohimstrongencouragement;andnotonlylosingtherightlady,butfindinghimselfdebasedtothelevelofaverywrongone。Hehadgoneawaydeeplyoffended——hecamebackengagedtoanother——andtoanotherassuperior,ofcourse,tothefirst,asundersuchcircumstanceswhatisgainedalwaysistowhatislost。
Hecamebackgayandself-satisfied,eagerandbusy,caringnothingforMissWoodhouse,anddefyingMissSmith。
ThecharmingAugustaHawkins,inadditiontoalltheusualadvantagesofperfectbeautyandmerit,wasinpossessionofanindependentfortune,ofsomanythousandsaswouldalwaysbecalledten;apointofsomedignity,aswellassomeconvenience:thestorytoldwell;
hehadnotthrownhimselfaway——hehadgainedawomanof10,000l。
orthereabouts;andhehadgainedherwithsuchdelightfulrapidity——
thefirsthourofintroductionhadbeensoverysoonfollowedbydistinguishingnotice;thehistorywhichhehadtogiveMrs。Coleoftheriseandprogressoftheaffairwassoglorious——thestepssoquick,fromtheaccidentalrencontre,tothedinneratMr。Green’s,andthepartyatMrs。Brown’s——smilesandblushesrisinginimportance——
withconsciousnessandagitationrichlyscattered——theladyhadbeensoeasilyimpressed——sosweetlydisposed——hadinshort,touseamostintelligiblephrase,beensoveryreadytohavehim,thatvanityandprudencewereequallycontented。
Hehadcaughtbothsubstanceandshadow——bothfortuneandaffection,andwasjustthehappymanheoughttobe;talkingonlyofhimselfandhisownconcerns——expectingtobecongratulated——readytobelaughedat——and,withcordial,fearlesssmiles,nowaddressingalltheyoungladiesoftheplace,towhom,afewweeksago,hewouldhavebeenmorecautiouslygallant。
Theweddingwasnodistantevent,asthepartieshadonlythemselvestoplease,andnothingbutthenecessarypreparationstowaitfor;
andwhenhesetoutforBathagain,therewasageneralexpectation,whichacertainglanceofMrs。Cole’sdidnotseemtocontradict,thatwhenhenextenteredHighburyhewouldbringhisbride。
Duringhispresentshortstay,Emmahadbarelyseenhim;butjustenoughtofeelthatthefirstmeetingwasover,andtogivehertheimpressionofhisnotbeingimprovedbythemixtureofpiqueandpretension,nowspreadoverhisair。Shewas,infact,beginningverymuchtowonderthatshehadeverthoughthimpleasingatall;andhissightwassoinseparablyconnectedwithsomeverydisagreeablefeelings,that,exceptinamorallight,asapenance,alesson,asourceofprofitablehumiliationtoherownmind,shewouldhavebeenthankfultobeassuredofneverseeinghimagain。
Shewishedhimverywell;buthegaveherpain,andhiswelfaretwentymilesoffwouldadministermostsatisfaction。
ThepainofhiscontinuedresidenceinHighbury,however,mustcertainlybelessenedbyhismarriage。Manyvainsolicitudeswouldbeprevented——
manyawkwardnessessmoothedbyit。AMrs。Eltonwouldbeanexcuseforanychangeofintercourse;formerintimacymightsinkwithoutremark。
Itwouldbealmostbeginningtheirlifeofcivilityagain。
Ofthelady,individually,Emmathoughtverylittle。ShewasgoodenoughforMr。Elton,nodoubt;accomplishedenoughforHighbury——
handsomeenough——tolookplain,probably,byHarriet’sside。
Astoconnexion,thereEmmawasperfectlyeasy;persuaded,thatafterallhisownvauntedclaimsanddisdainofHarriet,hehaddonenothing。Onthatarticle,truthseemedattainable。
Whatshewas,mustbeuncertain;butwhoshewas,mightbefoundout;
andsettingasidethe10,000l。,itdidnotappearthatshewasatallHarriet’ssuperior。Shebroughtnoname,noblood,noalliance。
MissHawkinswastheyoungestofthetwodaughtersofaBristol——
merchant,ofcourse,hemustbecalled;but,asthewholeoftheprofitsofhismercantilelifeappearedsoverymoderate,itwasnotunfairtoguessthedignityofhislineoftradehadbeenverymoderatealso。PartofeverywintershehadbeenusedtospendinBath;
butBristolwasherhome,theveryheartofBristol;forthoughthefatherandmotherhaddiedsomeyearsago,anuncleremained——
inthelawline——nothingmoredistinctlyhonourablewashazardedofhim,thanthathewasinthelawline;andwithhimthedaughterhadlived。Emmaguessedhimtobethedrudgeofsomeattorney,andtoostupidtorise。Andallthegrandeuroftheconnexionseemeddependentontheeldersister,whowasverywellmarried,toagentlemaninagreatway,nearBristol,whokepttwocarriages!
