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  Shehadneverbeenquitewellsincethetimeoftheirdaughter’smarriage;

  andtillsheshouldhavecompletelyrecoveredherusualstrength,theymustforbidherengaginginduties,which,sofarfrombeingcompatiblewithaweakenedframeandvaryingspirits,seemed,underthemostfavourablecircumstances,torequiresomethingmorethanhumanperfectionofbodyandmindtobedischargedwithtolerablecomfort。

  WithregardtohernotaccompanyingthemtoIreland,heraccounttoherauntcontainednothingbuttruth,thoughtheremightbesometruthsnottold。ItwasherownchoicetogivethetimeoftheirabsencetoHighbury;tospend,perhaps,herlastmonthsofperfectlibertywiththosekindrelationstowhomshewassoverydear:

  andtheCampbells,whatevermightbetheirmotiveormotives,whethersingle,ordouble,ortreble,gavethearrangementtheirreadysanction,andsaid,thattheydependedmoreonafewmonthsspentinhernativeair,fortherecoveryofherhealth,thanonanythingelse。Certainitwasthatshewastocome;

  andthatHighbury,insteadofwelcomingthatperfectnoveltywhichhadbeensolongpromisedit——Mr。FrankChurchill——mustputupforthepresentwithJaneFairfax,whocouldbringonlythefreshnessofatwoyears’absence。

  Emmawassorry;——tohavetopaycivilitiestoapersonshedidnotlikethroughthreelongmonths!——tobealwaysdoingmorethanshewished,andlessthansheought!WhyshedidnotlikeJaneFairfaxmightbeadifficultquestiontoanswer;Mr。Knightleyhadoncetoldheritwasbecauseshesawinherthereallyaccomplishedyoungwoman,whichshewantedtobethoughtherself;

  andthoughtheaccusationhadbeeneagerlyrefutedatthetime,thereweremomentsofself-examinationinwhichherconsciencecouldnotquiteacquither。But“shecouldnevergetacquaintedwithher:

  shedidnotknowhowitwas,buttherewassuchcoldnessandreserve——

  suchapparentindifferencewhethershepleasedornot——andthen,herauntwassuchaneternaltalker!——andshewasmadesuchafusswithbyeverybody!——andithadbeenalwaysimaginedthattheyweretobesointimate——becausetheirageswerethesame,everybodyhadsupposedtheymustbesofondofeachother。”Thesewereherreasons——

  shehadnobetter。

  Itwasadislikesolittlejust——everyimputedfaultwassomagnifiedbyfancy,thatsheneversawJaneFairfaxthefirsttimeafteranyconsiderableabsence,withoutfeelingthatshehadinjuredher;

  andnow,whentheduevisitwaspaid,onherarrival,afteratwoyears’

  interval,shewasparticularlystruckwiththeveryappearanceandmanners,whichforthosetwowholeyearsshehadbeendepreciating。

  JaneFairfaxwasveryelegant,remarkablyelegant;andshehadherselfthehighestvalueforelegance。Herheightwaspretty,justsuchasalmosteverybodywouldthinktall,andnobodycouldthinkverytall;herfigureparticularlygraceful;hersizeamostbecomingmedium,betweenfatandthin,thoughaslightappearanceofill-healthseemedtopointoutthelikeliestevilofthetwo。

  Emmacouldnotbutfeelallthis;andthen,herface——herfeatures——

  therewasmorebeautyinthemaltogetherthanshehadremembered;

  itwasnotregular,butitwasverypleasingbeauty。Hereyes,adeepgrey,withdarkeye-lashesandeyebrows,hadneverbeendeniedtheirpraise;buttheskin,whichshehadbeenusedtocavilat,aswantingcolour,hadaclearnessanddelicacywhichreallyneedednofullerbloom。Itwasastyleofbeauty,ofwhichelegancewasthereigningcharacter,andassuch,shemust,inhonour,byallherprinciples,admireit:——elegance,which,whetherofpersonorofmind,shesawsolittleinHighbury。There,nottobevulgar,wasdistinction,andmerit。

  Inshort,shesat,duringthefirstvisit,lookingatJaneFairfaxwithtwofoldcomplacency;thesenseofpleasureandthesenseofrenderingjustice,andwasdeterminingthatshewoulddislikehernolonger。Whenshetookinherhistory,indeed,hersituation,aswellasherbeauty;whensheconsideredwhatallthiselegancewasdestinedto,whatshewasgoingtosinkfrom,howshewasgoingtolive,itseemedimpossibletofeelanythingbutcompassionandrespect;especially,iftoeverywell-knownparticularentitlinghertointerest,wereaddedthehighlyprobablecircumstanceofanattachmenttoMr。Dixon,whichshehadsonaturallystartedtoherself。Inthatcase,nothingcouldbemorepitiableormorehonourablethanthesacrificesshehadresolvedon。

  EmmawasverywillingnowtoacquitherofhavingseducedMr。Dixon’sactionsfromhiswife,orofanythingmischievouswhichherimaginationhadsuggestedatfirst。Ifitwerelove,itmightbesimple,single,successlessloveonhersidealone。

  Shemighthavebeenunconsciouslysuckinginthesadpoison,whileasharerofhisconversationwithherfriend;andfromthebest,thepurestofmotives,mightnowbedenyingherselfthisvisittoIreland,andresolvingtodivideherselfeffectuallyfromhimandhisconnexionsbysoonbeginninghercareeroflaboriousduty。

  Uponthewhole,Emmaleftherwithsuchsoftened,charitablefeelings,asmadeherlookaroundinwalkinghome,andlamentthatHighburyaffordednoyoungmanworthyofgivingherindependence;

  nobodythatshecouldwishtoschemeaboutforher。

  Thesewerecharmingfeelings——butnotlasting。BeforeshehadcommittedherselfbyanypublicprofessionofeternalfriendshipforJaneFairfax,ordonemoretowardsarecantationofpastprejudicesanderrors,thansayingtoMr。Knightley,“Shecertainlyishandsome;

  sheisbetterthanhandsome!“JanehadspentaneveningatHartfieldwithhergrandmotherandaunt,andeverythingwasrelapsingmuchintoitsusualstate。Formerprovocationsreappeared。Theauntwasastiresomeasever;moretiresome,becauseanxietyforherhealthwasnowaddedtoadmirationofherpowers;andtheyhadtolistentothedescriptionofexactlyhowlittlebreadandbuttersheateforbreakfast,andhowsmallasliceofmuttonfordinner,aswellastoseeexhibitionsofnewcapsandnewworkbagsforhermotherandherself;andJane’soffencesroseagain。Theyhadmusic;

  Emmawasobligedtoplay;andthethanksandpraisewhichnecessarilyfollowedappearedtoheranaffectationofcandour,anairofgreatness,meaningonlytoshewoffinhigherstyleherownverysuperiorperformance。Shewas,besides,whichwastheworstofall,socold,socautious!Therewasnogettingatherrealopinion。

  Wraptupinacloakofpoliteness,sheseemeddeterminedtohazardnothing。Shewasdisgustingly,wassuspiciouslyreserved。

  Ifanythingcouldbemore,whereallwasmost,shewasmorereservedonthesubjectofWeymouthandtheDixonsthananything。

  SheseemedbentongivingnorealinsightintoMr。Dixon’scharacter,orherownvalueforhiscompany,oropinionofthesuitablenessofthematch。Itwasallgeneralapprobationandsmoothness;

  nothingdelineatedordistinguished。Itdidhernoservicehowever。

  Hercautionwasthrownaway。Emmasawitsartifice,andreturnedtoherfirstsurmises。Thereprobablywassomethingmoretoconcealthanherownpreference;Mr。Dixon,perhaps,hadbeenverynearchangingonefriendfortheother,orbeenfixedonlytoMissCampbell,forthesakeofthefuturetwelvethousandpounds。