Thatwasthewind-upofthehistory;thatwasthegloryofMissHawkins。
CouldshebuthavegivenHarrietherfeelingsaboutitall!
Shehadtalkedherintolove;but,alas!shewasnotsoeasilytobetalkedoutofit。ThecharmofanobjecttooccupythemanyvacanciesofHarriet’smindwasnottobetalkedaway。Hemightbesupersededbyanother;hecertainlywouldindeed;nothingcouldbeclearer;
evenaRobertMartinwouldhavebeensufficient;butnothingelse,shefeared,wouldcureher。Harrietwasoneofthose,who,havingoncebegun,wouldbealwaysinlove。Andnow,poorgirl!
shewasconsiderablyworsefromthisreappearanceofMr。Elton。
Shewasalwayshavingaglimpseofhimsomewhereorother。Emmasawhimonlyonce;buttwoorthreetimeseverydayHarrietwassurejusttomeetwithhim,orjusttomisshim,justtohearhisvoice,orseehisshoulder,justtohavesomethingoccurtopreservehiminherfancy,inallthefavouringwarmthofsurprizeandconjecture。
Shewas,moreover,perpetuallyhearingabouthim;for,exceptingwhenatHartfield,shewasalwaysamongthosewhosawnofaultinMr。Elton,andfoundnothingsointerestingasthediscussionofhisconcerns;
andeveryreport,therefore,everyguess——allthathadalreadyoccurred,allthatmightoccurinthearrangementofhisaffairs,comprehendingincome,servants,andfurniture,wascontinuallyinagitationaroundher。Herregardwasreceivingstrengthbyinvariablepraiseofhim,andherregretskeptalive,andfeelingsirritatedbyceaselessrepetitionsofMissHawkins’shappiness,andcontinualobservationof,howmuchheseemedattached!——
hisairashewalkedbythehouse——theverysittingofhishat,beingallinproofofhowmuchhewasinlove!
Haditbeenallowableentertainment,hadtherebeennopaintoherfriend,orreproachtoherself,inthewaveringsofHarriet’smind,Emmawouldhavebeenamusedbyitsvariations。
SometimesMr。Eltonpredominated,sometimestheMartins;andeachwasoccasionallyusefulasachecktotheother。Mr。Elton’sengagementhadbeenthecureoftheagitationofmeetingMr。Martin。
TheunhappinessproducedbytheknowledgeofthatengagementhadbeenalittleputasidebyElizabethMartin’scallingatMrs。Goddard’safewdaysafterwards。Harriethadnotbeenathome;butanotehadbeenpreparedandleftforher,writtenintheverystyletotouch;
asmallmixtureofreproach,withagreatdealofkindness;
andtillMr。Eltonhimselfappeared,shehadbeenmuchoccupiedbyit,continuallyponderingoverwhatcouldbedoneinreturn,andwishingtodomorethanshedaredtoconfess。ButMr。Elton,inperson,haddrivenawayallsuchcares。Whilehestaid,theMartinswereforgotten;andontheverymorningofhissettingoffforBathagain,Emma,todissipatesomeofthedistressitoccasioned,judgeditbestforhertoreturnElizabethMartin’svisit。
Howthatvisitwastobeacknowledged——whatwouldbenecessary——
andwhatmightbesafest,hadbeenapointofsomedoubtfulconsideration。Absoluteneglectofthemotherandsisters,wheninvitedtocome,wouldbeingratitude。Itmustnotbe:
andyetthedangerofarenewaloftheacquaintance!——
Aftermuchthinking,shecoulddetermineonnothingbetter,thanHarriet’sreturningthevisit;butinawaythat,iftheyhadunderstanding,shouldconvincethemthatitwastobeonlyaformalacquaintance。
Shemeanttotakeherinthecarriage,leaveherattheAbbeyMill,whileshedrovealittlefarther,andcallforheragainsosoon,astoallownotimeforinsidiousapplicationsordangerousrecurrencestothepast,andgivethemostdecidedproofofwhatdegreeofintimacywaschosenforthefuture。
Shecouldthinkofnothingbetter:andthoughtherewassomethinginitwhichherownheartcouldnotapprove——somethingofingratitude,merelyglossedover——itmustbedone,orwhatwouldbecomeofHarriet?
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SmallhearthadHarrietforvisiting。OnlyhalfanhourbeforeherfriendcalledforheratMrs。Goddard’s,herevilstarshadledhertotheveryspotwhere,atthatmoment,atrunk,directedtoTheRev。PhilipElton,White-Hart,Bath,wastobeseenundertheoperationofbeingliftedintothebutcher’scart,whichwastoconveyittowherethecoachespast;andeverythinginthisworld,exceptingthattrunkandthedirection,wasconsequentlyablank。
Shewent,however;andwhentheyreachedthefarm,andshewastobeputdown,attheendofthebroad,neatgravelwalk,whichledbetweenespalierapple-treestothefrontdoor,thesightofeverythingwhichhadgivenhersomuchpleasuretheautumnbefore,wasbeginningtorevivealittlelocalagitation;andwhentheyparted,Emmaobservedhertobelookingaroundwithasortoffearfulcuriosity,whichdeterminedhernottoallowthevisittoexceedtheproposedquarterofanhour。Shewentonherself,togivethatportionoftimetoanoldservantwhowasmarried,andsettledinDonwell。
Thequarterofanhourbroughtherpunctuallytothewhitegateagain;
andMissSmithreceivinghersummons,waswithherwithoutdelay,andunattendedbyanyalarmingyoungman。Shecamesolitarilydownthegravelwalk——aMissMartinjustappearingatthedoor,andpartingwithherseeminglywithceremoniouscivility。
Harrietcouldnotverysoongiveanintelligibleaccount。
Shewasfeelingtoomuch;butatlastEmmacollectedfromherenoughtounderstandthesortofmeeting,andthesortofpainitwascreating。ShehadseenonlyMrs。Martinandthetwogirls。
Theyhadreceivedherdoubtingly,ifnotcoolly;andnothingbeyondthemerestcommonplacehadbeentalkedalmostallthetime——
tilljustatlast,whenMrs。Martin’ssaying,allofasudden,thatshethoughtMissSmithwasgrown,hadbroughtonamoreinterestingsubject,andawarmermanner。InthatveryroomshehadbeenmeasuredlastSeptember,withhertwofriends。
Therewerethepencilledmarksandmemorandumsonthewainscotbythewindow。Hehaddoneit。Theyallseemedtoremembertheday,thehour,theparty,theoccasion——tofeelthesameconsciousness,thesameregrets——tobereadytoreturntothesamegoodunderstanding;
andtheywerejustgrowingagainlikethemselves,Harriet,asEmmamustsuspect,asreadyasthebestofthemtobecordialandhappy,
whenthecarriagereappeared,andallwasover。Thestyleofthevisit,andtheshortnessofit,werethenfelttobedecisive。
Fourteenminutestobegiventothosewithwhomshehadthankfullypassedsixweeksnotsixmonthsago!——Emmacouldnotbutpictureitall,andfeelhowjustlytheymightresent,hownaturallyHarrietmustsuffer。Itwasabadbusiness。Shewouldhavegivenagreatdeal,orenduredagreatdeal,tohavehadtheMartinsinahigherrankoflife。Theyweresodeserving,thatalittlehighershouldhavebeenenough:butasitwas,howcouldshehavedoneotherwise?——Impossible!——Shecouldnotrepent。Theymustbeseparated;buttherewasagreatdealofpainintheprocess——
somuchtoherselfatthistime,thatshesoonfeltthenecessityofalittleconsolation,andresolvedongoinghomebywayofRandallstoprocureit。HermindwasquitesickofMr。EltonandtheMartins。
TherefreshmentofRandallswasabsolutelynecessary。
Itwasagoodscheme;butondrivingtothedoortheyheardthatneither“masternormistresswasathome;“theyhadbothbeenoutsometime;themanbelievedtheyweregonetoHartfield。