  Thelikereserveprevailedonothertopics。SheandMr。FrankChurchillhadbeenatWeymouthatthesametime。Itwasknownthattheywerealittleacquainted;butnotasyllableofrealinformationcouldEmmaprocureastowhathetrulywas。“Washehandsome?“——“Shebelievedhewasreckonedaveryfineyoungman。”“Washeagreeable?“——

  “Hewasgenerallythoughtso。”“Didheappearasensibleyoungman;

  ayoungmanofinformation?“——“Atawatering-place,orinacommonLondonacquaintance,itwasdifficulttodecideonsuchpoints。

  Mannerswereallthatcouldbesafelyjudgedof,underamuchlongerknowledgethantheyhadyethadofMr。Churchill。Shebelievedeverybodyfoundhismannerspleasing。”Emmacouldnotforgiveher。

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  Emmacouldnotforgiveher;——butasneitherprovocationnorresentmentwerediscernedbyMr。Knightley,whohadbeenoftheparty,andhadseenonlyproperattentionandpleasingbehaviouroneachside,hewasexpressingthenextmorning,beingatHartfieldagainonbusinesswithMr。Woodhouse,hisapprobationofthewhole;notsoopenlyashemighthavedonehadherfatherbeenoutoftheroom,butspeakingplainenoughtobeveryintelligibletoEmma。

  HehadbeenusedtothinkherunjusttoJane,andhadnowgreatpleasureinmarkinganimprovement。

  “Averypleasantevening。”hebegan,assoonasMr。Woodhousehadbeentalkedintowhatwasnecessary,toldthatheunderstood,andthepaperssweptaway;——“particularlypleasant。YouandMissFairfaxgaveussomeverygoodmusic。Idonotknowamoreluxuriousstate,sir,thansittingatone’seasetobeentertainedawholeeveningbytwosuchyoungwomen;sometimeswithmusicandsometimeswithconversation。IamsureMissFairfaxmusthavefoundtheeveningpleasant,Emma。Youleftnothingundone。

  Iwasgladyoumadeherplaysomuch,forhavingnoinstrumentathergrandmother’s,itmusthavebeenarealindulgence。”

  “Iamhappyyouapproved。”saidEmma,smiling;“butIhopeIamnotoftendeficientinwhatisduetoguestsatHartfield。”

  “No,mydear。”saidherfatherinstantly;“thatIamsureyouarenot。Thereisnobodyhalfsoattentiveandcivilasyouare。

  Ifanything,youaretooattentive。Themuffinlastnight——ifithadbeenhandedroundonce,Ithinkitwouldhavebeenenough。”

  “No。”saidMr。Knightley,nearlyatthesametime;“youarenotoftendeficient;notoftendeficienteitherinmannerorcomprehension。

  Ithinkyouunderstandme,therefore。”

  Anarchlookexpressed——“Iunderstandyouwellenough;“butshesaidonly,“MissFairfaxisreserved。”

  “Ialwaystoldyoushewas——alittle;butyouwillsoonovercomeallthatpartofherreservewhichoughttobeovercome,allthathasitsfoundationindiffidence。Whatarisesfromdiscretionmustbehonoured。”

  “Youthinkherdiffident。Idonotseeit。”

  “MydearEmma。”saidhe,movingfromhischairintooneclosebyher,“youarenotgoingtotellme,Ihope,thatyouhadnotapleasantevening。”

  “Oh!no;Iwaspleasedwithmyownperseveranceinaskingquestions;

  andamusedtothinkhowlittleinformationIobtained。”

  “Iamdisappointed。”washisonlyanswer。

  “Ihopeeverybodyhadapleasantevening。”saidMr。Woodhouse,inhisquietway。“Ihad。Once,Ifeltthefirerathertoomuch;

  butthenImovedbackmychairalittle,averylittle,anditdidnotdisturbme。MissBateswasverychattyandgood-humoured,asshealwaysis,thoughshespeaksrathertooquick。However,sheisveryagreeable,andMrs。Batestoo,inadifferentway。

  Ilikeoldfriends;andMissJaneFairfaxisaveryprettysortofyounglady,averyprettyandaverywell-behavedyoungladyindeed。

  Shemusthavefoundtheeveningagreeable,Mr。Knightley,becauseshehadEmma。”

  “True,sir;andEmma,becauseshehadMissFairfax。”

  Emmasawhisanxiety,andwishingtoappeaseit,atleastforthepresent,said,andwithasinceritywhichnoonecouldquestion——

  “Sheisasortofelegantcreaturethatonecannotkeepone’seyesfrom。

  Iamalwayswatchinghertoadmire;andIdopityherfrommyheart。”

  Mr。Knightleylookedasifheweremoregratifiedthanhecaredtoexpress;andbeforehecouldmakeanyreply,Mr。Woodhouse,whosethoughtswereontheBates’s,said——

  “Itisagreatpitythattheircircumstancesshouldbesoconfined!

  agreatpityindeed!andIhaveoftenwished——butitissolittleonecanventuretodo——small,triflingpresents,ofanythinguncommon——

  Nowwehavekilledaporker,andEmmathinksofsendingthemaloinoraleg;itisverysmallanddelicate——Hartfieldporkisnotlikeanyotherpork——butstillitispork——and,mydearEmma,unlessonecouldbesureoftheirmakingitintosteaks,nicelyfried,asoursarefried,withoutthesmallestgrease,andnotroastit,fornostomachcanbearroastpork——Ithinkwehadbettersendtheleg——

  donotyouthinkso,mydear?“

  “Mydearpapa,Isentthewholehind-quarter。Iknewyouwouldwishit。

  Therewillbethelegtobesalted,youknow,whichissoverynice,andthelointobedresseddirectlyinanymannertheylike。”

  “That’sright,mydear,veryright。Ihadnotthoughtofitbefore,butthatisthebestway。Theymustnotover-salttheleg;andthen,ifitisnotover-salted,andifitisverythoroughlyboiled,justasSerleboilsours,andeatenverymoderatelyof,withaboiledturnip,andalittlecarrotorparsnip,Idonotconsideritunwholesome。”

  “Emma。”saidMr。Knightleypresently,“Ihaveapieceofnewsforyou。

  Youlikenews——andIheardanarticleinmywayhitherthatIthinkwillinterestyou。”

  “News!Oh!yes,Ialwayslikenews。Whatisit?——whydoyousmileso?——wheredidyouhearit?——atRandalls?“

  Hehadtimeonlytosay,“No,notatRandalls;IhavenotbeennearRandalls。”whenthedoorwasthrownopen,andMissBatesandMissFairfaxwalkedintotheroom。

  Fullofthanks,andfullofnews,MissBatesknewnotwhichtogivequickest。Mr。Knightleysoonsawthathehadlosthismoment,andthatnotanothersyllableofcommunicationcouldrestwithhim。

  “Oh!mydearsir,howareyouthismorning?MydearMissWoodhouse——

  Icomequiteover-powered。Suchabeautifulhind-quarterofpork!