“Thisistoobad。”criedEmma,astheyturnedaway。“Andnowweshalljustmissthem;tooprovoking!——IdonotknowwhenIhavebeensodisappointed。”Andsheleanedbackinthecorner,toindulgehermurmurs,ortoreasonthemaway;probablyalittleofboth——
suchbeingthecommonestprocessofanotill-disposedmind。
Presentlythecarriagestopt;shelookedup;itwasstoptbyMr。andMrs。Weston,whowerestandingtospeaktoher。
Therewasinstantpleasureinthesightofthem,andstillgreaterpleasurewasconveyedinsound——forMr。Westonimmediatelyaccostedherwith,“Howd’yedo?——howd’yedo?——Wehavebeensittingwithyourfather——
gladtoseehimsowell。Frankcomesto-morrow——Ihadaletterthismorning——weseehimto-morrowbydinner-timetoacertainty——
heisatOxfordto-day,andhecomesforawholefortnight;Iknewitwouldbeso。IfhehadcomeatChristmashecouldnothavestaidthreedays;
IwasalwaysgladhedidnotcomeatChristmas;nowwearegoingtohavejusttherightweatherforhim,fine,dry,settledweather。
Weshallenjoyhimcompletely;everythinghasturnedoutexactlyaswecouldwish。”
Therewasnoresistingsuchnews,nopossibilityofavoidingtheinfluenceofsuchahappyfaceasMr。Weston’s,confirmedasitallwasbythewordsandthecountenanceofhiswife,fewerandquieter,butnotlesstothepurpose。ToknowthatshethoughthiscomingcertainwasenoughtomakeEmmaconsideritso,andsincerelydidsherejoiceintheirjoy。Itwasamostdelightfulreanimationofexhaustedspirits。Theworn-outpastwassunkinthefreshnessofwhatwascoming;andintherapidityofhalfamoment’sthought,shehopedMr。Eltonwouldnowbetalkedofnomore。
Mr。WestongaveherthehistoryoftheengagementsatEnscombe,whichallowedhissontoanswerforhavinganentirefortnightathiscommand,aswellastherouteandthemethodofhisjourney;
andshelistened,andsmiled,andcongratulated。
“IshallsoonbringhimovertoHartfield。”saidhe,attheconclusion。
Emmacouldimagineshesawatouchofthearmatthisspeech,fromhiswife。
“Wehadbettermoveon,Mr。Weston。”saidshe,“wearedetainingthegirls。”
“Well,well,Iamready;“——andturningagaintoEmma,“butyoumustnotbeexpectingsuchaveryfineyoungman;youhaveonlyhadmyaccountyouknow;Idaresayheisreallynothingextraordinary:“——
thoughhisownsparklingeyesatthemomentwerespeakingaverydifferentconviction。
Emmacouldlookperfectlyunconsciousandinnocent,andanswerinamannerthatappropriatednothing。
“Thinkofmeto-morrow,mydearEmma,aboutfouro’clock。”
wasMrs。Weston’spartinginjunction;spokenwithsomeanxiety,andmeantonlyforher。
“Fouro’clock!——dependuponithewillbeherebythree。”wasMr。Weston’squickamendment;andsoendedamostsatisfactorymeeting。
Emma’sspiritsweremountedquiteuptohappiness;everythingworeadifferentair;Jamesandhishorsesseemednothalfsosluggishasbefore。Whenshelookedatthehedges,shethoughttheelderatleastmustsoonbecomingout;andwhensheturnedroundtoHarriet,shesawsomethinglikealookofspring,atendersmileeventhere。
“WillMr。FrankChurchillpassthroughBathaswellasOxford?“——
wasaquestion,however,whichdidnotaugurmuch。
Butneithergeographynortranquillitycouldcomeallatonce,andEmmawasnowinahumourtoresolvethattheyshouldbothcomeintime。
Themorningoftheinterestingdayarrived,andMrs。Weston’sfaithfulpupildidnotforgeteitheratten,oreleven,ortwelveo’clock,thatshewastothinkofheratfour。