  Youaretoobountiful!Haveyouheardthenews?Mr。Eltonisgoingtobemarried。”

  EmmahadnothadtimeeventothinkofMr。Elton,andshewassocompletelysurprizedthatshecouldnotavoidalittlestart,andalittleblush,atthesound。

  “Thereismynews:——Ithoughtitwouldinterestyou。”

  saidMr。Knightley,withasmilewhichimpliedaconvictionofsomepartofwhathadpassedbetweenthem。

  “Butwherecouldyouhearit?“criedMissBates。“Wherecouldyoupossiblyhearit,Mr。Knightley?ForitisnotfiveminutessinceIreceivedMrs。Cole’snote——no,itcannotbemorethanfive——

  oratleastten——forIhadgotmybonnetandspenceron,justreadytocomeout——IwasonlygonedowntospeaktoPattyagainaboutthepork——Janewasstandinginthepassage——werenotyou,Jane?——

  formymotherwassoafraidthatwehadnotanysalting-panlargeenough。SoIsaidIwouldgodownandsee,andJanesaid,`ShallIgodowninstead?forIthinkyouhavealittlecold,andPattyhasbeenwashingthekitchen。’——`Oh!mydear,’

  saidI——well,andjustthencamethenote。AMissHawkins——

  that’sallIknow。AMissHawkinsofBath。But,Mr。Knightley,howcouldyoupossiblyhaveheardit?fortheverymomentMr。ColetoldMrs。Coleofit,shesatdownandwrotetome。AMissHawkins——“

  “IwaswithMr。Coleonbusinessanhourandahalfago。

  HehadjustreadElton’sletterasIwasshewnin,andhandedittomedirectly。”

  “Well!thatisquite——Isupposethereneverwasapieceofnewsmoregenerallyinteresting。Mydearsir,youreallyaretoobountiful。

  Mymotherdesiresherverybestcomplimentsandregards,andathousandthanks,andsaysyoureallyquiteoppressher。”

  “WeconsiderourHartfieldpork。”repliedMr。Woodhouse——“indeeditcertainlyis,soverysuperiortoallotherpork,thatEmmaandI

  cannothaveagreaterpleasurethan——“

  “Oh!mydearsir,asmymothersays,ourfriendsareonlytoogoodtous。Ifevertherewerepeoplewho,withouthavinggreatwealththemselves,hadeverythingtheycouldwishfor,Iamsureitisus。

  Wemaywellsaythat`ourlotiscastinagoodlyheritage。’

  Well,Mr。Knightley,andsoyouactuallysawtheletter;well——“

  “Itwasshort——merelytoannounce——butcheerful,exulting,ofcourse。”——

  HerewasaslyglanceatEmma。“Hehadbeensofortunateasto——

  Iforgettheprecisewords——onehasnobusinesstorememberthem。

  Theinformationwas,asyoustate,thathewasgoingtobemarriedtoaMissHawkins。Byhisstyle,Ishouldimagineitjustsettled。”

  “Mr。Eltongoingtobemarried!“saidEmma,assoonasshecouldspeak。

  “Hewillhaveeverybody’swishesforhishappiness。”

  “Heisveryyoungtosettle。”wasMr。Woodhouse’sobservation。

  “Hehadbetternotbeinahurry。Heseemedtomeverywelloffashewas。WewerealwaysgladtoseehimatHartfield。”

  “Anewneighbourforusall,MissWoodhouse!“saidMissBates,joyfully;“mymotherissopleased!——shesaysshecannotbeartohavethepooroldVicaragewithoutamistress。

  Thisisgreatnews,indeed。Jane,youhaveneverseenMr。Elton!——nowonderthatyouhavesuchacuriositytoseehim。”

  Jane’scuriositydidnotappearofthatabsorbingnatureaswhollytooccupyher。

  “No——IhaveneverseenMr。Elton。”shereplied,startingonthisappeal;

  “ishe——isheatallman?“

  “Whoshallanswerthatquestion?“criedEmma。“Myfatherwouldsay`yes,’Mr。Knightley`no;’andMissBatesandIthatheisjustthehappymedium。Whenyouhavebeenherealittlelonger,MissFairfax,youwillunderstandthatMr。EltonisthestandardofperfectioninHighbury,bothinpersonandmind。”

  “Verytrue,MissWoodhouse,soshewill。Heistheverybestyoungman——But,mydearJane,ifyouremember,ItoldyouyesterdayhewaspreciselytheheightofMr。Perry。MissHawkins,——Idaresay,anexcellentyoungwoman。Hisextremeattentiontomymother——

  wantinghertositinthevicaragepew,thatshemighthearthebetter,formymotherisalittledeaf,youknow——itisnotmuch,butshedoesnothearquitequick。JanesaysthatColonelCampbellisalittledeaf。Hefanciedbathingmightbegoodforit——thewarmbath——

  butshesaysitdidhimnolastingbenefit。ColonelCampbell,youknow,isquiteourangel。AndMr。Dixonseemsaverycharmingyoungman,quiteworthyofhim。Itissuchahappinesswhengoodpeoplegettogether——andtheyalwaysdo。Now,herewillbeMr。

  EltonandMissHawkins;andtherearetheColes,suchverygoodpeople;

  andthePerrys——IsupposethereneverwasahappierorabettercouplethanMr。andMrs。Perry。Isay,sir。”turningtoMr。Woodhouse,“IthinktherearefewplaceswithsuchsocietyasHighbury。

  Ialwayssay,wearequiteblessedinourneighbours——Mydearsir,ifthereisonethingmymotherlovesbetterthananother,itispork——

  aroastloinofpork——“

  “Astowho,orwhatMissHawkinsis,orhowlonghehasbeenacquaintedwithher。”saidEmma,“nothingIsupposecanbeknown。

  Onefeelsthatitcannotbeaverylongacquaintance。Hehasbeengoneonlyfourweeks。”

  Nobodyhadanyinformationtogive;and,afterafewmorewonderings,Emmasaid,“Youaresilent,MissFairfax——butIhopeyoumeantotakeaninterestinthisnews。You,whohavebeenhearingandseeingsomuchoflateonthesesubjects,whomusthavebeensodeepinthebusinessonMissCampbell’saccount——weshallnotexcuseyourbeingindifferentaboutMr。EltonandMissHawkins。”

  “WhenIhaveseenMr。Elton。”repliedJane,“IdaresayI

  shallbeinterested——butIbelieveitrequiresthatwithme。

  AndasitissomemonthssinceMissCampbellmarried,theimpressionmaybealittlewornoff。”

  “Yes,hehasbeengonejustfourweeks,asyouobserve,MissWoodhouse。”

  saidMissBates,“fourweeksyesterday——AMissHawkins!——Well,Ihadalwaysratherfancieditwouldbesomeyoungladyhereabouts;

  notthatIever——Mrs。Coleoncewhisperedtome——butIimmediatelysaid,`No,Mr。Eltonisamostworthyyoungman——but’——Inshort,IdonotthinkIamparticularlyquickatthosesortofdiscoveries。

  Idonotpretendtoit。Whatisbeforeme,Isee。Atthesametime,nobodycouldwonderifMr。Eltonshouldhaveaspired——MissWoodhouseletsmechatteron,sogood-humouredly。SheknowsIwouldnotoffendfortheworld。HowdoesMissSmithdo?Sheseemsquiterecoverednow。HaveyouheardfromMrs。JohnKnightleylately?

  Oh!thosedearlittlechildren。Jane,doyouknowIalwaysfancyMr。DixonlikeMr。JohnKnightley。Imeaninperson——tall,andwiththatsortoflook——andnotverytalkative。”

  “Quitewrong,mydearaunt;thereisnolikenessatall。”

  “Veryodd!butoneneverdoesformajustideaofanybodybeforehand。

  Onetakesupanotion,andrunsawaywithit。Mr。Dixon,yousay,isnot,strictlyspeaking,handsome?“

  “Handsome!Oh!no——farfromit——certainlyplain。Itoldyouhewasplain。”

  “Mydear,yousaidthatMissCampbellwouldnotallowhimtobeplain,andthatyouyourself——“

  “Oh!asforme,myjudgmentisworthnothing。WhereIhavearegard,Ialwaysthinkapersonwell-looking。ButIgavewhatIbelievedthegeneralopinion,whenIcalledhimplain。”

  “Well,mydearJane,Ibelievewemustberunningaway。

  Theweatherdoesnotlookwell,andgrandmamawillbeuneasy。

  Youaretooobliging,mydearMissWoodhouse;butwereallymusttakeleave。Thishasbeenamostagreeablepieceofnewsindeed。

  IshalljustgoroundbyMrs。Cole’s;butIshallnotstopthreeminutes:

  and,Jane,youhadbettergohomedirectly——Iwouldnothaveyououtinashower!——WethinksheisthebetterforHighburyalready。

  Thankyou,wedoindeed。IshallnotattemptcallingonMrs。Goddard,forIreallydonotthinkshecaresforanythingbutboiledpork:

  whenwedressthelegitwillbeanotherthing。Goodmorningtoyou,mydearsir。Oh!Mr。Knightleyiscomingtoo。Well,thatissovery!——IamsureifJaneistired,youwillbesokindastogiveheryourarm——Mr。Elton,andMissHawkins!——Goodmorningtoyou。”

  Emma,alonewithherfather,hadhalfherattentionwantedbyhimwhilehelamentedthatyoungpeoplewouldbeinsuchahurrytomarry——

  andtomarrystrangerstoo——andtheotherhalfshecouldgivetoherownviewofthesubject。Itwastoherselfanamusingandaverywelcomepieceofnews,asprovingthatMr。Eltoncouldnothavesufferedlong;butshewassorryforHarriet:

  Harrietmustfeelit——andallthatshecouldhopewas,bygivingthefirstinformationherself,tosaveherfromhearingitabruptlyfromothers。Itwasnowaboutthetimethatshewaslikelytocall。

  IfsheweretomeetMissBatesinherway!——anduponitsbeginningtorain,EmmawasobligedtoexpectthattheweatherwouldbedetainingheratMrs。Goddard’s,andthattheintelligencewouldundoubtedlyrushuponherwithoutpreparation。

  Theshowerwasheavy,butshort;andithadnotbeenoverfiveminutes,whenincameHarriet,withjusttheheated,agitatedlookwhichhurryingthitherwithafullheartwaslikelytogive;andthe“Oh!MissWoodhouse,whatdoyouthinkhashappened!“whichinstantlyburstforth,hadalltheevidenceofcorrespondingperturbation。

  Astheblowwasgiven,Emmafeltthatshecouldnotnowshewgreaterkindnessthaninlistening;andHarriet,unchecked,raneagerlythroughwhatshehadtotell。“ShehadsetoutfromMrs。Goddard’shalfanhourago——shehadbeenafraiditwouldrain——shehadbeenafraiditwouldpourdowneverymoment——butshethoughtshemightgettoHartfieldfirst——shehadhurriedonasfastaspossible;

  butthen,asshewaspassingbythehousewhereayoungwomanwasmakingupagownforher,shethoughtshewouldjuststepinandseehowitwenton;andthoughshedidnotseemtostayhalfamomentthere,soonaftershecameoutitbegantorain,andshedidnotknowwhattodo;sosheranondirectly,asfastasshecould,andtookshelteratFord’s。”——Ford’swastheprincipalwoollen-draper,linen-draper,andhaberdasher’sshopunited;

  theshopfirstinsizeandfashionintheplace——“Andso,thereshehadset,withoutanideaofanythingintheworld,fulltenminutes,perhaps——when,allofasudden,whoshouldcomein——

  tobesureitwassoveryodd!——buttheyalwaysdealtatFord’s——

  whoshouldcomein,butElizabethMartinandherbrother!——

  DearMissWoodhouse!onlythink。IthoughtIshouldhavefainted。

  Ididnotknowwhattodo。Iwassittingnearthedoor——Elizabethsawmedirectly;buthedidnot;hewasbusywiththeumbrella。

  Iamsureshesawme,butshelookedawaydirectly,andtooknonotice;andtheybothwenttoquitethefartherendoftheshop;

  andIkeptsittingnearthedoor!——Oh!dear;Iwassomiserable!

  IamsureImusthavebeenaswhiteasmygown。Icouldnotgoawayyouknow,becauseoftherain;butIdidsowishmyselfanywhereintheworldbutthere——Oh!dear,MissWoodhouse——well,atlast,Ifancy,helookedroundandsawme;forinsteadofgoingonwithherbuyings,theybeganwhisperingtooneanother。

  Iamsuretheyweretalkingofme;andIcouldnothelpthinkingthathewaspersuadinghertospeaktome——doyouthinkhewas,MissWoodhouse?——forpresentlyshecameforward——camequiteuptome,andaskedmehowIdid,andseemedreadytoshakehands,ifIwould。Shedidnotdoanyofitinthesamewaythatsheused;

  Icouldseeshewasaltered;but,however,sheseemedtotrytobeveryfriendly,andweshookhands,andstoodtalkingsometime;

  butIknownomorewhatIsaid——Iwasinsuchatremble!——Iremembershesaidshewassorrywenevermetnow;whichIthoughtalmosttookind!Dear,MissWoodhouse,Iwasabsolutelymiserable!

  Bythattime,itwasbeginningtoholdup,andIwasdeterminedthatnothingshouldstopmefromgettingaway——andthen——onlythink!——

  Ifoundhewascominguptowardsmetoo——slowlyyouknow,andasifhedidnotquiteknowwhattodo;andsohecameandspoke,andIanswered——andIstoodforaminute,feelingdreadfully,youknow,onecan’ttellhow;andthenItookcourage,andsaiditdidnotrain,andImustgo;andsooffIset;andIhadnotgotthreeyardsfromthedoor,whenhecameafterme,onlytosay,ifIwasgoingtoHartfield,hethoughtIhadmuchbettergoroundbyMr。Cole’sstables,forIshouldfindthenearwayquitefloatedbythisrain。Oh!dear,Ithoughtitwouldhavebeenthedeathofme!

  SoIsaid,Iwasverymuchobligedtohim:youknowIcouldnotdoless;andthenhewentbacktoElizabeth,andIcameroundbythestables——IbelieveIdid——butIhardlyknewwhereIwas,oranythingaboutit。Oh!MissWoodhouse,Iwouldratherdoneanythingthanhaveithappen:andyet,youknow,therewasasortofsatisfactioninseeinghimbehavesopleasantlyandsokindly。

  AndElizabeth,too。Oh!MissWoodhouse,dotalktomeandmakemecomfortableagain。”

  VerysincerelydidEmmawishtodoso;butitwasnotimmediatelyinherpower。Shewasobligedtostopandthink。Shewasnotthoroughlycomfortableherself。Theyoungman’sconduct,andhissister’s,seemedtheresultofrealfeeling,andshecouldnotbutpitythem。

  AsHarrietdescribedit,therehadbeenaninterestingmixtureofwoundedaffectionandgenuinedelicacyintheirbehaviour。

  Butshehadbelievedthemtobewell-meaning,worthypeoplebefore;

  andwhatdifferencedidthismakeintheevilsoftheconnexion?

  Itwasfollytobedisturbedbyit。Ofcourse,hemustbesorrytoloseher——theymustbeallsorry。Ambition,aswellaslove,hadprobablybeenmortified。TheymightallhavehopedtorisebyHarriet’sacquaintance:andbesides,whatwasthevalueofHarriet’sdescription?——Soeasilypleased——solittlediscerning;——

  whatsignifiedherpraise?

  Sheexertedherself,anddidtrytomakehercomfortable,byconsideringallthathadpassedasameretrifle,andquiteunworthyofbeingdwelton,“Itmightbedistressing,forthemoment。”saidshe;“butyouseemtohavebehavedextremelywell;anditisover——andmaynever——

  cannever,asafirstmeeting,occuragain,andthereforeyouneednotthinkaboutit。”

  Harrietsaid,“verytrue。”andshe“wouldnotthinkaboutit;“

  butstillshetalkedofit——stillshecouldtalkofnothingelse;

  andEmma,atlast,inordertoputtheMartinsoutofherhead,wasobligedtohurryonthenews,whichshehadmeanttogivewithsomuchtendercaution;hardlyknowingherselfwhethertorejoiceorbeangry,ashamedoronlyamused,atsuchastateofmindinpoorHarriet——suchaconclusionofMr。Elton’simportancewithher!