“Mydear,dearanxiousfriend。”——saidshe,inmentalsoliloquy,whilewalkingdownstairsfromherownroom,“alwaysovercarefulforeverybody’scomfortbutyourown;Iseeyounowinallyourlittlefidgets,goingagainandagainintohisroom,tobesurethatallisright。”Theclockstrucktwelveasshepassedthroughthehall。“’Tistwelve;Ishallnotforgettothinkofyoufourhourshence;andbythistimeto-morrow,perhaps,oralittlelater,Imaybethinkingofthepossibilityoftheirallcallinghere。
Iamsuretheywillbringhimsoon。”
Sheopenedtheparlourdoor,andsawtwogentlemensittingwithherfather——Mr。Westonandhisson。Theyhadbeenarrivedonlyafewminutes,andMr。WestonhadscarcelyfinishedhisexplanationofFrank’sbeingadaybeforehistime,andherfatherwasyetinthemidstofhisverycivilwelcomeandcongratulations,whensheappeared,tohavehershareofsurprize,introduction,andpleasure。
TheFrankChurchillsolongtalkedof,sohighininterest,wasactuallybeforeher——hewaspresentedtoher,andshedidnotthinktoomuchhadbeensaidinhispraise;hewasaverygoodlookingyoungman;height,air,address,allwereunexceptionable,andhiscountenancehadagreatdealofthespiritandlivelinessofhisfather’s;helookedquickandsensible。Shefeltimmediatelythatsheshouldlikehim;andtherewasawell-bredeaseofmanner,andareadinesstotalk,whichconvincedherthathecameintendingtobeacquaintedwithher,andthatacquaintedtheysoonmustbe。
HehadreachedRandallstheeveningbefore。Shewaspleasedwiththeeagernesstoarrivewhichhadmadehimalterhisplan,andtravelearlier,later,andquicker,thathemightgainhalfaday。
“Itoldyouyesterday。”criedMr。Westonwithexultation,“Itoldyouallthathewouldbeherebeforethetimenamed。IrememberedwhatIusedtodomyself。Onecannotcreepuponajourney;
onecannothelpgettingonfasterthanonehasplanned;andthepleasureofcominginuponone’sfriendsbeforethelook-outbegins,isworthagreatdealmorethananylittleexertionitneeds。”
“Itisagreatpleasurewhereonecanindulgeinit。”saidtheyoungman,“thoughtherearenotmanyhousesthatIshouldpresumeonsofar;
butincominghomeIfeltImightdoanything。”
Thewordhomemadehisfatherlookonhimwithfreshcomplacency。
Emmawasdirectlysurethatheknewhowtomakehimselfagreeable;
theconvictionwasstrengthenedbywhatfollowed。HewasverymuchpleasedwithRandalls,thoughtitamostadmirablyarrangedhouse,wouldhardlyallowiteventobeverysmall,admiredthesituation,thewalktoHighbury,Highburyitself,Hartfieldstillmore,andprofessedhimselftohavealwaysfeltthesortofinterestinthecountrywhichnonebutone’sowncountrygives,andthegreatestcuriositytovisitit。Thatheshouldneverhavebeenabletoindulgesoamiableafeelingbefore,passedsuspiciouslythroughEmma’sbrain;butstill,ifitwereafalsehood,itwasapleasantone,andpleasantlyhandled。Hismannerhadnoairofstudyorexaggeration。Hedidreallylookandspeakasifinastateofnocommonenjoyment。
Theirsubjectsingeneralweresuchasbelongtoanopeningacquaintance。
Onhissideweretheinquiries,——“Wassheahorsewoman?——Pleasantrides?——
Pleasantwalks?——Hadtheyalargeneighbourhood?——Highbury,perhaps,affordedsocietyenough?——Therewereseveralveryprettyhousesinandaboutit——Balls——hadtheyballs?——Wasitamusicalsociety?“