  Mr。Elton’srights,however,graduallyrevived。Thoughshedidnotfeelthefirstintelligenceasshemighthavedonethedaybefore,oranhourbefore,itsinterestsoonincreased;andbeforetheirfirstconversationwasover,shehadtalkedherselfintoallthesensationsofcuriosity,wonderandregret,painandpleasure,astothisfortunateMissHawkins,whichcouldconducetoplacetheMartinsunderpropersubordinationinherfancy。

  Emmalearnedtoberathergladthattherehadbeensuchameeting。

  Ithadbeenserviceableindeadeningthefirstshock,withoutretaininganyinfluencetoalarm。AsHarrietnowlived,theMartinscouldnotgetather,withoutseekingher,wherehithertotheyhadwantedeitherthecourageorthecondescensiontoseekher;forsinceherrefusalofthebrother,thesistersneverhadbeenatMrs。Goddard’s;

  andatwelvemonthmightpasswithouttheirbeingthrowntogetheragain,withanynecessity,orevenanypowerofspeech。

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  Humannatureissowelldisposedtowardsthosewhoareininterestingsituations,thatayoungperson,whoeithermarriesordies,issureofbeingkindlyspokenof。

  AweekhadnotpassedsinceMissHawkins’snamewasfirstmentionedinHighbury,beforeshewas,bysomemeansorother,discoveredtohaveeveryrecommendationofpersonandmind;

  tobehandsome,elegant,highlyaccomplished,andperfectlyamiable:

  andwhenMr。Eltonhimselfarrivedtotriumphinhishappyprospects,andcirculatethefameofhermerits,therewasverylittlemoreforhimtodo,thantotellherChristianname,andsaywhosemusicsheprincipallyplayed。

  Mr。Eltonreturned,averyhappyman。Hehadgoneawayrejectedandmortified——disappointedinaverysanguinehope,afteraseriesofwhatappearedtohimstrongencouragement;andnotonlylosingtherightlady,butfindinghimselfdebasedtothelevelofaverywrongone。Hehadgoneawaydeeplyoffended——hecamebackengagedtoanother——andtoanotherassuperior,ofcourse,tothefirst,asundersuchcircumstanceswhatisgainedalwaysistowhatislost。

  Hecamebackgayandself-satisfied,eagerandbusy,caringnothingforMissWoodhouse,anddefyingMissSmith。

  ThecharmingAugustaHawkins,inadditiontoalltheusualadvantagesofperfectbeautyandmerit,wasinpossessionofanindependentfortune,ofsomanythousandsaswouldalwaysbecalledten;apointofsomedignity,aswellassomeconvenience:thestorytoldwell;

  hehadnotthrownhimselfaway——hehadgainedawomanof10,000l。

  orthereabouts;andhehadgainedherwithsuchdelightfulrapidity——

  thefirsthourofintroductionhadbeensoverysoonfollowedbydistinguishingnotice;thehistorywhichhehadtogiveMrs。Coleoftheriseandprogressoftheaffairwassoglorious——thestepssoquick,fromtheaccidentalrencontre,tothedinneratMr。Green’s,andthepartyatMrs。Brown’s——smilesandblushesrisinginimportance——

  withconsciousnessandagitationrichlyscattered——theladyhadbeensoeasilyimpressed——sosweetlydisposed——hadinshort,touseamostintelligiblephrase,beensoveryreadytohavehim,thatvanityandprudencewereequallycontented。

  Hehadcaughtbothsubstanceandshadow——bothfortuneandaffection,andwasjustthehappymanheoughttobe;talkingonlyofhimselfandhisownconcerns——expectingtobecongratulated——readytobelaughedat——and,withcordial,fearlesssmiles,nowaddressingalltheyoungladiesoftheplace,towhom,afewweeksago,hewouldhavebeenmorecautiouslygallant。

  Theweddingwasnodistantevent,asthepartieshadonlythemselvestoplease,andnothingbutthenecessarypreparationstowaitfor;

  andwhenhesetoutforBathagain,therewasageneralexpectation,whichacertainglanceofMrs。Cole’sdidnotseemtocontradict,thatwhenhenextenteredHighburyhewouldbringhisbride。

  Duringhispresentshortstay,Emmahadbarelyseenhim;butjustenoughtofeelthatthefirstmeetingwasover,andtogivehertheimpressionofhisnotbeingimprovedbythemixtureofpiqueandpretension,nowspreadoverhisair。Shewas,infact,beginningverymuchtowonderthatshehadeverthoughthimpleasingatall;andhissightwassoinseparablyconnectedwithsomeverydisagreeablefeelings,that,exceptinamorallight,asapenance,alesson,asourceofprofitablehumiliationtoherownmind,shewouldhavebeenthankfultobeassuredofneverseeinghimagain。

  Shewishedhimverywell;buthegaveherpain,andhiswelfaretwentymilesoffwouldadministermostsatisfaction。

  ThepainofhiscontinuedresidenceinHighbury,however,mustcertainlybelessenedbyhismarriage。Manyvainsolicitudeswouldbeprevented——

  manyawkwardnessessmoothedbyit。AMrs。Eltonwouldbeanexcuseforanychangeofintercourse;formerintimacymightsinkwithoutremark。

  Itwouldbealmostbeginningtheirlifeofcivilityagain。

  Ofthelady,individually,Emmathoughtverylittle。ShewasgoodenoughforMr。Elton,nodoubt;accomplishedenoughforHighbury——

  handsomeenough——tolookplain,probably,byHarriet’sside。

  Astoconnexion,thereEmmawasperfectlyeasy;persuaded,thatafterallhisownvauntedclaimsanddisdainofHarriet,hehaddonenothing。Onthatarticle,truthseemedattainable。

  Whatshewas,mustbeuncertain;butwhoshewas,mightbefoundout;

  andsettingasidethe10,000l。,itdidnotappearthatshewasatallHarriet’ssuperior。Shebroughtnoname,noblood,noalliance。

  MissHawkinswastheyoungestofthetwodaughtersofaBristol——

  merchant,ofcourse,hemustbecalled;but,asthewholeoftheprofitsofhismercantilelifeappearedsoverymoderate,itwasnotunfairtoguessthedignityofhislineoftradehadbeenverymoderatealso。PartofeverywintershehadbeenusedtospendinBath;

  butBristolwasherhome,theveryheartofBristol;forthoughthefatherandmotherhaddiedsomeyearsago,anuncleremained——

  inthelawline——nothingmoredistinctlyhonourablewashazardedofhim,thanthathewasinthelawline;andwithhimthedaughterhadlived。Emmaguessedhimtobethedrudgeofsomeattorney,andtoostupidtorise。Andallthegrandeuroftheconnexionseemeddependentontheeldersister,whowasverywellmarried,toagentlemaninagreatway,nearBristol,whokepttwocarriages!

  Thatwasthewind-upofthehistory;thatwasthegloryofMissHawkins。

  CouldshebuthavegivenHarrietherfeelingsaboutitall!

  Shehadtalkedherintolove;but,alas!shewasnotsoeasilytobetalkedoutofit。ThecharmofanobjecttooccupythemanyvacanciesofHarriet’smindwasnottobetalkedaway。Hemightbesupersededbyanother;hecertainlywouldindeed;nothingcouldbeclearer;

  evenaRobertMartinwouldhavebeensufficient;butnothingelse,shefeared,wouldcureher。Harrietwasoneofthose,who,havingoncebegun,wouldbealwaysinlove。Andnow,poorgirl!

  shewasconsiderablyworsefromthisreappearanceofMr。Elton。

  Shewasalwayshavingaglimpseofhimsomewhereorother。Emmasawhimonlyonce;buttwoorthreetimeseverydayHarrietwassurejusttomeetwithhim,orjusttomisshim,justtohearhisvoice,orseehisshoulder,justtohavesomethingoccurtopreservehiminherfancy,inallthefavouringwarmthofsurprizeandconjecture。

  Shewas,moreover,perpetuallyhearingabouthim;for,exceptingwhenatHartfield,shewasalwaysamongthosewhosawnofaultinMr。Elton,andfoundnothingsointerestingasthediscussionofhisconcerns;

  andeveryreport,therefore,everyguess——allthathadalreadyoccurred,allthatmightoccurinthearrangementofhisaffairs,comprehendingincome,servants,andfurniture,wascontinuallyinagitationaroundher。Herregardwasreceivingstrengthbyinvariablepraiseofhim,andherregretskeptalive,andfeelingsirritatedbyceaselessrepetitionsofMissHawkins’shappiness,andcontinualobservationof,howmuchheseemedattached!——

  hisairashewalkedbythehouse——theverysittingofhishat,beingallinproofofhowmuchhewasinlove!

  Haditbeenallowableentertainment,hadtherebeennopaintoherfriend,orreproachtoherself,inthewaveringsofHarriet’smind,Emmawouldhavebeenamusedbyitsvariations。

  SometimesMr。Eltonpredominated,sometimestheMartins;andeachwasoccasionallyusefulasachecktotheother。Mr。Elton’sengagementhadbeenthecureoftheagitationofmeetingMr。Martin。

  TheunhappinessproducedbytheknowledgeofthatengagementhadbeenalittleputasidebyElizabethMartin’scallingatMrs。Goddard’safewdaysafterwards。Harriethadnotbeenathome;butanotehadbeenpreparedandleftforher,writtenintheverystyletotouch;

  asmallmixtureofreproach,withagreatdealofkindness;

  andtillMr。Eltonhimselfappeared,shehadbeenmuchoccupiedbyit,continuallyponderingoverwhatcouldbedoneinreturn,andwishingtodomorethanshedaredtoconfess。ButMr。Elton,inperson,haddrivenawayallsuchcares。Whilehestaid,theMartinswereforgotten;andontheverymorningofhissettingoffforBathagain,Emma,todissipatesomeofthedistressitoccasioned,judgeditbestforhertoreturnElizabethMartin’svisit。

  Howthatvisitwastobeacknowledged——whatwouldbenecessary——

  andwhatmightbesafest,hadbeenapointofsomedoubtfulconsideration。Absoluteneglectofthemotherandsisters,wheninvitedtocome,wouldbeingratitude。Itmustnotbe:

  andyetthedangerofarenewaloftheacquaintance!——

  Aftermuchthinking,shecoulddetermineonnothingbetter,thanHarriet’sreturningthevisit;butinawaythat,iftheyhadunderstanding,shouldconvincethemthatitwastobeonlyaformalacquaintance。

  Shemeanttotakeherinthecarriage,leaveherattheAbbeyMill,whileshedrovealittlefarther,andcallforheragainsosoon,astoallownotimeforinsidiousapplicationsordangerousrecurrencestothepast,andgivethemostdecidedproofofwhatdegreeofintimacywaschosenforthefuture。

  Shecouldthinkofnothingbetter:andthoughtherewassomethinginitwhichherownheartcouldnotapprove——somethingofingratitude,merelyglossedover——itmustbedone,orwhatwouldbecomeofHarriet?

  Chapter05CHAPTERV

  SmallhearthadHarrietforvisiting。OnlyhalfanhourbeforeherfriendcalledforheratMrs。Goddard’s,herevilstarshadledhertotheveryspotwhere,atthatmoment,atrunk,directedtoTheRev。PhilipElton,White-Hart,Bath,wastobeseenundertheoperationofbeingliftedintothebutcher’scart,whichwastoconveyittowherethecoachespast;andeverythinginthisworld,exceptingthattrunkandthedirection,wasconsequentlyablank。

  Shewent,however;andwhentheyreachedthefarm,andshewastobeputdown,attheendofthebroad,neatgravelwalk,whichledbetweenespalierapple-treestothefrontdoor,thesightofeverythingwhichhadgivenhersomuchpleasuretheautumnbefore,wasbeginningtorevivealittlelocalagitation;andwhentheyparted,Emmaobservedhertobelookingaroundwithasortoffearfulcuriosity,whichdeterminedhernottoallowthevisittoexceedtheproposedquarterofanhour。Shewentonherself,togivethatportionoftimetoanoldservantwhowasmarried,andsettledinDonwell。

  Thequarterofanhourbroughtherpunctuallytothewhitegateagain;

  andMissSmithreceivinghersummons,waswithherwithoutdelay,andunattendedbyanyalarmingyoungman。Shecamesolitarilydownthegravelwalk——aMissMartinjustappearingatthedoor,andpartingwithherseeminglywithceremoniouscivility。

  Harrietcouldnotverysoongiveanintelligibleaccount。

  Shewasfeelingtoomuch;butatlastEmmacollectedfromherenoughtounderstandthesortofmeeting,andthesortofpainitwascreating。ShehadseenonlyMrs。Martinandthetwogirls。

  Theyhadreceivedherdoubtingly,ifnotcoolly;andnothingbeyondthemerestcommonplacehadbeentalkedalmostallthetime——

  tilljustatlast,whenMrs。Martin’ssaying,allofasudden,thatshethoughtMissSmithwasgrown,hadbroughtonamoreinterestingsubject,andawarmermanner。InthatveryroomshehadbeenmeasuredlastSeptember,withhertwofriends。

  Therewerethepencilledmarksandmemorandumsonthewainscotbythewindow。Hehaddoneit。Theyallseemedtoremembertheday,thehour,theparty,theoccasion——tofeelthesameconsciousness,thesameregrets——tobereadytoreturntothesamegoodunderstanding;

  andtheywerejustgrowingagainlikethemselves,Harriet,asEmmamustsuspect,asreadyasthebestofthemtobecordialandhappy,

  whenthecarriagereappeared,andallwasover。Thestyleofthevisit,andtheshortnessofit,werethenfelttobedecisive。

  Fourteenminutestobegiventothosewithwhomshehadthankfullypassedsixweeksnotsixmonthsago!——Emmacouldnotbutpictureitall,andfeelhowjustlytheymightresent,hownaturallyHarrietmustsuffer。Itwasabadbusiness。Shewouldhavegivenagreatdeal,orenduredagreatdeal,tohavehadtheMartinsinahigherrankoflife。Theyweresodeserving,thatalittlehighershouldhavebeenenough:butasitwas,howcouldshehavedoneotherwise?——Impossible!——Shecouldnotrepent。Theymustbeseparated;buttherewasagreatdealofpainintheprocess——

  somuchtoherselfatthistime,thatshesoonfeltthenecessityofalittleconsolation,andresolvedongoinghomebywayofRandallstoprocureit。HermindwasquitesickofMr。EltonandtheMartins。

  TherefreshmentofRandallswasabsolutelynecessary。

  Itwasagoodscheme;butondrivingtothedoortheyheardthatneither“masternormistresswasathome;“theyhadbothbeenoutsometime;themanbelievedtheyweregonetoHartfield。

  “Thisistoobad。”criedEmma,astheyturnedaway。“Andnowweshalljustmissthem;tooprovoking!——IdonotknowwhenIhavebeensodisappointed。”Andsheleanedbackinthecorner,toindulgehermurmurs,ortoreasonthemaway;probablyalittleofboth——

  suchbeingthecommonestprocessofanotill-disposedmind。

  Presentlythecarriagestopt;shelookedup;itwasstoptbyMr。andMrs。Weston,whowerestandingtospeaktoher。