Butwhensatisfiedonallthesepoints,andtheiracquaintanceproportionablyadvanced,hecontrivedtofindanopportunity,whiletheirtwofatherswereengagedwitheachother,ofintroducinghismother-in-law,andspeakingofherwithsomuchhandsomepraise,somuchwarmadmiration,somuchgratitudeforthehappinessshesecuredtohisfather,andherverykindreceptionofhimself,aswasanadditionalproofofhisknowinghowtoplease——
andofhiscertainlythinkingitworthwhiletotrytopleaseher。
HedidnotadvanceawordofpraisebeyondwhatsheknewtobethoroughlydeservedbyMrs。Weston;but,undoubtedlyhecouldknowverylittleofthematter。Heunderstoodwhatwouldbewelcome;
hecouldbesureoflittleelse。“Hisfather’smarriage。”hesaid,“hadbeenthewisestmeasure,everyfriendmustrejoiceinit;
andthefamilyfromwhomhehadreceivedsuchablessingmustbeeverconsideredashavingconferredthehighestobligationonhim。”
HegotasnearashecouldtothankingherforMissTaylor’smerits,withoutseemingquitetoforgetthatinthecommoncourseofthingsitwastoberathersupposedthatMissTaylorhadformedMissWoodhouse’scharacter,thanMissWoodhouseMissTaylor’s。Andatlast,asifresolvedtoqualifyhisopinioncompletelyfortravellingroundtoitsobject,hewounditallupwithastonishmentattheyouthandbeautyofherperson。
“Elegant,agreeablemanners,Iwaspreparedfor。”saidhe;
“butIconfessthat,consideringeverything,Ihadnotexpectedmorethanaverytolerablywell-lookingwomanofacertainage;
IdidnotknowthatIwastofindaprettyyoungwomaninMrs。Weston。”
“YoucannotseetoomuchperfectioninMrs。Westonformyfeelings。”
saidEmma;“wereyoutoguesshertobeeighteen,Ishouldlistenwithpleasure;butshewouldbereadytoquarrelwithyouforusingsuchwords。Don’tletherimaginethatyouhavespokenofherasaprettyyoungwoman。”
“IhopeIshouldknowbetter。”hereplied;“no,dependuponit,withagallantbow,thatinaddressingMrs。WestonIshouldunderstandwhomImightpraisewithoutanydangerofbeingthoughtextravagantinmyterms。”
Emmawonderedwhetherthesamesuspicionofwhatmightbeexpectedfromtheirknowingeachother,whichhadtakenstrongpossessionofhermind,hadevercrossedhis;andwhetherhiscomplimentsweretobeconsideredasmarksofacquiescence,orproofsofdefiance。
Shemustseemoreofhimtounderstandhisways;atpresentsheonlyfelttheywereagreeable。
ShehadnodoubtofwhatMr。Westonwasoftenthinkingabout。
Hisquickeyeshedetectedagainandagainglancingtowardsthemwithahappyexpression;andeven,whenhemighthavedeterminednottolook,shewasconfidentthathewasoftenlistening。
Herownfather’sperfectexemptionfromanythoughtofthekind,theentiredeficiencyinhimofallsuchsortofpenetrationorsuspicion,wasamostcomfortablecircumstance。Happilyhewasnotfartherfromapprovingmatrimonythanfromforeseeingit——
Thoughalwaysobjectingtoeverymarriagethatwasarranged,heneversufferedbeforehandfromtheapprehensionofany;
itseemedasifhecouldnotthinksoillofanytwopersons’
understandingastosupposetheymeanttomarrytillitwereprovedagainstthem。Sheblessedthefavouringblindness。
Hecouldnow,withoutthedrawbackofasingleunpleasantsurmise,withoutaglanceforwardatanypossibletreacheryinhisguest,givewaytoallhisnaturalkind-heartedcivilityinsolicitousinquiriesafterMr。FrankChurchill’saccommodationonhisjourney,throughthesadevilsofsleepingtwonightsontheroad,andexpressverygenuineunmixedanxietytoknowthathehadcertainlyescapedcatchingcold——which,however,hecouldnotallowhimtofeelquiteassuredofhimselftillafteranothernight。