  Therewasinstantpleasureinthesightofthem,andstillgreaterpleasurewasconveyedinsound——forMr。Westonimmediatelyaccostedherwith,“Howd’yedo?——howd’yedo?——Wehavebeensittingwithyourfather——

  gladtoseehimsowell。Frankcomesto-morrow——Ihadaletterthismorning——weseehimto-morrowbydinner-timetoacertainty——

  heisatOxfordto-day,andhecomesforawholefortnight;Iknewitwouldbeso。IfhehadcomeatChristmashecouldnothavestaidthreedays;

  IwasalwaysgladhedidnotcomeatChristmas;nowwearegoingtohavejusttherightweatherforhim,fine,dry,settledweather。

  Weshallenjoyhimcompletely;everythinghasturnedoutexactlyaswecouldwish。”

  Therewasnoresistingsuchnews,nopossibilityofavoidingtheinfluenceofsuchahappyfaceasMr。Weston’s,confirmedasitallwasbythewordsandthecountenanceofhiswife,fewerandquieter,butnotlesstothepurpose。ToknowthatshethoughthiscomingcertainwasenoughtomakeEmmaconsideritso,andsincerelydidsherejoiceintheirjoy。Itwasamostdelightfulreanimationofexhaustedspirits。Theworn-outpastwassunkinthefreshnessofwhatwascoming;andintherapidityofhalfamoment’sthought,shehopedMr。Eltonwouldnowbetalkedofnomore。

  Mr。WestongaveherthehistoryoftheengagementsatEnscombe,whichallowedhissontoanswerforhavinganentirefortnightathiscommand,aswellastherouteandthemethodofhisjourney;

  andshelistened,andsmiled,andcongratulated。

  “IshallsoonbringhimovertoHartfield。”saidhe,attheconclusion。

  Emmacouldimagineshesawatouchofthearmatthisspeech,fromhiswife。

  “Wehadbettermoveon,Mr。Weston。”saidshe,“wearedetainingthegirls。”

  “Well,well,Iamready;“——andturningagaintoEmma,“butyoumustnotbeexpectingsuchaveryfineyoungman;youhaveonlyhadmyaccountyouknow;Idaresayheisreallynothingextraordinary:“——

  thoughhisownsparklingeyesatthemomentwerespeakingaverydifferentconviction。

  Emmacouldlookperfectlyunconsciousandinnocent,andanswerinamannerthatappropriatednothing。

  “Thinkofmeto-morrow,mydearEmma,aboutfouro’clock。”

  wasMrs。Weston’spartinginjunction;spokenwithsomeanxiety,andmeantonlyforher。

  “Fouro’clock!——dependuponithewillbeherebythree。”wasMr。Weston’squickamendment;andsoendedamostsatisfactorymeeting。

  Emma’sspiritsweremountedquiteuptohappiness;everythingworeadifferentair;Jamesandhishorsesseemednothalfsosluggishasbefore。Whenshelookedatthehedges,shethoughttheelderatleastmustsoonbecomingout;andwhensheturnedroundtoHarriet,shesawsomethinglikealookofspring,atendersmileeventhere。

  “WillMr。FrankChurchillpassthroughBathaswellasOxford?“——

  wasaquestion,however,whichdidnotaugurmuch。

  Butneithergeographynortranquillitycouldcomeallatonce,andEmmawasnowinahumourtoresolvethattheyshouldbothcomeintime。

  Themorningoftheinterestingdayarrived,andMrs。Weston’sfaithfulpupildidnotforgeteitheratten,oreleven,ortwelveo’clock,thatshewastothinkofheratfour。

  “Mydear,dearanxiousfriend。”——saidshe,inmentalsoliloquy,whilewalkingdownstairsfromherownroom,“alwaysovercarefulforeverybody’scomfortbutyourown;Iseeyounowinallyourlittlefidgets,goingagainandagainintohisroom,tobesurethatallisright。”Theclockstrucktwelveasshepassedthroughthehall。“’Tistwelve;Ishallnotforgettothinkofyoufourhourshence;andbythistimeto-morrow,perhaps,oralittlelater,Imaybethinkingofthepossibilityoftheirallcallinghere。

  Iamsuretheywillbringhimsoon。”

  Sheopenedtheparlourdoor,andsawtwogentlemensittingwithherfather——Mr。Westonandhisson。Theyhadbeenarrivedonlyafewminutes,andMr。WestonhadscarcelyfinishedhisexplanationofFrank’sbeingadaybeforehistime,andherfatherwasyetinthemidstofhisverycivilwelcomeandcongratulations,whensheappeared,tohavehershareofsurprize,introduction,andpleasure。

  TheFrankChurchillsolongtalkedof,sohighininterest,wasactuallybeforeher——hewaspresentedtoher,andshedidnotthinktoomuchhadbeensaidinhispraise;hewasaverygoodlookingyoungman;height,air,address,allwereunexceptionable,andhiscountenancehadagreatdealofthespiritandlivelinessofhisfather’s;helookedquickandsensible。Shefeltimmediatelythatsheshouldlikehim;andtherewasawell-bredeaseofmanner,andareadinesstotalk,whichconvincedherthathecameintendingtobeacquaintedwithher,andthatacquaintedtheysoonmustbe。

  HehadreachedRandallstheeveningbefore。Shewaspleasedwiththeeagernesstoarrivewhichhadmadehimalterhisplan,andtravelearlier,later,andquicker,thathemightgainhalfaday。

  “Itoldyouyesterday。”criedMr。Westonwithexultation,“Itoldyouallthathewouldbeherebeforethetimenamed。IrememberedwhatIusedtodomyself。Onecannotcreepuponajourney;

  onecannothelpgettingonfasterthanonehasplanned;andthepleasureofcominginuponone’sfriendsbeforethelook-outbegins,isworthagreatdealmorethananylittleexertionitneeds。”

  “Itisagreatpleasurewhereonecanindulgeinit。”saidtheyoungman,“thoughtherearenotmanyhousesthatIshouldpresumeonsofar;

  butincominghomeIfeltImightdoanything。”

  Thewordhomemadehisfatherlookonhimwithfreshcomplacency。

  Emmawasdirectlysurethatheknewhowtomakehimselfagreeable;

  theconvictionwasstrengthenedbywhatfollowed。HewasverymuchpleasedwithRandalls,thoughtitamostadmirablyarrangedhouse,wouldhardlyallowiteventobeverysmall,admiredthesituation,thewalktoHighbury,Highburyitself,Hartfieldstillmore,andprofessedhimselftohavealwaysfeltthesortofinterestinthecountrywhichnonebutone’sowncountrygives,andthegreatestcuriositytovisitit。Thatheshouldneverhavebeenabletoindulgesoamiableafeelingbefore,passedsuspiciouslythroughEmma’sbrain;butstill,ifitwereafalsehood,itwasapleasantone,andpleasantlyhandled。Hismannerhadnoairofstudyorexaggeration。Hedidreallylookandspeakasifinastateofnocommonenjoyment。

  Theirsubjectsingeneralweresuchasbelongtoanopeningacquaintance。

  Onhissideweretheinquiries,——“Wassheahorsewoman?——Pleasantrides?——

  Pleasantwalks?——Hadtheyalargeneighbourhood?——Highbury,perhaps,affordedsocietyenough?——Therewereseveralveryprettyhousesinandaboutit——Balls——hadtheyballs?——Wasitamusicalsociety?“

  Butwhensatisfiedonallthesepoints,andtheiracquaintanceproportionablyadvanced,hecontrivedtofindanopportunity,whiletheirtwofatherswereengagedwitheachother,ofintroducinghismother-in-law,andspeakingofherwithsomuchhandsomepraise,somuchwarmadmiration,somuchgratitudeforthehappinessshesecuredtohisfather,andherverykindreceptionofhimself,aswasanadditionalproofofhisknowinghowtoplease——

  andofhiscertainlythinkingitworthwhiletotrytopleaseher。

  HedidnotadvanceawordofpraisebeyondwhatsheknewtobethoroughlydeservedbyMrs。Weston;but,undoubtedlyhecouldknowverylittleofthematter。Heunderstoodwhatwouldbewelcome;

  hecouldbesureoflittleelse。“Hisfather’smarriage。”hesaid,“hadbeenthewisestmeasure,everyfriendmustrejoiceinit;

  andthefamilyfromwhomhehadreceivedsuchablessingmustbeeverconsideredashavingconferredthehighestobligationonhim。”

  HegotasnearashecouldtothankingherforMissTaylor’smerits,withoutseemingquitetoforgetthatinthecommoncourseofthingsitwastoberathersupposedthatMissTaylorhadformedMissWoodhouse’scharacter,thanMissWoodhouseMissTaylor’s。Andatlast,asifresolvedtoqualifyhisopinioncompletelyfortravellingroundtoitsobject,hewounditallupwithastonishmentattheyouthandbeautyofherperson。

  “Elegant,agreeablemanners,Iwaspreparedfor。”saidhe;

  “butIconfessthat,consideringeverything,Ihadnotexpectedmorethanaverytolerablywell-lookingwomanofacertainage;

  IdidnotknowthatIwastofindaprettyyoungwomaninMrs。Weston。”

  “YoucannotseetoomuchperfectioninMrs。Westonformyfeelings。”

  saidEmma;“wereyoutoguesshertobeeighteen,Ishouldlistenwithpleasure;butshewouldbereadytoquarrelwithyouforusingsuchwords。Don’tletherimaginethatyouhavespokenofherasaprettyyoungwoman。”

  “IhopeIshouldknowbetter。”hereplied;“no,dependuponit,withagallantbow,thatinaddressingMrs。WestonIshouldunderstandwhomImightpraisewithoutanydangerofbeingthoughtextravagantinmyterms。”

  Emmawonderedwhetherthesamesuspicionofwhatmightbeexpectedfromtheirknowingeachother,whichhadtakenstrongpossessionofhermind,hadevercrossedhis;andwhetherhiscomplimentsweretobeconsideredasmarksofacquiescence,orproofsofdefiance。

  Shemustseemoreofhimtounderstandhisways;atpresentsheonlyfelttheywereagreeable。

  ShehadnodoubtofwhatMr。Westonwasoftenthinkingabout。

  Hisquickeyeshedetectedagainandagainglancingtowardsthemwithahappyexpression;andeven,whenhemighthavedeterminednottolook,shewasconfidentthathewasoftenlistening。

  Herownfather’sperfectexemptionfromanythoughtofthekind,theentiredeficiencyinhimofallsuchsortofpenetrationorsuspicion,wasamostcomfortablecircumstance。Happilyhewasnotfartherfromapprovingmatrimonythanfromforeseeingit——

  Thoughalwaysobjectingtoeverymarriagethatwasarranged,heneversufferedbeforehandfromtheapprehensionofany;

  itseemedasifhecouldnotthinksoillofanytwopersons’

  understandingastosupposetheymeanttomarrytillitwereprovedagainstthem。Sheblessedthefavouringblindness。

  Hecouldnow,withoutthedrawbackofasingleunpleasantsurmise,withoutaglanceforwardatanypossibletreacheryinhisguest,givewaytoallhisnaturalkind-heartedcivilityinsolicitousinquiriesafterMr。FrankChurchill’saccommodationonhisjourney,throughthesadevilsofsleepingtwonightsontheroad,andexpressverygenuineunmixedanxietytoknowthathehadcertainlyescapedcatchingcold——which,however,hecouldnotallowhimtofeelquiteassuredofhimselftillafteranothernight。

  Areasonablevisitpaid,Mr。Westonbegantomove——“Hemustbegoing。

  HehadbusinessattheCrownabouthishay,andagreatmanyerrandsforMrs。WestonatFord’s,butheneednothurryanybodyelse。”

  Hisson,toowellbredtohearthehint,roseimmediatelyalso,saying,“Asyouaregoingfartheronbusiness,sir,Iwilltaketheopportunityofpayingavisit,whichmustbepaidsomedayorother,andthereforemayaswellbepaidnow。Ihavethehonourofbeingacquaintedwithaneighbourofyours,turningtoEmma,aladyresidinginornearHighbury;afamilyofthenameofFairfax。

  Ishallhavenodifficulty,Isuppose,infindingthehouse;

  thoughFairfax,Ibelieve,isnotthepropername——IshouldrathersayBarnes,orBates。Doyouknowanyfamilyofthatname?“

  “Tobesurewedo。”criedhisfather;“Mrs。Bates——wepassedherhouse——

  IsawMissBatesatthewindow。True,true,youareacquaintedwithMissFairfax;IrememberyouknewheratWeymouth,andafinegirlsheis。Calluponher,byallmeans。”

  “Thereisnonecessityformycallingthismorning。”saidtheyoungman;“anotherdaywoulddoaswell;buttherewasthatdegreeofacquaintanceatWeymouthwhich——“

  “Oh!goto-day,goto-day。Donotdeferit。Whatisrighttobedonecannotbedonetoosoon。And,besides,Imustgiveyouahint,Frank;

  anywantofattentiontoherhereshouldbecarefullyavoided。

  YousawherwiththeCampbells,whenshewastheequalofeverybodyshemixedwith,butheresheiswithapooroldgrandmother,whohasbarelyenoughtoliveon。Ifyoudonotcallearlyitwillbeaslight。”

  Thesonlookedconvinced。

  “Ihaveheardherspeakoftheacquaintance。”saidEmma;“sheisaveryelegantyoungwoman。”

  Heagreedtoit,butwithsoquieta“Yes。”asinclinedheralmosttodoubthisrealconcurrence;andyettheremustbeaverydistinctsortofeleganceforthefashionableworld,ifJaneFairfaxcouldbethoughtonlyordinarilygiftedwithit。

  “Ifyouwereneverparticularlystruckbyhermannersbefore。”

  saidshe,“Ithinkyouwillto-day。Youwillseehertoadvantage;

  seeherandhearher——no,Iamafraidyouwillnothearheratall,forshehasanauntwhoneverholdshertongue。”

  “YouareacquaintedwithMissJaneFairfax,sir,areyou?“

  saidMr。Woodhouse,alwaysthelasttomakehiswayinconversation;

  “thengivemeleavetoassureyouthatyouwillfindheraveryagreeableyounglady。Sheisstayinghereonavisittohergrandmamaandaunt,veryworthypeople;Ihaveknownthemallmylife。

  Theywillbeextremelygladtoseeyou,Iamsure;andoneofmyservantsshallgowithyoutoshewyoutheway。”

  “Mydearsir,uponnoaccountintheworld;myfathercandirectme。”

  “Butyourfatherisnotgoingsofar;heisonlygoingtotheCrown,quiteontheothersideofthestreet,andthereareagreatmanyhouses;

  youmightbeverymuchataloss,anditisaverydirtywalk,unlessyoukeeponthefootpath;butmycoachmancantellyouwhereyouhadbestcrossthestreet。”

  Mr。FrankChurchillstilldeclinedit,lookingasseriousashecould,andhisfathergavehisheartysupportbycallingout,“Mygoodfriend,thisisquiteunnecessary;Frankknowsapuddleofwaterwhenheseesit,andastoMrs。Bates’s,hemaygettherefromtheCrowninahop,step,andjump。”

  Theywerepermittedtogoalone;andwithacordialnodfromone,andagracefulbowfromtheother,thetwogentlementookleave。

  Emmaremainedverywellpleasedwiththisbeginningoftheacquaintance,andcouldnowengagetothinkofthemallatRandallsanyhouroftheday,withfullconfidenceintheircomfort。

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