Areasonablevisitpaid,Mr。Westonbegantomove——“Hemustbegoing。
HehadbusinessattheCrownabouthishay,andagreatmanyerrandsforMrs。WestonatFord’s,butheneednothurryanybodyelse。”
Hisson,toowellbredtohearthehint,roseimmediatelyalso,saying,“Asyouaregoingfartheronbusiness,sir,Iwilltaketheopportunityofpayingavisit,whichmustbepaidsomedayorother,andthereforemayaswellbepaidnow。Ihavethehonourofbeingacquaintedwithaneighbourofyours,turningtoEmma,aladyresidinginornearHighbury;afamilyofthenameofFairfax。
Ishallhavenodifficulty,Isuppose,infindingthehouse;
thoughFairfax,Ibelieve,isnotthepropername——IshouldrathersayBarnes,orBates。Doyouknowanyfamilyofthatname?“
“Tobesurewedo。”criedhisfather;“Mrs。Bates——wepassedherhouse——
IsawMissBatesatthewindow。True,true,youareacquaintedwithMissFairfax;IrememberyouknewheratWeymouth,andafinegirlsheis。Calluponher,byallmeans。”
“Thereisnonecessityformycallingthismorning。”saidtheyoungman;“anotherdaywoulddoaswell;buttherewasthatdegreeofacquaintanceatWeymouthwhich——“
“Oh!goto-day,goto-day。Donotdeferit。Whatisrighttobedonecannotbedonetoosoon。And,besides,Imustgiveyouahint,Frank;
anywantofattentiontoherhereshouldbecarefullyavoided。
YousawherwiththeCampbells,whenshewastheequalofeverybodyshemixedwith,butheresheiswithapooroldgrandmother,whohasbarelyenoughtoliveon。Ifyoudonotcallearlyitwillbeaslight。”
Thesonlookedconvinced。
“Ihaveheardherspeakoftheacquaintance。”saidEmma;“sheisaveryelegantyoungwoman。”
Heagreedtoit,butwithsoquieta“Yes。”asinclinedheralmosttodoubthisrealconcurrence;andyettheremustbeaverydistinctsortofeleganceforthefashionableworld,ifJaneFairfaxcouldbethoughtonlyordinarilygiftedwithit。
“Ifyouwereneverparticularlystruckbyhermannersbefore。”
saidshe,“Ithinkyouwillto-day。Youwillseehertoadvantage;
seeherandhearher——no,Iamafraidyouwillnothearheratall,forshehasanauntwhoneverholdshertongue。”
“YouareacquaintedwithMissJaneFairfax,sir,areyou?“
saidMr。Woodhouse,alwaysthelasttomakehiswayinconversation;
“thengivemeleavetoassureyouthatyouwillfindheraveryagreeableyounglady。Sheisstayinghereonavisittohergrandmamaandaunt,veryworthypeople;Ihaveknownthemallmylife。
Theywillbeextremelygladtoseeyou,Iamsure;andoneofmyservantsshallgowithyoutoshewyoutheway。”
“Mydearsir,uponnoaccountintheworld;myfathercandirectme。”
“Butyourfatherisnotgoingsofar;heisonlygoingtotheCrown,quiteontheothersideofthestreet,andthereareagreatmanyhouses;
youmightbeverymuchataloss,anditisaverydirtywalk,unlessyoukeeponthefootpath;butmycoachmancantellyouwhereyouhadbestcrossthestreet。”
Mr。FrankChurchillstilldeclinedit,lookingasseriousashecould,andhisfathergavehisheartysupportbycallingout,“Mygoodfriend,thisisquiteunnecessary;Frankknowsapuddleofwaterwhenheseesit,andastoMrs。Bates’s,hemaygettherefromtheCrowninahop,step,andjump。”
Theywerepermittedtogoalone;andwithacordialnodfromone,andagracefulbowfromtheother,thetwogentlementookleave。
Emmaremainedverywellpleasedwiththisbeginningoftheacquaintance,andcouldnowengagetothinkofthemallatRandallsanyhouroftheday,withfullconfidenceintheircomfort。